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qrxvz · 2 months

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Heyyy niaaa<333

I wanted to ask if you can make a aj fic bc I don’t know why BUT im in my Aj phase rn 🤭

⚠️YOU DONT HAVE TO OFC BABES⚠️

But you writing is amazing and it would slap so yeah (sorry im waffeling sm😭)

Okay thats it BYE BABES 😁🫶

Hey bae 😜🤞

Ofc I will x how could I not miss out on my fav Dorito?

Streaming - Aj Shabeel

Summary : Interrupting your boyfriends stream is a repetitive occurrence, but the cute fan edits you get after do make up for it. ( basc js a short cute hc/fic)

Warning : Kissing

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You gently knocked on the door, causing your boyfriend's voice to hush as you stepped inside. He turned his chair around, fixing his gaze upon you.

“Heyyy, we were just streaming you know.” You chuckled, “Who's 'we'? You're on your own,” he frowned, letting out a dramatic sigh.

“First, you interrupt my stream... then you insult me?!” Smiling, you took a seat beside him. “Yes, actually.”

“Yeah, crazy crazy, anyways, I was just on discord, I banned three people because of their horror edits,” he smirked, clearly proud. “Oh? Were the edits that bad?”

Sighing, he switched tabs to show you an edit of him as a rat. Unable to contain your laughter, you burst out laughing, watching as he kept a straight face. “It isn't funny,” he remarked.

Calming down, you pointed to the screen. “If it isn't funny, then why is the chat losing it right now?” He turned away dramatically and put on a sad face.

Proving him wrong, you began reading out comments from the fans.

“Yeah, we're not doing this today,” he said, taking control of the Discord as he scrolled down to find better edits, until one caught your eye.

“Wait, look at that one,” you said, pointing at the screen. “It's us.” He smiled, clicking on it and settling back in his chair.

The edit started off with a cute clip of you two, then transitioned into a compilation of more moments.

It was a simple yet adorable edit that had you smiling as you looked over at Aj, who couldn't contain his smile or blush either.

Not muttering a word, he quickly switched tabs to check the chat. “W edit, W edit,” he commented.

Smirking, you decided to tease him about this. “Awh, is someone blushing?” you giggled. “Shut up,” he grinned.

Gazing over at the chat, you looked at the fan comments consisting of “AWHH” or “THEY'RE SO CUTE,” making you smile.

It seemed your boyfriend had read the comments too because he looked over at you, leaned in, and softly kissed your cheek.

“Love you,” he muttered quietly, looking at his screen as his face was tinted a light shade of red. “Love you too.”

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This is so short but I love it, heavily inspired by Aj’s actual streams cause they EAT 🗣️🗣️

But anyway enjoy x

#beta squad #aj shabeel #aj shabeel x reader #ndlqz

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kumezyzo · 9 months

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thinking about how lowkey toxic a relationship with corpse would be....

warning, this is very angsty. to the point where i lowkey shed a tear writing this. and that doesnt usually happen lol.

gn!reader (as far as im aware) and sorry for the typos if there are any... 😁

anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list

it would prolly just start with you two hanging out. going over to his apartment, maybe hooking up once in a blue moon. but you two mainly cuddling and spending the days together in the dark rooms of his apartment.

he would try to hide from you how much pain he was in when you were around. but it wasnt hard to miss how he would wince at tiny movements and never be able to rest with you in his arms.

and when it got really bad, he hated how you helped him get around with no questions. how you so simply wanted to help him out because you cared. how you would even help him shower, bring in his groceries, cook for him, feed him if you had to.

he hated it because you cared more than anyone had before and you werent even dating. he wished you would just give up on him because it was too much. he wished you would just finally tell him 'hey... we need to talk' because maybe then it would be easier to hate you. but the truth is, he could never hate you. not anymore.

"so... you dont want to be in a relationship?" you asked quietly, confused more than anything. you look at his scarred face and messy head of dark curls. "...why?"

he sighed, "because this is too much," you scoffed, only more confused than before.

"what is?" you looked at him like he was crazy.

"...you," he said lowly, his voice resonating deep in his chest as he ran a hand over his face. you felt your heart pang as you diverted your eyes from him. you pursed your lips and your breathing got heavier. "well- not you- just-... this isnt worth the trouble im putting you through. that i will put you through."

"thats not for you to decide," you tell him, shaking your head at him. "I can choose when to call it quits and so far, im still fucking here."

you couldnt help but be offended. who wouldnt be after the person you care about is pushing you away. as far as you know, its unfair and incredibly ignorant.

"yea but how long until youre not?" he asked back angrily. "how long until you realize you can be doing so much more than taking care of me?"

"i dont want to be doing more! i want to be with you!" you tell him incredulously. he sighs and wets his lips, shaking his head at you. "do you just not want to be with me?"

he looks at you as if you had just said the earth was flat, "of course i do."

"so then why cant we?" you ask in complete exasperation. "what the fuck is the problem?"

"youre too fucking good for me!" he yelled back stepping closer to you. he threw his arms up in defeat, "is that what you want me to tell you? cause its fucking true. and i love you too much to let you rot away beside me."

your expression softens as your eyes dart back and forth between his eyes. in that moment you were speechless. and not because he had told you that he loved you, no you already knew that from his actions. it was the way he had said it. with more emotion than you could have expected from him.

"what if i wanted to 'rot away beside you'?" you asked him quietly.

"then you'd be an idiot," he says simply. "because we both know you have better shit to do. and better people to do that for."

you inhale deeply and release it as another exasperated sigh, "i love you," you say, emphasizing every word. "and its up to me whether or not i stay with you."

"and its up to me whether or not i want you here," he says crossing his arms. you feel you heart pang again, causing painful tingles to run down your arms and settle deep in your palms. "you need to run while you can. fucking get out of here before this gets more fucked up and shitty." you watched as he pointed between you two.

you step closer to him, "what are you so afraid of?" you plead to him with your eyes. just for this moment, for him to open up to you like how he had done hundreds of times before. "are you that scared I'll leave you cause you're what? 'too much'?"

he looked you in the eye, hesitating to speak for a moment. "i-..." he takes a deep breath. "yeah..."

you step closer, "youre not. not now. and it will only get easier." he starts shaking his head, backing away from you. "yes, it will! and if it ever gets to that point-"

"when it gets to that point," he tried correcting.

"no, if. because everything is an if," you say angrily. "you have no clue what its gonna be like. no fucking clue! so let us have this. while it lasts."

he sighs for what seems like the hundredth time that night, "i cant risk that."

"risk what? heartbreak? as if neither of us have gone through that before hundreds of times," you scoff.

"yeah, but ive never been heartbroken over someone like you."

"so then we hope that doesnt happen," you're trying. you're trying so hard to hold onto him. but your grasp is slipping. and he's trying to shake you loose.

"i cant take my chances," he shakes his head. "not this time."

"jesus fucking chirst!" you yell, tears welling up in your eyes. "let me love you! let me be with you! let me take care of you!"

"i cant let you do that! dont you fucking get it?!" he asks stepping closer to you until hes not even a foot away. "i dont want to see you leave! i cant have you around, cause when you do leave, i dont know what I'll do to myself!"

you stare into his eyes as your own vision starts to get blurry from unshed tears. you sniffle, keeping you gaze strongly on him. and you try one final time.

"so dont let me leave now, please," your voice comes out like a whisper. he swallows harshly and closes his eyes to stop his own tears from forming. "i dont want to move on from you when we havent even given it a chance."

"you'll have to," his voice matches yours. he opens his eyes and a tear falls as he looks at you. "fucking find someone who can actually hold you at night. who can make you dinner, who can give you a shower when you cant, who can actually fuck you when you want."

you tried to scoff, but it came out more like a sob, "i dont need that. i need you," your voice weak from the burn in the back of your throat. unshed tears welling up more.

"no you dont," he says, stepping closer. then leaning his forehead on yours. he closes his eyes, "please, go. for me."

your body racks out a sob, gasping for air to get out your next sentence. "if i leave, im just gonna wait for you."

he shakes his head against you, "no. no you wont."

"I'll wait until you realize you do deserve proper love." he continues to shake his head, pretending as if your words arent punching him right in the heart. "ill wait even if it takes you twenty fucking years."

"do you really think I'll survive twenty more years?" he asks with a laugh. you giggle back sadly, pursing your lips at the posibility of him dying. "do you really think I'll find my self-worth that soon?"

"I'll wait as long as i need to."

and you leave. with such a heavy heart but not without more tears than you could have imagined. and you try to move on. not easily but you put in an effort.

he writes songs with lyrics dedicated to you. written for you. whether its in a song about how he only want you at his side or how he has one person he will always be loyal to or about how his exes tried to chance him but one was different. you listen to it and somehow know its you.

you try to find a new partner to fill that void. but he will always be in your mind. as the right person but at the wrong time. the one that got away, if you will.

i like how angsty this was. anywayy, hope you enjoyed 😁😁 -nony

#corpse husband #corpse husband x reader #corpse #corpse x reader #corpse x you #corpse husband x you #angst #corpse angst #corpse husband angst #corpse husband x reader angst #corpse x reader angst #corpse x you angst #nony's back on her bs #aka im mentally ill #aka my angst is fireeee #alexa play fire by bts #nony speaks #teehee #help?

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silent-wolf · 7 months

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ranking the batfamily on whether i would be friends with them irl 😁: (ps this is all just a jokey joke so pls dont take this seriously 😇)

7. damian

guys im sorry

love the little demon but he would probably kill me for making ur mom jokes

hes got spunk if u consider it being mildly homicidal thoughts at every constant minute

probably the friend i would not consider going for lunch with cuz he’ll give me a dirty look for eating like a pig

he would be a good tutor tho, my saving grace in calculus

but he would make me cry by the end of that session cuz i cant divide to save my life 💔 6. jason

he’s a fucking theatre kid

AND an english nerd, like pick a struggle man 😭

it might be residual high school eng trauma but i cant be friends with someone who genuinely likes english

honestly tho, i wouldn't mind hanging out with him outside of school

i just dont know what we would have in common to talk abt

gym classes with him has to be fun tho

he would probably kick my ass at every game, but thats besides the point 5. cass

shes scary asf, but shes hot so its okay

i would probably have a hallway crush on her

shes probably in the friend grp, but has other friends shes closer with

rlly fucking good at pe and doesnt hesitate to show off

probably skips a bunch of classes but no one says anything

would probably hang out more as a grp than one on one

the only person i would consider giving my house keys to 4. dick

the sweetest guy in the grp

i would assume he was just a nice guy at first but he is just rlly genuine

would be the subject of ridicule because of his god awful fashion sense

is a senior but hides in the junior classes cuz girls always chase him around asking for his number

is the mom of the friend grp and always carries around protein bars, tissues, and basic first aid

always does wellness checks and picks up on the first ring if u need anything. bless him <3

my emergency contact 3. duke

would be one of my closer friends

the perfect balance of obliviously unaware and stupidly concerned

i would ask him for hw answers only for him to text back with a question mark

he was the sacrificial lamb who was made to sit in the first row in class

ends up falling asleep and gets detention 😔 if anyone asks tho, its because he did smthin super scandalous and totally not school appropriate 👍

we became chem lab partners, but fucked up freshman level titrations so many times, that the teacher kicked us out

has the best packed lunches (thank u alfred)

i steal his lunch and he ends up eating shitty cafeteria food 👍 2. steph

MY LITERAL 4LYFER 🤞

her fashion sense>>. but dont be fooled, most days she throws on a ragged hoodie that way too soft to be legal

has a billionare on her side, but still steals MY mcdonalds fries

always carries around extra hair ties

comes over so often that there is a steph size dent on my bed, where she would flop down

has the prettiest notes which are a life saver for last minute cramming

the friend you would go to experiment different makeup styles on

my partner in crime for any tom-foolery

would make me snort during class which sends us to detention

tim

i would fucking hate him at first glance

but somehow we would bond through our shared trauma of high school calculus

the type of friendship where u would go on spontaneous road trips a week before finals, only to end up stranded in a random petrol bunk

a responsible adult (read: alfred) would then come to pick us up after we call them in literal tears

a weekly tradition of trying the most grotesque slushy concoctions

cannot for the life of him memorise shakespeare, but can recite word for word every iconic vine in existence

would tutor me in chemistry, only to end up in tears at my incompetence 😭

extremely introverted but suddenly becomes the loudest person ever when it comes to embarrassing someone

#there is just something abt batkids and school that can be so personal #jason todd #dick grayson #cassandra cain #damian wayne #duke thomas #tim drake #stephanie brown #black bat #batman #robin #red robin #batfam

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totaldramayuri · 3 months

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PLEASE keep talking about your jo/zoey thoughts romantic or platoniccccc i love ur takes on them as a dynamic and as characters... there was no reason for them not to interact post merge (well we all know s4 hated their girls but thats besides the point). the jock who hates girly girls and the girly girl who hates jocks just seems like such a set up for an opposites attract friendship or at least SOMETHING yk. i think zoey would be nice enough to at least try to comfort jo and ughhhhh them both forming solid female friendships is such a thing. and they both realize theyre not as shallow as they both initially thought the other was.

OH THANK YOU ^_^ I WILL GLADLY 😁😁😁😁

I think you could at least excuse them not interacting in s4 if all stars rose to the occasion and didn’t put all the “good people” on one team and the “bad people” on the other. like imagine if jo actually made it further in all stars to follow up on her incomplete arc regarding her body issues and gender dysphoria (like seriously!!! if anything I think they would be aggravated after her body is mocked on international tv). and then imagine zoey gets put on the opposite team to mike and cam (who I actually love as a trio but you can’t deny it stagnated a lot of zoeys growth by having her only seem to interact with them…) and is forced to find new allies.. BOOOM jo and zoey alliance that ends with them becoming unlikely friends/gfs!!! It writes itself!!! Esp how it would make sense given u could keep the heather vs jo plotline but not completely waste jo’s character and actually have her seek credible allies against her instead of.. whatever that was :/ AND I think AS would be a great place to explore zoeys commando persona aka giving her a villain arc set on by her becoming closer w/ jo, who is much more comfortable playing mean n dirty. I actually love her commando arc in the last few episodes but I read ur tags on a lot of posts and I do agree it deeeefinitely could’ve had some more build up even before mike got sent home. Let her be mean!!! Let her be aggressive!!!! All stars why didn’t you do anything with her it drives me crazyyyyy this wpuldve been the perfect opportunity for jo to actually take interest in zoey after seeing what she can do after being pushed over the edge (literally n figuratively) and pursue her as any ally CAN ANYONE HEAR ME

#I really need to get better at concise posting. anyway take this nonsensical ramble instead #gekkos posts #total drama #<- screw it main tagging this. join the joey fanclub (population ~6) everyone #zoey #jo #joey

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unusualfanbase · 3 months

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I'm backk

Tua memes need to be brought back tho but besides that more tua meme cuz why not 🤪

Klaus: What the fuck!!

Luther:language Klaus

Klaus:Whom the sexual intercorse

Luther: What the fuck?

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I think the umbrella academy did a really great job with Viktor's transition but I just with they did a better job on what the actual fuck Christopher is 😁😁

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆Five: i wasn't always sarcastic, it took me years of dealing with stupid people.

Everyone else:.............

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No one:

Absolutely nobody:

Sir Reginald to Klaus after seeing a graveyard :

Ima lock my son up in here with ghosts

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pov Five and Diego are your favorite tua characters:

One of the is a brash boy and his mom makes smiley face pancakes and one is a jaded stone cold badass that can kill you in a thousand different ways. And its not who you think it is.

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random person shopping: uhh you can't have that here...

Five: its my emotional support axe🪓

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Five in S1 Ep1 of umbrella academy

Five: surprise bitchs

Five: bet you thought you saw the last of me

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Allison: what are yall doing?

Viktor: its acesexual awareness week

Klaus : so we are putting a bunch of mirrors in Luthers room so he gets the point

Diego: thats stupid

Klaus: wait till bisexual awareness week then we're coming for you next knife boy

Five: why is there a ton of mirrors in my room??

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hope yall enjoyed!!! Be on the look out for five x reader post

#the umbrella academy #tua x reader #five hargreaves x reader #tua

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lilithpleasant · 5 months

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hi dee, how are you? im wondering wcif that axe throwing target you;ve got placed beside the unicorn? it looks like a skyrim mesh, but i can only find a deco version of it, if thats a functional version id love if you could point me to it!

good evening! i'm doing okay, and i hope you are as well 😊

it IS a functional axe throwing item, and you can find it here

😁

@namusass

#ask #namusass #wcif

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unicornsaures · 26 days

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urrrhhhhhvggggg i try not to make vent posts a whole ton but alas, ya girl is not doing so hot

tw// sh😁

guys do not do what i did and like. purposely trigger yourself with your own sh from a year ago because oh my god in. its. i feel so absolutely fake my scars were so much worse last year and now theyre just gone and i thought i was fully recovered its bren a year and. and im still crying over it and i thought i was done crying over it. I thought i was done crying over literal scars and i was. i mean i thought i was exaggerating when i said the closrr i get to the date ill br one year clean its getting worse and. nope! no, no that checks out!!

Its all my fault i got triggered in the first placr too. I knew what i had in my eyes only wnd i knew that checking it would only make me spiral and here i am just. crying over it. its sending me back to last year where its i just its only oj my hod i csnt be doing this again i really csnt be doingthis again ive bren doing so well and then. and i dont want to i really dont but im still tjinking about it and im still telling myself i want to but i dont i never did i always wanted to say ive been 1 year clean but i dont think ill rver even be able to make it to that point if i keeo self sabotaging like this. i mean t barely even counts ive basically just replaced cvtting with eevry other unhealthy coping mechanism under the sun but i should be better than this i shouldnt rven be thinking sbout it i shouldnt even be thinking that i can go back i shoulfny be in this situation at all and if it werent for me i wouldnt even be in this situation in the first placr ebcause i dont know how to keep myself away from tjings that i really need to stay away from

i really shouldnt be caught ip on this but its. i was. i was thinking aboht whag would happen if i would look back on photots earlier and and i knew i wouldnt be okay with it i knew i would snap the moment i did and wow its almost like forced recov only made me feel guilty for it and ohmygod kill me now i should be better than this i should be better than thjs ive had crisis called so many times ive been threatened by my parents for this so many times im worrying eveyrone around me and im only getting worse and everyone has to wastch me spiral but they cant do anything because im jsut too fucking oblivious to my own issues but im just too scared to readh out to anyone because how am i gonna say that i triggered myself without sounding like i planend this i didnt i swear i didnt plan to break down over this i promise i didnt mean for it i didnt want to cry over it i dont want to think abiut it anf i dont want to go back ive been doing sowell i swear im just worrying rveryone i dont want everyone to start checking in on mr in the morning just to make sure im still alive i font want people to messagr me in the middle of the night to make sure im not dead im so sorry ik so sorry

im just as tired as i was last year the only difference is thst im not actively trying to kill myself over it even if i really. wiuld like to thats besides the point the point is im just as weak of a girl as i was last year but last year i could at least hanfle pain now i just fucking snap whenever someone raises their voice or whenever i get. acut i break down and whenever i get hurt it only reminds me of the past 4 years that ive spent doing nothing but putting myself through mental hell and im realizing tbat ill never get begger i cant get better ive bren trying and i just csnt

i cant do it ive tried ive been trying why am i not getting anywhere why am i still stuck on the thought of sh i shouldnt be thinking about it i shouldnt miss it i shouldnt be upset that my scars are faded i shouldnt still have the ideas and images swirling aorund in my head because theyre always there and ill always have these scars and ill always br fucked ip and i wont ever be able to fix it ive had so many people worry and theyre worrying and worrying and i just dont care im such a horrible person i

i shiuldvr stopped for my parents they had to skin check me dsily for almodt a year straight and here i am just fucking itching to go grab something, literally anything just to go back and in so stupid im so stupid i did this to myself and im still being a pussy about it i shouldnt be thinming abiut it i shouldnt be crying over it whats wrong withme

#tw// sh #sorry gang #yr fav tumblr is a bit. stupid.#vent post #dolirants

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mxlly143 · 4 months

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sooo hey guys.. heh

New York hasn’t had a good show day in 2yrs🙄

it’s currently 1:04am and I have school today literally have to be up in 4hrs BUT THATS BESIDE THE POINT😔

I looked outside my window and saw the snow on the ground and thought to myself “this was a perfect opportunity to dance to the first snow by exo…” and that’s what I did😁I’ve been practicing that dance FOR THIS EXCACT MOMENT OF MY LIFE I wasn’t gonna waste it no matter the time of day sweetie🤠

so I woke up my sister and made her watch me do the dance at 1am🤭 she threw pillows at me I think she liked it😙

#mxlly #mxlii #mali random posts💋#𝚣 ᶻ . mali’s late night talking sessions

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ferrets4eret · 2 years

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Hi tumblr, been a while since i posted art huh

Anyways i bring to you scott major 1995 except this scott is from an au one of my mutuals made on tiktok! (Their @ is rinisgay2.0 im pretty sure if you wanna look into it more)

Some basic info about him and more from me below cut

Alright so the first photo is a screenshot you can find on the video they made about the au on tiktok about yk what gem each character is, where the gem is, etc and the second photo is a screenshot of our dms to each other about the au. They were basically explaining to me the whole backstory and stuff.

I also wanna say that the gems and the little team they said are a team made up of lizzie, jimmy, pixel, katherine, fwip and gem.

A short explanation about it would be that lizzie realized that xornoth would 100% be cancelled by twitter and for good reasons so she decided that instead of staying with him (bc he kidnapped them at some point) she would form a team and when they go to the next planet they would stay there instead of leaving. That planet being earth.

Anyways so enough abt a minecraft au now lets get talking about me 😁

So basically uh now that schools going on ive had less and less time to brainrot on tumblr and make my own posts besides reblogging a bunch of things. Ive also been using tiktok a little more, just cause some videos there are funny and theres a lot of cool cosplays. Thats also how i met my mutual who made the empires au (their also an eret fan like me and we are a little uncommon so yk i had to become besties with them) but anyways yeah

Also i still do draw, i draw alot if im being honest. But most things that i draw now are unfinished sketches and if i do finish a drawing then i like to keep it to myself for personal joy. Just occasionally sharing it with irl friends. And honestly, as an artist, i dont think owe anyone my art (im also not taking commission and ive never tooken commissions before so yeah i think i really dont owe anyone art). Sure its nice to share it with people, but im a very introverted person when it comes to sharing things like art so yeah.

Anyways sorry for rambling, i will post more things about the au tho so if you really wanna see my art lookout for those! :D

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breathplayed · 10 months

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17, 29, 48, & 55 😁🫖

oh u GOT me got me lets go

(17) what is your favorite line you’ve ever written? babe plz this one is too hard..... there's too many...... I HAVE 920K WORDS ON AO3 AND ~50K INCOMING I DONT EVEN REMEMBER THEM ALL......... uuhhhhhhhh ok ok ill try to narrow a few down. it's all gonna be recent tho bc that's what i remember most + i have rly been indulging myself stylistically as of late lmao

for just ~pretty language~ my favorites rn are

"Jimin is almost too pretty to mar with mortal hands, but Jungkook finds desecration is half the fun when his hands slip lower" (folie à trois)

"Some floodgate inside him has broken, the last bastion of resistance crumbled, and now he’s a drowning man in the dead waters" (folie à trois)

“I love you,” he whimpers into Taehyung’s kiss like a prayer. Too devout; Taehyung’s hands and lips pause. Jimin’s own lip is already trembling, caught, so he lets the confessional spill like it’s the last Sunday he’ll ever see." (the losing game ch17)

"[Taehyung] used to dream, sometimes, after Jimin was gone, that he was holding him again, that he could crack open Jimin's ribcage and crawl inside to make a home beside his heart before they burned together." (the losing game ch5)

"Sometimes—in his darkest moments, on his worst nights—Jimin dreams about Taehyung carving over each and every one of his scars. Creating clean new edges to each of them, prying fingers in the wound to be as close as possible, rewriting their memories and meanings with a jagged, almost unbearable intimacy." (the losing game ch17)

"The graves we dig ourselves are often the deepest." (the graves we dig..... now thats a real throwback huh)

there's too much i could say for dialogue but.... i'm super fond of the hurtful conversations present!vmin have in tlg (especially ch14, i reread that a lot), ignite the stars ch5 (also reread that a lot), and also i love pretty much everything that comes out of taehyung's mouth in folie à trois lol

(29) give us a spoiler for one of your stories. answered here, but since this one could be answered multiple times i'll bite......... my queue tag ("i'm glad it was queue") is a play on one of my favorite lines in all of tlg that i have been excited about getting to for yeaaaarrrssss. no one but me knows the line yet (or how hurtful its context is) bc it's in one of the final chapters hehehe but it's "i'm glad it was you" ..... :')

(48) do you reread your own stories? the answer to this used to be a strong NO!!!! but that has actually changed in the last two years! i don't rly reread anything older (my writing style has changed so much + there's things i'd change about older fics esp <2020 so it's not an enjoyable experience to me, i'd just fret over editing it) but there's some newer fics i reread bc they are So written to my own taste. i think i really improved a lot getting to write a bunch in lockdown lol + started caring less about whether ppl liked the fic and just wrote for ✨Me✨ so several of those recent fics i'm happy with and do reread sometimes like a stupid idiot narcissus

The ones i've reread the most are "sit, stay" + "sea legs" + favorite parts of "ignite the stars" and my favorite parts of "the losing game". the other scattered pwp's since 2020 have gotten reread about twice each. and i recently reread WBIO for the first time since writing it in early 2020!!! mixed feelings on that one bc i felt like i would change some parts of it if i wrote it today but that's a sign ur growing and improving i suppose

(55) do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them? oh i have so fucking many 'WIPs' it's not even funny. there's probably like ~12 completely bullet point outlined medium length / longfics in my docs down to exact dialogue i'd write, and dozens more fic attempts that have a whole plot and ending. bc as soon as i come up with an idea i already immediately know how i want it to end. which gives me way too many Plot Bunnies that are viable to be turned into fics!!!!! two years ago i made a list of every idea i thought should at least see the light of day in threadfic form if not an actual fic and it came out to 30 fics lol (and that was cutting it down to the essentials)

the thing is, very few of my WIPs are ever 'abandoned' in my mind, it's more like... i put them in my mental freezer. on hold / on ice. and some of them are closer to the front and get taken out and rotated around and worked on more often, while others are shoved to the far back of the freezer as i say "i'll make that someday" and forget it exists til the next time im reminded of it. there's only a few that i'd actually toss in the trash (aka truly abandon and never work on again).

the ones that are definitely abandoned in that i know i dont Want to write them are all on the more domestic romcom side (think like 'meaner than mean' or 'i like us like this') i know people like those but they're the hardest thing for me to write, those were the most annoyed i've ever felt while writing, i would literally groan out loud working on them, i am rly only happy writing conflict/angst or pwp lol

tbh, if i were to be realistic with myself, i'd say most of these wip's are 'abandoned' in that i probably will never get around to finishing them. but i dont want to call them abandoned because i do like the plots, and think ppl would like them, and want to share them!!! i just think they would suck / not be fun to write. Maybe Someday i will do an archival effort and work on translating as many of them as i can into threadfic form so they see the light of day in some format and are no longer abandoned to rot in my docs... bc there's no way that most of them are ever going to be written the way i wish i could do them justice :') and then i can abandon them knowing that ppl at least got to read a vague outline of what could have been

fun fact: i opened the aforementioned list of all these ideas to count and on one of them, a fic i've been poking at since 2018, i have the note "finish this or die" next to it. guess i know which one i've picked atp 🪦

#ask game

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nyanggk · 2 years

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no hate but it's not like jake has a say in what stylists tell him to wear. none of the idols do, actually. moreover, that necklace was for a performance ( if i remeber correctly ? ) if not performance then it was for an event and in that case, outfits are customized to fit the theme and thus, idols barely have a choice to pick what they wear ( like you've heard abt idols being uncomfy with their outfits right ) so even if jake knew it's gna cause issue, he couldn't do anything. plus, he tried to apologize but the managers didn't let him. so if someone's to be blamed, it's the label and not the artist.

idk abt hee one either tbh i don't usually pay attention to past scandals of any artist nor do i look into it before standing some ( cuz imagine searching enha scandals before stanning them ) but if smth like that happened so i hope he apologizes

as for the sunoo one I'm sure it's a joke but i do hope they stop it. even if they're close friends, or even with family, fat-shaming is not right since it can have adverse effect on one's mindset. besides, some people simply weigh more despite being skinny / fit bcz of bone weight so like, there's no point brining sunoo up everytime they're talking abt weight. whatever it is, hope they talk it out and do what needs to be done

besides everything, how r u today bff 😁

HELP CAELIN I THOUGHT UBWERE GOUNG TO FLAME ME WHEN I SAW THE "no hate but..." ON MY NOTIFS

but bae🥺🥺 thank u for coming to my rescue (?) cause like I completely relate to the stuff you said in a way that that was my thought process as well. in the end I do hope they work out. I don't want enhypen to fall apart, especially in such a tragic way like a member leaving bcs of bullying or just insecurity. it hurts that it's happening to a group that I'm so attached to, thats why when an incident like this happened again, im determined to speak put abt it (expecially now that i hve a platform where I can express my opinions in)

but fuck that, n e ways, BESTIEEE I've been good I'm running on 2 hrs of sleep rn and 4 shots of coffee or expresso whatever u call it HOW ABT YOU?!?!?

#caelin☘#@: shoyotime #mirais asks⚜#[besties!] (*≧з≦)#mini heart attack there at the beginning #KEODMWKSOW

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Part 1

>~(Emily’s perspective)~<

‘Hey you’ I typed.

‘Hi Emily. How was your trip to see your sisters?’ He replied

‘It was great! Definitely worth it seeing their surprised faces!’

‘Thats great!’ He replied.

‘Yup ☺️ I’ll have to come see you soon so I can tell you all about it!’

‘Well Matt is here for a week, he’s gonna help me with my car. We’ll be in the shop most of the time but you can come up any night you want! Of course we’ll smoke 😉’

‘Ok 🙃’ I replied.

‘😁’

>~(Sam’s perspective)~<

“Who was that?” Matt asked.

“Remember Emily?” I replied

“Emily? She still talks to you??”

“Yeah, she’s turned into a great friend! She checks up on me and will literally do anything if I asked her.”

“Well yeah cuz she wants your dick, man!” Matt laughed

I shook my head and smiled, “We haven’t done anything in quite a while actually, we just hang out when she comes over now.”

“Uh huh suuuuure” Matt winked a couple times sarcastically.

“Not saying I haven’t wanted to! I’ve even dropped some hints, but she hasn’t taken the bait.” I replied disappointedly.

“Don’t drop hints! The fuck?? Women control the games, not play them! If you really wanna bang her then just tell her! Or you start making moves! Not dropping hints, what are ya, a high school queen?”

I looked at Matt puzzled for a moment, this idiot has been my best friend for years and years and his dumbass still amazes me sometimes! “How many times have u told a girl you wanted to fuck her and it actually worked?”

Matt crossed his arms, “That’s... that’s beside the point, Sam.”

I laughed heartily, “My point exactly!”

“Well you’ve already banged Emily though, so it should be easy! You literally just said she would do anything you asked!”

I look over to Matt, he’s got a stupid smug smile on his face.

“W-what..?” I stuttered.

Matt’s grin widened and he wiggled his eyebrows up and down.

I shake my head and roll my eyes.

“Awe come on man! We haven’t shared a girl in forever!” Matt begged.

I thought for a moment, then crossed my arms, and asked, “And how do you suppose we bring this up to her?”

Matt shrugged, “Text her and ask?”

I started to let out a sharp crack of a chuckle, but I was interrupted by my phone dinging again. I looked down at it and then looked up to Matt, eyes widened. He furrowed his brow at me in puzzle.

“It’s.. Emily, she said she’s gonna come up tonight..” I finally said.

Matt let out a loud “Hah!”

I stared at the screen pondering Matt’s proposal. A memory of Emily suggesting my old employee Ryan joining us that one time popped into my head. Would she really go for this? Maybe it was worth a try? Matt and I used to share girls from time to time and it was always fun. ‘Fuck it’ I thought and began typing.

‘Sounds great! Hey I got a quick question for you..’ I said.

“Did u just text her back??” Matt asked straining to see my phone screen.

“Yeah, I told her I had a question for her..” I replied.

>~(Emily’s perspective)~<

‘Sounds great! Hey I got a quick question for you..’ the text read.

I thought it was strange but decided to see what his question was.

‘What’s up?’ I replied.

I watched and waited for his reply. Finally the typing bubbles popped up. God I love iPhones.

‘I’m not sure how to ask this without sounding creepy, but what is your take on threesomes?’

I laughed out loud after reading this and then thought for a moment... did he mean me, him, and Matt?? Matt wasn’t a bad looking guy, bet he was good size, hell why not?

‘I’ve been in a few, why?’ I asked.

Typing bubbles..

‘Would you do it again?’ He replied.

I smiled, ‘Are you trying to ask me to fuck u and Matt?’ There. Blunt and to the point.

It took him a few minutes to reply, ‘Maybe.. yes.. it was Matt’s idea!’

I laughed out loud again, ‘Well I guess I should shave then!’ Again, blunt.

‘😳’ was all he sent back.

>~(Sam’s perspective)~<

“Dude..” I said looking at Matt, who was sitting on the couch now, “she said yes..”

Matts eyebrows shot up, “Really??”

I nodded, “Holy shit.” My heart raced.

“Holy Shit!” Matt echoed in a loud excited voice. “Fuck yeah!”

We both laughed.

>~(Emily’s perspective)~<

After shaving for an hour, I put on my black lace crotch-less thong, black lace bralette, black lace garter belt with the stocking straps, black mesh thigh high stockings, a baggy T-shirt, baggy pajama pants, and slipped on my moccasins. I went back into the bathroom and put on some makeup: a dark smokey eye. I sprayed my hair to dampen it, curled it into two low buns, and secured them with black satin ribbons.

I gathered my stuff and headed out the door.

‘Leaving my house now’ I text to Sam, feeling my nerves set in already.

‘Great! Are you hungry? We were thinking about making some burgers’ he replied.

‘Burgers sound wonderful! Need me to pick anything up on my way?’

‘Maybe a 12 pack of coke?’

‘Will do, see you soon 😜’

>~(Sam’s perspective)~<

“She’s on her way, she’s gonna stop and grab some coke for us.” I called to Matt, who was in the bathroom.

“Damn, she’s really doing this? Er... us?” He chuckled as he walked back from the bathroom.

“I’m nervous, man..” I said setting down my phone.

“Why? You’ve banged her before..” Matt asked as he sat down on the stool across the counter from me.

“Well yeah, but with her it’s different..” the words escaped my mouth before I could think them over.

“What do you mean different?” He asked genuinely.

“When I got together with Lisa I had to stop talking to Emily. One, because Lisa was a psycho, and two, because I had very strong feelings for Emily that I didn’t want to get hung up on. And I.. I don’t think the feelings ever went away, man...” I looked away from Matt.

He reached up, placed a hand on my shoulder, and smiled at me. “Well then, prove your feelings to her and let’s give her the best fucking she’s ever had!” He laughed heartily.

I chuckled and shook my head, “You’re an idiot.”

>~(Emily’s perspective)~<

As I walked up to the gas station counter with a single 12 pack of Coke, the cashier, an older German lady, looked me up and down with a raised eyebrow.

“Such pretty makeup but not so much pretty outfit.” she said roughly and in broken English.

I smiled, “I got home from work and changed, noticed I needed soda so here I am!” I explained with a sarcastic smile whilst I paid and then quickly got out of there.

About 10 minutes later I pulled up to Sam’s apartment and parked. ‘Here we go’ I thought as I walked up to the door.

>~(Sam’s perspective)~<

We all sat around the table chatting and laughing as we finished our meals. I couldn’t help but look at Emily’s outfit and wonder why she would agree to a threesome but then show up in pajamas? Maybe she had sexy stuff on underneath? Yeah, that must be it.

“So, Emily, I uh...” Matt started but then lost it.

“Are you still up for...?” He tried again. I think he’s asking her when we’re gonna fuck but he can’t get the words out. I quietly chuckle to myself and shake my head.

“Fucking you two?” Emily said blatantly with a sly grin on her face. “I mean,” she stood and pulled her chair out just a bit more before starting to remove clothes. “I didn’t get this dolled up for myself, honey.” She removed her shirt to reveal a black lace bra that went halfway down her torso; and then her pajama pants to reveal a black lace thong and garter belt, and black stockings that had fallen just below her knees.

I adjusted in my seat, as did Matt, to face Emily more. She lifted one leg and gently placed her foot on the seat of the chair. Her cute little toes wiggled as she ever so gently she grasped her black stocking and pulled it back up and attached the garter belt to both the front and back of the stocking. Snapping the straps as she finished each one. She did the same with the other leg, just as slowly and seductively, and I, and Matt I’m sure as well, was immediately turned on!

She looked at me and grinned slyly before walking towards me. I scooted my chair out to face her as she slung one leg over my lap to straddle me. She kissed me hard whilst running her hands up under my shirt and looking over to Matt.

“So you want to join, huh?” She began and gently bit onto my bottom lip and letting go, “Well it’s been a while since I had any fun with this one, even though he’s been dropping suttle hints every time I see him.” She said and looked back at me with the most seductive, lust filled eyes I had ever seen.

“So you did notice??” I asked, honestly surprised.

She nodded with a sly smile, “So now that I’ve agreed, you want to add your friend in, do ya?” She stood and moved over to Matt slowly, who had just been staring open-mouthed this whole time.

She straddled him as well, her feet leaving the floor as she sat on his thighs. She kissed him hard like she had me and then opened her eyes to make eye contact with mine. Maintaining eye contact with me she took his hands and placed them on her hips while he kissed down her neck to her breasts as she rolled her hips on him. She gasped ever so slightly and made her cute fuck-me face.

“Jesus” I said quietly, turning to face them and stood up.

She grinned wildly at me before locking lips with Matt. I removed my shirt and walked over to her and grabbed onto the bottom hem of her bra. Matt held onto her rolling hips as she put her arms in the air so I could release her beautiful breasts. They bounced down and Matt immediately took one into his mouth, sucking and nibbling on her nipple. I grabbed the other tit and squeezed it the way she liked. She moaned as she leaned back into me, while Matt began kissing her all over.

She reached behind her and found my pajama pants tie and swiftly pulled it undone. I wasn’t wearing underwear so when she pulled them down my cock was immediately ready for her. Matt held onto her waist as she leaned backwards enough to take my cock into her little mouth, and letting Matt have access to her clean shaven little pink pussy.

>~(Emily’s perspective)~<

Sam’s cock in my mouth felt so amazing, it had been too long since we fooled around I had almost forgotten how big he was! I managed to put my feet on the back of Matt’s chair, allowing him better access to bury his face in my throbbing pussy.

Sam held onto my torso while he thrust is cock in and out of my throat, and Matt held onto my hips while he smothered his face in my hot pussy juices licking and sucking on my clit. I was suspended in the air between two men and I was in pure ecstasy!!

Matt pulled me closer to him, releasing my throat from Sam’s cock, and set me down in his lap.

“Stand up, baby.” He demanded. To which I obliged, anticipating what he had in mind for next.

Sam came up behind me, wrapped his arms around and grabbed both my tits, squeezing and finding my nipples. I reached around and found his cock again, still wet from my mouth, and stroked him while Matt got his pants off and released a cock as big as Sam’s! My pussy throbbed at the thought of being filled with both big, hard cocks!

Matt sat back down and I immediately bent straight forward to take his cock into my mouth. Sam’s hands traveled down to my hips then to my ass where he planted a nice SMACK! I widened my stance to allow Sam to thrust his cock into my pussy, of which he happily obliged. Matt’s cock now in my throat, making me gag and choke, and Sam’s cock deep into my swollen pussy, I came almost instantly!

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