#zombie apocalypse kin

[walking-in-blood]

I think the reason why I was assigned to Banoi wasn’t just to be a receptionist. Yeah I was an undercover officer but I believe that I was also part of the BIDF.

That would explain why I was like, so trusting of Colonel Ryder White. And why I (kinda) defend him whenever my group would be hostile over the radio.

I usually look annoyed/thoughtful in the cutscenes when they are being rude.

When we finally had a strong enough radio we chatted for a while, Ryder, for like the third time, stated “I’m a Colonel in the BIDF, not some thug in a cell!” and I was getting irritated with my group’s lack of trust. So I finally said “Banoi Island Defense Force. He’s telling the truth!” Two of my group members looked at me, Purna was like “You’re not just a regular hotel clerk, right?” Before I had a chance to respond Colonel White interrupted and that was the end of the conversation about me. I believe they did ask why I trusted this guy so much. I eventually told them why.

My group was insufferable. They didn’t want to save the lifeguard but I finally talked them into it. I got along with them, trusted them. But it was obvious the 3 were more concerned with themselves while I wanted to help other survivors. Plus, I personally knew John Sinamoi.

I was the only person to question Ryder directly when we met him on the helipad. I couldn’t trust any other person to speak, of course. I kept what I said to the point—“What were you trying to do, Colonel?!”

Colonel White was quick to respond—“I don’t have to explain myself to you!” But he was more aggressive towards the others. Only because they were equally aggressive the entire time. But thankfully, in my timeline we solved the situation civilly without anyone dying.

I think my question was about his orders from Base. Nuking the island and a whole bunch of things that I had questions on. I knew Ryder was trying to do what was best. Though, my group was rather difficult in terms of cooperating with others. Which I usually had to cool over. But everything turned out fine in the end.

—Xian Mei

#Xian Mei kin #Xian rambles #Dead Island kin #zombie apocalypse kin #This makes the most sense #especially since I seem to have knowledge on the BIDF in general

[halcyon-days-no-more]

Thoughts on Feeding a City in the Z-poc

I recently ran into a small problem with my Clan and Kin series because of how I have decided magical transformations effects people in the long term.

The basic idea was that if Titania while shapeshifted into a human could still pass along fae genetics to Fox who could then pass them on to Alexander, then that means that there has to be bleed over from one form to the other. Which in turn got me thinking about when Puck transformed all of New York City into gargoyles, when they turned back there was something left over. Not a lot, but enough that Demona’s spell wouldn’t insta-kill and turn them into Walkers/Zombies. Instead they would be carriers until they died and then they’d turn into a zombie (unless a lot of head trauma was involved in their death).

The “problem” is that this means that everyone who was in the city at that time – several million people – and the children they’ve had since survived. Which has me going “They’re alive, but how do I keep them that way?” Because I’m not 100% sure how they’re going to feed themselves with no outside supply lines.

I mean if they can get people out of the city to take over/help with the farms in upstate New York that would be a big help. I mean Demona’s spell insta-killed a lot of people there’s going to be abandoned places aplenty. But there are going to be at least some farmers that survived who know what the heck they’re doing they’ll just need workers and transport. Then there’s commercial fishing off the coast, which is another source of food.

I’m also kind of poking at the Green Thumb community gardening program in NYC and running with the idea that Grow to Learn got started at least a few years earlier than it did in the real world. (Story is set in 2010, Grow to Learn apparently started up the same year).

Then there’s also the fact that between some of the stuff Xanatos can cook up in a lab and his son Alexander’s magic I could see them figuring out a way to speed up the growth of some crops/increase yields. (I could see Xanatos’s Gen-U-Tech producing something like this pre-z-poc for profit anyway). Plus with their tech being 10-minutes into the future maybe aquaponic and hydroponic gardens became a popular thing throughout the city before the z-poc hit. Maybe they could set up “Garden Barges” in the river/bay at some point.

Okay, maybe things aren’t quite as bleak as I originally thought, but that’s still a lot of people to keep fed and they are definitely looking at some lean times until they get everything hammered out. And that’s if things work out according to plan. But hey if they’ve got David Xanatos orchestrating things even if things fail somewhere I’ve got faith the namer of the Xanatos Gambit can still turn it into a win.

#Clan and Kin Series #zombie apocalypse #The Walking Dead #Gargoyles #Crossover #AO3 fanfic #writing ideas #surviving the z-poc is more than how many pew pews you have #Food is important too

[theguardiann]

🍀 ; hi. call me ellie.

🔪 ; i am a genderqueer lesbian (he/she pronouns please.)

🌿 ; i’m kin with ellie from the last of us (both games, comics—not hbo show.)

🩸 ; i take kin very seriously—i am ellie irl.

🍀 ; however, i do not mind if “doubles” interact/follow. i will never fight over kins. i also don’t care if tlou fandom blogs/blogs that aren’t related to kin stuff follow me.

🔪 ; here, you will find cool pictures, kin rambles, the last of us posting, occasional (tagged) vents, aesthetic stuff, and whatever else comes to me when i’m suffering ellie brain.

🌿 ; this blog will contain gore, violence, angsty/emo stuff, and occasional suggestive content. i’ll try to tag what i can.

🩸 ; here's a tag dump.

🍀 ; anyone can interact/follow/reblog my posts, unless you are a shitty person, but i’ll just block you if that’s the case.

🔪 ; asks/dms are always okay!

#otherkin #fictionkin #kin community #otherkin community #fictionkin community #tlou #the last of us #tlou kin #the last of us kin #tlou2 #the last of us 2 #aesthetic #zombie apocalypse

[oceanusborealis]

The Last of Us: Kin – TV Review

TL;DR – This week, we wallow in the murky grey of a fallen world.   ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Rating: 5 out of 5. Disclosure – I paid for the Binge service that viewed this show.Warning – Contains scenes that may cause distress. The Last of Us Review – One of the best tests of a show is how it can capture your attention in both the loud and quiet moments. Yes, you can do a good action scene, but do I believe…

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#American Television #Bella Ramsey #Elaine Miles #Gabriel Luna #Graham Greene #Kin #Pedro Pascal #Post-Apocalyptic #Post-Apocalyptic Television #Rutina Wesley #The Last of Us #Zombie Apocalypse

[i-have-dots-in-my-brain]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MY MATH WORKSHEET SAYS TO FIND THE DISTANCES BETWEEN THE BOATS BUT THEY DON’T GIVE ME ANY INFO EXCEPT FOR THE BOAT’S NAMES AND THEY’RE NOT REAL BOATS SO ITS ACTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE BUT IF I DON’T DO IT IM GONNA GET YELLED AT BY MY AUNTIE AND MY MOM ITS A PARADOX AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 救命啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！

#homework #help me please #send help #melting slowly #math #i don't know how to do this shit #really kinning the mc from zom 100 rn #please send a zombie apocalypse my way #i bet anime characters never had to do their homework #what the fuck

[batterygarden]

even more bf Denji hcs

Part 3; F!reader, suggestive moment MDNI, college age, very miscellaneous

m.list , part 1, part 2

One time you were complaining about your lower back aching all day and Denji was sick of it. “I could just crack your back right now and ya wouldn’t have to be hurting.” “Denji you’re not a chiropractor, it’s fine.” “A what? Here, just turn around.” You hesitantly faced the other way and Denji swiftly karate chopped your spine so hard it knocked the wind out of you. Then somehow your back did feel kinda better.

Animals absolutely love this man. Kids too. It kinda hurts your feelings that they seem to forget you’re there the second Denji walks in a room, but there’s just something about his energy that has them gravitating. Even your own kin!! Your own little cousins and family members. Like you’ll show up to a dinner without him and when they see you’re alone it’s all frowns and “Where’s Denji? Why didn’t he come?” 

Sometimes Denji’s openness with strangers leads to the wrong idea, and, occasionally, Denji will get hit on despite having a girlfriend. If no one else is there to notice, he honestly just gives a polite yet firm “I have a girlfriend.” in response. But on one occasion it happened while you were standing next to him, and, not wanting you to feel jealous, Denji crossed his arms and scowled. “Can’t ya see my lover standing right here?? Get lost, champ! I’d never be interested in you or anyone but her! >:-(“ 

The person promptly apologized and left. “Denji.. I’m glad you’re loyal but you didn’t have to do all that.” 

Denji has to mumble sorry in between kisses when he accidentally bites you. “No it’s okay, I like a little biting!” “Oh yeah?” He smirks then deliberately chomps hard on your lower lip. ”Ow! Not like that.” “sorry.” 

He is a talented sleeper! Before he met you, you could have named any location and Denji would have claimed to be able to nap there. Now that you’re in the picture though, Denji’s gotten a little more high maintenance. He still thinks he could fall asleep anywhere—but now it’s only if you’re there too. Denji feels your absence, he can’t relax the same way he used to be able to without you. So he has to be really tired and in a comfy bed to fall asleep somewhere you’re not. 

Speaking of sleep, napping together is one of Denji’s love languages. You have to be cuddling though, or at the very least holding hands, or else it isn’t the same. Denji’s favorite napping position is one where his head’s on your chest, listening to your heartbeat. He’s always happy spooning too. 

“Y’smell kinda nice.” Oh yeah? Only kinda? “No no very nice. Like, you smell like uhh.. that freezuh stuff you use.” My freesia perfume?? Thanks.

He’s a sassy texter for certain :(

You text him you won’t be home for another 30 minutes and he thumbs down the message and sends back “ugh! 😒” 

“If there was a zombie apocalypse I’d so die cause of you.” “Huh!” “I just know we’d be fucking scavenging in some old supermarket and I’d be getting us food and weapons and you’d be riskin’ it all to try and stock up on your see-rah vay face wash or somethin’” “You mean my Cera Ve cleanser??” 

He’d rent one of those electric scooters to ride around town and then immediately crash it. You have to make him wear a helmet next time. 

He narrates random things he’s doing. He did it all the time growing up with Pochita, and old habits die hard. You find it endearing! Sometimes it’s just mumbling “okay now I’m gonna get dish soap and put some on the plate… and now we gotta scrub it clean..” 

He’s careful as hell when trying out new kinks with you. He doesn’t want to hurt you and he cares so much that you’re comfortable!! Like if you’re asking for some bdsm he’s down to try! He is kinky too! But like… constant check-ins at first. And a safe word for sure. 

He will EAT UP some deez nuts jokes 😞. The day you were craving a Wendy’s frosty around him was the day you lost peace.

A mall trip with Denji… oh my god he’d have a ball. Getting Cinnabon and trying on a million pairs of shoes—there’s so much to do! Then you start tugging his hand towards the Victoria’s Secret and his cheeks almost burn off. He pretends like he’s been in there before and it’s no big deal but his brain is on red alert Where am I supposed to look??? 

Like he’s touched underwear before! While doing laundry and while looking for things in your dresser and most importantly while you were wearing it, but he can’t help but feel like a perv doing it in public. So when you ask him to “feel how soft this bra is,” he has to triple check no one is paying attention to him first.

This man is a board game CHEATER. And he’s never ever as sneaky about it as he thinks he is. He’ll ask you to leave the room to get something for him at the most convenient times and you’ll come back to missing chess pieces or your hand of cards laying in a different position. If Power is there she’s an automatic co-conspirator; you may as well give up and admit defeat the easy way. 

He’s convinced you have magic kisses—and maybe it’s a placebo situation but your lips do seem to carry healing properties for him. His headaches will go away. His sinuses will clear. He’ll get a boost of energy. You can always motivate him with them. If he was stuck in the desert for thirty days he’d take a kiss from you before taking water. 

kinda short but im thinkin im going to try and post csm stuff at least every csm tuesday! also sorry i've been slow on requests--I appreciate them and am working on them just slow bc im busy! I updated info ab those in masterlist <3

#csm headcanons #denji x you #Denji x reader #chainsaw man drabble #chainsaw man headcannons #Denji fluff #boyfriend Denji #bf Denji #Denji hcs #denji/reader #csm x reader #csm fics

[agoraphobiaismyname]

I need a Murder Husbands Apocalypse AU but it's not Zombies or something. (Mostly because you can't eat Zombies for dinner.)

I want it to be like some world ending physics shit. Like S.T.A.L.K.E.R, Into the Radius or Pacific Drive. Reality is as unstable as the two and in the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is king.

Will is a woodsman scientist and Hannibal is a Surgeon? They'd be set. They can go where they want, do what they want. I imagine reality warps so they can go back to Wolf Trap and reclaim Will's old house. Turn it into a working base. Then they have a Villa back in Italy or whatever Hannibal wants, that's their home.

I want some science mystical power that lets the two actually convert Will's house into a floating fortress (A kin to Baba Yaga's Hut) so when Will goes out to look at it in the night, to feel safe. It really is a boat in a sea of fog.

I want Will to be completely comfortable in this new life but now Hannibal has nightmares. Hannibal has a hard time adjusting to the more rough and tumble of it all, because he hates being back in a desperate situation but Will tries his best to make him feel better. For once in their relationship Hannibal is on the back foot.

Eventually Will makes enough money, or supplies to insulate Hannibal from the day to day struggle and the two start having fun together. Will teaches Hannibal how to fish. Hannibal teaches Will how to Hunt. They read quietly in their Villa. Make breakfast together.

All their neighbors, and I mean country neighbors where you're miles apart, like the pair. Will gets on the radio to help travelers through their part of the zone. Hannibal joins in after a while, and their dynamic over the radio is adorable. They also know that abrasive travelers tend to disappear more often in their area of the zone. They don't question it because how could such lovely people have anything to do with it, and good riddance to the rude.

#nbc hannibal #will graham #hannigram #hannibal nbc #hannibal lecter #murder husbands

[leolingo]

### LEOLINGO'S FIC INDEX

navigation page for ~some~ of my ao3 works, organized by pairing:

CELLBIT / ROIER

fluorescent orange tulips / T / a day in the life!

cover me in roses / M / a day in the life, purgatory version

next of kin / T / post-purgatory reunion

the design of the two-minded creature / M / team bolas through roiers eyes

dream sweet of me (2/4) / M / supervillain/civillian au

from the nosebleeds / T / hacker/client, cyberpunk au

CELLBIT / ELQUACKITY

doce vampiro / M / ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

FIT / PAC

overexposure / T / zombie apocalypse au, slice of life!

+more to come! comments, kudos and reblogs are always appreciated^^

#NEW fic index post the other one was pissing me off #qsmp #spiderbit #my works

[cinegeek237]

Horror is Queer

Horror has always had queer creators behind and infront of it.

F.W. Murnau directed Nosferatu (1922)

James Whale directed Frankenstein (1931), The Bride of Frankenstein (1935), The Invisible Man (1933), The Old Dark House (1932).

Clive Barker is a well known horror writer, I know Stephen King isn't the only one shocking. He's also directed some of his own work, notably, Hellraiser (1987), Nightbreed (1990), and Lord of Illusions (1995).

Kevin Williamson is the creator of Dawson's Creek, as well as, the screenwriter of Scream (1996), I Know What You Did Last Summer (1997), The Faculty (1998), and Sick (2022). He also did a treatment for and produced Halloween: H20 (1998).

Don Mancini is responsible for the Child's Play/Chucky franchise. He also wrote the screenplay for Dweller Celler (1998).

Eliva is a goth, camp, queen, ICON! She's a horror host, and lifestyle.

Christopher Landon wrote the screenplays for Disturbia (2007), Paranormal Activity 2, 3, 4, Next of Kin, and the Marked Ones which he also directed. He wrote and directed Scouts Guide to Zombie Apocalypse (2015), Happy Death Day (2017) and it's sequel (2019), Freaky (2020), oh and he's slated to direct Scream 7!

Bryan Fuller was the showrunner of NBC's Hannibal and is now working on the Friday the 13th prequel series, Crystal Lake.

Mary Shelley wrote Frankenstien.

Daphne Du Maurier wrote Rebecca and a short story that would become The Birds. Hitchcock was clearly a fan.

Joel Schumacher directed The Lost Boys. Meanwhile Tom Holland made Fright Night which might be the queerest vampire movie ever made... huh.

Gus Van Sant... well he directed the Psycho remake... so that happened...

Carter Smith directed Ruins (2008), Swallowed (2022), The Passenger (2023), and a few others. OH and Swallowed has Mark Patton from Nightmare On Elm Street II: Freddy's Revenge.

I'm sure I missed some.

Then you get into some phenomenal actors...

#queer horror #Elvira #bride of frankenstein #Frankenstein #Clive Barker #Nosferatu #Chucky #Ghostface

[walking-in-blood]

Would anyone wanna do a spontaneous trip to Georgia with me?

—Beth Greene

#Beth Greene kin #The Walking Dead kin #TWD kin #zombie apocalypse kin #I live 7 hours away #I’m debating on driving past/maybe going into Grady Memorial Hospital #I want go back to Georgia SO BAD #I think there’s a lot of TWD themed restaurants/stores that I’d love to visit too #Whiich is so cool

[disneyfemslashcomics]

Ship Meme: Merida/Mulan

To be clear this is a crossover between the two animated characters, and while the OUAT characters are very similar, they are not quite the same. I will also be ignoring the events of Mulan 2, and saying that the emperor sent Mulan out on a diplomatic mission to Europe for military support instead of marrying off his daughters.

How differently do they think of each other now compared to when they first met?

Merida and Mulan met at a joust and Merida was instantly smitten when Mulan kicked her butt in the sword competition.

Mulan was slower to develop feelings but faster to recognize them as the passions of the cut sleeve, while Merida has no cultural context for understanding her feelings as romantic.

What do their friends/family think of their relationship?

Initially, Merida being a foreigner is pretty strong mark against her for Fa Zhou and Fa Li, who are very traditional and vice versa for Elinor. Fergus for his part loves Mulan immediately with Gusto. In defense of the Fa parents, a big part of the lack of support also comes from getting one letter saying that there is a crazy short girl with giant red hair and eyes like a demon to her being in love in the next letter that got home to them.

Elinor for her part changes her mind about Mulan, in part because the lack of support in her parent's letter is so devastating to her and she realizes that her lack of support hurts Merida in similar ways.

Mulan's parents change their mind when Mulan takes Merida home to meet her family, and Grandmother Fa is instantly supportive and tells her son off, mentioning some youthful dalliances that she'd had.

How do their personalities/skills complement or contrast with each other?

Obviously, Merida and Mulan are both fighters and very strong determined people. Less obviously, their differences are actually what make them work. Merida does not think things through, and as the future leader of the clans, desperately needs the sort of thoughtful advice that Mulan, who is good at thinking creatively on her feet can offer.

Mulan also needs Merida. Mulan loves her family, friends, and her country. That is a beautiful thing, but it can quickly become very ugly when she is unwilling to consider her own needs over the expectations of her kin. Merida is someone who demands what she wants and as much as it irks Mulan, particularly early on, it's a balance that she needs.

What is their favorite aspect of each other?

They both are initially attracted to each other's strength, and over time find that they're not just strong physically but also emotionally.

Do either of them have pet peeves about each other?

Merida is very much so a punch first, ask questions later sort of person, and Mulan does not always appreciate being forced to ad lib her way through situations. Merida is very defensive when she's called out despite it being reasonable to be asked to not just react emotionally.

How would each reconcile with each other after a fight?

They go walking and hiking and train together. It's the easiest way to get Merida to talk through her problems, because when her body is kept busy she can get energy out and can't let things spiral inside her as much.

What would be their ideal vacation getaway together?

Sailing together on a junk. They both love exploring and learning new things but neither of them gets much of a chance to be away from their duties.

Think of a new way (AU, different situation, etc.) they could have met for the first time.

I think Merida and Mulan would be really well suited to a zombie apocalypse AU. Merida has been struggling fending for herself after separating from her family and Mulan has to rescue the Scot from a trap that she'd set up for zombies that Merida walked into, before she catches herself on fire. Mulan ends up helping Merida to find out what happened to her family and they fall in love over the course of the adventure.

#brave warrior #disney femslash #merida #mulan #brave #brave 2012 #pixar femslash #ship meme #not a comic #gifs #gif

[underthetree845]

Higuchi: Gin? Gin: Yes? Higuchi: If there was a zombie apocalypse and I got bit, would you shoot me? Gin: Aw, no! I’d-I’d let you bite me so we could be zombies together. Akutagawa: That’s f**kin’ stupid, I’d blow your f**king head off in a heartbeat. You would NOT survive.

#bsd #port mafia #Bungou stray dogs #bsd pm #Akutagawa siblings #akutagawa ryuunosuke #gin akutagawa #higuchi ichiyo #TikTok audios #Incorrect quotes #bsd incorrect quotes

[moviehealthcommunity]

The Last of Us: Season 1 (2023)

This is a Movie Health Community evaluation. It is intended to inform people of potential health hazards in movies (and occasional TV shows) and does not reflect the quality of the film or show itself. The information presented here has not been reviewed by any medical professionals.

The Last of Us: Season 1 has its most harsh strobe effects during thunderstorms at the end of Episode 1 (When You’re Lost in the Darkness) and during a part of Episode 3 (Long, Long Time). There is a soft but nearly-constant flicker of lights through most of Episode 7 (Left Behind), which also includes arcade machines and screens. Other strobe effects include emergency vehicle strobe lights at night in Episode 1, lights flickering on in a dark room and welding flames in Episode 3, and brief machine guns in Episode 5 (Endure and Survive), and flickering lights and machine guns used briefly in Episode 9 (Look for the Light). There are no strobe effects in Episodes 2 (Infected), 4 (Please Hold to My Hand), or 6 (Kin).

Handheld cameras are used almost constantly, with frequent shaking. There is an extended sequence in a moving vehicle in Episode 1 (When You’re Lost in the Darkness). There are brief scenes at extreme heights in Episode 2 (Infected). One sequence has several spinning shots in Episode 7 (Left Behind).

Flashing Lights: 8/10. Motion Sickness: 6/10.

TRIGGER WARNING: A major theme throughout the series is the way humanity can turn against each other in times of crisis, abandoning empathy and common decency. Against the backdrop of a zombie apocalypse-type event and a downfall of society, we see executions, cannibalism, and euthanasia, with multiple instances of children falling victim to death as an alternative to infection. There are multiple instances of adults taking their own lives, including one specifically as an alternative to living with a degenerative disease. There are several close-ups of graphic injuries and infections. Panic attacks are viscerally depicted and described in Episode 6 (Kin). Religious abuse, grooming, and two animal deaths by gunshot are depicted in Episode 8 (When We Are in Need).

Image ID: A promotional poster for The Last of Us: Season 1

#Movie Health Community #Health Warning #Actually Epileptic #Photosensitive Epilepsy #Seizures #Migraines #Motion Sickness #HBO #The Last of Us #Season 1 #January #2023 #Pedro Pascal #Bella Ramsey #Nico Parker #Merle Dandridge #Anna Torv #Gabriel Luna #Nick Offerman #Murray Bartlett #Lamar Johnson #Keivonn Montreal Woodard #Melanie Lynskey #Graham Greene #Storm Reid #Scott Shepherd #Troy Baker #Ashley Johnson #Craig Mazin #Neil Druckmann

[drinkingpoison]

🧟 + petrikov or other f/o of your preference~

🧟 — f/o or s/i has been bitten by a zombie and is about to turn; write about how they handle it! does the survivor promise to find a cure? try keep them even after they turn? does the bitten insist the other kill them?

So, as I've mentioned, my kin insert for this ship is Betty, and I actually love this prompt for them. You know those theories before AT ended about it being some stereotypical gritty apocalypse and everything is just bright and colorful because Finn is a child? Imagine that, but it's what happens to Betty and Simon.

They hadn't been home for long when the initial infection broke out in the city, returning from their expedition with more than expected. Much to their surprise, they'd successfully located the supposedly enchanted crown Simon had been searching far and wide for for several years now. Satisfied and exhausted, him and Betty had settled down to watch the evening news, hoping to get caught up on any major events in their hometown.

It was surprisingly similar to the movies how fast things fell into chaos. From a live shot in the hospital of a news anchor being attacked by a patient who was meant to be restrained, it was only about two days before the cable connection was severed entirely, cutting off their connection to whatever was happening in the outside world. They'd managed to learn a few things; those uninfected were being instructed to stay inside, preferably with a weapon at hand, not to open the door for anyone, and that this was far from the only town, or country, dealing with this strange, apparently mind altering disease.

"We're going to fucking starve in here!" She'd insist, raising her voice in a desperate tone that Simon tried to actively block out by covering his ears.

Not much was known of the effects, at least not by the public, not by those like Simon, who was insistent for the time being in staying inside as instructed. People were being attacked and torn apart in the streets, and then somehow immediately coming back and turning on the friends or family currently mourning them, forcing them to act violently in retaliation lest they meet the same fate at the hands of someone they once loved. Why would anyone want to leave? Why wouldn't they just wait for someone to come for them? Surely - the military would send someone out to find civilians. Why else would they tell everyone who was still alive and cognitively aware to stay inside? He'd ask Betty these questions several times over as she grew restless in the small apartment, the considerations only sating her for so long, a few weeks at most.

"They. Don't. Care! If anyone's even there to care anymore! What if they're all dead!? Infected? What happens to us if the only help that was coming just can't, Simon!?"

By the end of the argument, he'd be tearfully begging her to quiet down, to not draw attention to their little prison they'd once called home as she collapsed on the floor in a sobbing heap. She couldn't take this anymore, couldn't stand just waiting. One of them had to do something, and in the end, she somehow knew it would be her. She'd find help and bring it back to her terrified darling or die trying. But she had to return to him, that much she knew.

So, after a particularly rough back and forth that ended in him going to bed while Betty paced back and forth in the living room, the fearful man would awake in the morning to find himself completely alone. Things were clean and organized, the door was locked. And there was no note. The love of his life was gone, like some kind of ghost. Unfortunately for them, it wouldn't be all that long until they saw each other one more time.

Perhaps, just this once, it would have been in Betty's best interest to listen, to have stayed home, and just waited a few more days. She could have tried to convince Simon to come with her, plan better. How was she supposed to know just how overrun the streets would become as soon as the sun came up and everything could see clearly? Perhaps this could have been avoided, but about a week later, she ended up coming home one last time.

Simon was fairly certain it was early morning when the scratching at the front door started. He couldn't be entirely sure, having boarded up the windows about three days into being alone, unable to sleep. The exhausted man certainly wasn't going to be getting any sleep tonight, sprawled out on the couch with one of his last bottles of whiskey in hand when the sound of fingernails dragging across the thing wooden floor started. Oh God, maybe if he waited long enough, it would just go away. Or break in and put him out of his misery, he was content to sit and wait for either. That was until the moaning started.

Why did it sound like his name? The faint growls from the street never sounded like words. Was he just going insane? Imagining his princess was now calling to him, encouraging him to open the door and just give in, and they could be together again. This would go on for hours, longer than he'd like to admit, the ragged man going from clutching his head in some attempt to block out that sickeningly familiar voice, pacing around the room, and begging on his knees in front of the door for it to just stop. For whatever God he had horribly offended too please leave him alone.

How was a man supposed to just accept all hope was lost? That his only hope was now the puppet for some disease that was currently begging him to open the door to his death? He couldn't, not even a logical, scientific man like Simon could just roll over and accept that.

He had to leave. He should have left with her when he had the chance. But he could find her now, had to be sure he could, or else he was preparing for no point. Packing their things for no point, breaking and slipping out the window for no point.

Had he opened the door before leaving, or perhaps even just looked through the peep hole, he'd have come face to face with a reality he just couldn't live with. So, off in delusional hope he'd go, following the same route she did through the city for the most part.

#selfship #proselfship #sorry this took so long #and so sorry if it sucks i havent written this much in a while sgskdhsk #📼 #🌨

[mintyeels]

BYF/DNI

Call me Splat or Scissors. I go by xe/god/slime/it. I prefer masculine language.

Alright fuckers, this is my honesty account! Im gonna be keeping this separate from my mains for a good fucking reason because like fuck am I losing all my damn moots and shit for this <3

I am (or we are) a polyfrag multigenic system with npd, bpd aspd, and possible hpd along with several other mental illnesses. I experience psycosis, I have adhd and autism, and I have several controversial special interests. Get used to that if you stay here.

I will not censor my thoughts here. If you wanna be friends then you should know im a two-faced cowardly bitch who loves attention and pushing others away. I do not fucking trust you <3

That being said if I say something bigoted or unjust, lmk. I’m incredibly aware of my potential impact on others, and I pride myself on being helpful, non-harmful, and using progressive language. I am physically disabled.

(That is to say, in non aspd language: pls lmk if I say smth offensive. I genuinely want to learn and become more aware, as its important to me that im not harming others with my language or actions. Call my bullshit out (politely!) and I will be more than willing to accommodate and adjust!)

I am currently in an environment where I cannot safely seek treatment or therapy for my personality disorders & systemhood at the moment, however I am educated on mental health, mental illness, and psychology (self researched). I also plan to pursue a career in social work or psychology.

With that context it should be clear that I DO NOT self-diagnose myself lightly. I am not making light of, purposefully demonizing, or making a bad name for people with these disorders. I am simply being honest about how they affect my life and outlook on this blog.

I have been medically recognized as a system, and don’t give a fuck what you think of my origin or pronouns. Mind your fucking business and shut your fucking mouth.

Self diagnosis is valid. Endogenics are safe and accepted here. Introjects are real (I cant believe I have to say that). I refuse to call source memories/exomemories “psuedomemories,” as it is invalidating imo.

My proper BYF is much longer, but here’s the gist. [late addition, im anti sexual age-regression (CGLG/LB [squick] or CGLG/LB agere [amoral imo]), and pro nonsexual age-regression. sfw regressors are welcome here, though please be aware that this blog is not always child/little-friendly!]

(ID: A black box with neon green text reading, “This blog is Endo-Friendly, MOGAI/LIOM friendly, Kin friendly, Supports ALL pwPDs, Does NOT believe in “narc-abuse,” and is anti-truscum/transmed, anti-terf/radfem/radqueer, and Anti-PEAR/Proshipper/Anti-Anti. Do NOT bring syscourse into my inbox. You will be ignored and blocked.”)

My spins (special interests are):

Hermitcraft

Zombies

Apocalypses

Art

Shifting (scientific interest)

Dsmp (dream sucks.)

Slimecicle

Slimecicle cinematic universe

Ranboo

AstralSpiff

Asmr

Video games

Categories of suicide and/or muder

Witchcraft/paganism

The sorry boys

Half-life/Portal

Systemhood

Mental health

Personality disorders

Creepypasta

Marble hornets

Scp

Indie Horror

The forest

Batim/batdr

Poppy playtime

Resident evil

#splat.txt #system intro #actually npd #actually aspd #actually autistic #actually bpd #actually borderline #actually adhd #actually did #actually disabled #actually plural #actually narcissistic #actually obsessive #actually hpd #actually histrionic #actually psychotic #actually antisocial #cluster b #cluster b safe #cluster b solidarity #cluster b system #system #sysblr #pro endo #endo friendly #endo safe #endogenic #multigenic #multigenic safe #lgbtqia

[peculiaritybending]

harvest, fog, and pumpkin for the autumn asks 👀

Thank you so much for the ask this was so fun!

harvest - what fictional character do you identify with most?

Honestly, that’s a difficult question. I used to have a kin list I was very serious about in 2020 & 2021 and I’m not sure I still identify with all those characters anymore but I’d say I’m currently feeling very Crowley & Marceline at the moment (silly little guy with trust issues and an air of loneliness & sadness about them) but that will definitely change though.

fog - how well do you think you’d survive in a zombie apocalypse?

I was actually talking about this today! I think I’d make it for a little while on luck, extremely basic survival strategy and hope until I either get get bitten or kill myself when I start to lose hope lmao. I think I’d cope for as long as I have my family with me then when the last of them die off I’d kill myself unless l die before that happens.

pumpkin - do you think that humans are inherently good or bad?

Extremely strongly and passionately believe we are not inherently bad. Whether we’re inherently good or just neutral I’m not too sure about but I think I’m leaning more towards good, at least I think everyone has a substantial amount of good in them. I think we all have bad in us too but the good most often is more saturated. I refuse to ever entertain the idea that humans are inherently bad because then what’s the point? Why are we here? If badness is natural to us then is everything bad we do acceptable since it’s nature? You wouldn’t condemn a lion for hunting and killing antelope because it’s just what must be done. It’s what the lion naturally predisposed to do. It will die if it doesn’t.

#asks #anonymous