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Even tho I’ve been pretty off the grid recently, thanks for the tag!

What’s in your bag?

Water bottle, RESCUE pastilles, salt packets, book/s, stim tools, air pods, wallet, spare Dextroamphetamine’s (ADHD meds)

Top 5 apps on your phone?

Discord, Spotify, Reminders, Clock (for alarms and stuff), Messages

New Years resolutions?

Set healthy boundaries, keep up with school work (it’s my last year gotta make it count), exercise more but don’t over do it (keep it safe as to not fall back into ED stuff)

I would tag people but this is a phone post and tagging makes the app crash for some dumb reason

Year end ask game 🥰

1. What's in your bag?

2. Top 5 important apps on your phone?

3. Any new year resolutions?

You did well this year. I'm proud of you. Now send this to 5 people to continue the chain. The goal is to spread positivity!

hihi thanks for sending this !

1. in my bag, well, i don’t carry bag but i do carry my purse around skksks. i’ve got some cash and coins, atm card, two antiseptic band aids, tissue paper, tylenol, aspirin, pen and paper, my phone, salt candies in case i get dizzy, and a hair tie / clutch !

2. ok so first one is google classroom lmao my future depends on it. then my sketching app, fitness record, calls and lastly, google.

3. not much except getting a hold of myself and keeping up with studies, health and diet. also, continuing piano and art is one of the most imp ones too

i’ll just tag people : @rinesei @mysterystarz @animated-moon + anyone who wants to join !

#blue was tagged #tag game #tag games

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Harry Potter / Marauders Headcanon

Madam Pomfrey never believed that Sirius betrayed everyone.

She saw how close he and James were

She saw him sitting by Remus after every full moon and how he'd only take notes in classes while Rem was in the hospital wing to give to him

She saw Sirius try to include Peter (Although sometimes he wasn't great at it because he had no attention span)

She saw how he was always watching Regulus and how he never stopped loving him, even though he really wanted to hate him

Whenever James got hurt in quidditch and had to go to her Sirius would always go with them and if he wasn't aloud to stay he'd

A) sneak in anyway B) Pretend to be sick or hurt to get to stay C) Come up with some stupidly outrages reason why he had to stay or D) Actually get himself hurt or sick so he could stay with James

She knew there was no physical way that Sirius Orion Potter would be able to pull something like that off even if he wanted to. Because she also saw how the other Marauders treated him, the trust and care they had for eachother.

Plus Sirius could never keep a secret from James, they could always tell when the other saw lying or hiding something.

They were brothers after all.

#marauders #the marauders #hp marauders #harry potter marauders #marauders era #Harry potter #hp #james potter #Sirius Black #peter pettigrew #Remus Lupin #madam pomfrey #harry potter headcanon #Headcanon #hp headcanon #marauders headcanon #james potter headcanon #remus lupin headcanon #peter pettigrew headcanon #sirius black headcanon #madam pomfrey headcanon

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Hello sweets, stopping by to give you some love. Hope you’re having/had a good day. Make sure to eat something and drink some water. I need my wonderful moot to be as healthy as ever. Sending lots of hugs and love <333

Thank you lovely!! Sending all the love and hugs back 💙💙💙

This made my morning, thank you 😊

#blues mutuals #the secret writer

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I just want y’all to know,

We all cry when our favourite characters die in books

HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL HAVING TO KILL OFF NOT ONLY ONE IF MY FAVOURITES BUT ALSO LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSES FAVOURITE

I’m sorry [Insert characters name] you will be missed, I’ll see you when everyone kills ME for killing you

#blue blathers #writer woes #writer problems #writer #reader woes #rip #the consequences of emmett #blues book #tw: caps

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just saw your update post and glad you're good!! the lockdown do be sucking tho

Thank you! I'm ready to bitch slap covid back to 2020 istg

#rippahwrites #blues mutuals #blue asks #hi btw!!!

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Update??

idk if anyone has noticed or cared tbh

But I've been hella inactive recently.... more than usual lol

Basically I had my school trial exams, 1 went well.... the other not so much but anyway

So leading up to, during and a bit after I've been focused on that, then I had to catch up on overdue work before the end of term (whitch was today! 17 sep) and I completed all that so go me

I've also just been having some ups and downs health wise but I won't get into that.

But hopefully (no promises tho) I'll be more active with you guys and maybe (again no promises) I'll post some stories.

I spent a whole ass term, 10 weeks, in lockdown and now I get to spend majority, if not all of, my break in lockdown so that's going to be fun

I hope you're all doing well!!! Stay safe, wear a mask and leave room for Jesus COVID

#update #blue blathers #sorry for my inactivity #like legit #love ya lots

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I’m so mad that I’m late seeing thissss

SOO GOOD!!!!!

Sirius and James sleeping on the floor made me give a goofy grin cause me and my friends do that all the time (pre covid)

100/10 will be reading again and again

Chapter 5 - Secrets and Surprises

| masterlist |

Apparently running through the corridors and effectively missing classes warranted a punishment of detention for three nights, much to the chagrin of all four boys.

Keep reading

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Oh my fucking god thank you for explaining, I’m not in the mcyt fandom nor have looked into it tbh, I’ve heard of like the deamsmp (cause I’m on the internet and they are everywhere) so when I saw that trending I was like

I beg your fucking pardon?¿??¿?¿?

what in

the

fresh

hell

is

THAT

But tbh kinda loving it? Like the creativity, go team "og hellsite"

twitter refugee here…. what is the penis smp 😭? i’ve seen it mentioned but i still have no idea what it is. could you maybe explain? or link some posts that explain it? does it have official lore??? who are the characters? why is the art so good 😅😅😅

uhhhh well you see. it’s a little bit hard to explain

but basically, a few weeks ago-ish, someone made an anti-mcytblr post. this is the post:

some MCYT fans reblogged it in an ironic way, to be like, “haha look at this, yeah we do look kind of stupid”

and then inniter made this post as a reference to it:

so then, once inniter opened the floodgates, more and more people started to make funny references to that original anti-mcytblr post.

eventually what happened is people would get into full on fake arguments, all of us posting satire pretending to act like twitter users who were defending their faves. people starting writing analysis and meta and making shitposts… all about these minecraft youtubers who do not even exist.

someone proposed skins for the imaginary youtubers:

and immediately, fanart began to take off.

people started making comics and art and full-on character analysis, just making up what was “canon” as they went. there wasn’t official lore, but admiral_anus and milfboss were both fan favorites. i don’t remember who made milfboss, but her skin was a catmaid and art of her was on the front page of tumblr.

one thing led to another, and the tag “penis SMP” was trending at the highest spot on tumblr for nearly 24 hours.

i wish i was joking.

anyway that’s the story of penis smp— there’s a lot of other characters and storylines that got made up, and im sure you can find posts about them under the “penis smp” tag.

but yeah, it was crazy.

#tw swearing #penis smp #mcyt #mcytblr #og hellsite #what is this #why

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Don’t worry, go ahead and melt my heart! I wasn’t using it or anything!

*cries*

#this is so sweet #i can't #my heart #not mine #effie potter #is the worlds best mother #sirius black #sirius potter

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Vice, my Gay Rogue in DnD

Vice, to a magic door: Hey door, if you do not open you're homophobic

DM: The doors homophobic I guess because it does not budge

Gork, a Paladin: I'm canceling the door on Twitter, #DoorIsOverParty

DM: The door is canceled now, but does not budge

#DnD #dungeons and dragons #dnd 5e #dnd stuff #rpg #ttrpg #shit my players say #dnd memes #dnd shenanigans #dnd homebrew #dm #dnd dm #rogue #paladin #dnd rogue #dnd paladin

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Be Gay, Do Crime

— Sirius Black to Mcgonagall when asked what he wanted to do after school

#marauders #the marauders #hp marauders #harry potter marauders #marauders era #marauders incorrect quotes #marauder quotes #incorrect quotes #incorrect hp quotes #harry potter quotes #incorrect harry potter quotes #hp #harry potter #hp quotes #Sirius Black #sirius #McGongall #minerva mcgonagall #hogwarts #be gay do crimes

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- Regulus Black age 5…..probably

If any of you need any help at all: too bad. Deal with your problems yourselves like adults.

Regulus Black, probably

#regulus black #regulus deserved better #sorry not even remotely sorry

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You’ve done it again

Your reblog has the letter i in it 20 times, and was the third reblog. What’s 20 divided by 3? 6.66. We’ve got 3 sixes, what has 3 sides?. A triangle. Illuminati confirmed again.

Not even mentioning the 666, the sign on the devil

I freakin love off the wall illuminati theories

#illuminati #illuminati confirmed #i can't stop laughing #i didn't even know #20 divided by 3 #was 666 #i was like #oh shit #we got em boys #blue blathers

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I Just Can’t Say It

Remus Lupin x Sirius Black | Angst w/ Fluff

“Sirius, why do you never say it back?”

| Masterlists | Words: 1429 A/N: Whoa, Blue posting a new fic that’s new Warnings: Angst, insecurities in relationships (?)

Feedback is always appreciated! - Blue

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Remus and Sirius had been dating for almost a year and a half. They were the queer power couple of Hogwarts, and everything was going amazing. Yes, they still had fights and disagreements but they always managed to work it out.

But one thing had been plaguing Remus’s mind for some time now, Sirius had never said “I love you”

He knows Sirius is still very new to the idea of people actually caring about and loving him. Remus could understand that maybe he didn’t know what to put into words how he felt but the first time Remus said “I love you” to Sirius didn’t go so smoothly...

*FLASHBACK*

The two of them were walking hand in hand around the school not really knowing or caring where. Just spending time together as Sirius animatedly talked about a prank he and James pulled off and something about how “Mother’s going to be sooo pissed!”

They were standing by a window, the sun perfectly shining through casting a beautiful golden light onto Sirius, making him look almost angelic. So overcome with emotion he couldn’t help thinking about all the amazing times they’ve had together, how much he loved Sirius. Remus was so enraptured in how Sirius looked he didn’t realize he had been staring.

“Earth to Moony!” Sirius called, making Remus jump out of his trance “What’s that pretty lil’ head of yours thinking about?” He tilted his head like a curious puppy.

“Just about how much I love you” Remus smiled sweetly, squeezing the hand he still had intertwined with his own.

Those seven words caused Sirius to freeze and tense up, eyes wide and flicking all over Remus’s face. "I- I-" he let out a distressed noise from the back of his throat. Remus noticed tears start to prick at the corners of his eyes.

“Sirius-” he didn’t get a chance to finish as Sirius tore away from him, sprinting in the opposite direction, a hand clamped over his mouth. Now it was Remus’s turn to freeze, his arm still slightly extended from when Sirius pulled away from him.

Sirius avoided everyone for the rest of the day and didn’t show up to lessons or meals. James tried to talk to him when he was curled up on his bed but he didn’t know what caused Sirius to retreat into himself and instead of saying anything Sirius just shook his head and locked himself in the bathroom. He stayed there for most of the next day.

The group was tense all day; it was weird not having Sirius there.

Remus finally saw him when he went back to the dorm to grab some textbook. He walked in to see Sirius curled up on his bed and wearing one of his jumpers, but what really broke his heart was that he was crying.

“Sirius, love”

Remus crouched on the floor next to Sirius “Pads, look at me” he said gently. When finally he did, Sirius quickly wiped his tears as if in a final attempt to hide he was crying “Pads, what’s going on?”

Sirius just shook his head and wrapped his arms around Remus’s neck hugging him tightly “Sirius- can’t breath” Remus said with a light voice. So Sirius let go for one second before grabbing Remus’s wrist and hauling him onto his bed, wrapping around him like a Bowtruckle to a tree.

Remus asked once again a bit later (after lots of cuddles, kisses and a long nap together) about what happened but Sirius just shook his head and buried himself into Remus’s shoulder. So Remus dropped it.

*FLASHBACK OVER*

Remus has said it three more times after that; Sirius didn’t pull away like that again but he still didn’t return the phrase. He would tense up for a moment but then give a soft smile and kiss Remus.

Remuss’ insecurities and self-doubt had started telling him Sirius didn’t like him the same way Remus did him. Maybe Sirius just didn’t want to break things off as it might hurt the group, maybe Sirius wanted to break up with him but didn’t know how?

But now It was their year and a half anniversary. Remus had spent a long time setting up a nice evening together, as they were walking hand in hand around the lake Remus stopped walking, making Sirius turn to look at him.

“What’s up Rem?”Sirius smiled, but Remus didn’t answer. He pulled him into a kiss, it was a kiss full of love and emotion, making Sirius completely melt into Remus.

“I love you so much Sirius” Remus said once he had pulled away, resting his forehead against the others. Sirius tensed and gave him a scared smile and pulled him to another kiss.

But Remus pulled back, looking deep into his eyes “Sirius, why do you never say it back? D-do you not love me?” he had tried to keep his voice steady and calm, maybe even a little assertive but he still stammered at the end. Not fully knowing if he even wanted to know if Sirius loved him or not.

“What? N-no! Moony- Remus it’s not like that!” Sirius’s eyes widened and he looked frantic.

“Then what is it Sirius? Cause to me not saying ‘I love you’ back to someone pretty much means you don’t. That may just be me but that’s how I feel.” Remus’s voice raised a bit and he was frowning, Sirius was yet to meet his eyes.

“No it’s not- I just- You’ve got it all wrong- I-,” Sirius was stammering and was shaking slightly.

Remus pulled his hand away from Sirius’s “I can’t keep giving my love and trust into someone who won’t return it Sirius. It’s eating me up inside, it hurts when you do things like this, when you don’t even tell my why” Remus took a deep breath turning to look back at the castle,

“Sirius, until you figure out your feelings I think...I think we need to take a break” It took every ounce of his Gryffindor bravery to say that, his heart and his mind were screaming at each other. One saying don’t leave him you love him, the other saying leave him he doesn’t love you.

“No!” Sirius shouted, calling Remus’s attention back at him, looking into Sirius’s eyes. The normal soft grey was clouded with absolute terror “no, no, please don’t leave me! I’m just, I-”

“Just what Sirius?!” Remus didn’t mean to snap at Sirius like that; what he really wanted to do was pull Sirius into a tight hug and say it was ok, that he wasn’t going to leave him, but he also wanted to know what Sirius was going to say.

“I just can’t say it, ok!” Sirius yelled, Remus opened his mouth to reply but Sirius kept talking, like floodgates opening “I can’t say it because I don’t know what it is! I don’t know how it feels to have someone lov- care about me like this, like you do. And I hate myself for that cause I have these feelings that I’ve never felt before.”

Remus was frozen, staring at him, Sirius’s voice went quiet “When you hold me, when you smile, when you say that, those three words I get this feeling of warmth and light and happiness inside me, and- and it terrifies me because I’ve never felt that before.”

Sirius finally looked Remus in the eye; they both had tears rolling down their cheeks. Remus walked back over to Sirius, taking his hand and resting his other on Sirius’s cheek, the other nuzzling into it slightly closing his eyes.

“Sirius, that’s all I needed to hear” Sirius flicked his eyes to Remus “because that warm feeling in here” He raised their interlocked hands to Sirius’s chest, over his heart.

“That is exactly how I feel, cause that’s what love feels like Pads”

“Y-yeah?”

Remus smiled at him with a nod pulling Sirius into his chest with a tight hug, Sirius clinging to him just as tight head in his shoulder.

“I don’t expect you to say it back to me. I get it now. But I’ll probably say it alot more now” Remus smiled slightly into Sirius’s hair.

“You’d better, cause I wanna be able to say it back”

They pulled away slightly to look at eachothers eyes both with small, slightly sad smiles.

“I love you, Sirius” Remus kissed his head, Sirius smiled brightly before burying his face back into Remus’s neck.

And Remus was almost certain he heard Sirius say,

“I love you too.”

#Harry potter #hp #wolfstar #sirius #remus #sirius black #remus lupin #sirius x remus #sirius black x remus lupin #wolfstar imagine #wolfstar fanfiction #wolfstar one shot #wolfstar blurb #wolfstar drabble #sirius black x remus lupin imagine #sirius black x remus lupin fanfiction #sirius black x remus lupin one shot #sirius black x remus lupin blurb #sirius black x remus lupin drabble #sirius x remus imagine #sirius x remus fanfiction #sirius x remus one shot #sirius x remus blurb #sirius x remus drabble #marauders #the marauders #hp marauders #harry potter marauders #marauders era

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I am a WHORE for “the love is requited, they’re both just idiots”

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Do I have a fic ready to be posted?

Yes

Do I want to post it?

Yes.

Do I post it?

That's up for debate

#writer woes #blue be blue #motivation whos that #can someone like post it for me lol