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Misguided Feelings

Loki x fem!Reader

Author: @strawberry-boba-pearls

Word Count: 2010 (about a 7 minute read)

Summary: Always bearing a blank expression, the Reader is a woman of very few words. This has either intimidated or intrigued her coworkers, the Avengers (and Loki). However, the god of mischief himself has made it his mission in life to get the mysterious Reader to break character.

Warnings: 18+ ONLY, swearing, humiliation, smut, oral (fem receiving), unprotected sex (please use condoms peeps!), etc.

Author’s Note: This is my first fanfiction I’m posting, so please let me know what you think! Any feedback is greatly appreciated, cuz that’s how I’ll get better! :3

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*Reader’s POV*

“Loki, give it up already. Y/n isn’t gonna play your stupid game,” Tony scolds like a father protecting his daughter.

“Game? What game? I’m merely trying to converse with her. No game is being played,” Loki defends innocently, but the devilish smirk across his lips tell otherwise.

“Y/n, why do you put up with this jerk?!” Natasha questions me.

“It’s alright.” I don’t bother looking away from the book I’ve been desperately trying to read for the past hour, but Loki steps in front of my view and snatches it away.

“Loki, c’mon! She doesn't deserve this shit!” Natasha smacks Loki’s arm, but he doesn’t flinch away.

“What book is this? Looks awfully boring,” He teases, but instead of retaliating like I know he wants I simply get up and walk away from the crowd that’s formed. Pushing through every Avenger with ease, no one tries to stop me, even Loki. I walk as fast as humanly possible, without making it seem like I’m too bothered, all the way to my room. Getting out my keys, I fumble around with the ring for far too long. Thank goodness no one is here to see this awkward moment…

“Feeling… tense?” A familiarly annoying voice breathes into my ear. I can’t help the small gasp that gets stuck in my throat, as I didn’t expect Loki to follow me. He usually knows when to back off a little, but this time it appears he does not.

“Loki… need something?” I ask, cooling myself down from the shock.

“Yes, actually! Thank you for asking! Let’s go inside and discuss my needs,” He exclaims, but this confuses me. Suddenly, I’m inside my room with Loki frantically snooping around like a madman.

“U-um… what did you need?” I try to calm myself down, hoping he wouldn’t notice my accelerated heartbeat. I cannot believe he has the balls to go through all my shit when I’m right here! I know he’s only doing it to bug me, but still.

“I had an odd question that I need answers to, if you don’t mind?” Loki asks rather sweetly.

“Shoot,” I readjust my glasses to where they’re supposed to be.

“Well, see… I found this in your bathroom about a week ago, and I’ve been wondering what it does…” Loki explains, and I mentally scream as he holds up my lost vibrator.

“T-that? That’s just, um…” My mind goes blank as I desperately try to think of an excuse for what that could be.

“See, I wasn’t sure what this button did,” He clicks on the button, making me painfully sweat. The vibrator begins to… well, vibrate… “And when I turned it on, it seemed to vigorously shake in my hands… It's rather peculiar, huh?”

“Loki…” I look down and begin to tear up. I’ve been at my wits end from all his teasing lately, but I never wanted to embarrass myself in front of everyone, so I just sucked it up and moved on. Of course this fucking happens, of course he finds this of all things!

“So, are you going to tell me what this is used for?” Loki chuckles, but suddenly I get a surge of anger.

“It’s used to make me feel good when you make me feel like shit!” I stand up and stare him down. For once in his life, it’s Loki that’s speechless.

“I… You… w-what?” His mouth hangs open, absolutely caught off guard.

“Yup! I fuck myself to relieve stress! Just like every other person on planet Earth! Is that what you wanted to hear, asshole?! Well congrats, you won! And now I’m screaming my head off because of how humiliated I feel!” I sit back down and begin to cry. I can’t believe I just screamed at him… I’ve never screamed at anyone like that… but I couldn’t help myself, I’m just so frustrated with everything.

“I… I didn’t mean to… upset you…” Loki kneels down in front of me, placing his hands on my thighs. I don’t look up at him, though. Anxiety still flows through my veins.

“Yeah right, why else would you have cornered me like this?!” I cry out through sniffles.

“I was just trying to… well, I guess it was rather obscure of me… but I was just trying to tease you in a… more flirtatious way…” He admits, and I snap my head upwards. I feel my cheeks heat up again, but this time in a more flattered way. Loki’s expression becomes more concerned, but I notice more detail in his eyes than I’ve ever seen before. I’ve never been this close to him, or anyone for that matter…

“You… think that way of me?” I whisper with a quivering lip.

“Of course I do! Have you not noticed yet?!” Loki sheepishly laughs. He lifts his hand and wipes away some of the tear stains on my cheek, and I notice how soft his touch is. Beginning to tremble slightly, I look down again. I can’t hold his intense gaze.

“I’m sorry, I’m not always great with social interactions… I thought you were just toying around with me cuz you were bored…” I speak my truth, and his grip on my thigh tightens.

“Not at all… I suppose my social understanding is off as well,” Loki confesses, then I feel him slide his finger under my chin. He lifts my head enough for me to look him in the eyes again. “Do you hate me?”

“H-hate..? No, I mean… I can’t say I’ve ever hated anyone before… but I don’t think I hate you, either… even if you may be a jerk sometimes,” I profess, and his gaze immediately softens and seems relieved.

“Good, I’m glad! Though, that doesn’t necessarily mean that your feelings for me are the same as mine are for you…” Loki realizes, and looks away. However, before he can continue, I lean in and place a small kiss on his lips.

“I… should’ve asked if that was alright! I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to… I just… it felt right…” I start to panic as he stays silent. “Loki? P-please say something…”

“How am I supposed to walk away now…?” He mutters under his breath, then holds my face and pulls me in. His kiss feels desperate, like he’s been waiting for this for the longest time. I kiss him back immediately, just as needy. I can’t help the little whimpers I let out in between our rhythm, but he swallows them all.

“L-Loki…” I pull back, but he simply begins to kiss my neck the same way he was with my lips. Suddenly, his teeth sink into my sweet spot gently, making me moan. This causes him to stop.

“Did you like that?” He asks intimately. I can’t bring myself to speak, but I nod my head. “Do you want me to continue?”

“Y-yes, please…” I shyly plead. In another second, Loki is back on my neck. Paying it his full attention, I begin to feel that wonderful, tingly feeling between my legs.

“You’re so much softer than I imagined…” He growls, holding my body closer to his. This feels so nice, I’m overwhelmed but happy.

“Loki…” I grab onto his shirt, giving it a small tug. He stops and looks up at me again.

“Yes, my darling?” He looks slightly concerned, like he’s done something wrong. I place my hand on his cheek and brush some of his raven hair out of his eyes.

“This is… my first time…” I admit.

“Oh, dear… I’m sorry, you should’ve told me sooner… I should’ve asked…” Loki runs through all the things he could’ve done, but I stop him.

“No, no! It’s alright, I’m just… a little nervous… but I want to continue… please?” I ask.

“Of course, Y/n. Lean back while I undress you. I promise I’ll take things slow for you,” He stands up and takes his shirt off. I can’t help but stare at his body in awe. He’s beautiful, unlike anything I’ve ever imagined. “Like what you see?”

“Yes,” I grin happily, leaning back like he told me to. Loki steps closer and stands over me. He’s so much bigger than I am, but, for once, I’m not scared.

“Good girl,” Loki purrs. Reaching down, he begins to take off my clothing items, one by one, until I’m completely bare. He takes a moment to admire my body, making me feel slightly embarrassed again. I hold my legs shut tight for some reason, but Loki reassures me by rubbing my thighs.

“I’ll make sure you’re nice and wet for me before we even consider anything more, okay?” He smiles down at me, and I nod my head.

“Okay, I trust you.” I spread my legs a little bit, and he kneels down once more. Positioning himself, he licks a slow stripe up my entrance. I shutter under his touch, feeling the surge of adrenaline. Loki begins fluttering his tongue with precision over my clit, and in no time I’ve turned into a helpless mess.

“Mm… o-oh fuck! Right there!” I quickly come to my limit. However, instead of letting me finish, Loki pulls back with my sheen all over his lips.

“Ah, ah. Not yet, love.” He smirks a little, making my heart bang like a drum. Removing the rest of his clothing, his quite large member springs out, fully erect. I can’t help but boggle at him, imagining the pain and the pleasure he could bring to me. “Ready?”

“Yes,” I nod my head enthusiastically, which causes Loki to flash me an adorable grin. He lines himself up with me, and then he kisses me before entering. “Ouch!”

“I’m sorry, love! Do you want to stop?” Loki asks, concerned.

“No, you can continue.” I shake my head. And he holds me while beginning to rock his hips back and forth. It stings a little at first, but after a couple of seconds it melts into the purest ecstasy.

“Oh, Loki…” I sigh with pleasure, and he kisses my forehead sweetly.

“You feel so good, Y/n…” Loki keeps a hold of my trembling legs and continues to fuck me with a steady rhythm.

“Mm, I… I’m so close! Please don’t stop!” I cry out with my eyes shut tightly.

“Cum for me, love…” Loki quickened his pace, and I can’t hold onto it anymore. I come undone, unconsciously squeezing around him, but then I feel him pull out of me. A warm liquid spills out onto my stomach as Loki grunts with bliss.

“S-sorry, dear… I’ll go get you a towel to clean you up,” He sheepishly smiles and runs to my bathroom. He comes back and begins to gently wipe off his cum from my stomach.

“Loki, that was…” I sit up and stare at him with awe.

“I’m sorry, was it too much?” He insecurely asks.

“N-no! This was amazing! I’m just trying to say… t-thank you,” I look up at him with weepy eyes.

“Darling,” Loki lovingly held my face in his hands.

“I mean it… I’ve never been this… open… with anyone, so thank you!” I admit.

“Please, the pleasure was all mine!” He leans in once more and kisses me with as much passion as he did when we started.

“So…?” I awkwardly start.

“Heh, well… maybe we should go get a coffee sometime?” He asks just as awkwardly.

“I’d love that,” I giggle.

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