gloomydiary

[gloomydiary]

i just wanna be dead already

[gloomydiary]

After spending two of the best days of the last months, I wanted to write that everything is fine and will get better, but now it's only worse

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[gloomydiary]

I think my friends forgot I was on a call

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[gloomydiary]

I'm afraid to be honest with anyone, I'm afraid to be honest with my parents, the therapist with my friends

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[gloomydiary]

I'm so broken I don't feel anything, I just feel bad I can't cry I can't even describe the pain because I don't feel it but I know it's there

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[gloomydiary]

someone can help me?

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[gloomydiary]

I regret more and more that I love my parents

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[gloomydiary]

I regret more and more that I love my parents

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[gloomydiary]

life is overwhelming me

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[gloomydiary]

I hate everything and want to disappear

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[gloomydiary]

she's just a whore

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[gloomydiary]

I feel lonely

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[gloomydiary]

The tension is getting higher

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[gloomydiary]

A bee and a duck were the very best of friends

The bee and the duck thought the fun would never end

Then one day the duck thought he'd try a honey snack

And the bee stung the duck on the back!

~Amy Lee

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[gloomydiary]

yesterday I felt the need to wave my arms, they were tense just like the rest of my torso, something under my skin was itching. I still don't know what it was, but I'm having a panic attack that it's going to happen again

I can't describe this strange feeling that happened yesterday, these arm swings were also strange and scary

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[gloomydiary]

I still can't find myself

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[gloomydiary]

I have enough

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