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Me when my comfort-blorpos are actually just middle aged sad losers 😔😔😔

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#still love them tho #we Stan unwell space wizards #come to the high republic we have #*awkwardly reads notes* #a bunch of equally fucked up idiots who all insist on being perfectly fine #(they’re doomed by the narrative) #no-beard Elzar because what was my boi thinking #i could go into detailed explanation everyone is where they are #then again spots could also be exchange especially Stellan and Avar #i love them your honor #the high republic #star wars the high republic #avar kriss #elzar mann #stellan gios

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doomed by the narrative :´(

Bonus Elzar realizing that he can protect her all he wants but he will never be able to save Avar from herself

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#poor babies :´( #also i refuse to draw Elzar with a beard #don’t hold it against me #anyways back to my agenda #the fact that they are always depicting Elzar as the one most likely to fall #but Avar would be so much more interesting tbh #also she IS doomed by the narrative #almost every villain in phase 3 has beef with her #the hutts and general the Nihil and Lourna and fucking Ro #anyways maybe I’m wrong maybe we’ll get a Happy End for them #elvar #also yes im back with The symbolism of halos #and those weird hands belong to people who have died because #angst #me when I have to do so much work stuff but I sketch my silly little space wizards instead #star wars the high republic #the high republic #elzar mann #avar kriss

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Happy Monday :DD

Elzar is forcing them to say one nice thing to the other one each day

He is very proud

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#i know it’s not monday #i tried to post it then but I forgot #anyways Elzar may have forced them to be nice to each other #but he set the bar kinda low ngl #they’re getting there #also stellan is not dead I just suck at drawing holo transmissions #accordingly Avars nice thing of the day to say was: #your company is not so bad as long as your a bunch of solar systems away #Stellan didn’t like that answer but ‚happy Monday‘ wasn’t much better #no matter Elzar takes it as a win anyway #the high republic #avar kriss #stellan gios #elzar mann

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Me when projecting on my faves: 👍

I won’t change my mind, they are all little neurodivergent gremlins in my head and I love them

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#inspired by something I had on my feed some time ago I think it was critical role fanart #anyway the three coolest losers ever y’all #i love them so much #it’s been what three years? #leave me alone already firebrands #(pls dont this is my only source of serotonin and dopamine) #Help what am I doing with my life #anyway stellan is a little acoustic elzar is the a list of adhd type one symptoms and avar is both because I say so #ive been gone for so long and this is what I post #im actually working on super cool angsty firebrand stuff #also shortest firebrand Elzar again #and yes I know the outfits kinda suck I got tired midway through #the high republic #stellan gios #avar kriss #elzar mann #star wars the high republic

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Firebrands stuff idk

They went to take a nap afterwards (Avar was very tired)

#got tired at the end ngl #anyways eye of darkness finally arrived #i don’t need my feelings anyways #but also now I’m scared for the future #best medicin: copium #and a little delulu #me when two tragic lovers can be three instead #they wanna smash each other I wanna smash my face into the wall after tfs and teod #im tired idk what else to put in the tags #the high republic #elzar mann #avar kriss #stellan gios

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The light of the Jedi?

Come on Star Wars give her a break that woman is very tired

Bonus fans under the cut:

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#i spend an ungodly amount of my life thinking about this poor lady #also i love her new look #also i love her #me accidentally rendering the scar nice and deciding I need to render EVERYTHING now #i started drawing this cuz I need to wait for the comic until I can continue my fic #guess which poor idiot thought it will come out tomorrow #me #now I made myself sad #my obsession with this traumatized space wizard is not very good #me and my mommy issues staring at Avar Kriss: well shit #Star wars I swear don’t kill her #i will cry very much #also shadows of starlight 2 preview? #God my angst loving heart #im ranting in the tags again #sorry #the high republic #star wars the high republic #avar kriss

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Just some kiddos, nothing bad will ever happen to them

Yep, nothing bad, not ever. What do you mean, I’m not delusional, they’re happy and still besties to this day?

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#lying #i am delusional #last firebrands Friday before we get more canon firebrands #me drawing this resisting the urge to blur Stellans face #cuz he’s dead #but who knows maybe he isn’t #im writing an emotional damaging fanfic and needed a break #look at them being happy :) #i headcanon this to be on varykino #or whatever the name of that island was #they are making flowercrowns btw #because I think those are neat #tbh the drawing itself is kinda shitty it was way better in my head #oh well #the high republic #elzar mann #avar kriss #stellan gios

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Stellan is stopping them from punching someone

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#i changed up their clothes #cuz everyone wearing the same thing is boring to draw #also i think it turned out quite well #me: finally remembers to put lightsaber holsters #also me: forgets to draw lightsabers #also also me: destroys this nice drawing with my inability to get hands right #anyways firebrands as Padawans :DD #also Elzar being the shortest ;) #look at the poor little babies #they have no idea of their terrible future #aka im pretty sure phase 3 is gonna kill Avar and make Elzar fall #at least I’ll get to draw angst :ˋ) #firebrands friday #it’s not even Friday #who cares #i am considering if I should draw them as halfbloods cuz I’m hyped for the Percy Jackson series #we will see #(also yay 18 days until shadows of starlight 2) #the high republic #avar kriss #stellan gios #elzar mann

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Basically it went like this

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The fact that the first use of the Force we see in all of The High Republic is Avar Kriss Force-tying her hair up into a knot before leading the Jedi into the Great Disaster to save billions of people is so—. So good. It gets to me, man.

#looking pretty while saving a planet #is very necessary #slay queen #that was the moment I fell in love with Avar Kriss #she hasn’t left me alone since :ˋ) #the high republic #avar kriss

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„Jeweled diadem gifted by Stellan and Elzar“

Of course, that could have been simply a sweet gesture BUT making it angsty is so much better in my opinion

Because imagine Avar Kriss, a telepath so powerful she always hears so so much -enough for it to physically hurt her- being unable to keep her mental walls up because her energy is already drained… and imagine Elzar Mann and Stellan Gios, researching in the archives for weeks, finding the slightest hint of something that could help and then proceeding to forge the focus with their own hands… :ˋ)

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#and now it’s as if they are protecting her every time she wears it #‚Avar Kriss can hear all Jedi and the force is like music for her‘ #and then they try telling me she never gets overstimulated by it #or headaches #bffr #anyways it’s okay now cuz her besties helped her out #also i love drawing baby firebrands #Stellan is like 16 in this and the other two are even younger #also idk if anyone noticed but Elzar is smaller than stellan >:) #cuz nothing is more hilarious to me than the ‚elzar is the smallest firebrand‘ hc #anyways the next book is coming out RIGHT IN MY EXAM PHASE #fuck You Star Wars #now I have to choose between Avar Kriss and Elzar mann or passing my semi finals #-_- #we all know what I’m gonna pick #firebrands friday #the high republic #avar kriss #stellan gios #elzar mann

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Baby Ahsoka and that clone she held the hand off :ˋ)

They are still on that misty planet and he is letting her practice her force healing :D they’re friends now btw and while most of his injuries healed his arm sometimes gives him trouble and Ahsoka tries to help :)

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#look at her #cute little Jedi baby #very happy That the tube top is cancelled #that is not something you should let your 14 yo child wear #looking at you skywalker #anyways child Ahsokas actresses slayed #also i love lotr and let’s all be honest ahsoka had her Gandalf the white moment #‚legacy of war‘ nu-uh you mean legacy of drama Queen #anyways do you ever think about the fact that huyangstays with ahsoka cuz she’s the last surviving member of the order #and the Jedi are huyangs family too #and Ahsoka is all that’s left of it and she just keeps dying #and disappearing #and that’s why he sounded so broken when he said ‚i told them to stay together‘ #because he loves the Jedi #and ahsoka is one despite everything she herself says #cuz I think about it a lot and I might write a fanfic :ˋ) #star wars #ahsoka series #ahsoka spoilers #ahsoka tano #huyang #clones #idk what his name is he probably died :/ #might delete later lol

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When you are technically mad at your bestie but physical affection is *nice*

(Click for better quality [: )

Ah yes that awkward moment when you’re constantly fighting with your former best friend/ lover, but you also still need to work together and both of you are touch starved...

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#firebrands friday #i remembered for once #gosh i love them #the fanfiction im writing got out of hand again #so instead i spend 12 hours drawing this #this might have been the longest i ever worked on something lol #also how tf does avars office look i dont remember #so i improvised #also pls ignore the hands #lets all just focus on our favourite idiots #i found a refrence for this somewhere on pinterest btw #tho i lost it because adhd and thr hyperfixiation were KICKING #how tf am i still not over them someone help me #eyes turned out pretty nice tho :) #perspective not so much #oh well #the high republic #stellan gios #avar kriss

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Elzar Mann shortest firebrand confirmed

(I passed the first half of the final two years of school, so this is my celebration I guess)

whole panel:

Anyways we stan tall lady Avar Kriss, who btw is way too tired to put up with her best friends bullshit

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#pls ignore the horrendous background #and my inconsistent drawing style #anyways #i like tiny elzar he looks so silly #the boots suit him tho #stellan thinks hes going crazy the moment he first sees them #they hold a council of the firebrands #and decide with democracy 2 against 1 that the hot pink boots need to go #elzar does not like that outcome #cuz hes back to being shortest #tbh for all avar cares #he could have kept them #girl is too busy losing her mental health anyways #for anyone who has not read thr yet: #this is their relationship #also how tf does starlight beacon look on the inside #i dont know for certain #so i improvised #the high republic #avar kriss #elzar mann #stellan gios #hes not IN it #but he is a firebrand so #and part of the story in the tags which no one will read anyways

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More happy and not at all angsty firebrand doodles :D

the first one is them on a speeder chase after a mission went wrong and everybody is just losing their mind (Avar actually lied about having a drivers license, Elzar memorized the map for the wrong planet and Stellan is sooo done)

otherwise, yes, nothing angsty at all... did y'all read the announcement for the new phase three book in november? pretty sure they are going to kill avar and elzar too...

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#in my hc stellan and elzar were supporting of avar being tran the entire time #learned how to braid hair #elzar watched make up tutorials #stuff like that :) #on another note i have been getting the feeling that stellan perhaps is not dead after all #yk they said he was in the book #but the way some of the authors and moderators on the star wars youtube chanel speak about it makes me suspicious #im probably delusional #i drew elzar with that meme for people with brown eyes and the sun #what a good description everbody will know what im talking about #also... we dont talk about golden eyed avar #actually yes we do because im rather certain #that if they dont kill her #theyll make her fall #also i couldnt keep myself from drawing the girlies fighting #gosh i love them #the high republic #elzar mann #stellan gios #avar kriss

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Welcome to „The High Republic“, where everybody is traumatized :D

I couldn’t put everyone on that chart, but we all can clearly see the average trauma

Also if someone has suggestions/ criticism, I’ll gladly take it :)

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#im too tired to draw #so meme instead it is #i could go into detail about why I chose to put who where #this is a weird sentence #English isn’t my mother language #anyways i feel Orla already almost started therapy with elzar #we saw sskeer doing his mental self journey #bell is just one of the writers punchbags #and the firebrands are pretty clear too #tho i do have to say I had some struggle with elzar and avar #you could switch them and it would probably still work #i do think I solved it well #elzar wouldn’t even admit he needs therapy #and avar is such a burned out gifted (and probably neurodivergent) kid #that girls head is fucked up im telling y’all #Phase 3 is soon so we’re probably gonna see her kill lourna #slay #i cant fucking wait #the high republic #elzar mann #avar kriss #stellan gios #keeve trennis #vernestra rwoh #bell zettifar #sskeer #orla jareni #estala maru #(how does he not have a tag?) #:(

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My take on what will happen at the end of „Beyond the Spiderverse“ :)

Click the first panel and swipe through to read properly

:D the whole thing ->

seriously tho, the whole "it doesnt end well" dialouge feels like forshadowing, PLUS gwen telling her father "dont worry, i'll be back soon" is such a she's gonna die thing to say

anyways, i love my queen gwen

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#btw gwen died while saving miles #and they didn’t make up before :) #because I love angst #miguel tore off the jumping bracelet hobie made #and then Gwen glitched while getting miles away from spot #and didn’t manage to dodge the dark matter in time #miguel leaves miles at peace after that cuz gwen is compensation for miles dad #also #Spider Society realizes Miguel’s bullshit #cuz gwen dying is not a canon event #yet the multiverse is okay #(they bury her on Peter b‘s world) #spider man across the spider verse #miles morales #gwen stacy #spider gwen #spiderverse fanart #they better not kill her for real tho #also me not posting Star Wars for once? #what a surprise #spiderman atsv

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So the new Barbie trailer dropped and with it came a new meme template...

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obviously i had to adjust it for the three of them but either way it was fun to draw :)

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#the stupid height measuring lines in the background were the hardest #anyways it was a nice project #i have a lot of school exams so I haven’t been posting a lot #who cares tho #still not rid of the thr and firebrands brainrot #somebody sedate me #gosh I love those three gremlins so much #btw the accidentally committed arson #the high republic #stellan gios #avar kriss #elzar mann