#dang maybe i shoulda messaged first??? sorry

[oneluckydragon]

YOU CANNOT HAVE AN EEVEE/RIOLU TEAM AND HAVE THE SAME DADNOIR BELIEFS AND NOT EXPECT ME TO LOSE MY SHIT OMGGG. SHAKING YOUUUU. op we are friends now. YOU CANNOT ESCAPE.

Hey @jsab-fujii you gave me literal cardiac arrest because, um, I was actually working on this lil pic right when you sent your message (and I was going to shyly post it but now I can just attach it to this?). Do you happen to have psychic powers? Or maybe we're just this in tune already that we were thinkin' about each other at the same time? Either way it's magic and I'm so honored. Anyway!! I have been obsessed (putting it lightly) with Ribbons and Aimilios for the past few days. I am utterly in love with them and your art, which is amazing btw!! I think that Echo and Ribbons, if they ever got to actually talk, would be fast friends even though their personalities are very different. Eevees gotta stick together!

Now, I wonder what these two could be having so much fun chatting about?? <3

#fuji thanks for calling us friends omg!! #i hope that i did ribbons justice with this doodle cause i adore her!!! #also i am astonished/blessed to have found another person that has very similar taste in content aka eevee/riolu and dadnoir #dusknoir is... ngl my favorite character in the entire game i love him so much #also you are VERY much allowed to order a cease and desist on this since i didn't ask to doodle ribbons #dang maybe i shoulda messaged first??? sorry #pm me if you want it removed cause that's fine no biggie #anyway i hope u are having the best day !! <3 #eevee/echo #eevee/ribbons #pmd2 #pmd eos #my art

[oh-peachykeen]

Ya know I was looking for one thing that hurt me, kind of, from about a month ago and I ended up scrolling and scrolling and then I found the messages.

you: Hey we need to talk

I still remember right when I sat down in those bleachers to watch another guard perform that my throat clasped up, my stomach turned and I stopped drinking my water. I slammed it down on my thighs, it hurt but I just wanted to prepare myself for what was coming. I screamed internally and grabbed my friend by her shoulder after violently tapping her for attention. I couldn’t do this alone. I explained in a hiccuppy voice that you were going to break up with me, why else would you use a capital letter, I mean it’s me. You never used correct punctuation. And neither do I.

me: sure about what

Let’s be meek, he might change his mind. But that’s not you, when your mind is made it’s almost impossible to undo, which I’ll come back later to.

you: About us, I don’t think this is working out

Mmmmm called it. It was at this point I started crying. Started thinking of ways to fix things miraculously. Started thinking how I should have kissed you longer that Thursday on the corner to the bus lot where people would stare and tell us to just bang already, but I’ll come back to that later too.

me: dang

What else do you say when your main supporter just dips on you.

me: that sucks

Sucks doesn’t even cover, didn’t that day and still doesn’t. Fun fact I read this whole convo as was in the screenshots and shed two tears.

you: Yeah sorry

Sorry? Not even a comma after yeah? Seriously? At this point I was stumbling down the stairs wafting through the stream of people with food and drinks and smiles and friends around them, and my friend was following me. I didn’t know where I was going but I needed to find a way to escape reality. We were in the parking lot, sitting on a ledge made of concrete that was near the swim building, waiting for something more than just that pathetic statement. But I’ll come back to that later too too.

me: can i at least know why?

It came out of the blue and you knew it too. I felt that. Maybe it wasn’t true but what could I do?

you: I don’t have feelings for you so it’s better not to waste either of our time trying to make something out of this

I was sobbing uncontrollably as my friend was rubbing my back, I was explaining to her how good things were and how you were going to move during drawing class. Why wouldn’t you? You knew that too.

me: so that’s it?

You broke me.

me: well i hope you’re happy. that’s all I wanted for you

You built me up, everyday.

you: Sorry for wasting your time

No, you’re just mad you wasted your time on a girl who cared but you couldn’t fuck, I thought. Mascara was everywhere at this point. You woulda thunk I would have used waterproof mascara because it was a performance day, but I guess the universe just wanted me to be dramatic.

me: it was anything but that, i really should be apologizing for how clingy i was. i pushed

This was the moment I knew I couldn’t fix anything, I was going to make more excuses but you just broke up with me. Me blaming my mom for restricting us or you not calling or face timing me didn’t help or we should have done more or we shoulda fucked in the bathroom even if it was just a joke wasn’t going to do shit.

you: I just don’t like the relationship

Broken.

BeFoRE YOU WERE DATING ME YOU EVIDENTALLY SAID in the dm “you’re not just cute you’re fine as hell A1” and I said “awe thanks, cutie” bitch and you fuckin said “anytime baby” bitch get fucking back here and be like that again bc not even an hour after you said that we stared dating. man, you really were a great dude.

But AnyWayS

1. I’m glad I was able to undo your thoughts about me and how you apologized. I’m just upset because it ruined a good relationship I had with another guy and because he wasn’t as hot as you I went for the drunk stoner aka my ex boyfriend aka my first love aka you.

2. That corner meant so much to me. It doesn’t do anything to me now but remind me of a more romantic or dazy time in my life.

3. I remembered as I was writing that that the parking lot I was in was the day I decided a year ago that I was going to make my life better from that day forward because of the emotional performance I had. Funny how things work out.

Now, the rest of Tumblr, that you have seen this, it’s clearly a broken hearted story about a boy that I’m clearly hung up on but to be fair, the dude’s pretty hot.