#ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[marshymallo]

what the fuck is the boop o meter-

#boop o meter #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[girlsculturetechnology]

YUMING’S PERSONAL PROFILE

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╰┈➤ ❝ BASIC INFO

BIRTH NAME. Liu Mei Ying (TC: 劉梅瑩, SC: 刘梅莹)

KOREAN NAME. Yoo Mi-young (유미영)

ENGLISH NAME. Victoria Liu

NICKNAMES. Meimei

DATE OF BIRTH. November 12, 1996

PLACE OF BIRTH. Wuhan, Hubei, People’s Republic of China

HOMETOWN. Wuhan, Hubei, People’s Republic of China

SEX AND GENDER. female woman

PRONOUNS. she/her

ETHNICITY. Chinese

NATIONALITY. Chinese

CITIZENSHIP. Chinese

FAMILY. Liu Tingguang (father), Ma Huan (mother)

LANGUAGES. Standard Chinese (native), Korean (fluent), English and Japanese (conversational), French (basic)

ZODIAC SIGN. Scorpio

CHINESE ZODIAC SIGN. Rat (鼠)

BLOOD TYPE. AB

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╰┈➤ ❝ PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION

EYE COLOR. brown

HAIR COLOR. black

HEIGHT. 165cm (5’5”)

WEIGHT. 45kg (99lbs)

BODY BUILD. hourglass body figure; small chest, defined muscles, good posture

SKIN TONE. light medium, warm undertone

SKIN TYPE. oily

FACE SHAPE. heart/oval; v-shaped jawline

EYE SHAPE. cat eyes

NOSE SHAPE. high nose bridge, round nose tip, small nose wings

LIP SHAPE. big, full lips, upturned mouth corners

OTHER NOTICEABLE FEATURES. high brow arch, straight eyebrows

PROCEDURES. skin whitening, double eyelid surgery, rhinoplasty, lip fillers, botox

DOMINANT HAND. left

BODY MODIFICATIONS. piercings (left ear - 1, right ear - 1)

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╰┈➤ ❝ PERSONALITY & INTERESTS

MBTI TYPE. ESTJ

PERSONALITY TRAITS. ambitious, clean, confident, curious, dedicated, hardworking, helpful, honest, intelligent, judgemental, loyal, multitasker, objective, observant, organized, outgoing, patient, perfectionist, persevering, polite, rational, realistic, reliable, sassy, self-assured, straightforward, stubborn, trustworthy

STRENGTHS. knows what she wants; doesn’t give up easily; has a clear direction for herself, both privately and professionally; thinks before she speaks; good at organizing; has good manners, strong work ethic, and good memory

WEAKNESSES. emotionally closed off; gets stressed easily and over things she has no control of; it’s difficult for her to accept opinions and points of view different from her own

FLAWS. always wants to keep people in line, gets stressed easily, can be controlling

FEARS. abandonment, betrayal, failure, getting sick

LIKES. art, cherries, cleaning, comedy movies, dark chocolate, luxury, parties, photo albums, restaurants, science-fiction movies, spicy food, sticky notes, strawberries, to-do lists, wine

DISLIKES. chaos, energy drinks, laziness, procrastination, selfishness, sleeping in, wasting time, wearing glasses

FAVORITES. color: black & white; drink: white wine; movie: The Devil Wears Prada; music genre: r&b; number: 100; season: summer; sound: computer keyboard; video game: Tetris; weather: sunny

SKILLS. cooking, dancing, driving, instruments (flute, guitar, piano, ukulele), makeup, managing, organizing, planning, singing

HOBBIES. learning languages, makeup, pilates, singing

LIFE MOTTO. "Never give up.”

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╰┈➤ ❝ BACKSTORY

Meiying was born on November 12, 1996, in Wuhan, China, to her mother Ma Huan and father Liu Tingguang.

She is an only child from a middle-class family. Her father is a surgeon and her mother is a teacher.

Meiying has always been one of the best students throughout the whole education. Although her dream was to be a singer and she attended singing lessons from a very young age, she planned to become a doctor.

In February 2014, she participated in SM Global Audition in Changsha. At first, she got rejected, so she followed her plan and after graduating high school she got into Wuhan University for the School of Stomatology. However, a couple of months later, in August, SM reached out to her and she dropped the university to join the company as a trainee.

On November 12, 2015, she was introduced as a member of SM Rookies, a pre-debut team of trainees under SM Entertainment.

On April 10, 2016, she made a special participation in NCT U's second digital single, "Without You (Chinese ver.)".

On December 31, 2018, SM Entertainment announced the debut of NCT's Chinese subunit WayV which Meiying, now with the stage name "Yuming", would be a part of.

She officially debuted with WayV on January 17, 2019, with the group's first digital EP "The Vision".

She later debuted in NCT on October 12, 2020, with the group's second full album "NCT RESONANCE Pt.1".

On December 27, 2021, SM Entertainment announced the debut of a female project group Girls On Top and its first unit GOT the beat which Yuming would be a part of.

On January 3, 2022, she officially debuted as a member of GOT the beat with the group’s first digital single "Step Back".

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╰┈➤ ❝ TRIVIA / FACTS

Meiying has three family dogs.

She often has headaches.

Meiying has hypochondria (illness anxiety disorder), although she says it’s healed now.

She has a drivers license in both China and Korea.

She has five alarms in the morning. She says she usually wakes up after the second one rings.

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[rosemarypasta]

monday afternoons ♡ 7

➤  pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤  chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤  summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 2090

♡ masterpost ♡

-ˏˋ chapter seven ˊˎ-

MONDAY

5:50 PM

“Shall we head home then?” Oikawa smiled. You grinned as a reply. He expectedly extended his hand towards you and you gladly took it.

Three months have passed and a lot has happened though nothing out of the ordinary occured. You got drowned by high school assignments and responsibilities, the Karasuno boys trained harder than ever to reach nationals, you joined them for a weekend-long training camp in Tokyo, and most importantly, you have been hanging out with the Seijoh captain on an almost weekly basis now.

You wished to hang out with him every Monday but to not blow your cover, you forced yourself to attend some Monday practices, hoping the team wouldn’t catch on to your pattern and find out what you’ve been doing all this time. Though, you tried to not worry as much, remembering how nearly half of the team are simple minded and would probably never catch on. Besides, you had a variety of excuses to use so you’ve never ditched practice without a convincing reason.

“Man, that plot twist was unreal!” Oikawa reminisced about the movie the two of you just saw as you walked back home, hands still connected. Your eyes wandered to your intertwined hands. You remembered the first time you held hands with him. It was after one of your dates a month ago and when he extended his hand for the first time you didn’t know what he was doing so you started a second too long before he burst out laughing, telling you to take his hand on the way home. You can’t help but feel your cheeks heat up when recalling that embarrassing moment but you couldn’t help it. He was the first guy you’ve done this to anyway so it was an inevitable and natural reaction.

You looked up to his bright and smiling face. Though everything seems to go smoothly, you can’t help but tend to the problem you had in mind in the back of your head. It has been over three months since he asked you to the first date but little to no romantic progress has been made. You were confident that Oikawa didn’t dislike you, afterall, he’s the one that keeps on making plans with you and the two of you surprisingly had good chemistry with each other so how has three months passed without a confession? The only thing that has changed was the fact that you two now hold hands occasionally but it wasn’t enough.

Though at times you question your own romantic standards. Perhaps you’ve watched too many romance films that it started to give you a false sense of relationships. Besides, Oikawa is the experienced one of the two so you figured the pace the two of you were going was realistic. You weren’t the protagonist of a romance novel anyway.

Maybe slow is good. Maybe in real life standards, this isn’t even that slow.

5:55 PM

“Tsukishima!” Sugawara called, tossing the ball right in front of the net.

Tsukishima complied happily. He ran up to the net, jumped with all his might and with a sharp flick of his arm, he slammed his palm hard against the ball, spiking it down to the opponent’s side of the court.

“Tsukki! Nice kill!” Yamaguchi’s voice rang from the sidelines as the tall blonde descended from the air after spiking a ball through Hinata and Kageyama’s double block. Coach Ukai’s whistle went out, announcing the victory of Tsukishima, Sugawara, and Asahi in one of their many three on three matches of the day.

Tsukishima watched his stinging red hand. It hurted but it oddly felt satisfying. He was oddly active in practice that day and he knew he wasn’t the only one who noticed his change of behaviour but no one made snarky comments so he didn’t mind. He oddly craved doing spikes more than usual as he figured hitting something or anything hard enough will ease his pent up anger. Tsukishima pretends he doesn’t know why he was feeling tense but deep down, he knew what he was feeling. He just thought voicing his actual concern would be pathetic.

Tsukishima brought the collar of his T-shirt up to his nose and wiped the sweat off his nose. His eyes wander to the barren bench beside the score board, only occupied by the raven haired manager. He clicks his tongue at the sight.

“Tsukki? What’s up?” Yamaguchi trailed his scowling best friend, his hands full with volleyballs. “Huh? What’s going on? Tsukishima’s mad?” The mini sized middle blocker shadowed the taller green haired one, a folded net in his hands. Tsukishima debated whether voicing his concern to his simpleton teammates would even benefit him in the slightest.

“He’s mad? What’s new?” The dark haired setter mumbled behind Hinata, which ticked Tsukishima off even more than before. “Well don’t you think it’s kind of suspicious how miss manager is always gone on Mondays?” His tone was sharp with no doubt in his voice but to his disappointment, his three fellow first years had a blank expression on their faces.

“You mean Y/N?” Kageyama replied to his bitter dialogue with an eyebrow raised. Tsukkishima opened his mouth to talk further but the raw stinging of his hand reminded how energy deprived he was now and figured it was impossible to get these kinds of things past their thick skulls so resolved to closing his mouth back again.

“Y/N-san is visiting the dentist today right? Daichi-san mentioned it earlier, Tsukki.” Yamaguchi cheerfully patted the taller boy on the shoulder, thinking he was informing his dear friend. The blond stared at his innocent and oblivious friend. Out of the three, he figured Yamaguchi would at least be the one to meet him halfway on his accusation but he watched as his childhood friend skipped off to the storage room to put the balls away for the day.

Tsukkishima was disappointed, but certainly not surprised.

6:02 PM

“Yeah so Iwa-chan hit me on the head a bit too hard and we had to cancel practice that afternoon cause they all had to rush their precious captain to the school infirmary!” He chuckled, to which you burst out laughing. “Ah, what a shame, we’re almost home. I was about to tell you what I made Iwa-chan do to make it up to me after all that ruckus.” Oikawa sighed as the neighbourhood park began to loom closer.

“Don’t worry, you can tell me next week.” You hummed, swinging your connected hands. “Sure.” Oikawa smiled.

It was the perfect way to end a date. The chain of giggles, the warm sunset, the cold afternoon breeze, and an unexpected visit from your volleyball teammate.

Wait.

An unexpected visit from your volleyball teammate?

Your eyes widened at the sight of the familiar towering blond boy, leaning against one of many vending machines available throughout the neighbourhood. Right as you noticed him, his eyes which were previously fixated on his phone, raised up and met yours as if he was waiting for you to arrive.

“So, how many cavities did the dentist say you have?” He spoke through gritted teeth with a rare smile on his face.

TUE 5:34 PM

The day after you got busted by Tsukishima, he has been trying to corner you all day long.

Morning practices, in between classes, lunch break, and after school practice. It was easy to avoid him during morning practices since you were around the guys and you never left Shimizu’s side and during school hours you stuck with Yachi. But now that practice is coming to an end and everyone is dispersed all around the gym cleaning up, you crossed your fingers that you didn’t get dragged out by Tsukishima.

You tried your best to clean up as fast as you could, even going out of your way to help Kageyama out with his tasks so the two of you could zoom out of practice immediately. You rushed in the storage room after finally mopping the floor clean from the sweat the boys accumulated. You were about to store the mop in your hands and drag Kageyama out of the gym but a tall looming figure appeared behind you.

“We finally get the chance to talk, hm? Y/N-san?” Tsukishima said in a low voice through gritted teeth, evidently pissed off from being avoided the whole day.

“I-Is there something wrong, Tsukishima?” You managed to breathe out, still clenching to the mop, not realizing that your knuckles had turned white. A mixture of guilt, anger and shame bubbled up. You didn’t know what to do and what to say. All you felt like doing was to cry but what for? It’s certainly not anyone’s fault but yours for lying to your team. Tears began to well up but you blinked them down. You couldn’t blame Tsukishima for being upset, you deserved a yelling or two and you knew how bad it looked from an outsider’s point of view how the scene of a towering boy cornering a seemingly crying girl. You bit your lip hard, trying to suppress the hot tears accumulating from your frustration and disappointment at yourself.

But as if the whole world was playing a prank on you, the expected happened.

“Tsukishima what the hell?” The raven haired setter barked. Tsukishima looked back with the same half-lidded look on his face, his hands still in his jacket pockets. “What?” His monotone voice spoke. He opened his mouth to speak more but instead got slammed against the wall, his shirt balled into Kageyama’s fist. The sudden action knocked the shelf beside them and made certain equipment come crashing to the ground.The chaos brought the attention of the whole team, Daichi, Hinata and Tanaka rushed into the room head first.

“Kagey-” You attempted to say.

“What the hell is up with you? Don’t think I didn’t notice you eyeing Y/N all day? I can get why you despise me but what the hell did Y/N ever do to you?” He spat, his face was just inches away from the tall middle blocker.

Tsukishima’s lips pressed into a smirk, unfazed by his teammate’s outburst. “Man, King-sama, first it was slamming Hinata to the ground and now me to the wall? I knew your words were harsh but I didn’t know your actions wouldn’t be a one time thing.” He spoke, his eyes locked on the setter. “You always complain about me not giving my all in practice but what about miss Y/N here hm? A king should always practice equality on his subjects.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I knew you were lacking some screws up there but I never knew you would be this dense.” His lips now pressed into a forced smile. He laid his hand on Kageyama’s fist and yanked it hard, forcing him to release his now wrinkled shirt. “Well, here’s a hint to get your idiotic brain a jumpstart, haven’t you ever wondered why Y/N keeps on skipping Monday practices?”

“Monday as in yesterday? Y/N had a dentist appointment right?” Hinata’s bright voice out of nowhere spoke, making the two boys’ heads turn to the overcrowded storage room entrance.

“If you count playing hooky with Oikawa-san as a visit to the dentist, then yes, sure.” Tsukishima replied through his gritted teeth, trying his best to not insult the oblivious middle blocker even more.

“Oikawa? As in Oikawa from Seijoh? How’d you know?” Nishinoya chimed in, sticking his head into the room in curiosity with his eyebrows furrowed. Everyone’s eyes turned to you. “I happen to be walking through Y/N’s neighbourhood yesterday and bumped into them all giddy and holding hands.” Everyone’s eyes turned to you. You didn’t know what to say. All you could do was admit it at this point but none of the words were coming out.

“Is that true, Y/N?” Daichi’s calm demeanor made your guilt settle deeper into your chest. You nodded slowly. You couldn’t bring yourself to make eye contact with any of them. You feel like you have disappointed them.

“Why Oikawa? That no good pretty boy probably got other gir-”

“Tanaka!” Daichi barked.

“What if he’s just dating Y/N to get back at Kageyama?”

Hinata’s innocence blurted the thoughts that everyone feared to be true. The momentary chaos in the dark storage room came to a stop and as this realisation hit you, hot tears started to run down your cheeks.

next:  -ˏˋ chapter eight ˊˎ-

previous:  -ˏˋ chapter six ˊˎ-

#oikawatoru_mondayafternoons #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #oikawa x reader #oikawa toru x reader #oikawa toru #oikawa tooru #tooru oikawa #kageyama tobio #kageyama #tsukishima kei #oikawa #ysukishima #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!! x reader #hq #oikawa toru ff #fan fiction #haikyuu fan fiction #haikyuu!! imagines #haikyuu imagines

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"Good investment", "Worth it" - Lots of West Ham fans react to FA decision

West Ham fans have taken to Twitter to share their views after the club was hit with a whopping £100,000 fine following crowd disturbances during last season’s 3-0 defeat at home to Burnley, as reported in detail by BBC Sport.

The Hammers have received the fine after a number of supporters invaded the pitch in protest at the club’s owners, with one fan even approaching captain Mark Noble only to end up thrown onto the grass.

Another ran into the centre of the pitch with the corner flag held aloft, whilst some children even had to be let onto the Clarets’ substitutes bench in order to avoid the escalating chaos inside the London Stadium.

Who should replace Marko Arnautovic if he leaves West Ham? FFC’s James Jones has the answer! Check out the video below to find out…

After the final whistle, a herd of supporters approached the directors’ box to voice their displeasure, which forced co-owners David Sullivan and David Gold to be escorted from the area for their own safety.

The club issued lifetime bans to a number of supporters, and Hammers vice-chairman Karren Brady called it “one of the most painful days” in the club’s history.

Whilst it was in fact a very dark day, some fans are happy that it took place as they feel it made the board aware of the faults they were making in running the club, citing the arrival of Felipe Anderson and the appointment of Manuel Pellegrini as signs of the club recognising the need for change.

Here’s a look at how West Ham fans reacted to the news on Twitter…

Good investment, made us sign Felipe Anderson and recruit Pellegrini.

— ˗ˏˋ JΔMES ˊˎ˗ (@JameswhufcJones) January 22, 2019

Take it out of Andy Carroll’s wages

— mark hendy ⚒ (@mhendy1971) January 22, 2019

Worth it. Did this and got investment and a proper manager!

— Mike (@MVScates13) January 22, 2019

Was worth it, board listened and started spending

— Dawkins (@Si_23Q) January 22, 2019

how slow are the FA

— george jones (@georgejones__) January 22, 2019

What I don’t understand is that pitch invasions have happened quite often in various grounds in the past. Why do they never get any attention or those clubs get fined? Then when it’s west ham and literally three people come onto the pitch, we get investigated and fined!

— Will Bellew ⚒️ (@W_Bellew) January 22, 2019

Why did it take 10 months? And to the fans saying it was the protest that made the board spend money- do you really think they would have been able to appoint Pellegrini without spending transfer money?

— mark speller (@supersonic_mark) January 22, 2019

The best 100k ever spent

— Jack Cooper (@jackcwhu99) January 22, 2019

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[marshymallo]

bridgerton season 3 is for the girlies who’ve never gotten love or attention

bridgerton season 3 is for the girlies who’ve been insecure that no one would love them due to their weight

bridgerton season 3 is for the girlies who’ve been treated as a joke like penelope

bridgerton season 3 is for me to have some self-healing and if that doesn’t work then nothing will

#bridgerton season three is also for my lovely natti #but i keep seeing interviews of the actors and just going ‘this is it. this is MY season. MINE’ #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #🍿: bridgerton

[marshymallo]

someone explain to me the appeal of outer banks pls

like it's popular and the actors are attractive ig but... what's the plot of it all?? what makes the show WORTH watching??

because i keep seeing people talk about the characters but... what about the show's story you guys?? other than teenage drama or smthn like that

help me understand the hype, PLEASE

#i didn't get into stranger things at first because all people talked about was girl with super powers who liked eggos #IF I KNEW IT WAS SCI-FI HORROR WITH COOL CHARACTERS I WOULD'VE GOTTEN INTO IT SO MUCH SOONER #so like someone help me understand what's good about outer banks- #outer banks #rafe cameron #jj maybank #obx #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[marshymallo]

"maybe i'm just picky" "maybe i'm too mean about some things" "maybe i need to be more open minded"

NO. being open minded is great but you are allowed to have PREFERENCES!!!!! that's not being picky, it's called having standards and preferences and knowing what you want.

that's good and that's perfectly normal.

#who is this directed at? me. it's directed at myself #i am such an overworking people pleaser #this post is for me but if it's somewhat directed at you too thats great #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

I HAVE COME TO A SHOCKING AND SLIGHTLY EMBARRASSING REALIZATION

okay so like, first day of classes i walk into my ethics class and when the professor walks in i'm like "okay he's pretty nerdy. kinda what i expect a young philosophy professor to be like"

and today, in class, i came to the slow realization when looking at his outfit that he REMINDS ME OF LASKO MOORE WHICH IS WHY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH LIKE-

the fit today just SCREAMED lasko and as he continued with his little rambles i just couldn't stop thinking "yes. this is the real life, human personification of Lasko Moore"

and i am SO UNWELL BC I CAN NEVER LOOK AT LASKO OR MY PROFESSOR THE SAME AGAIN

because i absolutely love and adore lasko in a romantic sense (obviously) but when i think about how my professor reminds me of him- 🫢🫣

#ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #🏫: college life! #redacted lasko #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted lasko moore #SOMEBODY SSAVE MEEEEEEEEEE #literally just lasko but remove the stuttering (a shame but we go on)

[marshymallo]

no one told me writing fanfiction could be so... fun? so entertaining? so much better than doing whatever english assignments i've had to do in the past?

writing this talking in your sleep fic is so fun and i'm not even done with it yet-

#fanfiction #fanfic #fanfic writing #mike schmidt x reader #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[marshymallo]

okay so i typed up the first draft of the talking in your sleep fic, but i haven't had time to go through it until just now and my friends that i asked to proofread it haven't had the time for that either

so, like, it'll be posted SOON but...maybe not this weekend? i have so much college work to do before AND SOME DURING my thanksgiving break

so i'm working on it and it's getting there, but it probably won't be finished and posted this weekend

#i have an exam i need to do this weekend along with studying for my other exams and other homework #because a “break” in college is never really a break #🏫: college life! #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #mike schmidt x reader #❤️: mike schmidt

[marshymallo]

fun quotes from the matthew mercer lecture at my college!!! (some slightly sexual jokes below)

“never let sucking turn you off”

“have any of us started a business before? no? what… are we doing”

“it kind of started as a dare…”

“like ‘okay… what’s happening?—’”

“lubrication!!”

“earths got some weird shit, man”

“all eyes on YOU”

#ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #🏫: college life! #matthew mercer #matt mercer #critical role #dungeons and dragons #I GOT TO MEET MATT MERCER YALL #I GOT TO TELL HIM HOW I RECENTLY FOUND DUNGEONS AND DRAGONS THINGS THROUGH HIM SOMEWHAT #AND HOW HES MADE ME FEEL OPEN TO BEING NERDY AND MYSELF #·˚ ◌༘͙[ 18+ ] ! ˊ

[marshymallo]

GUYS MY LOVE FOR ARES FROM THE PERCY JACKSON SHOW IS GETTING TOO MUCH

i’m tired and was reading a random post and one of the first words was “are” and i read “ares”

so i was like “ares post?? good post!!” then continued reading and was confused why it didn’t make sense 😭

#someone help… pls #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #ares pjo

[marshymallo]

shout out to @natti-ice to letting me re-use her mitski blog theme ‼️‼️

live laugh love laufey & mitski 💚💚

#mitski #laufey #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #blog theme change!! #lego monkie kid will probably return after season 5 drops and i binge it with friends

[marshymallo]

dear god, someone help me

#i may or may not already love jax from the amazing digital circus #and i’m only 8 minutes in #🍿: the amazing digital circus #i am NOT okay #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[marshymallo]

i have no confidence and am fully aware of that

i am also fully aware that in order to get to know new people, i have to talk to new people

however, i fear being perceived as 'weird' and don't know how to carry a casual / 'normal' conversation with someone

therefore, the only illogical solution is to never talk to new people because i fear they will not enjoy my personality like people who do know me unless i'm being introduced to a new person through someone i already know and like

#i very much am the problem in the sense that people are reaching out to me and im like 'they'll not like me' #or 'idk how to respond to what they said' so i just dont- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[marshymallo]

i’m gonna cry

i just spent thirty minutes looking for a fanfic only to find out the author deactivated and it no longer exists because it was only posted in tumblr

LIKE WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME ALL THE TIME

FUUUUUUUUUU

#ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #fanfiction #fanfic #x reader