#I DONT WANT TO BE

[the-sneep-snoop]

please ignore my recent reblogs and my pinned post and my profile picture i am not transgender or anything i promise

#i dont want to be #like actually it would be pretty bad for my life #but there is a lot of evidence saying otherwise unfortunately

[glitterydinosaurenemy]

cis people really will be like “hi theses are my pronouns, what are your preferred pronouns?”and then go and cancel your hrt prescription without warning so you can’t even ration all while we are in the middle of a political climate growing more hostile by the day towards trans people with hrt bans being announced every other day, all because I didn’t want to go in for labs every 2 fucking months when I’ve already been on T for over 2 fucking years without issue

#Like really #I swear to god if this gets my fucking insurance coverage cancelled and I have to re fight for that shit I’m going to kill someone #Like oh I want your t levels higher #I said I’m fine where I’m at and don’t give a shit that they’re ‘low compared to a cis man’ #I’m NOT A FUCKING CIS MAN #I NEVER WILL BE #I DONT WANT TO BE #fucking when will cis ppl just let us exist without trying to force us as hard as posssible into the binary

[babsaros]

a lethal amount of dysphoria flooding the frontal cortex can lead to lose your fucking shit syndrome

#i dont want to be this #i dont want to be

[hit-the-dirt-and-get-back-on]

I just don't want to be here anymore.

#here #i dont want to be #im tired #this is me

[spade-club]

Shit. Yeah. I um... I'm back I guess...

#-mj #I dont want to be #I want to break down. I wish I didnt take my meds already. I just want to cry. #I dont know whats going on. I almost dont want to. #I dont know what to do. I'm hopeless right now

[totopopopo]

Oh my god I really am doing horribly

#i just really really want to be dead lol #like. im just. #like. objectively good things happened today like I got a job and. it didnt matter. it didnt even register #i feel like ive forgotten how to feel any emotion other then sadness #and it’s just. endless. and all encompassing. #and there’s no hope for the future #and even if I know objectively that’s wrong like. its not. there’s no hope for the future and the future isnt worth it #nothing is worth it #there’s nothing good under the sun #and I just want to not have to feel things anymore #because all I feel is hopeless and sad beyond belief #obligatory im fucking fine and I prommy I will stay alive but. Jesus. i dont WANT to #i dont WANT to be #i resent that I have to continue to live #whatever. #whatever #i dont want to fucking be here and i dont want to fucking be anywhere and there is no hope or goodness or happiness on earth #everything is boring everything is dull everything is off everything is. just fucking. #whatever dude #ask 2 taaaaag

[eidetic187]

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#;; welcome to the bread bank ( out of character ) #current events tw #i cant do this i cant do this #i cant even check my email without hearing about it #i dont want to exist as a queer woman right now. i dont want to exist at all #im safe I'm not going to do anything i just #i dont have the mental stability to deal with this. i dont want to be here. i dont want to be anywhwre #i dont want to be #i just want to live in peace #hi I'm having a mini meltdown lmao #i cant do this #mental health tw

[intrusivepng]

Also no one’s watched the entirety of season 4 yet so no one can tell me if Will actually is confirmed gay PLS I JUET WANNA KNOW IF I SHOULD BE DISAPPOINTED YET

#iz speaks #i DONT want to be #i want Will Byers to be gay and for Steve Harrington to be Bi so badly #Robin Will and Steve can be gay together <3 #anyways I’m trying not to get my hopes up

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

#shush jesse #this post abt astarion #hes just so painfully on brand for me #i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane #but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers #so like.....secondhand blorbo right now

[mybreadsmybutters]

when i was a kid i wanted to be a famous youtuber like dan and phil so that people would gay ship me with my irl best friend and we would be sooo weirded out by it and laugh and make videos joking about it but secretly it would make her realize her repressed gay crush on me and i'd help her through her gay crisis and then we would have a sickeningly sweet sappy romance and read fanfiction about ourselves together... anyways just found out she's married to a guy in the mafia now so i probably don't have a chance

#dan and phil fanfiction changed me #come into my lady door #and teen me saw that and went “i need to be that so fuckan bad” #i wanted to be dan but now that im a mature adult i understand that phil is better. phil guy 5ever nowadays #do i tag this as dan and phil. i still dont know tumblr site tagging norms and im like a year in now #dan and phil #dnp #phan

[arowrath]

it's so fucking frustrating to be in college and know everyone uses chatgpt and to be tempted by it constantly while also knowing intellectually that it doesn't work and it's a bad idea. like, i hang out in the library a lot, and i see people using chatgpt on assignments almost every day. and i know it isn't a good way to learn, because it's not really "artificial intelligence" so much as it is an auto text generator. and it gives you wrong information or badly worded sentences all the time. but every week i stare down assignments i don't want to do and i think man. if only i could type this prompt into a text generator and have it done in 10 minutes flat. and i know it wouldn't work. it wouldn't synthesize information from the text the way professors want, it wouldn't know how to answer questions, it just spits out vaguely related words for a couple paragraphs. but knowing my classmates get their work done in 10 minutes flat with it while i fight every ounce of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder in my body is infuriating.

#text #like i KNOW it doesnt work but i still want to use it which is SO FRUSTRATING #bc i DONT want to use it. but its TEMPTING.

[vivi266]

#love how this is actually about something but it's so broadly applicable i dont want to actually make that specificity clearer #original text: oh you think you're soooo fucking smart. with your fucking convoluted pretentious sentences #anyways the sticker is also extremely relevant and i'm tired of this post being popular

[mrtequilasunset]

Listen man, you guys can't be like "you guys need to be normal about asexuality" and then turn around and get weirdly judgemental when you find out someone doesn't have sex by choice. Like that's weird that some of you do that.

#like I love sex im glad we're hyping it up #but also genuinely some of you have got to learn how to be normal around people who dont want to have sex #even if you're not talking about asexuality when you say stuff like that you're still being a weirdass #im not ace myself but i keep seeing posts that come across like they're taking it personally that other people don't want to have sex #it sounds like theyre trying to prove something to someone

[kociamieta]

a router is a type of beast. thumbs up

#i dont have the energy for anything nice but i want to draw. the curse . it s so dark in here #my art #robot

[incredubious]

can I please get the Replying From Sideblogs Feature Please. im so tired of looking like this every time someone says something to me.

#not art #I Think #I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO PUT A DISCLAIMER WHENEVER I GOTTA SAY SOMETHING.