#[ good lord does it hurt

[nxctern]

mizu doodle

#why does my wrist hurt so much more when i try to use the tablet/computer :/ #blue eye samurai #bes #heres a speedpainted dood bc im trynna remember how to paint on csp #bc the brushes are nicer than the ones on procreate but good lord does it kill my goddamn wrist and elbow

[lunaetis]

it's been three days and i'm still whining in pain bc of that wisdom tooth removal. the fact that i still have another to remove had never been a more dreadful realization for me.

#.ooc #.mobile #[ good lord does it hurt #never wanted to go thru it again ever BUT KNOWING I HAVE TO IS JUST #THE HORROR ]

[cainpdf]

azula will never cease to fascinate me and make my heart clench. being so much smarter and more skilled than anybody around you that it makes you aspire to impossible levels of perfection. having your own mother think you are a monster and that there is something wrong with you. yes she might have grown to be just as bad or worse than her father but she was still only a child. how would any of that not make you go insane

#rewatching atla in this year of our lord #she might be a foil to zuko but on her own she is just. she is not a comfortable character. #we feel for zuko because he is clearly torn between wanting to be loved by his horribly abusive father #and he longs to fit in an environment that does nothing but hurt him #but the same applies to azula. she does not fit she is too much too mean too cutting #she says and notices things adults are appalled when kids say and notice #how would that not fuck with her head. #zuko is my favourite but he is the safe character he is the safe option #he gets out of it. #but it destroys azula. #my mind goes !!!!! when thinking about her #the beach is such a good example of that. she is the perfectly groomed tool her father could use for his purposes #but she is a teenager who cannot act like a teenager should #her only interpersonal skill is manipulation to an extreme #yes i know this has all been said before<3 #atla #azula #mine.txt

[randaccidents]

Downside of rping such a messy, complicated, utterly insane maniac of an asshole of a character like Host: I cannot touch thoughts related to what Host might think about doing or planning when I want to wonder about the future of the rp with a ten foot pole unless I am already in character. Because his thoughts are so violently disgusting and disturbing that its begun to make me Physically Ill recently

#rambles #rp chatter #Im ok guys dont worry I noticed that it was hurting me after the first time #but I am sad that I cant plan his shit unless Im In A Session #like the point of the character is how insane and illogical he is #but at the same time good lord almighty #good harmonia above some of those plans and thoughts are truly truly sickening to consider #and thats what makes his eventual actions and decisions so fun to me #because its both easy and not easy to understand where he is coming from #you might know why hes doing something but the way he does it is just inane and doesnt help him in his goal

[todayisafridaynight]

Okay I hadn't rewatched The Eye Scene in quite a while but

The absolute Symbolic Powerhouse that is this shot:

2. Jo mockingly switching to a Kansai accent for a sec? I never noticed it before but GOOD GOD. Also very cool for Tsutsumi since he's a Kansai native but never gets the opportunity to speak it, even outside of his roles.

3. This isn't even anything I just have Mine's dialogue embedded into my DNA sequence at this point, but. The similarity in how he and Jo structure the start and end of these sentences.

1.) dawg its the way he carefully cradles his hand after puncturing a bro's eye in it's fuckin with me truly and thoroughly

2.) IT IS REAL GOOD AINT IT THE BIT'S SOOOO... i actually didnt know tsutsumi was from kansai but that explains why it sounds so good the few times i've heard it

3.) it COULD be Not Anything but it also COULD be SOMETHING... like another addition to my Mine/Sawashiro cork board....

#snap chats #i just got sent a four-page comic comm info sheet so forgive me. if i seem Deceased. even more goldfish brain than usual #thats going to be a thing i have to read tomorrow morning my eyes feel so laggard rn... #in any case tho.... Eye Scene is still good.. its good Genuinely and for reasons im too inept to expand upon #and also it still makes me laugh cause fuckin anything does at this point 😭 casually pat a dude after mutilating someone stop thats comedy #lord nooo i cant keep my eyes open.. i wanted to do things tonight but then it was too cold so i couldnt draw #but now my eyes are too heavy to write anything thats laaame #and NOW my head hurts. i am simply bitching in these tags what else is new 😭 #ok real my head hurts i gotta wrap it up. ty for giving me a reason to rewatch this scene like five times I Also havent seen it for a bit #every time i replay y7 i let like Max five scenes play out in full and of COURSE this is one of them #but i Also 2x haven't had the chance to replay y7 For A Bit 2x.. would def love to soon.. #ok bye fr. im not beating the stereotype of saying 'good bye' and then sticking around for five hours at this rate jesus CHRIST

[glitteringaglarond]

Lord of the Rings is the only story I have ever consumed where the ending makes me so heartbreakingly nostalgic for the beginning

#lord of the rings #lotr #the lord of the rings #it's part of that indescribable emotion that you feel upon reaching the end #the ending doesn't just hurt... it makes you nostalgic for before all the hurt happened #but deep down you know you can't go back to that because then all the good that happened doesn't happen #So all you can do is embrace the nostalgia... say goodbye to friends... #and cling to the knowledge that the very joy you are so nostalgic for was lost for a purpose #it's more than sorrow at a story ending or a beloved character dying... that's par for the course at this point #it's knowing that somehow in experiencing this journey... you grew up just a little bit #and in the process you lost something - as one always does when growing up - even if you gained so much more #but that nostalgia for the time Before will never ever truly leave you #my op

[imthatwannabeauthor]

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#idk #my mom says I’m like an oracle sometimes #that I see things and they become #and really idk about the truth of all that. I fear rather I am delusional and somehow good at guessing ? idk #but sometimes it truley does feel the lord spends time in my head #he doesn’t whisper to me so much as thoughts come about things and it’s like he says them #I suppose I shouldn’t say he. but it’s close to there so I’ll continue #he told me though dreams when I was little about the house problem #he’s told me of when bad winters will come #he’s told me of wildfires before they start and where they’ll go #sometimes it feel like he watched the phone through my eyes #observes the world with me #and he tells me the things he does not like #but mostly it’s him seeing videos of landscapes. creatures. humans reinventing themselves #and he tells me that he made this . he made these #he’s proud of them #but idk #I sound kinda delusional #but that’s ok I think because I’m not making descisipns or actions off of it or doing anything that hurts anyone or myself #so it’s ok #I don’t think I’d call myself an oracle #I don’t think I’d call myself a prophet either #both of those words are too. much for what this is #I do not hear enough for it to be either of those words #I need a lesser word than these #I just get dreams that tell me about things beofre they happen #I still dream about that fire and the houses in 2033 #I don’t know what that’s going to be #I still don’t quite understand those dreams #but it’s going to happen

[chrisbangs]

🥹💗 best day of my life i fear...

#my silly little broadcast pc... #he's . #the one time he does smth different LMAOOO It's a bROADCAST OFCCC #the cheek poke #i feel VIOLENTLY ILL... #i need to kiss him on the mouth i'm sorry #he's perfect and i'm sick to my STOMSCH.... #god . GOD.!!!!!! #this is the happiest i've been all week i'm so emo... #my heart hurts a lil............. #good LORD ... #li.pc #li.pic

[vaugarde]

last magireco bitching post for tonight i promise but i think all those people who complain that sayaka and homura are abusive and horrible and unreasonable for the crime of being manipulated and traumatized 14 year olds in awful situations and arent perfect little victims about it should go watch magireco and have their brains implode bc i think yachiyo is like. so much worse

#like yachiyo is actually an adult first of all they say shes in college and has been working for seven years #and i wont deny shes been through shit. shes felt guilty for her wish and watched her friends die #shes still a sympathetic character where u get why shes cold. but GOD the way she treats mifuyu makes me uncomfortable #like she regrets the worst of it when her doppel shows up but the narrative and mifuyu still go #''oh no yachiyo you ARE right to say that tee hee'' #yachiyo gives me the vibe of someone who's like ''well IM suffering because of my choices. so should YOU'' #also how she gets pissed at mifuyu for getting taken into a cult when shes at her lowest #and again keeps calling her weak like. good lord leave her alone #like. at least sayaka has a clear reason for acting the way she does and we see that in the show #shes guilty and traumatized from mami's death and is selfless to a fault #she blames homura for mami's death because of her own prejudices that have been instilled in her by then #she basically self sabotages and hurts herself because she thinks shes worthless compared to mami #she lost her childhood friend who. tbh really WASNT treating her well like obv he doesnt owe her a romance #but hes her childhood friend and he basically constantly brushes her off in the show #and we see more of that in rebellion where he does the same to hitomi #like. sayaka fucks up she gets cruel but you GET why she does it and it feels earned and good for the plot #yachiyo though. part of this is just character bloat and the weird pacing but her nastiness doesnt feel earned #yes season 2 shows that she wants to distance herself from others because her friends died. thats fair #that explains why she was cold in season 1. sure. thats fine that works as an arc and i usually love arcs like this #but then she's cruel to the lower grunts who were absolutely manipulated into the magias #and constantly implies theyre weak #and berates mifuyu (her best friend apparently) for breaking down after learning the truth #because ''oh well we DID accept this. we were idiots after all. lmao get over it and fight again'' #and mifuyu is evil incarnate that must repent forever for. getting dragged into a cult at her lowest moment #after her friend was a dick to her fresh off her trauma. and of course leaving her which gave her Abandonment Issues #god sorry maybe the rest of the show will save it for me maybe itll call out this behavior from her #also it bugs me how even her cold behavior isnt really mentioned and shes just fawned over by the rest of the cast #like. sayaka and homura's behavior was called out as unhealthy and bad for them and the others! #echoed voice

[sleepysnk]

literally on the verge of passing out rn from how tired i am right now oh goddd

#summer speaks #my feet hurt and so does my body #AAAAAAA #oh god #I am exhausted #i have been up since 6:30 good lord

[trollbreak]

My body is trying so fucking hard to give me more problems and I’m being so calm about it

#< guy who’s not taking stuff preemptively for pain to see if I can. and is doing so good at not being Pissed about that stacking with other #shit my body’s being immensely stupid about #my shoulder is burning but not the normal one so it’s like what do I do here what’s even the protocol it doesn’t even hurt like the other on #e normally does it’s so fuckign weird and I’m gonna rock up to pt tomorrow and they’re gonna be like good lord what the fuck happened and im #gonna be like shit man idek #on top of. Yk. the bs that my body occasionally pulls that enrages me on a good day

[lovestryke]

THIS TRIAL WAS SO ?

#OK FIRST OF ALL WHY DOES VON KARMA GET TO BOSS EVERYONE AROUND. ESPECIALLY THE JUDGE LIKE IF THIS WAS AN IRL TRIAL THE JUDGE WOULD BE LIKE #SHUT TH EFUCK UP AND HAVE SOME RESPECT #GAHDMAAAANNNNNNNN YOGI? WTF EARLIER I WAS LIKE HAWHAW WHAT IF HE WAS PLAYING THE KOOKY OLDMAN AND WAS REALLY THE KILLER ._. #his story about his wife polly makes me so sososo sad #naming his parrot after her......:( #von karma is a dickhead like. irl he would be arrested?? retraining the fucking parrot. goodness gracious and i thought edgeworth was inten #se. miles had a messed up childhood im so sorry for him...being scared cuz he thought yogi was gonna hurt his dad. and picking up a gun to #protect as A CHILD is already fucked up in itself but accidentally firing at his dad and killing him oh my gawd???? #and then being adopted by a really mean man i.... #what i wouldnt give to hug edgeworth like i genuinely think itd be nice to hug him also help me lord he has all this baggage and then nick #is over here like SNRF SNF. IN THE FOURTH GRADE I WAS ACCUESD OF STEALING LUNCH MONEY #i mean that Is genuinely traumatizing as a 4th grader and they way EVERYONE fucking swarmed him. thats horrible but then you see edgeworth #s story like BRO T_T

[ajdrawshq]

gonna be real here folks i think smth might really be up with me. in the physical sense this time . ouchie

#is it that ive never fully noticed or is this a recent development. im not even sure at this point #hm.. the chair i usually sit in does have zero back support but u would think that itd be noticable . earlier ? #ngl part of me wonders if i Did catch covid sometime and im dealing w the longterm shit now #itd make sense. unfortunately #but ive also but tired to the point of passing out in classes since senior year. maybe late junior year even #so yknow (shrug emoji) #that means ive been feeling like this for . good lord its been over 2 years. 3? #kind of. depressing. now that i think abt it. what happened to me #can one event cause this much or was it a bunch of things piling up...... hm........ #anyway. on top of the usual fatigue my back has been noticably hurting for a few weeks now . mmm not great #i already have a hard time w sleep n now just layin down hurts can i Please get some some rest . plea se

[crucible-memes-4-salem-teens]

#arthur miller #the crucible #classic lit #classic literature #classic lit memes #y'all. don't get me fucking started on this. good holy lord what in the fresh hell !!!! #ELIZABETH! ELIZABETH !!!!! GIRL. WHY HURT MY FEELINGS LIKE TJIS. WHAT THR HELL #*scream* #genuinely what thr fuck is in this line. why does it make me feelnso ... insane. like. send help i'm genuinely concerned for my own #wellbeing. what possessed me to have so many prblems with thisnline specifically. #punching the air rn #(in a good way)

[shizukahaiji]

I’m not a narcissist but jesus christ some of you in the fandom need to check your fucking biases against NPD when it comes to Kaiser

#Hey you guys aren’t going to want to hear this but Reo has just as much NPD traits #Also just. Please be normal towards narcissists good lord #It is just a disorder like any else it does not make you some insane abuser who hurts others #ALSO JUST TO BE CLEAR I’VE THOUGHT KAISER WAS NPD SINCE AUGUST 2023 LMAI #🌱💚

[imaginarianisms]

1 day i will make a meta of sansa's dynamic with her metaphorical champions/suitors & how that correlates to the ashford theory (i.e sansa being betrothed to joffrey baratheon, then promised to willas tyrell, then being married to tyrion lannister, then being married to harry hardying then married to aegon vi targaryen & aurane velaryon but it is not this day. lmao. when i make that meta it'll be so over for y'all.

#out of the galaxy. || ooc. #just know that. she never marries after aurane. btw lmao #like if he like g-d forbid ever died before she did she'd like. literally never marry or love again like. thats it lmfao #but anyway like. she has a complicated relationship w/ all of them tbh & reflects on them sometimes. #she obviously hates joffrey for him abusing her but like. she can't help but feel sad for him at times bc like. he was so young. #if he had the right people around him maybe he would've turned out okay eventually. but it didnt happen. she never met willas but sometimes #she wondered what it would've been like to be lady of highgarden but she hopes he's doing alright. her dynamic w/ tyrion is. complicated #like. he was never like openly cruel to her or anything & she's grateful to him for saving her life & standing up for her but like. #there's always that grief surrounding their families & i think she resented & mostly afraid of him at the time but in hindsight she's+ #grateful that he never hurt her or forced himself on her. harry she hardly knew unfortunately but like she disliked him at first #but then he actually seemed to warm up to her & she had him tied around her lil finger but she knows that she wouldn't like to be married+ #to a guy who actually has children w/ sb else. like. she's seen how that played out & while she wouldn't be mean it makes her uncomfortable #but especially surrounding aegon bc like. she's not naive enough to say she loved him but like. she actually LIKED him #like. while she was wary of him at first she warmed up to him & genuinely respected him as a person & most importantly aegon was her FRIEND #they got along rly well due to their similar upbringings & what they had to do to survive & like. he's actually a decent guy in canon. lmao #he's handsome & was chivalrous & honorable & sweet w/ her but also like batshit insane in a good way. like. #he was the golden prince she always wanted since she was a little girl; the prince that joffrey was supposed to be but never was. #he gave her a future as queen of westeros that was originally HERS. so when daenerys eventually executes him she has mixed feelings about i #aegon was good to her & she'd vowed not to betray him & she actually intended to keep that vow. to her she was forever in his debt+ #he gave her a future from her isolation & suffering @ winterfell bc of how much everything changed & he waited for her to love him back. #he actually showed her respect & gave her a solid future when she felt alone & abandoned & led her gently into a world of his own making+ #& gave her back her honor & a future. esp when the north was divided between jon rickon & herself. most preferred jon or rickon over her. #without aegon's intervention she probably would've had to marry some northern lord below her station. the winterfell succession crisis wild #but aurane velaryon? that's the love of her life. her bold captain. he taught her how to love & coaxed her in the sun to bloom & freed her. #freed her from the chains of her family obligations. he taught her to break the rules of tradition & follow her heart & trust her instincts #he was there with her in her darkest hour. he quite literally saved her life & defended her honor when no one else had the balls to do that #no one looks @ or touches her the way aurane does she loved him madly truly & deeply he took her girlhood in his stride but when autumn cam #she escaped & had to push him into the deepest recesses of her mind in the name of survival & pragmatism but she never stopped loving him. #& his sweet memory brought too much heartache & bittersweetness for her. she lowkey waited for him for years. & they EVENTUALLY reunited ! #he fought & got legitimized for HER. she's. so genuinely happy w/ that man. he's one of her best friends & the father to her children.