today's been a Day™ already and it still hasn't ended
had to drive brother around for an hour, have to read the worst book ever that I also written by the same professor for which I'm preparing this exam, I'm filthy and still have to go vote to try and stop fascists taking power in this fucking land, am TIRED already and I'm still halfway the things I have to do today ngngngngngn
new ranboo tiktok 😃 [caption: “This is the worst day of my life #fyp #ranboolive #worstday”]
[description: a video of a rollercoaster with the text: “can you walk through the loop of Europe’s only walkable rollercoaster?” at the top. a voiceover says: “You cannot actually go upside down through the loop at Tiger and Turtle-“ before the video cuts to Ranboo. They look visibly distressed, eyes red from tears. He says: “well- well shit! i mean me- i can’t- i can’t-“ before they dissolve into tears. The camera cuts to a notepad on a computer with the text: “Day plan” and one bullet point: “-Go upside down through the loop at-” which ranboo selects and replaces with the bullet point: “-Drown”]
My personal/professional/fandom anxiety levels have been spiking for the past week-ish and now I have my first appointment w/a therapist on Wednesday and that's making me feel even MORE anxious. Just thinking about it makes me feel really panicky and I DON'T LIKE IT.
And as fate would have it, I've got a scary work thing on Wednesday too so basically Wednesday = Worstday please send strength I just want to blanket fort forever. 😭
Every moment has meaning. Every minute no less. What you see and learn and accept? It’s all up to you! A #perspective shift can and will #change #everything #💯 #believeit