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Currently relapsing back into my emo phase.

#patd #mcr #top #twenty one pilots #paramore

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Ok like has anyone else ever been too stressed to actually do anything about it because that’s kinda my life right now

#stress #school #chemistry #precalc #math #apush #homework

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So I know how Billie Eilish’s name is pronounced...

But I watched a video where a guy kept saying Billie Eyelash and I can’t, for the life of me, get it out of my head.

#billie eilish #Billie #Eilish #when we all fall asleep where do we go #xanny #ilomilo #i love you #wish you were gay #eyelashes

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Oh my I feel really awful. Like my dad tried to surprise me and get doughnuts before school this morning, but the problem is that one of my friends were already getting me a doughnut from the same bakery. And like I didn’t really know what my dad was up to and all of the sudden we walked into the bakery and I was like dad my friend is already getting me doughnuts. And like I don’t know I just feel awful about it because I had already agreed to one thing so I couldn’t back out, but also my dad and I left the house early and he went out of his way to go to the bakery just for me to tell him that I don’t need any. And like he was totally cool about it but I have been thinking about it all day and I just feel terrible about it.

#uhg #sad #this is awful #aweful #terrible #feelings #father #dad #very upset #doughnotts #school

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The full story

Ahhh just ahhhh. I don’t even know how to word this skyhkdhkdgkf. Ok so over spring break my friend, her boyfriend, and another one of our friends( that is a guy) had a movie marathon. But the next day at practice, I was soooo tired, my friend and I were talking about the movies with one of our teammates. When the conversation was basically over and I had almost zoned out, I am pretty sure she asked if the other guy was my boyfriend, and I not paying attention at all nodded my head yes. And I don’t know why but I am super anxious about it because what if she asks me about my nonexistent relationship.

#ugh #oh no #im stupid #tired #practice

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Ok so I am pretty sure I told one of my teammates that I have a boyfriend on accident. Like I don’t have a boyfriend, and I didn’t realize what I was saying yes to before I said it and now I just

#ugh #omg #gymnastics #team #teammates #boyfriend #not #oops

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In math the other day my teacher literally  gave us his whole life story. He no joke started from the day he was born till now and I don’t know what to do with this information. 

#math #teacher #life

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I thought I was done with my Billie Eilish phase, but dang her new album

#billie eilish #xanny #i love you #ilomilo #listen before i go #music #album

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What did Will do to my math textbook

#concern #math #precalc #textbook #flower #unpure #school #class #ugh #gross

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Update on my room. I still have an unpacked suitcase on my floor. The floating shelf still has not been fixed which means there is still a pile of books on my floor. There are multiple piles of clothes on my floor, but they each are different. There is absolutely no space left on my desk. My trash can is 100% popcorn bags

#books #popcorn #mess #room #traval #shelf #clothes #trash #can

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I am sooo mad. I was doing homework you know just grinding it out on a Sunday night. And we had to watch a video for one of my classes and I was like cool that’s easy. But while watching it I freaking fell ASLEEP. And not for like 10 minutes, IT WAS 2 HOURS! I literally woke up and it was 11 PM.

#ugh #naptime #homework #school #ken burns #prohibition #sleep #sunday

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Don’t know if anyone has made this yet but...

#panic! at the disco #patd #brendon urie #brendon patd #fycso #litmfagchwthco #lying #teen #emo #!

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Nerds are really underappreciated 

#nerds #candy #thoughts

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I feel like people don’t understand what I mean when I say my room is a mess. Like its bad. I have a floating shelf and a picture that have fallen of the wall and they have both just been sitting on the ground for weeks. There is a pile of shoes, I don’t even wear half of them. I still have Christmas bags in my room. there are three backpacks and a suitcase.

#mess #bedroom #shoes #shelf #pictures #disaster #awful #books-everywhere #christmas

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OMGosh weird memory but like my brother and I went through a haunted house phase when he was 12 and I was 10. Like we would go to hard core haunted houses (Ceader point hallow weekends) but we would not get scared by shouting insults at the people acting. And thinking back I wonder how weird it was to have a ten year old little girl basically yelling at you to put lotion on your face because it’s gross.

#huanted #house #little #scared #fear #huanted house

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ok so I went to this gymnastics camp many years in a row, but one of my last years there we had this one counselor who overshared way too much about her life to a bunch of middle schoolers. and basicly she told us that this guy she had a thing with was very depressed and would( not sure if this is proper lingo but ) go on bars with xanax. there is more to that story but she made us promise not to tell anyone about that conversation and I took that to heart, like I kept my lips sealed for 4 years and counting. BUT THE OTHER DAY I WAS IN THE CAR with my mom and we were talking about that camp and SHE FREAKING MENTIONED THAT ONE OF THE GIRLS TOLD HER MOM THAT THE COUNSELOR would smoke pot with her boyfriend. and me never mentioning this story to anyone since that night, basically forgetting the whole encounter, smiled awkwardly and went heh. BUT MY MOM CONTINUED AND SAID THAT SHE WAS PROBABLY LYING BECAUSE I NEVER TOLD HER ANYTHING AND THAT I WOULDN’T KEEP SOMETHING LIKE THAT FROM HER. like efwjlkghyfgb WHAT!!!!!!!!! Like I don’t know how to respond to that, I barley tell my mom anything about my life. and yeah this is probobly one of the biggest and longest kept secrets that i have ever kept that wasn’t mine so your welcome camp counselor who probably has forgotten that I exist. 

#camp #gymnastics #counselor #mom #middle school #driver #driving #lies #secret #ahh #yesh #oh no

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Things that I have started to say that I have no idea where I got them from

1. I hate that with everything in me

2. You know what... Followed by me saying absolutely nothing

3. I don’t appreciate your sass

4. (I know where I got this from, but hate it just as much) Dope 

#sass #dope #hate #sayings #uhg #ugh #aweful