#⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

i’ve yet to see any mike schmidt x reader fics based off the banger song in the movie: talking in your sleep

it would be such a cute idea, i think, if babysitter!reader was just mumbling in her sleep about her crush on mike when he gets back from his shift

#….if i don’t find this fic soon ill be forced to make it myself #wouldn’t that be so funny. the first fanfic i write being for the fnaf movie- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #🍿: five nights at freddy’s #mike schmidt x reader #❤️: mike schmidt

[marshymallo]

oh how i miss the season 3 scoops ahoy steve harrington era where everyone portrayed him as a total pathetic loser

#❤️: steve harrington #steve harrington x reader #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

hear me out:

steve harrington song fic but it’s this

i can’t elaborate any further, but i KNOW someone can understand me, right???

(also if this is already a thing someone tag me or lemme know so i can read it—)

#⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #❤️: steve harrington #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington blurb #steve harrington drabble #steve harrington imagine #Spotify

[marshymallo]

"maybe i'm just picky" "maybe i'm too mean about some things" "maybe i need to be more open minded"

NO. being open minded is great but you are allowed to have PREFERENCES!!!!! that's not being picky, it's called having standards and preferences and knowing what you want.

that's good and that's perfectly normal.

#who is this directed at? me. it's directed at myself #i am such an overworking people pleaser #this post is for me but if it's somewhat directed at you too thats great #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

you’re gonna look at this guy and tell me not to simp? not to fall in love? not to crave his love?

#down BAD #❤️: macaque #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

maybe i’ve picked up neurodivergent texting and talking styles bc literally every friend i have is somewhat neurodivergent but…

“normal” ppl can be such dry and plain testers sometimes it feels like

is that just me?? like idk just the me asking a silly lil question and them responding “fine by me” and like “whenever u want”…

do i just not know how to read ppl (through texts) if they aren’t neurodivergent anymore?? 😭

#neurodivergent #neurodiversity #neurotypical #like i’m neurotypical but… i surround myself with neurodivergents and in that sorta environment- #does this make sense??? #or am i just… reading too far into tones #do normal ppl not read into tones a whole lot through text?? #idk ;-; #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

is hot girl summer being sick out of your mind and also depressed because you rarely get out of the house?

because if so, i am definitely having a hot girl summer—

#hot girl summer (but not really) #i’m having stomach issues (unrelated to lactose so far) that won’t go away :’) #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

it’s so true- i’m so terribly socially awkward-

my wife just brings out the devil in me

and that devil likes to go AWOOGA at my wife

#⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #scheduled

[marshymallo]

idk y'all, the movie and show media consumption just ain't hittin anymore-

i feel like i haven't sat down, watched something, and appreciated the new media i've been presented with in a while

#the fnaf movie and the percy jackson series don't count bc those are new medias based on old medias #gimme something NEW and EXCITING that i can enjoy #not just more seasons of my favorite things or stuff i'm already consuming #something NEW!! #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

somewhat second watch through of stranger things season four and…

i see the very gay undertones of robin with nancy and eddie with steve

#🍿: stranger things #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

listening to silly little love songs while i do my notes and coursework even though i'm not in love with anyone, just enjoying soft vibes

#⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #hopeless romantic ੈ♡˳ #🏫: college life!

[marshymallo]

i’m so in love with red son it hurts-

#RED SON IN A TANK TOP??? YES PLEASE- #❤️: red son #🍿: lego monkie kid #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

i have no confidence and am fully aware of that

i am also fully aware that in order to get to know new people, i have to talk to new people

however, i fear being perceived as 'weird' and don't know how to carry a casual / 'normal' conversation with someone

therefore, the only illogical solution is to never talk to new people because i fear they will not enjoy my personality like people who do know me unless i'm being introduced to a new person through someone i already know and like

#i very much am the problem in the sense that people are reaching out to me and im like 'they'll not like me' #or 'idk how to respond to what they said' so i just dont- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ-

[marshymallo]

i’m gonna cry

i just spent thirty minutes looking for a fanfic only to find out the author deactivated and it no longer exists because it was only posted in tumblr

LIKE WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME ALL THE TIME

FUUUUUUUUUU

#ೄྀ࿐ chaos’ corner ˊˎ- #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ #fanfiction #fanfic #x reader

[marshymallo]

i don’t like the strange romantic/sexual tension i’m feeling from this show that i’m watching between a woman and the guy who kidnapped her

like, right now it’s just the kidnapper seeming like he loves her but the amount of posts and things i’ve seen of people talking about the relationship between the two is weirddddddd

#🍿: found (on nbc) #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ

[marshymallo]

again reiterating that only hot girls have stomach issues

#🥛: lactose intolerance #it’s such a BITCH TO DEAL WITH 😭 #i did not want this in place of having a peanut allergy #i will go BACK to being allergic to peanuts if it means no more lactose intolerance issues #⇢ ˗ˏˋ mae says stuff ࿐ྂ