these people make me feel like i'm the one who's crazy. when they're actually the crazy ones. gaslighting is fucking crazy when you're the one being gaslit.
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of course im having a panic attack in someone else's house
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this pain is so familiar. it's the only thing i remember. i feel it
so heavily.
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i hope this is not another episode.
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I'm fucking exhausted
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im shutting down
they don't care. but it's ok... it'll make it easier to go away. although i know few care....maybe saying it's not enough is true. it's not enough of an argument to get me to stay. one day..soon..im gonna finally give in to the darkest parts of my mind. because that part is the only part of me that's stayed with me from childhood into adulthood. the eerie, worrying, nagging truth. it's always been there. the truth that i should quit living. i've had a time here. there's truly no more left for me to do. i don't want to continue. parts of me just keep dying off slowly, i rather do it all at once. i'm not crying about it anymore. i laugh it off. the truth is the truth regardless of how i feel. and im starting to feel nothing.
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In the end sadness is my only comfort
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🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶
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i love you. but we're done, forever.
and it's all my fault.
i wish "sorry" could fix everything.
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the world is in shambles. it's impossible to be happy. how can i be happy when there's parts of this planet struggling for their lives? i feel guilty for existing. this world is evil yet people in my generation keep having children. does everyone not see what the future will become? im tired...
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It’s difficult to explain so i stay quiet
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6 steps forward, 50 tremendous leaps down into a pit of despair and psychological torment .
- i'm so tired...
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