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Take as much time as you need.

Hey guys, sorry for the lack of content the last two weeks. Life has been kicking me in the ass and i haven’t been happy with anything I’ve made at all in the last two weeks andnannfnamcmmamc

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I'M DOING AN EXPERIMENT

To prove something to a friend, please

REBLOG IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

LIKE IF YOU THINK ASEXUALS DON’T BELONG IN LGBTQ+ SPACES

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Ever seen a straight banana?

#what is this #wtf #should i tag it #banana? #banana #i have many questions #someone please explain #make this famous #everyone needs to see this #straight banana? #straight banana

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I just finished Black Butler S1

And like [spoilers] I got so attached to Ciel that his passing hit me so hardz I thought at the beginning on this show that I wouldn’t like it, but I loved it so much and now I wish I erase my memories, and rewatch it. That kid went through so much and honestly I wish he was still alive because he deserved to live a full life with happiness. Everything about Black Butler is sad.

#black butler #god help me #im crying #he deserves the world #ciel phantomhive #sebastian michaelis #black butler killed me #i have no words #ciel deserved better #season 1 black butler #kill me now #im very sad

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And we are back together-

My ex just texted me a long ass paragraph about us and mY heart is RaCin in NASCAR.

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Okay okay we confessed our love for each other.

My ex just texted me a long ass paragraph about us and mY heart is RaCin in NASCAR.

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This is borderline flirting.

My ex just texted me a long ass paragraph about us and mY heart is RaCin in NASCAR.

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God I think I’m making it worse.

My ex just texted me a long ass paragraph about us and mY heart is RaCin in NASCAR.

#god help me #im freaking out #my anxiety is through the roof #i miss her #god kill me

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My ex just texted me a long ass paragraph about us and mY heart is RaCin in NASCAR.

[itsfayeokay]

I need friends???

I don’t know anyone on this site???? Like????? How do you make friends?????? It’s all very confusing to me??????? Help????????

#help me #please #i have no idea #what to do #idc what im doing #i need friends #like a lot #like #reach out or something #how do you do that #slide into dms??? #slide into my dms #??? idk #i just need help #whats it like to be an extrovert #im actually wondering #this is coming from me #an introvert #is there a guide to this??? #i need a guide #or a map #i just need answers

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Love is a feeling that leaves you happy for a short time before it’s ripped away and you feel unimaginable pain. Sometimes I wonder if it would hurt less if I hadn’t fell in love in the first place.

#poetry #im going to do this more often #words #spilled words #wordsofwisdom #my words #love #pain #love quotes #loveislove #i love her #but she doesnt care #its unrequited #i repect her anyway #its my fault #unrequited love #spilled ink #poets on tumblr #poets of tumblr

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Everything about Darling In The FRANXX just makes me wanna cry. It’s up there with Your Lie In April.

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That is NOT my name

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This is just an idea I came across when surfing the net. So...this is...going to be...a Trans! Peter one-shot. This will include mentions of DYSHPORIA and if anyone of you is sensitive, I don't mind if you skip. :)

Peter hated a lot of things and the binder that is on his chest is one of them. He also hates coleslaw. Yeah, coleslaw is gross.

He also hated his fifth-hour teacher, Mr. Clarkson. He was rude and transphobic, a big minus on the friendly factor for Peter. Mr. Clarkson was this old man with a weird accent that made everything he said sound like "thhhhh" and it annoyed the heck out of everyone. "Thhho tothhhaaayy we wilthhh be thoing a wortheet tothhhaaayyy." Barely anyone could understand a word he said.

"Thhhary Thooper?" Mary Cooper rose her hand with an annoyed look on her face.

"Thhomas Thhherry?" Thomas Ferry sighed but rose his hand anyway.

Mr. Clarkson's nose scrunched up. "Thamela Thhharker?" Peter narrowed his eyes. Ned spoke up.

"Sir, that list isn't right. It's Peter Parker, not Pamela."

A/N:I can not keep writing that accent, so for now, just imagine the accent in there.

"This is list correct and there is no Peter here. Pamela, raise your hand!" Mr. Clarkson yelled. Peter shrunk back in his seat.

"H-Here." Peter squeaked out, feeling bile rise up in his throat.

Peter sprinted out of the classroom and quickly into the men's bathroom before he threw up onto the ground. He coughed meekly and whimpered softly. Unfortunately today his dysphoria was trying to kill him. And it sucked.

"Peter?" Ned called out into the bathroom. He peeked his head and saw Peter curled up into himself softly crying, sitting in his own puke.

Ned rushed over to the paper towels, wetted them with water, and then gently started to clean up Peter.

"I'm sorry," Peter whispered miserably. Ned shook his head.

"No problem man. Its what friends are for." Peter laughed.

"I'm a mess." Ned snorted.

"As if. Mr. Clarkson is a mess."

"Yeah..." Peter wheezed. Peter then coughed into his fist. "Ow..."

Ned, the best bro ever, sighed, "Peter you can take off your binder if you need to breathe, you know." Peter shrugged.

"As much as it sucks to have it on, I need it on. I feel...more masculine." Peter confided. Ned nodded thoughtfully.

"I-I guess. Whatever you need Peter." Ned said warily.

Peter nodded and sighed heavily. He just wishes he was born a boy so this would be easier.

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Tony has always hated how much crap people get just from being in the LGBTQ+ community. Why was it even a problem? People who don't accept it should just but out. It's not their lives. It's certainly not going to kill them if someone likes the same gender or no gender or even is actually the other gender. It's not fair how much BS people say.

Tony's phone ringed, causing Tony to slightly jump up.

Tony sighed but picked it up.

"Tony Stark speaking, what do you want?" Tony said gruffly.

"Hi, yes, this is Midtown Tech High And we're calling to let you know that Miss Pamela Parker-"

"I'm going to stop you right there. It's Peter Parker, misgender my kid again you're gonna see all thirty-four of my lawyers."

He heard the lady gulp nervously. "Ahum, Of course. Mr. Parker...hasnot been in either of he-his classes since 5th hour and we just wanted to let you know..."

"Of course. Was there by chance a problem in the fifth hour that may have caused my kid, the most innocent person you can imagine, to skip 6th hour?"

Silence.

"Well, a kid called Flash told us that Pa-Peter was...called by the incorrect gender pronouns, by Mr. Clarkson, the teacher."

Tony has never slammed a phone down harder than this. Tony grabbed his jacket and fled out the door.

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Peter and Ned spent the rest of the school day sitting in the bathroom stall. Sure people came in, but they were quiet and hid.

"Peter, I have to go see my mom...I'll see you later man." Ned opened the stall and waved goodbye.

"Thank you, Ned. For staying with me." Peter thanked Ned. Ned smiled.

"Of course."

Ned left and Peter was left by himself.

Peter closed his eyes and relaxed.

"PETER WHERE ARE YOU?" He heard someone yell. Peter tensed knowing who's voice that was.

Tony.

Peter shrunk into himself and clenched his eyes. Deep breaths.

The door rattled open with a bang. He heard heavy breathing.

"Peter? Are you here?" Peter gulped nervously.

Peter stood up and opened the door slowly.

"H-Hey Mr. Star-" before he could finish his sentence, he was enveloped in a tight hug.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you? Are you feeling okay? Do I-" Peter laughed, interrupting Tony who was confused.

"I'm okay Mr. Stark. I threw up slightly, but, uh, I'm okay. It's okay."

Tony exhaled with relief. "Thank god. The school called me and told me you didn't go to 6th hour! I asked if there was a problem in 5th and they told Mr. Clarkson misgendered you. I came as fast as I could."

Peter chuckled. "It's okay. I feel better. Ned helped me."

Tony eye smiled. "Thank goodness for Ned."

"Thank goodness for Ned," Peter replies, nodding solemnly.

"Mr. Clarkson is going to see all thirty-four of my lawyers, don't worry. I'll get a better teacher." Peter rolled his eyes.

"He called you Pamela?" Tony questioned gently.

"Yeah. That is NOT my name. It's Peter!" Peter said it as if it obvious, which it is.

"I'm going to have to change your name legally," Tony said thoughtfully, tapping his fingers to his chin. "You're getting mixed up too often."

Peter look at Tony with shock.

"Really?!?" Tony nodded. "THANK YOU TONY!" Peter cried with glee.

"Anything for you kid."

Finished.

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I thought you were dead!

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Yes. This chapter will be an angst one-shot as this will be set after Infinity War where everyone is coming back and Tony just wants to see Peter.

Idk what this is.

When people who were thought to be dead started to reappear, Tony couldn't help but think of Peter even when Pepper was killed by the snap as well. He felt bad...but he felt more emotions with Strange than he did with Pepper. He didn't know how to explain it, but to him, Strange was somehow more important to him?

Tony also knew that all these people will return where they had dusted away. But the blue robot lady whose name he didn't care to remember, had taken a spaceship to retrieve the hero's over on Titan, while Tony was left to help people find loved ones. Fun. Except for the fact he didn't care.

He was currently at the Compound in his lab where many pictures of people and info and newspaper clips were pulled up on the projection screen.

He heard the opening of the automated door and straightened his posture and stared at the projections, and occasionally moving them to make it look like he was working.

"Hey, Stark." Called the oh so familiar voice of Captain Steve Rodgers. He was hand in hand with his ehem-friend-cough, who Tony had hated to the bone. Well, not as much anymore, but Tony still wouldn't accept Bucky as a person.

"Yes? Would do you want?" He gruffly replied, his eyes narrowing at the Captain.

"Ehm. I'd like to say...sorry. For nearly killing you...and breaking up the Avengers...and-"

"I know Rodgers. You're sorry. Whatever. Now I have to help people. Go do whatever with Mr. Barnes." Steve looked off to the side and stiffly nodded.

"Right, uh, stay safe Tony." Steve stiffly turned around with Bucky in tow and walked off. Tony let out the breath he didn't realize he was holding.

Tony's eyes traveled down to his hands where he had scratched at the entire time he was trying to help people. It made him feel better even if it was tearing at his skin.

Tony then looked over at the piles of coffee on his desk that sat there, empty, and used. He didn't feel like getting up and putting them in the washer.

Tony heavily sighed, slumping, in his chair feeling more exhausted then ever. He missed Peter. He missed his smiles and laughs that seemed to brighten his day. The way his corny jokes seemed to choke a laugh out of Tony. Or even when Peter stayed up too late and passed out in the labs. He really missed his unofficial son.

Tony looked at the pictures of him and Peter. One where Peter took him to Pride Parade and there was glitter all over them. That same day, Peter came out as Pansexual. That same day, Tony come out as Bisexual.

It was a good day.

Other pictures were framed with pictures of Tony and Peter at an ice cream shop and Peter had accidentally gotten vanilla ice cream in his nose. Others had Tony and Peter trying on silly masks that they found in a 99 cent store Peter wanted to take Tony to.

He really missed Peter.

No...

He really, really, missed him.

Tony somberly looked out at the big window that looked out into the bright baby blue sky. There, he saw a little black dot that kept coming closer and closer before he could see a ship...a spaceship...the one Neruda? Nessie? Oh, whoever...had set off in. Was returning...PETER!

Tony scrambled out of his chair in his dirty white shirt and baggy black joggers and unshaven mustache. His mind was racing and tears threatening to spill.

Peter, Strange, Peter, Strange, Peter, Strange...those were his only thoughts.

Pouring and pushing through the door, Tony fled out onto the compound yard where the black and grey spaceship was landing. The bottom latch slowly unhinging down, smoke billowed out.

First Drax came out along with Mantis. Peter Quill was holding a green lady with black and pink hair. Then the blue lady. An anxious minute passed before Strange came out holding Peter's hand.

Peter was pale and shivering despite being rolled up in the Cloak of Levitation. He eyes were bloodshot and eyes dull. Strange held the boy, giving him more warmth.

Tony's heart broke into a million pieces.

"Peter..." Tony whispered holding his hand to his mouth in shock.

"Oh, Peter..." the billionaire rushes forward, sprinting, enveloping the frail boy in a fell swoop. Tears came down like a waterfall.

Peter was sobbing and so was Tony. Tony shook with sobs whispering "You're back. You're here. Oh my god." like it was a mantra.

Tony cupped Peter's face with his hands and held the boy desperately. Tony's legs failed and he fell down along with Peter who could hold himself up either.

"Peter...oh my gosh....oh my gosh..."

"M-Mr Stark! Mr. Stark-I'm-so-sorry-I-"

"Underoos just listen to me, you're okay, I'm okay, we're all okay."

"I-d-died!" Peter whispered with his big brown doe eyes watering.

"But you're back now and that's all that matters!" Tony said encouragingly. Peter hugged Tony and sobbed into his chest.

Tony closed his eyes and breathed at the moment.

"M-Mr Stark..I'm tired..." Peter mumbled into his chest. Tony nodded.

"Go to sleep, you're home." He felt Peter take a deep breath and relax. Tony, himself, was tired. Long nights of no sleeping catching up to him.

"You're home. God, you're home." Tony whispered. He smiled and never let go of Peter.

Finished.

A/N: Uh, I myself was crying while writing it. Uhm, ignore the mistakes I may have made. This is was on the whim.

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SKSKSKSKKSKSKSK

I'm not even halfway done with transferring and OW.

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PeTEr!

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(Blah blah blah Tony didn't sell the tower, Cap is not a fugitive, everyone is happy, set after homecoming and Thor and Loki are just there along with Banner because sue me I don't feel like including Valkyrie in it. I'm sorry.)

Also, I'm a little off my rocker for this.

Peter was a sucker for memes.

That's it. That's the chapter...kidding.

Anyways, Thor, Steve, and Bucky all thought that memes were something everyone knew. Generic knowledge. Uhh...could not be any more wrong actually.

So they learned it all. All of it. Yes. Even vines.

Tony actually didn't know what memes were. Until Peter that is. How could Tony not when most of what Peter says is a vine reference?

Tony hated memes.

All of them.

He thought they could burn.

But as you know vine was eternal...I'm a bad bitch you can't kill me!

Ah yes. The author of this story knows memes. I have many. So many. Help me.

We're getting off topic...

Peter loved to start a reference...then watch....as Thor or Steve or even Bucky...finish the vine...it happened more than you think.

Even in battle.

This fight was against strange aliens that called themselves...fangirls...strange beings they were. Some even took the appearance of a 2007 Pete Wentz...others were more weirder....some even tried to kidnap the Avengers as they were fighting including Bonk-Bucky.

"OMG IS THAT SMOL BEAN PETER PARKER YOU GET ALL MY UWUS IVE READ ALL ABOUT YOU IN THE READER X PETER PARKER FANFICS OMG OMG I LARRRBBB YYOOUUUUUUUU!" One of the rabid fangirls screamed.

Peter's widened. A vine reference opportunity.

"What up I'm Jared, I'm 19-"

"And I never learned how to (f word) read." Simultaneously said Thor, Steve, and Bucky.

"PETER!" Tony yelled over the intercoms.

"Sorry."

Peter was not sorry.

//Later that day...

Tony was and Peter was working in the lab and Tony had an empty cup of water.

When Steve walked in...

Peter grinned. He took the cup, stood up, and handed it to Steve.

"This (female dog) empty..." Peter whispered.

"YEET!" Steve yelled as he chucked the cup at the wall right next to Tony's head.

"RODGERS I WILL BEAT YOUR STAR SPANGLED BUTT." Tony scrambled at of his chair and leaped in the Steve choking him.

Steve did not go to sleep without a bruise or two.

//time skip...

The Avengers were in a water gun fight. Like normal?

Clint and Nat were on a team. Tony and Peter. Thor and Loki. Steve And Bucky. Banner and Sam. Vision and Wanda.

Thor had squirted Tony and Peter saw it. Peter was not giving Thor any mercy.

Peter had Thor cornered with two super squirters in hand while Thor's squirt guns were empty.

"R-Rebecca it's not what you think!" Thor stuttered out.

"I won't hesitate...(female dog)." Peter narrowed his eyes trying to hide the grin under a serious facade. And then sent a flurry of water onto Thor.

Tony felt gray hairs grow.

//le another time skip.

Peter bounced up and down as Tony took him to a pet store as Peter had been asking for a pet at the tower.

Peter saw puppies-and-kittens-and-parrots-and-hermitscrabs-and....chickens...

Thankfully Bucky was here for this time as he wanted to help.

Peter poked Bucky and pointed at the chicken coop.

"Look at all those chickens!" Peter put a dopey smile on his face as he said it. Bucky laughed, while Tony put his head in his hands.

"I'm never letting you two be together ever again."

Peter pouted and almost immediately Tony apologized. Puppy eyes no Jutsu! Oops. Sorry. Wrong world. Believe it. :D

In the end...

Tony hates memes but loves Peter.

Steve, Bucky, and Thor expand their knowledge of memes despite Tony telling them not to.

Fun times.

Finished.

A/N: I am actually insane. Hope you enjoyed.

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Mr Stark? Im sorry...Im so sorry.

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*cackling* SORRY NOT SORRY. THIS WAS PRODUCED IN THE MIDDLE OF ANOTHER INFINITY WAR DEPRESSION EPISODE.

"Today I helped a lady crossed the street. She was going a little slow and a truck was honking and flipping us off. We made it though! That guy was a jerk... it's okay though. Nothing else happened...hope you've had a good day Mr. Stark!"

Beep.

"Hi, Mr. Stark! Uh, a lot happened today! I stopped a bank robbery and the guy got caught. I also helped four kids find their parents. They were cute! Also this person was getting beat up in an alleyway and I stopped them before the lady could get seriously hurt. Anyways, I gotta go do my homework! Have a great day!"

Beep.

"Uhm Mr. Stark...I uh...don't have much time, but I saw this guy was terrorizing New York...and you weren't picking up my calls...so I'm going to, uh, stop him? I'll tell you all about it when I put the guy in cuffs! Hopefully see you soon."

Beep.

"The guy who called himself 'The Stinger' got out in jail. All I had to do was spray bug spray on him! It was weird...but uh, I guess if you sprayed FeBreeze on me I'd get hurt...I'm going to find that out maybe...Heh, um, bye, Mr. Stark!"

Beep.

"Hi, Mr. Stark! Today this lady got me a churro and it was good! Uh, you should try one! I gotta go, but have a nice day!"

Beep.

"Mr. Stark...thank you for the suit, it's amazing really! I won't disappoint you! I promise you!"

Beep.

"Today I saved a kid from getting run over by a taxi. He called me his favorite superhero! Also, I met this guy named Deadpool...I don't like him. He's a jerk. Bye, Mr. Stark!"

Beep.

"Mr. Stark...I have to make this quick...I saw this circular thing appear in the sky and it was destroying New York and I'm on the bus..ness going to distract everyone and I'm going to help. I hope to see you there. Uhm. Knowing that I could not make it out alive, thank you again, Mr. Stark. Don't blame yourself! Bye!"

Beep.

"Peter..." Said the broken voice of Tony Stark. Holding his phone in his lap and a projection of Peter Parker next to him.

"It's okay Mr. Stark. Don't blame yourself." Said the yellow tinted projection with a small smile. "It was never your fault."

Tony, who was in his lab of which was locked, sobbed violently. "It's all my fault...all my fault...I'm sorry Pete...I'm so sorry..."

The projection of Peter looked at Tony solemnly. And flickered out.

Tony only sobbed more.

"Tony. Hi. It's Peter. Things out in space aren't looking so good and Thanos might win. I-I know I might die. I-I know there's that possibility....and I want to say that it's not your fault. It will never be your fault. Don't blame yourself if I do die. Always look up. Plus, there's a possibility that I could come back...right? It's okay if don't. I understand. But tell Aunt May that I love her...tell Ned I'm sorry we haven't finished the LEGO Death Star yet...and MJ? Make sure she stays awesome. I've got this message so that if I was in danger it would be messaged to you. If you're hearing this...then I'm hurt or dead... Tony...you were like a dad figure to me and thank you for that. I...I love you, dad. Stay cool Iron Man."

Beep.

Tony wiped his tears and smiled slightly.

"Peter...you are one good kid... when you come back...I'm not letting you leave ever again."

Tony stood up and put on a brave face.

He was going to save his kid.

A/N: Yeah it was short, sue me. Credits to anna.pellizzari for my inspiration. Her art is amazing. 👍👍👍

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