#(for my depression specifically)

[girlboyburger]

you're nice to people who are bald or balding, right? you're nice to people with high hairlines? or weird hair growth? right? you don't make mean jokes about going bald at the expense of people who are going through the very scary and usually very isolating process of losing hair?? right???

#sorry (?not really?) but finding high hairlines beautiful has 100000% fixed my self image issues AND made me nicer. #you should be nice to people with little or weird or no hair. i dont want to get depressing but hair loss can be so terrifyingly isolating #be nice!! #you really do NOT know who of your loved ones or friends you are hurting with funny haha bald jokes. and if you DO know who youre hurting #and are still making them anyways #im coming for you. #barkbarkbarkbark #you should be nice to people regardless of physical traits but like #ive seen an uptick in haha bald is ugly jokes on tumblr specifically so im biting tumblr

[welcometogrouchland]

Disgustingly messy and crusty sketch dump but I couldn't get my own terrible theory out of my head and ended up making a bunch of sketches about it. Also at the end a bonus dickbats and Damian doodle bc I was reading an issue of their Batman and Robin run (IDs in Alt)

#dc comics #dc #batfamily #batman #damian wayne #stephanie brown #tim drake #dick grayson #cassandra cain #duke thomas #anyway. zdarsky run sure is something huh? #its still so funny to me that half of 148 was leaked a few days before like someone has it OUT for that book over at bleeding cool ig #i don't necessarily think this theory will come true I'm just imagining how stupid it would be if it did #I'm not super happy with the dialogue in the cass+duke+dick comic but i felt my og dialogue might've read too fanon #mainly just bc cass' last sentence was originally shorter/just ellipses and duke said smthin like ''wait? villain arc?'' #which you could easily find in wayne family adventures. even tho it would've been appropriate for this situation 😭 #now the dialogue just sounds kind of generic (esp cass') and it's BOTHERING ME AUGHH. this is the comic book fandom panopticon /j #anyway Bruce is in the retirement home in this scenario /j #me n my friends were talking over discord and came up w the cursed scenario that jason is tims robin in this (apart of the 'redemption' arc #-that he's been nail gunned with in this run. god this run is so weird when it comes to jason. like it doesn't outright dislike him- #-like it clearly does damian and (more obviously) cass steph and duke) but the tone of everything w jason is still bizarre #god. anyway yeah i didn't draw him but please picture grown man tank Jason in the robin undies (ala tt 03 but dare i say better) #also the dick being silly sketch was bc the issue i was reading had damian refer to dick as 'jolly' #specifically like ''unreasonably jolly'' or something like that (god i love when ppl find dicks cheerfulness deeply unsettling hehehe) #and i thought it was so funny. bc damian met dick when we has going through his ''bruce is dead'' depression- #-and STILL thought that dick was extremely unserious. he sees happy dick and is like ''what is wrong w you. genuinely'' #but at the same time he loves it #i need to stop reading their batman and robin run so scatteredly (or i can just reread nightwing must die...always a possibility) #anyway yeah 👍 bad sketches be upon you #mine

[pemprika]

sketches of post winter phos to cope with recent hnk chapter depression o(<

#houseki no kuni #hnk #land of the lustrous #phos #phosphophyllite #i'm trying to avoid thinking about the recent happenings specifically with 98 and 99 #everything is so depressing and my heart hurts for phos #also i really cannot bear the thought o this manga ending omg #what am i gonna do after #i don't want this series to end... but i want phos to have closure.... #also this version of phos was truly so good. when they just boarded the emo train and still had more of their original self ^_T #miss... #pemprika

[old-desert]

Eye can't see you

#isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #art tag #my art #desert art #you might've noticed that “desert! isn't that the same drawing as in your lyrics comic?” #and you'd be correct #truth is I brainrotted this specific shot so hard I had to get it on paper before inspiration left me #and I wasn't at home so I scratched this on the back of some notebook I had on me #the depressing truth is that I could never replicate this one just as nicely in the comic.....

[foxlungz]

It’s crazy how your brain just shuts things out due to trauma I’m afraid of what’s hidden from me

#vent #like I remember my sister was telling me about this one time our dad beat tf out of us but something specific happened #but I legit didn’t remember it until she mentioned it and then it came back to me so vividly I was like woah wtf #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

A lasting impression

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xue yang #xiao xingchen #song lan #wei wuxian #lan wangji #my personal and very specific headcanon for XXC and SL is that they’re both aroace but bound for life #they’ve been in a common law relationship for years and regularly go on bestie dates #soulmates arent just lovers! #They complement each other! They go where the other leads! #obviously not taking away from anyone who does see them as romantic. Just my own little projection B*) #this is the second time the thin panel preluding The Madness has come into play…at least the gore is off screen this time #xue yang doesn’t know how to deal with any emotion ever unless it’s with violence #regarding the ambiguity in that last sentence: its on purpose B*) a secret callback for later B*) #lwj is hoping so hard that his cool narritive skills impress wwx #and he is impressed. also DEpressed.

[theteapotofdoom]

Horikoshi creating Tomura was a stroke of genius for many reasons but it was a specific galaxy brain move to write one of his most terrifying and dangerous antagonist as a bratty bored 20 year old.

Because Tomura’s true power is not his decay quirk or his clever ruthless mind, it’s that he will look at you dead in the eyes after you explained him your whole backstory/philosophy/reason for living and he will just go "cringe lmao who cares" and like then he kills you but actually you’re already dead because how do you recover from that …

#when I say bratty and bored I mostly mean traumatized and depressed but it’s funnier this way #tomura is such a good villain because he only cares about very specific things and he will let you know that #if Tomura doesn’t care about you you become officially irrelevant to the plot it’s so funny to me #stain overhaul and re destro all gave him the big villain monologue #and he was always like ‘ … anyways’ #my hero academia #shigaraki tomura #tomura shigaraki #shimura tenko

[bioluminesced]

the kiss 💫

#caejose #caesar zeppeli #joseph joestar #battle tendency #jojo #jjba #jojo’s bizarre adventure #jjba part 2 #my art #i drew this for myself specifically it cured all my depressions and other status effects #the og is gustav klimt (i hope you know this)

[bananacatmeow]

hey! I don't know how many people will read this, but if you do, please tag any who you think might not know what im about to say.

okay? let's go.

I'd start by saying i love and appreciate all of you so so much, and im very grateful i found you all in my life. please believe me when i say im so happy i walked into such a great community on here, one that appreciates me just as much as i appreciate them. i love you all so so so much.

unfortunately it pains me to say that i have to leave now. i cant specify why, but i'll let you know that im alive and well, just not in the capacity to be using any sort of social platforms as i am currently not in the right place of mind for that. (dont worry! im alright haha)

again, it has truly been a wonderful experience with all of you, it would be wrong to ask you all to wait for me, because even i don't know when i will be back, so, until then, take care of yourselves my friends, and i hope you all have wonderful lives here on forth. i hope you find love in this world, i hope you have a great life ahead and find meaning to your existence. i hope you achieve everything you ever dreamed of achieving. i hope the sun shines on you always.

im sorry for all the things i might have promised during this time that i did not get to complete. trust me, i would have if i could, but i really can't right now. im sorry. i hope you will forgive me one day.

remember that you are all wonderful people and each and every one of you deserves love and care in this world. if one day you find yourself doubting on that, remember me and remember that i still love you and will think about you till i die, i promise i wont forget.

oh this is painful to write ahaha,, i never expected id have to but.. well, anyways. theres probably more i have to say, im sure ill remember even more stuff that i should have said even after i send this but since this feels like a letter now, ill sign off properly.

with love always, ina.

#my scheduled posts might still go off sometimes #but that doesnt mean im the one sending them!! #well #technically i am #but its not present me #you get the idea #im sorry for not tagging all my mutuals specifically #i really cant rn but #i love and appreciate all of you individually #im sorry it has to end this way #but i have to go #trust me i wouldnt if i could avoid it #ill be alright!! so take care of yourselves too ya!! #ill get mad if you dont D: #mwah #take care <3 #maybe ill see you again some day #<3 #originally i planned on js disappearing but i didnt think that was very fair to everyone ive met on here. #so heres a final goodbye from my side #hopefully its more like a see you soon than a goodbye but #i dont like giving people false hope #ahaha this sounds depressing #sorry #i love you!!!! #take care of yourselves <3

[brookheimer]

none of y’all ever talked enough about how fucking insane the choice of famous blue raincoat by leonard cohen was for connor’s karaoke song

#like…. #it fits in that moment bc its ab a ‘love triangle’ and losing the woman you love and connor’s depressed ab willa #but the song itself is constantly invoking cain & abel #and is so fucking crazy considering the last episode…… #‘what can i tell you my brother my killer / what can i possibly say / i guess that i miss you i guess i forgive you / i’m glad that you #stood in my way’ #banging my head against the wall thinking about trio reunion down the line and this symbolically being kendall addressing roman (my brother) #& shiv (my killer) #it’s a hopeful yet depressing interp lol. like the song is emotionally devastating but that specific verse is just so…. man #‘i’m glad that you stood in my way’…. #i don’t think kendall would ever say that or even acknowledge it to himself but. on some level. it isn’t wrong #also meaningful from a rome perspective too — ken telling rome that it was never gonna bd him that he doesn’t even want it #which is true . but roman can’t admit that #god. why has no one fuckinh talked about how insaaaane it was to have connor sing this in ep2!!!!!!! #succession #leonard cohen #100

[gomzdrawfr]

hugs

#so i breathe life to the tablet once more with my special depression magic juice #jk i had to tie the wire at a very specific weird angle for it to work #it worked for like 10 mins before it died again #hence the color outline looks choppy sorry about that #anyways #self-indulgent oc moment once more #I need a hug too ngl #anyways x2 #gummmyart #doodle #my oc #cod oc #my oc art #cod oc art #[oc]Raven #Raven[oc] #PriceRaven #captain john price x oc #john price x oc #captain price x oc

[thevirgodoll]

sometimes, we have to have a day where we allow ourselves to do absolutely nothing because we are emotionally stuck. nothing seems right, and everything seems dreadfully mundane. you feel like you’re the only person on the planet (while also feeling like the world is spinning without you).

sometimes, distracting ourselves 24/7 with productivity stops us from realizing what we need. i hate that we have become a society where everything we do has to be commodified.

why can’t we be okay just doing “nothing” tasks? you don’t always have to be pursuing something. what happened to taking a few mins out to do that thing that feels like “nothing” but makes you happy? like what’s wrong with playing sims or taking a nap? what’s wrong with accepting that some days just don’t work and there’s nothing wrong with accepting that???

like…burnout is so real. ppl tell us to stay inspired and ~keep going~ but you have to have the energy and the presence to do so. like in all of us the spark is there, but we don’t have the capacity to nurse it.

better to let that fire burn organically (and light it again when you have time and energy…) as often as you can than to rush every second and not even know you’re at the end of the wick.

#on the other end of it there is unhealthy escapism but that’s not what this post is abt #i just genuinely hate how older adults specifically also have this weird idea of what nothin looks like #like I always say: the things that are nurtured and encouraged as kids are shitted on as adults #this may not even make sense but that’s why i wrote it for me idk #at the end of the day life is gonna be whatever I make it and I choose to let my fire burn on MY TIME #even if that time is objectively ‘wasted’. at least my days are longer #words #recovery #burnout #imposter syndrome #depression #chronic illness #actually adhd

[hecksupremechips]

Come back home when you have some sense

You can throw your life away just not at my expense

You’re not the son I raised

#jhariah #this one just rawrrfrrr #and then uh another line thats like ‘tell me did you raise a man?’ #nice #im just listening to the new album to cope with nasty sickness and feeling out of it #god this album is really good it has every emotion in there like this song for example just the part where they scream the chorus its like #hnnnghhh #hm some other moments from the album im liking a lot uhhh i love re: concerns a lot #the part where hes like reading off the complaints and then the part where hes just screaming and its like BAM BAM BAM BAAAM #sasuke is so good and the bit at the end where its like ‘i just want you to know im so so...’ #like hes gonna say sorry but cant seem to say the word for whatever reason and i know nothing about sasuke #but i has to imagine the fan girlies are eating gravel over that one lol it gets me #and theres just that like spooky echoing afterwards #the intro to fire4fun goes SOOOOOOOO hard i was losing my shit its awesome #the entirety of trust ceremony is giving me big feelings but specifically that part towards the end where its all quiet and you hear #its like whistling i think? like a marching band is coming in maybe #but it also kinda sounds like nature too and idk i like got a little bit um magical at that part cuz i was driving down a big hill #and it had been raining but there was a clearing in the clouds and the sun was bright and like at this particular hill #you can just see everything like the land stretches for miles theres trees hills the river farms all that shit #and idk with the extreme stress and depression ive been feeling its hard to have these moments where life seems worth it #and its hard to really feel anything anymore or to feel in the moment but idk i was just going down that hill seeing everything and it was #very majestic so yeah that song is definitely gonna have the same effect as pin eye for me #which i must mention pin eye again its still OOOOGHH very good it came at a pretty good time for me #yeah basically this album is uhhhh whats keeping me somewhat grounded rn i recommend 👍

[mod2amaryllis]

What's cosmic depression?

when you're depressed but in the cosmos

#it's like. depression that's so much bigger than your body. depression that encompasses all of reality. #i go into Walmart after walking 500 miles from my car because the parking lot is vast and eternally full #i need one specific thing. katsu sauce for example. only walmart has it according to an online search. #i am overwhelmed by the sprawl. I'm like there's no way all these clothes are gonna be bought. this is so many waffle makers. #against my better judgement i pass by the pet section. half gallon self cleaning betta boxes are 50% off. #I've lived here all my life and remember when this was a local chain grocery store. #there is a specific smell. #i hate walmart i hate going in. i can get cheaper bananas at smiths. in fact everything is cheaper at smiths. why am i here. #oh right. katsu sauce. #i find the condiment aisle with an asian section. there is no katsu sauce. #and that's cosmic walmart depression #m2a #m2answers

[mumblesplash]

thought about the expression “big fish in a small pond” too hard and accidentally invented new ocs

#my art #this whole story is extremely self indulgent in a very specific way i don’t think i could explain if i tried #don’t worry about it i’ve just been taken by the madness again #what if you were a depressed divorcee with a dead end job and a drinking problem and somehow through a convoluted series of events #all of these issues were resolved because one day you fell and almost drowned in the ocean #what if you escaped a watery grave in the depths of the uncaring sea because one tiny part of it noticed you #what if you met someone who was better than you in all the ways you thought you cared about #but also had comically exaggerated versions of all your flaws #and it made you realize getting everything you want wouldn’t fix you #and also. and this is very important. what if there was a mermaid and he was so so pretty and sparkly ­:) #do you see. do you understand the vision here

[erregiulydraws]

niigo

#pjsk #pjsk_FA #project sekai #prsk #n25 #nightcord at 25:00 #kanade yoisaki #mafuyu asahina #mizuki akiyama #ena shinonome #hatsune miku #group therapy with Miku <3 #jokes aside tough i love them so much #feeling like being saved by dark yet gentle songs is actually something i relate to as an angsty kinda depressed teen growing up #and listening to songs like rolling girl and self inflicted achromatic and so on and so forth #those songs are still special to me and i ended up getting attached to them as sort of an embodiment of that feeling #just that specific emotion of “there's something wrong with me and this one song UNDERSTANDS that” #the canvas ended up being basically the largest lenght allowed by my art program and due to that it crashed multiple times when trying to #export this so uhh whoops! the quality for the full pic probably sucks but i don't know how to fix it sorry