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yandere-ainur-confessions · 29 days

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PSA;

my life is in danger ( just kill me at this point )

Fuck every time I come here it's like I'm crying about something ain't it? I'm so sorry. I don't have much to say, only that I need serious help. A more personal matter however. I'll jump straight to the chase.

My mum and my family are being threatened due to borrowing money from loansharks ( something I was not aware of and my mother just came to me in tears of ). My family has been doing poorly financially ( my dad lost his job and with my own and my mother's numerous medical conditions we've had to sacrifice a lot. along with my brother's school fees )

I don't know when they want the money. She refuses to tell me. But I am beyond stressed out. They need R9800 to leave her alone completely or they are threatening to come to our doorstep.

She doesn't wish to get the police involved because she does not want it to blow out in some way. ( for context, the reason our family is suffering so badly financially is because of a court case involving my dad )

If we can raise any amount to satisfy them it would be great.

Please, if there's anything I've had to beg for it's this. If you want compensation ( such as written pieces like requests or commissions ) I'm willing to do that too

Any amount helps. Even if it's just spare change, if we can accumulate it to the desired amount everything will be okay. Please also share this post.

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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Feel free to send one of these in with a character<3

Panther's Yandere Prompts

I wanted to make some myself you can use them as long as you reblog for credit :)

You can request from these, too! In fact I encourage it.

Edited - 11/21/22

Possible Trigger Warnings: Yandere themes, of course, Violence, Self harm implied, Blood, Murder, Obsession, Kidnapping, Possessive themes, Delusional behavior.

2.) "It's an honor for someone such as me to take you in and love you!"

-Vol.1-

1.) "I'd burn this world and everything in it for you."

3.) "You'll love me, even if we have to sit and wait for it to happen."

4.) "My heart belongs to you, I'll adore anything you do to it."

5.) "Manipulation? No, dear, I'm just encouraging you!"

6.) "A good partner must be willing to make sacrifices for their beloved! Don't you agree?"

7.) "All this blood? It's all for you! Everything I do is all for you!"

8.) "I could look into those eyes forever...."

9.) "The wound in your leg serves as a lesson, does it not?"

10.) "I've given myself all to you! Yet you call me a monster!"

11.) "I'd crush their heart in front of you if it meant you'd only love me!"

12.) "You were never meant to see that! Oh, what have I done...."

13.) "So what if a few people have to die? It'll only bring us closer!"

14.) "It's too dangerous in the world. You need me, you should know that!"

15.) "Please smile for me... don't make me force you...."

16.) "Do as I say or I may just have to press this weapon closer to your back...."

17.) "You look so cute in those clothes! I think I picked well...."

18.) "Kiss me! Kiss me like your life depends on it!"

19.) "Show me that I can forgive you! I need proof!"

20.) "I've been waiting too long for this...."

21.) "Photos and trinkets only do so much, dear!"

22.) "They never loved you. Only I love you."

23.) "You're crying... come a little closer, I'll make it all go away."

24.) "Don't you believe in fate? Fate wants us to be together...!"

25.) "They may be long gone now... but I'm hapoy they let us meet."

26.) "Look! We're bonding, just the two of us!"

27.) "Our aniversary is coming up... it's been 2 years now...!"

28.) "Do you know how hard it is to wear a facade? Just to get people to like you?"

29.) "I want to be this close... forever...."

30.) "Those lasting marks are signs of our love!"

31.) "I'd make you bleed just to get an even better taste of you...."

32.) "With a little effort, these bleak walls will be a wonderful home for the two of us!"

33.) "You ever think of our future children like I do?"

34.) "No one else understands me except you!"

35.) "Don't push me away, dear... I only want to be closer to you!"

36.) "I'd hate to hurt you but... if you keep this up I might have to."

37.) "We should get married! It's been long enough, hasn't it?"

38.) "My life has been so barren without you...."

39.) "What will it take to get you to love me!?"

40.) "Do you really remember nothing? It's me! Your partner!"

41.) "I made this mark on myself to show you how much I love you!"

42.) "Even if I have to break you... I'll never stop loving you."

43.) "Won't you be a good pet for me?"

44.) "Your tongue is so sharp... wouldn't it be a shame if I had to silence it?"

45.) "Stop screaming! I can't take it!"

46.) "Even monsters can love, can't they...?"

47.) "I'd die before letting you go!"

48.) "What's love without a little hardship?"

49.) "This is to solidify our love...."

50.) "If it means both of us must perish, so be it!"

-Vol.2-

51.) "I'll chase you down like an animal if I have to."

52.) "My world's covered in darkness without you!"

53.) "I left you a few voice mails, why didn't you pick up?"

54.) "Selfish! That's what you are!"

55.) "Now there's always a part of me with you...."

56.) "Come dance with me, it'll stretch your cramped legs."

57.) "You're stuck with me, like it or not."

58.) "One more mistake and I may just break something."

59.) "Are those friends of yours? Are they your everything?"

60.) "You feel like you're being stalked? Tell me all about it...."

61.) "Being alone is worse than you hating me."

62.) "I must know everything about you!"

63.) "You're my everything!"

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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would you write a headcanon of how valar and maiar fall for darling and start to be obsessed with them? (did I do it right?? I'm so nervous lol)

❪ ♡ ❫ ── 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰, 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑 - 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 . . .

♡. 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

they remember it so vividly. the day that you walked into their life. passing by them in all your perfectness. your beauty, your demeanour, the small little smile that you gave them once you caught their unintentional stare. many would call it just a chance encounter. the gardens, a banquet, a mere passing interaction - but oh, you will scorn their mind for all eternity. did you feel it too? the connection that they felt? the song of your fëa, surely it was singing for them? it will drive them mad and they will be eager to meet you again. when you recognise them, their heart would sore. so you did feel the same? oh, if only you knew what you had gotten yourself into. they'll make it their life's mission to learn every little thing about you. stalking, you say? no, they're just lovingly learning more about their soulmate. now they are convinced that you are meant to be theirs. and it certainly would be unfortunate if you didn't think so too

𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒘𝒆, 𝒕𝒖𝒍𝒌𝒂𝒔, ulmo, vana, 𝒗𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒂, yavanna, 𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒏, aiwendil, 𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒖𝒓𝒆, luilire

♡. 𝒂𝒏 𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔

you were most likely one of the few people outside of their family to show them true kindness. it felt like they were on air. that day that you aided them with something, or defended their name from others. they remember how fast their heart beat, how their song shifted to a thousand symphonies as they gazed at you with wonder. to think. . . that someone actually cared. from that day they grew hungry for your affection and favour. eager to seek you out and hope that you would continue to show them the kindness and attention that they were greedy for. you made them feel so. . . complete. they've never loved someone so wholeheartedly, so completely, until the day your touch grazed their hand and you smiled at them so warmly. they hope that you feel the same and will do just about anything to gain your attention, even if it's subtly. and should you place your attention elsewhere? you'll regret it.

𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒐, 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒌𝒐𝒓, aule, nessa, 𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒐𝒏, curumo, gothmog, osse, 𝒏𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒏, almion, 𝒓𝒖𝒊𝒏𝒆

♡. 𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆

they have known you for the longest time. it feels like they've loved you for even longer. they are one of your closest companions, the person that you turn to when in need of aid. the one that you cry on when you're sad. the one that has been with you through every good and each bad. they boast in such a fact - that they know you so intimately and that they are the person that you rely on. . . but there is a deeper sense of longing within them, a yearning for something more. they feel possessive over you. after all, aren't they your everything like you are to them? why can't you see that the two of you are meant to be together? every time you bring up someone else they feel a bit of their sanity chipping away. they'll make you see how much you need them. how much they love you. after all, if you didn't feel the same, why did you lead them on? you have to take responsibility. they'll make sure of it, make sure that you know who you belong to.

𝒊𝒓𝒎𝒐, orome, 𝒏𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒏𝒂, este, 𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒘𝒆, ilmare, arien, melian, 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒎𝒆, 𝒗𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆, erulisse, 𝒍𝒖𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒆

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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love the idea of a human darling that manwë takes immense interest in. like, we all know he’d be quick to pull some manipulation on you (ofc he has every power to do whatever, but others are so easy to deceive that he won’t have to resort to any means that might hurt anyone). “no one would believe you,” manwë would remind you of this 24/7. why would he, the greatest ainur take interest on a lowly human? what are you going to do, tell others that manwë has been following you? why would anyone believe you? tell everyone that manwë has been tormenting you? yeah, right. why would manwë even waste his time on a person like you? slowly and surely, at some point, human darling would def start believing they’re losing their sanity and this isn’t at all real. i think, manwë will take advantage on this vulnerability. humans might have the gift of mortality, but they are oh so easily breakable.

he finds it almost amusing, the way that you try to ramble to your loved ones about how manwë, the lord of arda, is following you around. how they find you absolutely delusional. and when you return? he awaits you back home. taking you into his arms and calling you his poor little dove, "are they ill-treating you again?" "did they call you delusional again?" "oh my darling I'm so sorry. . . I would never do that to you, I love you."

and when you try to push him away? he merely smiles. strokes some of your hair behind your ear and whispers for you to behave. after all, should he leave you here in a bloody heap, your loved ones would not chalk it up to anyone. no, they'd simply think you're at your tricks again.

he would continuously drill that fact through your head. reminding you over and over that you truly did only have him. if you lose your mind in the process, that's all the better. it means he can sweep you away and keep you to himself. his poor little mortal, so pliable and reliant on him. and only him.

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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Irmo wants fem!reader all to himself, so of course along with keeping her in his spaces, also makes sure she can only dream of him

Can be sfw and or nsfw, i imagine it varies.

Is this okay for starters?

oh, he absolutely does. there is something kind about his cruelty towards you. something deceptive that you wouldn't catch until it's too late. slowly but surely, irmo is the type to isolate you from anyone else. you are his, after all. why did you need those people?

"I wouldn't do that to you. I wouldn't treat you like that.'

if those close to you are persistent, well, irmo has a plan for that as well. after all, he is the vala of dreams. . . he could simply cast you into a sleep for days, weeks. . . as long as he wished. leading others to believe that you are sick whilst he took care of you in his gardens. they will know none the better. after all, why would irmo hurt you? sweet, innocent irmo?

yet in your dreams you are trapped with his dream self. loving and caring for you, making sure that you don't realise that this is all a dream. he's wonderful for the most part, the perfect lover. well, until you begin to pick apart what's happening and express your knowledge that this is all a dream. asking him if you can both wake up.

it is then that irmo would grow displeased. "why, my petal? why do you wish to leave me? am I not enough?"

the more you persist, the more manipulative and harsh he will get. until you are crushed by his warm arms as he holds your squirming, crying form to his chest. whispering to your ear about how you belong here. with him. forever.

#·⊰ ꒰🥀꒱ 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 ៸៸ irmo ─ ♡.#irmo x reader #irmo #irmo lorien #yandere!irmo #the silmarilion #silm #tolkien #ainur #valar #tw yandere #yandere #dark themes #tw dark content #confessions

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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❪ ♡ ❫ ── feel free to slot a confession in for any of the ainur canon characters. however, I also offer a wide range of ocs for you to choose from. send them confessions or request small imagines ~ for more info, click the links !

♡. navëquen ( @cilil 's oc )

a maia of námo serving as his personal attendant and prosecutor. vanimóre's counterpart with an eye that sees past misdeeds. has a strong sense of justice and is usually stoic and slightly awkward in social situations, leading many to wonder what it is that he truly thinks and feels

♡. almion ( @doodle-pops ' oc )

the son of námo and the maia erulissë. cold in nature but soft at heart. a blessed flower who brings forth sweetness with every touch, while death waits patiently in solitude

♡. melmë ( @doodle-pops ' oc )

the maia of irmo and a servant of ardour. her love is pure and true, freely giving and never asking in return, and yet, she suffers a broken heart

♡. erulissë

the handmaiden and maia of yavanna who has always been a kind and forgiving soul. turned harsh by the realisation of their creator's true nature. she rebukes eru's name and will, seeking to free her kin of the will

♡. amaurë

the prince of valinor who writes poetry and pleases the gods. always smiling with the dawn's radiance, ever as kind — ready to lend a helping hand whenever he can. but, he harbours a dark secret

♡. vanimóre

the general of angband and the former maia of námo who puppets the dead like a sadistic puppeteer. has an almost misleading sense of humour and leads many to believe that he is approachable for it. however, his humour is just as cunning as his overall self

♡. ruinë

the former strategist of angband who has a being of good and one of evil within her. chaos incarnate. a maia of fire who tries her hardest to fight off the evil within her — a grey character seeking to be righteous and failing miserably

♡. lúmirë

the servant of varda and the royal attendant to manwë. despite all the pain he tells himself that he must push on and work hard, because then it makes everything worth it. an overachiever by nature, uselessly good at his duties and a little stoic at first. but a sweetheart deep within

♡. lúilírë

valinor's strategist, the maia of manwë with a cunning, frightening intellect. a being of ice who is unlike most of his colleagues. he seeks vengeance as his form of justice — unaware that his eagerness for righteousness is what leads him down a path of no return

#·⊰ ꒰🥀꒱ 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒏 ៸៸ character list ─ ♡.#silm #the silmarillion #tolkien #ainur #valar #maiar #tolkien oc #the silmarilion oc #ainu oc #vala oc #maia oc #tw yandere #yandere

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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Hehe ~ glad you liked it<3 it was definitely very fun to write too

Here to show my support cuz I LOVE dark stuff and the creators who have the balls to create it <3 So without further ado;

FUCK ME UP, MELKOR!!! <3 <3 <3

(male reader and the darker the better, don't let something as silly as death stop my favorite dark lord from having his fun >:3)

❪ ♡ ❫ ── 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒌𝒐𝒓'𝒔 𝒑𝒆𝒕 , dark themes ៸៸ torture ៸៸ possessive behaviour ៸៸ manipulation ៸៸ death ( always a pleasure with your asks<3 )

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

♡. you have always been the object of melkor's desire. as a maia of varda, you knew that his interest stemmed from not only wishing to covet the true power of the stars, but also corrupt something pure

♡. he tried wooing you at first. tempting you to the other side in hopes that you would reign alongside him. and when you refused? he took matters into his own hands and stole you right from valinor

♡. he loved how naive and innocent you were. frightened at what he might do to you — but it also angered him. could you not see that you held his favour over any other being in arda? he found you ungrateful, and thus you must be punished

♡. every time you resisted both his love and superiority he would ensure to engrave it into your mind why he was the only being you should care about. endless torture sessions in which he quite literally burned his very being into you. mark after mark, scar after scar

♡. would actually take it upon himself to take care of you directly after. no matter how bloodied or bruised you were. melkor wanted to give you whiplash — to see that he really was the only one you could rely on. luring you into a false sense of security to show you how much he cared

♡. makes you stand in front of the mirror. tracing his fingers along every scar and making you recount why you earned it. or thank him for marking your skin. even though you 'didn't deserve his touch'

♡. you would be treated as a pet for years to come. unable to do a thing unless he permitted it. suffering at his hand for each and every transgression. he'd even get you a collar with a chain if he was bored. he adored seeing you absolutely reliant on him

♡. you were his beautiful pet. and his alone. on your knees beside him while he sat on his throne. satisfying his every need. every time a passerby got close, he'd grab your hair — press his lips to yours. make out with you messily or bite down onto your lip so that he could make you bleed

♡. he'd always make sure to remind you of your insignificance. 'if you were really important to them, wouldn't they have found you by now?'

♡. the final straw was when you attempted to escape. melkor took your life that day, albeit unintentionally. yet even in death, you would find no peace. he'd place a spell over your body that kept you from rotting and pull you around like a puppet on a string. desecrating your fána even whilst your fëa had long escaped. keeping you in his clutches for all eternity

#let the dark lords dark

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yandere-ainur-confessions · 1 year

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❪ ♡ ❫ ── 𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒘𝒆 , “ you were meant to be mine ” ( tw: death )

yandere!eönwë who has loved you since the beginning of time. who has always tried to gain your affection. who has done everything in his power to make you his — but failed each and every time. and to that damned fire maia of all.

oh it broke him to see you with mairon. but he tells himself that he is happy for you. that this is your choice and that he should respect it. does he respect it?

after everything he has done for you, and you still chose mairon. chose to give him your heart, chose to run away with him and join the side of evil. it ripped eönwë apart. which is why he took great delight in doing the same to mairon. he'd use the war as an excuse. tearing him limb from limb in front of your very eyes. and when you cried out? begged for him to stop?

he'd smile.

cup your face with bloodied hands. wrap his crimson stained wings around you and whisper to your ear: “you were meant to be mine. now, you can give yourself to me.” before kissing your lips, taking your air away. he'd grab your hands that slammed against his chest, and whisper against his forced kisses that he loved you.

#·⊰ ꒰🥀꒱ 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒔 ៸៸ eönwë ─ ♡.#eönwë #eönwë x reader #eonwe #reader insert #the silmarillion #silm #tolkien #ainur #maiar #tw yandere #yandere #tw death #death #dark themes #dark content #imaginss

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