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anonymousjester · 1 month
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Radar <3
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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:
There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’
like wow babe. good fucking point
#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point#not a shitpost#cptsd#and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer#the truth is i know why i wasn't loved#i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings#i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing#i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance#the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it#i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer#and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to#you can look for answers and reasons and explanations#but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation#*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air#new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust#like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be#when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole
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idliketobeatree · 3 months
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i had a vision based on this post
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choccy-milky · 18 days
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average seb and clora study session
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tategaminu · 9 months
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"Keep my boyfriend out of your f***ing boat”
I'm pretty sure this mofo Finnegron (I'm not bothering remembering his name) is the one who kidnaps and beats Callum up so I hope Rayla whips his ass.
What if- WHAT IF. He asks her to fight in the arena again giving Callum in exchange for winning. She didn't win in the short story because she got discracted cuz Callum but maybe she will win now because he wants to save him! her weakness being her strenght now!
I doubt it will happen but It sounds angsty enough and I like it
Either way she gonna be insane trying to save him.
Edit: it ended up being the other way but I'm happy.
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etrevil · 6 months
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Dazai the kind of person to find Chuuya beautiful even when he's covered entirely in blood and scars, or when wrinkly and old, but still say he's as ugly as ever with a big fat lovesick lopsided smile.
Chuuya the kind of person to hear his bullshit, understand the hidden meaning, smile exasperatedly because this bastard can't be honest for the life of him, then say that Dazai doesn't look bad himself.
Then Dazai grows redder than a tomato, and continues spouting insults at Chuuya, who just enjoys his wine.
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artoflured · 6 months
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various doodles between my better works
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en-chi-la-da · 1 year
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kazuichi soda! except uhhhhh he’s dressed like this mechanic girl from final fantasy
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emptyscrolls · 1 year
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ineffable-romantics · 9 months
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Discuss
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saiyanmazen · 2 months
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A Valetine's card to a true Saiyan
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Your bloodshot eyes are red
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Your bruised skin is black and blue
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Your very best look is when someone has beaten you
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gofancyninjaworld · 8 months
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never shortchanged
Man, it's good to have a pet mad engineer who makes sure you don't look like you skip gym day. I love the attention given to Genos's back.
not bad
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better
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it'd be a crime to cover this up
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jeysuso · 1 year
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Jimmy and Jey Uso - WWE Friday Night Smackdown 27th May 2022
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merge-conflict · 2 months
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Fervid comes from the Latin verb fervēre, meaning “to boil” or “to glow,” as well as, by extension, “to seethe” or “to be roused.”
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axlrosebaby · 8 months
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Feelings on that picture of axl being surrounded by women
an amalgamation of jealousy, amusement, arousal and just a little bit more jealousy.
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lolathepeacocklord · 1 year
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sighs hey prowlbulk nation
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