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divinefireangel · 1 year
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"LALALA" "OKOKOK" Trend with SF9
Warnings: Nothing! Just plain old fluff and smitten SF9 men ❤️.
Youngbin
Him: Okokok
You: Lalala
Man's just loves ya and will listen to you ramble on and on about everything you like, love and hate in this world. Will definitely hide in your neck when you start talking about how grateful you are of him
Inseong
Him: Lalala
You: Lalala
Both of you are talkers so that also makes both of you good listeners as well! You take turns talking about your interests 😍 and it's never a boring moment with you both. It's quite rare to find your place quiet
Jaeyoon
Him: Okokok (Lalala)
You: Lalala
Now as much as he loves hearing your voice fill the air around him he does like to talk too but of course his first preference is it listen to you and hold you close as you talk and talk and talk
Dawon
Him: OKOKOK yes in caps
You: Lalala
An ardent listener 👏👏👏 And he stares at you like you put up all the stars in the beautiful night sky when you talk so that's nice too ig 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
Zuho
Him: Lalala
You: Okokok
BB just wants to be heard and complimented and tbh even you want to listen to him talk the whole day in his deep voice and smile at his silly jokes
Rowoon
Him: Okokok
You: Okokok (Lalala)
Yes ik it seems complicated but you're the type of couple that enjoys peaceful silences and he likes laughing at the funny things that happened in your life recently
Yoo Taeyang
Him: Okokok (Lalala)
You: Lalala (Okokok)
A perfectly balanced relationship 👏👏 You both listen to each other equally and have a set routine for who should talk first when both of your days have been eventful
Hwiyoung
Him: Lalala
You: Okokok
I am sure this man is the most talkative in a relationship and that's just cuz he's comfortable with you and he has so much to say and he wants to tell you about every single small detail cuz you are his best friend and he loves you 🥺
Chani
Him: Okokok
You: Lalala
Very obvious ik but he is just a man of fewer words than most and that applies here as well and ngl he prefers it this way cause then he can scan your face shamelessly when you speak and you're too caught up in remembering the details so you won't catch him and tease him, perfect opportunity really
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lost-inthedream · 1 year
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Hi! I was wondering, since you already talked about the way you think sf9 sounds in bed, what if we do it the other way round? What kind of sounds do you think get them going/turned on?
This is a great question!
Sounds that turn SF9 on
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Youngbin:
Whispers and gasps/heavy breathing. Saying things low in his ear - it can be anything - definitely gets him going. He likes the closeness of it, the secrets you all have. Also, the fact that he can take your breath away is super arousing to him.
Inseong:
He likes when you say what you're feeling. Feedback is his thing. Friend, don't make him stop and ask himself if this is all good. Statements such as "Don't stop", "You're so good to me" or even curse words are enough if you have a hard time expressing yourself. Yet, be aware that he loves the talkative ones ^^
Jaeyoon:
More than your moans, he likes to hear the songs inherent in sex. Starting with the wet sounds of a filthy kiss. In the list are the sounds of your wetness when he fingers you (or when you fuck yourself in front of him), noisy sucks on his skin, His hips slapping your flesh as he goes all the way in.
Dawon:
He likes discreet partners. this is not something he can choose or change about his preferences. When you try to suffocate your moans, he goes absolutely bonkers. In his head, you look so cute and pretty trying not to be a mess. If you all are attempting not to be caught he will cover your mouth himself.
Zuho:
He likes to hear his name! It doesn't matter if you are moaning, whispering, crying, screaming. His name being pulled out of your mouth, this fucks his mind. In addition, he always answers when you call him, even when he knows he doesn't need to. He will be there all attentive "yes, princess"
Rowoon:
Feedback as well. something along the lines of "just like this" or simply "yes". When you say a chain of yeses! This stimulates him to go harder, faster, anything. He won't stop until you are pushing him away for real.
Yoo Taeyang:
Praises. My heart is aching. Taeyang is such a good partner because you'll never doubt your beauty with him. The way he is attracted to you is like you had put a spell on him. However, let me spill the tea and say what you really wanna know: he likes hearing praises the same way he praises. In other words, boy likes when you look into his eyes or grab him to confess how good he makes you feel. "Baby, you doing so good". Call him pet names, and he will freak out.
Hwiyoung:
Hisses. You unlock a demon within him when you let the air enter your mouth through your teeth. He really likes such a sound. Maybe it's something in the way your lips look when you hiss. Hisses alternated with moans are just fantastical.
chani:
Omg, this one likes when you swear. He finds it so filthy. I mean, he learned that he is able to make you go dirty. Especially if you don't usually swear, he will get 1000 times hornier. May even tease you for having a dirty vocabulary or threaten to cover your mouth so you'll be a good girl. He won't really cover anything.
Fuck, I really need feedback on this post. Because, damn, I'm not doing well. What did you all find of it? Would you turn our boys on? lol
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itsnotworkinguys · 3 years
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I'm living for these awkward meetings
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taichoushadow · 3 years
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18:07 
The last bit of the glowing sunset reached your skin, showering you in the golden light that made his breath hitch at the sight as he moaned out your name, his fingers gripping your beautiful thick thighs. Your hands were placed against his chest, keeping him in place as you slowly moved up and down his cock. Up and down, taking your time while your hands roam over his chest.’’Does it feel good?’’ you breathe against his lips, your eyes gazing into his. Taeyang just can not look away, as if he has fallen into a spell, a spell of pleasure, a spell thats you. He can only hum, the grip he has on your thighs loosens before they land on your ass.
He whines, whines at the feeling of your arousal dripping down his own thighs as he bucks up in to you, pleading you to go faster. ‘’Please.’’
You pin him down when you still your hips, your palm grazing his cheek, up in his hair, right down to his neck where they travel down his shoulders, his arms down to his wrists, clasping your fingers around them. 
‘‘Taeyang, let me take care of you.’‘ Your heart drums against your chest, feeling how his cock twitches against your throbbing walls, begging for its release. Both your bodies are in covered in sweat, chests heaving up and down however you want to take it slow. Want to take your time with him now that you have him here with you. When he truly is just Yoo Taeyang. The man you love, the man you crave, needing to show him. 
‘‘Let’s-’‘ you place his hands on your back, as you lean down, chest to chest. ‘‘Lets take it slow.’‘ 
Taeyang looks at you, eyes flickering over your features as if he is searching for something because if he is honest, he can't do slow no more. His own thighs are trembling in need and he almost swears how he feels his own heartbeat in his cock so he just looks at you searching for anything that you truly need to have it slow but he sees the wild look in your own gaze and he knows, he knows you wouldn't mind if he took over and within a second he has you on your back, gripping your thighs as he spreads them.
"I'm not really sorry, babe." Taeyang chuckles when he sees your own wicked smile. With your legs wrapped around his waist he sinks into you, hips meeting hips as he slides in and out, pace picking up with every thrust into your leaking cunt.
"Yes, that's it. That's it!" Taeyang groans. And you aren't really better too. Head trashing against the mattress, eyes rolling to the back of your head, feeling the delicious pounding has your body in a state of euphoria.
"Your cock feels so good. Fucking me so well." You manage to squeak out as you watch the wicked grin on Taeyang's face beaming down at you. "Let's take it slow next time. I need to feel you cum on my cock."
He drives his hips faster and faster into you. Pushing you further into the mattress as he chases both of yours high.
He knows you are close with the way your legs tremble around his waist and with one last thrust and one hand finding the way to your clit, your back lifts from the bed as you cum hard.
Taeyang's hips stutter, his thrusts becoming more sloppy, hands desperately searching for your own and when he feels your palms, he intertwines your fingers together as he let's go, hips jerking forward one more time as he stills above you before he let's himself fall ontop of you.
"Well fuck." Taeyang laughs as he makes himself more comfortable on you, your breasts feeling heavily against his cheek.
You too can't help but to laugh, thinking how 'going slow' was chucked out of the window.
You both lay there for awhile, basking in the aftermath before he rolls over, pulling out of you, causing you both to huff out a breath.
"You're okay?" turning around, you come face to face with your man and he pulls you closer, drawing little figures on your bare back. You him, feeling spent but loved.
"where are you going?" you ask him, your arms tightening around his shoulders when you feel him moving. He flicks your nose at that. "To clean you up silly, you want dried up cum on your thighs?"
"Really?!" a gasp tears from his throat when you nod your head at his question. "Baby, no can do." Taeyang shakes his head in amusement but you refuse to let him go just yet.
"Five more minutes."
"Alright. Five more minutes."
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@wxstethenxght happy one year anniversary 💝💚
A little something, something. A little present just for you. I hope we can stay friends for a long time.
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9h4mn · 3 years
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you, who | sf9
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➞ sf9 as the type of guys you had a crush on
➞ fluff, pinning, slight! angst, unrequited love
➞ in filipino, they call it kilig and its basically like that butterfly in your stomach exploded which leaves you a flustered mess. what are some of the nine different types of guys that causes you to feel that way?
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warnings: insecurity, mentions of divorce, mentions of kidnap attempt, ghosting
inseong:
the senior type
this type of crush is older by a year or two and has this sort of vibe. in school, he has this dazzling smile, kind personality, and an easy to approach demeanor
also known as this genius gentleman
you can see that he isn't like your previous crushes who were rude to you
he drinks respect women juice on the daily
at one point, he will most likely be the one who helped you in a problem regarding school
again he is easy to approach and conversations can flow so easily between the two of you
on inseong's graduating year, you had gained enough courage to try and confess to him
the plan was simple: approach him when he's free, bring him somewhere private, then confess your feelings
its simple — you thought it was simple — but things aren't that easy
of course he would end up liking her, the perfect girl and your classmate
she was beautiful, smart, kind, and tall
you can't even hate her when you want to
but you hope, even just once, that someone out there would choose you over her — its unfortunate that this someone isn't inseong
youngbin:
the brother's best friend type
this type of crush is someone your family has known for some time. he has also most likely saw you in your awkward phrase
don't worry the both of you have seen each other's awkward phrases
your brother always has youngbin over and if not then its your brother who is at youngbin's
they were two peas in a pod never to be separated
however, if your brother teases you too much youngbin is there to the rescue
something about how your brother shouldn't stress our sister
thats right, he had already sisterzoned you but despite that you still like him
your friends helped you in getting over him and all he had to do was smile for that wall to crumble
you were hopelessly in love with a guy who will never see you as a woman
when a few years have passed and you're already living in your college's dorm, you had received an invitation
what was it you ask? youngbin's wedding invitation and you were invited
even until the very end, he had always seen you as his little sister
jaeyoon:
the boy next door type
this type of crush is your neighbor from a much better family. of course your family is nice but they were almost like the picture perfect family
you and jaeyoon happened to be of the same age so when your parents found out they urged you to befriend him
you were lucky that jaeyoon was as sweet as he appeared to be because if he was wicked in the inside you would't have able to survive
staying over at each other's house and watching movies became your thing until jaeyoon's perfect family cracked
his father got swamped in heavy workload and what did his mother do? she cheated on him and got pregnant
his parents' fights were really terrible while they were processing the divorce
at times he would even sleep over at your house with his sister following him
in his time of need, you never once abandoned him
it didn't came as much as a surprise when you and jaeyoon began to date
time may choose to be cruel but when you have each other, everything will be ok
dawon:
the class clown type
this type of crush brings life inside the classroom. everyone laughs at his jokes, even teachers, and he is safe from many things because they just like him like that
you are probably the class president and what does it mean when dawon is your classmate? headaches
seriously though you're the one who gets embarrassed for him
through the years you have been the class president, dawon was always your classmate
it was expected that you'd be annoyed of his antics with how long you've been dealing with him
your relationship changed when he crossed the line and made you cry
since that day you met a new side to the class clown, a boy with a broken past and high expectations — that was the true dawon
hurting you was never his intention. he had also thought that you found things annoying
as he spends more time with you, many classmates begin to notice how that strict and stern president softened
during school festival, you had held his hands and confessed, all while the fireworks began
who would have thought that the class president and class clown would be a good pair?
zuho:
the unattainable type
this type of crush is always taken by your sister or best friend. it doesn't matter which one of the two, he will always date someone close to your heart
you had met him as that person's crush and as a good friend/sister you tried to find out more about this guy
approaching him, sharing conversations, and finding out his interests were your priority
so when you fell for him and find yourself unable to sleep at night due to thinking of him? you knew you were doomed
everything began for her so why were your feelings acting up?
seeing the obvious sparks, you had continued with your original plans and even began to play the role of the matchmaker
you see both zuho's and your friend/sister's struggle with expressing their feelings for each other
they were shy and reluctant, without you it would have been hard for them to strike a conversation without getting flustered
eventually they began to date
and what does it leave you?
the one who gave up on love for the sake of her other loved ones
rowoon:
the popular type
this type of crush is always receiving confessions but for some reason is still single. he is the epitome of a perfect guy sculpted by the gods
there is a high chance that he even has a fanclub of some sort going on
rowoon is that popular
so you liked him because he is popular? no, there is more to rowoon then just that
he is caring, he likes to nag, sometimes he boasts himself too much for your liking, he is almost like a mother too
why do you know all that? you are rowoon's shield against his fangirls
and it all began simply because he noticed how indifferent you were to him
at one point he had even proposed a fake dating idea
seokwoo, you naive fool. thats how shojou love stories begin
of course you declined and he knew how to respect that
your relationship stayed that way until you began to get a fanclub yourself
rowoon only knew the extent of his feelings through jealousy
it had reached a point where he had accidentally blurted out his feelings
well remember that fake dating ploy? there was no need when both your hearts were already beating for each other
taeyang:
the closed off type
this type of crush is like a loner. he isn't necessarily avoiding people and he's more on the shy side. his height and gaze just makes him look intimidating
you sat behind him in class and though it seems stupid since he was tall and could cover your entire body — it was the exact reason you liked sitting behind him
you could draw during class and not get your sketchbook confiscated because of him
the day had come when you would absentmindedly draw taeyang
at first you could defend it as you appreciating pretty things but when you had stopped to draw in class just to stare at taeyang during class? uh-oh
it worsened when you saw taeyang dance for the first time
imagine his surprise when that smol girl who sits behind him began to talk to him nonstop and even does her best to include him
people had began to talk but you weren't the type to get bothered
instead it was taeyang who got worried and even told you to stop talking to him
what did you do? you straight out confessed to him
if he wasn't going to notice all the signs you've given then its time to just blurt it out
you succeeded in flustering him but not at making him believe in your words
maybe one of these days yoo taeyang will understand your feelings but for now you could just settle with this — the silent boy all flustered because of you
hwiyoung:
the "i always see him" type
this type of crush is someone who doesn't go in the same school as you but somehow the both of you always cross paths
and no neither hwiyoung or you are intentionally following each other
you first crossed paths with him at the playground and you two merely walked past each other
then many more circumstances began to present itself and now you and hwiyoung can't help but make faces at each other when you locked eyes
yes, while technically strangers you can act like that with him
the first moment the both of you truly talk to each other was when someone tried to kidnap you
you would have fought back but it was nearly impossible with how sudden you were grabbed
hwiyoung then arrived for your rescue. he simply kicked that kidnapper and you were free
that night while you two were waiting for the police, you shared jokes and laughter as if you both knew each other for a long time
there were more moments of you and hwiyoung but alas it was just memories of your youth
years and years have passed but you could never forget the boy who made your heart race back in high school
you don't know what happened to him
he just stopped appearing one day and since then you haven't saw him again
it was as if he never existed and he was just your dream
chani:
the childhood friend type
this type of crush is someone you had known since you were young and you even grew up alongside him
for sure both your families shipped you
yeah its kinda weird how adults are rooting for a relationship between their barely 5 years old children
both of you were like the butt of the cooties joke, i know immature children at it again
also can see you two having those cute matching clothes when you were much younger
now sometime before high school the both of you got in a huge argument and it ended in bad terms
people who knew you two were shocked on how you became enemies
heated glares and rude remarks were thrown to each other at every moment possible
you don't know how it got to this point. it was a stupid argument and the fact it was enough to end years of friendship? just how little does chani think of you?
but of course this anger slowly turns into pain
you just want your best friend back
and luckily for you, he thought the same
it was a slow process for the both of you to mend things to the way it was before
the argument, though stupid, really caused a heavy rift
when you and chani had gotten close again, it was the first time spring became clear to you
you like your best friend — that was even the reason you argued with him
however, despite being aware of your feelings, you never made a move
maybe if you were braver back then you could have known that he had also liked you
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inseongsfoxybae · 3 years
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Now and forever
Pairing: Boyfriend Yoo Taeyang + Female Reader x Best Friend Hwiyoung
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Warnings: Amnesia, mentions of drunkenness, break up
Words: 6,5k
Requested: Hi sunshine! First of all, congratulations on starting your blog and I can’t wait for what you’re going to write😚 Second, if it’s not a bother, as a fellow Fantasy, can I make a request for Hwiyoung? Like where the reader and Taeyang are dating, but the reader had an accident which caused her Amnesia, and then she starts remembering Hwiyoung? And whatever ending you feel is right you can do it🥰 Hope that wasn’t too much to ask for.. Although if that doesn’t bother you can I be🐣 anon? Thanks💖
Author's message: Dear 🐣 anon, I'm so sorry I took that long to deliver your request, but I want to say that it's finally here and I really enjoyed writing it. Hope you like it and feel free to send in a new request when you want. Thank you 😊❤️
P.S: As english is not my mother language, it may contain misspelled. Plus, sorry if there’s any other mistakes :)
Synopsis: Blurry memories and an old friend entered in your life again and now you have to decide where your heart lives: in an beautiful past or in an uncertain future.
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A car accident has changed your life forever. Apparently, it was nothing too serious, but the strong impact on your head made you lost your memory completely and the doctors said it could last forever. Since then, the cute boy who has introduced himself as your boyfriend never left your side and, with your parents not being able to take care of you, he was the one responsible for you.
You tried to drive Taeyang away so many times for the past months, but now you finally starting to trust him and accepting his feelings, even if you’re not sure about your own feelings yet. Of course, he never pressured you about anything on your relationship, he just stayed with you and took care of your fragile being. He talks about your favorite things, shows some pictures and videos of your parents, friends and, of course, you too together, so you can know your beloved ones again little by little. 
After several months struggling to back to your normal life, Taeyang finally succeeds in getting you out of the house. On a pleasant saturday morning, he was helping you to prepare some of your favorite dishes for a picnic while hummed sweetly a song he knows you used to love. After all the food is ready, you packed everything and leave your flat to the park right in front your building.
Taeyang found a nice place near the little lake of the park for you to have your first date after a long time, so you both set everything on the blanket and finally were able to spend some quality time together. Taeyang sat down next to you, your knees touching, but he knew he couldn't get closer than this yet, with you still assimilating your feelings and new life. You talked about that beautiful day while eating - the birds singing on the trees, the calm waters of the lake, the sound of children laughing. A little cherry blossom got stuck on your hair and Taeyang took it off delicately and put it on your small hands, using this chance to intertwine your fingers together. You looked up at thim with curious eyes and he whispered a soft “I love you”. 
At that moment, a flash crossed your mind and you suddenly saw a strange face. Startled, you pulled your hands abruptly and your face got pale, your heart pounding hard on your chest. “Y/N, are you okay?”, Taeyang asked worried. “I-I’m okay… I just… I don’t know…”, you looked nervous all of a sudden and Taeyang thought it was about his confession, feeling a little upset. “Don’t worry, Tae. Something weird just passed through my mind, but I’m okay now”, you tried to comfort him. “Did you remember anything?”. “No, it was just a random optical illusion”. ”Are you sure? Wanna go home now?”, he asked started to packed the rest of the food you left. “No, Tae. Seriously, I’m fine. And you promised to take me to a walk on the beach, remember? I still want to go there”, you said holding his hands again. He gave you a little smile and you got all your things and took his car on your way to the beach.
When you get there, the summer breeze blew in your face and you couldn’t suppress a large smile at the feeling of the warm sand underneath your bare feet. Taeyang stared at you fondly and was caught out of guard when you looked at him, his cheeks blushing hard as you laugh at this cuteness. You then pushed him and stuck out your tongue, starting to run away from him. “Catch me if you can, silly!”, you screamed as he started to run behind you. “If I catch you, will you kiss me?”, he screamed back. “Maybe…”, you answered giggling. It gave him strength and, in a blink of a eye, he caught you, hugging you from behind. You both couldn’t stop laughing when he spun you around before turning your body to face him and cupping your cheeks. Your eyes met and he connected your lips in a slow soft kiss but still able to take your breath away while you melt between his arms. 
As soon as you broke away for air and opened your eyes, another image flashed through your eyes with the same strange guy occupying Taeyang’s place in front of you. You suddenly felt dizzy and your vision blurred, almost falling if your boyfriend’s arms weren’t holding you strong. “Baby, what happened?”, Taeyang asked lifting your head. “Tae, I wanna go home now”, you answered breaking his embrace around you. Once you got in your apartment, you told Taeyang to leave you alone. He knew you needed some space and time to process everything, so he just obliged and went home tough he were too worried. You were not rejecting Taeyang, you were just too scared of what’s going on with your mind. “Who is that guy?”, “Why does he insist on appearing right in front of my eyes when I’m with Tae?”. 
When you finally calmed down, hours later, you realized you didn’t say anything about the kiss to Taeyang and immediately text him. 
Y/N: Hi, Tae. I’m sorry for what happened earlier. I think I still need some time to myself. But, please, don’’t worry. It’s not your fault. Hope you understand TT
He answered back right away.
T: Don’t worry with me, Y/N. Are you fine now?
Y/N: Yes, I’m feeling a little better and going to bed now.
T: Okay. You know you can call me anytime if you need something, right?
Y/N: I know, Tae. Thank you <3 Have a good night!
T: Sleep well, Y/N. See you again tomorrow?
Y/N: Sure. Bye :*
Y/N: P.S: I enjoyed the kiss, so don’t give on me yet, okay? ^.^
T: I definitely won’t ;)
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As days passing by, your strange visions seemed to be even more frequent and clear, like flashbacks of your life before the accident. Although you tried to disguise the discomfort they caused, Taeyang always noticed something was wrong with you and though he was the problem. “Y/N”, he called you one night when you were walking on the park. “Hm…”, you looked at him. “Won’t you tell me what’s wrong?”, he asked serious. You froze and your mind went blank. “I mean, we’re always together but it seems like you are so far away from me. You’re super affectionate at times, but change completely one minute later… Tell me what’s wrong so I can help you”, he continued. “Please, Y/N”, he insisted when you didn’t speak a word. 
You couldn’t move a single muscle, your heart bit fast, your breath was heavy and you couldn't manage to say a single phrase. All you could that time was crying, sobbing, falling on your knees in a despair your boyfriend couldn't understand. You felt his strong arms embracing you and leaned in on his warm body, your sobbs causing you to shake hard against him. He guided you to sit on a bench and soothed you with small rubs on your back. When you recovered your breath, you managed to whisper a little “I’m sorry” for him. He just kissed your forehead and stayed quiet. Some minutes later, you start to talk again. “I’m having some flashbacks, Tae. Another guy that I don’t know appears on my mind everytime I’m with you and it scares me a lot”. “Why does it scare you?”, Taeyang tried to be strong and stable, but he was scared too. “I don’t even know... I’m just afraid of who he can be or mean to me”. Taeyang tensed around you, but still managed to hold you tighter. “Don’t think about it too much, okay? And I’m always here with you, so don’t worry”, he said trying to comforting you and himself.
Next morning, you were talking to your mom about these visions trying to get some help or advices.
Y/M: What’s he like?
Y/N: He’s a little shorter than Tae, with a long hair and a gummy smile. Do you know someone like this, mom? 
Y/M: Of course I do, Y/N. His name is Kim Hwiyoung and he used to be your best friend when you were kids. But he just disappeared when you graduated on college. 
Y/N: Why did he go away? And why I never saw a picture of him? 
Y/M: No one know why he ran away nor where he lives now. And he never liked to take pictures, that’s right you probably have nothing with him. But maybe Taeyang can help you to find him now. Ask him.
Y/N: Mom, I can’t ask Tae to look for another guy for me.
Y/M: Why not? It’s not like you’re cheating on him. Go and ask him some help.
Y/N: Fine. I’ll try it.
When your boyfriend arrived at your house later that day, you decided to try it out. “Tae, I need you to take me to someone”, you speak in a nervous whisper. “Of course, baby. Who?”, he answered with a sweet smile. “Kim Hwiyoung”, you revealed and Taeyang froze. “Why him?”, he asked with a dark look after a few seconds. “He’s the one on my flashbacks and my mother said he was my best friend but ran away when we graduated. I need to see him now and try to discover why I’ve been having these visions. Do you know where he lives, right?”. Taeyang couldn’t answer, he barely couldn’t breath. He was nervous and lost in thoughts. Why him? Why now?. “Tae, do you know where Hwiyoung lives?”, you insisted catching his attention again. “No, not anymore”, he finally answered. “Does some of the guys know?”. “I don’t know, Y/N. We don’t talk with him in ages”. “Can you ask them? Please…”, you held his cold hands. 
Taeyang reach out for his phone and called someone. After three lost calls, Chani finally answered. “What, hyung?”. “I need you to do me a favor. Now”, Taeyang talked serious. “What favor?”, Chani asked worried. “You know where Hwiyoung lives, right? Send me his address as fast as you can. I’m waiting for your message”, then he ended the call before Chani could speak anything. A couple of minutes later, Chani sent Hwiyoung’s address and added “Hope you won’t do any shit, hyung”. “Don’t worry. It’s for Y/N”, Taeyang simply answered and turned to you. “I got his address. Let’s go there now and back before nightfall”, he grabbed your hand and pulled you to the door. “Wait, Tae! Give me a time to get ready”, you whined. “Don’t worry, Y/N. I’m going with you and nothing bad will happen”, your boyfriend squeezed your hand. “I know, I’m just… nervous”, you whisper. “C'mon. Let’s get this over, huh?”, you nodded and he opened the door. 
About an hour later, you arrived at a small building and got out of the car. “It’s here”, Taeyang said as you left out a nervous “yes”. He held your hand tight and knocked the door. Some seconds passed till a strange guy open it. “Hello, how can I help you?”, he asked a little surprised. “Hi, we’re looking for Kim Hwiyoung. Is he here?”, Taeyang said politely. “He is. What’s your name?”, at his answer you froze and your heart skipped a beat. “Tell him Yoo Taeyang wants to talk, please”, your boyfriend gave a small friendly smile at the guy. “Okay. You can wait at the lobby. I’ll tell him you’re here”. “Thank you”, Taeyang said and both of you entered the building. The room had a minimalist decoration with some instruments and polaroids hanging on the wall, and some soft music resonated through the doors. “It’s a studio”, you whispered to Taeyang. “Yes, he studied music on college and always wanted his own business. I think he got it”, he answered quietly. “Tae, why do you never talk about him?”, you asked suddenly curious. “I thought he was past. But seems he’s still a threat for us…”, Taeyang was cautious with his words. “Threat? What do you mean?”. Before he could answer, the guy appeared once again. “He’s a little busy now and asked what do you want”, he shyly said. “YAH, KIM HWIYOUNG! DO YOU REALLY THINK I’M THE ONE WHO WANTS TO TALK TO YOU? IT’S Y/N, YOU FOOL! Y/N IS HERE!”, Taeyang yelled high enough to any person on that building to hear, making you surprised and even more nervous. 
At the mention of your name, on the other side of the closed studio room, Hwiyoung’s heart raced like he just woke up of a nightmare. He immediately got up of his seat and opened the door wide, only to see you standing in front of him after three years, more beautiful than ever. You both were froze, just staring at each other, hearts beating fast and bodies shaking. “I think it’s better if you have some time alone to talk. I’m waiting for you in the car, Y/N”, Taeyang broke the silence and left the building, the tension and old memories being too much for him to bear. “H-hi…”, you tried to start the conversation, but the shocked Hwiyoung just blinked his eyes still not believing it was really you. “Sunbae, won’t you invite this lady to your room?”, the other guy talked for him. “Huh? Ah, okay… Please, ju-just come in…”, Hwiyoung finally spoke, his low voice making you shiver. 
You entered his studio and sat on a small couch on the corner. “Wanna something to drink, lady?”, the guy asked you. “Oh, no… thank you”, you answered and he left, now only you and a standing Hwiyoung in the room. You were feeling very uncomfortable as he didn’t talk anything. “So…”. “Is it really you, Y/N?”, Hwiyoung interrupted you. “Ye-yes, I guess…”, you tried to look fine with that awkward situation. “I knew you had an accident and lost your memory, but do you remember me?”. “I don’t”, you looked at him nervous. “So, why are you here? I know Taeyang would never bring you here for nothing”, Hwiyoung asked finally sitting down on his chair. “I’m… Well... I don’t know exactly what’s going on with me, but...I-I’ve been having flashbacks with you. I mean, I don’t even remember you or our past, but you insist on appear on my mind everytime I’m with Tae...”, you spoke hastily. “So…?”, Hwiyoung seemed to be lost at your words. “So, I’m here to try to figure out what happened. I mean with us, with our friendship. I think it could be the reason of these flashes”, you stared at him waiting for some answers, but nothing came. “I think I can’t help you with that, Y/N. We don’t have anything in common anymore. I’m glad you’re alive and fine, but you shouldn’t see me anymore. I’m sorry”. 
His words hurt you, more than you can expect from a stranger, but you wouldn’t give up so easily. You took a deep breath and started to talk again after some minutes of heavy silence. “Why are you like this? First, you were my best friend and left me and know you don’t even want to tell me why you acted like this?”, you tried to say calmly, but your shaking voice betrayed you. “Past is past, Y/N. You must move on and not remember me”, Hwiyoung words were sharp, and you could see his fists clenching with anger. “Did you do it? Did you forget me?, you asked looking right into his eyes. He sustained the look for some seconds, still quiet, unable to move a single muscle. “No, I didn’t. I tried it in every ways possible, but I never could forget you”, he simply asked an eternity later, sadness waving through his body as the pain of the old memories washed over him. “So why?”, tears now gathering in your eyes. “There was no more space in your life for me, Y/N”, he tried to hold back his tears too. “Why don’t you tell me what really happened?”, you whispered facing your lap. “Do you mind if you talk somewhere else? I need some fresh air.”, Hwiyoung asked cautiously. “No, since you tell me everything I need to know about our past”, you answered and both of you left the building. 
Taeyang was still waiting for you on the street. As soon as he saw you leaving, he came closer and you smiled shyly at him. “Tae, I’m sorry, but I need some time to talk to Hwiyoung. You can go home, I’ll get a taxi when we’re over”, you said reaching for his hands. “I can’t leave you alone with him, Y/N. Let me go with you or let’s go home now”, Taeyang talked serious. “Tae, please. I really need to do this. Now”, you looked deep in his eyes and he simply nodded, his hands moving to the sides of your head. “Call me if you need, okay?”, he pecked your lips and turned to his car, barely locking eyes with Hwiyoung on the way. 
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You were in a small cozy café near his studio, the smell of coffee and cakes filling the whole place. “Do you know this place?”, Hwiyoung asked you after ordering two cappuccinos. “No. Is it a important place?”, you asked back. “Yeah, we used to come here after our classes and your official first date with Taeyang was here too. Didn’t he tell you this?", Hwi questioned curious. “Oh, really? He never mentioned this place. I wonder why…”, you looked at Hwiyoung who seemed to be a little awkward. “So… Were you and Taeyang friends too? I mean, before you left?”, you encouraged him to talk. “Actually, not. But he was your boyfriend, so he was always around”, he said with a bothered tone. “You never liked him, right?”, you wondered not exactly waiting for an answer. Hwiyoung kept quiet for a moment, only staring at you not knowing what to say. “You love him and that’s all the matter, Y/N”, he finally said and drank his coffee. 
You both continued your conversation for some hours, Hwiyoung patiently trying to answer all your questions, feeling a little comfortable with you after so many years - he talked about your childhood and teenage, but you still couldn't remember a single thing. 
It was already night when you entered your home only to take a quick shower and plopped down on your bed, immediately falling asleep. When you woke up next morning and walked into the kitchen to make your breakfast, there was a small note on your table: “I had to go home earlier. Call me when you got home. YTY”. Holy shit, Tae! You ran back to your bedroom and reached for your phone - 8 missed calls from your boyfriend. You called him, but he didn’t answer, then you sent a message.
Y/N: I’m so sorry, Tae! I got home late yesterday and just fell asleep. Please, don’t be mad at me TT
Some minutes later, Taeyang answers:
TY: It’s okay, bb. I’m relieved you’re safe. Have free time later? We could have dinner together…
Your heart ached a little with his message, but you had to be sincere.
Y/N: Sorry again, but I already have a commitment tonight x.x
TY: Hwiyoung again?
Y/N: Yes… I like to hear him to talk about our youth and I still have to find out why he left… Are you fine with this?
TY: Not really. But I trust you, so I think it’s okay…
Y/N: Thank you, Tae! Now, focus on your work, I don’t want to bother you.
TY: You don’t bother me at all. And meet me in the park when you come back tonight. I’ll wait for you there. 
Y/N; Okay. See you later :*
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You did had dinner with Hwiyoung that night and spent hours talking and laughing with him. And Taeyang did waited for you in the park, but you didn’t meet him nor even called him. After two hours waiting, he decided to go home, but as soon as he got up, he saw you getting off a taxi with a drunk Hwiyoung holding onto your shoulders. It broke his heart and he couldn’t stand this view anymore, so he turned around and walked home into the cold night. 
Early in the next morning, you woke up with someone knocking at your door. You were surprised when you opened it and saw Taeyang standing there, his features looking tired and upset. “Tae, what are you doing out there? You have the keys!”, you asked pulling him in. “Am I still free to simply enter your house?”, he answered not looking at you, a dark expression on his face. “What do you mean?”, as soon as you closed your mouth, Hwiyoung appears on your living room, still rubbing sleepness off his eyes, freezing when he sees you two at the door. 
Your boyfriend stared at you and you could read anger in his look. “Tae, I can explain…”, you reached for his hands. “You don’t have to do it. I see you had fun last night. He got drunk and you brought him home. You lay him down on your guest room and went to your own bed. I know that you’d never cheat on me. I told you I trust you, Y/N”, he interrupted you moving out your grip on him. “So…?”, you cautiously asked. “A simple call… was everything I needed yesterday. But you didn’t care… No, you just don’t care anymore”, he said moving his gaze to Hwiyoung, his voice full with pain and bitterness. “I… I think it’s my time to go”, your friend spoke nervously. “Please, have a talk and make up your problems”, he grabbed his jacket and shoes and passed over Taeyang who was still standing next the door. “I‘m sorry”, Hwiyoung whispered as Taeyang only clenched his fists. “Bye, Y/N. Thanks for letting me sleep here”. You just nodded and he left. 
You turned to your boyfriend again, his body trembling with anger. “Tae, let’s sit on the couch and talk, okay?”, you said only above a whisper. He walked with you, but sat on the opposite side of the couch. Taeyang stared at his lap, feeling unable to look at you when he was so angry. “Tae, I’m so sorry for letting you down”, you quietly said, but he didn’t respond. “Tae… Please, talk to me”, you whined trying to make him look at you, but he didn’t move a single muscle. You reached out for his hand to slightly touch it. “Say something”, you whispered as he sighed deeply and let go of your hand. “You don’t love me, right?”, he murmured. 
He finally lift his head and looked at you, his eyes full of pain and sadness. You didn’t know what to say and froze while tears started to form in your eyes.”You don’t know it, do you? Don’t know what you feel for me, don’t know if you love me”, his words were like knives striking your heart. “Tae…”, you tried to talk, but he cut you off. “You don’t try to love me, you don’t even care about my feelings for you”, he yelled the last part. At this point, tears were falling freely down your face, but why couldn’t you say anything to deny his accusations? Why didn’t you know how you feel about him? Why was only Hwiyoung on your mind for the past few weeks? “Tae…”, you called out for him, “I… I think I just need sometime…”, you couldn’t say much more as Taeyang only stared at you. “I like you, I want you to be happy, but I just don’t know what to do now”, you cried out. “I’m sorry, Tae… I’m really sorry”, you couldn’t control your tears anymore and sobbed right in front of him. He just nodded painfully, got up off the couch and left, leaving you alone there with your crying. 
You sank into misery and stayed at home all day, trying to control your suddenly sadness and confused feelings. Hwiyoung called you several times, but you just ignored him till you hear a slow knock at your door. It was him, a worried expression on his face. “Why didn’t you answer my calls and messages, Y/N?”, he asked entering your house. You didn’t respond, just staring at him as tears tried to back to your eyes. Seeing your messy state of mind, he put his hands on your shoulders and whispered a sweet “What happened? Where’s Taeyang?”. At the mention of his name, you cried again, holding onto him to not fall. “Y/N…”, he hugged you back. “It’s over, Hwi… I told him I need sometime, but he just left and I know he won’t come back”, you yelled in pain against his chest. “Why am I like this, Hwi? Why is it so painful?”, you desperately asked. “Because you love him, Y/N. You love him now as much as you loved him before. You just don’t know it yet.”, he calmly answered, running his fingers through your hair. 
You broke the embrace and look at him. “How… how do you know that?”. “Because I was there before and saw how you were perfect together. He could be himself next to you and was able to do anything for you. I can say the same from you. You were always happy when you were together, even in the most difficult times. That’s love, Y/N”, he told you with a painful look. “Why do you always talk about him this way if you don’t even like him?”, you were confused. “Only him, Y/N. Because only him can take you away from me”, Hwiyoung couldn’t look into your eyes anymore. “What?”, your hands were shaking. “I love you, Y/N. Since we were teenagers. I love you. But I always knew your heart would never be mine. And when you found Taeyang, I immediately knew I had lost you forever. That’s right I left you”. 
Hwiyoung’s eyes were glued at his lap, fists clenched, shaky voice. You stared at him in disbelief, mouth opened on a little “o”, teary eyes trying to control themselves as your head spun with the truth. “Why?”, you finally asked after some minutes of a deafening silence. “Look at me and say it, Hwiyoung! Why?”, your whole body trembling. He raised his head and talked “Your heart was his, Y/N. It was and it still is. Don’t you see that?”. Now, his eyes were fixed on yours, like looking into your soul. “I don’t... I can’t”, you didn’t even know what else you were talking. “Don’t you love him anymore?, he asked serious this time. “I don’t know, right? I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, I don’t know who I am anymore!”, you screamed at the top of your lungs as tears fell down your face again. “If you don’t love him, then kiss me!”, he screamed back and you froze. “What?”, you nervously asked. “Kiss me. If you can’t, then you truly love him”, he replied to your shocked being. “Just try it. Only like this, you’ll know if you love him for real”, he assured you. You nodded unconsciously and cautiously came to Hwiyoung, your bodies getting closer, your faces just inches from each other, your eyes closing slightly. But, suddenly, you stopped, you couldn’t do that. You leaned back swiftly and Hwiyoung just nodded already expected it. You stared at the floor. “Hwiyoung, please… Please, leave me alone. This is so much for me”, you now whispered as he placed a little kiss on the top of your head. “I’ll text you later, okay? Call me anytime if you need”, you didn’t move or talk and he left. Once again that day, you were left alone with your own feelings.
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Two days had passed and you were going to meet Hwiyoung at a restaurant to clarify some things. “I’m sorry for yelling at you that day”, you sincerely say when you met him. “It’s okay. And I’m sorry for telling the truth like that and for asking for a kiss. I shouldn’t have done that”, he apologized. “No, it’s okay. I would have to know that somehow one day, so… And don’t worry about it”, you answered with a lost look. “Y/N”, Hwiyoung called you. “Did Taeyang contact you?”, he asked carefully, your lost look now sad. “No. He didn’t answer my texts or calls. I guess he really doesn’t want me anymore, right?”, you tried to force a smile, but only tears formed in your eyes. "I'm sorry to hear that, but you shouldn't give up yet. Give yourselves some time and I'm sure everything will be fine", Hwiyoung tried to comfort you and you just hummed in response, but your heart was swallowed in pain. 
You both ate quietly and talked a little more about your past, when your phone buzzed - it was Chani calling you. "Hi, Chani!", you answered trying to look happy. "Hey, noonan! Can you come to the address I'm sending you right now?", he replied worried. "I'm with Hwiyoung now. What happened?". Chani sighed on the other side of the call. "That's right he's like this, then…", he mumbled more to himself that for you. "What's wrong, Chani?", you were getting nervous. "Taeyang hyung is drunk and is making a mess on the pub. He's crying and begging for you. Can you come get him or not? I'm losing my patience with him", he answered visibly annoyed. "Oh my God. Okay, I'm coming. Send me the address and wait till I get there", you rushily replied gathering your purse. "What happened?", Hwiyoung asked when he saw your despair. "Taeyang is drunk and needs me right now", your breathless said. "Okay, calm down. I'll take you there", you nodded and you both paid the bill and left the restaurant. 
When you arrived at the pub, Chani had finally controlled Taeyang, who was (almost) sleeping on the counter. You approached him and softly touched his shoulder. "Tae, let's go home, huh? It's late and you need to rest", you whispered. "I'm not going anywhere without my girl", he messily murmured as tears were forming in the corner of your eyes. "Tae, it's me. Y/N. I'm your girl", you replied trying to hold back your crying. Taeyang opened his eyes and raised his heard when heard your name. "Y/N? Why are you here? You don't want me anymore. Leave!", he was almost screaming but his eyes were full of despair and tears. "I'm here to take you home, Tae. Please, let me take care of you tonight, huh?", you insisted, your tears starting to fall. Your boyfriend continued protesting and struggling to stay on his feet, but after some minutes you and Chani could finally support him on your shoulders and dragged him for his car. Meanwhile, Hwiyoung observed everything from a distance, going unnoticed when you left. 
On the way home, Taeyang fell into a heavy sleep and you and Chani could talk. “Why did you left him? It’s not because of Hwiyoung, is it?”, Chani asked looking at you. “Not exactly. I needed sometime to think and understand what I feel for him. Hwiyoung only was there at the wrong time, I think”, you replied looking away from him. “And did you come to any conclusion now?”, he insisted. “Yes”, you simply answered and faced him. He could read the truth in your eyes and understood you. “I’m glad you already know it, ‘cuz I can’t stand him crying on my ears every time saying he loves you and wants you back”, Chani laughed a little. “Did he tell you that?”, you asked curious. “Of course, every single time since you broke up. He came to my place and cried all day long”, he continued. “Why?”, you wonder. “He loves you, noona. He really loves you. And I think you should tell him the same now that you know how you feel”, he looked at you again waiting for an answer, but you were lost in thoughts, your hands shanking and tears slipping through your face. Then, you stayed quiet till you got your home. Chani helped you to take Taeyang to your apartment and lay him on your bed. “Tell him, noona”, it was his last words before he left you alone with a drunk sleepy Taeyang. 
You looked at your worn out boyfriend with guilty eyes, took off his jacket and lay beside him on bed. You snuggled to him and reached out his face with one of your hands, caressing his still wet cheeks and beautiful features. You could feel your heartbeat increased and all the love you’ve felt for him finally showed up, coaxing you to softly kiss his cheek and hold his hand on his chest. “I love you, Tae… I'm sorry for taking so long to realize this”, you whispered. You didn’t know if he heard you or not, but he squeezed your hand a little and let out a small sigh fall from his ips. You smiled a little and got even closer to his body, both of you calm heartbeats lulling you to sleep. 
When Taeyang woke up in the morning, the space beside him on bed was empty, but he still could feel your warmth and your sweet scent on your sheets, pillows and on his shirt. A small note was on the blanket next to him and he read your little message: Meet me at the park tonight. I’ll be waiting for you. On the nightstand beside him, there was another note: I made you breakfast - it’s on the kitchen table. Don’t forget to eat it ^.^. He got up and walked to the kitchen where his favorite food was resting. On top of it, there was one more note: I have to resolve some things now. Hope to see you tonight. 
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You met Hwiyoung at the park that afternoon, the same place where you had your first flashback. You both walked for a while before you stopped near the little lake. “It was here where I saw you for the first time after the accidente. I mean, on my mind”, you told him and sighed. “And now? Are you feeling something different?”, he asked looking at the water. “No. I just see two friends admiring a lake”, you simply said and he chuckled. “What?”, you asked. “Nothing… What’s the next place you want to take me?”, he inquired. Your next destination was the beach, where you saw him for the second time. “And here? Is something different?”, he wondered. “Yes”, you murmured. “My first kiss with Taeyang after the accident was here, but you appeared on my mind right after it”, you chuckled slightly. “Oh, no. I’m sorry”, he laughed too. 
“Hwiyoung”, you called out for him. “Yeah?”. “I understand everything now. I mean, I still don’t know the reason of those flashbacks, but I know it brought you to me one more time, it gave us a second chance…”, you stopped and he hummed for you to continue. “... but also this time it’s Taeyang. As you said, I love him, I always loved him, and he’s my choice now just like he was then”, you stared at him with hopeful eyes as he stayed quiet. “But there’s a difference now”. He looked at you. “What?”. “Taeyang knows you like me, right? That’s right he doesn’t like you either”, you asked. “Yes, I told him before I left. But where’s the difference?”. “The difference is that I know that now too. And it means you don’t have to leave this time”. “I don’t understand, Y/N”. “We finally know what we feel for each other and it’s time for us to learn how to live with that and move on. We still can be friends now that we understand ourselves and we don’t have to say goodbye anymore. You’re my best friend, Hwi, and I love you. Please, stay”, you were looking deeply into his eyes as you can read a sparkling light shining on them. “I’m staying. I promise”, you both smile with his anwer and hugged to seal up your promise.
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Later that day, you were back to the park in front of your home, waiting for Taeyang this time. You hadn’t spoken all day and you were not sure if he would show up. Even so, there was you, patiently waiting for your boyfriend to come. One hour has passed. Two hours. And you were still there, already thinking he was mad and didn’t want to see you. You were walking through the park to keep warm when you saw a familiar figure next the lake, looking directly at you. You took some steps in his direction as he did the same in yours. “Tae! I thought you wouldn’t come”, you said when you were close enough from each other. “I wouldn't. But a certain threat told me you were here waiting for hours. And I had to see this beautiful image with my own eyes”, he told you and you both smiled. “I guess we have to thank this great threat, huh?”. “Nah…”, you laughed. “So, why do you bring me here?”, Taeyang asked. “I have something to tell you”, you said -  and it took by surprise how confident you were. “Well, tell me then. I’m all ears”. “Can I hold your hands before I talked?”, your words were careful this time, but he nodded and you could feel his warm hands on your again. 
You took a deep breath and start. “After all this time, I didn’t remember a single thing about my past, Tae, and it somehow scares me. But now, more than ever, I know I have you by my side. And I’m sorry for not realizing it before, but I do now. Yoo Taeyang, my Tae, I love you. I loved you then, I love you now and I’ll love you forever. So, please, I hope you still want me and still love me, ‘cuz I finally realize I can’t live without you anymore”, you told him with teary eyes and heart beating strong against your chest. Taeyang only stared at you for some moments, processing all what you had said, till he tightens his grasp on your hands and brings them to his chest, where his heart was pounding as hard as yours, and opens the brightest smile you’ve even seen. “I love you too, baby. Then, now and forever”, he finally spoke and pulled you closer to kiss you passionately. 
After that, you both went home to cuddle together till sleep in each other’s arms. 
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Y/N never recovered her memory, but she learned how to live the present without fearing the future. She and Hwiyoung remained friends. And Y/N and Taeyang built their family and stayed together till their last breath. 
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mydenofsloth · 3 years
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Just wanted to try this 50 kpop questions. Aite! let’s go~
1. The first song that got you into kpop? Lollipop - Bigbang x 2NE1
2. The first band you start stanning in kpop? CNBLUE
3. Your first bias? Jung Yong-hwa
4. Your first bias wrecker? Kang Min-hyuk
5. Your favorite boy group? BTS, SF9 (Sorry I can’t choose)
6. Your favorite girl group? TWICE
7. Your ultimate bias? V of BTS
8. The main fandom you’re part of? FANTASY, ARMYONCE
9. Your ulimate band? CNBLUE
10. Your favorite era of your ultimate band? FIRST STEP
11. Your opinion, black haired idols or dyed hair? Black
12. Aegyo master girls? Twice
13. Aegyo master boys? BTS
14. Your favorite maknae? Tzuyu of TWICE
15. Your “child” group? Stray Kids
16. The group you can see yourself becoming best friends with? SF9
17. Your favorite kpop song boys? Mamma Mia by SF9
18. Your favorite kpop song girls? Deja Vu by Dreamcatcher
19. Are you more into girl groups or boy groups? BOTH
20. Favorite kpop girl dance? MORE & MORE by TWICE
21. Favorite kpop boy dance? Idol by BTS
22. Which group would like to watch a horror movie with? SF9
23. Favorite fandom lightstick? Army bomb
24. Favorite fandom name? InSomnia
25. Visual king? V of BTS
26. Visual queen? Tzuyu of TWICE
27. Dance king? Yoo Taeyang of SF9
28. Dance queen? Momo of TWICE
29. Rap king? Zuho of SF9
30. Rap queen? Dami of Dreamcatcher
31. A group you’d really like to get into? Seventeen
32. Your favorite ship? TaeTzu & ChaeLisa
33. Your favorite intergroup friendship? BangTwice
34. Ballads or upbeat song? Upbeat songs
35. Have you ever met any of you idols? If attending to live concert counts, YES!
36. Do you prefer cute themes or sexy themes? Cute.
37. How long have you been a kpop stan? 12 years
38. Your favorite comeback song? Between Us by CNBLUE and I am the Best by 2NE1
39. Do you have any kpop company you tend to prefer? JYPE
40. Barefaced idols or make up? Both.
41. Is your bias list as out of control as mine? Yes.
42. How many groups do you actually keep tabs on? Idk. Probably more than 20.
43. Your current favorite kpop song? After School by Weeekly
44. First kpop dance you attempt to learn? Torn between TWICE’s Heartshaker and Momoland’s Boom Boom
45. When I hear kpop songs in public…? I tend to sing and bop my head
46. If I knew someone irl who had the same bias as me…? I’ll send them hate/angry emojis on all their bias related posts.
47. Kpop idol I would most like to meet? SF9
48. Kpop idol who is like a role model to me? TWICE
49. Favorite kpop song lyrics? Makes the whole world, bright and sunny~
50. If I had a whole day with my bias I would…? visit an amusement park and try all the rides with him and eat our favorite foods after… or just stay at home to make some foods and play video games with him. idk
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jeonronwoo · 4 years
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You Catch Them Staring At You.
Kim Inseong
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It was a normal, lazy day you wanted to spend with your amazing boyfriend, Inseong, as he had a clear schedule, you both wanted to stay home instead of going outside. You were minding your own business reading a book that you found quite interesting, and it was awfully quiet.
You felt a pair of eyes watching you, you’ve noticed it for a while, but you wanted Inseong to enjoy being the ‘sneaky’ fox he is. You smiled and said not removing your eyes from the book that’s in your hands.
“I’m glad you find me interesting.”
Inseong looked at you chuckling slightly embarrassed that he was caught staring at you and his foxy skills didn’t work.
“Am I not allowed to stare at my beautiful girlfriend?” He asked and you finally lowered the book looking at him smiling lightly.
“I can’t complain, but for your information, you may look like a fox, but you sure don’t know how to act like one.”
“Y/N!”
Kim Youngbin
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You were at home studying for your upcoming exam, you wanted to have a good grade in it so your parents doesn't try to stress you more than you already are.
While your boyfriend, Youngbin, was upstairs taking a nap, as he came back exhausted from practice.
After two hours, your back started to ache and it felt exhausting, so you just stood up and went to the kitchen and grabbed an apple. Snatching your phone from your pocket when you heard a ding, you opened and saw it was a message from your best friend, Dawon, once again he was spamming your phone with memes of himself.
You laughed lightly as you typed a replay. You raised your head when you felt like you were being watched. You saw Youngbin leaning against the wall watching you with a fond smile. You felt your cheeks redden.
"What?" You murmured, as Youngbin laughed a little looking at the ground, blushing that he was caught.
"I thought I made it obvious, you're just beautiful." He replied walking over to you and placed a kiss on your head.
"I love you." He whispered, as you smiled reaching up kissing his lips.
Lee Jaeyoon
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"Please Jae! This is the last shop! I promise!"
"No! You said the same thing about the last five shops!"
You huffed and tried to drag your boyfriend into the shop but he wouldn't budge. You stayed in your place for a while thinking how to let him change his mind. A light bulb lit above your head.
"If we went into this shop, I will give you all the blow jobs you want." You said, his eyes opened widely, and he seemed seduced by the idea, but he still was unsure, so you said to conclude.
"For a whole week."
Funny how he ended up the one dragging you inside the shop instead of the other way around. You quickly walked inside the shop as you looked for something nice to wear, you were looking through all the shelves and picked up a few things. Then you searched between the hangers, you found a good blouse and held it up.
"Babe, does this look good on me?" You asked Jaeyoon, he turned around and looked at you before nodding, you squealed and took it to try it on with a couple of things.
Jaeyoon was staring at you with a smile on his face, he was happy to see that smile of yours on display, he loved your smile so much. But you loved his more.
"Jae..?"
He heard your voice and snapped back to reality, he immediately groaned when he saw the teasing look on your face.
"Was I that hot for you to stare at me?" You asked.
"God, you're so annoying." He groaned with a smile on his face making you laugh a little.
"I mean, I wouldn't mind for someone as hot as you stare at me." You flirted, and he just looked away laughing in embarrassment.
Lee Sanghyuk
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You were up in your bedroom playing on your phone, while your boyfriend was downstairs bringing something to eat. You heard some banging from downstairs and groaned.
"Lee Sanghyuk, I swear to god." You mumbled to yourself, and stood up to see if Sanghyuk managed to destroy the house or not.
You walked downstairs and went to the kitchen to see Sanghyuk standing there with a bowl in his hands.
"What the hell Sanghyuk?" You mumbled as you saw your kitchen was a mess.
"All I wanted was some popcorn and this happened!" He defended himself quickly with a pout on his face and you shook your head smiling a little.
"Just sit on the sofa." You said and he looked revealed.
He sat on the sofa, while you began to clean the mess he made, after that you opened the fridge getting some juice out, and looked in the shelves to find a bag of doritos. You grinned and emptied it in a bowl.
You put the popcorn in the microwave and waited for it to be done, your eyes drifted back to the living room, expecting your boyfriend to be searching for a movie to watch, but instead he was staring at you.
"You're weird, you know that?" You said and he just smiled in response, you walked over to him and sat on his lap.
"For a really dumb person, you sure are handsome." You said teasing and he just rolled his eyes and kissed your lips.
In the middle of making out, you heard a tick, you quickly pulled away and went inside the kitchen bringing the bowl of popcorn holding it for Sanghyuk to see.
"And this is how you make popcorn."
"Oh my god, marry me!"
Baek Juho
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You were getting ready to go out with your boyfriend, Juho. Since he finally got a day off, you both wanted to make use of it and go out together, because it had been so long since you went out together.
You were doing your makeup when you heard a noise, you turned around to see your cat, Vivi, snuggling into your boyfriend.
"She likes you already? Strange. She tried to scratch Chani's hand." You said and he laughed.
"That's why he didn't want to come with me! She has to like me, I'm your boyfriend!" Juho said and you smiled.
"She likes Rowoon and he isn't my boyfriend." You said and he scoffed a little.
"Everybody likes Rowoon." Juho said and you laughed agreeing, remembering when he was dancing with the ostriches.
You turned back continuing with your makeup, you put some nude lipgloss, and some blush, you were putting on your eyeliner, when you saw Juho's reflection on the mirror to see he was staring at you.
"What? Is there something wrong with my makeup?!" You said and started to panic, he quickly shook his head.
"No! No! You're just.. Beautiful." Juho said shyly, and you blushed. "Isn't that right, Vivi?" Juho said bouncing the cat staring at you as you giggled.
Kim Seokwoo
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"Oh my god, this is amazing!" You said as you bite into the cake happily.
You and your boyfriend, Rowoon, at the park having a picnic. Rowoon being the gentleman he is, he made food and brought it with him so you can enjoy yourselves.
"Does it taste good?" Rowoon asked and you nodded immediately.
"Yes, you're such a boyfriend material." You said causing him to blush and bite into his sandwich to act like it's not bothering him.
You talked about random things, and Rowoon just told you about the drama he was going to act in, and to say you were beyond excited was an understatement. You were proud of him and everything he achieved.
You felt a kick in your side, and you looked to your left side and saw a ball next to you. Your eyebrows furrowed, then you saw a little boy coming your way.
"I'm so sorry Ms! It won't happen again I promise!" The little boy apologised and bowed and you chuckled ruffling his hair.
"It's okay, have fun yeah?" You said and he smiled widely before taking the ball and ran back to his friends.
You turned around still smiling, you saw Rowook staring at you with a smile on his face and he had frosting on either side on his lips. You laughed.
"You're such a man child, you know that?" You said and grabbed a napkin wiping his mouth. Rowoon frowned before realising that he actually made a fool of himself in front of you. You laughed staring at him this time with a smile of your own saying.
"Lucky for you I love you."
Yoo Taeyang
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You were watching a new drama at home, you were alone because Taeyang, your boyfriend was on tour to promote their new song.
Saying that you missed him a lot would be an understatement, you two weren't used to staying away from each other for a long time.
Your phone started ringing and you picked it up, you smiled widely when you saw that Taeyang was video calling you.
You accepted immediately and you saw his face on the screen and smiled widely when you saw he had the same smile as yours.
"Tae!"
"Y/N! Babe I missed you so much!" Taeyang said pouting a little.
"I missed you too baby, how is the promotion going?" You asked putting a hand over your cheek.
"It's going amazing, I love meeting fantasy from all over the world!" He said excitedly and you laughed at his cuteness.
You talked back and forth and he asked how you were doing without him, also the video call turned into a choas when Jaeyoon came to interrupt you two.
"What do we have here! Oh look, it's Taeyang's precious Y/N!" Jaeyoon teased and pinched Taeyang's cheeks.
"Hey Jae, how are you? Good job on ripping your jacket live, by the way." You snorted and he gasped sassily.
"You didn't just go there! I mean, have you heard the screams?! I might have gone deaf from how loud it was!" Jaeyoon said.
You bickered back and forth, then you noticed how Teeyang has gone completely silent, you stopped talking and looked at him to see that he was staring at you from the screen with a small smile playing on his lips.
"Wow, your ugliness silenced him." Jayeoon joked causing Taeyang to hit him on the back of the head and you said.
"Screw you, Lee Jaeyoon."
Kim Youngkyun
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You were out with your best friend for a girls' night out, it was a nice day in the streets of Seoul. You were walking with your best friend babbling about a hot guy that she saw while working. You teased her by saying that she wasn't focusing on her job.
You both entered a small cafe, you sat near the window, and the waiter came and gave you your menus.
"So, how are things with Youngkyun?" Your best friend asked, making you smile immediately.
"It's amazing, he is such a sweetheart. He always makes sure that I'm happy." You sighed dreamily making your best friend snort.
"God, you're whipped for him." She teased making you roll your eyes sarcastically.
Your order arrived, and you both started eating in silence, you were enjoying your pizza when you felt like you were being watched. Being your paranoid self, you felt scared.
"Hey, is there someone staring at me? At us?" You asked your best friend, she turned around and started looking all over the place.
"3 O'clock." Your best friend simply said, you turned and your eyes met a pair of brown ones that you fell for.
"Oh my god." You said and waved for your boyfriend who was still staring, it seemed like your waving snapped him back to reality, because he started walking towards your table with a shy smile on his face.
"Hi." He said and you laughed at his shyness patting the space next to you.
"Set here, you creepy idiot."
Kang Chanhee
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You and your group were nominated for a reward, you were sitting next to the leader of your band, as you waited for them to announce the winner.
Your eyes wandered sneakily next to you, and you made eye contact with your secret boyfriend, SF9's Chani.
You both had been dating for about 5 months, no one knows about it except both of your groups. He was such a sweetheart, always supporting you and teaching you to perfect your dancing like him.
"The winner is... (Your group's name)!"
They announced and you jumped up and down cheering hugging your bandmates. You cannot believe that you finally won, all of you worked so hard on this single, and your fans was absolutely an amazing support system in streaming it.
You all walked to the stage as your leader began speaking, you had a few tears escaping your eyes, so you quickly dried them and smiled brightly at the camera. Your leader looked at you so you can say something too.
"Wow, this is amazing.. I still can't believe we won this, so please excuse me for being such a cry baby." You said drying your eyes, making one of your bandmate hug you from behind to comfort you.
"I'm sorry. We all worked so hard for this, and us winning the prize, motivated us to give our best again, thanks to all our amazing fans out there. We all love you with all of our hearts!" You said and raised the reward in the air giggling.
Another one of your bandmates started to talk, your eyes went back to where Chanhee was sitting, he was smiling from ear to ear and staring right at you.
You smiled and he blushed and began clapping as well.
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Hey I'm sorry to ask, but do you have updates for korean dramas? I can't find the link to your old one but also maybe some newer suggestions? (It's okay if you don't!)
It’s cool, I can do a new one! These are all in the order that I watched them in!
WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD
1. Coffee Prince ( A great choice for a first k-drama)
Choi Han-gyul is the grandson of chairwoman Bang of Dong-in Foods, a company that has a thriving coffee business. He has never had a job and does not care for responsibility. Han-gyul is hung up on his first love, Han Yoo-joo, who only sees him as a friend. Go Eun-chan is a 24-year-old tomboy who is often mistaken for a guy. Her father died when she was 16 years old and since then she has taken over as the breadwinner in her family. When Han-kyul and Eun-chan meet, he, not knowing that she is a girl, decides to hire her to pretend to be his gay lover so that he can escape the blind dates arranged by his grandmother. 
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2. Cinderella with four knights
Eun Ha Won is a bright college student who dreams of becoming a teacher. Unfortunately, she loses her mother in a tragic accident, moves in with a cruel stepmother, and has no money for her education. One day, she helps an old man and as fate would have it, moves into a gorgeous mansion with three equally gorgeous men, who also happen to be billionaire cousins and heirs to the Kang family fortune. Between the rebel-minded loner Kang Ji Woon, playboy money machine Kang Hyun Min and the super-sweet singer Kang Seo Woo, Eun Ha Won finds herself in the middle of the hottest love quadrangle to ever befall a modern fairy tale princess. Rounding out the mansion’s chaebol lifestyle are Lee Yoon Sung, who serves as the cousins’ handsome bodyguard, and Park Hye Ji, a gorgeous girl who has her own interests in the Kang family and is not above manipulating one cousin to get closer to another.
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3. Bride of the century
Taeyang Group is the largest conglomerate in South Korea. The Choi family who runs Taeyang has supposedly been under a curse for a hundred years that the first bride of the eldest son will always die. When the wealthy heiress Jang Yi-kyung disappears right before her wedding to chaebol heir Choi Kang-joo , Na Doo-rim , a lookalike impostor, is brought in to take her place. Unlike the cold and calculating Yi-kyung, Doo-rim is sweet and sunny, and Kang-joo genuinely falls in love with her. As the wedding plans progress, Kang-joo and Yi-kyung’s mothers both scheme and plot behind the scenes will the romance gets more complicated with the secret of not being the real Jang Yu-kyung.
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4. Strong woman Do Bong Soon
Do Bong-soon was born with superhuman strength. Her strength is hereditary and passed along only to the women in her family. Her dream is to create a video game with herself as the main character. She desperately wants to become a delicate and elegant woman, which is the ideal type of her crush, In Guk-doo, a police officer. Thanks to her strength, she gets a job as bodyguard to rich heir Ahn Min-hyuk, the CEO of a gaming company, Ainsoft. In contrast to Guk-doo, Min-hyuk is an eccentric man who is playful, a little spoiled, has no regard for rules, and dislikes policemen. He has recently received anonymous threats and has even been stalked, leading him to hire Bong-soon as his bodyguard after seeing her beat up a bunch of men after they threatened an old man who was an elementary school bus driver. A series of kidnapping cases soon happen in Dobong-dong, the district Bong-soon lives in, and she is determined to catch the culprit, who targeted her best friend. With help and training from Min-hyuk, she manages to control her strength to use it for good causes. Min-hyuk and Bong-soon find their relationship growing into something more.
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5. My secret romance
Jin-wook and Yoo-mi meet at a Gangwon-do resort and get caught up in a series of misunderstandings and accidents. Yoo-mi is there to attend her mother’s second wedding while Jin-wook is there working as a bellhop (a position given to him by his Chairman father to teach him responsibility.) Yoo-mi is charmed by Jin-wook’s sly and playful personality, and they unexpectedly spend the night together. However, Yoo-mi disappears in the morning, leaving Jin-wook feeling perplexed and insulted. Three years later, the two meet again when Yoo-mi becomes a nutritionist at the company cafeteria where Jin-wook works. It seems that once a playboy Jin-wook, has given up his carefree life and works at the company owned by his father. He has feelings for Yoo-mi and has kept her bra-pad as a memory of the night that they spent together. At first, he is strict toward her, though it is only because he is looking for reasons to be near her. He later confesses this to her and agrees to wait for her.
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6. Scarlet heart ryeo ( One of my all time favourites) 
During a total solar eclipse, a 25-year-old 21st-century woman, Go Ha-jin, is transported back in time to the Goryeo Dynasty. She wakes up in the year of 941 in the body of Hae Soo, among the many royal princes of the ruling Wang family. She initially falls in love with the gentle and warm-hearted 8th Prince Wang Wook, and later Wang So, the fearsome 4th Prince who hides his face behind a mask and is given the derogatory label of “wolf dog.” As the story develops, Hae Soo finds herself unwittingly caught between the rivalry and politics among the princes over the fight for the throne, an she stay alive long enough for a happy ending?
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7. Falling for innocence
Min Ho is a cold-blooded corporate raider who takes no prisoners. He is a scoundrel investment banker for Gold Investment, seemingly the world’s largest financial service firm. As a cynical, self-defensive, suspicious sociopath, he wears down people with his tenacity and takes advantage of them with his delusions of grandeur. However, Min Ho has his own story of how he became evil - it was because of his uncle’s betrayal. His father was overthrown by his uncle and it caused his family to hit bottom. As Min Ho vows to get revenge, he meets Soon Jung, the daughter of his father’s former secretary who betrayed him and whom now works for his uncle. One day, he has a heart attack and is taken to a hospital. He miraculously survives his heart attack after undergoing a heart transplant. His heart is actually from Dong Wook, a young detective and Soon Jung’s fiancé who suffered from brain damage from a mysterious car accident. After receiving a new life thanks to the new heart, he is no longer the cold and callous person that he has been and undergoes a profound change to his personality, talking differently and warming up people. But he still pursues his plan to get revenge on his uncle even though his emotions get in the way at times. He gradually learns the meaning of happiness when he finds Soon Jung, whom he wants to cherish and protect. His heart becomes tender and his eyes swell with tears when as he works with her. He falls in love with her without realising it.
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8. The bride of Habaek / the water god
When the narcissistic water god Ha-baek visits earth in order to find three stones powerful enough to help him claim his throne, he seeks out the help of his servant and destined bride, psychiatrist So-ah, whose family is fated to serve the water god for generations. The problem is that she has no belief in the gods and initially mistakes him for suffering from delusions. Things get even stranger when the wind god Bi-ryeom, the water goddess Mu-ra, and the semi-god Hu-ye show up to complicate things
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9. Weightlifting fairy Kim Bok Joo
Kim Bok-Joo is a promising collegiate female weightlifter. Her father runs a small chicken restaurant and her uncle wants to become an actor. She has a bright personality and strong sense of justice. Kim Bok-Joo and her friends on the female weightlifting team are not popular with the guys and they don’t have boyfriends. The weightlifting team and the rhythmic gymnastic team also don’t get along at all. Meanwhile, Jung Joon-Hyung is a collegiate swimmer plagued with numerous false start disqualifications. He is 21-years-old and has a free spirit. His uncle and aunt raised him along with his cousin Jung Jae-Yi. One day on campus, Kim Bok-Joo bumps into Jung Joon-Hyung while he is riding his bicycle. Her face looks familiar to Jung Joon-Hyung. After he leaves, Kim Bok-Joo picks up a handkerchief left behind by Jung Joon-Hyung. The handkerchief is very important to him and he begins looking for it. Later, Kim Bok-Joo cleans and irons the handkerchief. She goes to the school’s swimming pool and gives back his handkerchief, but he explodes with anger when he sees that she cleaned it. Kim Bok-Joo then falls into the swimming pool and Jung Joon-Hyung jumps into the pool to save her. At that moment, Kim Bok-Joo and Jung Joon-Hyung realize where they have seen each other before. When they were both children, Kim Bok-Joo saved Jung Joon-Hyung’s life by catching him before he fell to the ground.What happens now they know each other?
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10. I’m not a robot
Kim Min-kyu lives an isolated life due to a severe allergy to other people. He develops extreme rashes that rapidly spread throughout his body once he makes any form of skin contact. Jo Ji-ah is a woman who is trying to make it in life by creating her own businesses. Kim Min-kyu who owns the KM Financial company which owns Santa Maria team headed by professor Hong Baek-kyun. Professor Hong’s team has created a humanoid robot called Aji 3 which looks like his ex-girlfriend Jo Ji-ah. CEO of KM Financial, Kang Ki-young, and his father try to sell the Santa Maria team to foreign investor, Martin, who secretly knows about the Aji 3 and wants to use it as a weapon. Hong Baek-kyun sends the robot to Kim Min-kyu to convince him not to sell the team. Before Aji 3 is delivered, the robot’s body is accidentally damaged. Hong Baek-kyun approaches Jo Ji-ah, asking her to pose as the robot, giving the team time to repair Aji 3. Jo Ji-ah agrees, and impersonates the robot under the supervision of the Santa Maria team and the robot’s computer brain, can she survive without being caught out?
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11. Goblin / Guardian the lonely and great
Kim Shin is a goblin and protector of souls. He is the landlord of the grim reaper, who is in charge of taking deceased souls. Wanting to end his immortal life, Shin has been looking for his human bride, the only person who can end his life. Meanwhile, Ji Eun-tak is a high school student who remains optimistic despite the tragedies and difficulties she has experienced in her life. She summons the goblin by chance, and through various encounters, ends up falling in love with him. Sunny is a chicken restaurant owner, whose beauty is undeniable, but what has she got to do with the goblin and reaper? These four characters’ lives took a series of twists and turns when they intertwined.
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12. Terius behind me (Another favourite!)
Go Ae-Rin suddenly loses her husband left to take care of her two children on her own. A mysterious man, Kim Bon, that lives next door ends up getting tangled into their lives. Kim Bon is a legendary NIS agent and 3 years ago, he was involved in a failed secret operation and the woman he loved died. He has since become disconnected with the world and lives alone quietly but that soon changes as he helps his neighbor Go Ae-Rin with her children and uncover a conspiracy, which her husband became involved with all the while trying to keep his secrets by the nosy neighbours in the building.
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13. 100 days my prince 
Lee Yool is the Crown Prince of Joseon, a perfectionist who disregards the majority of those in the royal palace and appears to be cold and demanding, when in reality, he is lonely. He then passes the law that all women must marry before they reach the age of 28. Hong Shim is head of the first detective agency in Joseon, a strong, intelligent figure who takes on multiple jobs to support herself and her father. She is also the oldest unmarried woman in her village, and begins to look for a husband to avoid trouble from law officials. In an attempted assassination, Lee Yool develops temporary amnesia and wanders around aimlessly as a commoner with no name or identity, until he meets none other than Hong Shim, who takes him under her care. Hong Shim is then forced to marry Won Deuk to save her village from drought, due to beliefs in that era where natural disasters are a result of an unmarried woman’s misery. This drama depicts how the love story of Hong Shim, ‘Joseon’s oldest unmarried woman’ and Lee Yool, the amnesiac Crown Prince, develops over the span of 100 days.
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14. My ID is Gangnam beauty
Kang Mi-rae decides to get plastic surgery after years of being bullied because of her looks. Her “rebirth” seems successful at first, but as her life at the university unfolds, her plan starts to backfire. The pressure of being a “pretty girl” begins to pressure her and, worse, those who can see through her surgery ridicule her and tag her as the “Gangnam plastic surgery monster.” The drama follows Mi-rae’s story of recovering self-esteem as she figures out what a two faced friend is and gets to know her coursemate, and former schoolmate in middle school, Do Kyung-seok
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15. The secret life of my secretary 
Do Min-Ik works as a director of the mobile media 1 team at T&T, he’s smart and excellent at his job however he doesn’t like to attach himself to people or his secretary. His secretary is Jung Gal-Hee, a diligent and motivated person that does whatever it takes to keep her job and feed her family. Do Min-Ik often does childish things like calling Jung Gal-Hee continually, Jung Gal-Hee carries out Do Min-Ik’s orders without complaints but though she may look soft, she hides her tough side. The tough side soon comes out as she is fired, much to Do Min-Ik’s regret he soon discovers that he’s going to need her more than ever and discovers a new side to her in the process.
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16. W - Two worlds ( Really recommended!! )
A love story of two people split apart in different worlds connected by a webtoon. The series focuses on the eponymous fictional webtoon entitled W, written and illustrated by its legendary author and illustrator Oh Seong-moo. W became famous in the entire South Korea, the storyline of the webtoon W starts with the younger years of its main character Kang Chul, a handsome and intelligent boy who is also skilled in shooting. He becomes famous as he won a shooting competition during the 2004 Athens Olympics but this fame gets ruined when his entire family was killed by an unknown Murderer, and then framed for it. Another villain Han Cheol-ho  handles the case to gain political popularity, pronouncing in court to impose death penalty upon Kang Chul. Nevertheless, Kang Chul was deemed innocent of the crime. Depressed over losing his family, he attempts to commit suicide over the Han River but he stops himself and chooses to move on with his life.Ten years later, Kang Chul becomes a multimillionaire, starting his “Project W” in his continuous efforts to catch the real culprit behind his family’s death; part of the project is his television broadcasting company dubbed “W,” after the initials of the interrogatives “who” and “why” (hence, the title of the webtoon). One night, he receives a suspicious phone call and gets severely injured by the same mysterious Murderer at the rooftop of his penthouse, only to be saved by a mysterious girl, none other than the authors daughter. How did she get there? Why is she there? How will they become entangled?
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17. My contracted husband Mr Oh
Han Seung-Joo (Uee) is a single woman in her mid 30’s who works as a PD at a broadcasting station. She does well at her job, but is not nearly as good when it comes to housework. Han Seung-Joo has a hard time dealing with social prejudices about single women but still refuses to marry at least until an incident that occurs leading to a dramatic change in her life. She seeks to find a husband thinking it would help her situation but to get the position of a “married woman,” Han Seung-Joo marries Oh Jak-Doo as a contract husband who lives in the mountain that she just happened to own. Their marriage is not based on love, but their relationship develops romantically after several twists and turns.
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18. Marriage contract ( For those who love to cry, seriously heartbreak ahead )
Kang Hye-soo is a single mother who struggles to raise her daughter while paying off her late husband’s debts. Han Ji-hoon is the son of a chaebol who seeks a contract marriage in order to save his mother, who needs a liver transplant. When Hye-soo is diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor, she agrees to marry Ji-hoon and donate part of her liver to his mother, in exchange for enough money to provide for her daughter until she reaches adulthood. Han Ji-Hoon is driving along when Hye-Soo is almost hit saving her 7 year old daughter Eun-Seong, He rushes her to the hospital as she faints however while she is being tested the Manager of the restaurant Han Ji-Hoon owns Ho-Joon tells him might be a scam and to make sure she is really hurt. Han Ji-Hoon has Hye-Soo’s phone and receives a call from a mysterious man which turns out to be the debt collector who comes to the hospital after hearing it being said in the background. He chases Hye-Soo when she is leaving, where he almost catches her but she in the end hides in Han Ji-Hoon’s car with Eun-Seong. Han Ji-Hoon’s mother has been rushed to the hospital where they find out that if she doesn’t get a liver transplant she will die but she is way down on the list so Han Ji-Hoon decides to marry a Hye-Soo she agrees so she can pay off her debt and also make sure Eun-Seong has money to grow up on as she gets the results back from when she fainted and she has a brain tumour. Eun-Seong in the beginning doesn’t like Han Ji-Hoon but she warms up to him as the pretend relationship blossoms into something real.
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BONUS
19. 200 pounds beauty
Han-Na is a very large girl with a warm heart. She also possesses an unbelievable voice. Han-Na wants to become a pop-singer, but due to her extra-large appearance, can only work as a faceless singer. She provides the vocals for a popular singer named Amy, a beautiful young lady that can’t carry a note to save her life.Han-Na is also in love with Amiys music producer, Sang-Joon, but it’s a one-sided love. One day, Han-Na is invited to Sang-Joon’s birthday party and receives a red dress from him to wear to his party. Han-Na is excited, yet scared. The dress is revealing and quite extravagant. With her very large figure, she is not sure if she can wear such an outfit. Han-Na does eventually go to the birthday party in the red dress, but is mortified when petite Amy appears in the same red dress. During the course of the birthday party, Han-Na absorbs more emotional trauma and she simply disappears for one year. Han-Na then returns as the beautiful Jenny, a beautiful stunner who decides to make it on her own in the industry but encounters her once sided love. Will she be a success? Will her feelings get in the way and can she keep the guilt of the consequences of what her change brings?
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20. Takane to Hana ( Japanese )
A tv show adapted from a manga ( that I particularly loved).  After her older sister refuses to go to an arranged marriage meeting with Takane Saibara, the heir to a vast business fortune, high schooler Hana Nonomura agrees to be her stand-in to save face for the family. But what happens when Hana meets Takane is an unexpected pairing of utter opposites! Although it seemed a little rushed at the end it was a nice tv show!
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narika-a · 5 years
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SF9 Mafia Reaction: When they see someone flirting with their girlfriend
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A/N1: I haven’t written for SF9 in billion years but now I’m back! Stronger than ever 💪😂
Kim Youngbin
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Whenever you two went out together he never let you out of his sight, so he was taken aback by this dudes bold moves as he started hitting on you, right next to him.
You found this whole situation hilarious and didn’t pay the guy much attention but Youngbin on the other hand, he was annoyed to no end.
“I’m sorry boy,” you said, pointing at Youngbin. “But I’m taken.”
“Aaah whaaat?” the guy whined. “With that guy?!”
You burst out laughing at his reaction, might as well tease Youngbin a bit more.
“I know right!” you tapped him. “Me? With him?!”
He just rolled his eyes, he couldn’t believe you were teasing him in front of some idiot. He walked around and stood in between you and the guy. He smiled at you, he always loved to see you laugh even if you were laughing at him, and then turned around to the guy.
“I give you one minute to get out of my face before I punch those perfect teeth in,” Youngbin told him, still smiling. He checked his clock and then looked back at the guy. “Time is ticking.”
Read the rest of the boys under the cut ⬇️
Kim Inseong
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Everyone adored you in the gang and Inseong actually didn’t mind you getting all the love you deserve, it even made him feel proud but even he had his limits. The other members would flirt with you all the time, knowing how that this is the best way to tease him but you would always calm him down by laughing it off.
The exception to this was Jaeyoon as you could never tell if he was being serious or not and all his flirting attempts always ended up with him fighting with Inseong. Everyone was so used to this by now, they didn’t even care or try to interfere, leaving you no choice but to step in yourself.
One of these nights, maybe because he had a bit more to drink than usual, Jaeyoon was bolder than ever. You were all having dinner together, celebrating another successful deal. You were looking at the guys being their stupid and chaotic selves, when all of a sudden he took your hand, pulling you to the side.
“Yah Y/N, why can’t all girls be like you,” he complained.
“Don’t worry, there is plenty of fish in the sea,” you replied.
“Sure there is but there is no one like you...” he said, taking a strand of your hair. “Ouch!” he yelled, out of nowhere, quickly turning around. “Did you just kick me?” he asked Inseong who was glaring at him, it seems Jaeyoon completely forgot he was in the room as well. 
“Oh baby, I hope you’re having a great time! Me and Jaeyoon are going to step outside and talk for a few seconds,” he said, grabbing Jaeyoon by his arm and dragging him outside. You sighed before going after them. There they go again.
Lee Jaeyoon
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You came out of the bathroom, trying to find Jaeyoon again among hundreds of people dancing. You noticed a familiar figure and went to him, hoping not to lose him. You tapped him on the shoulder but as the man turned around, you realized it’s not him.
“Ah I’m sorry,” you quickly blurted out. “I mistook you with somebody else.”
“Hey no worries, sweetheart,” he said taking your hand. “Why don’t you stay with you, it will be way more fun then with whoever you were looking for.”
“How about no?” you said, snatching your hand out of his grasp. “I really need to go.”
“Don’t be like that...” the guy said, as he tried to grab you for the second time, only for his hand to be caught midway.
“You heard the girl,” Jaeyoon said, squeezing the guy’s arm tightly.
“Hey fuck you man, its none of your business!” he shouted, trying to land a punch but Jaeyoong quickly evaded it, knocking him out instead. Everyone around you gasped but he just threw his hand over your shoulder, taking you outside.
“Let’s go baby,” he said, pulling you closer. “That’s why I dislike clubs like this... Next time I’m choosing where we are going.”
Dawon/Lee Sanghyuk
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Yes, this was a business party and he knew that he was the one who asked you to come with him but he couldn’t stand not having you by his side, especially when there were more men than woman around and you were having the time of your life chatting with all of them.
“Excuse me, I will be right back,” he said, putting his glass away, coming to stop whatever you were about to do. It seems you had decided it was a good idea to go dancing with some random dude. He pushed the guy away roughly, the only thing stopping Sanghyuk from him beating him up was the fact that this was a party and he didn’t want to make a scene. He took your hand and guided you away to the side.
“Y/N! What the heck are you doing? Could you stay with me for at least one goddamn second during the evening?”
You giggled wrapping your arms around his neck.
“Oho is big bad Dawonie jealous?” you teased him, you know how he hated when you called him by his alias. “Relax, I’m doing you a favour, making connections, you know?” you explained.
“I don’t need you doing that for me,” he sighed. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Sometimes you come up with the most ridiculous ideas. “Especially not using the methods you just demonstrated and-”
You leaned in closer and kissed him, interrupting his upcoming rant.
“Don’t worry no one is taking me from you, okay?” you said, pulling away. “Besides I don’t think that would even be possible, unless they have a death wish,” you giggled again, making a satisfied grin spread on his face.
Zuho/Baek Juho
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You loved teasing him by flirting with others, especially when you weren’t getting as much attention from him because of work.
He was having a meeting but you were distracting everyone’s attention and he was not having it.
“Babe, don’t test my patience,” he said, cornering you between the wall and his body once you two were alone. “There is so much I can take.”
You smirked mischievously, this was exactly what you wanted and he quickly caught on to that.
“You little...” he grinned back at you. “Always doing this on purpose...”
“It’s your own fault though,” you retorted but he just leaned in closer, whispering into your ear.
“If that’s so, then don’t blame me tomorrow morning, for having a hard time walking...”
Rowoon/Kim Seokwoo
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He snapped shut the lighter he has been holding and slammed it down on the table, startling you.
“Geez, don’t scare me like that,” you giggled, smacking him gently across his chest, as he wrapped his arm around your waist, narrowing his eyes on the guy in front of you.
“Damn baby, you’re so popular! I just go outside for a few minutes and you already have guys all over you. So who is your new friend?” he asked sarcastically.
But the guy’s eyes were already wide in fear, recognizing who your boyfriend is and only now realizing that he chose the wrong girl to flirt with.
“I think I will excuse myself...” he said, slowly stepping away and then quickly leaving.
“That’s what I thought,” Seokwoo said, a small smile playing on his lip.
“Why do you always gotta scare everyone away?” you pouted but he just pulled you closer.
“Because I want you all to myself,” he said, leaning in closer. “So focus on me only,” he breathed out against your lips, before kissing you.
Yoo Taeyang
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No one would have suspected that their trusted CEO had another source of income and a darker side to him, but what better way to cover up your shady business than having another company as a facade.
He always put up a nice face but everyone knew how angry and scary he can get once he snaps. 
Besides helping him with his gang you also worked as his assistant during the day and it was an unspoken rule in the company, not to even dare make their moves on you unless they wanted to get fired or worse.
Taeyang could tell the guy was new as soon as he saw him and the way he talked with you, a little bit too close, a little bit too touchy. He noticed that you just wanted to get away from him, as you impatiently stared at the number as the elevator slowly moved from floor to floor, so he decided to step in.
“There you are!” he hugged you from behind, planting a few kisses on your neck.
“Tae, not here,” you pushed him away a bit embarrassed but he didn’t let go and instead put his chin on your head.
“What are you looking at? Is there a problem?” he asked, raising his eyebrow at the guy.
“No, sir... I mean I’m sorry... Sir,” the guy stuttered. 
“Sorry, huh?” Taeyang repeated as the elevator door opened. “Come to my office in about fifteen minutes, there is something I would like to remind you...” he told the guy, as he stepped inside.
Hwiyoung/Kim Youngkyun
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When he wasn’t working, you two would always go back home together but during the past few weeks you were always late and it wasn’t like you to keep someone waiting, so he went to look for you and found you chatting with some guy near the lockers.
Or rather, it wasn’t some random guy, he has been seeing you with him a lot more often lately, in the canteen, in the library but whenever he asked who he is you just answered that he’s from your course. But this answer didn’t satisfy him as that meant, some days you actually spent more time with the guy rather than him.
“Kyun!” you waved and called him over once you noticed him standing down the corridor. He came up to you, throwing the guy a glare, that didn’t went unnoticed. “Be nice for once,” you pouted as he pecked you on the forehead. “”This is -” you started, gesturing at the guy.
“I know who he is,” he interrupted you. And he really did. It didn’t take him long to find out all the necessary information. “But does he know that you’re taken? Or should I show him what happens to those who don’t?”
The guy gulped. Youngkyun had a bad reputation even in college and he couldn’t believe you were associated with somebody as him.
“Hey man, we were just talking.. Actually I was about to get going,” he said, quickly taking his bag and scrambling away in fear.
Chani/Kang Chanhee
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He was watching the situation unfold from afar. He loved seeing you all flustered, so even when you found him in the crowd with your eyes and gestured to come over and save you, he remained in his seat, barely able to hold in his laughter. He couldn’t even believe what he was seeing, the guy was so pathetic, he has no clue why he thought he might have a chance with you.
But he could see the guy was not going to back away and to be honest he missed the feeling of having you in his arms, so he finally decided to step in.
“That’s about enough,” he said, taking the guy’s hand off your shoulder. He set his hands on his waist, moving his jacket to the side, enough, so the guy would notice his gun hidden in the holster.
The guy’s eyes widened and he quickly stepped away, making room for Chanhee.
“So now you decide to come over...” you pouted, crossing your arms over your chest. 
“Come on baby, don’t be like that,” he said, embracing you and kissing you on the forehead, he knew you were just messing with him.
“I will get you next time,” you giggled, finally giving in, already making revenge plans in your head.
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A/N2: I was trying to find the same gifs (from the same photoshoot) for all the members for over an hour and now I’m pissed that even after all this time I had to go with different ones for Hwiyoung and Chani.. 😠 I take this too seriously omg 😂
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lost-inthedream · 3 years
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SF9 x shy special other
Guys this is so cute, I hope you can relate and feel hugged by this fast post
by the way, I did it gender neutral this time xoxo
Youngbin:
He might not realize your behavior as reflection of shyness at first, so he is worried that you do not like something about where he took you or how he treated you.
He takes his time to ask you what is wrong, but once you explain that you’ve been seeming cold because you are shy, a burden immediately is removed from his shoulders.
He tries his best to make you more comfortable to open up, showing how much he trusts you and being honest himself.
Inseong:
This one helps you a lot at growing and showing yourself to the world.
He is all about telling you his own experiences and giving you tips to not feel afraid before new people and situations. He becomes your sureness, you can count on him.
Likes to invite you to new places but never forces you to go anywhere. Actually you usually say yes, because he is your biggest supporter and you just need to turn your eyes at his direction once your hands start to shake or your words get stuck in your throat.
Jaeyoon:
I see him as someone who understands you reserved way to act and react to everything as well as he pops your bubble all the time.
I’m explaining! He is very caring towards you when he sees you facing a discomforting position. He either helps you out or takes you off of it. * Omg, he hates so much when someone makes you uncomfortable.
In the other hand, he naturally becomes more and more close to you, so you see your words escaping from you and telling him everything. He exhales these non-judgmental vibes and nods in comprehension to no matter what.
Dawon:
Okay, I’m going very personal here, because hyperactive Sanghyuk in broadcasts surprised me so much when I first knew SF9.
However, I do not think he shows all that energy when he is still living the first months of a relationship. Since he knows you are shy, I am very sure that he does not call the attention to him when you are together in an event with friends.
Even though sometimes he is about to stop everyone from talking so you can give your opinion, he will not do it because it can be worse. He likes to see you slowly leaving your oyster.
Rowoon:
I talked about him yesterday, so I’m going to repeat myself a bit. He has those tender eyes and at the moment he looks at you, your entire body is at easy.
Even though he is a big guy, you know that you can feel like an equal to him. I do not think he gives much thought to this subject when he is with you, but he definitely is good at dealing with shy people, especially if it comes to the girl he fell for.
You are never too shy to accept his arms going around you hiding your frame. You get closer pretty naturally.
Zuho:
When he is with you, he does everything to you in social interactions. Like speaking to the waiter, ordering food by the cell phone, anything. Until you explain that he does not need to do all of this.
Ju is the type to ask you if you are okay with him touching you here and there and getting very content when you say so.
He loves that his shy baby is always holding hands with him on the streets and is very proud of you being more relaxed when you need to.
Yoo Taeyang:
Taeyang is so shy too. It must take some good months until you both get natural together. You do like to spend quality time as valentines and go out to romantic dates, but both of you hide a lot of you during a longtime.
Even your kisses are soft and collected but they do not feel bad or wrong.
He gets more confident after he gathers the courage to say how much he loves you and so many exciting things happen once this level is overcome. You probably flower in cooperation.
Hwiyoung:
This one is very shy too, but differently from Taeyang, he is more communicative. You surely are going to have that talk when he talks about his feelings towards you and admits he lacks at opening up. But gosh, he actually does great.
He ends up showing quit a lot of himself without noticing and so do you.
Regarding social interactions, you look at him and he immediately knows you are struggling. Sometimes you get awkward together, but overall you do a good job at looking cool.
Chani:
It is not so obvious, but he thinks a lot on how he can be a good boyfriend to you.
He starts giving you space and privacy but then he changes his mind. He makes you more questions, wants to be with you more often, asks you to call him when you have a hard time. He is pretty good at listening and everything seems easier or simpler after you tell him.
Every time he says you can do anything, he means it and, in fact, you succeed.
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honeyjaez · 5 years
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Hi. Hello.  I know I am probably annoying all my followers with the amount of times I talk about this beautiful group known as SF9, but I’m back again, I just don’t know when to quit.
Some of you may have heard the name. Maybe it came up on Pandora when you were doing homework. Maybe a video popped up with their name but you never clicked on it.
I wanna give you the faces to the name.
SF9, short for  Sensational Feeling 9 is a 9 member group who debut back in October of 2016 under FNC Entertainment.  
Like most boy groups it seems like these days SF9 went through a survival show called  D.O.B (Dance or Band), competing against fellow trainee group Band later known as Honeyst (Who you might have seen disbanded recently)
SF9 went onto win D.O.B as the dance group with their winning track K.O along with their unique choreography. To this day I’ve never seen anything quite like the choreography that they had in K.O
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K.O was featured on their debut album along with their title track Fanfare which had a jamming vibe if I say so myself. The debut album debuted in eighth place and peaked at sixth place on the Gaon Album Chart.
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They boys performed against Cube’s PENTAGON since both groups were debuting live the same day. To this day SF9 and PENTAGON remain close close friends, often being paired up with one another.
In December of that year, just a few months after debut the boys release the single “So Beautiful” as a gift for their fans, later known as FANTASY as a way to say Thank them for all their love and support. The song was originally an OST of their interactive web-drama Click Your Heart that the members stared in.
2017 was their busiest year some would argue. In February their first mini album, Burning Sensation with the title track Roar was released, hitting as high up as #6 on  Billboard World Albums Chart.
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Just 2 months after Roar promotions, FNC confirmed the group would make their second comeback in April with their second EP Breaking Sensation. The title track Easy Love is often regarded as one of the best title track song of SF9, as well as title tracks that occurred in 2017. It ranked at #2 on the world album charts.
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In June of that year they had their Japanese debut and performed at both KCON New York and KCON L.A that summer.
In October they had released their 3rd mini album  Knights of The Sun and their ever catchy title track O Sole Mio. This was the era I came in. Yes I am not a debut era stan, but it doesn’t make me any less of a FANTASY. I was amazed by their unique style and charisma that I got hooked right away.
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In February of 2018 SF9's fourth EP, Mamma Mia! was released. Their Japanese single, under the same name was released in May, and they held a Japanese tour titled "SF9 Zepp Tour 2018 MAMMA MIA!" that month.
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On July 31, they came back with their fifth EP, Sensuous, with the lead single "Now or Never". 2-18 also saw their first domestic convert and a south american fan meet tour.
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After that, the boys managed to finally get a well deserved break and came back in February of this year 2019 with their sixth mini album, Narcissus and the title track Enough, but promotions did not last long because after a month, on March 20, 2019 they released their 2nd Japanese album with the title "ILLUMINATE"    In order to promote their album, a tour was held in japan and the boys continued to work hard, performing concerts and even KCON Japan.
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Their most recent comeback was on the 17th of this month (June). It was their 7th mini album and its title track, RPM continues SF9 concept and style, while giving it a bit of a flare.
The main reason I spent hours writing this post, giving you their history, is because I’m sure a lot of you have heard of SF9, but never quite watched them. Maybe they came on Pandora, or Youtube Auto Play, but you’ve never taken your time to actually watch them. 
Their current comeback, RPM is quite possibly one of their best comebacks. The album is by far a fan favorite, and represents SF9′s style, while also giving a bit of a twist to it. Each comeback they get stronger and stronger and firmer in their style and I love it.  
But for a group like this, a group of 9 beautiful, sweet, passionate, hardworking souls, they are day after day underappreciated. 
The went on their first world tour this year but already had some shows cancelled because not enough people were going and so the cost to had the concert was too high.
As of now, their title track RPM, released on the 17th, just barley has a million views. And I know, we should consider ourselves lucky because a lot of groups never even hit 1 million views, including maybe your favorites. But if that is the case then you know how we FANTASY feel. You understand. We just want more for them. We want to give them the world. We will never stop wanting to give them more. 
A group like SF9 deserves to be loved. 
Which is why I ask you, if you have a spare 4 minutes in your life, maybe sit down and watch them. Actually watch them. You may up deciding they aren’t your cup of tea, and that’s okay, at least you tried. That’s all I can ask. 
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Also going to throw the live performance in there if you want to see Dawon being a shithead.
Open your arms and give them a chance, because if you even somewhat enjoy their music, you'll never regret once having them in your life. 
That was is, Thats the post. My shameless attempt at getting people to check SF9 out there in the world. I love this group with my whole ass and even though they aren’t my ult group, they hold a special place in my heart that only SF9 can fill. 
And if you are still reading, thank you for sticking through this all and know I already love you for taking your time and listening to my Ted Talk.
If you would like to meet the members, Ill give you an introduction down below! They are cute and only bite a little bit  😁 💗 
Youngbin
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Real Name: Kim Youngbin 
Birthday: November 23, 1993
Position: Leader, Lead Rapper, Dancer 
Our hardworking dad of the group. Claims he doesn’t play favorite but everyone knows Chani is his favorite kid.
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Inseong
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Real Name: Kim Inseong 
Birthday: July 12, 1993 
Position: Main Vocalist, Dancer
The oldest member (but is he really?) who speaks the best English and is a giant flirt. He likes that he looks like a Desert fox.
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Jaeyoon
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Real Name: Lee Jaeyoon 
Birthday: August 9, 1994 
Position: Lead Vocalist, Dancer
Honey voiced sweet boy who just loves Pokemon. Has an ever going bromance with Inseong.
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Dawon
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Real Name: Lee Sanghyuk
Birthday: July 24, 1995 
Position: Lead Vocalist, Dancer
King of Variety, he is the mood maker of SF9. He just loves to make people smile with his jokes ^_^
(Also is a little shit sometimes)
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Zuho
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Real Name: Baek Juho
Birthday: July 4, 1996
Position: Main Rapper, Dancer
Our charismatic low toned rapper, with one of the most unique voices in kpop. I don’t like compareing idols, but think of Wonwoo from Seventeen. He reminds me a lot of him. He loves songwriting, and is good friends with EXO’s Chanyeol and Red Velvet’s Wendy.
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Rowoon:
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Real Name: Kim Seokwoo 
Birthday: August 7, 1996
Position: Main Vocalist, Dancer, Visual
The groups Mother, a rising actor in the K drama world. You might have seen him in “Where Stars Land”
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Taeyang
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Real Name: Yoo Taeyang 
Birthday: February 28, 1997
Position: Lead Vocalist, Main Dancer
SF9′s Dance Machine and appointed Sunshine of the group who loves to choreograph dances. Big EXO fan, and if he reminds you of SHINee’s Taemin, don’t worry, you aren’t alone.
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Hwiyoung
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Real Name: Kim Youngkyun
Birthday: May 11, 1999 
Position: Rapper, Supporting Vocalist, Dancer
Our sensitive happy virus of the group who just  loves the rain,because it makes him feel calm and comfortable.
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Chani
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Real Name: Kang Chanhee
Birthday: January 17, 2000
Position: Vocalist, Main Dancer, Rapper, Maknae
Another rising star in the K Drama world. You might have seen him in the 2018 widely popular “Sky Castle”. The residential cutie, who idolizes SHINee’s Taemin. He is also a host on MBS’s Show! Music Core along with SKZ Hyunjin and Gugudan’s Mina.
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These are our 9 wonderful boys. Please, if you care to, love them, because they are worth it all.
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kpophours · 5 years
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a very necessary guide to SF9
so. let’s talk about these underrated kings. be prepared for rambling. I just love them too much. my favorite boys, 10/10 would recommend stanning them.
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some basic information
9 members (5 vocals, 4 rappers, 9 dancers and 9 visuals just stating the facts)
SF9 stands for Sensational Feeling 9
debuted on October 5, 2016 with Fanfare (still a BOP)
currently under FNC Entertainment and actually their first male dance group
their official fandom name is Fantasy (such a good name, honestly) and the official color is Fantasia Hologram (aka the  p r e t t i e s t).
debuted after winning a survival show called Dance or Band (they participated as the dance team; the band team debuted as Honeyst in 2017)
7 mini albums so far with RPM being their latest comeback 
... now onto the members (buckle up)!
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Youngbin
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Kim Youngbin, born on November 23, 1993
LeaderBin aka the Dad™
very charismatic, be prepared for some really intense eye contact (two words: stage presence)
rapper (highest rapping voice out of the four of them)
D A N C E R (a former 1MILLION dance studio trainee), so he‘s obviously 1/3 of sf9′s extremely talented dance line
also 1/3 of hyung line
cutest eye-smile (so soft) + cutest giggle™
rocked his red hair and looks amazing with slightly curled hair (do not fight me on this)
is tattooed (very  p r e t t y)
threatens everyone’s bias at least once
gives amazing (and unnecessary long) pep talks together with Jaeyoon (just let the other boys sleep, please)
gazes so, so fondly at all his members in pretty much every video (no, I will NOT cry)
Jaeyoon is his roommate and secret wife.
Inseong
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Kim Inseong, born on July 12, 1993
the oldest (not mentally) aka the Grandpa™
main vocal (those HIGH NOTES, damn). extremely steady voice.
unique beauty. looks a bit like a desert fox (according to himself and everyone with a pair of functioning eyes).
1/3 of extra line (see and hear three loud idiots in all their videos? yep, that’s him ft. Jaeyoon and Dawon)
also 2/3 of hyung line
v e r y intelligent and educated (holds a degree in Journalism and Communication) but also stupid
owner of an extremely cute smile 
t h i g h s  i am not weak or biased at all
SF9’s designated English speaker (used to live in London for a year)
amazing winking-ability, 10/10 will leave you weak-kneed
King of Lies. he’ll probably never pass a lie detector test. but it’s okay we still love him.
is left-handed and really good at drawing
married to Jaeyoon (it‘s complicated).
Jaeyoon
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Lee Jaeyoon, born on August 9, 1994
3/3 of hyung line
honey voice (aka OST King)
d i m p l e s.
blindingly white teeth. the most beautiful smile (canines!).
very proud of his hips and butt (as he should be).
his actual name is Ethan
likes to work out and is  f i t (he ended all Fantasies during rpm promotions, so thanks for that)
King of girl group dances and in charge of sexy (Zumba) dances
a  fuc ki ng  tease (again, rip all Fantasies during the UNIXERSE rpm stage)
2/3 of extra line (shares one brain cell with Inseong and Dawon. they don’t use it very often.)
had a pink undercut during the Mamma Mia era and probably made people cry with his outstanding beauty. again, i’m not biased at all
seems a bit shy and quiet at first. don’t be fooled. he is loud and will come for you.
married to both Inseong and Youngbin.
Dawon
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Lee Sanghyuk, born on July 24, 1995
oh boy... such a bundle of utter chaos.
e x t r a (3/3 of extra line and probably their President™)
hear something loud and annoying in the background? it’s probably (most definitely) Dawon (helped by the other 2/3 of extra line)
a unique and beautiful voice (he needs more lines or else I’ll throw hands) - rapping, singing, screaming, he can do it all.
a fucking tease 2.0 (seriously, he and Jaeyoon need to be stopped)
Bruce Lee impressions on point
has tattoos
such a meme-face but also so handsome, like H O W
looks amazing and so soft with curly hair must protect
had so many different hair styles during their Mamma Mia promotions, rip his hair (and rip to all new Fantasies trying to keep track lol)
actually very soft. cried when Inseong surprised them during their UNIXERSE concert (which our Grandpa couldn’t participate in due to an injury)
likes to bully Taeyang.
Zuho
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Baek Juho, born on July 4, 1996
Mr. Deep Ass Voice™
“my nose is my swag“
such a good dancer, definitely underappreciated. 
looks intimidating at first, but is actually the softest (d u a l i t y)
the best cat dad (Huru has yet to accept his undying love for him though)
composes/produces own songs (@FNC: please, I’m b e g g i n g you to finally put Champagne on an album) and writes lyrics for a lot of sf9′s songs
didn‘t participate in most of their Enough promotions due to his (still ongoing) back problems (#FNCletZuhoRestChallenge2019)
a dork and meme and honestly just so, so cute and lovable
social butterfly (seriously, he‘s friends with literally e v e r y idol out there)
composed a (love) letter to Fantasy while driving a car with Hwiyoung, Taeyang and Dawon sleeping in the passenger and backseat yes I cried
a scaredy cat (ran away and left his members behind when he got scared by a staff member during their Trip with Fantasy)
Rowoon
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Kim Seokwoo, born on August 7, 1996
yes he‘s a Tree™. is made up of 90% unnecessary long legs.
main vocal 2.0
1/2 of actor line
very handsome, I know (but he‘s so much more than just his good looks)
a devoted mom of 8
loves all Chanis and not-Chanis equally
almost had a mental breakdown because he managed to hit Chani’s face with a football which resulted in his precious maknae getting a nosebleed
always hugging and kissing and generally just smothering all members with his endless love and affection (especially Chani)
(t) h o t  and knows it (very shy with fanboys though)
has literally only one selfie angle he uses rigorously  
his One True Talent™ is staring sexily into the camera and doing nothing else because yes, he’s just that handsome
tries to be funny and fails most of the time, but he‘s cute so it’s okay.
Taeyang
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Yoo Taeyang, born on February 28, 1997
undercover main vocal (has almost as many lines as Inseong and Rowoon)
best dancer, period. his entire body is probably made out of water. such. fluid. moves. - 2/3 of dance line, often in charge of choreographies.
also 1/3 of maknae line
speaks in ᵀᴵᴺʸ ᶠᴼᴺᵀ 
the literal Sun™, his smile has healing properties.
has great hair and pushes it back a lot during his dance moves
a flower boy (literally. wanted to become a florist before debuting as an idol)
looks a bit like Lee Dongwook aka The Reaper from Goblin
you think he‘s soft? uh, sure, yeah. but is also s a v a g e (the personification of that then perish meme)
has a... unique way of drying his hair (ask Dawon, he‘ll show you. even if you don’t want him to, Dawon will show you)
gets bullied by Dawon. bullies him back. very spot-on impressions of Mr. Extraness (as seen on their Weekly Idol episode)
soulmates and married to Hwiyoung, I don’t make the rules.
Hwiyoung
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Kim Youngkyun, born May 11, 1999
rapper and Mr. Charismatic™
yes he is that guy from their Now or Never mv 
looks bad-ass but is a certified baby boy (2/3 of maknae line)
cute without trying and is actually a cat
has literally the best gummy smile which he used to hide behind his hands (but his hyungs encouraged him so much and now he smiles openly, I am not crying, you are)
grew up so suddenly and had long hair out of nowhere and left everyone sh o ok (should definitely be in a shampoo commercial)
composes songs. put one on SoundCloud just very recently. writes lyrics for a lot of sf9′s songs.
cried during their survival show when he got scolded for continuing to mess up the choreography and had to be hugged by Youngbin (who really is the best dad™)
King of the Cleopatra game thanks to his dolphin screams should probably be part of vocal line
pretended to not recognize his soulmate and roommate aka Taeyang when he had to guess his members from their hands while wearing a blindfold. Taeyang will probably never recover from this betrayal and is most definitely still whining about it.
Chani
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Kang Chanhee, born on January 17, 2000
deep ass voice 2.0
d a n c e r (his little solo dance in Now or Never will forever be superior), 3/3 of dance line
Evil Maknae™ (3/3 of maknae line)
2/2 of actor line (yes he‘s that boy from Sky Castle)
speaks fluent duck
Taemin‘s Nº fanboy (literally knows his blood type, like... wow okay)
can‘t remember any of the members birthdays (he actually thought Youngbin was born in August when his birthday is literally in the middle of Winter. Leaderbin was hurt).
always looks like a smol bean, but everyone else is just ridiculously tall
had bright orange hair once only for about one second though lol
constantly smothered with love and hugs from Rowoon and pretends to hates it
has all his hyungs wrapped around his finger and knows it (they‘re all whipped for him, especially when he’s doing aegyo)
has a lot of hair aka (my favorite) coconut head (#freehisforehead2019)
looks expressionless and tired 24/7 (a whole mood and true gen z)
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some videos to watch
all of their mv’s of course
literally every comeback stage
the suit versions of Now or Never and RPM
the ghost prank/horror version of Now or Never (I cried laughing) 
this really cute Dingo Music version of Enough 
basically all their dance practices, but especially K.O. (we all know they should have gone viral with that choreography)
their adorable pajama version of Different
them performing RPM on a treadmill (Chani is a mood™ and Inseong’s grandpa waddle is so cute)
these stunning acoustic versions of their songs brought to you by 2/3 of extra line + The Tree™
their kcon New York 2019 performance (+ their cover of Love Shot)
their reality show Trip with Fantasy 
them dancing to O Sole Mio ft. Ostriches
their episodes on Weekly Idol and Idol Room
their girl group cover dance battle on Weekly Idol (ft. Cross Gene)
Rowoon and Inseong on Masked Singer
Dawon on Weekly Idol as part of the Masked Idol segment
the Now or Never choreography ft. dance line and the 1MILLION dance crew
them covering BTS’ Boy in Luv + EXO’s Call Me Baby
the Idol Dance Cover Challenge of Love Shot (ft. Astro, The Boyz and CIX)
this interview (I mean, that title alone... lol)
those are just a few of my favorite videos - there’s so much more content out there, so you’ll definitely never starve, lol.
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I could literally ramble on about these nine incredible men for hours on end. 
But this will be the end of my guide (it’s long enough already, lol).
Stan SF9 for (clear skin and good grades) nine hard-working and so, so talented individuals with amazing voices, incredible dance moves, outstanding visuals, chaotic energies and a lot of meme-worthiness.
You won’t regret it, I promise.
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(Don’t worry, Rowoon(’s face) is okay).
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shiningfantasystar · 5 years
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Hihiii can I request a drabble with a cute boyfriend vampire!Taeyang? 💖✊😍 thank you I love youuu and your blog!!! 💖💖
A/N: Hi, I’m so sorry this took so long! I couldn’t think of a good fluffy scenario. But I hope you enjoy it! Genre: FluffPairing: Yoo Taeyang x ReaderWarnings: None!Word Count: 862
“Ah-ahh” he hissed biting his lip, “stop, stop, stop- that hurts!”
“Yoo Taeyang you brought this on yourself you know” you sighed, squeezing more ointment onto your fingers.
Taeyang’s lips formed into a pout, his eyes silently pleading you to stop. You were right though, it was completely his own fault for being covered in second and third-degree burns. If he were human, he would have had to be rushed to the hospital, but he isn’t. Being a vampire and all makes the hospital a generally bad idea, especially with the whole ‘cold skin’ and ‘no-pulse’ thing.
“Tae, I’m being as gentle as possible. This will help you heal, you know that.”
“But it still hurts,” he continued pleading, “and I’ll be fine if we leave it like this. I’ll heal.”
“In what, a month? Please Tae, let me do this. It hurts seeing my boyfriend suffer so much and not be able to do anything.”
He didn’t reply to that, allowing you to rub more ointment on his arms and neck. Seeing him all pouty and avoiding treatment like this really makes you forget he’s a 600-year-old vampire. While you gently rubbed a particularly burnt area on the back of his neck, you couldn’t help but recall the events of the day that brought you into this situation.
It started with your friends expressing their worries over your boyfriend, which he happened to overhear. Taeyang had a habit of using his senses to keep an eye on you during the day and make sure you were safe.
“But don’t you think he’s a bit shady, Y/N?” one of your friends spoke, her tone laced with worry.
“Yeah, and we’ve never met him! How can we tell if he’s a good person if we never meet him?” The other chimed in.
You tried to convince them that Taeyang was the sweetest boyfriend you could have ever asked for, but both of your friends were having none of it.
“And aren’t all your dates at night time too?”
“What if he’s part of a gang or like a dealer?”
“Oh my god, he didn’t force you to do anything you didn’t want to, did he?”
It was then you heard the sound of flapping wings, beating loudly enough to give you a headache, but you knew nobody else could hear them. The sound soon faded, leaving a cool feeling on your back, meaning Taeyang’s senses detached from you, and he was no longer listening in to your conversation. His pride was hurt, and when it came to you and your relationship, he took things very seriously.
You tried to talk him out of it- you really did. But Taeyang had already set his mind to meet your friends, and nothing could stop him once he got passionate or focused. The entire cafe meeting you were on edge, worrying about the amount of pain he was feeling and biting down. While yes, he did cover himself in sunscreen, there was only so much it could help-, especially in the piercing spring sun. While your friends questioned Taeyang, and his motives in your relationship, you eyed the clock warily aware of how much time has passed.
Finally, your friends were satisfied with your boyfriend and congratulating you on getting such a devoted one. They apologised for doubting him and you both went your separate ways.
Scanning his body one more time, to make sure you didn’t miss any burns, you sighed again. Taeyang watched you intently, his eyes shining with a glint of gold.
“You’re a dummy, I hope you know that.”
“Oh, I am very much aware. But all stupid things make sense when you are in love.”
You wanted to flick his forehead, how could he always be so playful and cheesy even now. A part of you always thought it was quite tragic, that Yoo Taeyang, the brightest boy with the most brilliant smile couldn’t step out into the sunlight. On the other hand, the moonlight shining softly on his dark hair or the bright neons of the arcade violently coloring his features could easily contest the sunlight.
While you washed the remainder of the ointment off your hands and put away the jar, Taeyang followed you around his apartment, still very much shirtless, and very much burnt. When the jar was out of sight, he stuck out his tongue like a child and pulled you in closer to him. You wrapped your arms around him, careful not to touch his shoulders, arms, and neck. He pecked your forehead, pulling away for a second, before deciding to rest his nose in your hair.
“Thanks, Y/N. You always take care of me, even if you don’t realise it.”
“Tae, of course, I’ll take care of you, you’re such a dummy sometimes.”
“So, how about a midnight arcade date the second the burns die down?”
Your head perked up, pushing Taeyang’s nose off you. You looked into his sparkly eyes and stayed locked like that for a while. You shared an excited grin before you decided to kiss that lopsided grin off his face.
“Date it is!”
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hyojinrk-archived · 5 years
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#5020 — kim hyojin & #5042 — sohn youngjae ( @ericxrk​ ) & #5048 — yoo taeyang ( @rktaeyang​ )
MGA 5 EPISODE 5: exo-cbx′s blooming day ( 0:02 - 0:50; 1:07 - 3:17 ) — master key ver.
other mentions: @rksihyeon​, @danielxrk​, @rkseunghun​, @rksakura​, @rkxsungwoon and a few more!
the moment he hears his name to get called up on stage, hyojin’s face betrays him. looking around with his eyes wide and lips parted into the smallest of o’s, his brows raise to form a baffled look, and he ends up trailing behind daniel like a lost puppy, his hands folded together and placed carefully at his front. he’s humbled by the proposition that the judges had called their performances one of the best, and it’s clear by the flustered, almost shy way he carries himself, but he still stands upright on stage, daniel on one side and seunghun on the other. 
he finds himself swallowing down a nervous comment when he looks to his partner, offering him a little congratulatory smile and a hand to low-five, and as the judges continue with their rationale, his arm creeps up to wrap around seunghun’s shoulder, squeezing it affectionately, both to show his support and to bring support to him, because he’s still in disbelief. it’s not that he had thought that he and daniel had done poorly, per say; he’s just surprised that the good gut feeling he had gotten at first turned out to be true. there’s a rushing in him that brings a nostalgic memory of the first episode, in which he had found himself highlighted and complimented by the judges during a cut, and which forever remained iconic amongst the people who knew him personally and who attended his university.
( it’s so, so satisfying, and yet, he’s starting to become aware of the growing hunger within him that was beaten back by this victory, roaring with pleasure and yet looking for more. ) 
but even though the feeling is familiar, hyojin’s come a long way from that time, no longer hesitant and overwhelmed with a guilty feeling, as if he had betrayed a core value of his just thinking of being a part of the program. with a semblance of a blessing from his mother and the support of his peers, he starts to open up the dream that he had stowed away all those years ago, a little star bottled up inside his heart, no longer growing faintly but starting to burst at the seams.
( he musn’t let this consume him. the fact that his fate still remains shaky no matter how well he did previously weighs in on his conscience constantly. perhaps this is what the others called desperation. )
he finally gets the chance to breathe in sharply once they announce the best duo, bowing slightly at the judges for their decision and clapping, looking at sia and ryujin with a soft smile, glancing back at daniel, and then seunghun. he was planning to meet up with the younger later that night, anyways, having planned to finally get the spicy pork that had been promised a few weeks back. even with the intense elements of the competition, hyojin’s nothing but pleased that seunghun and his partner had also been acknowledged. at the very least, he wants his friend to do well, because after all this time knowing him, hyojin knows he deserves the spotlight.
when they sit back in their seats, hyojin turns, once again, to look at seunghun, this time grabbing his hand and patting it, congratulating the younger and telling him that he worked hard. the excitement only builds, though, and instead of going into eliminations, another anticipated segment begins, and jackson and jinyoung step onto the stage, causing hyojin to sit up and clap for them in surprise. he had thought that they were a powerful duo, and was pleasantly surprised to see that the judges seemed to agree, too. 
the entire time, though, he can’t help but look to his side, watching daniel’s expression carefully and feeling the concern well up at his troubled expression. as much as they did well and gained acknowledgement, the survival of one of his closest friends was on the line, especially with the mistake that they had made during their performance. biting his lip, he watches intently as the ones that got eliminated were called off, and feels his heart sink at some of them -- hohyeon and hyejoo, so young but so talented; minkyung and junhee, likewise. then, there was the one pair that he was dreading: sungwoon and eunji. it hurts hyojin’s heart too to see someone that he was familiar with as well get eliminated -- he had spent a lot of time with the older putting together displays for their bakery and playing around during breaks, and considering that both him and daniel knew about the talent that sungwoon held, it was devastating.
he can’t bring himself to look any longer as the announcement goes on, wanting to reach out a hand to grab daniel’s, and yet feeling too distant and out of place to do something so intimate. instead, he settles on patting the taller male’s shoulder, pools of disappointment swimming in his eyes. the trios are announced not too long after, the shock still having yet to reside, but he can’t help but focus more on daniel, wondering if he was really okay.
regardless, when he hears his name called, along with taeyang’s and eric’s, he can feel the unease form. two dancers. they could sing as well, yes, but he knew for sure that they were more geared towards the former than the latter, spelling a bad time for him especially. the fact that the weakest link was to be eliminated from half of the teams only serves to worsen the concern, because despite his talent in singing, he had little to no experience with dancing -- he couldn’t even tell if he was bad at it or not, because the last time ( and really the first time ) he’s ever danced was for a school festival a few months ago, but that was purely for fun.
hyojin tries to loosen up once he heads out with seunghun to a nearby restaurant for a late dinner and to fulfill a promise, but his phone feels heavier in his hands with the contacts of his new partners entered into it.
❀ PREPARATIONS ;
despite putting the name of the entertainment company on his application for the program ( which seemed to be years ago even though it was really just a few months -- look at how time flies ), he’s still not completely prepared to witness the glory of kt’s practice studios until he enters the building.
it’s so pristine and modern that he feels out of place, like he should go back home and change his clothes into better, more expensive ones just to look like he belonged there. it’s not a bad feeling, exactly; he feels like he’s participating in a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity just by being able to enter the building without being tackled by security. it lifts his heart up a little bit just thinking about it, which does well in keeping his confidence afloat until he actually enters the studio he’s been assigned to.
there are a lot of things to absorb at once -- first, that he doesn’t seem to be alone, because there are already some semi-familiar faces that are there, too, and are most certainly not on his team. he thinks he can recognize jackson for a moment, but before he’s caught staring, he quickly makes his way over to his team, the sleeves of the deep green colored t-shirt he’s wearing floating in the cool air of the studio. plopping himself down on the floor, he greets them respectfully -- eric, who was younger by quite a bit, and then taeyang, who was a little older. it’s obvious that he’s being rather cautious about it, because he can see the setup of cameras all across the room, some at the back of the studios and some to the side, others fixed and unmanned. 
fortunately, they’re rather productive and figure things out quickly, although they hit the most obvious obstacles the hardest.
“hi, i’m kim hyojin.” bowing as best as he could in his seated position on the wooden floor, hyojin adjusts his bangs sheepishly, “i’m... not the best dancer, but i will work my hardest on whatever we end up choosing.” he hopes that his earnestness can shine through regardless of his words, because he can slowly see the bright light in eric’s eyes dying the longer his words hang in the air.
at that moment, he couldn’t help but wish more that he had learned how to dance at some point. he should be more concerned with his survival, but the urge to not drag them down is spilling over in his mind, because he’d rather them perform well enough that none of them end up having to go home during the next filming. it’s hard to reconcile the fact that if he didn’t want to send any of them home, he might have to go in their place, but sometimes the simplest remedy to this kind of worry was just to think simply. if he pours his all into it, even though he’s never done this kind of thing before, the problem might solve itself.
that chance becomes slimmer and slimmer as they go through the songs, however. when eric asks if he can do this dance or that dance, or if he thinks executing it would be possible, his face gives it away too easily. it’s obvious he hasn’t given up, but it’s more like he’s baffled. the way his brows rise and his eyes flicker with a brief panic at some of the especially hard choreographies is almost comical, and he rubs the back of his neck before bowing his head in apology at the other two, helplessly asking “what should we do?” as he starts to realize that most of these songs were completely out of his level.
dancing’s not the most prominent concern, though -- it’s singing while dancing, because hyojin’s basically never done the latter -- how could he have done both before? breathing control and technique is especially difficult even while standing, so the fact that they might have to do something like this onstage and compete with nine other talented trios makes him uneasy. 
when they finally decide on the song -- an exo-cbx song -- it’s because the compromise they had decided on had taken on a different form. the original dance wasn’t easy at all; it was towards the more difficult end of the spectrum, actually, but with taeyang’s expertise in the skill and his job as a dance teacher, modifications became more and more realistic of an option. it was simple: just rework the choreo, make it easier, and make it pop.
the last part came in sort of a few ways -- they tried throwing around ideas a bit before they decided to use chairs as part of the choreography. similar to that ats song that was primarily chair based, it would make both practicing and performing a lot easier ( minus the part where they have to lug the chairs in and then lug them back ). 
that also meant that taeyang would have less of a burden in terms of making moves. hyojin felt awful for putting so much pressure on the older; even though taeyang was in charge of making the dance, he also took responsibility for teaching and guiding hyojin, teaching him how to loosen up his body and have fun with the chorus. it’s because of that that hyojin has absolutely no qualms with inserting a dance break for them, as long as he wasn’t doing it as well. 
the dance break in blooming day was by far one of the most complex and difficult k-pop choreographies that he’s seen in his time on youtube, and he’s not only sure that he’d bomb it, but also that it’d be practically impossible for any of them to sing well while dancing like that at the same time. it was unrealistic either way, meaning that even if he wasn’t the one singing, the person who did in his place would have also done the same thing and not danced full out.
practices are long and hard, and he’d be lying if it didn’t make him feel completely drained by the time it was done. he’s never sweated this much unless he’s been baking in the sun during a crowded lecture, and even though his stamina isn’t too bad, his legs and arms ache fiercely for the first few days. nevertheless, he still powers through, staying late into the night and always leaving the studio last, the exhaustion on his face gradually becoming more prominent as time passes. he tries his best to watch carefully and pick up things, whether it’s by studying how taeyang or eric move intently, or how the other dancers sharing the studio carry themselves. it’s a little flustering at first to try and mimic that specific kind of charisma, and he breaks out into an embarrassed smile when he tries to follow a body roll that a member of another team did effortlessly. maybe he’ll try to save that for another time. 
despite this, the chemistry between them is surprisingly good; when two of them are left in the studio while the other is on break, there are very few awkward silences or uneasy glances. perhaps it’s because of the friendliness and general welcome nature of his partners -- taeyang was ever so patient and didn’t complain in the slightest, while eric kept things bright with his energy and enthusiasm. at one point, when taeyang leaves to get a drink of water, eric reaches out to hyojin and tries to give him some tips on the point dance of the chorus.
“you go into the chorus with a bang! and then, like, swoosh, and and you get the feeling of pow!” he says, doing the movements of the song powerfully, and it leaves hyojin completely and utterly confused. it’s certainly different from the more refined and accurate descriptions taeyang gives him, clearly understanding the type of learner hyojin was rather quickly and adapting his style, but he still tries to follow along, trying to put in the same amount of power but coming up slightly short. he’s still getting used to the feeling of dancing, getting his body to loosen up more and more by recording himself constantly and looking it over, making adjustments one at a time to increase the accuracy of his corrections.
with a laugh, he resists the urge to ruffle the younger boy’s hair, shaking his head sheepishly and fixing his hair out of his eyes, responding, “eric... i really don’t know what you’re talking about.” 
practice goes on smoothly, and he stays late again, plopping down in front of one of the fixed cameras as usual during his last break before doing a final runthrough. he feels the tiredness sinking into his bones, no longer infiltrating every inch of his body and making it scream for help, but instead settling like an elder who had seen enough of life and finally accepted it ( weird simile, but it’s the best he can think of ). he’s picked up a habit of talking to any cameras mindlessly when everyone else was gone or practicing, treating it at a log of sorts. as much as he tries not to let it bother him, he knows eric would have rather had pretty much anyone else on his team as long as they were a better dancer, and that taeyang was too busy perfecting his own performance to sit down and talk. 
it’s no matter, though -- hyojin understands fully both of their viewpoints, and instead settles on trying not to stand out in a bad way, hopefully matching up to their skills. sometimes, he doesn’t even say anything in the silence, though, quietly humming or singing to himself pop songs he’s been listening to on the radio lately, fingers itching to pluck at the strings of an invisible guitar or fly across the keys of a piano. instead, he spends the times he’s not dancing practicing his vocal parts and figuring out the distribution of parts, even singing the high note loud and clear in the studio, before ducking down his head when he attracts the attention of the others sharing the area.
“i’ve really decided to take a risk this time, hm?” mumbling it to himself out loud, he leans back to rest his head against the smudged mirror, tilting his head up and closing his eyes. “i’ve never danced before... and this is also the first time i won’t be using an instrument. keyboard-ssi, i miss you.” humming the last line with a nonsensical melody, he lightly lifts his head and bops it against the smooth surface, laughing at himself.
turning to look at the camera to the right of him, he offers one of his usual subdued smiles, sweet but clearly worn out, and pulls himself over so that he’s sitting in front of it. “hello, camera-ssi. did you miss me?” pushing back a yawn, hyojin absentmindedly reaches for his phone and held it up to the camera lens, turning it on so that the clock showed, along with a wallpaper of him with his mom a few months ago when she had visited him. “right now, it’s around two a.m. hope you’re sleeping well -- i’ll work hard and quietly so that i don’t wake you up, okay? fighting!”
with an affectionate pat on the top of the camera, hyojin gets up and ends his break. he’s tired enough to just sleep here and be done with it, but he has work tomorrow, which means that once he finally did this run through, filmed it, and headed out, he had to make good use of what little time he had left. 
on the final night before the performance, he thinks over all of the choreography over and over again until he eventually drifts off, body sinking deeply into the mattress and absorbing the comfort readily.
❀ IN THE STUDIO ;
they walk into the studio a trio -- all dressed in matching, slightly variant outfits, all styled nicely and fashionably. hyojin himself is wearing another dress shirt, this time of polyester and thus of a different texture than the one he had worn for the twit performance, the fabric a light creme. he’s so nervous it burns in his heart, because he’s about to do something that he had thought impossible just a couple of days ago, worked himself to the bone just so that he wouldn’t lag behind the others. it’s both a matter of self preservation and just overall decency, because with the rest of them working hard, he has to work thrice as hard in order to ensure that he matches up. he can’t let his singing or his previous successes make a protective wall for him, because as proud of them he is, they’re so transparent anything could rip through them in a moment’s notice.
hence, as he takes his seat, leaning over to give a quick wave to seunghun, who was sitting near him again ( he’s pretty sure this must be done on purpose by mnet or something, but he's not complaining at all ), and craning his neck to also give a friendly wave to sakura, hyojin sits back against his seat, careful not to slouch.
breathing out a huff of air, he watches as the contestants all go up, grooving and cheering for all the stages. he’s especially impressed by the performance of gogobebe by sakura, yukhei, and yuri, the all of them fitting the stage well with its smooth and sensual instrumental. then, sia, seunghun, and hyunggu come up with breathe, ruling the stage with their lovely vocals and making him clutch his chest at the clean execution of the chorus, the beginning rift sounding especially nice. it impresses him to see his friend dance, too, and he’s overall excited once they come back down despite being aware that this now meant that it was his turn. 
❀ ON THE STAGE ; 
they get up onto the stage, hyojin’s head ducked down humbly and following the other two dancers, lifting a chair easily behind him. he’s most certainly gained some muscle mass from this, if not anything else. after they set down the chairs in the right format, they get into a line facing the judgjes.
“unlocking your hearts, we are the master key!” in true hyojin fashion, they say the cheesy intro, proceeding to do the jeojang move coined by park jihoon. after introducing themselves, they take their seats, hyojin sitting with his back against taeyang’s and eric standing to the side, the middle seat empty for now.
( bold = hyojin’s parts )
hey there, don’t move 내 눈에 너를 담아내는 중이야     i’m in the middle of placing you in my eyes
the music kicks in almost immediately, the synth fading in for a second when hyojin starts to sing into the hand microphone, turning his head to look straight at the judges, his voice smoothly flowing along the melody, emphasizing the last word with a sweet expression, albeit with a mischievous gleam in his eyes.
at the second line, his hand glides up, two fingers extending to point at his eyes, and then turn them towards the ceos at the front. with that, he turns back to face his initial direction, no longer turning his head, letting taeyang sing the next few lines.
with that, eric slides in during his part, making his way across the stage to the leftwards half, singing the song with an increased rhythm.
바라보기에는 모자라    just looking at you is not enough 손이 닿아버린 그 순간    the moment my hands touch you 니가 내 맘속에 피어나    you bloom inside my heart
following his movements, hyojin also gets up from his seat, following the melody with his own silky vocal color, making sure to keep his movements on beat and to have fun with it. it’s a little different every time he does it -- by not putting on too much stress on memorizing, it looks more natural and better overall, and he avoids looking too stiff consequently.
at the last line, eric and taeyang follow the original choreography, making a picture sign with their fingers.
so baby, can i be your boyfriend, can i? 니가 알지 못한 세상 알려 주고 싶어     i want to show you a world you’ve never seen so baby, can i be your boyfriend, can i? 니가 원한다면 그걸 전부 주고 싶어    if you want, i want to give you everything
leading into the first chorus by starting the beginning line, hyojin’s joined by taeyang as they start to dance in formation, no longer sitting in the chairs. putting into form the movements he’s been drilling for the past week, he feels surprisingly light on his feet as he performs, keeping a gentle, lovely smile on his lips as he looks confidently at the judges, tilting his head briefly as he sits in the center seat towards the end of the verse.
넌 나를 풀어내는 master key     but you’re the master key who’ll unlock me 황홀한 니 색깔이 내 하루를 바꾸지 yeah     your joyful colors change my days, yeah
this time, eric and taeyang perform a duo line, and hyojin follows the simple movements that they do while singing, mimicking the jeojang move with his free hand as he does his part on the ‘master key’ phrase, winking right after.
with that, the pre-chorus picks up again, and they slowly start to stand up again one by one, hyojin last to join them as they enter the chorus. 
so baby, can i be your boyfriend, can i? ( all i need is love babe ) 니가 원한다면 그걸 전부 주고 싶어   if you want, i want to give you everything
taeyang starts off again, this time cued in by eric, and they do the point dance, hyojin spinning around to his center spot during his half of the chorus, pumping up the charisma as he sings the key lines, pressing a hand to his heart before holding it out in front of him, as if asking them to take his hand.
oh baby oh baby ( yeah yeah ) 너의 향기가 내게 흠뻑 배일 수 있게 (배일 수 있게 baby)     so your scent can wash all over me oh baby oh baby ( yeah yeah ) 이제 대답해 줘 oh     answer me now
the second part of the chorus starts now, different from the first iteration of the chorus, and they dance similarly to the original choreography, hyojin shimmying his shoulders and leaning to one side before clapping. this part was especially difficult for him at first, but after looking at himself carefully in the mirror many times, he’s found the perfect combination of tightening and loosening his body. 
ey oh 장난스런 너의 반응에     ey oh your playful response say oh 머린 어질하고 아득해     say oh makes me feel so dizzy k.o. ( got it ) girl you knock me out you knock me out 날 oh baby     you knock me out, me, oh baby
with that, they segue into the bridge and dance break, hyojin now in the center once again. his gaze remains focused, however, expression still pristine as eric and taeyang execute the dance to either side of him. his singing grows more powerful, taking it as his solo part, and he mirrors some of their movements loosely while following the formation so that he doesn’t stick out strangely. the small smile he wears forms into a slight smirk to accentuate the slight shift in tone of this part of the song, and he sings the colorful rifts with his own style. 
at the last line, he hits a slight high note, before gliding back to the side, his part now over.
닿을 듯한 너의 두 손이 ( 모든 게 )     your hands that are about to touch ( all of you ) 너무 아름다워 넌 나를 숨 막히게 해 ( can i )    so beautiful, so breathtaking ( can i ) 
eric continues, singing now, then taeyang, and hyojin gears himself up with the energy saved from not doing the dance break to do the ad-libs, which, in his opinion, was the highlight. his voice raises at the first one, hitting the notes, and then for the high note, he pauses at the side to hold it, the sound reaching every part of the studio and the note both strong and pleasant sounding. during this, he gives an intense look at the ceos, trying to draw them in with his aura.
can i be your boyfriend, can i? 너의 하루 끝과 시작 내가 되어 줄게     i’ll be the start and end to your day so baby, can i be your boyfriend, can i? ( can i be your boyfriend eh) 니가 가장 아름답게 널 피울 수 있게 (널 피울 수 있게)     so you can bloom most beautifully
at the last chorus, he relocates his spot in the choregraphy, following along to it, then pausing in place to do a charismatic shrug of his shoulders, along with a crinkle of his eyes.
oh baby oh baby 이제 대답해 줘 oh hey     answer me now
at that they start to finish up the song, still going hard on the moves until hyojin finishes his, shouting the ‘hey’ with a lift of his arm, and they do their ending pose.
finally, the stage that they had been working so hard for came to an end, and as they leave, hyojin bows multiple times to thank the judges and the audience for the applause. biting his lip, he glances at his partners a little curiously with his chair tucked over his arm, before seeing eric run back to grab the last one.
with that, his shoulders finally lososen, and he lets out a laugh, shaking his head fondly.
regardless of the results, he’s sure that they’ve done the best that they could with what they were given.
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Sunflower
Pairing: SF9′s Taeyang x OC [Haneul] Genre: college!au, friendstolovers!au, slice of life, slight fluff Word Count: 3,847 Summary: Haneul has been receiving sunflowers from Taeyang since they were childhood friends. Although they’re not your typical best of friends, the two have stayed in contact with one another. It’s not until recently when they’re both in their final year of college that Haneul actually learns the meaning of what the sunflower represents. She also comes to realize that Taeyang may be something more than a friend.
Warning: partially proofread. my bad. one or two swear words. it’s not your typical childhood friends to lovers plot. so, read at your own discretion. lol
anyways, this was requested by a lovely anon and it’s my first SF9 fic ever and i’m quite happy i actually wrote it out. even better when it wasn’t that long ago it was requested. lol so good for me and to the requester that wanted this! anyways, i hope it’s okay. i tried. i like it though hahaha, but yeah, if y’all don’t know this Taeyang means Sun and Haneul means Sky, so it plays well into the whole Sunflower thing. if you don’t get it, then you’ll just have to read. alright, happy reading and kthxbai, Admin Lia~
Haneul was casually sitting and talking at a table on campus grounds with her three friends, Haeyoon, Yuju, and Mirae. The quartet were hanging out once their classes were done for the day. Haneul suddenly heard her name being called from behind her by a male school mate. She's seen him before, but she couldn't recall ever having a class with him.
"Yong Haneul, correct?" The younger male asked while holding a sunflower in his right hand.
"Yes." Haneul confirmed with a curious gaze. "And you are?"
"Kang Chani and I'm here to deliver this to you."
Chani smiled at her while extending his arm forward to present the sunflower.
"Um, thank you."
Haneul took the flower although she was wondering why this random person was handing her the plant. Before she could ask what she was thinking, the male scurry away to his group of friends. Haneul's eyes trail after the male and realized that in Chani's group of friends was a familiar face. Her childhood friend, Yoo Taeyang. Once their eyes connected did Taeyang smiled warmly at her while lifting an arm to wave at her. Out of habit, Haneul did the same with a small smile before turning her attention back onto her friends. She caught their teasing gazes.
"What?" She asked like nothing just happened.
"What do you mean what?" Haeyoon asked with a pointed look. "Who was that and why did he give you that?"
"Please tell me it's an admirer. That would be so cute." Yuju cooed playfully while leaning closer to Haneul. "Do you think he's cute?"
"Girls," Mirae interjected, "She doesn't know him since she asked for his name."
Haneul shot her friend a relieved look.
"Thank you, Mirae."
"You're welcome, but who's the guy that you waved at and smiled at you? He looked familiar, but I couldn't really see him since one of his friend blocked my view."
Haneul scrunched up her face in hopes that she wouldn't have to answer that.
"Do you have a boyfriend and never told us about him?!" Yuju exclaimed before making a pouty face. "Haneul, you're so cruel."
"I don't have a boyfriend, Yuju. He's just a friend."
"Define 'friend', Haneul." Haeyoon clarified. "I would like for you to elaborate since it's Yellow and Rose Day and only couples do such a thing and you just claimed that you don't have a boyfriend. Hmm?"
"Yeah. Explain that." The other two chimed.
Haneul rolled her eyes while tucking the sunflower gently into her book-bag.
"There's nothing really to explain. Also, I forgot today was Yellow Day and or Rose Day since he also gives me sunflowers when it's my birthday. Anyways, he's just a childhood friend and has always given me a sunflower on the fourteenth of May and the first of March."
Yuju let out a loud gasped causing the other three to look at her questioningly.
"He's the one that's been giving you sunflowers since high school!"
"No. He's been giving me them since primary school. It's just he attended a different high school than I did."
"But I first met you in high school, Haneul, so it's been high school since for me. I couldn't figure out which guy it was that was giving you the flowers and now it's because he didn't even go to high school with us." Yuju explained.
Mirae interjected with her own curiosity. "Why aren't you guys dating since he likes you a lot and are now in your final year of university?"
"Um, well there's a few reasons for that."
Mirae interrupted her before Haneul could actually explain those reasons.
"Which are?"
"Well, I was gonna tell you, but since you interrupted me, I don't feel like saying anything now."
"Oh, c'mon, Haneul. Don't be mean. I'm sorry." Mirae apologized with a big pout. "Please continue speaking."
Haneul cast each of them a look before sighing in defeat.
"Fine."
"Yay!" The trio cheered happily as Haneul rolled her eyes, but continued with her reasoning.
"Well, first of all, it's because he already has a girlfriend."
The girls let out a loud gasp, but didn't interrupt their friend. Haneul continued giving them an amused look.
"Anyways, second of all, we're not as close as we used to be since we don't hang out as often as we used to like we did in middle school. And I don't really see him like that so I never thought about dating him."
"But have you dated anyone though?" Haeyoon questioned nonchalantly.
"She has." Yuju answered for Haneul.
"Okay, but how about an actual boyfriend then?" Haeyoon prodded.
"Oh yeah. Her first and last boyfriend was in our second year of high school." Yuju confirmed. "But they broke up some time in our first year of university."
"Oh why?!" Mirae exclaimed with widened eyes. "How come I didn't know?"
"Because we weren't openly affectionate about our relationship and also the fact that he cheated on me while we attended different colleges." Haneul explained with a shrug. "It's nothing now since I don't have to bother with him ever again and there was no need to bring up my past relationship."
"Alright then. Let's talk about your current relationship status." Mirae grinned.
"Single as fuck." Haeyoon inputted with a laugh before side-eyeing her mischievously. "Or so she tells us."
"I am single, Haeyoon." Haneul stated firmly. "I'm not hiding anything."
"Yeah you are." Yuju disagreed with a shake of her head while indiscreetly pointing in the direction of where Taeyang and his group of friends were some distance away. "That guy who's been giving you sunflowers since y'all were kids."
"Don't point. It's not nice."
Haneul swatted at her friend's hand.
"Ugh. Fine."
Yuju crossed her arms over her chest in a sulking manner.
"You're such a child." Mirae commented, but Yuju stuck her tongue out at her in a playful manner.
"Then can you at least give us a name?"
Yuju then turned to shoot Haneul her puppy eyes.
"Eww. Stop doing that."
"If I stop, then will you give us a name?"
"No."
Haneul shot them an amused look.
"Why are y'all so curious about my love life and even about who I was childhood friends with?"
"Because the meaning of a sunflower is quite deep, Haneul." Haeyoon reasoned while reading something off of her phone. "Do you even know what the sunflower symbolizes and mean?"
"Not really. I never thought about looking it up."
"Okay, well then let me informed you about them."
Haeyoon grinned at her before casting her eyes back onto her mobile device.
"Sunflowers symbolizes adoration, loyalty, and longevity."
Haeyoon began with a giddy smile as the other two girls let out contented sighs with a dreamy expression upon hearing the meaning. Haneul rolled her eyes at their behavior, but let Haeyoon continued.
"They are also known for being 'happy' flowers. They're the perfect gift to bring joy to someone's or your day."
Haeyoon finished with an even giddier smile as she directed it at Haneul.
"Are you sure you still think of him as a friend, Haneul? Because I think he thinks of you as more than that."
Haneul scoffed. "Please. No one's like that nowadays. Hardly anyone makes romantic or sweet subtle hints like those."
Haneul then stood up while gathering up her things. Her friends noticed how delicate she was when she put her things into her bag as to not crush the sunflower and when she settled the bag onto her shoulder in a gentle manner.
"Anyways, ladies, I have other things to do so I'll see you three tomorrow."
"Fine. If you won't tell us, then we'll just ask him when he gets here." Yuju remarked with a smug look.
Haneul's eyes furrowed in confusion.
"What do you mean when he ge-"
"Neul."
Haneul quickly turned around upon hearing the familiar nickname she hasn't heard since childhood from her childhood friend while her facial expression turned to one of puzzlement.
"Taeyang?"
"THE Yoo Taeyang?!" The trio chorused at once upon recognizing the male.
"Haneul. You know The Yoo Taeyang of Sigma Phi Nu?" Mirae questioned with an awe tone followed by Haeyoon who was also in awe.
"And the main dancer of the school's dance team, Knights of the Sun."
"He's also like the Fashionista King of Neoz University." Yuju exclaimed excitedly. "Omo, Yoo Taeyang, I'm such a huge fan of yours!"
Taeyang smiled at Haneul's friends in a calm manner while nodding his head at them.
"Thank you." He thanked them before gesturing towards Haneul. "Would you mind if I borrowed Haneul from you for the rest of the day?"
Just as Haneul was about to declined his offer, her friends accepted his words and Haeyoon who was the closes to Haneul pushed her towards Taeyang causing her to stumbled into him. Taeyang caught a hold of Haneul and helped her to steady herself. Haneul was a flustered mess, but she calmly held her own and would throttle her friends when he or anyone else was around.
"Are you okay?" Taeyang asked with a worried tone while trying to catch her eyes.
Haneul avoided his gaze while answering him with a forced smile.
"Peachy."
She cast a dark look towards her friends who abruptly stated that they had somewhere else to be while avoiding eye-contact with Haneul. The trio bid the pair a goodbye soon afterwards. A laugh sounded from beside her and her dark gaze softened when she turned her her eyes towards Taeyang questioningly.
"What's so funny?"
Taeyang's laughter died down, but the amused smile was still on his face.
"I see that you're dark gaze still holds up to this day."
"You remember that?"
"How could I not? You would give them to me whenever I shoved a bug into your face before chasing me after doing so."
"You were such a jerk. You even put a frog in my bag in the fifth grade and now I can't stand them or insects to this day."
Taeyang let out another heartily laugh upon the memory.
"Ahh, those were the days. I missed them. I missed you, too."
He casually admitted while giving Haneul a thoughtful look.
"How's your day been?"
Haneul was caught off guard by his admission of missing her and then the sudden question like they were casually catching up with one another. Haneul recalled that the both of them haven't really had a serious face to face conversation after middle school ended. Then again, Haneul recalled all the small conversations they quickly had in-between classes these past four years and the text messages when they went to separate high schools. Could she really say that they were catching up when they never really lost contact with one another in the first place.
"I, well, it's going well. I just need to run some errands before heading home. Other than that, nothing really new. Um, how about you? How's your day going" She asked the same question back automatically before remembering something. "I see that you're well known around campus, Mr. Popular. I wasn't aware of that."
"Ah, yeah."
Taeyang rubbed his neck in bashful manner.
"Something like that."
His eyes then caught sight of the sunflower tucked away into her book-bag. He smiled upon seeing it.
"How do you like the sunflowers? Sorry about having Chani give them to you earlier. He was just curious to see the person I got it for and wouldn't stop bugging me about it."
"They're pretty as ever, Yang." Haneul said with a smile while also using the nickname she referred to him by when they were younger. "Thanks and it's okay about your friends. I should mainly apologize for my friends who were gushing over you not that long ago."
"It's fine. I'm kinda used to it."
"Well, not really. You shouldn't be used to something."
"I know, but it's also something I'm familiar with since you haven't noticed anything to this day either."
"What do you mean?"
Haneul wondered what Taeyang was talking about until Haeyoon's voiced popped into her head a second later about the meaning of the sunflower. Haneul then caught the movement of Taeyang's left arm reaching out and slowly plucking the sunflower from out of her bag. He calmly twirled the bright flower within his hand while staring at it thoughtfully. His eyes soon flickered onto her and Haneul suddenly felt a jolt within her body upon catching his gaze. Her thoughts immediately ran while with all the questions her friends kept asking her earlier and she was weirdly questioning if he was more than a friend all of a sudden. Haneul let out a loud gasped before clamping a hand over her mouth to restrained any further sounds to come out of it.
"Are you alright?" Taeyang asked with a raised brow.
Haneul didn't trust her voice and nodded instead while removing her hand from her mouth and back to her side.
"Are you sure?" He inquired further not believing her.
Haneul nodded again still not trusting herself to speak. Taeyang slowly cast her a charming smile that reached his eyes and Haneul inwardly asked herself when did his smile become so charismatic. She closed her eyes upon realizing what was happening to her and she now wondered if it was her friends doing by constantly asking so much questions or just something that was fated to happen some day. Like today. Or maybe both. Haneul opened her eyes slowly one at a time in hopes that maybe Taeyang wasn't standing before her and it was just her mind messing with her.
"Yong Haneul, are you sure you're okay?" Taeyang firmly asked although his twinkling eyes stated otherwise.
She frowned knowing that he was enjoying her quiet demeanor. He only ever used her full name when he wanted to tease her. Taeyang always found it amusing whenever Haneul got tongue tied or stayed silent when they were children. It was because she would finally realized something and didn't want to admit it at first.
"Yes, I'm fine, Yoo Taeyang." Haneul replied with a forced smile.
Taeyang's smiled wider upon knowing that she only used his full name when she wasn't fine or to get him to back off. Seeing his smile, Haneul knew that he knew and decided to escape the situation and brush it off like nothing had happened.
"Um, I gotta go. Bye." Haneul hastily bid him a goodbye while turning away.
Before she could dash off, Taeyang's right arm quickly reached out and caught a hold of her left arm, and brought her around to face him.
"I know it's been like several years since we actually had a personal conversation and for this long, but I think it's time."
"Time for what exactly?"
Haneul cautious looked at him as Taeyang cast her a reassuring smile while moving his right hand to grasp her left hand instead. She glanced at their held hands as her eyes also noticed the sunflower still within his left grasp before shooting him an anxious look. Haneul wasn't sure what to exactly feel as she was still trying to figure out her sudden feelings towards her former childhood friend who may now be more than what she had original thought of him to be. To which she now knew that Taeyang had always known his feelings for her despite never actually saying it.
"Well, Neul, if it wasn't obvious for the past fifteen years, but I like you. I still do." Taeyang confessed.
"But you have a girlfriend already." Haneul reminded him as she tried to rationalized her thoughts and feelings as quickly as possible. "You can like me all you want, Yang, but that won't change the fact that you're still in a committed relationship with  someone else right now."
"I'm not."
"Yeah you were since I last checked like a week ago."
"Oh? So you've been keeping tabs on me?"
"Tch. It's not even like that. Your mom showed me a picture of you and your girlfriend at some party."
"That's not my girlfriend."
"Oh, yeah, sure it isn't. Likely story."
Taeyang laughed at Haneul's misunderstanding. Haneul slightly shoved him with her free hand at his reaction towards her.
"This isn't a laughing matter, Taeyang. This is quite serious."
"I know and that's why it's funny. That's my mother's god-niece. So technically, my cousin."
"Oh, well, if that's the case then I didn't want to be mean and say she got plastic surgery or something." Haneul said in a flustered tone while avoiding eye-contact with Taeyang while still speaking. "Since she didn't look like the girl in your last photo update where the two of you went to New York City last summer."
"Ah, her. Yeah, well, she was, but we broke up that same summer due to a falling out and differences within our relationship." Taeyang clarified.
"Oh, I'm sorry." She lamely apologized although she didn't know why she needed to say that.
"It's okay. It's not your fault. I'm sorry about you and your ex, too."
"Wait. How do you even know about that?"
"Let's just say that the girl he cheated on you with was also at the time the girlfriend of one of my friends."
"Soccer Star Kim Rowoon is your friend?"
"Yes." Taeyang proudly confirmed.
"Tell him thank you for me." Haneul smiled at him upon learning of that fact. "A big thank you for kicking the soccer balls at my ex when he constantly denied cheating on me despite the physical evidence on him that wasn't my doing and was also about to get dangerously physical with me that day."
"Well, then it should be me that you should thanking."
"Why?"
"I was the one that told Rowoon to do that."
"But why? I mean I can understand since you and I were friends, but you weren't really involved in that affair."
"Not directly, but he indirectly hurt you and that hurt me seeing you hurt."
Haneul was going to reply, but nothing came out. She closed her mouth and remind silent.
"I know you feel that small spark between us, but I won't pressure you into anything. If you don't want to, then that's your choice. I just wanted to let you know my feelings before I never get another chance to let you know about them."
"But why? Why now? Why not before? Why?" Haneul suddenly questioned since she just couldn't understand why it was suddenly happening now.
"To be completely honest, I was going to confess to you back in high school during our second year when I mustered the courage to do so." Taeyang admitted. "Then you told me you had a boyfriend and I backed off, but still gave you sunflowers diligently."
The former childhood friends just stared at one another as the words spoken between them mingled in the air. Their hands were still within the other's grasp with no thoughts of letting go. Taeyang watched Haneul calmly as Haneul contemplated what to actually do our their current state. It wasn't like they could just go back to being friends when Taeyang basically confessed. Also, Haneul now knew that she couldn't view Taeyang as simply as just a friend like she declared earlier to her friends. She then recalled reading something about friends turning into lovers and that it was worth the risk if there was a little spark between the two. For her, it just took a little longer to realized that.
"Alright. I lied about running errands. I really didn't have anything to do today and just wanted to ditch my friends from questioning about my love life and about you, too." Haneul admitted to Taeyang with a soft sigh. "So what did you want to borrow me for?"
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Taeyang asked with a concern look. "I mean, it would be great, but I want to make sure that it's something that you wanna move forward with, Haneul. There's no turning back."
"I know, Taeyang, and I really do. Honestly. " Haneul assured him with a shy smile. "I mean, after all of these years of receiving sunflowers from you, I didn't think it was your way of cheering me up all of this time."
Now it was Taeyang's turn to cast her a shy smile.
"I did tell you when I was seven that I wanted to be a florist."
"I'm pretty sure you used the term 'plant grower' back then."
"Whatever, but the real truth of why I chose the sunflower after learning it's meaning was because of you."
"Me? Why?"
"Well, because your name means 'sky' and my name means 'sun'. The sunflower can't grow without the sun and the sun can't exist without the sky. We were fated for one another since we met the first time at the nursery."
Haneul restrained herself from cringing at Taeyang's words. He laughed knowing that it was cringe-worthy, but he had no regrets in saying them to her.
"If I recall or my mom telling me about my first day at the nursery, you kicked me during nap time because you thought it was my fault we had to take naps."
"In my defense, I was only like three years old. The staff at the time said it was the sky causing the sun to be swallowed up so that we had to take naps. I feared for my life believing you were going to eat me if I fell asleep. It took my mom about a few months to convince me otherwise."
Upon hearing his side of the story for that, Haneul couldn't help but let out a loud laugh.
"That's cute." She commented after her laughing ceased.
"Anyways," Taeyang interjected while bringing up the reason he wanted to borrow her earlier from her friends, "I wanted to take you to this cafe called Fantasy 9. They just released a new flavor containing sunflower petals today and I know how much studying lately has been stressing this past week. Also can't forget that we'll be graduating in less than a month from now, too."
"Oh, so you wanted to go on an unofficial date after who knows how long since we actually hung out physically. Then during our chit-chat you would probably confessed to me and all that other stuff that happens like in the movies and books."
"Um, something along those lines, yes."
"Well, then let's just call it an official date and see where we go from there." Haneul suggested with a bright smile.
"Alright, then, let's go." Taeyang agreed as he mirrored her smile while handing her back the sunflower. "For you."
"Thank you."
Haneul beamed at him as she happily took the flower back with her free hand. Taeyang readjusted their other hands to comfortably fit with one another while leading her in the direction of Fantasy 9. On the way there the pair converse freely like that of friends, but the connection with one another was more than that.
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