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The effects of torture part 2 Poe Dameron
i wanna thank everyone who loved the first part and requested the second part for your kind words, i hope you like this one as much as the first. :)  pairing; Poe Dameron x reader warnings: not really  spoilers: non  disclaimer Gifs not mine. 
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Poe found himself by your bed every free minute he had in the 3 days that followed you arrival on D’Qar. He had told you stories about Jessika, Snap and his black squadron. He had showed you the things that held meaning to you during your time with the resistance, but nothing seemed to work. Your mental situation hadn’t change. Physically you were already doing much better. You looked much healthier, but the vague absent expression in your eyes stayed. ‘it looks like she doesn’t want to remember.’ Poe spoke to Leia and your doctor on your 4th day on base. ‘it’s almost like something is stopping her from remembering.’ Leia added to it. ‘we can’t be sure what the first order did to her. All the interrogations drugs they used on her are out of her system. But it might be possible it’s something that force user did.’ Your doctor spoke, another reason for Poe to hate Kylo Ren. ‘it’s possible.’ Leia mumbled, if only Luke where here, he might know what to do, sadly he wasn’t. ‘but what are we going to do, I mean I’ve tried everything, told her stories about her friends, about her life with the resistance, showed her everything I know holds personal value to her.’ ‘we might need to take it a step further.’ The doctor spoke. ‘she’s been in one room most of the time, hasn’t seen anyone but you two. Seeing other places and other people might help.’ ‘what are you suggesting?’ Leia asked her doctor. ‘that we’d take her to another planet, remind her of her life before the resistance?’ Poe thought about the idea. ‘perhaps, but start with showing her the base, the people she used to hang around with, it might start something.’ ‘is she fit enough?’ Poe wanted you to remember dearly if he could he’d show you to your home planet straight away  if there was a change of you remembering, but not if you were still too weak. ‘you know as good as I commander Dameron that she’s been bored out of her mind the past days, it might do her good. Physically she’s as good as healed.’ ‘then that’s what we’ll do, first the base if that doesn’t work her home, commander.’ ‘I’ll get to it, general.’ Poe was quick to leave the people around him and walk the short distance to the medbay. 
‘commander.’ the doctor stopped him before he could reach your bed. ‘I need to warn you though, there is a chance the first order played with her mind. She might remember things from before the resistance but never remember you.’ the doctor spoke carefully. The idea alone hurt Poe, and sure the lack of change in your situation had made him slightly sceptic but he wasn’t going to let the idea of you never remembering him get to him. ‘I’m sure we’ll find out soon enough sir.’ Poe picked up his pace until he stood by your bed. ‘how are you?’ you were reading the book Poe had given you the first day and didn’t have to look up to know it was him. ‘the headaches are better, I’m just bored.’ You placed the book down on your lap. ‘good that’s what I’m here for.’ Poe said excited, however you couldn’t quite place if it was genuine or not. ‘I’m here to take you away from this bed and show you around the base.’ ‘Really!’ you can’t help but smile. the huge smile on your face makes Poe’s excitement genuine. ‘really, so get your shoes on so we can go.’ You had gotten a bunch of clothes from Leia a day ago so you didn’t have to wear those idiotic medical clothes. Poe held out his hand to help you out of the bed, this was going to be an adventure on itself as you had barely walked the past days. Poe helped you with your boots and pull your jacket over the sand coloured jumpsuit you wore. ‘so where to first?’ you ask Poe when you are standing outside the medbay. ‘well I thought lunch first then I’ll show you around.’ Poe took your hand in his, you were surprised by his actions but couldn’t deny your hands fit together perfectly. You nodded in reply. ‘follow me.’ Poe led you through the halls of the base, for sure if you were on your own you’d have gotten lost. You ended up in a big room filled with tables. There was soft chatting as not every table was taken. You had expected Poe to lead you to one of the empty tables but instead he took you to a table where 2 people were already seated. ‘y/n I’m sure you recognize these people.’ He spoke as he took a seat on the empty bench. You scanned the people’s faces as you took a seat and indeed you recognized them. In front of you were snap and Jessika the man and woman from the picture. ‘heei, Poe told me a lot about you guys.’ as you spoke those words Jessika realised you still didn’t remember a thing and shot Poe an apologetic smile. ‘only the good stuff I hope.’ Snap spoke with a soft laugh. ‘is there any good stuff with you snap.’ Poe shot back. You watched as Poe interacted with his 2 fellow pilots. It was clear that they had a close bond, and that these people meant everything to Poe. Eventually you were joined by another woman name Karé, another member of the black squadron Poe led. ‘so your finally away from the med bay?’ You were watching Poe when Jessika asked the question. ‘yeah, it was getting rather boring there. I’m glad Poe’s showing me around the base. I’m happy to see something else then nurses and white walls.’ ‘owh I’m not only showing you around the base.’ Poe said looking down at you with a smile. ‘what do you mean?’ Jessika asked for you, Poe looked at her for a moment before looking back at you. ‘Leia gave me permission to take you to your home planet.’ Jessika watched as your expression turned to pure excitement. The look you gave Poe was one she had seen from you a million times, a look that gave her hope. ‘Really!’ you spoke to Poe. ‘yeah she and your doctor think it’ll be good for you.’ he explained. ‘I was going to ask Jessika and snap to join as well, they also said It would be good for you to talk to other people beside me.’ Snap couldn’t help but laugh. ‘Holidays on Naboo, count us in.’ Jess spoke Snap nodding in agreement. ‘Naboo?’ you look at Jessika. ‘it’s your home planet, it’s also one of the most gorgeous planets that exists.’ She tells you. ‘it has these beautiful lakes and cities.’ ‘that sounds amazing, when are we leaving?’ You look at Poe hopefully. ‘calm down dear, first the base then Naboo.’ Poe and you said goodbye to Jessika, Snap and Karé before heading off again. The entire afternoon was spend with Poe walking you around the base and telling you all kinds of things about the work they did, from the mechanics to the control room. You had come to the point of the ‘tour.’ You ended up outside the base were the x-wings stood parked. ‘so why is yours black?’ you stood by his x-wing. ‘because I’m the leader of the black squadron, the best pilot and this is the best x-wing.’ ‘confidant much.’ you chuckle at how proud he looks. ‘yeah,’ Poe started when an orange and white ball came rolling to you with some beeps. ‘Y/n meet BeeBee8. BeeBee meet Y/n.’ Poe had explained the droid you had lost your memory and that you wouldn’t recognize him. ‘hello BeeBee.’ The droid beeped to you, to your surprise you understood him. ‘yes I’m fine, thanks for asking.’ Poe looks at you a little shocked. ‘you understand him?’ you look up to the pilot from your position on the ground by the droid. ‘yeah is that a bad thing?’ you question. ‘no it’s just, I taught you how to understand him.’ Poe looked puzzled not sure if he should see this as a step forward.
The last place Poe took you was his room, or so you thought. ‘so this is your place?’ you stood inside a pretty decent room, clothes were scattered around the place and it for sure had been a while since it was last cleaned. ‘it’s ours.’ Poe spoke softly. ‘ours?’ you don’t understand, your eyes scan the room for anything you can remember but you can’t find it at first sight. ‘yeah, you and I we were together before the first order took you.’ Poe admitted for the first time to you. Now you understood why this man knew so much, why he was by your side all the time. ‘but I don’t remember.’ You feel sad all the sudden, Poe must mean so much to you, and you to him but you can’t remember anything. ‘don’t worry that’s why we’re going to Naboo.’ Poe walked to a drawer and handed you some clothes. ‘get changed, I’m going to get jess and Snap, when I get back we’ll be on our way to Naboo.’ Poe leaves the room the room with those words. you change into the clothes he gave you, they fit a little better than the clothes provided by Leia. You are fully changed but Poe hadn’t returned yet giving you time to explore the room, it was yours as well so technically you weren’t searching through his stuff. In the room you find several leather jackets, one of them too small to be Poe’s it must be yours. Instead of just leaving it on the floor you pick it up and put it on, it’s a perfect fit. An image of the jacket flashes through your mind, it was wrapped in a bow. You remembered something, not sure what but it wasn’t a memory from your time as a captive. ‘are you ready to go?’ Poe asks. When he sees you in the jacket he gifted you for your first anniversary, makes him smile but his heart ache remembering that perfect day.   ‘yeah, let’s go.’ You don’t hesitate to follow Poe outside. There was a small shuttle waiting for them. ‘is BeeBee coming with us?’ you ask Poe when you reach the shuttle. ‘of course he is. Jess and snap are flying their x-wings there for if we need them.’ Poe tells when he sees your eyes on the 2 x-wings standing beside the shuttle. You follow Poe aboard the shuttle and watch as he puts in the coordinates. Poe had already informed your parents that you were coming, he had told them about your situation but he hadn’t told you. He wanted to see your reaction at seeing them again.
You watched as the stars around you passed once you were in hyper space. Poe had said it shouldn’t be long before you’d arrive on Naboo and he was right. Poe turned off the hyperdrive and what you saw made your eyes go wide. Naboo was indeed the most beautiful of planets. You could see the small villages and larger cities from the sky, the large lakes and the forests. ‘you like it?’ Poe asks. You turn to him with starry eyes. ‘I love it.’ The shuttle lands on a docking bay in a city named theed, Poe says it’s the capitol of Naboo. And that we’ll have enough time to explore it tomorrow. Beside the shuttle the x-wings of Snap and Jessika land. You and Poe meet up with the 2 pilots before you start the rest of your journey. Poe leads the way through the city to a small haven. There were several boats but Poe walks toward a boat linked to a jetty with two people on it. A man and a woman you know all too well. ‘mom, dad?’ you walk closer to the pair, and indeed it’s your family. Poe watched as realisation struck you and as you run into the arms of your parents. he hadn’t seen you so happy in a long time. He listens as your parents speak of how happy they are you are alright. sometimes catching the eyes of his fellow pilots as they realised the same as he did. Poe caught your gaze as your parents turned to him and didn’t let go of it until your parents spoke. ‘thank you for taking care of her Poe.’ ‘it’s nothing.’ He replied with a smile and a brand new hope. 
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The best of times - Kylo Ren
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pairing: kylo ren x reader warnings: non, just fluffy stuff spoilers: nop disclaimer: gifs not mine, i hope you enjoy :)
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It wasn’t often that your husband got a day off from his work with the first order. You shouldn’t complain, Snoke was against your relationship in the first place after all. He soon realised the perks of having a possible heir from his apprentice. But still days that you got to spend with your family were the best. Your daughter Crystal loved her father to death and whenever he had to go out for a long mission he always assured her that once he got back you’d all go out as a family. Today happened to be the day Kylo would return from a week long mission and crystal was already pumped up. ‘mommy where will we go this time?’ Crystal looked like her father, the 6 year old had his hair and pale skin but your eyes. ‘I don’t know sweetheart he hasn’t told me.’ Kylo loved to make these visits to foreign planets surprises for both you and Crystal. He’d always pick a house somewhere in the country so you’d be away from everything. ‘I hope daddy will teach me some new lightsaber tricks.’ Your daughter was force sensitive like Kylo and couldn’t wait till the day her father trusted her with a real lightsaber, that day would have to wait a little longer. ‘I don’t know, now go get your stuff packed your father will be here any minute.’ The girl skips toward her room. You sit down to fill in some last minute reports so there was no work waiting for you to get done once you’d return. you were reading through the last of the reports when the door opened. Kylo took his cape of before taking of his helmet, he didn’t like to wear it around the house afraid it might scare crystal while in fact she loved it. You stand up from the table and embrace your husband. ‘how was the mission?’ you place a small kiss on his lips, his arms moving around your waist to hold you close. ‘it was successful, how was home?’ Your arms around his neck move to play with the ends of his hair. ‘it was good, crystal’s been asking where we’ll go as always.’ Kylo let out a laugh, it had been rare for him to laugh in the beginning but since crystal was born it became a common occurrence.   ‘shall we relieve her of her misery.’ He spoke as if it was the worst thing in the world, you let out a laugh and follow him to your daughter’s room. Crystal was happily dancing around to a song she was humming while placing clothes in her suitcase. She was too busy to notice your husband when he put his hands around her middle and lifted her up. ‘DADDY!’ she squeaked excitedly. Kylo held her in his arms protectively, he might never admit it to the rest of the first order, but he cared a lot about his little family. ‘I’ve heard you wanted to know where we are going.’ Crystal nodded her hair bouncing around her face. ‘well I’m not going to tell you, but you’ll figure it out when we get there.’ You watched as the smile on your daughters face disappeared. Kylo put Crystal down telling her to finish packing so you all could leave. ‘that was mean.’ You tell Kylo once you’re out of crystal’s room. ‘what, I just want to keep it a surprise. To her and to you.’ his eyes are full of admiration as he looks down on you, arms finding their way around you again so he can hold you close. ‘this planet better be a good one.’ You cup his cheek and pull him down for a kiss. ‘owh believe me it is.’ soon enough Crystal is done with packing and you are all on your way to the mystery planet. Kylo was playing with your daughter in the shuttle you took to the planet, it was only ever you 3 no pilots aboard. A sensor started bleeping when the autopilot said you had reached your destination. ‘ready to see where we are?’ Kylo asks Crystal who nods, more hesitant then before scared her father won’t answer again. ‘then come.’ Kylo picks her up and sits her down on the co-pilots chair.  He takes over the controls and you stand beside his seat. He stops the Hyperdrive and a planet comes into view. ‘where are we?’ Crystal asks, of course she wouldn’t recognize a planet just by seeing it from a distance. ‘Naboo.’ You answer the question for her. Kylo turns to face you with an I told you smile. Naboo was indeed a special planet, when you had married Kylo it had been on Naboo, just like his grandparents with just you and 2 random officers as witnesses. You watch as you daughter watches wide eyed as you approach the planet, it was the same reaction you had when you saw the beautiful landscapes for the first time. ‘this is going to be the best weekend ever!’ she says excited the moment Kylo places the shuttle on the ground. He had picked a house beside one of the many lakes of the planet. ‘she’s right.’ Kylo says. Crystal had already left the ship before you could even try to stop her. ‘I guess she is.’ You and Kylo follow the girl down the ramp and toward the house. Crystal had stopped half way to house and was playing in the sand. you stop Kylo from walking further and together stand and watch as your daughter plays. The first full day you spend in Naboo is spend sleeping in, at least that’s what you’d hoped. Crystal however had different ideas, she was knocking on you and Kylo’s room early in the morning. ‘don’t worry I’ll go spend time with her.’ Kylo places a kiss on your forehead and throws on a shirt before joining your daughter. You curl up under your blanket and sleep a little longer, but the bed is awfully cold and lonely without Kylo. So you decided to join them. You find them outside playing in the water of the lake. ‘really, a water fight without me?’ you question your family, Kylo reaches down to his daughter, you see him whisper something to your daughter followed by her laugh and before you know it your husband is chasing after you. Of course you can’t outrun him so soon enough you find yourself in his arms only to be dropped in the cold water of the lake. ‘thanks Kylo.’ You splutter standing up. ‘no problem love.’ He laughs, crystal joining in. their chorus of laughter makes your heart swell everything was just perfect on moments like these. When Crystal decides she’s had enough of the water Kylo takes out a couple of practice lightsabres and starts teaching your daughter some new tricks. If it were up to him she’d already have a real lightsaber matching his, but you’d prefer it if your daughter grew up with all her limps. the end of your family retreat came too soon, 2 days after you went to Naboo it was already time to go back to the finalizer. ‘we’ll come back soon.’ You were leaving late in the evening so whilst Crystal had fallen asleep you and Kylo moved outside. ‘I hope so, it’s been a long time since I’ve seen you this happy.’ Your look up to your husband who still had the same twinkle in his eye as the entire weekend. ‘it’s only thanks to you love.’ Kylo placed a kiss to your lips before it was time to leave. He didn’t want to wake Crystal up so instead he carried her to the shuttle that you piloted. You arrived back on the finalizer and were greeted by general Hux who needed you straight away. ‘can’t it wait general?’ you groan as the ginger told you about some kind of emergency. ‘I’m afraid not, y/n. you and Ren have been away for 2 days already, be glad we didn’t contact you then.’ You let out a sigh and against your will follow the general to the bridge. Unlike Kylo you did have an official rank with the first order, and unlike Kylo that meant you had to take order from the ginger headed general. The man who despised your husband often came up with these emergencies just to cut the time you could spend with Kylo and your daughter. This time his so called emergency was a small mistake in the reports you had filled in before your trip to Naboo. ‘is it alright now general?’ the ginger man was scanning over your newly done work. ‘yes, you may be dismissed.’ You roll your eyes and leave the room as soon as you can. you open the door to your quarters already ready for another trip with your family but knew this would take some time. The first thing you see when you open the door is your husband seated on the couch with your daughter in his hands. ‘is everything alright?’ soft snicks came from Crystal as she hid in her father’s hair. ‘she’s caught a cold. Probably from the cold water on Naboo.’ Kylo explains. ‘she’s got a headache and probably a fever too.’ ‘let me check her.’ You reach out to take your daughter from your husbands but she pulls away from her grip cuddling closer into her father. ‘Crystal?’ you ask your girl but she doesn’t give a reply. ‘crystal sweetheart, your mother needs to check your temperature for a moment okay?’ she shakes her head. ‘if you let her check it I’ll spend the entire day with you tomorrow, watching holos and eating ice cream alright?’ she lifts her head from her father’s shoulder. ‘promise?’ her voice is softer then it normally was. ‘promise.’ Crystal shifts in her father’s lap, still seated close to his chest but with her face facing you. you quickly get a thermometer from a drawer and check her temperature. ‘your right she’s got a fever.’ The moment you are done Crystal crawls into her father’s embrace again. ‘let’s get you to bed alright Crys?’ the girl just nods her head. Kylo lifts her up and places her down on her bed. He tucks her in and places a kiss on her forehead. ‘tomorrow we’ll spend the day together.’ She mumbles a goodnight while Kylo strokes her hair, you watch as he waits until he knows she asleep to make his way over to you. ‘it’s kind of sad she prefers me over you.’ Kylo said taking of his shirt so he can head to bed with you. ‘yeah it is, but you are an amazing father.’ Kylo climbs into the bed beside you letting you cuddle into his side. ‘and you are an amazing mother.’ It wasn’t often you got to spend free time with your entire family, but it were the best of times even if someone got sick. *requests are open*
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it’s the past anyway. PD
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Pairing: Poe Dameron x reader warnings: mentions of past abuse  spoilers: non disclaimer; gifs fo to their rightful owners. 
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Missions go wrong all the time. But it doesn’t happen often that it’s Poe Dameron who fails a mission. Leia had send him and his black squadron out to Guide a rescue mission. They were supposed to take care of the tie fighters and if needed take down the finalizers so the transport could escape. But it didn’t go as planned you stood Beside Leia Organa when the news came. ‘general we have failed our mission, the transports didn’t make it I’m sorry.’ Poe spoke through the intercom. ‘Alright commander, make sure you and your squadron get back here save.’ There was no reply from Poe.. ‘commander?’ ‘Poe?’ you question. ‘the commander turned off his communicator, General. We are currently on our way back to D’Qar right now.’ Jessika Pava spoke. ‘alright, get back here.’ Leia spoke before cutting of the connection. When the signal came that the squadron had landed you quickly ran to the base to meet Poe. His X-wing was parked just outside the hangar, but he was gone. ‘he left the moment we landed.’ Jessika Pava stood by her x-wing with snap. ‘what happened?’ You look from snap to Jessika. ‘the first order called for back-up, 2 finalizers and more tie fighters then we could count. The transports were vulnerable they had no shields nor weapons system. While we had our hands full with the Tie fighters, the finalizers shot the transports down.’ Snap explains. ‘it hit him hard, he hasn’t said a word ignored us all, you might be able to speak to him.’ Jessika adds her words accompanied by a series of beeps. ‘don’t worry BeeBee I’ll talk to him, thanks for the info jess, snap.’ You nod to your boyfriends colleagues and head toward the room you share with him. ‘Poe?’ you softly knock on the door, but there is no reply so you open the door. He was standing by his desk, hands clenched around the table top knuckles turning white. You take a step toward him, placing a hand on his shoulder. ‘are you alright?’ ‘I’m fine Y/n just leave me alone.’  Poe turned around to you, his face reflected sadness. ‘you’re not, just talk to me Poe.’ ‘I said leave me alone.’ Poe’s words were followed by a slap across your face. Your eyes go wide, did he just really. The stinging pain in your cheek confirms it. You stare at Poe, who is looking down at his hand not sure what had gotten over him. ‘god I didn’t mean to.’ Poe soon realises what he had done and reaches out for you, but you take a step back from him. He can see your trembling body hands wrapped around yourself in protection. ‘what are you afraid of?’ Poe’s voice is softer then you had ever heard but it doesn’t stop you from shaking. ‘you.’ Poe doesn’t understand, why would you be afraid of him. ‘y/n I never meant to hurt you.’ The pilot slowly takes a step toward you, a step backwards is done by you. ‘that’s what he used to say.’ You walk backward until your back hits the wall. Sliding down you sit down on the floor. Arms still wrapped around you trying to control your shaking body.. ‘who used to say what?’ Poe kneels down in front of you, not getting to close, afraid  he might scare you off even more. There wasn’t a responds from you, instead you only pulled your knees closer to your body, arms wrapped around it. ‘y/n?’ Poe’s voice was full of concern now. ‘get out.’ Your words are soft but desperate. It hurt Poe to see you like that and he couldn’t stand to upset you even more so He left. before he did he looked at you for a moment, he was going to figure out what had happened to you that made you so scared. Poe took a walk around the base before heading toward the mess room. ‘Poe, how are you?’ he is greeted by Snap and the other members of his black squadron. ‘as good as can be.’ he takes a seat at the same table as his crew. ‘Jessika, you were y/n first friend when she joined the resistance right?’ Jessika nodded. ‘what do you know about her past?’ ‘not too much, she never told me a lot about her family, why are you asking?’ Poe wasn’t sure if he should tell them, he didn’t want to dig through her past without her knowing. But he needed to know what had caused her to be so scared of him. ‘I hit her, it was on accident but she got so scared.’ Poe’s voice is soft. ‘when I told her I was sorry she said that that’s what he used to say.’ ‘who she might mean is her ex, commander Dameron.’ Leia stood beside their table. ‘excuse me General.’ Leia took a seat across the table from ‘before y/n joined the resistance she used to life with her former boyfriend, she didn’t have any family left and so she went to live with him. let’s say he wasn’t the nicest of man.’ ‘he hit her?’ Jessika questions, y/n was her best friend so the idea of someone hitting her was disgusting. ‘she never confirmed it, but she did have bruises and cuts covering her back and arms.’ Leia explains. ‘no, why would someone do that?’ Jessika asks, Poe himself is frozen the same question in his mind. ‘I don’t know, I expected you guy to know. I’ve got work to do.’ Leia stands up. ‘owh and Poe, talk to her.’ ‘I will general.’ You sat in the corner in the room thinking about what had happened wondering when Poe would come back. You slowly stand up and change out of your uniform. It was getting late and Poe hadn’t returned yet. BeeBee had come rolling into your room but the droid didn’t know where his master was. You sit down on your and Poe’s shared bed which was too big without him. You crawl under the blanket, guilty about how you had asked him to leave earlier. Skipping Dinner wasn’t something you really wanted but you were too tired to get up and get something to eat. You lift your knees to your chin and try to fall asleep. Your eyes are closed but you’re still wide awake when the door opens. BB beeps a greeting but is shushed. You know it’s Poe but don’t sit up to greet him. Instead you listen to the footsteps as they walk closer to the bed. Weight shifts the bed, the blanket is lifted as Poe lays down beside you. He drapes his arm around your waist but loose enough for you to have space to pull back if you didn’t want it. ‘I know you are probably asleep or ignoring y/n but I just need you to know that I’m sorry for whatever your ex might’ve done to you.’ You turn around when Poe speaks, eyes wide open staring into his. ‘how did you figure it out?’ he seems surprised you are actually awake. ‘Leia told me, I asked her what was wrong with you, I needed to know y/n.’ you cuddle into his chest a little closer. ‘I care for you so much, the thought of me hurting you on purpose would hurt me too.’ ‘I know,, I saw it in your eyes, I  just was to shocked that you hit me.’ Poe’s face looks hurt even by you mentioning the accident. ‘it’s just…’ you pause for a moment. ‘you don’t have to tell me.’ Poe strokes a piece of your hair away from your face. ‘I want to. We were great at first, when my parents died he was there for me, but once I started living with him it was as if I couldn’t do a thing right, he hit me and didn’t look at me until he needed something from me.’ Poe looks at you with a soft smile. ‘how is your face?’ Poe softy moves his hand along the cheek he hit. ‘it’s alright, it doesn’t hurt too much. and I’m sorry I never told you about my ex. It’s been a long time, joining the resistance was my new start and I didn’t want to take the bad things he did with me. I never told anyone, but Leia figured it out when I got the standard medical check and the bruises showed up. it’s the past now anyway, i should’ve know you’d never hurt me on purpose.’ ‘it’s okay, just tell me stuff like this next time alright?’ Poe wraps his arms tighter around you. ‘I promise.’ Poe kisses your forehead before laying down with your head on his chest. falling asleep with a smile tucked on your face and a burden lifted of your shoulders. 
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Just us. LS
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Pairing: Luke Skywalker x reader warnings; it might be kind of bad but i tried.  spoilers: return of the jedi  disclaimer: gis not mine, hope you like it :)  prompts: #71; i really couldn’t care less.                 #86; do you want to get caught? 
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There was nothing you could do anymore. The shields on the forest moon of endor had been disabled so now it was just waiting. From your spot in the forest you had a clear view of the second death star. Luke was on there with his father, with the emperor. ‘he’ll be fine.’ You turn around to see Leia standing behind you. ‘I hope so.’ Leia takes a seat on the tree trunk beside you. ‘I know so.’ You look at the princess, ‘he’s my brother after all.’ ‘what?’  Your scoff looking at the woman. ‘your princess Leia of Alderaan, how are you the sister of luke? Darth vader is his father.’ You ramble ‘he’s my twin brother actually. Vader is my father as well. I was adopted.’ You still look at Leia. ‘how long have you known?’ the question pops into your head when an image from back on Hoth appeared in your  mind. ‘he told me just before he left, but I’ve felt it for a while. And no I didn’t know that day on Hoth.’ She lets out a laugh knowing where your mind is going.. ‘Better, it was already bad enough you dared to kiss him while you knew I liked him.’ Leia and you had been the best of friends since the day you joined the rebel alliance. ‘Does Han know?’ You let out a laugh at the idea that han has been jealous of Leia’s brother all this time. ‘He doesn’t…..’ ‘what are you girls taking about?’ it was Han, he takes a seat on the ground using the tree as back support. ‘just girl stuff.’ You look at the sky as you speak, just in time to see a huge explosion in the sky. ‘I’m sure he got away.’ Han speaks to you and Leia. ‘I know he did.’ You let out a sigh, sure leia and luke were connected through the force. ‘you love him don’t you?’ You look down again, seeing the look on han’s face you try not to laugh. ‘of course.’ ‘it’s alright I won’t stand in your way..’ Han speaks. ‘heei I’m dating him.’ You turn to Han, he looks back with an apologetic look. ‘beside he’s my brother.’ Leia adds to it, Han looks as confused as you did before making you laugh. You let the pair of them be as Leia explains the situation, instead you go for a walk through the forest. Ewokes around you were already celebrating the win on the empire. You wanted to celebrate with them but needed to know if Luke was alright before you did. It was dark when you returned to the Ewok village, celebrations going on with music and dancing ewokes. You lean against a tree watching as Leia and Han danced around the village, but there wasn’t a sight of Luke. You saw the imperial shuttle land before, but where was Luke? ‘Are you looking for Master Luke?’’  c3po came hobbling to you with R2 on his trail. ‘I am, do you know where he is?’ The droid nodded. ‘he’s in the forest burning the body of vader.’ ‘thank you 3po.’ You say with a smile. ‘no problem master y/n.’ 3po hobbels further with R2. leaving the ewoke village you start your search for Luke. Just outside the village in the woods is a huge fire, beside it a single figure. Luke stood in front of a pile of woods, a body burning on it, the helmet unmistakable vader’s. You watch Luke for a moment, he didn’t seem to notice you as his back was facing you. ‘heey you.’ Luke whispers before you could even speak. You had wrapped your arms around him from behind, but it hadn’t taken him by surprise. ‘I could feel your presence.’ he confesses. You let go of him so you can walk around him and look him in the eye. ‘are you okay?’ you ask once you stand in front of him. ‘I was right, there was still light in him. Vader was the one to kill the emperor.’ Luke wraps his arms around your frame, bringing you in for a tight hug. ‘that’s wonderful.’ Your arms find their way around his shoulders, his head resting in the nape of yours. ‘I’m sorry he didn’t make it.’ ‘he protected me y/n, without him I would’ve never seen you again.’ Luke places a soft kiss on your neck. Before he looks at you. ‘I think I owe him a thanks then.’ Your voice is merely a whisper. ‘I think so.’ Luke doesn’t hesitate to place his lips on yours. Slowly moving in sync the 2 of you melt together. This kiss wasn’t rushed as for the first time it felt you didn’t have to rush anything. Your hands tangle in his hair, his roaming your sides. One of his hands laid on your cheek the moment you broke away for air. Foreheads against each other you both breath heavily. ‘I missed this.’ Luke’s hand slowly strokes your cheek. ‘I missed you.’ he whispers as he starts trailing kisses from your jaw down your neck. He stops once he reaches your soft spot, sucking on it lightly you do your best to suppress a moan but fail. You tug on his hair lightly, getting a moan from him in return. ‘Luke, not here, do you want to get caught?’ Luke doesn’t respond, instead he undoes the highest buttons of your blouse and keeps trailing his kisses down. ‘Luke.’ You push him of slightly, taking his head in your hands so you know he’s listening. ‘your sister, Han they’re just a couple of trees away.’ Once more Luke doesn’t reply, He places his lips on yours again in a fierce kiss, you stumble back surprised by the passion he pours into the kiss, he uses this to take full control over the kiss and walks back until you are trapped in between him and one of the trees. ‘I really couldn’t care less.’ He whispers huskily trailing kiss down your neck once more. His hand wrap around your waist. Pulling you into you as close as possible.  Groans leave his mouth as he opens the rest of the buttons on your blouse kissing every inch of your skin he can reach without taking your bra of. ‘Luke.’ His name leaves your lips in a whimper. ‘I need you but not here.’ Luke stops looking up his eyes are full of passion and lust. ‘I need you too y/n, right here right now.’ You place a simple peck on Luke’s lips. ‘but if you really don’t want it here, we better find another place.’ Luke redid your buttons for you, before lacing your hands together. He led you through the forest to where a small shuttle stood, the imperial shuttle he had used to escape the death star. ‘where are we going?’ You ask as Luke takes a seat in the pilots chair, you in the co-pilots. ‘for a holiday, just you and I. where we can do what we want without getting caught.’ Luke says with a  grin. ‘get some rest you’re not going to get a lot of it when we reach our destination.’ You did as Luke told you, once you were awake the shuttle had landed and Luke was gone. You had his black jacket laid over you as a blanket. ‘Luke?’ you question, the ramp of the Shuttle open. There was no reply so you step outside. The planet you had landed on was covered In sand, there wasn’t much around but it. Mountains were around the shuttle, beside it a single house. ‘heey you’re awake.’ Luke just walked out of the house. ‘where are we?’ you ask stepping into his hand. ‘tattooine, it’s ben Kenobi’s old house. I thought it would be the right place for us to not be disturbed.’  Luke pulls you in for a kiss straight away, passion soaring through your entire body. His hands move down your body till they reach your legs and he lifts you up. With your legs wrapped around his torso and arms around his neck he carries you inside. For a some alone time without disturbance.
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Lucky Dice. KR/BS
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Pairing: Kylo Ren/Ben Solo X reader warnings: not really  spoilers: the last jedi duh disclaimer: i’m not sure if you wanted it to be an x reader but i hope you like it anyway.   gifs are not mine. Have a nice day everybody. 
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Leia was giving up, the beacon of hope was dying. You couldn’t believe it when she uttered the words, and neither did Poe or any of the resistance members around you. there weren’t many of you left and yes hope was fleeting, but Leia uttering the words: ‘the sparks has died.’ It’s what you hadn’t expected to ever hear. Rey was your only hope, but after she and the falcon had distracted the Tie fighters she had disappeared in the sky. everyone’s eyes were on Leia as she sat in her chair, no one wanted to believe her giving up. You were one of the first to notice Leia look up. Turn to her right, a hallway leading further into the base. A hooded man walked into the room. ‘Luke?’ you question the presence of your former master. He didn’t say a word but did look you straight in the eye. He walks to Leia, kneels down in front of her and holds her hand. It was the first time the twins had seen each other since the death of Han, the only family they had left was the other. Luke placed something in Leia’s hand, he whispered some words to her before he stood up again. You look at Leia and see just what she’s holding, a token that takes you back years. It had been a strange day your parents found out you were force sensitive. During an argument you had made some  of the furniture pieces float. Your actions made your father contact and old friend, Leia Organa. Not long after your father took you to Chandrilla. The capitol of the new republic was the home of Leia and her twin brother Luke Skywalker, the last jedi. Your father spoke to him as Leia showed you around the room. In the end of the day your father told you from now on, you’d be training with Luke to become a jedi. Your first day of training had been the most anxious of your life. Luke introduced you to all the other trainees your age. One of them was a boy, a little older then you. Black hair and mesmerizing brown eyes. ‘y/n, meet Ben my nephew. Ben I need to start a class, would you mind showing her to her room?’ The boy nodded and showed you around the hallways and rooms Luke hadn’t showed you yet. ‘this here is my room, yours is supposed to be just around the hallway but I don’t have a key so would you like to come into my room for a moment?’ You say yes, following Ben into his room. There wasn’t much in the room, a bed, a drawer and a small desk. You expected your room to be the same. The only thing that didn’t seem to be standard issue was a small chain hanging by the window. You walked closer and saw it were two golden dices on a matching chain. ‘they were my fathers, he had them in their ship. He always told me they were for luck and he gave them to me when I went to train with my uncle. He said they might bring me luck too.’ Ben speaks from behind you. ‘they’re beautiful.’
You and ben became best friends, spend every day together. You trained together and spend most of your free time together. You watched with Poe and Leia beside you while Luke walked outside. What was he going to do? You watched as the first order command shuttle came down, Kylo Ren stepping out. You hadn’t seen him in so long. As he walked toward Luke Leia put an arm around your shoulder. For her it must’ve been even longer since she saw her son. At least you had seen him on that doomed day. Had gotten to spend most of that day with him.
If you’d know that day how it would end you would’ve tried to stop either Luke or Ben. You laid in ben’s bed using his chest as a pillow. It was already entering the afternoon, after training you had come to his room to spend some time together. ‘there’s something I want you to have.’ He said, his free arm reaching toward the small beside table. he placed something cold down in your hand. Carefully watching as you looked down at your hand. ‘but ben, this is your fathers?’ You looked at the pair of dices he had given you. ‘and I want you to have it, something you can remember me by when I’m away on a mission.’ There was a smile of contentment on his face. ‘my mother said they reminded her of dad all the time, they were aboard his ship when they first met and they were in my room when I first met you.’ ‘Ben.’ You place a soft kiss on his cheek, holding the dices tight in your hand. Luke was distracting him, giving the resistance time to escape. But what was the use, there was no way out. Not even the way the vulptices took to get outside held a path for you. Leia looked at you, you knew what she wanted you to do but you couldn’t. After the destruction of the temple you had seen Luke once, the day he told you how to cut yourself of from the force. You vowed not to use it again, there was no more dark or light side for you. Luke watched as you left. Taking an x-wing and flew away toward Hosnian. On the new capitol planet you met up with Leia and Han. They already knew what their son had done. Leia looked broken whilst Han didn’t seem to show any emotion. it was not the way you wanted to meet them again.  ‘thank the maker you are alive.’ Leia embraced you. ‘I’m so sorry.’ You say with tears in your eyes, looking from her to han. ‘it’s alright kiddo, he’s too much like his grandfather.’ Han spoke. You reach into your pocket and take something out. You hand the dices to han. ‘he said you gave them to him. he gave them to me and now I’m giving them back.’ Han took the dices, holding in his hands. ‘thank you.’ Han ended up placing them back in the falcon where their journey began. Rey was indeed your last hope and she succeeded. She lifted the rocks, and with the falcon saved the entire resistance. Before you stepped aboard the ship, you took one last look back at the base, at the other side of it was Kylo. You weren’t the last one to step aboard the falcon, Rey stood in the doorway staring into the sky. ‘Rey?’ you ask, the girl turns to you for a moment, she looks back into the sky when she closes the door.  You sat down next to Rey. You spoke to her for a moment, you could feel the force shifting even when you had cut it off, Luke was dead. But there was something else as well.   ‘y/n?’ Leia sat down with you and Rey and placed something in your hand. The real dices. ‘they belong to you now.’
Kylo stepped inside the old rebel base, feeling as if the entire first order stood behind him. The base was empty, the resistance or what remained of it was gone. Kylo walked into a small room on his right, he could feel the general behind him, watching his every move.  He felt as if something in the room was calling out to him. and it didn’t take long before he spotted it, reflecting the light from its spot on the floor. A single pair of dices connected by a chain. Memories came flooding back into his mind. The dices that were his dads, the man who he killed. The dices he gifted to her as a way to remember him, he killed her that same day. Ben couldn’t believe it when he saw Luke tower over him, saber ignited. He didn’t hesitate to ignite his own saber to block his master and use the force to escape. Ben knew this was the time, Deflect the jedi join the sith. Snoke was in his mind as he headed toward the temple. He did as the supreme leader wanted, what his grandfather had done when he turned into Darth Vader. Fire burned the jedi temple down, now Kylo Ren striking down everyone who dared to stand in his way. He couldn’t find her, Y/n wasn’t one of the people that he saw. He left without even looking back. He took a ship and went to Snoke. The supreme leader was happy with the actions of his new apprentice. There was only one thing Snoke wasn’t too pleased with. ‘you’ve done well.’ The man spoke. ‘all Jedi apprentices are dead but Luke Skywalker has fled. We need to complete your training before he can create a new generation of jedi.’ ‘Sir, are all apprentices dead?’ Kylo knew he didn’t have the right to ask for confirmation but he needed to know. ‘We have checked the perimeter, beside your uncle there were no survivors. Now get rest, we’ll start training tomorrow.’ Kylo thanked the leader. Kylo rushed to his room, once the doors closed he let the tears fall. He Loved you, so much that Master Skywalker had warned him several times that jedi couldn’t have attachments. He tried to reach out to you, find the connection you shared but it was gone. He cried that entire night, but promised himself it would be the last time. He couldn’t show any weakness here in the first order. But he couldn’t just let you go like that either.   Kylo held the dices in his hand, the gold contrasting against the black of his leather gloves. He stared at the them, thinking about her. He had killed her right? How did the dices get here? he searched the force for her presence but was met with emptiness. By the time he gave up all there was were the dices, before even they were taken away from him, disappearing right before his eyes. Ben remembered the first day he figured out he loved you. it was a normal training day, whilst you were normally his training partner Luke switched up the pairs today. Ben didn’t really care about his current partner, all he did was look at you as you fought yours. The boy you fought was taller they you, yet you pinned him to the floor with ease. Kylo admired you strength, and everything else about you. That night was the first one that Ben snuck into your room at night. He saw you tense but relax when he found out it was him. ‘Ben, you scared me.’ ben watches as you make space for him. ‘come.’ You pat the spot beside you. He sits down. That night you tell him stories about your youth, in return he tells the story of his parents. He watched as your eyes twinkled at his stories.
Kylo reached out to the force, he found his connection to Rey. It still worked but something was different about it, there was something around her. Ben could see Rey in front of him, her surroundings he didn’t. He just shared at her. ‘Rey?’ he heard a voice say right before Rey closed the doors. He turned back to his hand, closing it as if he grasped onto the dices that were long gone.
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There must be a reason. AS
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Pairing: Anakin Skywalker x reader warnings: torture & death spoilers: the attack of the clones Wordcount: 1695 prompt: #2; ‘What are you afraid of?’ ‘you.’               #146;  ‘you know you love me.’  disclaimer: gifs go to their rightful owner, Have a nice day Y’all :-) 
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Growing up on tattooine was the worst thing you expected there to be in life. Your parents had sold you off to a slave owner when you were still a child and you spend most of your life in his ownership working in his store. The only thing you had that you cared about was the woman that took care of you one day when you were ill, Shmi Skywalker. She and her son Anakin took you in as if you were their family. After a long day of work you would return to their house and share stories with Anakin or help him with the droid he was making. Anakin became the friend you never had and Shmi was like a mother to you.   that was until Anakin left to become a jedi. For some time it was just you and Shmi. When Shmi met Cliegg Lars and married him, she had asked him to buy you from your slave owner. He did and so you went to life with them on the lars’ moister farm. Life had taken a turn you never expected it too. You helped with the work on the farm and became good friends with Owen and his girlfriend Beru. Happiness became a daily thing. Until that disastrous day. Shmi had gone out to get mushrooms, you had asked her if she needed any assistance but she declined your help. The day passed as normal until Cliegg came back after a day of work. ‘Hasn’t Shmi returned yet?’ he had been outside for most of the day as you worked inside. ‘now that I think about it, she hasn’t’ Picking mushrooms normally wouldn’t take the entire day. ‘I’ll go find her.’ Cliegg thanks you as you head outside, taking a small land speeder to find Shmi. you drove the entire land that Cliegg owned, not a single sign from Shmi. You made your way past all the spots you knew she could go to for mushrooms, but you didn’t find her. But found traces that didn’t calm your mind. When your returned to the house Cliegg and Owen were waiting for you. ‘nothing, beside some traces of footsteps too small to be human.’ ‘Tusken Raiders.’ Owen says.. ‘we need to find her fast if we want to find her alive.’ That’s how the searches start, day after day you, owen and Cliegg searched for Shmi with the help of friends. And whilst you found the tusken raiders, you didn’t get to Shmi, at first. You and Cliegg had headed out together one day, a lot of the friends that helped you killed by the tuskens. The raiders were too strong for you and Cliegg, and you ended up where you are now. In the camp of the tusken raiders tight up. You knew Shmi was in the camp as well. You hear her screams of agony day in day out as the brute tuskens tortured her. They hadn’t left you untouched but it was nothing compared to what they did to her, you could only wait for the day she couldn’t take it anymore and they’d move on to you. That day came sooner then you thought. Earlier that day you had heard Shmi scream but now night approached she was silent. A pair of Tuskens entered the tent you were in with weapons in their hands. You couldn’t make out the difference between man and women nor could you understand the beasts. One spoke to the other before it started. Your hands were tied to some kind of rack with leather bands before they started to use their weapons on your body. The pain soared through your back and other places where they hit you. you managed to endure it for some time, you could feel blood run down your back and cheek before you passed out. Not sure whether the tusken’s stoped or just went on with their business. The sound of fighting rang through your ears when you woke up. You were lying on the floor no longer strapped to the rack. Hands and foot bound together so you couldn’t move.  A pair of Tuskens came rushing into your rooms, weapons in hand but not the same as the ones they had used to torture you. They spoke to each other, their voices, for as far as they had emotions sounded fearful. The sounds from outside were cries of pain coming from the Tuskens. You watched the tusken carefully for a while, until someone entered the tent. Too tall to be a tusken with a lightsaber in hand. Without hesitation the man launched himself at the Tuskens killing them instantly. You crawled to the corner of the tent as far away from the man as your injuries let you. ‘what are you afraid of?’ The man turned the lightsaber, and with that the only light resource in the tent off. His voice was surprisingly calm, there even seemed to be some kindness in it. ‘you.’ you squeal as the man takes some steps toward you. ‘there’s no need to fear me, y/n.’ he speaks, kneeling down to be at the same height as you. ‘how do you… Anakin?’ Your face lights up when you take a good look at the man in front of you. He had grown, but still had the same ocean blue eyes. ‘why are you here?’ there were so many questions you wanted to ask your old friend but it was the only one that mattered at the moment. ‘my mother.’ You don’t have to ask if she’s alright, the pain in his eyes tell the story. ‘let’s get you out of here shall we.’ Anakin unbinds the restraints and helps you up.
It was dark outside, bodies of Tusken Raiders scattered all around the perimeter. There wasn’t a single Tusken left alive. ‘did you…?’ Anakin doesn’t even let you complete your question before he speaks.   ‘can you help me cover her up? I can’t just carry her like this.’ Anakin was seated beside the body of his mother, she had scars and wounds all over her body from the torturing she had endured. ‘of course.’ You help Anakin find the cloths and cover his mother with them, he picks her up and places her on the speeder that got him here. ‘let’s go.’ He takes your hand and supports your beaten body as you head for the speeder as well.
The ride back to the moister farm is silent, your arms wrapped tightly around his torso to keep you seated. ‘are you okay?’ it occurred to Anakin that he hadn’t asked you the question, he had seen his former best friend again after 10 years and he hadn’t even asked how you were. ‘as good as I can be, I’m sorry about your mother.’ You rest your head on his back, something Anakin found surprisingly comforting. ‘thanks, she met a lot to you too so…’ most of the rest of the ride was silent.  
When you arrived back at the far, they must’ve heard you coming. Cliegg, Owen and Beru stood outside together with a woman you didn’t know. Your eyes land on Cliegg first, he doesn’t seem surprised that Shmi is dead but hurt is written all over his face. Beru and Owen held onto each other, Shmi wasn’t his real mother but she meant just as much to him. lastly you take a second look at the unknown woman and realise you did know her, Padmé.
Anakin gets of the speeder, he helps you off it before taking his mother in his arms, carrying her inside. ‘y/n?’ Padmé walks toward you. ‘it’s good to see you again.’ ‘I’d agree if it were under better circumstances.’ You shoot her a painful smile. Padmé lets you lean on her when you walk inside. Anakin had placed his mother down and turned to you taking you from Padmé. ‘let’s get you cleaned up.’ Anakin lifts you of the ground carrying you to your room in his arms. Padmé following behind.
Anakin sits you down and starts to remove the dried up blood with a wet cloth. In the meantime Padmé searches through a box of medical supplies for something to disinfect the wounds. ‘this is going to sting.’ Anakin had ordered you to lay down on your stomach so he could treat the wounds there after already cleaning the ones on your cheek. Padmé hands him a small flask, he puts some of the content on the cloth and places it on your wounds. For a moment it feels as if you’re back with the Tuskens as the stinging sensation takes over. ‘I hate you Anakin.’ You groan as he applies the medicine on your back.   ‘owh y/n you know you love me.’ Anakin says as he keeps working until all the wounds are disinfected. he tells you some stories to distract you from the pain. When he’s done you re-adjust your shirt and sit back up to find Padmé had left the room.
‘y/n.’ Ani sits down on the bed beside you. ‘come with me, back to coruscant, please?’ The question takes you by surprise. ‘what why?’ you turn to look at him, sadness was all over his face, tears he didn’t dare drop in his eyes. ‘I’m about to bury my mother, before she died she told me you were in the camp as well I didn’t save her but I did save you there must’ve been a reason for it. ’ ‘owh, Ani. If you really want me I’ll come with you.’ you wrap your arms around the man who lays his head in your neck. You could feel the tears falling from his eyes as you tried to soothe him. ‘thank you.’ your hands run through his hair. ‘it’ll be alright Ani. I’m here for you.’
You stand side by side, you and Anakin, he holds you close seeking comfort. Cliegg speaks kind words about Shmi. Fresh sand covered her grave. Soon enough you’d leave Tatooine, never looking back to the bad days, taking the good with you as memories. You’d miss Shmi, thank Cliegg, Owen and Beru for the amazing years you’d spend with them. But mostly focus on your future, with Anakin.
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The effects of torture. PD
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First of thanks for your words :) hope you like it.
Paring; Poe Dameron x reader warnings: mentions of torture, pain, mentions of slight starvation, memory loss. Panic attack.  spoilers: non word count: 2030 prompts: #11: ‘stop ignoring me’                #13:  ‘they can’t hurt you anymore’
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‘commander stop pacing or I’ll have to send you away.’ Leia Organa wasn’t the only one getting slightly annoyed by Poe’s nervous actions.  The commander looked at the general before he against his will sat down in the corner of the room. Leia understood his worry, but she couldn’t let it compromise the mission that was his idea. ‘I think we’ve found her cell.’ Jessika Pava spoke through the communicator. Leia let out a sigh, she wasn’t too fond of this mission but so far it had been going great.   ‘we’re opening the door right now.’ Jessika added, Poe listed carefully from his spot in the room. ‘please, maker let her be alive.;  he mumble to himself. Y/N had been taken by the first order weeks ago, No one knew where she was until now. Poe had wanted to go himself but Leia wouldn’t allow him. The most reckless pilot would only make more rash decisions that could hurt the mission. So instead, Poe’s black squadron went out to get her back. 
‘Owh my…’ Jessika’s voice came through the com again. Before Leia could even blink Poe was standing beside her once more. ‘Jess what is it?’ Leia felt for him, Poe wasn’t a man to keep his feelings to himself, if he loved someone everyone knew, exactly like it was the case with you. ‘we’ve got her.’ Poe could hear Jessika pick her words carefully. ‘but she’s out.’   ‘we’ve got a heartbeat.’ Snap Wexley one of the other black squadron members added. ‘thank the maker. Just get out of there as soon as you can.’ ‘we will Poe don’t worry.’ Aboard the First order finalizer Jessika looked at snap as she turned off the communicator. ‘did you really find a heartbeat?’ The state Poe’s lover was In wasn’t well at all and Jessika wondered if she was actually still alive, a thought that was confirmed when Snap shook his head. ‘but I just couldn’t tell Poe that, she might still be alive we just need to get out of here.’ Snap released the restraints that held Y/n on her place. Once the cuffs around her ankles and wrists were gone she fell limp into His arms. With ease he picked the woman up and carried her as Jessika led the way back to their ship. Around the way other members of the black squadron stood to make sure Stormtroopers wouldn’t just walk into the cell while Jess and Snap were inside. As they joined them Jessika could see their concerned faces and knew they all thought the same, Poe was going to be devastated. They made it back to their small cruiser without catching the eye of too many Stormtroopers, after all they had already killed a dozen of them. In the cruiser Snap carefully laid Y/n down. They had a single medical droid aboard the went to work straight away. ‘I’ve got a heartbeat.’ Jessika let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding. Y/n wasn’t only the love of Poe Dameron’s life, she was a good friend of everyone in the Black squadron. ‘let’s get back to base.’ Poe and Leia stood side by side as they waited for the cruiser to land. Leia could feel Poe was still anxious even after snap told him she was alive. Medical staff was waiting behind them for the ships doors to open so they could start medical check. As the doors of the ship opened Snap was the first one out, Y/N in his arms. Poe took in a sharp breath when he saw her. Her skin was paler then normal and there were dark circles under her eyes, bruises, cuts and dried blood covered most of the skin that could be seen through the tears in her uniform and everyone could see that she had been underfed. ‘we’ll patch her up commander she’ll be the same old Y/n in no time.’ One of the doctors said, snap placed her down on the stretcher. The medical staff moving quickly to get her to the med bay. Snap patted Poe on the back, knowing the worst time for his friend was probably still to come. Your eyes flutter open, taking a while before they got used to the bright lights around you. Your body seemed frozen, the only thing moving at your command your eyes. The first thing you notice is that you are no longer in your cell, the ceiling of the room you’re in to white to be first order. ‘you’re awake.’ a voice around you sounds, Soon after people are swarming the bed you are in, non of them familiar. They all start checking the machines attached to you. Panic overtakes your mind, what did these machines do ? that moment your body seems to fully be in your control again. What you can’t control are the tears that start falling down your face rapidly as it seems there isn’t enough oxygen the air for you to breath.. ‘everyone step aside!’ it was the same voice as before. A man steps into your view. Not a medic you thought as he wasn’t wearing the same white uniform. You could feel the man place his hand on yours. ‘you’re alright, they can’t hurt you anymore, you’re save now.’ His words were comforting but the fact that you couldn’t recognize this man didn’t calm you down. ‘I’m sorry, but where am I?’ your voice is soft and broken, emotions seem to overtake the man’s face, emotions you didn’t understand. ‘you’re on D’Qar, we saved you from the first order. Your safe y/n.’ the way the man said your name was familiar but then why didn’t you recognize his face? ‘I don’t remember you.’ you whisper, before the man could react he is pulled back by a woman your age. Another woman, an older one takes his place. ‘y/n y/l/n I’m General Organa, but you can call me Leia. Can you tell me what you remember?’ the woman looks kind, so you decide to answer the question. ‘I remember a dark room, and a man with a mask dressed in black, there was this pain, he said I had something he needed…’ your voice start to go slower as you can’t quite remember the details, the pain that you had felt when the man was near you back in your head. ‘it’s alright, you can tell me when you are feeling better, for now rest.’ The woman shot you a smile. ‘these medics are fine, they want to help you, okay?’ You nod. The woman leaves as you let the medics do their job. You feel the fatigue take over you, so while you had just been awake you closed your eyes again almost straight away. Poe took a walk around the base, it couldn’t be like this. Why didn’t you recognize him. Poe made way for his x wing, all he wanted to do was get in it and blow up the people that had hurt you. ‘Poe?’ The general stood by his x-wing. Poe didn’t quite want to talk to the woman, he wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone. Snap and Jessika had both tried to talk to him but he had walked past them without a word, ignored them as they called his name. So he did the same with Leia. walking past her he picked up a tool and started repairing his already in perfect shape x-wing. ‘Poe?’ Leia tried again, to a fail. ‘Poe Dameron, Stop ignoring me, that’s an order!’ Poe looked up from his work. ‘general I don’t want to talk right now I’m sorry.’ He mumbled almost inaudible ‘well if you don’t want to talk you will listen!’ The general sounded stern, reminding Poe who had the higher rank. Poe dropped his tool, the metal colliding with the floor with a bang. ‘I just got the report from her doctors, they think her memory problems might be caused by the severe torturing. The mind tricks that Kylo Ren used were too much and have damaged her brain. They don’t know for sure but they do think that it isn’t permanently. She did respond to your voice and touch, it calmed her down.’ Poe fully turned to the general. ‘so there is hope?’ Leia had never seen Poe this lost in the years she has worked with him. ‘there is always hope Poe. We just need to give her time. Time to readjust to the resistance, to being around people that don’t want to hurt her. You’ll have to understand this.’ ‘I do general, but it’s just…’ the general doesn’t have to hear what he is going to say, she already knows. She feels the same about Han since he left. ‘you miss her, I know.’ ‘I don’t know what to do.’ ‘be her friend, help her readjust, the doctors say it might be good for her to talk to people she knew, that doesn’t only mean you but also Jessika and snap. Talking to them might bring back memories. As might things that once belong to her.’ The general tells Poe gets a small smile on his face. ‘thank you general, I’ve got just the idea.’ Poe nods at the general before running of. His destination is the quarters you two shared before you were kidnapped. The room is a mess, his stuff all over the place as you were usually the one to tell him to clean up. Your side of the bed was messed up most of all. Poe had used it to place things on that remember him of you, cuddling up to your pillow wasn’t enough for him after a week or 2 without you. One of the things that laid on the bed was your favourite book, the item he came to collect. with the book in hand Poe headed for the medbay. He found you, to his surprise seated up on the bed. A nurse was talking to you and you spoke back with a small smile. ‘I see you have a visitor.’ The nurse says to you. you turn to look at the man who stands at foot end of your bed. ‘I’ll leave.’ You want to ask the nurse to say but she had already walked away before you could. ‘hey.’ The man speaks, it was the same man that had spoken to you when you first woke up earlier today. ‘hey.’ You say softly taking the man in. his curly hair was messed up and he wore a leather jacket with the same symbol the doctors and nurses wore on their uniforms. ‘would you mind if I sit down?’ you shook your head and so the  man sat down beside your bed. ‘I’m Poe Dameron.’ He spoke. ‘I’ve got you something, I know you might not remember it but it’s your favourite book.’ He handed it to you, his hand stretched out all the way so you didn’t have to move too much. you thank Poe and open the book. It falls open on a page somewhere in the middle. The letters dance before your eyes. A piece of paper is stuck between the pages, it must’ve been where the last reader of the book was. ‘before you went on your mission you said you couldn’t wait to read the rest of it, even when you had already read a hundred times.’ Poe says, so the book belonged to you. you take the piece of paper out of it and unfold it, finding out it wasn’t just any piece of paper but a photo. Of you and 3 other people. One of them was the man beside you, he had his arm over your shoulder and was laughing, as were you. the 2 other people you didn’t recognize so you asked Poe. ‘those are Jessika Pava and Temmin Wexley but we call him snap. They’re mine and your best friends.’ You didn’t remember them like you didn’t remember the man, but there was a sense of familiarity in seeing them all together. ‘can you tell me about them?’ Poe’s smile widened at your question. It was a start at least. I kind of wane do a part 2 so if anyone has anyone wants me to?
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Even the best get caught. KR
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Pairing: kylo Ren x reader warnings: mentions of dead spoilers: non word count: 1704 prompt: 1, ‘you have no power over me.’ ‘Are you sure of that?’ Disclaimer: gifs go to their rightful owner. I hope you enjoy it. 
*requests arre open* 
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Data pad and paperwork in hand you walk from your quarters to the office of General Hux. For the months you had worked for the first order most of them had been as his personal assistant. The work you did was nothing too special, answer his messages, organize his meetings, taking care of the paperwork he couldn’t get to. Days were long and nights were short but the amount of information you could get your hands on was worth it. Knocking had been something the general told you to stop doing long ago, so you walk straight into his office immediately noticing the general wasn’t alone. ‘I told you Ren, there is no news on the map to Skywalker.’ Armitage Hux spoke. ‘of course there isn’t.’ you knew the man was Kylo Ren because of the mask he wore. ‘shit.’ You think to yourself. When you started this mission Leia told you to stay as far away from him as possible. You and she both knew that it was hard to keep a force user away from your thoughts. ‘what is it, lieutenant Y/L/N?’ The general asks, he looks past Kylo and stares at you. ‘no, everything is fine sir, I just came to give off these.’ You walk toward his desk, and hand a couple of folders to the general. ‘reports on the latest scans, the resistance base still isn’t located, sir.’ ‘you aren’t very well at your job are you general?’ You stood beside the commander and ever second spend in this room could be fatal to your undercover mission. ‘mind your words commander. Lieutenant you are dismissed.’ You nod your head and turn around leaving the room. a sigh of relieve leaves your lips once you return to your station on the bridge. You knew the risks of saying yes to this mission, yet you could only imagine what would happen if Kylo Ren would find out you real motives. ‘everything alright lieutenant?’ lieutenant Mitaka asks, the man didn’t really like you as the general seemed you favour you over any other officer. ‘of course, working for the general just costs you some hours of sleep.’ You tell the half-truth. ‘alright then.’ Mitaka quickly walks on, he should’ve known he wasn’t going to get anything from you that he could use to make the general demote you. you got to work only to find out there had been several requests for meetings with the general you had to run past him. so after less than an hour of serious work you are on your way back to his office. ‘sir.’ You greet the general as you walk into his office, this time it’s just him. ‘yes.’ He doesn’t even look up from his work. ‘there are some troops that need your inspection and some admiral wants to sit down to discuss the training of the troopers.’ You read from your datapad. ‘set up a time tomorrow for the inspection, tell Phasma I want her there as well. and ask the admiral what he wants to say to me, I don’t have time for someone to question my training methods.’ He looks up from his work. ‘is that everything?’ ‘yes, sir.’ You nod and turn to leave when the general stops you. ‘I’ve got something for you, Ren thinks he has found the map to Skywalker, he wants you to send out a squadron of tie fighters to check if his information is true.’ ‘did the commander specifically ask for me to do it?’ you knew it was a stupid question, but it was just a safety check. ‘of course not, he asked me to do it and I’m giving it to you, so get to it. the commander isn’t the most patient one.’ You nod and leave the office but instead of heading toward the bridge you head for your quarters. You sit down on your bed and take out a small communicator that you had hidden in your nightstand. Beside you on bed lays the opened file with the coordinates that Kylo Ren suspects to be the location of the map to Luke Skywalker. you type to coordinates into the communicator and leave a quick message with it. ‘first order lead to map.’ You sent it and put the communicator back in your drawer. you spend the rest of the day doing your job, the last thing you do before logging out for the day is give the orders for a squadron of tie fighters to be send out to check the information given by the commander. if you could you wouldn’t have given out de order, but Hux and Ren would find out which would blow your cover. At least you got the resistance a head start. Before retreating to your rooms you drop off some papers on the desk of the general who to your surprise wasn’t in his office.  From his office you walk to the floor where the lieutenants and lower officers had their rooms. Most of them would either be sound asleep at this moment or had nightshifts.
You put in the code to your room, the door opening with a swish as you freeze. Inside your room stood a man who’s clothes you recognized but who’s face you had never seen. ‘commander Ren can I do anything for you?’ ‘I’ve got to say I admire your bravery.’ His voice was low even without the mechanic alteration of the mast, but it sounded twice as smooth. ‘what do you mean commander?’ you take hesitant steps inside your room, afraid that you already knew where this was going. ‘you’ve acted well enough for the past months, y/n. you can tell the truth now.’ It was general Hux who stood inside the door opening. ‘your little resistance friends got your message, they went to the location they thought held the map, instead they were met with a squadron of fighters and troopers that took them all down.’ 2 stormtroopers appear beside the him. ‘take her to an interrogation cell, we’ll find out what else she’s passed on to that scum.’ The general orders. One of the troopers cuffs you and together they drag you to the detention level. The interrogation cells were small, and held nothing but a metal chair the prisoner or in this case you would get strapped to. The restraints against your wrists and ankles were tight. And once the Stormtroopers leave you are alone. You once overheard one of the troopers say that these cells held nothing so that the prisoners would go crazy of loneliness and be more willing to talk just to get out of there, well if they thought you were going to talk. They were wrong. The chair was anything but comfortable, but you managed to fall asleep nonetheless. It felt like you had slept for just a minute when the door to the cell opens. You wake up from the sound it makes and find Kylo standing inside the cell. Once more he wasn’t wearing his mask, not that you’d complain. You had thought the face behind the mask to be deformed much like other officers. But his face proved you all wrong. ‘good to know you don’t find me deformed.’ The Knight says. ‘I’m not going to talk to you if that’s what you want, You’ve got no power over me.’ ‘Are you sure of that? I mean I can get everything I want from you without your cooperation.’ He says with a smug grin. ‘ I won’t let you in that easily.’ You spat, Kylo walk over to you so that you are face to face. ‘your mind is what betrayed your little friends in the first place. Though I have to admit, mother was smart to tell you to stay away from me.’ ‘Mother?’ you cock your eyebrow out of curiously. ‘well I guess she forgot to mention that, when she send you to your dead.’ ‘dead?’ your voice is shaky as the word didn’t come out half as solid as you’d hoped. ‘ha you really think we are going to let traitors like you live?’ Kylo let out a laugh. ‘unless of course you want to switch sides, and don’t think you can double cross us again, I know everything that’s going on in that pretty little head of yours.’ You let out a laugh. ‘at least before I die I get the honour of being called pretty by the master of the knights of Ren.’ ‘flirting isn’t going to save you.’ ‘I wasn’t…’ ‘ stubborn, smart and daring. What are you not? Beside willing to join the right side.’ ‘I thought you could get anything from me? aren’t you here to find out everything I send to the resistance like the general wants.’ ‘I tend not to listen to that man, but you are right.’ Kylo Ren moves his gloved hand so it’s just not touching your forehead. ‘this is going to sting a little.’ The tone in his voice made clear that he enjoyed it.
Indeed a stinging pain shot through your head, you tried to think about anything that wasn’t resistance related in anyway. ‘you’re doing better than I expected.’ Kylo tries harder after that. You start to feel lightheaded as the pain starts to increase. ‘so that’s why we only found an abandoned base.’ He had made it into your mind, everything you had send to the resistance, everything you knew about the resistance. ‘they didn’t even trust you to give them their current location.’ ‘can you get out of my head.’ You say through gritted teeth, Kylo doesn’t reply but the pain starts to cease. ‘I’ve got enough for now, I’ve got an execution to plan.’ He looks you straight in your eyes. ‘unless you’ve changed your mind. I can sense your will to live.’ You don’t reply with words but your thoughts give Kylo all he needs. ‘you’ve got a day or 2 till you’re execution. I’ll be back before that.’ The knight puts on his helmet which he had dropped to the floor before and leaves you alone to your thoughts. For the first time thinking about the choice that had to be made, life or death.
Part 2?
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Never trust BB-8. PD
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Pairing: Poe Dameron x reader warnings: mentions of a crash.  spoilers: non  word count: 1461 Prompt: #95: ‘Why are you staring at me?’  disclaimer: gifs go to their rightful owner.  Requests open. 
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The med bay was without a doubt your least favourite place on the entire planet. It hurt you to see people that fought for the same course as you get hurt whilst you seemed to get away with almost everything. While the people around you had blaster wounds and other injuries that needed tending to, you barely had a scratch after crashing your x-wing.  Leia had send you out to gather information on a first order finalizer that was seen not too from the Ileenium system. You had avoided getting captured when Tie fighters spotted you. and were able to keep the engine from getting shot, some other parts of the ship did get hit.but you safely made it into lightspeed and back to D’Qar. Crash landing just outside the base with fire coming from the ship. The fires had been extinguished but Leia had told you to get a medical check before you could check up on the ship.
‘may I go?’ you asked a nurse beside your bed. She held a form in her hand and was scribbling down you’re limited number of injuries. ‘it seems so, seeing everything is alright with you, no severe injuries that need tending or anything. The general did say she wanted to speak to you.’  you don’t hesitate to get out of the bed, there was no way to sit around here when nothing was wrong with you.   No matter how badly you wanted to check up on your ship you decided to head to the general first.  ‘you wanted to see me ma’am.’ The general was talking to admiral Ackbar. She didn’t hesitate to end that conversation and turn to you.  ‘y/n, it’s good to see you.’ she says with a smile. ‘I’m sorry for sending you there alone, the mission could’ve ended very differently.’ ‘I know general, but I made it out. I’m sorry I couldn’t get the information you wanted.’ ‘only y/n, would crash her x-wing and apologize for not getting the intel.’ You turn around to see Poe Dameron standing in the doorpost.  ‘well, I did fail my mission.’ The commander walks up to you and Leia.  ‘you could’ve died, I just saw your x-wing, it’s a miracle the engine didn’t blow up.’  You sigh, it would cost some time before the x-wing would be able to fly again. ‘it’s a miracle you barely have a scratch.’ Poe adds as his eyes scan your face and any skin he can check for wounds. ‘He’s right, y/n. I’m glad you’re alright.’ Leia shoots you a kind smile. ‘That’s all I wanted to say, I wanted to tell you to take a couple of days of but you would only spend them fixing your x-wing.’ You and Poe laugh, knowing that Leia was exactly right.  ‘well, I’ll better start repairs then, general, commander.’ you turn on your heels, headed toward your x-wing.
Your ship had been moved inside the hanger, it stood beside Poe’s black x-wing that was clearly in better shape than yours.  ‘I guess Poe was right.’ You mumble to yourself. An orange and white bb-unit pops out from behind the black x-wing. ‘heei BeeBee.’ You smile, the droid comes rolling to you with a series of beeps. Something about being happy you’re back.  ‘well I’m happy to be back, how was your mission?’ you move to your toolbox and get out the right equipment to start working on the x wing.  ‘of course it was dangerous.’ You chuckle as BB starts telling how he and Poe had fought of an entire squadron of tie Fighters on their own, something tells you the droid wasn’t  completely telling the truth.  you move to one of the wings and start repairing the damage done to it. It would take you hours just to repair this single wing, let alone the time it would take to make it mission ready. Well at least you had BB-8 to keep you company.  You start fixing the wing and some of the smaller technical malfunctions. In the meantime you listen to BB-8 telling stories about all his adventurous with Poe, from the time they were still in service of the Republic with the Rapier squadron to one of the first missions with Poe as the commander of the Black squadron. Poe Dameron of course the hero of all BB-8’s stories.  ‘so what you’re saying is that Poe thought it was a good idea to lure out the Tie fighters while his weapons systems were down.’ BB nods. ‘he’s absolutely crazy.’ BB added something to that, that made your eyes go wide.  ‘repeat that for me BeeBee.’ You look at the droid, who repeats what he had just said. Sure it would be a joke right.  ‘he’s walking here now?’ you question BeeBee who tells you to look to your right, indeed Poe Dameron had just walked into the hangar. BB’s words ring through your head as you watch the pilot approach. ‘if he is bothering you with his stories you should just…’ Poe stops mid-sentence when he stands in front of you. ‘Why are you staring at me? Is something wrong?’ the pilot asks confused as well as concerned. You look down at the droid in confirmation of his words once more he nods his head.  ‘Nothing I wrong, it’s just…BeeBee told me something.’ You say softly.  ‘owh what did you tell her buddy?’ Poe looks down at his droid with a smile, ‘did you tell her one of our battle stories?’ it was the answer he expected, the droid loved telling those.  ‘he’s told me several but that’s not it. If I tell you what he said while you answer truthfully?’ you turn back to the pilot.  ‘yeah…’  ‘Do you like me?’ you watched as Poe loses his smile, looking down at his droid for a moment. Poe loved BB-8 to death but sometimes he cursed the droids innocent expression.  ‘as a friend sure.’ He spoke, glaring at the droid that was now softly poking his leg. Telling its master to tell the truth.  ‘alright, I like you as more than a friend.’ Poe looked at you. ‘what did he tell you?’  ‘I told him you were crazy, he told me you are crazy about me.’ Poe shakes his head slightly.  ‘Really, BeeBee, you overheard that conversation with snap?’ a soft yes comes from BB. ‘of course you did.’  Neither you nor Poe speak for a moment. You didn’t know what to say, the guy you had a huge crush on liked you. it’s not quite what you expected to hear today. But then again, today didn’t really seem to go as planned anyway. ‘I had this conversation with Wexley a couple of weeks ago.’ He starts. ‘It was that week your squadron was sent to that first order planet, I forgot which one.’ A small smile appears on your face as you spot Poe starting to fiddle with his hands, the best pilot of the resistance was nervous. ‘Snap said that I had to tell you how I felt, cause everyone in the black squadron could see I was crazy for you. I guess BeeBee overheard us.’ Another series of beeps comes from the droid.  ‘of course BB go charge up now.’ Poe rolls his eyes as his droid speeds away to his room.  ‘so it’s true, you like me?’ a small smile playing on your lips.  ‘yeah, I mean we are best friends, it’s why I never told you. and if you don’t care for me in that way. But please don’t let it ruin our friendship, I’d rather be your friend then not have you in my life at all.’  ‘then it’s good to know that I love you to.’ You take a hold of one of his hands.  ‘thank the maker.’ He whispers and without a warning crashes his lips to yours. It’s slow, not rushed just perfect for your first kiss with him. ‘one more thing.’ you say once you break apart. ‘I think you owe a thank you to BeeBee.’  ‘yeah, but I’m forever not trusting that droid with any secrets.’ Poe lets out a small chuckle whilst in the corner of your eye you spot a familiar orange and white thing. ‘and I’ll make sure he isn’t around when I tell them.’ ‘well I guess you’ve got to do a better job.’ You nod your head toward Poe’s x wing. BB-8 had his top part popped out from behind x-wings foots.  ‘Really BeeBee, charging.’ The droid comes rolling your way with a series of beeps. ‘yes she is my girlfriend.’ The title made your heart swell the large smile plastered on his face even more. You were forever thankful to the droid that couldn’t keep a secret. 
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Ok thanks for the information. It's a criminally underrated show, honestly one of the best out there. Watch Cartoons online has the series up for free if your ever interested.
Thanks for the tip I'll def watch some episodes this weekend:)
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Prompt list.
Prompt list.
1. ‘You have no power over me.’ ‘Are you sure of that?’ 2. 'What are you so afraid of?’ 'You’ 3. 'I wish we could stay like this forever.’ 4. 'It’s lonely here without you.’ 5. 'You’re cute when you’re angry.’ 6. 'Do you trust me?’ 7. 'What’s the matter?’ 8. 'This is why I fell in love with you.’ 9. 'Let’s run away together.’ 10. 'Not sure if you can tell, but I’m not exactly a people person.’ 11. 'Stop ignoring me.’ 12. 'Can I borrow that book of yours?’ 13. 'They can’t hurt you anymore.’ 14. 'I’ve got you.’ 15. 'Why are you doing this?’ 16. 'You could’ve warned me.’ 17. 'Why are you crying?’ 18. 'Who hurt you?’ 19. 'Just talk to me.’ 20. 'Regardless of what they think, you’re an amazing person.’ 21. 'What’s our exit strategy?’ 'Our what?’ 22. 'I’m not jealous.’ 23. 'You did what?“ 24. 'Stay, please?’ 25. 'You can’t ask me to do that.’ 26. 'Are you crazy.’ 27. 'We’re good together.’ 28. 'Make a wish.’ 29. 'What was that?’ 30. 'Hold me back!’ 31. 'Shut up!’ 32. ’ go on then, tell me you don’t love me.’ 33. 'I can’t.’ 34. 'I never hated you.’ 35. 'Why would you lie about something like that?’ 36. 'Have I ever lied to you?’ 37. 'Promised?’ 'Promised.’ 38. 'I need you to forgive me.’ 39. 'I still remember that one time you….’ 40. 'Do you remember that time you….?’ 41. 'I guess I was wrong.’ 42. 'Can I hold your hand?’ 43. 'I don’t do relationships.’ 44. 'Give me one reason to trust you.’ 45. 'Wane make a bet?’ 46. 'May the force be with you.’ 47. 'Hope is like the sun…..’ 48. 'What did you just say?’ 49. 'Stop whining it’s just a blaster shot.’ 50. 'Stay with me.’ 51. 'You’re adorable.’ 52. 'Let’s pick a random planet and go there.’ 53. 'You can’t just leave like that.’ 54. 'Perfect, just perfect.’ 55. 'I believe in you.’ 56. 'This is going to hurt.’ 57. 'How did you two meet.’ 58. 'Don’t tell me what to do.’ 59. 'You can’t stop me.’ 60. 'Together?’ 'Together.’ 61. 'This is the most ridiculous idea you’ve ever had.’ 62. 'It must run in the family.’ 63. 'I hate you.’ 64. 'I love you.’ 65. 'Are you angry with me?’ 66. 'You need to leave, now.’ 67. 'Can dance, in the rain/under the stars?’ 68. 'Just give me a hug.’ 69. 'You really have no clue who I am?’ 70. 'Did you hear that sound?’ 71. 'I really couldn’t care less’ 72. 'Where the hell have you been.’ 73. 'Do I look like everything is okay?’ 74. 'You can’t hide from me.’ 75. 'No one told you to do that. 76. 'You saved me.’ 77. 'I’ve got a bad feeling about this?’ 78. 'Owh how bad could it be?’ 'Really?’ 79. 'I can’t do this.’ 80. 'We are so dead.’ 81. 'Can you just stop doing that.’ 82. 'How long was I out?’ 83. 'Get that bloody droid out of my way!’ 84. 'I didn’t want to hurt you.’ 85. 'Don’t you ever dare think like that again.’ 86. 'Do you want to get caught?’ 87. 'When this is all over I never want to see you again.’ 88. 'Take my hand.’ 89. 'How drunk was i?’ 90. 'Wait…what happened?’ 91. 'Don’t call me that.’ 92. 'Why do you keep risking your life to prove a point.’ 93. 'Are you always this reckless?’ 94. 'Care to join me?’ 95. 'Why are you staring at me?’ 96. 'Owh come on it’ll be fun’ 'We have very different definitions of fun.’ 97. 'Don’t crash.’ 98. 'When have I ever let you down?’ 99. 'You’re scared, really?’ 100. 'I’m going to kill you.’ 101. 'Don’t get too cocky.’ 102. 'Make me.’ 103. 'The world is filled with much more terrifying things then death.’ 104. 'I told you so.’ 105. 'I guess you’re right.’ 106. 'I’m never going on a mission with you again.’ 107. 'What would we be without this war?’ 'Not together.’ 108. 'Shouldn’t you be sleeping?’ 109. 'This is never going to work.’ 110. 'Come back when you’re sane again.’ 111. 'I tried to tell you.’ 112. 'Why am I not surprised anymore?’ 113. 'Of course you did?’ 114. 'Wait say that again?’ 115. 'What did 'they’ do this time?’ 116. 'Happy birthday!’ 117. 'Surprise!’ 118. 'I’ve got you a present!’ 'I’m not sure I want it?’ 119. 'Let me go.’ 120. 'You’ve got the be kidding me.’ 121. 'There better be someone dying if you wake me up at this hour.’ 122. 'It’s good to see you.’ 123. 'Can’t agree.’ 124. 'It’s okay, you don’t have to love me. But it would be great if you did.’ 125. 'I don’t understand..’ 'Of course you don’t.’ 126. 'Let’s get out of here.’ 127. 'You really think I was going to leave without you.’ 128. 'Don’t trust a word 'they’ says!’ 129. 'I can’t believe we made it out of there.’ 130. 'Don’t get too excited.’ 131. 'I told you so.’ 132. 'I like him/her! 133. 'I am so taking a holiday after this.’ 134. 'Don’t get me started.’ 135. 'Don’t turn around.’ 136. 'Marry me?’ 137. 'I hate undercover missions.’ 138. 'Don’t think just do.’ 139. 'I’m flying!’ 140. 'You aren’t giving up are you?’ 141. ’ I don’t wane die today.’ 142. 'This is a mistake.’ 143. 'Why do I always fall for people like you?’ 144. 'They’re rules, they’re made to be broken.’ 145. 'The general isn’t going to be happy about this.’ 146. 'You know you love me.’ 147. 'I’m not sure if I want to kill or kiss you right now.’ 148. 'Just kiss me.’ 149. 'Thanks for stating the obvious.’ 150. 'Then what was I supposed to do?’
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Everyone has been overestimating the size of the Resistance/Rebellion at the end of TLJ. I just went and did a headcount and it’s down to 16 people.
Sixteen.
This is if we’re including Rey and Chewie that is.
This is why the end of TLJ feels so hopeless. You can’t oppose a regime the size of the First Order successfully with sixteen people and what is the galactic version of a weed van.
At the end of ESB there was hope, because though the Rebellion had been hurt by the Empire’s assault on Hoth they still had a (small) fleet and troops. At the end of TLJ there is none. It is going to take decades to rebuilt anything that can viably fight the First Order from what Rian left the Resistance with, if it’s doable at all.
TLJ left the galaxy and the audience with no hope at all for a successful Resistance and only the darkness of the First Order as a possibility of the galaxy’s future. It certainly won’t be in any way realistic for our heroic leads to defeat the First Order in their own lifetime.
And in a time where Nazis march in the street and white supremacist are in charge of powerful countries, this is the message that Rian sends That you might as well forget about fighting back, because there’s no way you can win that battle.
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Be my person? K.R/B.S
pairing: Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x reader warnings: mentions of the loss of family and friends, loneliness.  spoilers: takes place after the last jedi.  wordcount: 2052 disclaimer: gifs go to their rightful owner. 
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 Leia Organa was a woman you admired. She was the perfect combination of smart, brave, serious and kind. She was the only person in the entire senate that could turn you into a shy girl who never knew what to say.
 Seated beside your mother you watched as the senator of Alderaan spoke about the importance of taking every treat serious, no matter how small. Her words fascinated you like every story about her life did. After all how many woman could say they fought in the battle of Endor, or had fought for democracy as she had. There was one you could name who did the later too, Leia's mother.
 'She invited us over for dinner tonight.' Your mothers whispers. But you ignore her in favour of listen to the senator only dreaming that one day you could be like her.
 That evening you were dressed up in a gown most girl envied. For you it was normal, wearing dresses such as these. Your father was the senator of Coruscant. Coming from a rich family, you had always had luxuries as these.
You walk behind your father and mother as you all head toward Leia organa's apartments.
Your mothers dress flowed freely as you did your best not to step on them hem of either your or her dress.
 You were greeted into the apartment by a man you had never seen before.
'Y/n, this is Han Solo the husband of the senator.' Your father introduce as he himself shook the man’s hand.
'Good evening sir.' You hold out your hand as well. Han crouches down a little to be at the same height as you.
'Good evening, would you like to meet our son, he's just about the same age as you.' Instead of replying with words you nod and follow Han through the apartment.
 In the living room Leia is seated with a boy that looks a little older then you do. Dark hair and brown eyes that turn toward you the moment you step foot in the room.
'Y/n, Ben. Ben, y/n is the daughter of the senator of coruscant, go show her around.'
 Ben shows you around the large apartment, the last room you visit is his.
'So are you force sensitive like your uncle?' You ask with a timid voice, beside the senator you had never met anyone who had the force.
'Uncle Luke says I am. He says one day he will train me to be just like him. I'll be Jedi one day.' Ben speaks with a large smile.
'That's awesome, that would mean I know a real Jedi.' You say with and equally large smile.
'What do you wane be when you grow older?'
' a senator like my father and your mother. It sounds so dull compared to you.' You laugh softly.
'It doesn't senators are great people, you can be the senator and I'll be your Jedi protector.' Ben speaks acting as if he was bringing people down with an imaginary lightsaber.
'That does sound great.'
you spend that entire night and many more days after speaking with Ben, talking about your dreams, planning out your future.
18 years later.
 The large penthouse you once called home on coruscant now seems nothing but a cold hotel room. A family portrait of when you were still a kid still decorated the hall but the smiles you and your parents carried didn't seem as bright as when you were a kid.
The first order had taken it all away: democracy, your family and soon enough they would come to get you to.
 From the large window that looked out over the building of the city you could see the first order finalizer, the command ship that had flown from it. And for some reason you knew they were headed to you, get rid of the last bit of resistance sympathisers now that the republic was gone.
 You waited until there was a knock on your door. You had dismissed all the staff that had once worked for your family earlier that evening. If you were going to be taken by the first order you weren't going to put up a fight that could harm more innocent lives.
'Y/n y/l/n?' The man in front of you jumps out from the rest of the people standing in the hall with his ginger locks.
'Yes that's me.' You speak monotone.
'I'm general Hux I need you to come with us. ' He speaks his voice just as dull as yours.
'Alright then.' You step outside and close the door of the apartment, not sure if you’ll ever come back. The general looks at you, he seemed shocked and confused at the same time but swiftly shakes it off.
'Alright let's go!' He orders not only to the stormtroopers but also to you.
 With stormtroopers surrounding you and the general beside you, you head toward the command ship you had seen fly earlier.
'The supreme leader wants to see you.' The general speaks once you have taken a seat aboard the shuttle.
'Awh Snoke, how that I’ll finally get to meet him.' You mock, you had heard and read plenty about Snoke yet no one truly knew what kind of man it was.
'No.' Hux speaks, 'Snoke is dead, you'll be meeting with our new supreme leader.' You raise an eyebrow to the ginger man but he keeps his mouth closed for the rest of the flight.
 The first order ship was unlike anything you had seen before, the colour scheme excited out of only black and tints that averted from dark grey to somewhat lighter grey. Two stormtroopers led the way as the general took you to see the supreme leader. You went up with an elevator and eventually stumbled into a large room. It was dark and had a single window that covered the entire back wall of the room. There were curtains on either side and a bed in the middle.
'Strange that the supreme leader didn't even have a throne room.' You thought to yourself.
 'Leave us!' A voice that isn't the generals says loudly. You look around the room to see a man standing in the corner by the window dressed in total black. 'You too general.' Hux takes a small bow before leaving the room, following the troopers.
 You were left alone in a room with a man you didn't know. As a kid you would've been scared to death, but now? You must've been through too much to even be scared of things as death anymore.
 'So, resistance sympathiser. Don't think we didn't find your reply to the distress call the resistance send out from Crait.' The supreme leader speaks with his back toward you.
 'And?' You spat at him, sure this man might not be Snoke, but he was a part of the reason you had lost most of your friends and family.
 'And? Someone with your power and resources could be of great help to the resistance, and the first order.'
'Well if you think I'm ever going to support the first order you are wrong, supreme leader.' You spat out the name which made the man turn around at last. But with the dark lighting in the room there still wants a lot to see.
'Are you not? I was hoping you would like to switch sides y/n' the way he said your name alarmed you. The man walked closer and a bit more into the dim light that shone through the room.
Black hair till just on his shoulder, and brown eyes you could recognise out of a million.
 'Ben?' You whisper, you had last seen him the day he left for Jedi training with Luke. 'Not a Jedi after all, hè.' you had heard what happened thought Ben was one of the dead. 
'The name is Kylo now and no, I'm much stronger than any Jedi could ever be.'
'Of course.' You shake your head. 'Well I'm still not going to join you.'
'It's not really like you have somewhere else to go. Your parents are dead, your friends are gone you've got no one, you're alone. But not if you just join us, the first order could use someone like you, someone who knows how to make people love them.' Ben takes one more single step toward you, a meter or so I between the pair of you was closer then you had been to him in years.
'I'm not lonely.' You whisper.
'No, are you not?' Ben cocks his eyebrow.
You stand there, silent like a shy girl who didn't know what to say.
 'I missed you when I went away you know.' Ben speaks when you don't. 'Master Luke told me to let go of all my feelings but I never could quite let go of what I felt for you. Master knew this, said It were just teenage feelings that would fade. He was wrong.' One more step is take toward you.
'We could still become what we wanted when we grew, just better. Join me, rule the first order by my side, it's better than being a senator, you can have all the power you want.' He inches even closer so you are almost chest to chest. you just stare at him.
'Your thoughts betray you, you' thinking about it. You care for me, even whilst I've changed.' Ben speaks your thoughts.
'What would be in it for me?' What was the use of fighting for the losing side anyway?
'Someone who loves you..' With those words Ben places his lips on yours. You refuse to kiss him back at first, but when his lips don't leave yours there is no denying the spark that shoots through you.
 When you break apart in desperate need for air you trace the small scar that runs across the right side of his face.
'I'm not one to beg. Y/n, but I need you, that's why I send the general to get you. Someone just recently made me realise that you need people around you that keep you the slightest bit sane. A person to trust, whom you love and who loves you. Please be my person?'
Even in his younger years you had never seen Ben like this, the sadness and need in his eyes wasn't something that could be faked. Your free hand that didn't rest on his cheek moves to take his leather clothed hand him yours
'I want to but I'm not sure if I can, the first order, they killed my family, my friends all the people I love are dead because of what the people you lead did.'
 Neither you nor Ben spoke for a while he seemed to be thinking about his next move whilst you waited. Whatever he would say next could make you stay by his side or make you run away from him as far away as possible.
 ‘There isn't anything I could say to make up for what the first order has done.' He starts careful. 'But what I can do is make sure that you are never hurt again, in any way. When Hosnian Prime was blown up. All I could think of was you, but I felt that you were still alive. Snoke felt it too. He threatened to kill you as I watched. I couldn't let that happen. Its why I want you here, by my side so you have someone who loves you, so you never have to be alone again.'
You stood perplexed. This guy couldn’t be the monster Kylo Ren you had heard about. The apprentice of Snoke. Maybe all together Snoke was the problem. But still, you knew the first order wasn’t going to stop until the resistance was gone. 
'Okay.' Ben shot you a hopeful look. ' I'll stay but if you ever Betray me I am gone. You are right, we all need a person. I need a person, that you can be' 
Ben embraces you closely and pulls you in for another kiss giving it every emotion either of you have in your body, the love, the passion, the longing. You might never believe in the first order but you do believe in Ben Solo. The man you love unconditionally. 
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Materlist.
Promptlist
Anakin Skywalker:   - Always  - Redemption of a sith - there must be a reason
Armitage Hux:  - a cure for nightmares (coming soon.)  - we defend those we love (coming soon) 
Finn/Fn-2187:    - i promised *  (coming soon.) Kylo Ren/Ben Solo:   - Be my person *  - even the best get caught.  - lucky dice *  Luke Skywalker:   - Back in the days - Saved from the dark - just us
Obi-Wan Kenobi:  - A droids announcement
Poe Dameron:  - i’m not sick!  - never trust BB-8  - the effects of torture  - it’s the past anyway. 
Rey:  - with me.
* = the last jedi spoilers. 
Note: requests are always welcome, if there’s any other character you want me to write please request these are the once i’ve done or that i’ve got some ideas for. 
Ps. Some of them are 2 years or so old, let's just say my English wasn't the best at the time, I'll edit them soon.
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With me. Rey
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pairing: Rey x reader  warnings: death.  spoilers: the force awakens word count: 1869 disclaimer: gifs go to their rightful owners.  - first time writing for a female character so bare with me if it’s bad. feedback is welcome. 
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You were in your rooms when you felt the shift. At first you just felt Kylo had returned from his mission on Takodana.. but soon enough you felt something else to, something lighter than the presence of your fellow apprentice. you shook it of at first, doing some work that the general had asked you to do. But you were distracted by this new pull from the force. After moments of ignoring it you placed your data pad down and left your quarters. 
You walked through the halls of the base, and for some reason you knew just were you needed to go. Your feet let you to the detention level where you were pulled toward one particular interrogation cell. It was the same cell where the resistance pilot had been put in earlier this week but You didn’t feel the pull then so it must be a person. ‘who’s In there?’ you ask one of the storm troopers keeping guard outside the door. ‘master Ren and a girl, lady y/l/n.’ the storm trooper spoke. ‘alright, thank you.’ With Kylo in there, there was no way for you to safely enter without an interrogation of your own. So instead of entering, you waited just around the corner until Kylo left. his footsteps were loud ans he walked with large strides, his demeanour angry, really angry. you turned the corner again and headed straight toward the cell. You opened the door to see one of the Stormtroopers keeping guard of the girl. ‘stay outside till I’m done.’ You voice was stern. ‘yes ma’am.’ The Stormtrooper nodded and left you alone with the girl. The girl whose name was a mystery to you was unconscious, without the doubt the work of kylo. You took a step close to her, the force was pulling you toward her but why? She wasn’t all that special right? She seemed to be around your age, her clothes were unfit for this planet, her brown hair up in three buns. Sure she was pretty but that was still no reason for the force to pull you to her. She started to stir a minute or so after you had entered the room and you knew you had to leave. Kylo could return any minute and if the girl saw you she might tell the commander, a thought you weren’t all that excited about. instead of heading back to your room you decided to take a walk through the base. On the bridge you found general Hux prepping the weapon, this time to fire at the resistance. On your way to your room you decided to take a detour and headed through the detention level. But the force that  pulled you to it before was gone. The cell door of the girls cell open, red sparks coming from it. ‘owh you’ve got to be kidding  me.’ you groan and rush toward the cell, inside kylo was trashing the interrogations chair. ‘REN STOP IT!’ you voice was just about loud enough to come over the smashing sounds that his saber made. ‘y/n.’ Kylo spat. ‘you happened to have seen a girl that doesn’t belong here.’ ‘great description but no I don’t think so.’ You felt frozen as the knight of Ren stepped closer to you. ‘are you sure?’ you put up the blockade in your mind. ‘yes Kylo.’ You turned around and left the cell, but instead of heading a different way from Kylo you decided to follow him. he walked through the base and ordered Stormtroopers to keep an eye out for this girl. ‘so what’s so special about this girl?’ you carefully asked the night of Ren when he had already ordered Stormtroopers to close down the hangars. ‘she’s strong with the force, she could be real asset to the first order.’ You scoff softly at his words. ‘and you can’t sense her? I mean if she’s…’ ‘shut up!.’ You rolled your eyes at his short temper. ‘Han Solo.’ You hear the night of Ren mutter. ‘what did you just say?’ you knew that Han Solo was his father, but he never dared to speak of it. ‘leave me alone y/n.’ ‘alright then.’ You do as Kylo pleases and leave him be. you walk around the base trying to find this girl, you needed to know who she was and why the force was pulling you toward her. once you caught up to the force pull it led you to the oscillator of precinct 47. You swiftly made your way through the halls of star killer base and eventually made it to the oscillator. Stormtroopers stood everywhere, you could feel Kylo there too. He stood on the bridge, without out his mask. In front of him stood a man, Han Solo. Your eyes scanned the area until you found the girl, she stood on a balcony together with a dark skinned boy, FN-2187. Your eyes lock with the girls straight away, you wanted to avert your gaze but the pull was strong enough. The stare wasn’t interrupted from either sides until the room was filled with hatred, you turn around to the bridge, Kylo had placed his saber through his father’s sternum. A wookie let out a large roar and shot Kylo in his stomach. Explosions followed and Stormtroopers started firing at the wookie. you too out your saber, not to kill the wookie but to prevent the Stormtroopers from hitting you, there weren’t exactly the best at hitting the right target. When you had safely made it to the door, Kylo had already left, you could feel the force pull and decided to follow it. you made your way through the cold snow outside of star killer base. The girl was together with Kylo you could feel it. as you reached the forest the sky was illuminated by Kylo’s saber. You didn’t see the girl at first, and Kylo sensed you before you could find her. ‘what’s going on with you y/l/n.’ Kylo spoke as your eyes kept scanning the snow, you found the girl laying on the floor, the boy stood with his saber in his hand. ‘you seem off.’   ‘WHY is she so special?’ you shout to Kylo, in the corner of your eye you saw the former Stormtrooper turn toward you with a questioning look on his face. ‘why would you care, unless.’ Kylo got a strange smile on his face. ‘the supreme leader is not going to be happy when he hears of your pull to the light side.’ You froze, so that’s what it was, the girl was your path to the light. ‘heay.’ The Stormtrooper said taking Kylo’s attention of you. ‘TRAITOR!’ Kylo spat, punching himself in the stomach, blood fell to the floor. ‘that saber, it belongs to me.’ he pointed his unstable saber to the boy. ‘come and get it.’ that was all kylo needed to attack our former ally. Saber’s clashed as you stood frozen, did you help the night of ren? By the time you felt that you had to help kylo he had already brought the former Stormtrooper down, he cried out in pain kylo brought his saber over the back of the guy. The commander turned his lightsaber off and held out his hand, the saber that had before been in the hands of the boy was now in the snow and Kylo was trying to pull it to him. the lightsaber stated to shake and when it flew through the air, but not to Kylo but to the girl. The saber ignited straight away. But Kylo wasn’t the one to start the fight, you were. your red saber clashed against the blue one she was holding. ‘you don’t have to do this.’ The girl spoke as you smashed the saber into hers, she dogged and deflected your hits. ‘you can come with me!’ her voice was desperate. ‘I do.’ Your voice didn’t sound as angry as you wanted it to. ‘no you don’t, you can come with us, away from the first order, train to be a jedi.’ She spoke you were brought out of concentration for a moment and she hit your harm, not hard just a slight sting with the saber. But it was enough for you to take a step back and for Kylo to take your place. ‘I know you can feel it the pull to the light.’ The girl spoke still addressed to you as she fought Kylo. ‘the pull to me, I know you do.’ You shook your head, if she wasn’t train and she could tell all of this she was indeed as strong with the force as Kylo had said.
Their fight continued, you simply followed so now and then joining into it but Kylo didn’t leave you much room. When the point he came he had clearly enough of you he disarmed you before going back to the girl. Your saber flew to the other side so you had to reach out to get it. By the time you had it, the girl had disarmed Kylo and he was laying on the floor. ‘use your anger.’ It was Kylo’s voice in your head. You ignited your saber, walking closer to the girl. ‘FIGHT HER!” Kylo sneered at you, but you couldn’t. ‘come with me, Please.’ You could see the emotions in the girls eyes, her hand was stretched out toward you. ‘i-..’  you sought a reason why you couldn’t but there was non, your reason to stay with the first order? You never really had them. You wanted to be trained in the force, but whether that was the light of the dark? ‘y/n!’ Kylo sneered, you hadn’t even noticed your hand was already touching the girls. She clutched onto your hand and pulled you toward her, her arms wrapped around you. ‘don’t step back.’ She warned, you looked down to see the planet had split, creating a Riff between you and the girl and Kylo. ‘let’s get out of here.’ The girl held onto your hand whilst she dragged you toward the boy. ‘how?’ you had never heard your voice as soft as when you spoke now. The girl didn’t have to answer cause there was a ship in the sky. ‘that’s how.’ The wookie that had shot Kylo before was piloting the ship, he placed it down and rushed out, letting out a growl. ‘take finn.’ The girl said, to the wookie who took the boy in his arms and headed toward the ship. ‘come on.’ The girl dragged you to the ship hand in hand. inside the wookie laid Finn down and went to the cockpit, you took a seat and the girl went to check up on her friend. ‘I’m Rey.’ She spoke, turning toward you. ‘y/n, thanks for everything.’ You say with the slightest smile, Rey smiles back at you, making your smile wider. ‘it’s nothing, it would be my bad if I would’ve left you with him, he’s a monster.’ ‘I’m just like him.’ you say looking down. ‘no you’re not, I like you.’ Rey says with a smile on her face her hand on your shoulder. You knew then that you had made the right choice.
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