#yeah augh

[xomoosexo]

bro i left ur blog for like 20 min and went from insightful commentary on the fandom to random mc drama abt people i dont even know 😭??? sucks tho bc i was kinda interested in ants friend group w greninja and all them but now the droloisms are kicking in so i dont wanna go anywhere near that man(the joke is already gross to me even without dream bc illumina did some fucked up shit..). did something happen w ant in particular in all this or was he just caught in the crossfire??

I don't think ant was even mentioned at all in the documents I just brought him up cause he's his bff who he gave a ton of viewership too and basically shares an audience with 😭

#yeah augh #im not exactly sure which way the joke is meant to be taken but either way is gross #and very like edgy humor over all else #which i guess makes sense with him thibking hes a sociopath i guess damnnnn whyyy do i know so much about these people anyways #idk what i want but i am afraid im not gonna be able to enjoy ants streams if hes there 😭 #askies #negative

[khattikeri]

one of my favorite things about mdzs is that for how heavily its plot involves politics of classism and misogyny... even the characters most directly impacted by it can't and don't free themselves from it. literally the closest exception is mianmian.

meng yao being the "son of a whore" wasn't some sort of commie awakening for him that led him to wanting everyone to be socially equal. he played the political game, climbed the ladders, sucked up to and backstabbed and murdered people, including other prostitutes who actually had nothing to do with how he and his mother were treated at the brothel he grew up in.

he put in so much extra excessive effort for even a fraction of the same respect that members of gentry cultivation clans got. and he did deserve to be treated more humanely! but he feeds into the exact same system that created him, leading to his own undoing.

his efforts were for a fragile upward mobility that was never going to hold up. he never surpassed his origins nor did he empower others in similar stations, because the society he lives in is not one that would accept that.

the second he got caught and all those crimes exposed, he was scapegoated to hell and back, replacing wei wuxian as society's terrible one-sidedly evil boogeyman overnight.

speaking of not-quite male gentry, i think it's interesting that wei wuxian explicitly doesn't try to climb the ladders in BOTH lives, knowing full well that anything he does will be punished just for the sheer fact that he is wei wuxian.

wei wuxian is scolded for giving intelligent and correct answers in school. lan wangji does the same and is praised.

wei wuxian occasionally lounges around with fellow disciples and is punished. jiang cheng does the same and mostly escapes.

wei wuxian refuses to carry his sword around in public (after losing his golden core, which nobody knows) and is scorned as an arrogant upstart. nie huaisang has been doing the EXACT SAME THING for YEARS and nobody bats an eye.

unlike jin guangyao, wei wuxian knew subconsciously from the start that his acceptance was superficial and that he could be cast out any time. when he was 10 and recently taken in by the jiangs, he canonically would not eat or use "too much" food and water because he thought they'd find him a nuisance for "wasting their things" and kick him back out.

now away from just the classism, yu ziyuan is a proud and strong noblewoman in a society that belittles and derides women for everything they do. her strong cultivation doesn't matter. she's victim to the vicious rumors of her husband loving another woman who is strong like her but apparently had a more likeable personality.

it doesn't matter even if jiang fengmian didn't cheat or that wei wuxian is wei changze's son with cangse sanren; yu ziyuan can't bear with the humiliation of herself (and by extension her children) not being "good enough". she's ridiculed for "failing" in that one duty as a wife, mother, and woman.

she lashes out and takes out that anger on everyone present for years, giving her children lasting trauma and also being a key element in how the jiang family and yunmeng jiang sect are effectively wiped out at the hands of the wen clan.

madam jin doesn't even have a name outside of the fact that she's married to jin guangshan. i don't even remember reading anything that indicates if she's a strong or weak cultivator, or what, which in itself proves that to most people, it doesn't matter. she's "just" a woman.

of course she's angry at her husband's affairs and all the bastard children they bring in. but she also can't do anything about them, so she lashes out at the few people she can: servants. non-cultivators, probably. those very same bastard children.

shoutout to meng yao getting shoved down a flight of stairs at age fourteen, because if madam jin tried that move against her husband instead, it would make her lose even more face, which as a noblewoman she'd never do.

and that's not getting into how jiang yanli is consistently sidelined for being physically weak.

that's not getting into how mianmian was actually a good cultivator, but was mocked by everyone around her for trying to stand up for wei wuxian when everyone was turning on him. how everyone scoffed at luo qingyang's words as "just some lovesick woman" who "obviously wants to marry or bed him since he saved her".

luo qingyang is the only one of these characters who HASN'T died. she didn't play society's games like jin guangyao. she didn't dig her heels in confidence of her own abilities like wei wuxian.

she didn't bitterly lash out like yu ziyuan and madam jin. she didn't gently accept it like jiang yanli.

she just LEFT.

she married an ordinary merchant and cultivates separately from mainstream cultivation society, and therein found her own peace and happiness.

mxtx doesn't bother with particularly class conscious or feminist vocabulary to hand-hold readers into understanding these disparities, but that choice highlights them & the deeply entrenched politics of their society even more. i really love it.

#keri chats #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #long post #mdzs spoilers #im novel only but still tagging. #the untamed #cql #yeah yeah everyone's written meta addressing this aspect of the story BUT I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIMEEEEE #maybe i just don't get to read a ton of books often; esp not ones that mirror my own culture. but it's just so. soooooo. augh #the fact that the setting itself enables so much of the tragedy in mdzs... which is true of all tragedies but STILL... #this isn't even getting into qin su and the power imbalance w her and jgy post-reveal... man. #man. so much going on here. man #THIS POST IS MESSY AND BARELY EDITED BUT IF U READ IT. ILU

[sykam0re]

shhh she's eepy

#I WAS GONE TO EAT BREAKFAST AND I CAME BACK TO SLEEPY PEARL... #AUGH #i adore side order i missed the lesbians sm #hell yeah #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon 2 #pearl houzuki #marina ida #side order #off the hook #splatoon side order

[solargeist]

I know you mainly draw Evo smp but I would like to see how you draw Tango Tek, your art style is very nice on my eyes

thank u ! I actually watch Tango I like him !!!

This is kinda quick and messy but ! Him !

#I rly like how that one artist draws him like a bug but I don’t want to copy AUGH #it’s weird drawing tango as a . Man. He’s a Bug . Where he snout yknow #my art #ask #Tangotek #hermitcraft #sketching #but yeah I’m caught up on his season rn >:D I like his raspy voice and how giggly he is #I think character Tango is one of the shortest hermits too . Like. 5’4 💀

[shimmershy]

Chara Week Day 5: Ghost

Every time I see that machine in the True Lab, I wonder if it could possibly be Chara's soul in there? Probably unlikely, but not impossible... It's interesting to think about what the implications of that would be.

A version with no text and then a version with just the machine, because I think it looks pretty cool and ominous alone as well.....

#chara week #chara week 2023 #undertale #safeutdr #chara dreemurr #my art #chara #undertale chara #chara undertale #true lab #I'm just thinking that. while it's possible that their soul shattered when they and Asriel died. we don't actually KNOW what happened #and human souls persist for a little while after death..... idk I'm bad at coming up with theories but I'm Thinking about it #and I will continue thinking about it even though it's probably not significant at all #ANYWAY it gave me a cool art idea so here you go. and hrm. yes technically I got that line from the Stay Calm fnaf fansong. specifically. #i don't like fnaf but the song is cool........... I'm pretty sure it gave me the idea for this drawing when i sketched it last may #btw yeah that's why i did this drawing specifically for this prompt. i had the sketch lying around and thought it would be fun to finish #ALSO I'm realizing that the dark ominous backgrounds of the True Lab are soooo fun to draw. especially with red glowy effects #AUGH oh no....... my habit of rambling excessively in the tags is returning........ I'll stop now lol

[average-hua-cheng-fan]

another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.

there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.

#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr #as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods #which. aughhhh #there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it #fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it #other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to #buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY #NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE #the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh #i speak #tgcf meta #tgcf #tgcf spoilers #i guess? #tian guan ci fu #tgcf books #heaven official's blessing #hob #xie lian #hua cheng #hualian #feng xin #mu qing #fengqing #xianle trio #xianle quartet

[rbtlvr]

(text from this post, fic is little kid with a big death wish by @remedyturtles)

i'm genuinely not sure where to start here - ig first of all this fic is absolutely incredible and if you somehow haven't read it yet you absolutely should!

okay. man. rem, this fic means so so much to me and i'm so glad i got to be here for it. i think this is one of those fics that'll stick with me years down the line even if one day i'm not into tmnt anymore, one i'll come back to over and over again

your writing has touched so so many people myself very much included, and i just. want to thank you so much for writing this fic and thank you for sharing it. you're an amazing writer and an amazing person and i'm lucky to know you. i can't wait to see what you do next

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #little kid with a big death wish #my art #forgor all my tags its ok ill come back later <3 anyway #god theres legit so so so much more i wanted to say but i cant get. the words right augh #i kinda tried to put some of it in the comic though so. yeah. the emotions anyway #idk idk i just have a Lot of feelings abt this fic and how real it feels and just . man. it hits so so hard /pos #just... the fact that dw leo has been through everything he has and is capable of recovery and living. even if he doesnt want to live just #yet. hes getting there. makes me feel like i can too as cheesy as that sounds lajfd;lajlfkl #anyway ive rambled enough i spent ten (10) full days on this comic i am setting it loose into the world. be free #suicide attempt cw #dissociation cw #<- just to be safe. ask to tag if theres anything else lafj;dljsafkl

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

having an f/o is being constantly terrified that you’re gravely mischaracterizing them or manipulating their personality/character to fit your own desires without realizing it yet at the same time immediately going “yeah that’s wrong” to any perception or opinion of them that goes against your own

#.mei chats #f/o #self ship #GIGGLES SO BAD #this is /lh for the second half but yea #i go between eugh idk him at all im such a poser :( to Yeah no he wouldn’t say that actually bc i asked him #first part i genuinely worry abt a lot tho like augh

[hana-no-seiiki]

i’m sorry like i havent even watched the movie yet (waiting for it to come to disney plus) and he probably already canonically does this

b-but miguel, yandere or not, definitely uses the multiverse as his own form of wish fulfillment. like next level fanfiction.

why write or read em when you can watch em live?

definitely jacks off to you fucking other miguels like it’s just another normal ass monday.

the only difference between yan mig and non yan is that yan mig would get in those universes to fuck every version of yourself there is rather than just watch. jealousy just consumes him whether or not it’s him you’re with.

it’s just not fair that they got to keep you and have you a mess underneath like that and he doesn’t. all rationality leaves him as soon as the thought of your insides milking his cock enters his mind. whether you’re a man, woman, something in between or hell even an alien blob.

miguel fucks.

#because same bro id def do the same #to my crush like augh #kinda gets awkward though in universes where you two are related #yeah not so good thought right there #miguel spiderman #miguel o'hara #yandere miguel o'hara #yandere x reader #yandere #yandere imagine #smutty #yandere spiderverse #yandere miguel o’hara x reader

[rexscanonwife]

And who says scientists aren't passionate! 😉💖 here's a little comic based off an ACTUAL moment I shared with my irl partner @cherry-bomb-ships last night 😂

Taglist♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @sunstar-of-the-north @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @adoredbyalatus @dearly-beeloved @squips-ship @sunflawyer @miutonium

#artfarts #self insert #self ship #self shipping community #self insert x canon #fictional other #the powerpuff girls #professor utonium #ppg blossom #ppg buttercup #ppg bubbles #ugh i need a familial tag for those girls cause theyre MY BABIES TOO 😭😭💖💖💖 #but hehe take this for now!! #and for context my partner and i were in bed and i came across one of those 'would u pass a fifth grade science class ' things #that was one of the questions and we DID 100% make out after answering in sync #and a little confession....im not all that good at science #BUT when i was in middle school i memorized what dna stood for cause i thought itd make me sound smart 😂😂😂 #i was trying to impress imaginary people who MAY ask #and tbh my s/i isnt all that smart either shes just quirky #she has my autism after all! #and yeah AUGH FIRST DRAWING OF THEM KISSING??? AAAAH??

[negativespace06]

after episode 7 i think n should just start killing people again

#murder drones #murder drones fanart #glitch #serial designation n #n murder drones #I’m not OVER IT YET #AUGH #i have BRAIN WORMS!! #also my art program deleted half the rendering when i was trying to merge my layers #so i stayed up so late last night trying to fix it #i’m normal yeah #my art

[emtearzz]

Art style challenge for some mutuals/friends <3 (inspired by @/luneariann)

pls check out the people mentioned above! (@/bapplebeess is spelled with one less 's' srry :'))

#my art #dazai osamu #art challenge #love you al mwah mwah #crow's was done on ms paint for authenticity #yeah im insane lessgo #bsd #im so tired now augh #still have other things to finish tho

[kitamars]

[avatar au] first meetings :D

#AUGH GUYS DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM? #THEY ARE ALL SO SO SO SILLY #meryl calling some guy a goober made me laugh for like five whole minutes #this comic was so much fun to work on #and it was good practice! #i also somehow speedran it?? which was crazy cool #but yeah…..they meet for the first time…… #unfortunately vash is working off of extremely outdated language #it may or may not be his fault #meryl is having violent visions about how their relationship will look in the future #milly is just sunshine god bless her soul #woo! we have fun #vash #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #trigun atla au #trigun #trigun maximum #ok bye

[morrigan-sims]

And I forget sometimes I'm just flesh and bone.

As he stands in the ruined bathroom, all Rook can think is, At least now I can breathe.

#ts4 #ts4 edit #the sims 4 #sims 4 edit #my edits #ts4 render #my renders #blender render #oc: Rook #dnd sims #ts4 dnd #please I beg of you open this in a new tab and look it it. it's 2080px across and I spent way too long on tiny details. #(like the blood on the shards of glass on the sink. and the mirror alone took well over an hour...) #augh I love my boy so much #he's really going through it right now tho #poor bby #but when he's going through it I'm having fun playing him so... #yeah #blood tw #tw blood #so this is scheduled to go up right as we're starting our session picking up from exactly this point. #I thought that would be thematically fitting #please listen to this song it's so good and it's very Rook. #I almost put the lyrics right after this line (''I saw my reflection on the street that night / he said I got something to change your life #/ he said you don't look wrong but you don't look right'') #bc yk mirror shit. But I ended up going with this line instead because it's VERY VERY fitting for the conversations going on w/ Rook. #specifically about his reckless endangerment of himself to the point where some of his party members consider it to be self-harm. #(and obviously punching a mirror intentionally is self-harm.) #but like Rook doesn't see it that way and he's so confused as to why the party is so upset with him. (esp. his mentor and the gunslinger.) #god I could talk about this ridiculous man for hours so I'll stop here.

[sapphossidechick]

i am going to rip my intestines out and replace them with this book. someone sedate me i cant do this theyre so. god

#SOBS AND SCREAMS AND CRIES AND WAILS AND AND AND #yeah i’m normal about them haha #WAAAUUUUUUGGGHHHH AUGH OUVH EUGH HWOU UOUHFGH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ok normal again #les mis #les miserables #victor hugo #enjolras #grantaire #enjoltaire #exr #lyth speaks

[breezy-cheezy]

WHUMPTOBER DAY 14:

Water Inhalation

Enjoyed the Live Action One Piece a lot, and Luffy was. A very easy target for this prompt lmao. Sanji is a good egg for fishing him out day one of meeting him 😭

Please don’t tag with ship tags thank you!!

#my art #whumptober #whumptober 2023 #no.14 #water inhalation #drawing #art #opla #one piece #one piece live action #drowning #monkey d. luffy #black leg sanji #I’m posting this from my tablet I hope it works #because my comp is taking like an hour to transfer files I don’t wanna disturb it further #lmaoooo #anyway yeah freckles continue to be a mark of fave…which is Sanji. unfortunately JNJFNJSND #I adore Luffy too AUGH he’s so cute esp in opla #sorry I drowned you on first draw kiddo…. #get that kid some water wings #also I put the shirt back on Sanji because I didn’t wanna draw shirtless juhfcundd too aro/ace for this #water effects are fun! #stripes….less so hdhjfjd