songwritingforthelore

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I love you

I told you; I loved you. you laughed nervously. do you appreciate the confession? or are you trying to reject me? you take your time answering. you don't know what to say. I guess I could've waited to say it, another day.

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Why are you so mean?

Why do you run, but stay close enough to touch? You accept the love I give, in return I'm given tears Hatred for caring so deeply, but loved for the fear that I'll grieve when you leave and foster us another year.

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Christa Wolf, from “Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays”

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Pearl.

Crafted so earnestly in the palm of your hand, but I was never polished, nor shined. It took you days, weeks, and months, to realize the treasure, you had acquired. but another sailor came and claimed, this pearl heart of mine.

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Hold on.

You held my heart so graciously in your hands. At what point did you let it slip through your fingers like sand? I'm clinging onto the last pieces of us. I've realized lately that even that is not enough. You will not stay. I refuse to go. But at what point will you burn our bridge? The one that led me straight to home (you).

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Never be that girl again.

I won't beg for you. I won't beg for the flowers on the side of the road. I won't beg for late night calls, or random texts. I won't beg for a singular post of us on the internet. I won't beg for your thoughts. I won't beg for you to tell me that we're "fine". I will never again be the girl, who allowed you to fail her a second time.

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Pom Pom

Patience is a virtue, but am I worth it this time? When I've already eaten seven, can I finally call you mine? I'll gladly stain my hands so, you see what I'll sacrifice I'll give myself up to you just for a moment in your life

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Datail — Ecce Homo, c. 1674 by Pedro de Mena † Agnus Dei (Lamb of God), circa 1635 - 1640 by Francisco de Zurbaran

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I often think about how the moon connects people. Two hearts, hundreds, no, thousands of kilometers apart, bypassing boundaries, distance, and time, gazing upon the same moon.

– Abdulsamad S. M.

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Wrong ending.

maybe if we were different if we were fine if you weren't the villain in this story of mine we'd see the ending of another place and time and I'd run into your arms instead of running out of my mind

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Bodies.

halfhearted souls, with sugar coated mouths. nothing new to us, it's all in the past now. fingerprints burn my skin when you touch me once again. memories stain my brain, when they remember that day

and mmmm cold or warm. are we broken? or just torn.

we're just inside bodies. don't mean a thing to me bloody scars and new tattoos all of them scream for you, for you but you don't want my body why don't you want me? I fall in the hands of someone new but their souls not you, not you

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Want you to stay.

it feels like, we're playing on thin ice and we know that I'm a little rough I wish I could stop my venomous tongue and words I know that stung. it feels like, your bones are slowly breaking and I cry about the ways you hurt and my mind ruins our beginnings the thoughts of us are ending.

and ohhhh we both know you don't have thick skin. and ohhhh but I wish I could undo it. cause I don't want to be your pain. I just want you to stay.

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