#there’s nothing good under the sun

[totopopopo]

Oh my god I really am doing horribly

#i just really really want to be dead lol #like. im just. #like. objectively good things happened today like I got a job and. it didnt matter. it didnt even register #i feel like ive forgotten how to feel any emotion other then sadness #and it’s just. endless. and all encompassing. #and there’s no hope for the future #and even if I know objectively that’s wrong like. its not. there’s no hope for the future and the future isnt worth it #nothing is worth it #there’s nothing good under the sun #and I just want to not have to feel things anymore #because all I feel is hopeless and sad beyond belief #obligatory im fucking fine and I prommy I will stay alive but. Jesus. i dont WANT to #i dont WANT to be #i resent that I have to continue to live #whatever. #whatever #i dont want to fucking be here and i dont want to fucking be anywhere and there is no hope or goodness or happiness on earth #everything is boring everything is dull everything is off everything is. just fucking. #whatever dude #ask 2 taaaaag

[mfshipbracket]

"to err is human to forgive is divine and to be a little hater is my goddamn civic right" grabbed me by the throat and shook me like a dog thank u for that

thanks! i plagiarized that first part from alexander pope but it's okay because he plagiarized it from the romans who plagiarized it from the greeks.

#asks #circle of life and all that #there is nothing new under the sun as ecclesiastes says #something something we will never be perfect. we can always try to be better. BUT you must remember that like. #you do not have to be good. you do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. #that is from wild geese by mary oliver btw go read it and heal

[thirstyvampyr]

repeat after me: movies don't need to be masterpieces. you liked it? good, all that matters! it's art, did it make you feel something? nice, me too!

#saltburn #cinema #there's nothing new under the sun #everything takes inspiration from something else #if i see one more talented mr ripley or class critique braindead take im gonna snap #you'd banish me if i showed you movies i enjoy lmao #plot what plot #good writing? never heard of her #who cares #we're all gonna die the same #go rewatch saltburn instead of giving clicks to haters lol

[ranger-kellyn]

team star's boss battle music is actually so fucking good???? hello??????

#turns out i was just literally never in battle with any of them long enough to actually hear the whole thing lmAO #i dont think refrain is the right word here but #that second refrain (or w/e around the 2:15 mark up to it looping back around) is just. so fucking good????? it's subtle but good??? #maybe around the 1:48 mark but again-- idk what music terms i'm thinking of it's been. a while. #good shit. can't believe i would beat these goobers in less than 2 minutes khdfkjs #had no clue the official theme was closer to six minutes long fjkhasdlkjf #anyways nobody look at me i'm not here #djdksfhl #i just need to talk into the void but like where else am i going to put this???? on facebook????? for my aunties to read??? #unsuccessfully fighting off another scarlet fixation #was doing so well on getaway car but brain demanded we think about the sv kiddos again #i'm blaming it on i've been getting back into running and i had to put penny's boss battle music on my running playlist #it'll be a long time until i get to this point but i've already decided it's going to be my push to the 5k finish line music dshfklj #looking at my old running playlist the push to the finish line song i used was the Victory Is Right Before Your Eyes! from bw2 lol #anyways x2 nothing new under the sun here folks #talking tag #hope y'all are good i've genuinely missed you #but being offline is def better for my brain

[qqueenofhades]

If I die in a mass shooting, here's your blanket permission to politicise the shit out of it. I don't care if we've never met or only spoken a few times on tumblr or whatever. I was your childhood best friend. Your college roommate. Your long lost lover. I don't care. You have carte blanche to use it to shame these miserable fucking Republican paramecium who are now claiming that the problem here isn't guns, it's doors. Yes. Doors to schools. Big problem.

#hilary for ts #cw gun violence #and now we learn that the cops #aka the so called good guys with guns #literally stood outside the school and did nothing for 40 minutes #and yet arming teachers is the answer #or turning every school into a supermax prison #literally anything under the sun but addressing the gun thing #it’s barely 9:30am this is gonna be a long day

[collgeruledzebra]

things i wish everyone a very shut the fuck up about in other tags this new year:

- barbie/oppenheimer

- the magnus archives

#not tagging this with anything in order to adhere to my own principles #space taker upper tag so people dont have to read any of my ranting... bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb #ok thatll do #but seriously i am so fucking sick of going into a podcast tag and all i can find are either completely generic posts the op has tagged #with every podcast under the sun OR jokes/polls involving t*m*a because ofc it's still popular enough to overshadow all the posts im #actually interested in seeing #like you dont have to compare everything to this we get it you listened to two (2) podcasts. just leave it alone #it's exactly the same with barb*nhe*m*r but what really pissed me off with that one was seeing it in the godzilla tag last week. THIS IS NOT #ABOUT YOU 'ooooouhh one movie is serious and the other has pink in it this is just like-' GET A DIFFERENT HOBBY. #honestly there was so much hype i was sick of it before the movies even released but it's still all over the place like i dont even care #if theyre any good or not just keep your shit in your own fucking tags it's not hard #UGHHHH whatever. #once again just so it's clear im censoring the titles in the tags so this post wont show up there it wouldnt change anything if it did and #im not interested in spreading negativity/getting people mad at me for nothing #original

[soldier-poet-king]

Expericing the Horrors this morning in SO many different ways.

Like. Having to acknowledge my compulsive people pleasing and the way it fuels my martyr complex, even tho mostly I simply Do Not See It and pretend it's a virtue or doesn't exist. My notions of Duty and Obligation, which are good and my only reason to keep going sometimes, are also morphing into a genuine obsession and fueling said inability to say no or even thinking I'm allowed to say no. Wrestling with the fact that sm of this is an attempt to remain in control of the situation, to keep people placated bc they can't get mad at me then, but also still living with my parents who made me like this in the first place, because that's the best financial decision for me rn. Guilt or anxiety or whatever about the fact that my coping mechanisms/thoughts could be worse but also could definitely be uh..better. ongoing frustration with work and my workplace. [Redacted] happening suddenly at work this morning, which while not impacting me directly, has definitely made all of these emotions Worse.

#franposting #u can ignore this i just needed to write it out so it wouldnt be in my brain #or would be like. less in my brain #unfortunately i have to go actually so my job #probably just gonna put on tmg and try not to freak out #its uh. oh. realizing i am not doing as well as i thought i had been. or im backsliding a lot #its like yes i am better and autonomous and independent #and yet i am 27 and people pleasing and afraid and still a desperate child wanting everyone to get along and stop being cranky #terrified of the unpredictability of it and the passive aggression #so ofc my job is to rake myself over hot coals for everyone elses comfort. bc if i do that they wont be mad and wont be mean to anyone else #if I just suck up all the badness in myself itll spare everyone else yknow #and besides. what else am i good for? yknow? like. im just me. i have to make up for my existence somehow #the rational part of myself is very small and realizes this is absolutely fucked #but yknow. what else is there. what other evidence is there that life can be different. for me at least #there is nothing new under the sun. everything stays the same. etcetcetc #ah well. theres little joys i can find in the meantime. stay sane. stay kind and good even if im turning myself into a non person

[max-vandenburg-is-life]

You know what really is enduring? Watching this fucking show

#the psychological damage i put myself through with every new episode #god i love this show #but there's something about it.... like every week it becomes more apparent #we really got to see these characters be happy..... we saw their relationships flourish...... we saw them be loving and kind to each other. #and now it's all falling apart. as Louis said the fantasy of happiness burst #and we see the characters become more and more miserable and more and more horrible to each other as time passes #and it's always for the same reasons. every time. there's nothing new under the sun #it's all so tragic but it's such a beautiful story #I'm not good with words so this is my best attempt i hope y'all understand what i mean #iwtv #interview with the vampire #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #claudia #jacob anderson #sam reid #bailey bass #itwv amc #anne rice's interview with the vampire #an original post no way

[courcgecus]

I am rolling muse lists of potential test muses

And at least two of them would require special rules because there are topics I wouldn't want to go write with them, knowing the tendencies. asdsadssa. Challenges of villain blogs.

#.outofcourage #|| -shrugs- whenever I made a blog specifically for a villain I feel like I have to state everything under the sun #|| and especially topics I prefer to dodge because nothing good would come out of them - so I feel those things should be clear #|| like not to push plots towards their worst of worst #|| also I don't care what D.iesney says - Shenzi is not a villain for me xD she is literal queen! #|| she made a deal with a lion to save her starving clan and got betrayed

[manaosdeuwu]

the thing I'm the most excited about leaving my job is being able to have lunch outside sitting on the grass and napping there

#life was good when i got out of work at 1pm #well it wasnt really good but man i miss that. #there's nothing like taking a nap under the autumn - winter - early spring sun #nero habla

[vigilantejustice]

we’re no contact so it’s like. whatever but will admit there’s a complicated feeling coming up about my stepsister (only in the most technical sense) wishing my dad a happy father’s day + him being like “thanks kiddo” about it

#she’s a couple years older than me + he only came into her life when she was like 25 #so it’s not like he raised her or whatever y’know? #not that that matters like she’s entitled to whatever relationship she wants with him but it’s a bit. stinky considering the dad he was to #me + my brother #it’s just kind of a bitter pill to swallow #it’s the same way we’ve talked about his funeral and if we’d go #+ i don’t think i could handle standing there while everyone went on about how great he was #when he wasn’t at all #anyways. happy for her that she got a seemingly good father figure just a bit bummed for me that i got one #that routinely threw furniture around the house + yelled so violently that i had to hide with my brother under my bed to feel safe #and that he never called me kiddo but did call me every other name under the sun + did nothing but traumatise me for years #well. it is what it and what it was :-) #personal

[shsl-heck]

tumblr has this really weird thing where expressing frustrations with a class of people who are privileged in some way is considered just as bad (worse even) than a person from that privileged group actively punching down and/or hurting you and your community

#saying the right thing and sounding good quickly becomes more important than actually addressing real issues #and i think it's in large part because if you can waive away any complaints from marginalized people #you don't have to actually examine yourself and how you think about/interact with the world #you get to look socially conscious while siding with the status and doing nothing #a black person complaining about the way white people treat them doesn't need you to write a huge post about how they're wrong #a disabled person joking about how weird ableds get around them is not an invitation to rant about ''not all ableds'' #etc #tumblr and the internet at large are embracing the dogma of ''reverse racism" #and applying the idea to every identity under the sun #and i hate it so much it's unreal #literally half of the people on here would be indistinguishable from the fundies i grew up with if not for the language #or the devil's advocate film bro somehow in every class ever #this post was inspired by a post in which a neurodivergent person talked about the frustration of trying to communicate with nts #and the notes were either shitting on them in faux moral outrage #or giving *great* advice that boils down to ''just learn to read normal people social cues you stupid autistic #with no actual idea of how to do that #y'all should brunch with autism moms at this point i stg

[headgehug]

matthew 3:10 / these times they are a-changin'

#nothing new under the sun is what i'm saying #i could be good at these maybe if i had the patience to connect more than 2 things lol #web weaving

[richmond-rex]

Why did I read this in Oliver Zetterström’s voice 😭 

#he did such a good job playing him in BE #anya give him that line in season 2 please #edward vi #re: the other tweets #nothing new under the sun etc etc

[cierics]

also hot opinion incoming. people who make their whole personality hating on popular things bc they’re “derivative” and “overplayed” are just as obnoxious as the worst marvel / tswift fans you’ve ever met. fight me

#there is nothing original left under the sun bestie <3 #maybe if you let yourself have some good honest fun once in a while you’d be less abrasive to be around #not saying that non-mainstream things are inherently obnoxious to enjoy bc far from it. they should be enjoyed MORE #but shitting on something popular just bc people like it is not gonna make you any more special or interesting 💖 #p

[cuppatealove]

Just for giggles 😄

#I actually found the perfect hair product #and was happy to pay ridiculous money for it #but after only maybe a year of blissful good hair days my honeymoon ended abruptly #when the company started getting complaints about terrible scalp reactions and hair loss and now they're being sued!!!! #That was two years ago; now I have about three precious pumps of the good stuff left and I'm not brave enough to order any more and risk it #I've been trying everything else under the sun and nothing works #I almost wish I'd never found the magical product so I didn't have to live with the knowledge that perfection was possible #This has been really weighing on me ok??? 😭😭😭