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100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

IF that isn’t enough:

Depression Hotline: [phone] Suicide Hotline: [phone] LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255 Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386 Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743 Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone] Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673 Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272 Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000 Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253 Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453 UK Helplines: Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected] Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111 Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected] Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected] b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected] b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected] Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600 Drinkline: 0800 9178282 Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected] Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight India Self Harm Hotline: [phone] India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669 Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7 suicide hotlines; Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430 Australia: 13-11-14 Austria: 01-713-3374 Barbados: 429-9999 Belgium: 106 Botswana: 391-1270 Brazil: 21-233-9191 China: 852-2382-0000 (Hong Kong: 2389-2222) Costa Rica: 606-253-5439 Croatia: 01-4833-888 Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67 Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908 Denmark: 70-201-201 Egypt: 762-1602 Estonia: 6-558-088 Finland: 040-5032199 France: 01-45-39-4000 Germany: 0800-181-0721 Greece: 1018 Guatemala: 502-234-1239 Holland: 0900-0767 Honduras: 504-237-3623 Hungary: 06-80-820-111 Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90 Ireland: 1800-247-100 Israel: 09-8892333 Italy: 06-705-4444 Japan: 3-5286-9090 Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292 Malaysia: 03-756-8144 (Singapore: 1-800-221-4444) Mexico: 525-510-2550 Netherlands: 0900-0767 New Zealand: 4-473-9739 New Guinea: 675-326-0011 Nicaragua: 505-268-6171 Norway: 47-815-33-300 Philippines: 02-896-9191 Poland: 52-70-000 Portugal: 239-72-10-10 Russia: 8-20-222-82-10 Serbia: 21-6623-393 Spain: 91-459-00-50 South Africa: 0861-322-322 South Korea: 2-715-8600 Sweden: 031-711-2400 Switzerland: 143 Taiwan: 0800-788-995 Thailand: 02-249-9977 Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800 Ukraine: 0487-327715 Uruguay: 095 73 8483 You will be missing out on every single wonderful thing yet to happen to you.

#psa #important #tw suicide // #tw // #reasons to live #stay alive #|-/ #||-// #text post #hotlines #twloha #to write love on her arms #twenty one pilots #emo #depression #depressive #self harm #i'm sorry if you're searching these tags #i love you #please message me #or someone #anyone #just please #stay alive. #personal❤☁

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reblog with ur sun sign, the color of your bedroom walls, ur favorite lollipop flavor, and ur favorite brownie piece in the tags

#pisces #lavender #strawberry #corner #ftw #about me #text post #tags #me #reblog #about yourself #tag yourself

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way to call me out

#this is about me i swear #meme #is this meme #butterfly meme #omg #me tho #about me #photo #mine #but that just means i responded #dw i'm not claiming the post as my own ahhh #sorry if you read through all these #i'm extremely anxious and sad and angry and ugh #you didn't need to know that but whoop now you do

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Reblog if you would date a robot. I'm not a robot I'm just asking for a friend. I have skin.

#y'all already know #humans #robots #i swear i'm human #lmao #text post #reblog #reblog if

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#that's today #it's gonna be may #may 1st #april 30th #nsync #lmao #advanced #gif #gifs #gifset #always reblog

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ATTENTION PET OWNERS

This post is going to rushed but I’m still shaking and it’s hard to type but I NEED people to know this

My mom just took my dog to the vet She(my dog) was(still is?) having a seizure

Last month we took my dog to the vet and they told us she had developed diabetes, they told us it was caused by the food she was eating, purina beneful. They told us that there have been many many many reports of Beneful has been causing diabetes, seizures, and even death in dogs.

We had no idea

We immediately switched her food and put her on a special diet plan for her diabetes, unfortunately the effects were already permeate.

Today at 11:20 my mom woke me up crying, I helped her carry my dog to the car (while she was still having a seizure) and watched her drive away red faced and still crying.

Please please PLEASE if you are feeding your pets Purina beneful PLEASE switch their food ASAP Beneful is poising dogs and I don’t want anyone else to experience what I just did Also if you could please help me signal boost this so everyone can know

#dogs #animals #purina beneful #purina #dog food #signal boost #!!!!! #reblog #psa #important #long reads

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This is for the pain

Shawty I don't

MIND

i spilt lipstick in your valentino bag

OH, Y OU SPILA̶U̶G̸N̵B̵D̷A̷U̷H̸N̴A̵U̷G̵H̵-

#vines #text post #long reads #about me #lmao #mine #kermit the frog #ktf #kermit t frog #kermit frog #kermit #memes

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these kids are the future and i am so incredibly proud of them. what’s sad is they’re kids and they should just be enjoying life as kids - but instead they’re all sharing a lifelong trauma and trying to do the job that elected officials should be doing. i look forward to these kids voting one day and voting for them one day

#florida #parkland #parkland florida #mass shooting #gun violence #gun control #nra #marjorie stoneman douglas high scho #stoneman shooting #florida shooting #video #justice for douglas #psa #important #signal boost #controversy #woo #!!!

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The only post I’ve seen in regards to victims were written by a mass murderer fan blog, so here’s an updated list made by someone who isn’t a shitbag.

the following people were murdered in the parkland, Florida mass shooting. I know its hard to look through these posts and even think about what happened, but it’s important. if any of the victim’s family start go fund me pages for funerals and what not, please add them to the post or message me so I can add it in. if you are able to support the family in any way possible, please do. remember to report any blogs that romanticize any murderers like the dirtbag who killed all these innocent kids. 

Alyssa Alhadeff, 14

 a jewish soccer player who was loved by her community. 

Scott Beigel, 35

a geography teacher who was killed trying to get students into a classroom. 

Martin Duque Anguiano, 14

a funny and outgoing kid who was taken at such a young age. please donate to the gofundme in his memory. goal was met as of feb 16th, but you can still donate.  

Nicholas Dworet, 17

a senior who was recruited to join the University of Indianapolis swim team, he had a bright future ahead of him. A gofundme was made for him and his brother. Nick’s brother, Alexander, is recovering from injuries. the money will go to his family. Their goal has not been reached yet, so please donate. 

Aaron Feis, 37

an assistant football coach, Aaron Feis was killed when throwing himself in front of students from oncoming bullets. he was a man who put himself second and always care about how others were doing. A gofundme was made in his honor. the goal was reached within a few hours the first day, and has since been extended. Once verified, the money will go to his family. 

Jaime Guttenberg, 14

her family is absolutely broken and are struggling to get through this. no one should have to say goodbye to their children, especially when this could have been prevented. 

Chris Hixon, 49

Chris was the schools athletic director. he cared a lot for students and would drive them too where they’d need be, or would pay for their lunches. His wife, Debra, says that he was always giving back to the community. A former student opened a gofundme for him. the goal hasn’t been reached. donations will go to a scholarship in his honor. 

Luke Hoyer, 15

his grandparents heard about the news and didn’t get a response back about whether Luke was okay until 1 am. they were left there fearing for the worse, and their fear was only confirmed. like other families, Luke’s family is struggling to handle his death. They say he was always smiling and was always happy. 

Cara Loughran, 14

(no picture available.)

cara was a beautiful soul who danced at Drake School of Irish Dance in South Florida.

Gina Montalto, 14

a member of the winter guard in the schools marching band, Gina was noted to be the sweetest soul ever.

Joaquin Oliver, 17

Joaquin was born Venezuela, moved to the United States when he was 3. He leaves behind many friends who have been vocal about their anger and heartache over the Governments lack of willingness to enforce gun control.

Alaina Petty, 14 

she is described as vibrant and determined. Alaina volunteered after Hurricane Irma hit Florida in September and was known for being apart of the Helping Hands program.

Meadow Pollack, 18

Meadow was accepted at Lynn University in Boca Raton and was known for being a lovely young woman with lots of energy. A gofundme was opened by a family friend with permission from her family.  Their goal has not been reached, so please keep donating. 

Helena Ramsay, 17

Helena was bright and witty. she was a kind and thoughtful person who was loved by many. 

Alex Schachter, 14

Alex participated in the school marching band and orchestra, playing baritone in the former and trombone in the latter. A GoFundMe page was set up to help give scholarships to help other students experience the joys of music as well as fund increased security at schools. The money raised will be sent to the Stoneman Douglas Marching Eagles. Here is the page. The goal was reached but please keep donating.

Carmen Schentrup, 16

Carmen was a National Merit Scholar semifinalist. As said by the Eagle Eye student blog, “Marjory Stoneman Douglas had 10 students qualify as semifinalists for 2018, which is the second year in a row 10 students have qualified.” 

Peter Wang, 15

Peter was apart of the school’s ROTC and his parents owned a restaurant in West Palm Beach. His friends recall that he was excited for the Chinese New Year. He has a gofund me that hasn’t reached it’s goal. Please donate ASAP.

this post was made as of Friday, feb 16th, at 1 pm. If any new information comes out this post will be updated as soon as possible. if you notice more gofundmes have opened, please note them or PM me so I can add them to the post. BROWARD EDUCATION FOUNDATTION HAS OPENED A GOFUNDME FOR ALL VICTIMS. $1 mill has already been raised, and they will later be distributed. 

#this happened way too close to me and so many people are terrified #please donate #reblog #signal boost #florida shooting #parkland #stoneman douglas high school #sdhs #stoneman shooting #parkland florida #important #psa #long reads #please reblog

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The only post I’ve seen in regards to victims were written by a mass murderer fan blog, so here’s an updated list made by someone who isn’t a shitbag.

the following people were murdered in the parkland, Florida mass shooting. I know its hard to look through these posts and even think about what happened, but it’s important. if any of the victim’s family start go fund me pages for funerals and what not, please add them to the post or message me so I can add it in. if you are able to support the family in any way possible, please do. remember to report any blogs that romanticize any murderers like the dirtbag who killed all these innocent kids. 

Alyssa Alhadeff, 14

 a jewish soccer player who was loved by her community. 

Scott Beigel, 35

a geography teacher who was killed trying to get students into a classroom. 

Martin Duque Anguiano, 14

a funny and outgoing kid who was taken at such a young age. please donate to the gofundme in his memory. goal was met as of feb 16th, but you can still donate.  

Nicholas Dworet, 17

a senior who was recruited to join the University of Indianapolis swim team, he had a bright future ahead of him. A gofundme was made for him and his brother. Nick’s brother, Alexander, is recovering from injuries. the money will go to his family. Their goal has not been reached yet, so please donate. 

Aaron Feis, 37

an assistant football coach, Aaron Feis was killed when throwing himself in front of students from oncoming bullets. he was a man who put himself second and always care about how others were doing. A gofundme was made in his honor. the goal was reached within a few hours the first day, and has since been extended. Once verified, the money will go to his family. 

Jaime Guttenberg, 14

her family is absolutely broken and are struggling to get through this. no one should have to say goodbye to their children, especially when this could have been prevented. 

Chris Hixon, 49

Chris was the schools athletic director. he cared a lot for students and would drive them too where they’d need be, or would pay for their lunches. His wife, Debra, says that he was always giving back to the community. A former student opened a gofundme for him. the goal hasn’t been reached. donations will go to a scholarship in his honor. 

Luke Hoyer, 15

his grandparents heard about the news and didn’t get a response back about whether Luke was okay until 1 am. they were left there fearing for the worse, and their fear was only confirmed. like other families, Luke’s family is struggling to handle his death. They say he was always smiling and was always happy. 

Cara Loughran, 14

(no picture available.)

cara was a beautiful soul who danced at Drake School of Irish Dance in South Florida.

Gina Montalto, 14

a member of the winter guard in the schools marching band, Gina was noted to be the sweetest soul ever.

Joaquin Oliver, 17

Joaquin was born Venezuela, moved to the United States when he was 3. He leaves behind many friends who have been vocal about their anger and heartache over the Governments lack of willingness to enforce gun control.

Alaina Petty, 14 

she is described as vibrant and determined. Alaina volunteered after Hurricane Irma hit Florida in September and was known for being apart of the Helping Hands program.

Meadow Pollack, 18

Meadow was accepted at Lynn University in Boca Raton and was known for being a lovely young woman with lots of energy. A gofundme was opened by a family friend with permission from her family.  Their goal has not been reached, so please keep donating. 

Helena Ramsay, 17

Helena was bright and witty. she was a kind and thoughtful person who was loved by many. 

Alex Schachter, 14

Alex participated in the school marching band and orchestra, playing baritone in the former and trombone in the latter. A GoFundMe page was set up to help give scholarships to help other students experience the joys of music as well as fund increased security at schools. The money raised will be sent to the Stoneman Douglas Marching Eagles. Here is the page. The goal was reached but please keep donating.

Carmen Schentrup, 16

Carmen was a National Merit Scholar semifinalist. As said by the Eagle Eye student blog, “Marjory Stoneman Douglas had 10 students qualify as semifinalists for 2018, which is the second year in a row 10 students have qualified.” 

Peter Wang, 15

Peter was apart of the school’s ROTC and his parents owned a restaurant in West Palm Beach. His friends recall that he was excited for the Chinese New Year. He has a gofund me that hasn’t reached it’s goal. Please donate ASAP.

this post was made as of Friday, feb 16th, at 1 pm. If any new information comes out this post will be updated as soon as possible. if you notice more gofundmes have opened, please note them or PM me so I can add them to the post. BROWARD EDUCATION FOUNDATTION HAS OPENED A GOFUNDME FOR ALL VICTIMS. $1 mill has already been raised, and they will later be distributed. 

#this happened way too close to me and so many people are terrified #please donate #reblog #signal boost #florida shooting #parkland #stoneman douglas high school #sdhs #stoneman shooting #parkland florida #important #psa #long reads #please reblog

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#this made me really happy #oml #video #dinosaurs #lmao #cute #cute af #love

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I love it how cleaning your room can go from just casually throwing stuff in a wardrobe to the opening sequence of Guardians of the Galaxy in a matter of seconds 

#this put such a huge smile on my face #oml #about me #marvel #mcu #chris pratt #starlord #star lord #gotg #guardians of the galaxy #awesome mix vol 1 #marvel cinematic universe #text post #yesss #my goals

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tunblr roll call! reblog if your in the following fandoms:

-suffering -the pain of living

#this should have more notes #fandom #text post #roll call #here! #about me #lmao #suffering #arthur schopenhauer #philosophy #philosophers #i'm suffering

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if i ever get a DUI, i’d like it to go like this 

#video #drinking #dui #drunk #lmao #me #dancing

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old macdonald had ENOUGH

#oh my god #lmfao #text post