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#you’ll never read this
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Just Have To Say…
Listen, you don’t just say “I don’t hate you and never have…” and then do everything that you’ve done since. You’ve ignored me when I was just hoping to explain. You’ve villainized me to everyone. You’ve…just…the list goes on and it would take forever to go through it all.
Don’t worry, I’ll be deleting that story soon too, the one I wrote for your birthday…the one that took me months to get right…the one that is on track to be my most kudoed fic because so many people in the fandom actually seemed to enjoy it. The thing is, though, that I didn’t write it for them. I wrote it for you and you tore my effing heart out and stomped all over it and you continue to do that every single day and you just don’t understand. You never will. How could you? This was what you’d always wanted.
You’ll never see this. Even if by some miracle this gets back to you, it’s not like you’d care. Your actions have spoken louder than your words, so yes…you do hate me. I hope you’re happy.
To those who might want to read the story, here’s a link. Very soon this story will be deleted. Not orphaned. DELETED. Gone forever. Enjoy it while you can, if you want.
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mellowmonsters · 10 months
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babyxfce · 1 year
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how much have you changed? do you smell different? do you recognize yourself now? do you still stand in the shower questioning why you’re here? Is the person you’ve become after me a good person? do you open the car door for her like you used to for me? do you still cook? can you eat pasta now without thinking of me? can you listen to the songs we used to scream in the car now without feeling anything? are you eating enough? are you taking your medication again? are you still scared? do you have the same dreams? do you have the same nightmares?
are you happier now? was I weighing you down? I hope you’re doing good - I hope you’re truly smiling now
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nojaloart · 1 year
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saint of bleughhh ew gross icky + girl best friends
commissions if you would like to give me money
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xx-thedarklord-xx · 2 months
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One of my favorite things is when you almost skip a story for whatever reason, but you change your mind and read it, just for that story to then become one of the best things you’ve ever read
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he’s THE guy ever
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ao3-crack · 1 year
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rottewanges · 21 days
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had to draw juice box! hugo again
p.s. i stole the fit idea from @theatricalmage’s art! go check that out plsplsplspls, it’s so good.
[speedpaint under the cut]
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designernishiki · 9 months
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it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now
#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions#and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety#but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake#AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior#is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out#of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and#maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you.#I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it.#I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about#it?’#that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words#I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him#and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can#trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me#it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways#at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison#and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane#mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed#patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused#all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona#(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage#does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head#kazumaji#majima#kiryu#yakuza#kiwami 1#yk1#rambling
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wikitpowers · 1 month
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my heart actually breaks into a million pieces when reading this 💔
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(i mean that, i am so broken)
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froody · 10 months
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one of my posts got infested with TERFs and I’m having to go through the notes to block them all
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wundrousarts · 10 months
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An underrated aspect of drawing 919 I forgot to mention in my last post: have you ever wondered why I have a tendency sometimes to draw the Wunsoc sweaters as somewhat large and baggy? I think it’s fun to imagine that they might grow into them, just as they’ll “grow into” their role in the Society :)
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djdangerlove · 10 months
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Rules: share your favourite thirst traps(any celebrity/ies you love)
Tagged by @prince-buck-diaz
Ryan with long hair does it for me, I’m sorry!!
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Tagging @gracespicybradshaw because I immediately thought of you for this tag game 😂😂😂
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breadhalfburnt · 1 year
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class doodles 👍
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realtidepod · 6 months
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he works at a furniture store on earth c (to me) *the people boo us off stage)
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whumpy-wyrms · 1 month
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love being wide awake at 2am on a school night. good news is i’m almost done with tllr chapter 15
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