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blizzardfluffykpop · 3 months

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Secrets

Summary: Your sweet boyfriend, a man who can’t get up when a cat sits on his lap and knows you like the back of his hand. Is more than just the sweetheart he is?

Fluff, Angst?, Mafia au, Secrets, Established Relationship au

Word Count: 1,968

Secret mafia boss! Hyungwon X Reader

[Mentions briefly: Minhyuk]

[A/n: @jinkoh and I couldn’t stop thinking of mafia boss! Hyungwon. And I absolutely had to write our thoughts into a fuller story. So please enjoy our brainrot~ And Kebbi, I hope this fulfills your brainrot as it did mine~ Lastly: thank you for checking over this, Kebbi! I appreciate it sm 🥺💖]

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Like every other Wednesday since you started dating Hyungwon, you’re heading to meet him at the cafe where you had your first date. And now you both meet up there before walking around a bit before heading to one of your homes and watching movies together. You get outside the cafe entrance to see him walking out with your two coffees in his hands. He smiles as he hands you yours, “I got you your favorite~” You grin and thank him before sipping on it. He wraps his arm around your shoulder, “So, how’s my baby been?” You smile, “I’ve been okay.” He pouts, “Just okay?” You sigh, “Do you remember that debut I told you about before?” “Of course I do. What about it?” “They’ve raised my rate by another twenty, and I was going to use that extra money to buy some records. And you’d think I’d already have paid it off by now, but the interest rates have been so high.” He lets out an “Oh,” and you look over at him, and he says, “I’ve dealt with horrible lenders before. It’s hard to hear you going through the same thing.” You shrug, “I suppose it’s okay, it’s just twenty bucks. Maybe by my next bill, I’ll have it paid off!” He smiles and clicks your coffee cups together, “Heck yeah!”

You smile, “So, how has your business been going?” He hums, “We have more money coming in now, and that’s nice.” You agree, and he leads you to a park bench, “Why do we always seem to end up at this bench?” He gives you an eye smile, “You know why.” You laugh, “It’s where we met.” He removes his arm around your shoulder to hold your hand in his. You lay your head against his shoulder, and he leans his head on top of yours. You chat quietly, taking in the early afternoon air. His phone rings, and he parts from you, “Do you mind if I take this?” You shake your head no, and he gets up from the bench and discusses in hushed whispers.

You wait for him to return, and he has a small pout playing on his face, “I have to go…” You pout back and go, “No, it’s our only day together until our date next week on Saturday…” He nods, and you get up from your seat. And he goes, “They really need me there. But I promise I’ll make it up to you.” You cross your arms over your chest, and in a faux stern voice, you say, “You better.” He laughs and kisses your forehead. You hold up your pinky and lock them, and he presses your thumbs together. “I promise.” You kiss his nose, “I know you will. I love you.” You let go of your hold. And he pulls you into a tight hug, “I’ll see you later.” You smile as you hug him tightly back, “You will.” And with that, you part ways, much too early for your liking, but you shrug when duty calls you must attend.

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When you sat in your debt collector’s office the following day, pulling out the cash to pay him, he told you, “Your loan is paid in full. You don’t owe me anything this month or after.” You couldn’t believe your ears, “What?” He shrugs and goes, “Actually, I owe you some back pay.” You blink at him, trying to process it, “Huh?” And he pulls out a small yellow envelope, “Yeah, you’ve paid over a grand more than you owe.” He must be out of his mind! He just raised the rate last week! You scowl, “You’ve got to be kidding me.” He shakes his head, “I wouldn’t.” You shake your head, “No. Tell me what the catch is.” “There is none.” You glare, “Let me talk to your boss.” His eyes get big, “No one ever talks to him.” You shrug, “Well, I’m not just anyone. I want to know why you’re forgiving my loan.”

He sighs, giving up, “Okay, but I warn you, he didn’t give me an explanation either.” You look at him, baffled, “What do you mean?” He shrugs, “He walked past me, looked at my records, and recounted them. He threw out your file and told me that your loans were forgiven. Then he gave me a thousand to give back to you.” You huff, “That doesn't make any sense.” He sighs, “You and me both.” “Can I please speak with your boss?” “I guess.” He has you follow him through the several-story building. As you approach the top floor, he says, “I’ll warn you again. He won’t tell you.” You sigh, “Well, I at least have to try.”

He opens the door to the seventh floor, walks over to the entrance of the penthouse office, and knocks. You hear a loud voice boom, “What do you want?” Your debt collector’s voice is weak as he says, “Someone is asking you to explain why you forgave their loans.” A gruff voice says, “Come in.” Your loan shark goes in and gestures for you to follow him. The person is holding a newspaper with their legs kicked up on the desk without a care. He puts his newspaper down, and that’s when you see him. He’s wearing a long leather jacket, with leather pants and steel-tipped boots. He must have yelled at the guy to “Get out” because your collector is scampering out past you. But all you can see is that your once soft and sweet boyfriend is now your debt collector’s cruel and rash boss.

In a blur, he’s up from his chair and standing before you, tucking your hair behind your ear, “How did you get here, dear?” You want to be angry. You want to be livid. But you're at a loss for words. How is your sweetheart a loan shark boss? He never specified his business, but this is what he does? He waits for you to gather your thoughts, and you ask, “Why didn’t you tell me?” He gives you a tight-lipped smile, “This isn’t the type of secret you tell someone you wish to keep safe.” You sigh, you find that so sweet and kind. Just like the Hyungwon you’ve always known. But he’s different? He has a commanding air around him now. And if looks could kill, your debt collector would have been dead. Yet here he is, trying to protect you from his truth to keep you safe.

He waits for you to say something, searching your eyes for questions so he can answer them. With another minute of staring into each other’s eyes. He asks, “Would you like me to explain it over coffee?” And you ask quietly, “Will you explain everything?” He nods, “Everything you wish to know.” He looks over at his coffee pot, “Would you like to do it here or at our place?” You look around the room. It feels suffocating, “Our place.” He puts his hand out to you, and you carefully take it, wondering how this is your man. As you reach the main door, the rain starts pitter-pattering as your heart has since entering his building.

He grabs an umbrella from a stand, and outside the door, he opens it, shielding you both from the rain. “So um, are my loans really forgiven?” He nods, “Yeah.” You ask, “And the grand?” “Backpay, you were right. You've already paid off your loan. He was making a profit off of you.” “Is that why your business has been so great?” He laughs, “No,” and nudges you as he says, “Well… Maybe a little.” You shake your head at him, “Have your ‘lenders’ forgiven other loans?” He nods, “Yeah.”

He opens the door to the cafe and shuts his umbrella. You hear a bubbly voice go, “You two are never here on a Friday. What a pleasant surprise!” Minhyuk smiles as he goes, “Usual?” You nod with a small smile, and Hyungwon says, “Bring them over to us. I’ll pay later.” He nods, and you head to a booth in the back. “Are you sure you want to know more?” You nod, “I want you to explain everything.” Minhyuk comes over with your coffee. Hyungwon says something softly to him, and he quickly exits, changing the open sign to closed.

“Is he a part of this operation, too?” He nods, “A different faction. He just does this job for fun. He’s really a florist. But we’re on the same sort of team.” You sigh, “Damn, even our coffee guy.” He laughs, “You don’t seem to be taking it as hard now?” You shrug, “Well, honestly, I’m not sure how to take it. My soft sweetheart is a hardened criminal.” He rubs the back of his neck, “Yeah…” You put your hand over his hand that’s resting on the table. “I have no reason to fear, right?” He shakes his head, “I’ll never put you in harm’s way.”

You nod, and after a pause, “So, are you really a mafia boss?” He laughs, “In my faction, yeah, but there is someone above me. He’s a good guy, though.” You hum and ask, “I was wondering… Is it common for you to profit from people’s loans?” He grimaces, “Yeah… But I usually catch the loans when their time is up.” You tilt your head, “Why didn't you catch mine?” He drinks a sip of his coffee before brushing a hand through his hair, “I’ve been more focused on being with you than checking on the little details.”

You shake your head, smiling at him, “So, did you evaluate everyone’s?” He wrinkles his nose, “Not yet.” You sigh, “Won…” He pouts, “It’s partially on you.” You cross your arms over your chest, “But it’s because of me that you remembered a part of your job.” He sighs, “You have me there.” You ask, “Shouldn’t you be doing monthly checks?” He nods, “It’s actually bi-weekly checks because of how many we have, so it’s easier to spread them out across the month.” “And what day did you usually do these?” He averts his eyes, “Wednesdays.” You shake your head at him and tease, “Ditching your duties to be with little ole me, huh?” He laughs, “Exactly, I’d much rather be with you than in that stuffy room.” You nod, “Me too.” He smiles and flips his hand over to hold your hand in his.

You sigh, “I didn’t expect to see you today…” He laughs, “Same here. I didn’t want you to find out like this.” You squeeze his hand after sipping your coffee, “It’s okay. It’s better than finding out when your guns are blazing.” He laughs, “Yeah, I guess so.” You fiddle with his fingers, and he asks, “Are you still okay with dating me?” You squeeze his hands, “Yeah. You’re different from what I expected, but I’m content with that.” He brings his lips to the top of your hand, “I’m glad I love you.” You smile, flip your hands, and kiss his hand, “I love you too.”

You sip on your coffee for a while. Just taking it all in before a question pops into your head, “So when will I get to meet the rest of your crew?” He sighs, “I knew you were gonna ask that.” You wait, and he goes, “Whenever you wish, my dear.” You smile, “Okay~” He looks over at the clock in the building, “Technically, it’s quitting time now. Would you like to make up for yesterday?” You smile, “I thought you’d never ask.”

You leave after paying and waving goodbye to Minhyuk, who yells to Hyungwon, “You better flip the sign over!” Hyungwon laughs and does as asked before heading to your place to finish your belated date.

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zzzzzestforlife · 5 days

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👜 17 Sanity Challenge // Day 13 of 13 📔

今天我吃意大利言面包，拉面和炸鸡，日本鳗鱼和西兰花和米饭，葡萄，芒果。我很高兴哈哈 (today i ate italian bread, ramen and fried chicken, unagi and broccoli and rice, grapes, mango. i'm very happy haha)

🦦 slowly becoming a monbebe just because of 채형원 (Chae Hyungwon) 🥺

🍊 personal conflict management journal

😼 Japanese Hiragana + Katakana review

⚔️ reconnected with a friend i lost touch with

🦌 read a chapter of The Secret Adversary when i haven't finished any of the other books i started because @studentbyday tricked me into it

🦊 comparative cognition review

🍒🦦 arm workout (while watching ye old SVT LieV)

🐶🐻‍❄️ cleaning fairy (bgm)

💌: 我完了！下挑战我会用日本语~ 直到那个时间再见！(i'm finished! next challenge i'll use japanese~ until that time, see you!)

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minzbins · 6 months

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nine people i'd like to get to know better

thank you @woozification for tagging me 🧡

last song: run - luminous (in my post concert depression era missing lumi so fucking much (and missing my bestie even more))

favorite color: orange & green 🧡💚

last movie/tv show: don't really watch much besides kpop videos skdhjsfkl today i watched some onf videos and also hyungwon's video with soobin and i enjoyed that video soooo much i loved their vibes together 🥺

sweet/spicy/savory?: depends on my mood but generally don't like spicy stuff, so it's a tie between sweet & savory

relationship status: single

current obsession: kpop 😭 don't really have any other obsessions rn

last thing i googled: bibble (that's steven (luminous) fault bc he talked about it in his live today and i forgot what it was skdhjshxklg)

tagging: @spoopy-boo, @yonglixx, @babycatlix, @seungkwan-s, @haenglixie, @changbeens, @chanrizard, @taehyunsblr, @natigail (if you want to do it <3)

#mel talks #tag games

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missywritesfor7 · 8 months

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🌙Moon’s Light | JJK🌙

Synopsis: Luna is a young paralegal trying to maintain her new found independence and enjoy life. Too bad her job sucks and her boss is the worst. As if that wasn’t bad enough, she encounters a vampire named Jungkook who changes her life in more ways than one.

Jungkook is a shield and protector of the vampire kingdom of Korealis. He’s trained his entire life to block out any and all distractions and focus solely on becoming the strongest. While investigating a potential threat to the kingdom, he encounters Luna who turns out to be more than he could have ever imagined. It becomes his job to protect her, but he can’t tell if what he’s feeling is his devotion to the job or perhaps something deeper.

Secrets are uncovered. Lives are on the line. Hearts are tested.

Pairing: Vampire!Jungkook x Fem!OC

Warnings: Violence, character death, eventual smut, tragedy, some angst, strong language, MINORS DNI

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|| Ch. 31: The Prince’s Day ||

A/N: I was missing Jin when I wrote this chapter 🥺

Jungkook has spent the majority of his life masking emotions to the point of not even bothering to identify them anymore. He had to remain strong and not let those feelings show, so what difference did it make if it were anger or heartbreak or loneliness. They all manifested in him the same way, and typically only ever came out at rare times in the form of anger. Just like his dad.

He hates it. No matter what, he finds himself doing things that he picked up from his father, whether he wanted to or not. He thought it would be easy to simply catch himself and stop the behaviors, but he didn’t come prepared for the next challenge. It’s hard to open up about how he feels if he doesn’t even know how he feels.

Whatever he feels continues to rip him to shreds from the inside and he doesn’t know how to stop it. No matter what he does, it remains. He thought once Luna had converted he wouldn’t have to worry about her so much anymore. He knew that was the best for her and she was no longer risking her life each day just for existing.

When she’s near him, his heart races. When she’s not near him, his heart races. There isn’t a single relationship that he’s ever been in that made him feel this way. He wondered if he were falling in love, but he knows what love feels like. Despite his father being an emotionless robot, his mother still showed him what love is. He loves his mother. He loves his brothers. His love for them has never made him feel like this. He doesn’t know what he’s feeling now, but it’s starting to scare him.

He couldn’t bring himself to take Luna to his mom’s house. Instead he ordered them food from the palace kitchen to be delivered to his room and he turned on a movie for them to watch while he held her close the entire time.

He didn’t pay any attention to the movie. He had seen it a million times already so he didn’t care to keep his eyes glued to the tv. His focus was on Luna. The way she couldn’t wrap her head around the fact that they have movies and even tv, though she’s been here long enough to be used to it by now, is endearing to him. The way she asks him questions every few minutes to ask him if something in the movie is normal in “vampire world” amuses him. The way she rests her head on his shoulder in the middle on the movie warms him.

The King is no longer willing to give any exceptions when it comes to any of the boys being near Hyungwon. Jin was afraid to do this because he knows how close his father is to Minseok, but he finally came clean about Jungkook and Luna. He confessed to everything that had happened from the moment he gave Jungkook the permission to begin investigating on earth. It killed him to do it, but at this point the guilt and pressure was wearing him down. The King was upset. Almost livid when he learned that Jungkook brought Luna to the kingdom before she was fully converted. Jin took responsibility for it all. He pled to his dad that he thought it would be ok since she was still half vampire and this was all for the safety of the kingdom.

Jin didn’t have to take the blame for everything. Jungkook was doing things on his own for the most part, and usually he doesn’t do anything that would get him in any major trouble. Jin isn’t lost on how much power he has, even with his own father. Saying that Jungkook was only acting on his orders would get him in far less trouble than if he said Jungkook were acting alone.

Again, he doesn’t have to do any of this. But he loves Jungkook. He loves all of his brothers. He’s always playing tricks on them and giving them a hard time just for fun, but he’d do anything for them all. Even if that means getting a lengthy lecture from his dad on carelessness and responsibility.

King Hojin IV is a very stern man when he needs to be, but he’s also a compassionate and understanding king. He can understand why the boys took on this operation. He can understand Jungkook being overtaken by his feelings for Luna. He can even understand why his son is standing before him bending the truth to save his friends. Jin is just a carbon copy of him when he was that age. He’s done it all before, twisting his stories just enough to decrease the amount of trouble he and his friends would get into. He’s maintaining a straight face now so that Jin understands how serious he is. However, deep down he can’t help but feel a little proud of how much of himself he sees in his youngest son.

No one could be more proud than Jungkook though. He’s proud and incredibly grateful for Jin taking the fall for everything. So much so that he wakes bright and early the next morning to make Jin breakfast. Luna thinks it may be a bit much, but she humors him anyway. She watches from the side as he bounces from place to place in the palace kitchen to make a full meal of kimchi pancakes, pork belly, and egg rolls. After breakfast Jungkook gives Jin a massage, plays a few games with him making sure Jin wins every round, and shares his stash of jellies in his room with his hyung.

Jin wasn’t looking for any type of payback for what he did, but he still relishes in his youngest spoiling him. Luna finds it all amusing. He told her before that he could get in a lot of trouble for bringing her here when she was still human, but she didn’t realize it was this serious. To her she feels Jungkook is acting as if Jin just saved his head from being chopped off.

At the end of the day Jin asks Jungkook to walk him back to his room. They leave Luna in Jungkook’s room and head out to the other side of the palace where Jin’s room is.

“So,” Jin says as they’re walking across the courtyard. “What’s all of this for? You’re not usually this nice, even when I save your ass from getting in trouble.”

“What are you saying?” Jungkook jokes. “I’m always nice.”

“Bullshit,” Jin laughs pushing him. “You’ve been extra goo-goo eyed lately, and I know I’m handsome and all, but I know it’s not because of me.”

“Whatever,” Jungkook chuckles trying to avoid the subject.

“You think she’s the one?”

“The one what?”

“Don’t be stupid, you know what I mean.” Jin nudges him again almost sending him into a nearby bench. “You’ve never gone so far above and beyond for anyone like this. She’s gotta be the one, right?”

“I don’t know what you’re taking about,” Jungkook says looking away.

“Fine, carry me back to my room then,” Jin says stopping in his tracks and standing in front of Jungkook.

“What? No, I’m not going to carry you.”

“Then admit it.”

“There’s nothing to admit.”

“Nothing to admit? No confession of feelings for your girlfriend?”

“Why are you pushing it?” Jungkook huffs getting embarrassed.

“Because you’re a mess. You’ve been a mess lately and it’s not going to get better until you’re honest with yourself.”

“I’m a mess? How?”

“How? Everyone sees it. Not to mention you’re never around. What am I supposed to do if I need protection and my shield isn’t even here?” Jin huffs playfully.

“You know how to fight, you’re fine,” Jungkook laughs.

“Isn’t it your job to protect me though? What kind of shield are you?”

Jin is keeping a straight face, but he and Jungkook both know that he’s not serious. Jin understands why he has a shield appointed to him, but he never cared to treat Jungkook as if he were his servant. Aside from age and the undeniable status difference, Jin likes to see himself as equal to everyone else.

One person who doesn’t quite see the humor in the situation is Minseok who noticed the guys passing by and decided to briefly tune in to their conversation. One of the worst things to him is hearing the Prince tell Jungkook he’s been a “mess” lately. Even worse is that it’s because of Luna. Jungkook’s inability to keep that part of him hidden is even more reason for Minseok to despise Luna. She’s trying to take his son, and he’s worked too hard to have his life and career derailed by the complications of a relationship.

Minseok continues watching as Jin and Jungkook make their way to the main palace where Jin’s room is located. Minseok isn’t sure if he wants to go find Luna who he knows is in Jungkook’s room, or if he should wait in the courtyard for Jungkook to come back. He may be able to break Luna down if no one else is around, but at the same time he’s been ready to go after Jungkook since he punched him the day before.

“Wait,” Jungkook says as they enter Jin’s massive room and lays his eyes on a basket full of candy that wasn’t there before. “Where did this come from?”

“What? I thought you knew I get deliveries every week,” Jin laughs. “I never run out of candy.”

“No! I didn’t know!” Jungkook fusses. “Why were you eating all of my candy then??”

“You offered,” Jin giggles. “I’m not going to say no.”

Jungkook pouts then snatches a bag of gummies out of the basket. He begins opening it and Jin jumps on his back to get him to drop it. Jungkook laughs knowing Jin isn’t strong enough to take him down, but Jin doesn’t fight with his strength, he fights with his mind. Or cheap tricks, which is the route he’s choosing now when he blows in Jungkook’s ear knowing how much it makes him cringe. Jungkook keeps his grip on the candy finally getting the bag open and throwing a few pieces in his mouth. Jin retaliates by blowing in his other ear until he throws the bag back at him.

“I’ll be back for more,” Jungkook grins with his mouth full.

“Do you want to die?” Jin threatens putting a few pieces in his mouth.

“Maybe,” Jungkook teases.

“Go back to your girlfriend before I hurt you.”

“Yes hyungnim highness sir,” Jungkook giggles. “Right away.”

Jin hits his shoulder then pushes him towards the door. Jungkook gives a sarcastic bow and steps out of the room laughing. Once he gets back to the courtyard outside he’s immediately trapped in a forcefield. He’s annoyed now but doesn’t try to move or fight because he already knows it’s his father.

“Are you just going to carry on without explaining anything to me?” Minseok growls approaching Jungkook from the shadows.

“There’s nothing to explain,” Jungkook says.

“There’s lots to explain! Why are you protecting the daughter of the Saakhan leader?”

“She’s not his daughter!” Jungkook defends.

“Then what is she? Why are you protecting her?”

“It’s none of your business!”

“It is my business!” Minseok roars. “You are my business! The safety of this kingdom is my business! And right now you’re protecting the daughter of the enemy! It is very much my business!”

“She’s not his fucking daughter,” Jungkook growls. “All you need to know is her name is Luna. She’s my girlfriend. And if you ever harm her in any way, I’ll make sure the ‘natural disaster’ takes you out this time.”

“Are you threatening me, Jungkook? Are you forgetting who made you?”

“I mean it,” Jungkook says breaking through Minseok’s forcefield. “If you so much as look at her the wrong way, you will never know peace for as long as you dare to live.”

Jungkook stares his father down almost breathing fire into his face. He’s never been more serious about something in his life. He still isn’t entirely sure what this is, but he knows he’d be willing to risk everything for Luna’s safety. He’s willing to do anything for Luna.

“I’ve had enough of your disrespect,” Minseok growls. “I’m not going to continue to allow you to disgrace this family any longer.”

“Disgrace the family?” Jungkook scoffs. “Mom left, hyung moved out, and you refuse to get your head out of your ass. There’s no family left to disgrace.”

“Look,” Minseok says attempting to soften his tone. “I know you’ve been upset since your mother left, I get it. But you can’t keep taking your rebellious behavior out on me.”

“You think I’m doing this because of you? I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been with her, and you think it’s just to spite you?”

“Why would you throw everything away for her? All of your training to ascend as one of the best shields this kingdom has seen, and you’ve been letting it all slip away for some girl? You’re not even doing your job the way you should be!”

“Just because you couldn’t do both doesn’t mean I can’t. If anything she makes me stronger. She makes me feel like I can do anything.”

“Haven’t you said that before? It never changes, Jungkook, it’s going to end like it always does. There’s no use in you continuing to waste your time with these relationships.”

“What happens if I prove you wrong?” Jungkook says boldly.

“Is that what you’re trying to do? Make some kind of point because you never got over your mother leaving?”

“This has nothing to do with mom. Just because you can’t accept the fact that you fucked up, not her, doesn’t mean I’m out to prove a point to you.” He takes a step back in case he needs to get defensive. “All I want is for you to see that being in love and showing it won’t get in the way of being a shield.”

“Love?” Minseok says through his teeth. “You don’t even know what love is.”

“I know it’s something you know nothing about.”

“And you do? The other person you were with stabbed you in the back. Is that what you’re in to? Being lied to, cheated on, and made a fool of? That’s love?”

“Why’d you do it to mom?” Jungkook tightens his fists but refrains from sending his father to the ground. “Why’d you lie to her, cheat on her, and make a fool of her? Of this entire family?”

“I told you-“

“You told me lies! To this fucking day it’s been nothing but lies! You never cared about mom! You had the nerve to fuck around but you want to blame her for the family falling apart? Fuck you!”

“Jungkook,” Minseok says hiding the nervousness in his voice. He’ll never admit it, but he’s afraid of Jungkook. The last time Jungkook got angry about catching him cheating, Minseok was almost certain he’d die. The fire is rising in Jungkook, and regardless of how upset he is about Luna, he has no choice but to back down. “Please, get some rest. We’ll discuss this later.” He walks off hoping that was enough to keep Jungkook from causing any damage.

Jungkook wants to punch his father again, but seeing him back off makes him do the same. He stares him down another moment then turns to go back to his room. When he returns Luna can already tell something isn’t right.

“What’s wrong?” She asks when Jungkook enters the room then rests his back against the door after closing it.

So much is wrong. However, when he looks at her all is right. Nothing bothers him any more. She sits there with worried eyes waiting for his response. All he can do is stare back at her in silence.

Love.

He said it without thinking. He was just upset. But is it love? Is love the thing making him feel like he can’t breathe? Is love the thing that makes him want to carry her around with him at all times? Is love the thing that makes him want to risk any and everything for her? Is love the thing that has him happy and scared at the same time? The thing so strong that he can barely function when he thinks of her? The mysterious force that makes him willing to give up everything if she asked him to?

“Jungkook?” She repeats.

He can’t say a word. He has no words to say. He loves her. Everything about her. The way she calls him a demon and the way she purrs in her sleep. He loves how she fights him, then seeks him for protection when the bats fly by.

He hates that he loves her. He hates that it hurts him so much. He hates that for every moment of happiness he has with her, he has a moment of pain. He hates that this stupid fucking four letter word has filled him with so many different emotions that he doesn’t know what to do other than cry. He wants to cry so bad. His habit of transforming the moment tears start to fill his eyes hasn’t been broken. He runs and jumps on the bed with his four paws and nestles himself in her lap. She brings him so much comfort, but he doesn’t want her to see him cry.

“Can you tell me what’s wrong?” She asks softly running her fingers through his fur.

No. He thinks to himself.

I love you and I’m so fucking scared.

#bts #bts au #bts fanfic #bts fic #jeon jungkook #bts smut #jungkook au #jungkook fanfic #jungkook smut #jungkook x oc #jungkook fic #jungkook x original character #eventual smut #vampire bts #vampire au #moons light #cross posted on ao3 #cross posted on wattpad

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jaeyooniverse · 1 year

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as sad as it is, i think we're more likely to get hyungwon & jaeyoon military interaction, like binseong & onf, rather than in the stage or behind it 😔; i love them both sm too, op, i get you 😔 and to think that scoups & jeonghan are going to enlist this year too (i think) 🥲 crying buckets.

is minhyuk still doing vogue ship show? they can invite dawon as a guest there. it would be super fun. ; i also hope that sf9 will be guests at mmtg. i would love to see them having a great time with jaejae

you may be right 😭😭😭😭 i was thinking they would do tiktok challenges of each others' songs together at least since idols seem to be doing that when they're promoting around the same time...but i don't think sf9 has been making tiktoks with anyone aside from themselves 💀💀💀

but if i have to wait for enlistment then so be it..... i never thought I'd have a sf9/day6 or vav/onf/sf9 interaction but the military proved to be a blessing in disguise 😂

SEUNGCHEOL AND JEONGHAN???? I thought they wouldn't have to go until next year?? omg i can't imagine seventeen without them ��

idk if hes doing vogue ship show during promotions? 🤔 but i never really watched it so idk 😅 i would usually just see clips and whatnot

and ooh that would be fun!! i hope they do lots of variety and stuff but we'll see 🥺

#i just saw jaeyoon and zuho were on btobs radio #& there was some other vid youtube recently rec'd me tho i havent watched it yet haha #asks #daisycheols

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hawnks · 1 year

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Hi! (i'm relatively new to your blog)

I noticed you posted about Wonho-

And I just have to know, have you seen this?

It's my most favourite thing with Wonho in it.🥺

P.S.: Hyungwon (the one at the centre right at the very beginning) choreographed it!

i have watched this 8 times now; thank u 🍓✨

#i keep opening this message to answer it and then getting distracted by it 👁👄👁#s-#sweatpants #their little jives and jiggles #his best quality: his wiggles #mint talks #thank u for wonho #i literally can’t tell which one he is I can’t see their faces sdcvgvb #but I feel him in my heart <3

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muselin · 8 months

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Babe! I love that you include Monsta X in your wildcards because there is not enough smut of them on here!!

I got my first Johnny PC in the mail a couple of weeks ago!

Wait so who are your bias in txt/Monsta X and nct?

I know ten is your bias in WayV but what about for the others?

My sister got me into Monsta X with the infamous 'hero' m/v, her bias is hyungwon and mine is I.M.

Who's your skz bias again?

My NCT faves are Johnny and mark (mark is just a respectful goofball and I just adore his personality)

What did you think of yogurt shake with nct dream?

Who's your TXT bias? Mine is yeonjun and my sisters is huening Kai

@whatudowhennooneseesyou Haha suppose so, Monsta X are an 8-year-old group and 4th gen is king right now so the smut for them is reducing quickly (which I hate, but what're you gonna do). In Monsta X my bias used to be Wonho 🥲🥲🥲 It's Kihyun since Wonho left, with Shownu on the side.

So TXT are one of the main groups I wrote for, my bias is Taehyun, hands down, but I've written loads for all of them. In Stray Kids it's Chan and I.N but I don't have as strong of a bias, I've written a very involved story with Lee Know as well.

As for NCT, Ten is one of my biases across all units. In WayV I bias Yangyang heavily as well, especially after seeing WayV live. In 127 I'm heeaaaavily Jaehyun biased, he wrecks me with class. I like Yuta as well, so underutilised. I'm very weird with NCT, I have loads of members I really like. Mark wrecks a lot of people and I do understand it, especially recently he's a whole ass meal. NCT Dream is the only unit I don't follow although I know the members, their type of music just isn't my taste. I also watched the show "WHYNOT- The Dancer" that Super Junior's Eunhyuk made with Taemin, Lee Gikwang and Lia Kim, and Jisung took part in it when he was only 15, and he was so little 🥺 I've been smacked in the face this year by the realisation that he's the exact same age as Taehyun (like literally the same birthday, same birth year), he's a grown ass man and developed one of the thickest, deepest voices in NCT now. So I'm warming up to Dream lol. I haven't seen Yogurt Shake because it really doesn't seem my type, but I HAVE seen "Poison" and this and my jaw is on the fucking floor

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#monsta x #nct #nct dream #wayv #nct 127 #txt #skz #🌟star babes

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kim-woonhak · 2 years

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I'm here to talk about my baby boys Cravity!!!!

My crvt bias line is a MESS!!!!! Very similar to your tbz bias line hehe 😊

It started with just Serim.. because I have a problem with rapper/leaders (see: E-Chan, RM, Bang Chan, Jinhwa, Castle-J) but anyway soon after I completely fell for Wonjin's goofy charms 🥺 and THEN I bought The Awakening (which ,btw,, the silver version of the physical album is SO reflective! It's like a mirror!!) and got a poster & postcard of Allen and was like "welp, guess I have three crvt biases?" Idk I was just so so enamored with him after that lol

But then??? Woobin has such a funny charm and his VOICE!! And after watching Cravity park and the Minimo Jukebox videos I really really love Minhee and Jungmo!!! I feel like I bias 6 of the nine members of Cravity lol and Hyeongjun is so so so cute 🥰🥰 I really do love all nine of them 💘

As to how I got into them! I first got into Monsta X, and I saw Cravity on idol radio when Joohoney and Hyungwon were hosting. I liked Gas Pedal a lot and kinda put them on the "I'll check them out" list. Then it was the pool version of Gas Pedal that really got me 🥰

Anyway thanks for letting me ramble about my love for Cravity!!! Minji 🌟 @dkbtho

sfklJFLSDJFJ MINJIIII why is this such a relatable pattern of me adopting a group and then accumulating 293402374 biases within the group and watching my bias line expand to include a majority of the members (nct, skz, tbz, p1h, etc) i got some cravity park episode recs that I need to watch!! I need to check out the pool version of gas pedal now that u've mentioned it^^ i was actually just watching Hyeongjun guest star/MC on ssap possible with gncd jangjun and ab6ix woong today and am now extra endeared by him and also massive respect for him putting up with two extremely chaotic 97-liners and a similarly chaotic PD whispering commands into his airpod hahahaha when I get into crvt i know i'll be keeping my eye on hyeongjun 🥺 and the other members u mentioned hehe

#ask #anon #dkbtho #i love how woongjun + the ssap possible staff just adopted hyeongjun thru the show #also how did they con him into working on his birthday LOL

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blizzardfluffykpop · 1 year

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Ride With U

Summary: “I'm good, I'm down for you, You wanna ride with me?” It doesn’t matter the transportation, as long as it’s Hyungwon driving, you know you’re in for the time of your life.

Oneshot

Fluff, Strangers to Lovers au, Motorcyclist au

[TW: Mentions a past motorcycle accident (does not involve major characters)]

Word Count: 6,732

Hyungwon X Reader

[Long A/n: They do fall in love kind of fast- but hear me out- it’s motorcycle rider Hyungwon-. Anyways some things/terms to know before diving in. Firstly, I don’t know how long Hyungwon drove a motorcycle, this is just speculation. Secondly, a Swap Meet is an area where people sell tools/car parts/collectibles and sometimes there will be vendors that sell jewelry or fashion. Lastly, a Chassis is the underneath of a car. If anything else needs explanations/pictures- feel free to send me an ask! 🥰Also credits to @jinkoh for helping inspire this long-winded fic- and helping pick the title! 🥺💖💖]

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When you first saw Hyungwon, he was getting off his motorcycle, and you couldn’t help but stare at him. And then, when he took his helmet off and shook out his hair, you nearly fell out of the chair you were sitting in. Your friends turned and looked out the window to see what captured your attention. And they let out a collective “Ooh~” The four of you watched as he walked into the restaurant. All three of them started hyping you up. The one goes, “Come on, what’s the worst he could say?” Your other friend chimes in, “No. And that’s it! So why don’t you ask him?” And you whined and put your face behind your hands, “But he’s so handsome. And! He drives a motorcycle. He’s totally going to reject me.” Your friend beside you rubbed your shoulder and comfortingly said, “It’s okay. Who would want to reject a pretty thing like you~” You laughed and shook your head before they continued, “Come on, you haven’t been on a date in months!” You sigh, “I know,” The three of them nodded like you were going to say something exciting, “But I’m nervous!” They all groaned, “Come on!” And your friend to the left says, “After he orders, why don’t you go over there?” You nod. And look over at him and watch as he sips his coke and reads the menu.

When the waiter comes over, he tells him his order and hands him his menu. And your friends all give you encouraging words, and you whisper to them before you get up. “No guarantees that I’ll be able to ask him!” They laughed, “We’re just happy we convinced you to try!” You roll your eyes, trying to calm your nerves, and ask him, “Hey, is this seat taken?” He shakes his head ‘no’ with a small smile. And you sit across from him and ask, “Is that your motorcycle out there?” As if you hadn’t seen him get off of it. He nods, “Yeah. I’m planning on getting rid of it this month.” You hold back your surprise as you ask, “Why?” He gives you a small smile, “I want to try something safer.”

You nod, “That’s reasonable.” You see a light smirk playing on his lips before he asks, “Would you like to ride with me a few times before I do?” Your eyes light up in excitement as you shake your head, 'yes,' and he goes, “Great, then it’s a date.” You blush. Realizing this went way better than you had planned. You watch as the waiter brings out your dinner. And you tell him, “Um, my food just arrived. But uh, I’m (Y/n).” And he grins, “I’m Hyungwon.”

You exchange socials, and he asks, “After I finish my meal, would you like to go for a ride?” You nod eagerly, and he grins, “Cool. Maybe we can pick up ice cream on the way?” You grin, “I’d love that!” You stand up, and you both smile at each other before you head back to your table.

Your friends immediately ask how it went brimming with excitement. And you tell them in detail with a dreamy sigh as you fill up on your food. The three of them cheer and make a toast to you, and you laugh as you enjoy your meal together. You look over to his table to find him looking back at you. You shyly wave, and he waves back with a smile before you both continue eating.

He comes over once he finishes his food and pays for his meal. Your friends anticipate meeting the guy taking you out on an ice cream date. “Hey, are you ready to go?” You nod, having already paid for your meal. He introduces himself to your friends as you take one last sip of your drink. And your friend to your left goes, “Be careful. They're the only (Y/n) we got, okay?” He grins, “Of course.” You pull your coat on and bid your friends goodbye, and Hyungwon does too. You make your way over to his bike, and he opens the side compartment and hands you a helmet. He fastens his own on, and you get yours on and struggle to click it together, not used to the helmet. And he smiles before moving your hands away and snapping the fasteners together.

You blush, and he tells you to lean with him when he turns, or it could be dangerous. And you nod as he continues, “You don’t have to hold me if you don’t wish. You can hold on to the seat behind you, so you’re just as stable.” And you nod. Already making up the decision that you were going to hold onto him. He gets on first and watches you get on behind him. You nervously wrap your arms around him, and he places his hand on yours, and you give him a thumbs up. You feel him laugh as his hand leaves yours, and you link your hands together as he starts the motorcycle and backs up a bit before looking out onto the street. He revs the engine once, sending shivers down your spine. And you realize you’re doing this with a man you met no less than an hour ago. You hold on to him tighter as he pulls out of the parallel spot and onto the road.

It feels freeing as he speeds down the street, and you can’t help but loosen your grip up some as you get more comfortable with his driving. When he gestures that he’s going to make a left, you lean with him, and two turns later, he’s at the ice cream place. He backs into a spot, turns the ignition off, and waits for you to clamber off it. Your legs feel like jelly as you stand on solid ground, and while you can’t see his grin, you can hear his muffled laugh. He swings his leg over, takes his helmet off, and says, “You get used to it after a while of riding.” You nod, and he smiles, “What flavor do you like?” You smile as you tell him your favorite flavor and how you like your toppings. And he tells you what his favorites are as you both walk to the back of the line.

When you get to the counter, he orders for you both. And you thank him softly, and before you can pull out your card, he’s already inserted his and paid for both. You gasp, and he smirks, “Can’t let my date pay.” You shake your head as you head over to the line of paid ice cream orders waiting to pick their frozen treats up. When you guys receive yours, you find a bench near his bike.

Sitting across from each other again, you say, “Well, this feels familiar.” He nods. And you don’t talk much as you eat your ice cream and when you finish. He asks, “Was that your first time?” You nod, “I always dreamed of riding on one.” He smiles, “I always did too.” You ask, “What made you get into it?” He smiles and thinks back. After a moment, he says, “I remember looking at magazines and seeing how cool it was to ride one. And when I turned eighteen, I finally went after the dream.” You go, “So you’ve been riding since then?” He nods, “On and off for about ten years. It would have been eleven next year.”

You ask another question, “I understand that you’re giving it up, but why, after nearly eleven years, are you giving it up for safety?” He looks down at the table, and you can tell it’s not easy for him to say. But he does anyway, “A friend of mine got severely injured from a bike accident, and he was my riding buddy. It's uh... It would be weird without him riding alongside me.” You tell him how you understand, and he nods, “Maybe, someday, when he’s healed and ready to ride again, I would. Or maybe something else will inspire me to ride again. But for now, I'll enjoy my last month with it and part ways.”

You smile, “You never have to ride again if you don’t wish to. That must have been scary to hear your friend got badly injured in a bike accident.” He nods, “It was, he’s recovering now, thankfully, but it made me realize how much risk I was taking every time I rode. Yeah, I had close encounters before this. Where someone wasn’t paying attention or losing control of my bike and getting minor injuries, but that was in the early days. I expected that stuff then, but he has as much experience as I do. And it made me realize that no matter how skilled you think you are, you can get horribly injured.” You nod, reach over and take his hand in yours, “You’re doing what’s best for you for the time being. And that's what matters the most. Thank you for telling me.” He smiles and squeezes your hand, “I’d like to think so. Thank you for listening.”

He asks if you’d ever pick it up given the opportunity, “I think being a passenger is more fun. Not as much worry to get us there but still all the excitement of riding a motorcycle.” He laughs, “I get that.” You continue asking each other questions, getting to know each other more until the day grows dark and paints the sky with millions of stars. You only realized the change in scenery when you heard the light above you flicker on. And you both look up towards it and see it all, “Wow, it got fairly late.” You whisper to him, and he smiles, “It’s hard to notice anything else when you’re sitting across from me.” You blush, shake your head, and tell him, “I could say the same about you. Your eyes contain the stars. There's no reason to look up when you’re right here.” You see his ears turn red, and you can’t help but smile. He asks, “Would you like to go for a night ride?” You nod, filled with excitement all over again. He pulls you up from your seat, and you both throw out your trash and head over to his motorcycle.

Before you put on your helmets, he tells you he’s taking the highway. And then, after that, to a hillside to see the night sky without any light pollution. You gasp, and he grins, “I thought you'd like to see the real deal.” You eagerly nod. This time successfully putting your helmet on, he gets on with ease after clicking his helmet into place. You wrap your arms around him, and he turns the engine over. After it roars to life, he pulls out of the empty parking lot, and with it all clear, he pulls out and heads to the highway.

If it felt freeing before, it was nothing compared to now as he goes from 35 to 70 mph. You can’t help the little “Woohoo!” you let out as he speeds off. With ease, he merges onto the highway. And even with the chill of the night air and the early spring weather, you can’t help but feel warm. Maybe it was because it was your first time on a motorcycle. But you had a funny feeling it was the guy operating the bike that sent millions of butterflies throughout your stomach.

He passes three exits before finally getting off the highway. When he reaches the top, it’s a red light. He turns his head back towards you and flips his visor up, “How was that?” You flip yours up and grin, “It was electric!” He laughs, and so do you, “I’m glad you’re enjoying it!” And with that, you put your visors down as the light turns green, you both lean right and head to see the night sky in its full glory. It’s not long before he reaches the hillside. He parks it in the lot below. You both get off the bike, and he opens the other compartment and pulls out a blanket. You walk up the hill together, he sets the blanket down, and you both take off your helmets again. And place them on top of the blanket before sitting next to each other.

You smile, “I never thought it’d feel like that.” He looks over at you and asks, “Yeah?” You nod, turning to look at him, “It’s like you’re one with the world but also completely free from it.” He smiles, “Yeah, it’s comforting.” You both look out towards the sky and fall into a comfortable silence. Watching the stars twinkle and dance around the sky as the moon shines brightly above the two of you. While you felt nice before, this felt heavenly. Not only were you with someone you found attractive, but you were also experiencing something completely new. And you couldn't help but feel excited about what this month would bring for you and your life.

He breaks the silence first and goes, “This is my favorite place to go when I’m out for a night ride.” You nod, “It’s beautiful out here.” You two continue staring off in silence, taking in the atmosphere. When your tiredness catches up to you, you yawn. And he asks, “Are you ready to go home?” And you want to say ‘no’ because you want this date to last forever. But you tiredly nod a ‘yes,’ and he smiles, “It’s okay. There’s always next time.” You smile at him and tell him your address. He nods and helps you stand, “I’ll take you the quiet way home.” You agree and end up yawning again, and he chuckles at that. And you smile over at him, take your helmet and help him fold the blanket back up.

You both walk down, and he puts the blanket away. He sees you struggle with your tired movements to fasten your helmet. He smiles, “Let me help you again.” You nod, and he snaps it together, “You know, you’re making me pretty tired with all your yawning. Good thing I'm used to staying up late.” You chuckle as he mounts the bike, and you follow shortly. He turns the engine over as you wrap your arms around his torso. You bury your head further into his leather jacket, growing tired but still following him in his turns. He takes all the backroads. So you’re not disturbed by a loud semi-truck passing you as you rest against him.

He gets there faster than you imagined he would, and he parks in front of your residence. You still feel slightly tired as you unwind your arms around him and slowly get up. Your legs feel like jelly, but it’s more tolerable as you get off this time. He pulls off his helmet as you do. As you go to hand it back, he shakes his head, “No, you keep it.” You gawk at him, and he grins, “You’re the only person I plan on riding with for the rest of the month.” You smile and look down at the pavement before back towards him, “Thank you.” He shrugs, “It’s my pleasure.” He smiles and asks, “Can I walk you to your door?” And you nod, “Sure.”

He brushes your hair behind your ear before placing the gentlest of kisses on your lips. And you barely kiss back before he parts, “Let’s have a longer one next time.” He parts from you and waves goodbye, and you watch him walk away. And the jelly feeling returns all over again, and you shakily open your door, close it, and slide down it. You just experienced the man of your dreams driving you around on a motorcycle, and he kissed you too? You felt like you were evaporating. There was no way this wasn’t a dream. You pinch yourself, “Oh, it was real.”

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After that night, he'd pick you up every other night for a date. And you couldn’t help but feel excited every time you met up with him. As the end of the month approached, you realized you were right. It wasn't because he was driving a motorcycle. But it was because of him and how he was funny, kind, a little reserved, and handsome from the inside out. You couldn’t wait to see him every day, especially on the weekends when you both could go for further out drives and watch the sunset together. It felt like a high school romance, where you were both so enamored by the other that you couldn’t get enough. Sure, you had partners before him that lit up your world. But nothing could compare to the rush of butterflies you got every time you saw him.

It was no longer a matter of feeling free on a motorcycle, it was a perk, but it didn’t mean anything if it wasn’t with Hyungwon. “You know, it doesn’t feel as lonely anymore.” He whispers to you the night before he trades his motorcycle for a car. “What do you mean?” He smiles, “You make me feel content and safe.” He pauses, “When my buddy could no longer ride. It was like I lost a part of me that made me feel safe riding. But riding with you holding me. It feels like nothing could ever bring me harm.” You look down at your intertwined hands and squeeze your hands together. “I don’t think I could ever ride a motorcycle without you. You make the experience worth having. Without you, it’d just be a bike. It wouldn't hold meaning to me. Whatever you wish to drive, I wish to be along for the ride.” He brings your intertwined hands up and kisses the top of your hand. “I’m glad I have you. I know it’s only been a month since we started dating. But I hope we can last a long time together.” You smile, “Me too.”

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The first time he picked you up in a car, it felt a little foreign to you both. You laughed as you got in and said, “I guess I don’t need a helmet to see you anymore.” He laughed. And you both grew used to it as the day went on. “I miss being able to hold you while we went somewhere.” He nods, “I miss the feeling too.” And you reach over, and you hold his hand in yours, “But now, we can hold hands and talk.” You laugh. He agrees, “Yeah, that’s a plus.” And just as you thought, as long as it was with Hyungwon, it was an enjoyable ride. And even better cause, now you could exchange kisses at red lights if you wish.

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That was almost a year ago, and now you were lying in bed beside Hyungwon. You both had settled more into casual less adventurous dates as you guys got more comfortable with one another. As you scroll on your phone, watching silly videos, he asks, “Babe, would you like to go to this car show with me?” You look over at him after thinking about it for a moment. “What kind?” He tells you about this indoor car show with two levels, an assortment of food to choose from, and the small swap meet in the back. You agree getting to walk around with your boyfriend while looking at pretty colored cars sounded like fun. He somehow made everything enjoyable, even if it was something you hadn't tried.

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That Saturday, you both got up early with the promise of more sleep that afternoon. And head out and stop to buy some coffee and doughnuts before continuing onto the car show. By the time you get to where the entrance toll is, you’ve both finished your doughnuts. When the parking attendant arrives and opens up the entrance, you pay the parking fee, and Hyungwon gets you guys the closest parking space imaginable to the doors.

You finish your coffees as you walk next to each other to the front doors and throw out the cups and trash from the car into the trash can. You pull up your tickets and wait for them to let you in. While there, you both talk about how you want to go about it. The place looked grander than you thought. The ceilings had to be at least sixty feet up, and everywhere you looked, there were cars to look at already. But the entrance was straight ahead, and you say, “Why don’t we tackle the lower level first? Isn’t it supposed to be smaller?” He nods, “Yeah, let’s do that. Then, we’ll go from that end to the entrance?” You agree, “Sounds good.” And when the line starts moving, you both present your tickets, and the person scans them and stamps your hands.

You both walk past the entrance and take in the fact that’s even bigger after the main entrance. “Holy shit.” You whisper, and he laughs. To not lose you in the growing crowd, he takes your hand in his and interlocks them to keep you beside him. You smile, squeeze your fingers in his, and walk down to the lower level. Where music from the 70s plays in the background as you reach the bottom of the escalator. You take into the room it’s tiny compared to upstairs. And only two other people are down here. As you look at each car, you spot a light green 70’ dodge charger with a black stripe running down the side of it. You tell him that this one’s your favorite so far. And he smiles, “Go stand in front of it!” And you grin, and he takes a photo of you standing in front of your favorite car.

You guys take a few more photos of the cars you like before riding the escalator back up and notice that it’s starting to fill with more people than before. You lock your arm in his as you head right and see the humongous monster trucks lining the sides. You see you're allowed to sit in the rims of the large tires, and you drag Hyungwon to take turns taking photos inside the wheel. And a few in front of huge trucks, as well, “That makes me feel small.” He says, and you grin, “Yeah, it’s huge!” He snickers, and you roll your eyes at him. It makes him laugh even harder. “I’m dating the most mature man on the market. Yeah, that’s for sure.” He smirks and tickles your sides for a second, causing you to finally join him in laughter.

You both move onto the rat rod section and admire them for how wicked and rusty they look. “Oh, look at how weirdly cute that green mouse is!” He smiles, “They call ‘em Rat Fink.” You get a picture next to the cutout. And you take a photo of him in front of it as well.

You finish the first four rows of cars before you make it to the front of the car show again. And your stomach growls. He smirks, “Hungry?” You roll your eyes, “Of course I am.” He laughs, and that's when his stomach growls and it's your turn to laugh at him, “Who’s hungry now!” He smiles, “Us!” You both walk to the front of the section and head to the mildly packed food court. And order a pizza slice each and two large pops. You both find a clean table, sit on the opposite side of each other and devour your food.

When you finish your food, you go, “This is nice.” He nods, “I think so too.” You dump your paper plates and napkins and take your unfinished pops along. “What’s your favorite part so far?” You ask, and he says, “I have two so far. The rat rods were really cool to me. And then getting to spend it all with you. What about you?” You tell him, “I like the cars on the lower level. They were more elegant. It might have been the clean look of the room that made me think that, though.” He nods, and you have him look towards you, “But, the best part is spending it with you.” Which makes him blush, and you guys lock hands again and head off to the fifth row.

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You make it to the swap meet part, and you find some fuzzy dice for three bucks and purchase them, and he finds a hot wheels car that matches his car and buys it. You guys wander through it, not looking for any parts or anything, just seeing if something would catch your eye. You don’t end up finding anything else but are still happy with the purchases you made. You put the dice in your coat pocket, and Hyungwon does the same with his hot wheels car. And you make your way through the middle of the car show, where the lights are brighter than before, showing off all the ones that belong to clubs. Like the mustang club, which has a few convertibles that you’d both love to drive someday and you take photos of them all.

You move on to the corvette club’s section. And it looks like a fenced-in neighborhood. You tell him, “It looks like the cars are rival neighboring houses, unlike the ford club, whose cars looked like they were best buds.” He agrees and points to the cherry apple red one, “Now that one, that’s my favorite.” You gesture for him to stand in front of it. And you take a photo of him with it, and he comes back, “I’d rather see you in front of it.” You shake your head at him before standing in front of it and giving him a little pose before you move on to the next section and throw out your empty cups.

You both continue like that until you reach the motorcycle section, and you see how his eyes light up as he takes in each bike. And instead of taking photos, you video him enjoying himself as he hops from one to one in excitement until he grabs your hand and drags you over to one that looks very familiar. And he goes, “I had a feeling I’d see it again.” And you continue filming him but take photos during it this time.

The current owner comes over, and you turn off your camera, and Hyungwon starts talking about how he used to own it. You grin to yourself as you watch him happily chat about his bike. You don’t pay any attention to what they’re saying as you reminisce on your memories of the cycle. Until you hear Hyungwon go, “If it wasn’t for this bike, I don’t know if I would have met the love of my life.” He gestures towards you, and you wave, and the owner waves back. You blush and you can’t help but feel the same about Hyungwon. But some things are destiny, and this was one of them. You could have met him now when he was just a regular motorist. But getting to be a part of his motorcycle life was something you wouldn’t trade for the world, even if it was short-lived. That first month of going on countless dates and riding around on his motorcycle is what formed your bond. You would have thought you’d grow tired of hanging with the same person nearly every day. But each day with him was an adventure, and you fell more and more each day for him. And you both made the most of that month. You're still falling for him even though supposedly the honeymoon stage of dating is over, and the bike that started it all belongs to someone else.

You smile as you think about how thankful you are for that bike and the man it helped you meet. That's when the owner asks, “Would you like to get on it for old times' sake?” Hyungwon gasps, “You would let me?” They nod, “Of course, I can even take photos of you two if you’d like!” Hyungwon looks at you with a huge grin, and you nod. He gets on first and poses a few times before gesturing for you to join him. You do, and like its muscle memory, you wrap your arms around him and rest your head against his back before lifting your head to take photos with your head on his shoulder. It was wild to feel all over again. Sure, you gave him enough back hugs to fill that craving of holding him like that, but getting to embrace him on his old bike all over again? Hundreds of feelings rush through you. And they’re all joyous, nostalgic, and filled with love. You were so content, and when you had to get off, you almost didn't want to, but you did.

When you both hopped off, “Something was missing.” He whispers, and you whisper back, “Our helmets.” And he grins, “Yeah.” He finishes his conversation and thanks them for taking photos of you two.

You walk through the dirt bike section side by side and ask him, “Do you remember our first date?” He grins, “Of course I do. How could I forget it? The most beautiful person I had ever seen came up to me asking about my motorcycle. And then I got to take them out for ice cream.” You blush, “I got to ride a motorcycle for the first time and go out on a date with you. And unbelievably, when I got home, the man of my dreams kissed me.” He blushes this time and pulls you into him to hug. “You know, I meant what I said. You’re the love of my life, even though we haven’t been together long.” You murmur to him, “You’re the love of my life too. I’m so thankful I got over my nerves that night.” He grins, “I’m glad I rode it that night.” You nod, “Me too.”

You finish looking at the bikes and walk through the custom builds with their crazy electric colors and murals painted all over them. And gasp at the art of each one, and take pictures of each, some with Hyungwon in them and some of the cars themselves. He did the same thing with you, and you both walked over to the DJ bus, where they were putting out the tunes that were playing above. You both stand by the speakers. He twirls you around, and you follow his lead for a few moments before spinning him around too.

You guys laugh as you walk away from the speaker and over to the lifts. Each has a car on top and one underneath it. Two of the four posts are black, and another is red. And one is a different type altogether. It’s blue and yellow and holds the car in place in the middle. Unlike the other three, it's holding the car up by two posts. “That one doesn’t look as safe as the other two.” You whisper, and he shakes his head, “Yeah, I don’t want to walk under it. Like the other three seem fine, but that one,…” You shiver, “If it's not properly secure and we walk under it... We’re crushed, gone, poof.” He gulps, and you both walk around it before walking underneath the red one and looking up at the chassis. While you know the people showing these were selling them, you both didn’t care. While you thought they were neat, there was no practical use for either of you. Considering if you needed to work on the car, you would jack it up and work on the ground together. You head over to the table when the two are distracted by customers. You both reach in and get a lollipop from the candy bowl. “Worth it!” You both cheer after you walk away.

You suck on your lollipops as you come up on the small foreign cars. And you look at them and cheer, “You’re twice the height of this car!” The sleek Ferrari Dino 206 in front of you sits on a rotating stage, and Hyungwon laughs, “I think I’m twice as tall as the majority of the show cars” You shrug, “Yeah, I know, but this one is the most obvious!” Even with it on a stage, he still towered over it. You two do your best to take photos in front of it until a lady comes up to you and asks if you want a picture in front of her car.

And you both eagerly nod, and she grins. She gestures for you both to stand together. And she captures a few with the side of the car and one with the front end. And one when the back was facing both of yours. “Here you go!” You tell her, “You have a lovely car!” And she smiles, “Thanks, it was a gift from my girlfriend! She’s around here somewhere with her light green 70’ charger!” You grin, “Oh gosh, is it the one on the lower level?” She thinks before nodding, “Yeah! That’s where she said it was!” “I took pictures with it, but we didn’t see her.” She nods, “Ah, you two must have gotten here early. Well, then, I’ll let you two be off! I’m going to visit her! Thank you for reminding me where she parked!” You bid her farewell, finish up your suckers, throw them away, and head to the last part of the left side.

You start at the end where the old vans are. “No way! A 23-window Volkswagen bus?!” You gasp, and he tilts his head, “What’s so impressive?” You smile, “These are incredibly rare! I don’t remember why. But it’s super neat that someone has it restored!” And you take photos of the inside and out and continue throughout the section seeing versions of the Mystery Machine and other old-school vans. You head over to the old restored farm trucks that look like they just came off the lot. They look majestic, and you start reaching the end as you notice the kids racing cars on a track.

You both stand and watch them race around the track and decide to root for opposing teams. Your team wins the first round. And you both stand there watching until Hyungwon’s team wins. When his team wins he cheers and places his hand on the small of your back and leads you to the last of this section.

The last three are three mismatched cars. They don’t seem to fit in with one another, but they look like they belong together. You take a moment to read the sign and find out the pearlescent pink 56’ Cadillac is the father’s, and the mother’s is the silvery blue 65’ Thunderbird. And lastly, the sleek black Mustang from 1990 is the son’s car. You grin, “Oh, how cute! It’s a mismatched family!” And he smiles, “It is!” You both take photos of the car family.

Before making your way out of the last section, he goes, “Ready to see them roar their engines?” You nod, already hearing some of the loud revvings from the left. You smirk, “My dad would call this section the ‘show offs’” He laughs and says, “My mom would too!” You keep close together as you walk in, and luckily, the ventilation in the building is good, and you couldn’t smell too much smoke. You watch as some use their hydraulics to lift off the ground. And others show off how loud and fast their engines are. You keep going through and notice mostly V8 engines revving before making it over to the foreign-made cars. And see that they house V12s, “I thought those were legends.” Hyungwon whispers to you. And you can’t help but gasp as you look at the engines and see how huge they are, “You’d think that makes them slower due to the size, but the horsepower...” He gapes at them, “Must be insane to be behind the wheel.”

You gulp, “A V8 engine can get away with you if you press the gas wrong. I couldn’t imagine how fast this thing could...” You start reading about the Ferrari from the board, and it says that in 8.2 seconds, it could get up to 124 mph, and you gasp. You both exchange a look at each other, and he goes, “Holy fuck.” And that’s when the owner turns the car over, and you hear its roar. And it sends shivers up your spines, and Hyungwon whispers, “Yeah, that’s power.” The owner smiles, “It’s a fast one, but don’t get them wrong, I usually use it for grocery shopping with the kiddos! They do very well. You just got to know how to control it!” That eases both of your stomachs, and you thank them for the information, and they tell you it’s no problem. After killing the ignition, they go back to sitting beside it.

You guys finish up this last section and head out into the hall. Hyungwon tells you, “I have to say the motorcycles and this section are certainly two of my favorites.” You nod, “I agree, but I still like the basement the most. It looks so clean!” He nods, “That was nice too!” You kiss his cheek, “I’m glad I got to enjoy this with you.” He nods, “Yeah, we learned a bit, and we also went down memory lane.” You smile, “Yeah, maybe one year we can have a car or motorcycle here. Together.” He smiles and kisses your forehead, “I’d love to do that with you.”

You look at the food section, and he asks, “Want anything before we leave?” You shrug and shake your head, “Not really, you?” He shakes his head, “Me neither.” You both make your way back out the entrance. Once inside his car, he says, “I’ve wanted to do this since we saw my old bike.” Before pulling you in for a kiss, you can’t help but smile as you kiss him back. When you pull away, “You could have kissed me in there.” He shrugs, “I like sharing these moments with only you. Everyone knows we’re together, but only you and I get to know what it’s like.” You’re both red as he finishes up his sentence, and you pull him in for another kiss.

When you pull away you reach into your pocket and pull out the fuzzy dice. You put it over the visor and you both giggle. “It’s cute” he says, and he reaches into his pocket and hands you the hot wheels car. “I wanted you to have it so whenever I’m away, you’ll always have my car.” You thank him, and you both giggle at the other realizing you both had bought each other something. “I thought you were buying the dice for your car.” You shake your head, “I have that little tree air freshener. I thought you were buying the hot wheels car for yourself.” You both shake your heads at each other. He kisses you one last time before he pulls out of the parking lot and makes his way out, you hold his hand over the shifter. “I can’t believe it’s only been about a year since we’ve been together.” He agrees and brings your hand to his lips, “I know it’s hard to make promises to an ever-changing world, but I hope one thing remains consistent. Me and you, for a very long time.” You smile, bring his hand to your lips and kiss it before whispering, “For a very long time.”

You guys go to a restaurant seeing it’s late enough for an early dinner. And you walk in, noticing the date on the calendar, and ask him, “What’s today?” He looks over at you and shrugs before looking at the calendar too. You watch as it dawns on him with a smile on your face, “How did we forget?” You shrug, “Either way. We spent today together. That’s what anniversaries are for.” He smiles, “Yeah. Do you want to get ice cream after this?” You grin, “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

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