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just some thinspo🕷️

#anamia #pro miaa #skiny girl #model thin #anorexik #thnspo #anerxia #tw ed things #thinsppi #thin #its not as simple as just eating #notproforanyonejustforme #thinspø #thinspr0 #skiny body #getting skiny

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i havent been on here in a hot minute, but i need to start holding myself accountable. i have been consumed in work and it helps make fasting go by easier, but i keep binging and only with horrible food that halts my progress. i have been holding 145 for a while now and i need to get back into eating more balanced food and not empty calories

#anamia #skiny girl #model thin #thnspo #notproforanyonejustforme #not pro just using tags #anorexik #anerxia #pro miaa #its not as simple as just eating #i wanna lose weight

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im finally keeping the worst ten pounds off of me and im so proud of myself, now to get to 140

#anamia #ana

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just some shit i thought was funny enjoy

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my bf and i iust got into an argument 😋 now i cant sleep and i have work at seven am gotta love it

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to look like this ✨🌙

#anareksja #thinsppi #anareksea #pro miaa #anamia #anarexique #disordered eating tw #notproforanyonejustforme #anarexcya #anatips #anarexja #getting skiny #pro ana #anna miaa #not pro just using tags #anareksya #not pro just tagging

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haven’t been on here for a minute, but i feel myself getting worse

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my boyfriend broke up with me three days ago and i lost five pounds since, talk about motivation

#not pro just tagging #anorexik #anareksya #anarexja #low cal ana #anamia #pro ana #ana fast #not pro just using tags #eating problems

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i feel so alone

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kinda struggling mentally right now tbh

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

mentions of r*pe with vague detail

i have been struggling to come to terms with this and i think i need to write my experience out and my feelings and thoughts to fully understand, im hoping to gain some advice to deal with this and work up the courage to tell my therapist at my next session, this might be triggering for some so please proceed with caution

it was february 2020 and i (16 at the time) was spending the night at my best friend’s (at the time) boyfriends house, we had eleven people packed into his room, my ex boyfriend (boyfriend at the time, 18) was there with me and we were mutual friends with everyone there due to our sport, as most teenagers do we were drinking and it just happened to be vodka, i was drinking heavily that night and was drunk pretty early on in the night, my ex boyfriend was also drinking but honestly i was not paying attention to how much and he came to me and we then went into the bathroom and then had sex, it was fine until he brought his phone out and began recording us, he has never done that before and i immediately told him i was uncomfortable, i didnt get to see his phone screen but i saw on my phone he had sent the video to me, i begged him to delete the the video and he had swore to me he deleted it completely and i never checked, as the night progressed, it was getting later and we kept drinking, other people wanted to go to sleep and so did i, i was tired, really drunk and i just wanted to sleep, so my ex boyfriend and i headed to the bathroom and began getting ready for bed and by the time we are ready to sleep, the room is dark and everyone is laying down and asleep except for my best friend and her boyfriend, so my ex and i lay down on the floor in the middle of the room, i hate myself for this part, he began to make a move on me and i told him that i did not want to have sex in a room full of people, he did not stop and he continued, and i repeated myself, he told me that no one was even awake and that we would be quiet, he put his hand on my mouth and began having sex with me, i pushed on his shoulders but i think he misunderstood the intent behind it, i wanted him off of me but regardless of his hand, i couldn’t speak, and then we noticed a head pop up, immediately it stopped and he got up, i think he was trying to play it off for going to the bathroom, i felt nothing, i tried to justify what had happened was consentual in my head for the rest of the night, i didn’t sleep

my best friend eventually finds out that had happened and became furious with me and my ex, she told me that i had crossed a boundary with her for having sex in her boyfriends house (not to excuse my actions but her boyfriend said it was fine for his friends to have sex as long as it was in the bathroom, this was not the best crowd of people) and let alone in front of so many people and she called me some hurtful things, i felt so embarrassed and ashamed of myself, i just told her that i was really drunk and that i wasn’t in the right state of mind and that i was really sorry and that what i did was inexcusable, and she ended up dropping me, i was constantly thinking about that night and how wrong it felt but everytime i told myself that it was fine and i kept thinking that for a while, and i never brought it up with him again

i broke up with him in november of 2020, because i couldn’t handle him anymore, the break up was emotionally exhausting but once i was finally able to think things over without this subconscious need to protect him, i allowed myself to really elevaluate the situation and i recognized that his actions were not okay, it has been hard for me to come to the terms that he r*ped me, it still doesn’t seem like that is really what happened when in reality it is

i felt the need to post this because i needed to let someone know, and please let me know your opinions, because coming to this conclusion on my own has made me feel like i have overthought the situation and i would really like to hear your guy’s thoughts

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TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

mentions of r*pe with vague detail

i have been struggling to come to terms with this and i think i need to write my experience out and my feelings and thoughts to fully understand, im hoping to gain some advice to deal with this and work up the courage to tell my therapist at my next session, this might be triggering for some so please proceed with caution

it was february 2020 and i (16 at the time) was spending the night at my best friend’s (at the time) boyfriends house, we had eleven people packed into his room, my ex boyfriend (boyfriend at the time, 18) was there with me and we were mutual friends with everyone there due to our sport, as most teenagers do we were drinking and it just happened to be vodka, i was drinking heavily that night and was drunk pretty early on in the night, my ex boyfriend was also drinking but honestly i was not paying attention to how much and he came to me and we then went into the bathroom and then had sex, it was fine until he brought his phone out and began recording us, he has never done that before and i immediately told him i was uncomfortable, i didnt get to see his phone screen but i saw on my phone he had sent the video to me, i begged him to delete the the video and he had swore to me he deleted it completely and i never checked, as the night progressed, it was getting later and we kept drinking, other people wanted to go to sleep and so did i, i was tired, really drunk and i just wanted to sleep, so my ex boyfriend and i headed to the bathroom and began getting ready for bed and by the time we are ready to sleep, the room is dark and everyone is laying down and asleep except for my best friend and her boyfriend, so my ex and i lay down on the floor in the middle of the room, i hate myself for this part, he began to make a move on me and i told him that i did not want to have sex in a room full of people, he did not stop and he continued, and i repeated myself, he told me that no one was even awake and that we would be quiet, he put his hand on my mouth and began having sex with me, i pushed on his shoulders but i think he misunderstood the intent behind it, i wanted him off of me but regardless of his hand, i couldn’t speak, and then we noticed a head pop up, immediately it stopped and he got up, i think he was trying to play it off for going to the bathroom, i felt nothing, i tried to justify what had happened was consentual in my head for the rest of the night, i didn’t sleep

my best friend eventually finds out that had happened and became furious with me and my ex, she told me that i had crossed a boundary with her for having sex in her boyfriends house (not to excuse my actions but her boyfriend said it was fine for his friends to have sex as long as it was in the bathroom, this was not the best crowd of people) and let alone in front of so many people and she called me some hurtful things, i felt so embarrassed and ashamed of myself, i just told her that i was really drunk and that i wasn’t in the right state of mind and that i was really sorry and that what i did was inexcusable, and she ended up dropping me, i was constantly thinking about that night and how wrong it felt but everytime i told myself that it was fine and i kept thinking that for a while, and i never brought it up with him again

i broke up with him in november of 2020, because i couldn’t handle him anymore, the break up was emotionally exhausting but once i was finally able to think things over without this subconscious need to protect him, i allowed myself to really elevaluate the situation and i recognized that his actions were not okay, it has been hard for me to come to the terms that he r*ped me, it still doesn’t seem like that is really what happened when in reality it is

i felt the need to post this because i needed to let someone know, and please let me know your opinions, because coming to this conclusion on my own has made me feel like i have overthought the situation and i would really like to hear your guy’s thoughts

#triggering content #possibly triggering

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September is suicide prevention month. Reblog if your blog always supports anyone with a mental illness.

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binged today and i hate myself, just so happen to be in a fight with this guy im seeing 🙃 fuck my life

#anareksja #pro miaa #anamia #disordered eating tw #tw eating stuff #getting skiny #anna miaa #not pr0 just using tags #eating disoder mention #skinysp0

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Magdalena Frackowiak

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