writerinthedarksworld

[writerinthedarksworld]

My heart doesn't understand the gravity of this insanity anymore,

I feel you with me wherever I go.

I feel you in my nerves, in my heart, within myself.

Moulding my character in your image, like clay in the hands of a skilled sculptor.

I pause as I begin to speak about it,

because the lump in my throat goes way beyond this mystical force.

that somehow keeps me still tethered to you.

especially when I try my best to stay away from you.

It's this anonymous relationship I have with you.

The way you still live with me, and touch my soul like no one else does.

I can't endure this any longer and I find ways to escape this illusion, to escape you.

Because I feel you with me wherever I go.

~L🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

Jahan tu nhi, wahan mera koi wajood nhi🥀

Dil karta hai ki kalam se likhdu yeh baatein sabhi,

Meri ankhon mei agar hai wajood kahi,

Toh woh bhi kho kar reh gya hai.

Dil karta hai ki boldu sabhi ko yahi,

Ki aaj bhi mera astitva dhundhe tujhe har kahi.

Kahi kisi aur mei, toh kahi khudme.

Hai toh sabh kuch ek paheli.

Isiliye sochti hu khudko kyun uljhau in raaston mei?

Tere aahat bhi sunai de jaaye toh jag jaau aur sochu ki kahi voh tu toh nhi?

Ban kar reh gyi hu ek khwab jo alag hee khwab mei hai simti.

Log toh bohot hai samjhne waale mujhe, magar firbhi hu bohot akeli.

Dil karta hai likhdu kalam se yeh baatein sabhi.

Ki jaha tu nahi, wahan mera koi wajood nahi.

~L🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

I see these trees waving at me.

I see these leaves talking to me.

I see the sky starring at me.

I see things others don't see.

I see losing myself in thee.

I see this nature taking care of me.

How do I explain?

My happiness lies with solitude.

~L🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

December, and there I was faceless, barred from love of life.

Creaks by the tree and coming winter enveloped me in its coldness.

I longed for winter's happiness, until it gave me signs that everything will be alright.

I longed for my happiness, until it gave me tears of joy "everything is all fine"

Ran endlessly in the woods, until I saw you.

December, my worst enemy and my closest friend.

Like the changing seasons I've seen your love changing for me.

I never found your love in the woods,

or maybe I was torn by the thorns of its roses,

and yet again, I am seeing you moulding yourself to be a better man.

December, and here I am faceless again, barred from happiness in life.

Maybe love is in the air but love is no more here or maybe love is beneath the buried sand.

My hands can't reach its depth because I've already fallen in its darkness.

but I will write this to you, December my friend.

"Happy Birthday to you"

You are the beginning of the start that has no end,

deep rooted in the nerves of my cerebrum.

I repeat and say it until I stop to pretend.

My worst enemy and my closest friend

here we are in the world of its coldness

in our separate worlds living the lives of disappear.

We go home, the home of madness,

We are long lost in its sadness.

And as December began, you left me faceless , yet again.

Barred from happiness, yet again.

December darkness is trapping me in its sadness.

~L🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Idiot

[writerinthedarksworld]

i don’t want a job i want to read good books and drink good coffee and get kissed on the neck

[writerinthedarksworld]

I've turned my life into folklore, in the hopes of our evermore.

~Your's no more🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

She lives in the poetry she cannot write.

Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

[writerinthedarksworld]

"...for unless I am myself, I am nobody."

Virginia Woolf, Complete Works of Virginia Woolf

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[writerinthedarksworld]

I can be as cynical as doom or a face with different shades like a moon, but I like to be known as 'the girl without a clue' .

I'm the girl without any clue

~L🥀

[writerinthedarksworld]

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[writerinthedarksworld]

“You make me feel like home. You make me feel that the world is not strange.”

— Anne Sexton, Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters

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[writerinthedarksworld]

I ain't paying for therapy, I'm writing poetry in my notes app when I'm depressed.

[writerinthedarksworld]

Clock ticks to twelve

And, midnights feel like a whole another season for you.

This muggy summer wipes off all the feelings in you.

Like a wiper you once painstakingly created

but that's how seasonal euphoria hits you straight into your bones.

A fresh start that now feels like dark

because you were so used to that madness,

madness of being somewhere else.

And everytime seasonal sadness made no sense to you,

else to wonder what feels so hollow within?

like a hole in your heart that now makes you feel somehow whole.

I feel the numbness in my bones,

like the chokeness onto longings held me so tight.

That now, there are no more events my mind creates to intricate my life anymore.

Summertime sadness

here you go,

welcome home.

~L🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

It was when my head lay on the pillow full of cotton, which seemed like an invisible string that tied me inevitably to every impossible thing in this universe.

I used to get teleported to another spacetime dimension, where the possibilities of love everywhere were endless.

My heartbeats used to skip down the memory lane and dig the most plausible explanations you might have for drifting apart,

like "the poles of the magnet got lost trying to find themselves" or "I once dreamt of happiness, and when it finally happened to me, it became so hard to believe that I ended up breaking it down."

I'll have my arms wrapped around you like you were a lost piece from my jigsaw puzzle that I needed to complete.

But to my disappointment, you evaporated every time I tried to feel more of you, and waking up to reality felt like a heavy feeling on my chest, the scars you left when parting ways.

What good is a girl who isn't empowered enough to live on her own, and how bad is a boy who isn't free enough to leave on his own?

So, I stumbled upon a secret power every night that summer just to seal my fate.

And one day, when all of it dissolved like a fine rush in my body,

finally making me feel alive,

it feels weird that I made progress so fast.

~L🥀

[writerinthedarksworld]

Kabhi the hum bhi un lamho mein,

Jo ab kho gaye h zamane ki aadaton mein.

Yaadon ke panne kab kahaan kho gaye,

Pata bhi nahi chala, aisa kaise ho gaya.

Jeene ke adab bhula gaye hum kahan,

Daurte daurte, khud ko kho gaye hum jahan.

Kabhi the hum bhi un lamho mein,

Jo ab kho gaye h zamane ki aadaton mein.

~L🥀

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[writerinthedarksworld]

The amount of drugs bollywood puts in "tere naina" is incomparable.

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