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thatfuckinjester · 4 months
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honestly i own this one to @gottagho-st because without this i would have written some trashy hurt/comfort
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this is kinda of a continue to what i wrote yesterday. anyways. the first time aurora heard anything about it she heard the girls talking about how phantom is going to be sent back and it pretty much broke her heart.
cumulus was talking to cirrus about how sad it almost feels, about how she will almost miss the new quint.
and aurora was running.
phantom was already in his bunk, his eyes already closed, but just her hand on his shoulder got him to open his eyes, looking at her startled.
"rorry?" he whispered, his voice so soft and no matter how much she blinked them away the tears still fell. he hugged her then, and she hugged him back. so tight, holding onto him like he's the only thing that ever existed.
"they said that you're going to be sent back." she said after she calmed down, both of them now laying face to face in phantom's bunk, she plays with his hair as he kept his hands hugging her, their tails tangled together.
phantom just nodded, his eyes looking vacant and far away, like they're hidden by some kind of a fog.
"i'll miss you," he said, and breathed out a sigh, the rest of the sentence withering away on his tongue (just like they both knew he would do soon too).
"i'll miss you too." she said back, closing her eyes, "promise me that you'll say goodbye before, okay? please phantom."
"i promise" he whispered in to the space between them.
and then, after the tour ended after not seeing or hearing anything from phantom for a week, if not more, she knew deep down that he broke his promise.
no one talked about it, no one even mentioned phantom, except for the older quints that appetantly were looking for him too. she wondered if they knew that phantom's going to be sent back (but then she reminded herself that it's more than most likely that he was already sent back). maybe she should tell them? but there's no one but phantom who she wanted to talk about it to, and he's already gone.
every night and every morning she would knock on phantom's door, asking if he's there, she never got an answer.
not until she heard aether calling to omega, his voice urgent and terrified, that one morning. it was so cold out that even with her hoodie and pj pants she had her blanket around her as she stepped outside, and then she saw phantom again.
something was so incredibly wrong but no one was saying anything, and it wouldn't really matter to anyone, especially not phantom, but he was wearing a fucking tee when it was this fucking cold outside she just wrapped her blanket around him, hoping that maybe it would snap him out of his trance, maybe it'll clear the fog from his eyes. it did absolutely nothing and she could feel the tears falling down her face, drawing invisible maps on her pink skin.
she don't know what the fuck went down, the older quints and papa were the only ones allowed to stay with phantom.
but now she knows that they're angry, they wouldn't talk with anyone, and papa just looked at them all with disappointed eyes.
she doesn't think anyone even noticed her being gone, and if they did she don't care. she quietly opened phantom's door, the way everything was so clean, even phantom's own scent, felt like a punch to the gut.
she slowly shook him with a whisper of his name.
he just looked at her before making place for her, and she held him so fucking tight she herself felt like she can't breathe.
"you promised to say goodbye." aurora accused him. "i'm still here." phantom offered her a barely there smile.
when she started to cry his own tears fell as well.
she hugged him tighter.
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literary-jams · 9 months
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John Green
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This particular article about John Green talks about his life and four of his best selling books among which I happened to have three. John Green clearly is a very experienced person, his experience and his mature thoughts shows up on his writing, which also challenges the reader's views and helps us look at different difficulties of life from alot of different narratives.
The Fault In Our Stars:
The book is essentially about two characters Hazel Grace Lancaster and August Waters. Hazel Grace had thyroid cancer which had reached out to her lungs and she was in a support group with kids who had cancer in her mother's behest. Augustus had lost his leg to osteosarcoma and he was there to support his best friend Isaac who had eye cancer. The first conversation stirred between the leads was actually because of a ciggerrate. Augustus had one on his lips which made him receive a disgusted look from Hazel, she found humans purposely butchering their organs despicable. To which Augustus replied that he is not going to light it. He further added that it is a metaphor, he puts the killing thing right in between his teeth but does not give it the power to kill him, which also added a sustainable factor to it, because the same pack had been serving him for two years. Needless to say they found each other interesting and promised to read each other's favorite novels. Hazel got the Prince of Dawn while Augustus received the book an Imperial Affliction, a book on a girl stricken with cancer who Hazel resonated with. However after finishing the book Augustus mentioned how he hated the abrupt ending in it to which he learned that the author of the book Van Houten had retreated to Amsterdam and no body ever really heard from him ever since but Hazel also added that she like the book because of the abruptness it projects it truthfully, people die in the middle of their life in the middle of their sentence. When Augustus surprised her with tickets to Amsterdam to go and meet the author Van Houten , Hazel Grace was over the moon but upon meeting with him they realised that he hated teenage guts and completely dismissed their excitement on meeting him. However they shared a beautiful moment in Augustus' hotel room where they confessed about being in love with each other where Augustus said " Im in love with you and Im not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying the true things" to which Hazel replied that she is only going to break his heart to which he answered that it would be a privilege to have his heart broken by hers. The beauty of fault in our stars is its filled with unforgettable quotes such as "Some infinites are bigger than other infinites" and "I fell in love like i was falling asleep, slowly at first and then all at once but the ending scene had left me completely shattered in all the ways possible. After Augustus passed away due to the resurrection of his cancer, Hazel Grace found out about the obituary he had left for her in the letters of Van Houten, in which he had expressed his deepest feelings. HE mentioned that he finds her so pretty that he never gets tired of looking at her, he never worries about her being smarter than him because he knows that she is and he is lucky to have fallen in love with her. He also mentions how in this world no one can choose if they want to get hurt in this world but we have some say in who hurts you and he mentions how he is happy with his choices and he hopes that Hazel is too. The book ends with Hazel accepting that she is as well.
Turtles All the Way Down:
This book is about Aza Holmes who suffers from obsessive compulsive disorder and anxiety. In the opening pages of the book we see her mention about how she hates the process of eating, of mushy substances going down her esophagus while stomach microbes help her digest the food. However the title Holmes could have easily been a foreshadow on the forthcoming storyline where Aza plays detective in order to find the lost billionaire for a money prize who also happens to be her neighbor. Their was also a romance angle with her and the billionaire's older son Davis Pickett. Just to shed light on how bad her OCD was, she went on a rabbit hole of thoughts about kissing Davis. She worried about the microbes they exchanged and how it could lead to her eventual death. However because she had lost her father she could also relate to David as she understood the absence of a father figure during the times one need them the most. One of the most significant lines form the book is when Aza realized that she is like a Matryoshka doll, all her layers are her. Its turtles all the way down. I also like the line where while breaking up with Davis they were looking at the sky and Aza mentions how she particularly enjoys looking at the same sky with him. She thinks eye contacts are overrated as anyone can end up looking at you but looking at the the same sky together is cosmic, its meant to be.
Looking for Alaska:
Its about a guy called Miles Halter who was later nicknamed as Pudge, he was a newbie at a boarding school and was paired with a petite guy who went by the name Colonel who was friends with two more people Takumi the rapper and Alaska who loved books. They all quickly ended up being friends and the readers went on a beautiful journey with them of not only exploring their loyalties for each other but also their unfaithful and low moments. We also see a flirtatious relationship developing between Miles and Alaska and watch Miles inevitably fall in love with her. However when he finally gets his way with her and they kiss for the first time, something suddenly switches in Alaska and she leaves but never returns. The next day the entire school gets the news that she has passed away. As an honour to her the entire group threw the best Junior year prank in the school.
This book sheds light on the beautiful moments people spend during their hostel life. The first wave of independence they receive, te fun they have yet sometimes getting peer pressured into trying out things. But also inevitably spending the best moments of their life.
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thealtoduck · 3 years
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Being from District 1 and being in the 75th Hunger Games with Finnick…
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Finnick Odair x Male reader
Warnings: It’s the goddamn hunger games so people dying and lots of violence, talk about two people hooking up.
(A/N: This is based on the movie because i didn’t feel like re-reading the book before writing this)
Growing up in District 1 had it’s advantages because unlike most districts yours has a good relationship with the capital and you are illegally trained for the hunger games so you get an advantage.
…buuuut there is a disadvantage, you are taught the games are just that GAMES and ignore the parts where you might end up traumatised or worse dead.
And that is how you ended up in the games, you volunteered but mostly because you were taught that the games are a good thing and because your parents pressured you into it.
However you ended up winning but not without some mental scars.
You took your winnings and moved into the victors village but without your parents not ever wanting to speak to them again.
You lived peacefully for a while until you didn’t because the capitol decided that for the third quarter quell the tributes would be reaped from the victors of each district.
When you saw that you may or may not have had a nervous brakedown.
Then came the day of the reaping, you told yourself that you were not likely to be picked since District 1 had several other Male victors.
”As for the male tribute… Y/N L/N”
But then you were picked anyway… *cries*
So alongside Cashmere you headed for the Capitol in one of their fancy trains.
You had been allowed to chose your mentors, Cashmere had chosen her brother Gloss. You had picked Augustus Braun, Panem’s favorite son, (he was a character created for promo photos for the movies, the guy who ”plays” him is really hot). He had been your mentor during the year you won so he knew how to work with you and plus he is nice :).
When you arrived at the trainstation there were a huge crowd waiting for you. Augustus advised you to try to appear sad but still wave to the capitol citizens and treat them kindly so they might sympathize with the fact that your back in the games.
You met up with your prep team and they made you strip naked so that they could look you over and make you look presentable.
After they finished they got you into your outfit for the tribute parade.
(A/N: Your outfit is whatever the male version of this would look like)
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You were walking towards the chariots for the parade when you heard a catcall whistle and you knew immediately who it was.
You turned around and were met with a almost naked Finnick Odair a familiar sight as you had hooked up the year before while being mentors for the tributes.
”Hello Finnick” you said in a voice implying that you were not in the mood for his flirting.
He caught the hint and the two of you had a normal conversation. You asked how Annie and Mags were doing as you were rather fond of both of them.
He said they were doing fine considering the cicumstances. The two of you talked for a while but eventually Finnick went to try to make Katniss Everdeen uncomfortable for fun.
You climbed in to the chariot and helped Cashmere get up as she was wearing 8 inch stilettos.
After the tribute parade you are escorted to the training center with the rest of your group.
The next day training began, you went directly for the throwing knives which was your preferred weapon.
Then you were approached by Peeta Mellark, last years winner, he asked you to show him how to throw knives. You agreed to show him and you gave him some tips and tricks that you used. He then showed you how to do some simple camouflage.
You liked Peeta he was the kind of person that was hard not to like, unlike his district partner.
You and Cashmere invited Katniss to the place where they showed you how to make hammocks and it was noticable that she was a bit suspicious to be talking to career tributes.
The training days passed by and you did well on your private session but now it was time for the interviews.
When you got out on the stage you threw your arms around Caesar Flickerman as if he was your lover, which in turn got you a ”Awww” from the audience.
You turned on the waterworks, you talked about how much you will miss the capitol citizens for treating you like family and that you regret not reconciling with your parents after a fight you had before you left and not getting to say goodbye to them. It was all lies though but it was enough to fool the audience.
The audience gave you a standing ovation while you joined Cashmere standing in a line above the stage.
The rest of the tributes gave their interviews (Johanna’s was your favorite) and then Peeta during his interview told Caesar that Katniss was pregnant and all hell broke lose.
That evening you were visited by Haymitch and he told you that Peeta had wanted you as an ally and about the rebellion and about their plan to get Katniss out of the arena.
You agreed to the plan.
Before you went in to the arena you said goodbye to your escort, prep team, stylist, Gloss and Augustus.
You also said goodbye Cashmere since you knew you were on different sides in the arena and you said a silent prayer that you wouldn’t have to be the one to kill her.
You were then taken aboard the hovercraft and flown to the arena. You were then escorted to the small elevator thing that takes you the podiums in the arena.
You stood in the elevator waiting anxiously for the game to start. You also realised that you didn’t know who your other allies would be other than Katniss and Peeta.
The podium then started rising until you were inside the arena. Your eyes were blinded by the sunlight and you looked around and saw that the podioum was surrounded by water.
You saw that there were rocky spokes connected to the island where the cornucopia was located.
Then you heard a voice saying ”Let the 75th Hunger Games begin, May the odds be ever in your favor” a voice started counting down from 10 and you prepared yourself to dive in.
A canon went of as the starting signal for the games and you dove right in to the water and swam to one of the rocky spokes and climbed up on it.
You saw someone else had climbed up on it behind you but didn’t care to find out who so you tried to run but they had roughly grabbed a hold of your arm and were trying to drag you back.
You turned around and saw the male tribute from district 9. Without thinking further about it you clenched your fist and punched him in the nose. He let go of you and you started running towards the cornucopia.
You looked around and realised that you were now at a disadvantage from only being held back for a few seconds.
You reached the cornucopia and tried to sneak around it to see who was there but Finnick suddenly appeared around the corner and pointed his trident at you for a second but brought it down as soon as you made eye contact.
”Come on” he said and led you to the weapons. You picked up vest with a bunch of throwing knives attached to it and put it on.
You had put it on just in time as the man from 9 had reached the cornucopia as well. His nose was bleeding from your punch. You got a knife from the vest took aim and threw a knife at his throat, you hit just as intended.
You got an extra leg holster with throwing knives and a regular knife incase needed for close combat.
Finnick told you to stay by the supplies to guard them with Katniss while he looks for Peeta. You nodded at him as he ran off.
Katniss and you stood guard for a while until Finnick returned saying Mags had found him. You and Katniss followed him as he led you out on one of the spokes leading out from the cornucopia.
You saw movement in the water as Peeta was wrestling with a tribute trying to drown him. Finnick dived in to help Peeta, you turned to the cornucopia to check so no one would sneak up behind you.
Soon enough Peeta and Finnick were out of the water and the 5 of you made your way in to the jungle.
You all ran through the difficult jungle terrain except Mags who was carried on Finnick’s back.
After getting far enough from the cornucopia you all kneeled down for a quick rest. You heard more canons going off meaning more people had died.
”I guess were not holding hands anymore” Finnick said with a quick laugh. ”You think that’s funny?” Katniss asked with obvious hostility in her voice. You made quick eye contact with Peeta basically saying ”Fuck, they are going to be fighting”.
”Every time that canon goes of it’s music to my ears, i don’t care about any of them” Finnick answered. ”Good to hear” Katniss said pulling out a machete from her quiver. ”Wanna face the career pack alone? What would Haymitch say?” Finnick asked teasingly.
”Haymitch isn’t here” Katniss stated and there was silence for a moment until Peeta said ”Let’s keep moving” and you all got up and continued moving through the jungle.
Peeta walked in front using the machete to cut plants and vines out of the way, Finnick was behind him carrying Mags, you were behind Finnick and Katniss was behind you.
You noticed Katniss stopping behind you as you turned to see if anything was wrong she yelled ”Peeta! NO!” and right behind you there was a bang and you were knocked to the ground by Peeta flying backwards.
You sat up and saw Katniss crawling over to Peeta repeating his name slowly as he lay motionless on the ground. You then heard her say in a panicy voice ”He’s not breathing”, Finnick ran over to him and started doing mouth to mouth resuscitation. You crawled over to see what was happening.
After a while he woke up again and you all started to move slowly but Katniss was now in the lead, she threw small rocks at the barrier so that you could navigate how close you were to it.
Katniss told the 4 of you to wait while she climbed up a tree to see your location and if she could find fresh water. When she got down she told you that you were on the edge of the arena and that she couldn’t find any water.
Finnick suggested that you should set up camp and sleep, he said he could take first watch to guard the others to which Katniss disagreed which in turn made Finnick upset since he literally saved Peeta.
Honestly you were tired of both of them so you rolled your eyes and walked away to find somewhere decent to sleep.
You found a spot close to Mags where you laid down and shut your eyes but that didn’t last long as you heard the anthem playing and you looked up and saw the faces of the fallen tributes.
When you saw the face of the man from district 9 you felt ashamed. You wondered if he had a lover or children at home who had to watch him bleed to death from a knife to the throat.
You turned around so you lay on your other side and your y/c/e met with Mags kind eyes and she gave you a small smile as if she had read you mind which you returned shyly.
(A/N: I had to stop a second just for some Mags appreciation because she’s one of my favorite characters in the hunger games universe.)
You closed your eyes again trying to sleep but you then heard something hit the ground you sat up and looked to Katniss and Finnick who had gone to inspect the noise.
It turned out to be a sponsor gift, you stood up and walked over to them. Katniss held a small silvery thing. ”What is it?” Finnick asked. ”It’s from Haymitch…… I think it’s a spile” Katniss answered.
”A what?” Both you and Finnick asked as Katniss stood up and found a tree and started banging on the spile with a rock hitting it in to the tree.
You all waited for a moment but soon water started trickling down from the spile. Katniss caught some in her mouth and told the others to get some, first Peeta got some, then Finnick and the you.
You were on you knees infront of the spile, you got a mouthful of water. Finnick walked up beside you with a small smile and said ”As much as i like seeing you on your knees, can you move over a little? I need some more water for Mags”. You laughed a little and moved aside.
”Seems like someone has gotten his wittiness back” you said and Finnick gave a small laugh and started filling a leaf he had shaped like a bowl for Mags.
After that you went to your previous resting place and laid down to sleep again. You were woken up at some point by what sounded like a gong and the sound of lightning but you managed to get back to sleep.
You were woken up by the sound of Katniss screaming, you quickly got up and pulled out your close combat knife. You saw no one but Katniss, she was laying on the ground whimpering and there was a closing in behind her.
”Run! Run! The fog is poisonus” she yelled you helped Mags get up as Finnick crouched down to get her up on his back. When she was safely up you started running following Katniss and Peeta.
You passed Katniss and Peeta as being quick was sort of your specialty.
It was hard to know where to go as almost everywhere you turned the fog seemed to be coming closer. You heard falling behind you and saw that Katniss had fallen over but Peeta had helped her up. Then a little bit after that Peeta fell over and Katniss helped him up, you turned around to come to their aid but you heard Finnick screaming and saw him falling over.
You ran to Finnick to help him get up but by the time you got there he was already up and he had gotten Mags back up on his back. You grabbed him by the arm and helped him away from the fog. You and Finnick saw that Peeta had fallen over once again from exposure to the fog.
You and Finnick ran to him and Katniss. ”I can’t carry him, Peeta please” she said with tear stained eyes. You tried to help carry Peeta but it was no use you weren’t strong enough.
Behind you heard Finnick saying ”Mags? Mags?” You turned around and saw Mags walking right into the fog (like the boss she is).
(R.I.P Queen, both the actress and character)
”MAGS!” Finnick screamed and the came the sound of canon. You grabbed Finnick by the arm and Katniss told him that we need to leave.
Finnick helped pick up Peeta as you picked up Peeta’s machete and started cutting away plants that were in the way. The others staggerd away from the fog, you ran to Katniss side to try help her keep up.
You feel the fog touching you back as immense pain shoot through you whole body and then the 4 of you fell… not because the fog though but because there was a huge drop that you hadn’t noticed.
When you land you just lay on the ground twitching and flinching from the pain.
After a while you hear Katniss saying ”The water, the water helps”. You tried to get up but you body was like on lockdown. You hear them helping Finnick into the water, Finnick tries to let out a scream but gets water in his mouth.
Peeta comes to you and drags you up into a sitting positon saying ”Come on” as if he’s talking to a child but it was strangely comforting. He then pulls you into the pond making you let out a scream from a sudden sharp pain but the pain slowly starts to fade away.
The group takes a little brake now to rest and you can’t help but to whisper a little ”thank you” to Mags.
You then hear Katniss saying to Finnick ”I’m sorry about Mags”. Finnick answered by saying ”She was never gonna make it….so”.
Finnick then turned his attention to something behind Katniss, you turned around and saw some sort of monkey like creature staring at you, whatever they were they didn’t look friendly so you pulled out your combat knife in one hand and a throwing one in the other.
All 4 of you stood in the little pond surrounded by the mutts, you were all waiting for one to attack. ”Get to the beach” Katniss said and turned towards a path that lead towards the cornucopia but the mutts started looking more aggressive.
One tried to jump at Katniss but was cut down by Peeta which made more start to attack.
You weren’t really that well equipped to deal with animals but you tried your best. A mutt tried to jump at you but you kicked it in the face and threw a knife at it.
Another one ran towards you so threw a knife at it’s arm making it shriek in pain and you ran over and stabbed it with the combat knife.
”We need to get to the beach” Peeta said as he and Katniss started moving in the beaches directon, you started following him and Katniss and made sure Finnick was keeping up.
You made you way through the difficult terrain while trying to avoid the mutts. You did your best to hit then with your knives but the didn’t pack enough of a punch to kill them unless they were hit in sensitive areas.
You were tackled by a mutt which made you fall to the ground. It crawled onto you about to maul your face off but you stabbed it in the stomach and twisted the knife.
You threw it’s dead body off of you and got up, you saw Katniss and Peeta carrying someones body to the beach, you turned your head back and saw Finnick fending of the mutts. Your mind raced for a second if Finnick is there and Peeta and Katniss are fine the who’s body was that.
You ran over to Finnick who was slowly making his way to the beach backwards with the mutts following him, only held back by his trident. You stood by his side swinging your blade at any mutt that comes to near you two.
Finnick then whispered to you ”At my signal grab my hand”, you nodded.
”Now” he said and you grabbed his hand and the two of you started sprinting towards the beach while the mutts chased yoy, when you got near enough you and Finnick dove on to the beach sand.
You and Finnick quickly got up and pointed your weapons at the mutts that where now on the edge of the jungle where the beach began. You then heard a canon going off and the mutts then started making their way into the jungle once more.
You put you knife in the holster at your leg and then turned to Finnick. You threw your arms around him in a hug, Finnick put his big arms around and you leaned you head against the older males shoulder.
It was hard putting a label on yours and Finnick’s relationship. You had met during part of your victory tour in district 4, you were attending a dinner in your honor.
You had excused yourself to go to the public bathroom during the dinner. You had no need to actually use the bathroom. You just needed to get away from the people who had celebrated the fact that you had killed people.
You started having a bit of a nervous breakdown in the bathroom, you were crying, splashing water in your face trying to calm down but you felt like you needed to scream.
One of the toilet stalls had opened and Finnick steped out. He went to the sink to wash his hands and while doing so he noticed your red eyes and trembling hands and he asked if you were okay.
And you spilled everything to him and told him how you were feeling, he put an arm around you, he told you he somtimes felt like that as well and told you how he usually copes with it.
He had told you that if you didn’t want to finish the dinner he could go out and tell everyone you weren’t feeling well and have you escorted back to the train.
But you said you wanted to try to get through the dinner as long as he was there to help you. He agreed to be there with you and you managed to get through the whole thing.
After that Finnick was basically your bestie and you guys would come to each other for emotional support.
And last year during the 74th hunger games while you both were in the capitol, you had been hanging out at his apartment the capitol give the victors while they visit for the games.
While hanging out things got a bit steamy between the two of you and you ended up hooking up, the day after the two of you kinda acted like it never happened and things got a bit awkward between you and him.
But being back in to the arena had stirred up feelings for him you had buried. While in the arena most people will latch onto whatever makes them feel safe and Finnick made you feel safe.
You finally let go of Finnick and you noticed a hover craft picking up the body Peeta and Katniss had taken in to the water. Finnick told you he was gonna go try to catch some fish food, you nodded at this and walked over to Katniss and Peeta.
”Who body was it they picked up?” you asked. ”The female morphling” Peeta answered in a saddend voice. You sat down in the sand, the 4 of you had almost died 3 times (+ 1 for Peeta) in less than 24 hours and it was exhausting.
Finnick had managed to catch a fish and found some oysters that you were now eating. Peeta found a pearl and gave it to Katniss.
You then heard a scream coming from the jungle, ”That’s new” Peeta said and you heard a thundering noise.
Out of the jungle came a huge wave of water and you heard a canon going off. The wave was so big it washed up on the beach.
You then saw a hover craft lifting away the body.
After it had flown away you heard Katniss say ”Someone is hear”. You immediately looked in the direction Katniss had been looking and saw another tribute on the beach and two other tributes emerging from the jungle, you backed up slowly.
”Johanna?” Finnick whispered and ran out of hiding towards Johanna shouting her name, ”Finnick!” she yelled back and the two embraced each other. You made your way towards them and waved Johanna.
Johanna told the 4 of you how she, Wiress, Beetee and Blight, her district partner, had been wandering the jungle when it had started raining blood on them to the point where they could barely see and were choking on it. Then blight had hit the forcefield and passed away.
Wiress was stumbling around murmering the words ”Tick-tock” to herself, Wiress tried to get Johanna’s attention but she ignored her.
”What’s wrong with her?” Katniss asked referring to Wiress. ”She’s in shock, dehydration isn’t helping” Beetee answered and the asked ”You have fresh water?”
”We can get some” Katniss answered as Johanna had started getting fed up with Wiress saying ”Tick-Tock” to her. ”Listen stop it!” Johanna said loudly while grabbing a hold of Wiress.
”Hey! Get of her” Katniss yelled as Wiress fell to the ground. Katniss stromed passed you and started fighting with Johanna. ”Hey!, what are you doing” Johanna asked as Katniss got up in her face but before things could escalate Peeta and Finnick had pulled them apart.
You got the spile and hit it in to a tree so that the others could get freshwater. You took a big leaf and shaped it like a bowl and got some water for Beetee who was working with some sort of wire. Katniss and Wiress then came excitedly and said that the arena was a clock with different obstacles every hour.
You all decided to go to the cornucopia to stock up on weapons, you had decided to get something more lethal than just knives just in case something comes up.
Katniss was trying to go through what happens during every hour that we know off. When you arrived at the Cornucopia you refilled your knife supply and picked up a nice sword. The others were drawing up a map of the zones and the drew the threats we knew about tsunami, lightning, blood rain, fog and mutts.
Then came a loud gasp from Wiress who was being stabbed in the back by the male tribute from district 10 (you know since your here instaed of Gloss). Katniss was quick to shoot an arrow hitting him right in the chest killing him almost instantly.
Another figure had appeared it was Cashmere she had a knife in her hand. She was on her way to attack Katniss but Johanna pushed her out of the way and plunged her axe right in Cashmere’s chest.
Right as she hit the ground there came clang of metal against metal and you saw Brutus attacking Finnick and Peeta. Enobaria then suddenly appears and throws a knife at Finnick cutting his arm. You quickly draw a knife throwing at Enobaria cutting her shoulder.
Enobaria and Brutus start running away from the cornucopia. You, Katniss and Johanna run to follow them but as you do the island the cornucopia is located on starts spining and you all fall to the ground.
You take out a knife in one hand and stab it in to the ground to try to keep you from sliding of the island, you manage to get a good grip with your hand as well.
You hear struggling behind you and see Johanna struggling to keep a hold of Katniss’ hand, she lost her grip and Katniss fell into the raging water.
The island then stopped spining and Katniss climbed up on one of the spokes and started coughing up water. Johanna and Peeta checked that she was okay.
She was fine and your group left the island and went back to the beach, you all sat down on the beach to stratergize. Other than the group there was 3 people left in the games Chaff, Brutus and Enobaria.
They were all outnumbred so they probably won’t try to attack us. Johanna suggested that we hunt them down but then you heard a scream ”Ahhh!!! Katniss,Help me!!!” which made Katniss scream in return ”Prim!!! Prim!!!” as she ran into the jungle.
You all ran to follow her Finnick was in front you were right behind him but then you hit something almost like when you run in to a glass door, it was an invisible forcefield. ”Y/n!Are you okay?” You heard Peeta saying as you sat up.
”Yeah” you said as he helped you up. You tried to touch the forcefield, it was as solid as a brick wall. Soon Katniss and Finnick came running back with a bunch of birds following them but they couldn’t get through the forcefield and were stuck on the other side.
You had to wait an hour until the birds flow away and the forcefield disappeared. You ran over to Finnick to check on him. ”Are you okay? You asked putting a hand on his shoulder. ”Yeah, i’m fine” he said weakly.
You the heard Johanna say something about ”Riots in the damn capitol” she then yelled ”Hey! How does that sound Snow! What if we.. What if we set your backyard on fire?! You know you can’t put everybody in here!!!”. You were all looking at Johanna speechless at her open disrespect of President Snow.
”What?… they can’t hurt me, there’s no one left that i love” Johanna said and walked away to get Katniss some water. That left you feeling bad for Johanna, sure she may be a bit rude at times but she’s nowhere near as bad as some people make her out to be.
You helped Finnick stand up and your group made their way back to the beach once more. Finnick went and sat down in the shallow part of the water. You were torn whether you should go to him or not, maybe he wanted to be alone.
But then you remembered how he had been there for you during your victory tour, so you went out into the water and sat down beside him. ”Did you hear her?” You asked referring to Annie.
Finnick gave you a small nod. You didn’t know what more to say, but you didn’t need to cause Finnick started speaking ”I also heard you”. You gave him a questioning look ”Really?”
”Yeah, even though in knew you were there right infront of me, it was still torture to have to hear you screaming my name for help, I had to open my eyes just to check that you were okay” Finnick said turning his attention from the water to you. You grabbed his hand gently and said ”I’m okay, thanks to you”. You and Finnick’s heads were leaning close to eachother but then came a shout ”Finnick!” ”Y/n” it was Johanna she waved for you to come over.
You and Finnick got up and walked over to the others and the group made a plan to use the wire Beetee had gotten to hopefully electrecute the careers.
A few hours went by and the sun started to go down. You were sitting in the wet sand watching Finnick swinging around his trident lightly. Then you heard the noise of something hitting the ground near you, you turned around.
A little bit inside the jungle you saw a silver capsule, you went into the junge and got it. You opened it and knew immediately what it was. You turned to the others and yelled at them to come over. You showed them that you had gotten bread from district 1.
You gave everyone their fair share of the bread, ”District 1 is known for using cinnamon and huckleberries in their bread” you informed them though the only one who actually seemed to care what your district used in their bread was Peeta.
Then it was time to leave to go to the lightning tree and once again you were making your way through the thick jungle terrain.
Then you heard the anthem playing and you looked up in the sky to see the pictures of the fallen tributes. You felt a bit sad when you saw Cashmere up there and realised even if you got out of the arena Gloss would kill you.
But it felt worse seeing Wiress and Mags up there. They had both been very kind people and they shouldn’t have been in here in the first place. You felt something inside you almost as if it was catching fire (A/N:😉) a new hatred for the capitol.
You continued moving until you reached the lightning tree and Beetee started doing his thing and wrapping the tree with the bronze colored wire. He then told you, Katniss and Johanna to go with the spool of wire to the beach, throw it into the water and go to the tree in the 2 o’clock sector.
”I’m gonna go with them as a guard” Peeta said probably not wanting to leave Katniss. ”Nonono, your staying here to protect me… and the tree”. Beetee opposed. ”No i need to go with her” Peeta said stubbornly.
”There are two careers out there, i need two guards” Beetee said. ”Finnick can protect just fine on his own” Peeta said and you and Finnick gave eachother a knowing look. Then Katniss butted in saying ”Yeah, why can’t Finnick, Y/n and Johanna stay with you and Peet and I will take the chord”.
”You all agreed to keep me alive till midnight, correct?” Beetee asked in a annoyed tone. ”It’s his plan we all agreed to it” Johanna said clearly starting to get annoyed as well. ”Is there a problem here?” Finnick asked. ”Excellent question” Beetee said as you were all staring down Peeta and Katniss.
”No, there’s no problem” Katniss said in a defeated manner and walked over to Peeta and gave him a kiss. After they finished you said ”Good idea” and walked over to Finnick and kissed him, you could feel him kiss back and put his arms around your waist.
After you pulled away you said with a weak smile ”You know just incase we never see eachother again”. ”Alright, let’s go” Johanna said. You walked over to her and put an arm around her shoulder saying jokingly ”Incase your feeling left out i can give you a quick kiss too”, Johanna only rolled her eyes but let out a small chuckle.
You, Johanna and Katniss made your way to the beach once more the same way you came. After a while of walking Johanna said ”Come on, i wanna put as much distance between me and this beach as possible, frying is not how i wanna go” but then came another sound from the spool it had stopped putting out wire.
”There’s something…” Katniss said and looked in the direction the wire came from but saw nothing then something pulled the wire and cut it off. Katniss immediately threw aside the spool and pulled out an arrow but Johanna grabbed the spool and hit her over the head with it.
You were kinda lost on what to do but Johanna got you to kneel down beside her and took your combat knife and started cutting up Katniss’ arm open, then it dawned on you the arm with the tracker, the plan to get Katniss out was set into motion.
You grabbed Katniss arm so that she wouldn’t try to fight it, Johanna smeared blood on Katniss’ throat to make her look like she was dying. ”Stay down” she whispered to Katniss and sat up and threw her axe against Brutus and Enobaria who were on their way. ”Come on” Johanna said to you and you followed her as you ran with careers chasing you.
It was hard to keep up with Johanna in this terrain. You then felt a sudden sharp pain in your side and saw that you had gotten a cut that was now bleeding, you guessed that Enobaria must have thrown a knife. You looked up to see where Johanna had gone but she must not have noticed you slowing down because you couldn’t see her.
You turned around and saw that only Enobaria was on your trail now. You drew your sword just in time to deflect another knife coming your way, she drew her sword as well.
The sound of clashing swords came as she made a slash at you which you blocked. You went back and forward with her for a while slashing, stabbing, cutting but neither managed to kill the other.
Enobaria then made stab at your hand cutting it open so that blood started spilling out, you tried to fight with one hand but she easily disarmed you. You turned around and started running since there wasn’t much else you could do.
You managed to put some fair distance between you and her, not enough to get rid of her but enough so you could draw a knife and throw it at the hand she kept her sword in which caused her to drop it but that didn’t stop her as she drew a knife from her vest.
You did the same bracing yourself for her. The two of you pounced at eachother like tigers, colliding in the air and laying on the ground wrestling for dominance, she had gotten on top of you and tried to stab you but you grabbed the hand she kept her knife in and used your other hand to grab her hair.
You pulled it with all your strength and managed to roll over so that you were on top of her, you held her down and punched her across the face. She still managed to grab you and roll you over so she was on top of you again and she the showed you her fang like teeth.
She was starting to lean down probably about to rip your throat out with her bare teeth but something had distracted her, you seized your moment and noticed you were right beside a steep slope. So with all the power in your body you grabbed a hold of her and threw her off of you and down the slope.
You got up quickly and looked at what had distracted her and saw that it was a blue glowing wire pointing right up into the sky or what used to be the sky but was now just a gray dome.
Your brain put some kind of scenario together that this was part of the plan so you started making you way towards the source of the glowing wire but it was hard you were still bleeding and you were exhausted from your fight with Enobaria.
You staggerd towards the lightning tree but your body couldn’t take anymore and you collapsed, you looked up at the gray dome and saw that it was starting to fall apart. That made you smile and you thought to yourself ”Thank you, Mockingjay” and then it faded to black.
(A/N: Don’t worry you didn’t die at the end, but please give this a like or reblog it took like a lot of time write and i really tried my best, there might be some grammatical errors in there but deal with it)
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celestialflamesme · 3 years
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| A LOVER, NOT A FIGHTER | A GaLe One-shot | Fairy Tail |
Ships: Gajeel x Levy, a bit of Natsu x Lucy
This is dedicated to @luna-chan00 and Kuro-san and the amazing guild I am a part of!! @biorckstudios18 @primaverafrog All of you made my day😁😄
At 4'10" most found Levy McGarden, a petite bluenette, cute and tiny and basically harmless.
Most would be right.
Levy was a lover, not a fighter. Even her admirers and companions, Jet and Droy weren't convinced their crush was safe going almost anywhere, and took it as their personal mission to guard the tiny faerie from danger. (If they ever stopped fighting, that is.)
She was a booksexual through and through however, so half the time there was no need for protecting of any sort because she had her nose buried in some book or another. (If only her friends took a hint and fought OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY. Porlyusica gave her enough nasty looks without them in the picture anyways. And why would anyone want to talk in the vicinity of BOOKS?!)
And there was no need for dating of any sort was there? As long as Augustus Waters, Rhysand and her other book boyfriends existed, her thirst for romance was quenched and that well was closed. Phew.
But then came Lucy Heartfilia, her best friend and fellow lover of intellectual pursuit. Lu-chan was currently writing her own book and story, which led to the current dilemma Levy was in. Because Lu-chan's story was based on her very own fairy tale with Natsu.
Now don't take her the wrong way, she was soo happy for her best friend! (Well, maybe not that much considering she lost a bet of 500 jewels to Cana over when NaLu (her OTP!!) would finally sail...) But when the two soulmates finally realised their feelings for each other and began dating, it opened up the box of What if's that Levy had kept locked up and she found herself craving one of her own. Badly.....
Her friends told her to try dating Jet or Droy, but she'd basically grown up with them and they were more of brothers to her than anything.
It was with these thoughts that she boarded the train to Magnolia with Lu-chan. Their favourite fantasy writer had a book launch and Levy had one two passes at a random raffle she'd entered (Porlyusica had mentioned it to her, albeit begrudgingly. Levy had squealed and hugged her so tight she'd whacked the bluenette with a dictionary. Owie! But so worth it.)
Even the rain didn't seem to dampen their mood as they stepped out the station with identical Cheshire grins on their faces.
"LU-CHAN THAT WAS SOO AMAZING!! LOOK AT THESE T-SHIRTS WE GOT!!" Levy squealed.
"I KNOW!!!" Lucy did a little happy dance that made them burst into giggles. "I feel so bad that we didn't get a sword for Erza too, you know."
"Oh we'll get her strawberry cake or something. That'll cheer her up!" Levy snapped her fingers.
Lucy grinned. "Natsu said there's a bakery right around here that sells the best cupcakes. I bet a couple 50 of those and a strawberry cake would win over our Titania!"
"Ah Lu-chan, I can't walk another minute. Tiny legs, remember?" Levy sighed. "I'll wait over here, take my umbrella! Be safe and text me okay?"
The blonde gave her a thumbs-up in response as she headed North.
Levy scanned her surroundings and finding her destination, a warm seat at just the right distance for maximum cool wind effect and minimum rain, she deposited her bags (Did they really buy so much merch? It felt like it was so little!) and perched herself on it. Now if only she had a cup of tea-
A rustle from behind had her tilting her head and just in time as she stopped herself from gasping.
There approaching her was the tallest man she'd ever seen.
Like seriously, he was gargantuan! His hair was rough looking and reached up to his shoulders. The man was decked in black and his piercings Good Lord. He looked like a mafia lord out of a Wattpad fanfic!
(And no, Levy was no fool. She wasn't gonna be kidnapped or mugged today, oh no. No amount of sweet loving later would convince her. Nu-uh. She had a working brain, aye sir!)
The giant (okay, that may be a bit ride but what else would she call him? Rust bucket? By the way, how did he keep those piercings from rusting? Did he change them everyday? What did he look like without them?) sat silently next to her. Levy sent a silent prayer to the anime gods and texted Lu-chan asking her to hurry up. Nervously fidgeting, she put her hand in her purse just in case.
A text from Lu-chan. "Levy-chan, why don't you meet me at platform 135 and we go from there? These cupcakes are no joke! I shouldn't have skipped Arm day!" Uh oh. But it was still raining and these were a lot of bags.
She took in a deep breath and stood up determined. But right as she went to pick a bag from the seat, her peripheral vision caught the stranger's hand reach out.
In a span of 3 seconds, she took out the dagger she'd bought at the book launch and pointed it at him. "NOT TODAY, SUCKER!"
Ah, now you may ask, What was the big "I'm a lover, not a fighter" bullshit you just fed us a second earlier? And to that she'd say, she hadn't a clue why she did it. She was well trained in the art of Blades (Erza was a very passionate knife-thrower and a believer of womanly self defense.Enough said.) But whip out a dagger? She didn't mean to!!
The stranger blinked at her and raised his arms in surrender. "Whoa there little Scorpion, I was just trying to help ya with those bags there. Because it's raining and all."
She squinted at him suspiciously, "How do I know that?"
"Because I told you, gihee! " He toothily grinned. Oh dear, was that the grin her book boyfriends gave the protaganists? She could totally see the appeal. She was supposed to be immune, damn it!
"I guess you can? Though I don't reckon you'd want to now considering I held you at knifepoint."
"I like a feisty shrimp. We have to work on your stance however. Someone could just go whoop and carry you on their shoulder like a sack of potatoes." He cheekily commented. She nervously laughed.
Grabbing a bunch of her bags (Looks like he didn't skip on Arm day. Oh vey....) he marched obediently by her side till they reached Lucy who had to blink several times before she realised she wasn't dreaming.
"Thank you-", she paused, waiting for his name.
"You can call me Gajeel. You can also call me." He grabbed a piece of paper seemingly out of nowhere. Before she could register what was happening, he used her head as a bench and jotted down his digits. She squeaked (Since!! When!! Did!! She!! Squeak!!) in protest earning a throaty chuckle from him and a confused sound from Lucy (Me too, Lu-chan, me too...) He handed his number to her.
"Don't get lost in the big city, little shrimp! Take care of her for me, Bunny girl!" Gajeel laughed as he went the other way.
Lucy finally turned toward her bluenette friend. "What just happened?"
"I have no idea, Lu-chan!" She was confused and kind of miffed at the teasing and confidence this random stranger had. Who did he think he was?
And yet that night, when she texted him Goodnight after a longgggg conversation, (She even forgot about the three fanfics she'd planned to binge on that night! Who would've thought?) she found herself sighing.
Yup, she was definitely a lover, not a fighter.
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kileyrose-2003 · 4 years
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Rebecca character headcanons: How they react to seeing without a towel infront of them by accident after a shower
A/N: Hello lovelies! This is for my dear friend @merci-bitch I'm still working on all of your request. Most of them are being started from square one. So bare with me as I make it through them. Coming back fully is a work in progress for me. I'm going through a bit of a rough patch right now. It's all going to be okay in the end though. Just got to take everything one step at a time. I love you all and I hope you all have a wonderful day.
Warning: Implied/slight sexual content, slightly NSFW
Rose
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This a common occurence with Rose
She hates shoes and I do headcanon she also dislikes clothes
She's very airy and bohemian in her style
Wears a lot of silk and cotton
She doesn't like feeling weighed down by fabric and material
It's very rare she actually wears a pair of form fitting pants when she's home
And even then, they're very stretchy
There are a couple of scene in Doctor Sleep where Stephen King explicitly writes she has no top on
Or no clothes in general
Especially around Crow.
She's a beautiful woman and she knows it
She even walks around The Bluebell Campground when she gets out the shower with only a bath sheet on
There is nothing sacred in The True Knot
They've heard and seen it all by now
So a person covered by only a bath sheet, doesn't bother them
You personally would never do it intentionally
And if you do accidentally expose yourself or run around improperly dressed, it's an accident or in the most dire of situations
At this point you're still freshly turned and holding onto rube morals still
Well
At least as much as you can being in The True Knot
On this particular occasion where you dropped the towel, it was Rose's turn to go grocery shopping
She gave you the option to come but you chose to stay behind
You slept in til about noon and you were in desperate need of a shower
And a cup of tea
She made you scream the night before
So after a little relaxation you took your shower
You're the fun one in the relationship
So if you like to sing, you sing in there. If you like to dance, you danced.
Point being you lost track of time
The cold water beading down on your skin was a harsh reminder of that
You stepped out, dried yourself
Dropped the bath towel
Went to pick out some clothes
The curtains were shut so it wasn't like anyone could see inside the trailer
Or at least you thought so
Until you heard the clicking of the door knob
You froze, panic running through your body
There was Rose, paperbags filled with groceries in her arms
At first the two of you stood there looking at each other with blank faces
Somewhere in the midst of your shock, you can hear Crow standing outside the trailer politely leaving the other bags on the steps
And you become even more mortified
But eventually Rose began to smile
"Well, that's a greeting in half isn't it."
You're immediately embarrassed by the remark which makes Rose grin even more
"No, no, no. No shame. It's not like it's the first time I've seen you in this setting, right?"
You stumble on your words even more
And you can tell Rose is genuinely enjoying it
You don't know what to do
What to say
Part of you is humiliated
But before you can conjure any words, her lips crash down upon yours, fingers running through your hair.
She is loving every single moment of this.
Especially your flustered expression afterwards
Needless to say you're not going to be needing clothes for quite a while now
Riza
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Like Rose this is probably a more common occurence on Riza's part
Except with Riza, its not a matter of she hates clothes
She just likes to tease
In this scenario, Riza was out on business
She had to negotiate a new contract with an arms dealer and she wasn't supposed to be back for a few days so you had the house to yourself
As I mentioned before Riza hates anything deemed "domestic"
So you took it upon yourself to tidy up while she was gone
After a day of cleaning, you desperately needed the shower
You took longer than you normally would of, humming to yourself as you washed up
You didn't hear the clicking of the bedroom door opening mid way through
You dried off and stepped out of the shower, still singing to yourself. Not bothering to cover up with the towel.
And as you step out of the bathroom there is Riza
Comfortably lounged out on your bed, clad in a bathrobe with her martini glass in hand
She has been waiting to see the day that she could pull this off and now she can
"Hello, darling."
Her tone is sweet but clearly hints at a seductive nature
You nearly fall onto the floor, next expecting her to be there.
She laughs at you clearly entertained by not only the expression on your face but also your attire
"You're too cute, Y/n."
As she begins to approach you, she stands as tall as she can. Trying to intimidate you with her height.
"You really are such a precious thing, aren't you? So petite and most importantly, all mine."
She presses gentle kisses up and down your neck that leave you in shock
Riza knows she's seducing you every step of the way and she is loving it
She leads your hands down to the tie on her silk robe and squeezes your hand in hers
"Do you want to see what things you do to me?"
I think everyone can fill in the rest of the picture here
Kathleen
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Even though Kathleen is a bit of a flirt and sometimes a tease, there are clear boundaries between the two of you
In every relationship there is a need for privacy and respect
If you have neither of those, the relationship won't work
So between the two of you, you respect the other one's need for privacy
Kathleen would never do anything to make you uncomfortable intentionally, and you are the same way towards her
Even though you share a room, you have a knock before you enter policy
Sure you've seen each other naked before, but it's what makes the two of you most comfortable
So her seeing you naked in this situation, was honestly a complete accident
You and Kathleen work different shifts
She teaches theatre during the day and you teach music at nights
You normally do your hair, makeup, etc. while Kathleen is out the house that way you can see her for a few minutes before heading your own way
You showered about an hour after she left
After you dried off, you had no hesitation to just rip the towel off
After all, it shouldn't be a big deal
You have curtains in your apartment , the front door is locked, etc.
You walk into your bedroom softly humming to yourself and much to your surprise there's Kathleen
Rummaging through your shared bedroom trying to find her wallet
The two of you immediately let out a yell and yiy try to make an attempt to cover yourself with anything in sight
"What the hell are you doing?"
"What the hell am I doing?! I thought you were at work."
"I was at work but I had Augustus cover for me so I can run home. I can't find my damn wallet!"
You both were so embarrassed and your faces were evidence of that
It's something you both laugh about now but at the moment, it was not so funny.
After throwing on a bath robe and twenty minutes of searching, you eventually found the wallet and Kathleen was ready to go
She wrapped her arms around you at the front door
"Well that was quite the experience. Wouldn't you say so, darling?"
The smirk on her face is evidence she's well over the incident
But you can't help but tease
"Don't act like you didn't like it." You loop your arms around her neck. "I seen the way that you looked at me without that towel on before we had a moment to process."
The way she purses her lips makes your heart pound from the residual anxiety
But she eventually kisses you on the lips
The kiss last a while and leaves you out of breath
But it's a nice farewell that leaves a smile on your face
She might show you how much she loves you later on a day off after a drink or two
It's the little moments like this that make your relationship special
Jenny
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Like I've mentioned before, Jenny is very clingy to who she deems as "hers"
So when it comes to your relationship, she has no sense of privacy or space at times
You could be in the middle of taking a shower and all the sudden
"You know, this is my favorite outfit."
And there's Jenny with her head either peaking in the shower or standing in the shower with you
It's a bit annoying and it's caused a few arguments between the two of you but you won't let it ruin your relationship
So this her seeing you naked thing, is somewhat common
On the occasion you accidentally dropped the towel, you thought she was downstairs rehearsing for her next show
She had a tour planned for the following week around Europe so you figured mine as well you do something nice to her before she goes on the road
You purposely picked out nice clothes
Spread them out all nice on the bed
You stepped out of the shower
Dried yourself off
Dropped the towel and as you're midway through walking to the bedroom
"Darling, I'm-"
You freeze up
And Jenny just stared at you
You can see her cheeks turn red and muttered a small "I'm sorry."
But she isn't
And her face shows it
Her lips are hinting at a slight smile
Smugness gleaming in those piercing eyes
"Could you stop staring at me like that?"
"Like what?"
And she knows damn well how she's staring at you
Her eyes wandering all over the place
"Like you're hypnotized."
"Well if I'm hypnotized by you tell me, how do I fix it?"
I think we all know how this ends
Rebecca
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Rebecca is a very non judgmental person and has a good sense of humor
She's not the type that would make a huge deal about accidentally seeing you naked after a shower
Especially if it was within a time frame you didn't expect her to be home
Because she does travel alot for work
She'd be a little embarrassed at first
"Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry!"
Her cheeks would be cherry red and immediately reaching out to hand you your towel
And she'd step out to give you a moment to get dressed
Trying to make small talk to get both your minds off the incident
But afterwards it doesn't cross either of your minds
She's back to her normal self, hanging all over you every second she can and snogging
Dinah
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If I already didn't want to hug Dinah, her reaction to this makes me want to hug her even more
Dinah is big on privacy
Even in your relationship, she likes to keep some things to herself
She will cuddle with you
She will kiss you
She will hug you
But she will not get undressed infront of you
And she absolutely would not want to see you naked
Under any circumstance
Her seeing you nude is something she is just not ready for
It's nothing against you
But she still needs time to heal and she doesn't know if she's ready for that next level in your relationship
And you respect that completely
The day she seen you naked was a complete accident
Dinah was busy doing errands and such while you were soaking in the bath after a long day of cleaning, so you figured she wouldn't be home anytime soon
Your body was fiercely sore. It hurt to even wrap a towel around it.
So what was the harm in not putting on a towel
As you were half way to your room, you heard the door the padding of feet softly across the floor and you froze
"Y/n, I'm back. My apologies, I-"
Yours and Dinah's eyes interlock and she nearly lets out a scream
She was petrified and looked near the verge of tears
Whether it was out of shock or embarrassment you can't tell
But it hurt so much inside to see her like that
You open your mouth to say something but before you even have the chance to say anything she's running outside
You debate on going after her right away but what good would it do?
She was already scared as it is and it's not like you can take the chances of walking outside nude
So you throw on a dress and shawl as quickly as you could and go to find her
When you do, she has her face buried in her hands but she's not crying which brings some relief
It was an accident obviously so she immediately forgives you but it's an incident that still sticks in your head for the next couple of days
Ilsa
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Ilsa is similar to Rebecca in this situation except the shock factor hits her harder
She was off on a mission for the past couple of weeks and you were missing her terribly
Ilsa was supposed to be home earlier during the day but something came up
So you figured you'd take the time to make her a nice dinner and make yourself up
You didn't even hear her walk through the front door when she got home
You had the stereo on as you were making dinner and never bothered to shut it off
You dried off quickly in the bathroom and left the towel on the counter as you stepped out
You walked into your room expecting to be alone but there was Ilsa, clad in her favorite sweats and t shirt
Her eyes lock with yours and for a second it's intense, almost as if she's mad at you
If you weren't so locked up, you would of been running to find the nearest item of clothing and Ilsa must of seen it
Her expression quickly faded into an almost hinted smile and she blushed
"Hell-I am so sorry."
"No, no. It's fine. I made dinner if you want it. Do you mind to-"
"No, not at all."
You notice her eyes lingering as she leaves you alone to get dressed and you can't help but feel slightly humiliated
But by the time you're out of the room and dressed, she's over it and is all over you
Kissing your face all over and holding you close
The time you get alone is rare, but you both cherish it
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CatCF Milk Chocolate: Part 2, the Wonders of Wonka
WONKA
For this Wonka, I wanted to go much more into the idea of wonders, fantasy, magic. Excentric, talkative, liking jokes and everything imaginative, very kind to children, he wanted his factory to be a world of pure imagination, a fantasy turned real. He is the kind of person that will literally want to "defy gravity".
I imagine this Wonka to basically be a sort of much more goofy and funny Walt Disney. Willy Wonka also hints throughout the story at his really large family scattered everywhere in the world - a family apparently made of other characters from Roald Dahl's stories (for exemple one of his cousin or uncle is the magician from James and the Giant Peach).
FACTORY
I imagine the Factory, from far away, to actually look like more a magical castle than a real factory. Think of Disneyland's iconic castle ; or the castle of the Mad King Ludwig, the Nuschwanstein Castle - but with a bit more chimneys and metal.  
# The Candied Orchard. I think for this variation of the room, I will turn this area into more of a greenhouse type of room, but where Wonka works and study how to create hybrid of plants that will produce candies and treats instead of fruits and berries - such as candied apple trees, and other trees producing candied fruits. The Chocolate River is here as an irrigation system - in order to encourage the trees to produce candies, Wonka gives them chocolate instead of water.
This is where both Miranda Grope and Augustus Gloop meet their demises. Miranda, against Wonka's interdictions, decides to jump in the river and swim in it (just like in Dahl's original work), while Augustus actually tries to gulp down all of the river on his own ( this strange bet resulted from Marvin's mockery and insults at the "big cow being able to drink it all up" being interpreted by the Gloop family as a compliment - and the Gloop parents encourage their son to prove that he is the "biggest and the best" by drinking down all of the river). Of course, Augustus falls in the river, just like Miranda. Augustus doesn't know how to swim, and Miranda maliciously tries to drown him - but they get both sucked up by the pipes. Well... Miranda gets taken by the pipe to the candy making room, and Wonka reassures its parents that usually there's a net to catch impurities. As for Augustus, he gets stuck midway through the pipe, and the pipe ends up exploding due to how big the boy is. He falls down into the river once more - but his weight and height causes a huge wave to crash on the shores, splashing the guests with chocolate.
EDIT: To save the boy, the Loompas (and Wonka) decide to use their new invasions - the Barshmalloy! A marshmallow-buoy! Basically it looks like a regular marshmallow but when put in a great amount of liquid it turns into an enormous "buoy" like thing that will help you float (and you can eat if you need food). It was originally an invention Wonka prepared to help people strained at sea or lost in rivers.
But of course, greedy Augustus, despite drowning, hasn't lost his gluttony and seeing the marshmallow eats it. Which has the strange effect of... turning him into a giant, puffy, marshmallow-boy (think the Stay Puft Marshmallow Man from Ghostbusters). He still floats and can be saved, though the Loompas have to take him away because he can't follow the tour in such state.
# Given the disaster of the Candied Orchard, Wonka decides to stop by a much safer room (after everyone cleaned up a bit) - the Halloween Room. Kids notice that we are not Halloween yet, but Wonka brushes it aside - it is always Halloween if we want to, just like it is always Christmas or Easter.
No demise here, only a fun scene - Wonka has the kids trying one of his new product, an Hallowee candy that will temporarily turn the kid into a monster. Like that, no need to buy a fancy costume to scare your neighbours, just pop one of these treats into your mouth! And the "costume" will be perfectly adapted to who you are.
Veruca's flesh rots as she becomes a zombie. Violet skin covers in fur as she grows wolf ears and fangs, becoming a werewolf. Herpes Trout's skin becomes green and he grows tusks and a boar's snout as he becomes an orc. Clarence turn into a skeleton (though as people point out there isn't much difference to his usual self). As for Charlie I actually don't know exactly... I thought of him becoming an elf, growing long pointy ears and gaining a sort of beauty.
It doesn't last long, but it is quite fun.
# The Kitchen. It is where Wonka makes his candies, and it looks like a gigantic, fantastical kitchen. Of couse, this is where Violet Glockenberry meets her demise - when she snatches and chews on the "Three Course Gum Meal". As I said previously, no blueberry inflation in my versions - here the demise is based on the "baked potatoes" of the meal. As she chews, Violet sees brown scabs appearing on her skin. They grow and grow, covering her entire body, trapping her into a thick carapace - at the end, she becomes entirely trapped in a giant potato, with only her face being visible. Unable to move or do anything, she can just shout as she is rolled around and taken to the "Peeling Room" to be peeled.
# The hallways. It may seem strange to see them listed in the places of importance, but it is where Veruca Salt meets her demise. You see, she picked up some trash or junk that was in a bin of the Factory, probably because it looked a lot like a product that is recently advertised a lot on television - and despite Wonka's insistance that it is not said product, but merely something resembling it, she refuses to let go of it. As a result, she is taken away by the squirrels, thinking of her as trash.
Oh yes, because I decided to re-imagine the squirrels as actually the "cleaning squad" of the Factory, roaming the building getting rid of all dirt or trash not thrown into a specific bin. They then take it away to the furnace to be burned...
# The Room of HEALTH. The Room of Homeopathic and Edible Answers to Laments That are (frankly) quite Harsh. A new room Wonka recently created in answer to people complaining about the "unhealtiness" of his candies. As a result, you find in there, stored before selling (because it is a storage room, but presented like a museum and a cave, a mix of the two) products that go from licorice that whitens the teeth or cavity-filling caramels to nougat that cleans your skin of acne. This is where, obviously, Clarence Crump meets his demise.
Hearing about this wonderful chocolate that will make you super-healthy because it contains all the vitamins existing in the world, from A to Z, Clarence stuffs himself with it - not hearing Wonka's warning that it is hyper-concentrated and will make you over-wealthy. Clarence doesn't mind being "over-healthy"... until he becomes obese, chalk-white-skinned and grows bull horns. Well, he isn't really obese - it is actually an excess of vitamins, that happens to look a lot like an excess of fat in the body.
The only way to get rid of an excess of vitamins or an over-healthiness is either to ruin your health, either to do a lot of sports and exercise... and while Clarence absolutely hates doing sports, his parents will never allow him to ruin his health. So... to the gymnasium!
The demise is especially ironic because he ends up looking like a "big fat cow" as Herpes Trout points out - and before, Marvin frequently insulted the other kids for being freakish "cows" (with special mentions for Augustus, the "bloated fat cow" and Violet, "the freaky bodybuilder cow"). Hence why he turns into a fat, black-and-white boy with horns.
# The Television Room. Pretty much identical to the original one. The variation comes on the focus here - the point being rather on the difference between reality and fiction. I'll explain: Herpes Trout wants to get into the television to enter its world of hyper-violence and be "cool" like Rambo and other destructive soldier-like antiheroes. Trouble is, when locked inside, he realizes that war is actually no cool game and no joke, and is left heavily traumatized. (And, just like in the original, he gets pulled out and stretched thin in the Taffy room, making a stark opposite to his bulky and muscular original shape).
OOMPA-LOOMPA
I think in this version they will basically looke like Santa's elves. Little pointy eared lutins. I honestly don't have much more ideas for now Xp
ENDING
Charlie doesn't outright becomes the new Factory owner, but it is a promise Wonka makes to the young kid - since he is the only one able to understand the magic and fantasy of the place, he will take Wonka's place one day, when Wonka decide to "go on a great journey to where man never went" (even though, as Wonka says, he might come back one day, with new ingredients, candies and recipes from these places "man never went"). While waiting for this day, Charlie wins the incredible prize of a lifetime supply of candy as well as material and financial support - plus, he is allowed to visit the Factory any time he likes.
The Gloops returned home, Augustus still a marshmallow-boy. The Loompas and Wonka, despite all their efforts, couldn't find how to return him back to normal since no one had ever swallowed a Barshmalloy before. But the Gloops parent don't mind, because now he is "the biggest and tastiest" of the boys around, so not everything is lost.
However, Augustus hasn't been seen or heard ever since he came back to his natal country... Some say he roasted in the dry hot desert. Others claim he couldn't resist the temptation and ended up devouring himself whole. No one really knows the truth.
Violet Glockenberry, after being "peeled", was left with a very soft and sensitive skin, which prevented her from continuing her rash and violent ways. She was forced to live in a soft, conditioned, safe evironment, with only the sweetest things. Unable to do much, she took her frustration on Wonka's lifetime of candy, and now is an overweight, spoiled woman always shouting and screaming for the best quality and what will not "hurt her skin". She actually ended up growing back a tough, regular skin, but she still plays along the role of the "delicate flower" because she grew used to her being the focus of attention.
Veruca Salt, due to her time in the junk and trash of the Factory, became a new type of guinea pig - one for testing diseases and sicknesses in labs. She accumulated so many molds, parasites and other infections in Wonka's dump that she became immune to all sicknesses, basically a sort of living petri dish where sicknesses grow and diseases spread without her being really affected by it.
Clarence Crump... He left the Factory slim again, but still with his horn bulls - as a result his mother tried to hide it by putting her handbag over his head, but the wind blew it away as they left, leading to a public humiliation. Humiliated, he left the fashion industry, abandonned all fame, and became a farmer on the countryside - raising cows. Because his experience actually left him very close to cows, that he thinks as his "only friends" in this world.
As I mentionned, Herpes Trout was left traumatized by the violence he escaped from in the television, and stretched into a tall and very thin boy. Herpes left his family to join a hippie and peaceful community, now spending in time relaxing, meditating and trying to find his "harmony with nature" in places far away from human activity and human noise. He also refuses to go any new technology ever. Computer, television, radio, don't even speak to him about it.
No one knows what happened to Miranda Grope, since she wasn't seen ever again. Some say she got turned into a batch of Wonka's sweets, and others say that it was good riddance - at least now, she can be sweet to people.
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daughter | bellarke au | ch 1 
She could hear her mom’s voice in her head, walking her through the shock just as she walked other women through it on the Ark.
The missed periods, nausea, the fatigue…
She’s pregnant with Bellamy’s baby.
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She realizes it twelve weeks after the end of the world, after the end of everything.
Clarke knew something was wrong, she just didn’t know what. She felt nauseous for weeks, couldn’t keep food down (she barely could find food as it was), and honestly just felt terrible. At first, she thought it was part of the radiation exposure, considering it almost killed her when she tried to save her friends. The problem was, instead of adjusting to the exposure, her body just felt worse and worse as each day passed. She’s washing some clothes in the river not far from the valley when it hits her.
Her friends left months ago, she should’ve gotten her period multiple times by now. She didn’t. The first time had to be from radiation exposure, but the second? The third?
Her hand drops the shirt she’s holding into the water as she holds her stomach, her breath escaping her.
No, there’s no way. It was one time, there was no way…
She could hear her mom’s voice in her head, walking her through the shock just as she walked other women through it on the Ark. The missed periods, the nausea, the fatigue…
She’s pregnant with Bellamy’s baby.
“This is ridiculous. I keep making these radio calls thinking you’d hear me, but now more than ever I really need you to listen, okay Bellamy? I think I’m pregnant…well I know I am. It’s hard to tell how far along…but at least twelve weeks give or take. Jesus Christ, we’re having a baby, and you aren’t even here. How am I gonna do this?”
Of course, Madi is overjoyed at the thought of Clarke having a baby. It’s been just the two of them for a little over a month now, and she’s picking up english a lot quicker than Clarke expected. Though she’s only six, she understands that soon there will be a little baby around. She flips through Clarke’s sketchbook before her bedtime in a cabin in the little village Clarke found, and Clarke can’t help but glance to the empty space across the room, a space that will hold a handmade crib in a few short months. She’s terrified of doing this alone, without Bellamy, without her Mom.
Madi talks to Clarke’s stomach every night, even though there is no sign of a bump yet or at least an actual baby bump. Clarke plays along with the excitement for Madi’s sake but finds herself crying every night after she tucks her into bed.
Bellamy and Clarke slept together the night they made the list of the ones who would make it into the bunker. It was a one time, just because the world is ending, type of thing. Except now, there’s a physical, lifelong memory growing inside of Clarke. She’s alone, has no doctor, no medicine, and no idea if the baby is even healthy. She just has to wait, and hope her body does what it’s supposed to do.
She starts showing at around fifteen weeks. 
The bump is still pretty small, but enough that Madi notices. She’s working on copying sentences Clarke had written for her when she notices.
“Baby!” She gets up and points to Clarke, who’s cooking dinner. She runs over and puts her hands on Clarke’s stomach. “I see the baby!”
Clarke looks down at her, at this wild child that she’s come to adopt in the last few months. Madi’s excitement about having a baby almost takes the fear of losing Bellamy away, almost. She smiles and runs her hands through Madi’s hair.
What Madi doesn’t know that after Clarke put her to bed, she went out of the village and screamed into the rain, her hands cradling her tiny bump as she fell to her knees. “Please,” she sobs, “I can’t do this without him.” She sits there in silence, letting the rain wash over her. “Please don’t make me do this alone,” she whispered, because maybe, just maybe, he was still alive.
She never gets a response.
They start the nursery towards the end of Clarke’s second trimester.
She’s worried about so many things, the birth going wrong, the baby not making it, the baby not having nightblood—even though it should. There’s too much stress, and having a distraction makes it a little easier. She moves herself and Madi into a bigger cabin further into the valley, a cabin that has three rooms instead of just one. She’s decided eventually she will change all the cabins for her friends, but that’s for months, maybe years after the baby is born.
There’s no way for Clarke to know the gender of the baby because there’s no way to do an ultrasound. Madi is convinced the baby is a girl and has started throwing names out there, mostly names from the stories she’s heard. Clarke can’t bring herself to come up with a name, boy or girl, because that just makes it feel real.
They use berries to paint the wall of the nursery where the crib will go. Surprisingly, Madi knows more than Clarke expected from the seven-year-old. Her birthday was a few weeks ago, and all she wanted was to meet the baby. She was more excited than Clarke and was fearless about it. They find a crib in another empty cabin, though run down and falling apart. It doesn’t take long to fix it, and Madi puts it under a window in the nursery. She also brings clothes and toys from other parts of the village that had yet to be explored. There isn’t much, but it’s enough.
Clarke goes into labor as soon as she hits 38 weeks.
She’s sitting on the floor, sketching a picture of the baby’s nursery, when she feels the flood of water from between her legs. She tries to stay calm, knowing Madi is asleep down the hall in her own room, but by that morning, Clarke is having her first contractions.
Madi is up by dawn as usual, and she remembers everything Clarke had told her. They had prepared a corner of the cabin for labor, with pillows and blankets and other towels. Clarke refuses to sit there until she knows it’s time to push, which wouldn’t be for a few hours. She spends the day on the couch, timing contractions with Madi, who has decided to write it all down on a page in Clarke’s sketchbook. Madi brings her water and sits with her, but she’s restless and impatient. For once, Clarke agrees.
The baby is born shortly before dinner.
It’s a long thirty minutes of pushing, screaming, and crying from her and Madi until they both finally hear the tiny baby cries they’ve waited six months for.
“It’s a girl!” Madi squeals.
She’s got the baby in her arms, and Clarke tears up at the sight of it. In an instant, Madi grew up before her eyes. She hands the baby to Clarke before cleaning her off with a towel, and Clarke smiles at the big brown eyes staring up at her, Bellamy’s eyes.
She walks Madi through clamping and cutting the cord, even though Madi is scared that cutting it will hurt the baby. Clarke manages to push the placenta out, much to Madi’s amazement. She was so worried Madi would be grossed out, or worse, terrified, but the little girl just watches the baby in amazement as it holds onto her finger.
Clarke recovers in her bed that night, the baby sound asleep in her lap after feeding. She’s shocked that everything went well, that the baby looks healthy, it’s latched with no problems, and Madi was such a trooper.
She looks over when she feels the bed dip to see Madi crawling up to her.
“Did you name her?”
“Not yet,” Clarke mutters, passing the baby to Madi. She gently rocks the baby in her arms before leaning against Clarke herself.
“I have a name,” Madi whispers, and Clarke chuckles.
“Oh do you?” She knows Madi has wanted to name the baby Octavia for months now, even if it was a boy. Clarke considered Octavian for a boy’s name, but that’s all she had come up with.
“Athena,” Madi says, giggling as the baby grabs her finger again. “We name her Athena because Bellamy named Octavia after Augustus’ sister. Athena could be similar to Augustus, maybe?”
It really isn’t, but the sentiment behind it makes Clarke love it even more. Madi has grown into her own person in just the eight months Clarke has been with her, it’s amazing.
Clarke kisses the top of her head, pulling Madi closer to her. “How do you remember that?” Clarke asks.
“I just do,” she shrugs. “So can we?”
Clarke stares at her daughter for a moment. She’s awake now, watching Madi intently with her brown eyes that have the same intensity as Bellamy’s. She wants to honor Bellamy, knowing there’s a good chance her baby will never know her father. She wishes she could share this moment with him, for him to see the miracle they created. He’s not even on the planet, maybe not even alive. Clarke feels her heart break. “Yeah,” Clarke whispers as Athena falls asleep in Madi’s arms. “We can name her Athena.”
“Bellamy, if you’re alive, I did it. I don’t know why I always question if you’re alive, it doesn’t make this much easier. But I did it Bell, I gave birth today, and she’s perfect. Yeah, she’s a girl. Madi wants to name her Athena for you, and I really couldn’t argue with her. She’s got your eyes and I wish you could see her, see both of them. I did the math today, she’ll be a little over four years old when you meet her and Madi will be eleven. If there’s any chance you hear these, and can’t answer, I’ll tell you all about her, about both of them, every day until you get here. I promise.”
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Deacon has ever been the calm one of his family. The middle child is often credited with being brash and attention-seeking as they try to outshine their older or younger siblings but that was never the case for him. Born after the twins, Benjamin and Charlotte and followed by their baby sister Rachel, Deacon was a more determined, hard working young man never content to stay on the side but also not one to rock the boat. With his parents, Lord Harrison Moore and his beautiful wife Francesca, behind him in any and all of his endeavors, he’s always been free to be the kind of man that would be the best representative of his family. The Moore family is 13th in line for the throne in England, and to some degree a favorite of the Queen, even being so long out of being actual royalty. When he was in his early 20′s, he moved out of London and into a mini-mansion in Bibury, by way of Gloucestershire. The picturesque little hideaway was his own private home, only an hour outside of London itself but it gave him a sense of peace and serenity. There, Deacon had three Irish wolfhounds named Gaius, Augustus and Brutus and for a time he had a young woman he’d been courting for some time, and while he’d been able to accept her harsh temper and selfish ways, things with Diana Ashworth were not meant to be. 
Something changed in him when he was rather spectacularly dumped by Diana after they had been together for nearly seven years. Her reasoning made little sense, she said the $2.5 million, Harry Winston ring was too small and tacky and made a scene when Deacon had tried to propose to her. Whatever her reasoning really was, he could never be sure but after the dust had settled, he’d finally realized how terrible for him she had really been. Diana was a very “particular” woman. She liked to have things a certain way, usually with servants for nearly everything she could ever need and with all the money she had, she was expecting to live in the lap of luxury inside the safe confines of one of the main areas of London, none of which fit Deacon’s small “cottage” as he called it. She didn’t like his dogs and often didn’t respect him much either, all things he came to see only after they had rather publicly broken up. Another thing Deacon disliked had been how public she liked to do anything and everything. Diana always wanted to be seen doing something, so people who still think of her...but considering her family wasn’t as well known as the Moores, it may have had more to do with her wanting to show off her newly acquired status. Whatever the reason, he was happy to have her gone but had been left in a vulnerable position now without her.
One thing he had always prided himself on was having close friends with those in his same caliber, the likes of Niall Hannigan and Peter Danvers, just to name a few. These men always had his back, or so he had thought but their idea of comforting him following his breakup was to use a work trip to the states, specifically St. Louis, to visit a sex party. The rules had been simple enough, wear a mask and never exchange names, this was meant to be a meeting of like-minded individuals looking for a night of consensual frivolity, though while it might have been Niall and Peter’s scene, it was hardly Deacon’s. Still, he had allowed himself to be drug to this horrible thing, though he’d ultimately ended up in a private room with a few bottles of wine, trying to forget where he was and exactly why he was there. Through some strike of fate, it was that night he met  Aliviya St. Michael. Ali blew him away, her kindness and compassion when he was at his worst had been more of a comfort in his heartbreak than his closest friends.Deacon never saw her full face but there was something in Aliviya’s eyes that just seemed to stick with him. 
The Monday after the party, Deacon had found himself still hungover and mortified by his unprofessional behavior, as his father would have described it. For all of his attempts to actually make himself look presentable, he just came across as disheveled and tired looking. Or so he had believed. When he’d arrived at Giovanni Incorporated, the darkening sky opened and began a steady, chilly downpour over his head. He had come into the building shaking out the collar of his wool jacket. His bodyguard and one of his best friends, Samson, had failed to get the umbrella up in time as they had been walking into the building and both men had gotten drenched. Most people would have been annoyed but Deacon had only laughed if off, running a hand through his hair and rushed to catch an elevator that was already going up. Samson and his partner, an impressive sized man named Roman, remained in the lobby of the office, waiting for Deacon to come back down again. After they left here, it was back to the Chase Park Plaza to get some much needed rest before they would all fly home. 
Deacon finished shaking out his coat once he was in the elevator and scowled as he realized the warped reflection in the chrome showed exactly how bad he looked. As he struggled to fix his tie, his eyes shifted slightly towards those beautiful eyes he had been thinking about since Saturday. Aliviya offered to fix his tie for him and as her fingers had played with the soft silk of his tie he’d lost his mind for a moment, carefully tipping her face up towards his and kissed her. It straight out of a badly written romantic comedy movie, but he had recognized her eyes, the softness of her touch on his chest and the lyrical tone to her voice, everything had been there exactly as he remembered it. For only a moment, he’d had those perfect lips on his own again before the moment ended and as any actual woman would do when a strange man kissed him, she slapped him. Deacon had been flustered but what was he supposed to say? “Hey I’m that guy you found sobbing in the private room at the sex party downtown this weekend, want to go out?” It didn’t have the greatest ring to it.
Instead, he had apologized several times for stepping out of bounds with her and told her that she had looked like someone he thought he knew. That hadn’t been the best recovery either, but as she got off on the 7th floor, Deacon hesitated but decided not to say anything. It wasn’t until he was leaving the office later that evening that the two saw one another again and he was given a second chance to talk to her. The poor girl had a busted umbrella and seemed to be at her wits end as she stood in the rain waiting for the bus. He had asked Roman to pull up alongside her and asked if she would like a ride. 
"I’m fine....fine.” 
“You don’t look fine...Lord Moore would like to offer you a ride, anywhere you want to go?” 
“Lord...Moore....No no, it’s really fine.” 
Deacon had rolled his window down and looked at the young woman for a moment, wanting to bring her inside and take her back to the hotel with him though the best he could do was offer a soft “please”. She had eventually given in, though only allowed him to take her to a rather run-down looking apartment building a few blocks away. 
“I’d like to take you out to dinner...” 
“That kiss didn’t mean anything, really...it’s fine. I’m afraid I don’t really have the time...I have class and I work early tomorrow...” 
“What about after class?” 
“You’re persistent, aren’t you?” 
“I tend to be very determined...” Deacon had started then, leaning forward in his seat as he looked over her and after a moment he reached out to take her hand. “I have met you before, Aliviya....on Saturday. You had been kind to me when you could have left me alone... I’d like to have a real chance to get to know you. When I’m not sobbing into my cheap chardonnay.” 
It had started out so innocent, dinner in a diner after she had gotten out of class for the night and over time their romance bloomed. It was still a bit like a movie and sometimes, Deacon found himself wondering how he’d managed to be so lucky as to meet someone like her. She was driven, hard working and had an odd variety of friends, all of which brought something new to her personality that Deacon may not have noticed before. Her compassion and caring nature was rivaled only by her beauty, which was as much inside as it was out. 
As it stood, Deacon and Aliviya had been dating for six months, almost entirely remotely due to his living in London and her being in St. Louis. It was difficult, only seeing her when he was able to come in and often work prefaced the trip as it was the only time he could get away from his family business. 
They had made it through some pretty murky waters as all relationships struggle but the long distance ones are extra tricky. The main issue had resolved itself only a few weeks ago, when Ali had been used as a scapegoat for a massive embezzlement scandal going on within Giovanni Incorporated and while his father and brother had wanted Deacon to break off his relationship with her, he hadn’t been able to actually ever say the words. He had been a little distant through it but when it all came down, Deacon didn’t believe Aliviya to be the type to steal money from anyone, much less a company that she bent over backwards for and who had taken a chance on her. Though the situation had worked itself out and the right people had been persecuted for the role they played, Ali had been left unsettled about the whole thing, not that anyone could blame her. As they sat together on her couch, Deacon attempting to offer comfort he finally came off with the only thing he could think of. 
“You need a vacation.” 
“Yeah...right let me just pull that out of my ass.” Her dry tone caught him off guard but he recovered, chuckling. 
“Vincent would like you to take some time off to regather yourself, after the entire situation he believes everyone needs some time to settle back in again. Not to mention...with you taking over as Mr. Lowery’s new assistant, it’s going to take some time to get everything processed.” 
“Oh...and where am I going on this vacation?” She seemed to be warming up to the idea, that was a good sign at the very least. Deacon thought for a moment before finally speaking again. 
“You had to meet my brother and father under the worst circumstances, I’d like you to meet the rest of my family, on my terms this time...you could come to England with me...I’ll introduce you to my family and if it goes well, we can go to my parent’s anniversary trip in Greece.” 
“Deacon...that’s a big trip and...your father...he doesn’t like me. He said it to my face...” 
Deacon frowned and looked at her. “I know, chicken...I know. But the last time I allowed everyone to make decisions about my life for me, I nearly married someone who had none of my best interests in mind.” Diana had been one of Charlotte’s friends and while he didn’t blame his older sister in the least for her friends’ conniving ways, everyone had thought she was going to be the best person for him. His father may have told Ali to her face that he didn’t think she was right for his son, but he’d said the opposite about someone who shattered him, it was his turn to make his own choice. 
“My friends like you..." He trailed off, knowing that wasn’t exactly a good way to start. Niall liked everyone and while Peter could be pretty discerning he wasn’t overly picky. His brother Michael was a bit more choosy but then again, Michael was...unique. Gavin Deveroux was the one that would give him his honest opinion, Deacon knew and trusted that at least. But Gavin hadn’t had a chance to meet her yet. Deacon frowned softly before starting again. 
“Ali, I want you to come with me. I want you to see where I live...and I know things have been tense but I’d like to keep you in my life. This is something important to me. I love you...and I want to show you the places that matter the most to me.” His parents’ home was one of those, but the other was his “cottage”. A place all his own that Diana had almost ruined with all of her issues with it, but it was still home and still his favorite place to be. Aliviya was quickly becoming his favorite person, so of course he’d want to take her to his favorite place, right?
There was silence for a while as she seemed to consider it and when she finally agreed, as long as she could bring Mike with her. Mike was...an odd egg, as Deacon’s aunt Sarah would have called him. The smartest man in the room at 28 years old, he could sound like the genius he was one minute and the loudest, gayest man only half a second later. It always amused Deacon how the man’s mood could fluctuate, but he was Ali’s closest friends and because of that, he was quickly becoming very important to Deacon too. Mike was a good judge of character and if the situation got too uncomfortable, he would give her an easy out of the situation. Deacon felt his heart swell like a balloon filled with too much air. He hopped off of her couch, startling one of her two cats, and captured Ali in his arms, cupping her face in his hands and kissed her deeply. 
“I love you, chicken.” She had returned his kiss deeply and leaned back only slightly. 
“I love when you call me that.” Deacon beamed. Chicken was a term of endearment his grandfather used to call his grandmother when they were together, and they had survived World War II together, he was part of the Royal Navy and she was a nurse, not a lady or a duchess, just a woman who had met him when he was hospitalized following a siege and he had fallen head over heels for her. Deacon’s grandfather, the late Lord Moore, had been an amazing man, still a Lord even though he was also a naval officer. And he had the greatest love story, Deacon had always loved hearing it. 
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Aliviya had agreed to join Deacon after Mike’s Mensa meeting in Washington. The two of them would be flying together to New York on first class and after a day to rest they would take the Moore family private jet the rest of the way to London. After picking her up it was just a short drive out of the main city and to the family home in Oxfordshire. Aliviya was going to be meeting his mother and both of his sisters, as well as the majority of the family when she joined them on the family yacht in Greece. He had plans there, of course, but those would come into play soon enough. 
When the pair had made it to New York, they were met on the air strip by Roman, who rode with them on the plane the rest of the way. The flight itself was only going to take 7 hours, as opposed to the 12.5 it would have taken for them to make it commercially, which was part of why Deacon had insisted that they travel this way. The other was so they would have a quiet, easy trip. The jet was one of the luxury liners that featured it’s own staff, a bedroom in the back as well as a working shower and high quality entertainment system. Roman had told a very amused Deacon via text messages that Ali and Mike had wandered through the whole of the plane before choosing a place to sit and played cards with drinks and a mild meal during the flight. Of course she wouldn’t take advantage of all of the amenities but he had wished he could have heard the noise when she’d seen it. Oh well, all in due time, there was still the yacht. 
It was late when the plane arrived at the private airstrip near the family home, and Deacon was waiting on the concourse for them with flowers and a bright smile. They were going to the Moore estate for the first few days before they’d be heading to Santorini, Greece for his parents’ anniversary. Most of the family and some very high profile guests would be in attendance and while he was nervous about inviting Ali to the party, he was more looking forward to having her on his arm and introducing her as his girlfriend. It would be the first big event he had been to since his breakup with Diana, and luckily she would be nowhere in sight. As they got off the plane, he watched Roman fight off a yawn before he set about getting the bags out of the back. Samson moved to take their smaller personal items and set them in the car before opening the door. Ali had run to him, her arms going around his neck like he was catching her and holding her for an eternity, which he could have, in all honesty. Kissing her deeply, Deacon leaned back and smiled. 
“Chicken! I’m so glad you’re here finally! How was your flight?” 
“Smooth and uneventful.” Mike muttered as he stumbled down the last step and lost his balance, falling into Roman’s arms. It took him a second before he barked out a laugh. “Thanks Hulk” Deacon chuckled softly. His two bodyguards had wound up with nicknames now because of these two, and honestly now he couldn’t unsee it. Samoan Hulk was Roman, a 6.5ft monster of a Samoan man with broad, tattooed shoulders and a shaved head. He looked like someone that should be a fighter. The other was Samson, or Samoan Jesus, as Ali had referred to him. He had long hair and dark, piercing eyes. The irony of his tough guy exterior was his love for growing roses in Bibury in the house beside Deacon and spending time with his 5ft tall wife. 
“Deacon!”
Deacon beamed, holding her close for another moment or two before letting her go. “Shall we head to the house?” He looked back at Mike and smiled at him though only got a halfhearted smile back. 
“Are you alright?” 
“Hmm? Oh...yeah. Sorry...I’m fine. It’s good to see you again, Deacon. I’m just really tried.” And distracted, Deacon thought but he didn’t say anything. The other man moved over and got a hug from him as well before letting him go and got into the car. Ali had told him that Mike was going through some things, so this listless behavior was probably because of that. After they were settled into the car, he turned Ali’s face towards his and kissed her gently, teasing her mouth softly as he did so. 
“Since you’ve had such a long couple of days, my parents thought breakfast together might be the better way to go, rather than bombarding you as soon as you arrived. Is that alright?”  
“I like that idea much better, I can’t wait to meet your mom. Roman was telling us about everyone on the plane so we’d be more prepared...though I’m still really nervous. After everything what if...” 
Deacon stopped her with a soft shake of his head. “Nothing that happened had anything to do with you, chicken. It’s just something that happened while you were there. I’ve reassured them, they’re looking forward to getting to meet you finally.” 
“Lord Moore has been talking about you non-stop every time he comes home, at this point the Lady Moore may know you better than you know yourself” Samson had quipped from the driver’s seat ahead of them before exchanging a look with Roman before both men laughed. 
“It’s a short drive to the house....Oh... Lord Moore? Em and I brought up the boys, so they’re waiting for you too.” 
“Oh god.” Deacon’s dogs were about 3ft tall and weighed about 175lbs each, and whenever they saw him both Augustus and Brutus would rush him, tackling him to the ground. When he was with Diana, he’d had three of the wolfhounds, but Gaius was unfortunately poisoned and died only a month before the proposal incident. Deacon still missed the old gray beast but his two brothers more than made up for his lack of presence. He laughed lightly and looked at Ali. 
“They’re going to pounce you.” 
Ali laid her head on his shoulder when he settled back in the seat, she wasn’t asleep but she had her eyes closed. Deacon started playing with her hair and did so, absently as they drove on in silence. The ride itself wasn’t much to really see this time of the night, he figured while they were in the area he would play tour guide for a few days and take them to the Tower of London or one of the museums or something. While he wanted Ali to stay here with him forever he wasn’t sure how long she was going to want to stay in England, especially since her entire life was in St. Louis. 
When they had arrived at the house, Mike leaned forward and lightly poked Ali’s nose like it was a button and motioned to the great gates that lead up the drive. “We’re entering Downton Abbey.” He mused and Deacon laughed, lightly rubbing on her back before pointing out the window. 
“The drive goes all the way up and circles around a fountain in the middle of the courtyard. It’s lit up right now but you’ll really get to see it in the morning. The manor’s courtyards are a tourist attraction in their own right.” 
“Hmm...I can’t wait to see it.” 
Deacon smiled and kissed the top of her head before the car slowed to a stop and Roman got out to open the door for her, while Samson opened up Deacon’s side for him and Mike. Just as he had predicted, the front doors were open already and the boys were sitting on the steps, waiting to be called. They looked like mutts, but they were actually thoroughbreds. Taking a stance much like that of someone playing rugby, Deacon planted his feet and called out to the dogs. Just as he had said they both rushed down the stairs and tackled him to the ground licking him and nuzzling their heads into him like they hadn’t seen him in weeks, even though it had only been a couple of days. Laughing, Deacon managed to push them off after a minute or two and took Samson’s offered hand to get off the ground. For their part, Augustus and Brutus moved and sat down like perfect gentlemen as Deacon held his hand out for Ali to take, and introduced her. Brutus moved to pounce on her but Deacon held his hand up, stopping him without even a word. Instead they approached her slowly, sniffing her hand and then Augustus licked it before walking away. 
“Bloody hell I thought they were going to rush you too.” Deacon laughed and made another hand gesture at the boys, they both walked back up the stairs again, taking their place beside the front door and waiting patiently. 
“Those aren’t dogs, those are furry horses.” Ali laughed, wiping the drool onto her pants before picking up her purse from inside the car. 
“I know...they can be quite a handful but I love them. Come on...let’s get everyone settled.” 
As they entered the grand foyer of the manor, the lights were already on and the whole house had a soft glow to it. Unlike a lot of the bigger mansions that have a cold feeling to them, this one actually felt like the family had all lived in it and there was a residual warmth left from them. In his father’s office, there was a pillar that marked the growth of each of the Moore children and now their little niece too. Charlotte and her daughter were coming in tomorrow, and Benjamin and his teenage daughter Tess should already be settled in. As they came in, Deacon smiled up at a beautiful, older woman with whitish blond hair and bright eyes. 
“Aliviya St. Michael and Mike Tomlin, I’d like to introduce you to the Lady Francesca Moore. Mom I thought you weren’t going to do this until tomorrow?” 
“Nonsense, I wanted to be the one to welcome this young lady to our home, Deacon...” 
“Ah...well....at least Charlotte can still surprise us with the Princess. Is father in his study?” 
“Of course he is, he’ll be out in a moment.” No doubt his father had told her about Ali when he’d met her the first time, so it wasn’t much of a surprise that they were both here and ready to introduce themselves properly. Francesca looked comfortable in a loose fit gray dress and a black shawl around her shoulders. Her hair was pulled back and tucked around a little. She looked to Deacon as though she had been reading on his father’s couch. Behind them, Samson and Roman moved silently up the stairs to take Ali and Mike’s suitcases up to their designated rooms. Ali had a room of her own, of course, but Deacon had already told Samson to take her suitcase to his room, since it wasn’t likely she’d be spending much time apart from him. Mike’s room actually overlooked the back part of the house and his mother’s garden, the lighting made it look beautiful of course but tomorrow it was going to be a truly stunning view. Deacon shifted a little uncomfortably before his mother took notice and only smiled at her son, with a soft, understanding look. He had been hoping to save the uncomfortable introductions for later, not having to do them right as they arrived.
“Alright...well Deacon’s giving me that look...I’ll let you all get settled and see you for breakfast outside in the gardens.” Deacon moved and gave his mother a kiss on the cheek before she left them to undoubtedly go check in on her husband in is study. Letting out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding, Deacon laughed uncomfortably. 
“Sorry about that...Umm...Mike your room is upstairs and the last room on the left. It’s got its own bathroom so you won’t have to worry about running into anyone. Chicken...I’ll show you to our room?” 
“Our room?” Ali’s eyes twinkled and Deacon couldn’t help but smile, the light of it reaching into his eyes and dancing. 
“Well you do have one of your own near Mike’s but...I thought you’d want to stay with me” 
“Uh-huh. I want a real tour tomorrow though, this house is huge.” 
“And very easy to get lost in” Came Harrison’s cool voice from the other side of the main hallway. He smiled and moved towards them, all but ignoring his son’s uncomfortable stance. “Aliviya, it’s good to see you again. You’ll forgive me for that unfortunate business the last time? I’m afraid I was a little more rude to you than I should have been.” 
Ali, for all her grace under fire looked somewhat relieved to have gotten an actual apology out of his father. Harrison was wearing a soft pair of black pants and a gray jumper that made him look less like a lord at the moment and more like an older gentleman getting ready for bed.Harrison’s eyes fell on Mike as he shifted to the side and extended his hand to the other man. Mike took it and gave him a firm handshake, making his introduction simple before the Lord’s attention went back to Ali. 
“You two look absolutely bushed, I’ll let you get settled and see everyone in the morning. Deacon...” Harrison nodded his head towards his son before heading back in the direction of his and his wife’s room. After hearing the door click shut Deacon’s eyes widened before he shook his head. 
“Ah...well that was uncomfortable.” 
“Parents are the same in any country it seems...” Mike moved and kissed Ali’s cheek before telling them goodnight and heading upstairs to his room. Deacon watched him pause for a moment before turning his head to the right and headed in that direction. Deacon chuckled before holding his hand out to Ali. 
“Shall we, love?” 
Deacon’s room was one of the larger ones on the second floor to the left of the stairs. It had actually been his brother’s room first, before he’d moved into it some time after Ben had left for college. The windows faced the front of the house and had heavy, blackout curtains framing both sides in a soft green fabric. The rest of the room looked like a small apartment, and had a small sitting area to one side beside the walk-in and around closet. Behind the couch was Deacon’s cherry wood sleigh bed with a warm looking comforter made up perfectly with several of the decorative pillows positioned to hide the king sized pillows. At the foot of the bed was an extra soft wool knitted blanket from Killian McLeod's wife. She used to make the blankets before she had gotten too sick, though they had a few of them scattered around the house. To the right of the entrance was another door that lead into a relatively large bathroom with an enclosed closet for towels to one side and a hamper hidden behind a small curtained opening under the sink, set within the counter space. Everything on the counter had it’s own special place, and it looked like it had never been touched, even though he had actually stayed here the last few days. Further into the bathroom was a tiled, waterfall style shower to one side, a simple sink and a small half wall that separated the toilet from the rest of the room, seemingly hiding it.
Bringing Ali into the room, he took her purse from her and set it on his couch, moving over to turn on the fireplace. As it came to life, the light of the faux flames danced in the dim lit room, casting shadows this way and that. There were bookshelves built into the wall all along the sides of the fireplace and above it, filled with a lot of Deacon’s favorite books. Moving back over to her, he cupped her face in his hands and kissed her deeply, nuzzling her softly. 
“I have missed you, chicken.” Deacon purred against her lips. He knew the next few days were going to be a little tough to get through, between his friends coming in from parts unknown to the various friends and family that would be introducing themselves to Ali...it was going to be a little crazy. But right now was just for them. Brushing her hair over her shoulder, Deacon moved his lips down around her neck and nipped at her playfully, teasing her skin until he felt the little goose pimples rising up on her. As he leaned back and looked into her eyes, Deacon smiled and suddenly scooped Ali up in his arms, carrying her over to the bed and laid her down on one side of it, climbing onto the bed with her, kissing his way down her body. They hadn’t had much of a chance to be together for some time and he wasn’t sure how much time alone they were going to have in the next few days. 
“Deacon...I’ve been traveling all day...I....” For every inch Deacon moved her shirt he kissed around the skin, teasing her stomach and up her chest, finally removing the shirt and tossing it over the foot board and onto the floor revealing her bra beneath. 
“Do you want me to stop?” He rested his chin on her stomach for a moment, looking up at her with a playful, almost hungry look.
“N-no...” Deacon smiled and continued to work his way along her body, moving his hands underneath her and carefully unhooked her bra without a second glance or even much of a pause. Slipping it off her shoulders, he looked down at her body for a moment and smiled, beginning to work down this time, taking extra care to give each breast a bit of time of its own, lightly flicking his tongue over each of her nipples before moving away from it. He only wanted to tease her right now, though he watched how her body reacted to him and it seemed to only fuel his movements. His fingers danced along her hips before he sat up slowly on her and began unbuttoning his shirt, pulling it from his trousers though he didn’t take it all the way off just yet, instead left the baby blue cotton hanging open as he shifted his hips just enough to begin pushing Ali’s pants down, repeating his delicate kisses.
Before he got too much further, Deacon slipped off of her and carefully pulled her pants and panties down at the same time, tossing them to the side before taking a moment to just look over Ali’s body on the bed. He knew she was tired and sex was probably the furthest thing from her mind right now but having her finally here in his country, his house, his bed, there was something about it all that had driven him nearly to the point of no return as it was. Unbuttoning his pants, Deacon left them open as he took off his shirt and added it to the scattered bits of clothing on the floor and opened up a drawer in his bedside table. Of course, his brother had bought condoms recently. 
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TVD 9x11 - Jukebox Feels (part 2) Enjoy! =)
Cut to – Akumal, Mexico. Damon, Bonnie, Stefan, and Caroline, are enjoying their last beach day. Caroline is doing cartwheels by the water; Damon has gone to get everyone drinks.
 BONNIE: (Looking at Caroline and smiling) She’s so crazy…
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STEFAN: (Also smiling) Absolutely insane, I love it. (Turns to Bonnie, looks into her eyes) Thank you.
BONNIE: For what?
STEFAN: For giving me a second chance.
BONNIE: Hey, we’ve talked about this, there is nothing to be thankful for.
STEFAN: Of course there is, I hurt you very badly, and you still found it in yourself to forgive me.
BONNIE: What you did had nothing to do with you. That was ripper Stefan, not my friend. And yes, it took me a while to get over that, but I understood. You are not that person, you never were, so forgive yourself.
STEFAN: If I do this revamp thing, there’s a risk that monster might come back.
BONNIE: No, there’s not, and even if there was; for you, for your life, it’s worth the risk.
STEFAN: You are an amazing woman, Bon. Thank you for being my friend.
BONNIE: (Teasing) You’re not so bad yourself, and I’m glad to be. Now, enough with the seriousness, this is our last day, let’s indulge and enjoy! (They smile and hug) How about we play a little prank on those two? Payback for the other night…
STEFAN: I’m so in! What you have in mind?
BONNIE: We book a nice boat ride, then… Shit! Damon is coming; if you let me, I’ll telepathically message you the rest of the plan.
STEFAN: Shoot!
DAMON: Okay, margarita for the lady (hands it to Stefan), tequila for the woman (hands it to Bonnie), and… (turns to see Caroline still doing cartwheels) a gin for the child (places it down on the table).
STEFAN: (Laughs uncontrollably) Oh, that’s too good!
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DAMON: (Smirking but a tad confused, Stefan is laughing so hard tears are coming out his eyes) Okay… but it wasn’t that funny...
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STEFAN: Oh, it totally was! Hilarious! (He laughs with Bonnie in complicity).
DAMON: (Looks at Bonnie) You two have the weirdest sense of humor…
BONNIE: It was a great joke! The child… pure gold!
DAMON: Did you guys smoke that stuff while I was gone?
BONNIE: Nop…  maybe it’s the mimosas? (Her and Stefan keep laughing).
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CAROLINE: (Comes back and grabs her drink) Okay, got my work out, time to sit back and relax!
BONNIE: How about we take a nice boat trip by the bay? No stealing the boat this time around.
CAROLINE: I’m so down with that!
DAMON: Me too!
STEFAN: (With a smirk) Oh, me three!
BONNIE: Great! Stefan and I thought you’d be on board, so we booked in advance. We leave in an hour.
Cut to – the Salvatore school Library. Radka, Alaric, Lexi, Tyler and Margo are planning for the prison world mission.
 MARGO: Okay, let me see if I got this right. You want me to summon a Bennett witch, while simultaneously opening the spirit realm, and doing an incarnation spell. Then take all of you to a prison world, get Katherine, avoid a psycho killer, and successfully bring everyone back?
RADKA: I know it’s crazy… but we thought we’d at least ask.
MARGO: You do realize I’m not nearly as powerful as Bonnie, right? A lot of things could go wrong, starting with summoning a Bennett witch. That’s major league witchcraft we are talking about, they don’t appear just like that… Why not ask Bonnie? If anyone can pull this off, it’s her.
ALARIC: We don’t want her involved; she has a dark history with Kai. Please, Margo, just give it a thought?
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TYLER: Okay, hear me out. What if we get the Madame and Danae to help Margo? One can do the summoning, the other the spirit realm stuff, and the other the reincarnation spell? Power of three witches can definitely get the job done.
ALARIC: Slight problem with that, the Madame is not a witch.
TYLER: But she does that psychy woo with her mind; can’t that help?
MARGO: She is a psychic?
ALARIC: A psychic vampire to be exact.
MARGO: Wow, I’ve never encountered one of those… Well, all witchcraft is rooted in psychic energy, so she can use that to open the realm.
LEXI: You really think this could work?
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MARGO: If I have help, yes, I think it could.
ALARIC: So the plan could be, Danae summons a Bennet witch, I suggest Emily; The Madame opens the spirit realm, and Margo, you do the incarnation spell. Lexi, Sergei, Radka, Ty, Emily, and I, go in, get Katherine, and get out.
MARGO: You make it sound so simple, Ric. But I am in, as long as they agree.
ALARIC: I’m on it (grabs his cell).
MARGO: And here I thought my peaceful retirement would only involve teaching newbie witches some old tricks…
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Cut to – the Powell mansion. The Madame and Anthony are getting desperate, Edward is still nowhere to be found.
 ANTHONY: It has been days, Madame; I’m starting to lose hope. Dare I ask, do you think he is…
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THE MADAME: No, that I am sure of. Augustus might be a sadistic soul, but he would never kill his own son. What I’m worried about is Edward’s mental state, you know what can happen if he has a breakdown.
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ANTHONY: Oh, dear, please, no… He has been doing so great, I don’t want him going through that ever again.
THE MADAME: It is very frustrating that all my power is absolutely useless at this moment. How I wish Tamara where here, she would know how to handle this… except if she were, she’d probably kill us for letting this happen.
ANTHONY: Absolutely, then again, she would have probably found him by now; there was no one as headstrong and determined as she.
THE MADAME: That’s for sure. (Her phone rings, it’s Alaric). Well, this is odd, it’s that Saltzman professor… (she picks up).  
Cut to – 2018 prison world. Katherine, still tied up and with her mouth covered. Kai, still sitting on a chair in front of her, reading. He pauses for a moment to make small talk.
 KAI: Did you know that Shakespeare wrote King Lear while in quarantine? Amazing things can be achieved while in isolation, if you have the talent and patience. Not that I assume you even know who that is, let along that you have read such a literary masterpiece. All you people know how to read are your facebooks, twitters, and instagram’s. Talk about involution…  
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(Sees that the boy is struggling to let himself loose). Yes, it’s uncomfortable, I know from experience, but I can’t untie you. I will, however, take your mouth cover away, eventually. You need to be fed, and I need to know how, and why, you are here. But for now, be calm while I finish reading my book. (Plays the same song on the jukebox, and continues reading).
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Cut to – the Mikaelson mansion, New Orleans. Klaus, Abby and Danae are having dinner. Danae gets a call from Alaric.
 DANAE: (As her phone is buzzing) That’s strange, Alaric is calling me…
KLAUS: That is strange, but if you don’t pick up, we won’t find out why, love.
DANAE: (Picks up) Hello? (…)
KLAUS: (To Abby) Wonder what trouble they have gotten themselves into now, that’s the only reason they call. (Danae gets up from the table, signals them that she will be right back).
ABBY: Guessing it’s something big if Bonnie needs back up…
KLAUS: I reckon that is precisely why they are calling; Bonnie is unavailable at the moment; (mocking) she’s on a “love vacation” with Damon.
ABBY: (Spits out her drink) Did you say, Damon?!
KLAUS: Oh, love, I haven’t told you… well, I suppose this is as good a time as any.  
ABBY: Oh, please, say it ain’t so…
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KLAUS: Let me pour you more bourbon, you are going to need it.
Cut to – Akumal, Mexico. Belvafore are on a dock, about to embark on their boat trip adventure.
 CAROLINE: (Amazed at the boat, which turns out to be a luxury yacht) Guys, this is amazing!! When you said boat trip, that (pointing to the yacht) is definitely not what I had in mind. I mean, look at that thing, it’s like a floating house!
DAMON: (To Bonnie and Stefan) Gotta hand it to you, it’s perfect! Way to go Stefonnie!
BONNIE: (Teasing) It’s not going to stop, is it? 
DAMON: (With a smirk) Oh no, Bon-Bon, I’m on a roll! (Kisses her on the cheek).
CAROLINE: You guys really outdid yourselves! I love it!  
BONNIE: (Mischievous smirk) Well, we wanted our last day trip to be grand, so…
STEFAN: (Also mischievous, yet nervous, trying to hide their alternative motive) Yeah! Big pimpin' style… spending the gees, you know? (They look at him with a WTF face, such an awkward comment, specially coming from him; they can’t help but crack up).
BONNIE: Okay, well, what are we waiting for? Let’s hop on board! Oh, one minor detail, we weren’t able to secure a captain, it’s his day off. We had to prove that one of us had a sailing license, so I used a little trick to make them think Stefan did. No biggie; he’s driven a boat before, I’m sure he can do it again.
STEFAN: Oh, yeah, totally can. I think it comes naturally to me; don’t worry guys, you are in good hands.
DAMON: Hey, as long as you don’t sink this thing, I’m cool with it.
CAROLINE: Me too! (They go on board, as Damon and Caroline are checking the yacht out, it embarks; once they check out every single spot, they go back on deck to find that neither Bonnie nor Stefan are on board. As they head-off, they see Bonnie and Stefan waving to them from land). 
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Oh, my god, Damon!! (In a funny panic) They left us!!!! What are we going to do?!! Neither of us knows how to drive this thing!!!! We are going to die; we are going to die!!!!!
DAMON: Relax, woman! Let me think… I knew they were up to something!
CAROLINE: I say we jump in, and swim back while we still can!!
DAMON: No, Blondie; that’s just what they want us to do; I say we give them a little taste of their own medicine…
CAROLINE: Uhm, hello??!! Don’t you get it? We don’t know how to drive this thing; we are going to crash!!
DAMON: That’s what I’m saying!
CAROLINE: What?! You’re not making any sense!
DAMON: I know!
CAROLINE: Well then do something, Twiddle Dee!
DAMON: You know that makes you Twiddle Dumb, right?
CAROLINE: Oh, shut up! I’m going to kill those two!!! This isn’t funny!!!
DAMON: It’s sort of funny, in a dark sense of humor type of way…
CAROLINE: For you, because you are a freaking crazy person, just like them! You better learn how to drive this thing really fast, or I swear!!
DAMON: I can’t tell left from right, there’s no way in hell I can drive this thing!
CAROLINE: God, I can’t think of anything worse than being stuck on a death ride with you!!
DAMON: Feeling is mutual, barbie!
CAROLINE: Okay, let’s think clearly, no need to panic. We are both vampires, so we are definitely not going to die, unless this thing crashes and one of the wreckage pieces drives through our hearts… Oh shit, we are so going to die!!!
DAMON: No we’re not; they’re just pushing this prank as far as they can; so again, I say we push back.
CAROLINE: Okay, so what’s your masterplan?
DAMON: (He sees they are rapidly approaching another yacht) I got nothing… fuck it! Let’s jump in and give them the win on this one.
CAROLINE: Oh, hell, no! I changed my mind. If they want to play games, it’s game on!
DAMON: You realize this ship is about to crash?!
CAROLINE: Nah, they’re playing chicken, and I’m not about to lose! (Sees that the boat is about to hit) Then again, who cares about pride! (She vamp-jumps off board, Damon follows. Once they resurface, they see that the second boat is gone, and that the yacht hadn’t even left the dock; it was all just a mind trick. Up on deck are Bonnie and Stefan looking down on them, laughing and having a glass of champagne).
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BONNIE: Payback’s a bitch! That’s for the little prank you pulled on us the other night.
CAROLINE: (Looks at Damon) Oh, I forgot about that one… Oops.
DAMON: Me too… talk about holding a grudge. (To Stefan and Bonnie) Well, guess we are even. Now, can you please get us out of here! (They get them back on board, and give them some dry clothes. After, they all sit on the deck, laugh, drink, and enjoy a beautiful boat ride).  
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Cut to – the secret facility, surveillance room. Augustus is on a call with Pietro.
AUGUSTUS: I knew you would throw that in my face; some things never change, regardless of how long they’ve been on this earth…
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PIETRO: You know that torturing you is my main source of entertainment. By the way, I’m sorry for your loss.
AUGUSTUS: (Laughs) Aw, you’re too kind.
PIETRO: Anyway, back to business; has your son solved the situation?
AUGUSTUS: He’s on it, shouldn’t take long; he contacted the wife’s mother, so Donovan should be receiving the news soon, and on a plane back here for his daddy’s funeral.  
PIETRO: That mistake of yours cost me a lot of money, and I expect to be paid back.
AUGUSTUS: Don’t worry, I’ll wire you whatever the sum. Well, there, my part is fixed. Now, how are you doing with the program? Are our recruits ready?
PIETRO: Not by a long shot, but we still have time till they come to play, so, no delays from my part, right on schedule. Plus, your little mistake bought me some extra time, thanks for that.
AUGUSTUS: (Teasing) I did it on purpose, just to help you out. On another note, I’m going to need some extra funding for more of our fun gadgets; I’m thinking going with children, they are the perfect bait.
PIETRO: I’m not going to deny your genius, but you’re a sick puppy. Just send me the amount and I’ll transfer it; minus the sum you owe me. Oh, and I also want you to bring Darius back from la-la land, I know he is a liability, but he can be very helpful too, as long as we can control him. I’m sure one of your toys can help with that.
AUGUSTUS: Really? Darius?  I hate that guy, but yeah, I can see how he can be useful. I’ll work on something… definitely with a switch off button.
PIETRO: And a mute button.
AUGUSTUS: I’ll let you know when it’s done, but that’s gonna cost extra.
PIETRO: Fine, cheap-ass, consider it your debt payment.
AUGUSTUS: Done. Oh, before I forget, just as a fun FYI; guess who is trapped in a Bennett prison world, inside another body, with the Gemini psychopath…
PIETRO: That’s an easy guess, those kinds of things can only happen to Katerina Petrova.
AUGUSTUS: Ding, ding, ding! (They laugh).   
PIETRO: Oh, Katerina... guess she should have stayed dead. Did I tell you her doppelgänger is part of the program? You know, the one that my dear half-brothers were head over heels for. I have to say, she’s definitely overrated. But anyway, enough with the chit chat, we have a lot of work to get done.
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AUGUSTUS: Always a pleasure talking to you, wise-ass.
PIETRO: Always, geek-ass! We’ll talk soon. (They hang up).
 Cut to – Matt and Khuyana’s cabin. Matt is reading a letter that has been sent by Khuyana’s mother. As he reads it, he begins to cry.
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KHUYANA: Matt? What is it?
MATT: My dad… he’s… dead. (She hugs him).
KHUYANA: Oh, my god… what… what happened?
MATT: I’m not sure; the letter is from Edward; all it says is that he has passed, and that I need to go back. It also has some sort of encrypted message, but I can’t quite figure it out… (hands the letter to Khuyana).    
Cut to - Akumal, Mexico. Belvafore and La Bruja are having a beachfront dinner.
 LA BRUJA: This place is lovely, thank you for inviting me.
BONNIE: Thank you for coming.
CAROLINE: I’m so happy I finally got to meet you! Bonnie was right, you are so beautiful, inside and out! Grams really knew how to pick them!
LA BRUJA: (Smirks) Carolina, you are such an authentic soul. God bless you.
CAROLINE: Aw, Bruja, you are too sweet.
STEFAN: Can I ask, what’s your real name? We can’t keep calling you La Bruja forever…
LA BRUJA: (Smiles) No, I guess you can’t. It’s Ixchel.
BONNIE: It’s beautiful, what does it mean?
LA BRUJA: It means “Lady Rainbow” in Mayan.
CAROLINE: So fitting!
LA BRUJA: Thank you. So, you are heading back home tomorrow?
BONNIE: Unfortunately, yes. Our moment of bliss has come to an end.
LA BRUJA: Well, you will be back soon enough. I have the perfect spot.
BONNIE: Thanks for your help. And you know, once it’s built, you can stay there for as long as you want.
LA BRUJA: I’ll take your word on that. Well, this has been lovely, but I must be heading off now.
DAMON: So soon? It’s not even 12! Come on, stay for a bit longer.
LA BRUJA: I’d love to, Damon, but I have a midnight ceremony to attend. It has been wonderful meeting you all. (Holds Bonnie’s hand) Remember, brujita Bennett, no matter what is to come, stay true and strong, and you will overcome. Keep that amulet close, trust me, you will need it. (As is her usual MO, she disappears into thin air). 
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CAROLINE: She’s so amazing!  
BONNIE: She really is. Kind of wished I had the chance to see her with Grams.
DAMON: Something tells me you might (sweet smile)...
STEFAN: (Holds his glass up) Guys, this trip has been nothing less than spectacular. To new beginnings! (They cheer, and have a wonderful last night, laughing, dancing, talking, and teasing one another).
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 TVD 9x12 - There’s no place like home; coming next! 
Hope you stop by, read, and enjoy! =)
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https://mytvdfanfic.tumblr.com/
https://archiveofourown.org/works/17683253/chapters/41709824
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scribbles97 · 4 years
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Left Behind -- Chapter 10
Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7 / Chapter 8 / Chapter 9 / Chapter 10 / Chapter 11 / Chapter 12 / Chapter 13
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@gumnut-logic again, thankees for all your help with this as always and my constant poking :D <3 
The sun was setting somewhere on the distant skyline, bathing the balcony in a gold glow and warming Lucy’s skin as she reclined back on the lounger. It was good to get out in the fresh air, or at least the open air. Being in the city still tasted wrong and foreign after the purity of the Island. 
Part of her wished she was there now, able to talk to Sally face to face rather than across the bluish tint of the hologram. 
“The clinical records got emailed across,” Sally was confirming as Lucy watched the horizon, “I’m not concerned about Tanusha’s after care, but Kyrano may need a longer term program.”
Lucy snorted and shook her head, knowing that Kyrano had a different plan for his recovery. The man had been saying as much since that morning, not even twenty-four hours after his injury and he had been planning where he would be off to next. 
“He says he’s not coming back to the Island yet. That he wants to get away from things and get back to a proper balance.”
Across the comm Sally shrugged, “It’s what he did after Onaha died, are you surprised that this is any different?”
The older woman had a point, still Kyrano was taking Jeff’s disappearance personally, like he was the one to blame despite them all knowing better. Anger and frustration had taken over the usually calm man’s personality leaving him a shadow of his former self. Lucy knew the time away in Malaysia would be what he needed, a chance to reset himself and find that balance once more. 
“I worry he’ll go after his brother again.” She admitted quietly, “That if I let him go and something happens to him, it will be down to me for letting him go.”
“Would Lee go with him?” Sally suggested, nodding in quiet agreement, “I know he isn’t the most like Kyrano, but maybe it’s what they both could do with?”
She hadn’t considered it, and at the initial suggestion could have scoffed at the idea of her brother going along to some quiet reflective sanctuary. 
Lee was still uptight though, snapping at everything and everyone, maybe some space away from home and a chance to grieve away from his family was just what he needed. 
“He snapped at Val for talking a certain way today,” Sally added, “Luce, he hasn’t been this bad since Val’s accident. I tried talking to him but he just won’t have any of it, sooner or later something is going to give.”
She sighed and nodded, not sure she was quite up to the task herself, “Do you think you could suggest it?” She asked hopefully, “Test the water? Being out here and getting ready for the passing out on Saturday… I wouldn’t say I was in the best place to bring it up.”
“Of course dear, I’ll get onto it later.” Sally smiled, briefly before her face fell to concern, “How are things coming together for the parade? Scott said something about there only being a small number this year?”
Lucy shrugged, the final details had been discussed on another call earlier in the day. It wasn’t something she had been looking forward to in the last few weeks. Passing out was Jeff’s department, the big brain behind IR, the one to give the speech and award the badges to their newest team members. He had always made a point of writing the speech himself, tweaking and altering it right up until the moment before he gave it, always going to her for suggestions. This one was meant to be even more special. 
This one a father was meant to present the badge to his eldest son. 
Instead it would be Lucy herself, the one that had always been happily, quiet in the background. She would still be just as honoured and proud to present the badge to Scott, but both would know who was meant to give the salute that day. 
“I think a few dropped for various reasons,” she murmured, “The recruitment and training team are looking through it, they mentioned something about the change in the GDF recruitment a few years ago being part of it.”
“Nothing to be over concerned about then?” Sally nodded, “The GDF recruitment was always a fallback for those that dropped out. You and I both know it.”
Lucy had to smile, “Jeff always said, ridiculously high achievers only. Should have put that on the prospectus.”
“We can’t exactly trust anyone else with what we do,” Sally sighed, “It’s a hard business.”
She only had to think about the last few weeks to be able to agree.
“Is everything in place there to transfer lead command to Beta crew?” She asked, knowing Sally had the art of communications down to a T, even if it weren’t her preferred field.
“All organised,” Sally nodded with a smile, “The three of us will be at Roca to meet you on the day.”
“...isn’t exactly a good time to tell her-- shit.”
She turned at Virgil’s voice as he hesitated in the doorway to the balcony, raising an eyebrow at him in question.
“I’ll call you back, Sally.” She murmured, not taking her gaze from her dark haired son as he turned to head back inside.
“Virgil.” She called after him, “Out here please.”
His shoulders fell and she was sure she could hear the curses in his head out loud.
“I’ll talk to you later, Alice.”
Swinging her legs around on the lounger, she sat up and patted the cushion next to her, “Come sit kiddo.”
His sigh was heavy as he sunk down next to her, rolling his eyes as he did so.
“How’s Alice?”
His shrug was non committal, all too hopeful that he could brush her off and escape the conversation. 
“She’s fine, was just filling me in on what I’ve missed this week.”
Lucy didn’t buy it. She had never gotten a chance to catch up with him after the alleged night filled with school work she had thought he had been on top of. Virgil was diligent in his studies, he had a schedule she knew he kept to with slots in the day spaced for food and relaxation. 
There definitely wasn’t any night time studying on that schedule. The young man valued sleep too much.
“I thought she wasn’t the type of girl to keep you up at all hours of the night,” She nodded, “So what’s been stopping you from sleeping?”
He shrugged again, avoiding her as she tilted her head to look at him. It wasn’t like him to be so distant from her, so unwilling to discuss anything especially when something was clearly bothering him. 
She wondered if it was grief that was keeping him up at night. 
“I just want to help, kid,” She murmured, reaching out to take his hand, “If anything’s too much for you, you can tell me. If college is too hard, or you’re just not cop--”
He shook his head, a small smile gracing his mouth as he looked across to her, “It’s not that Mom.”
Holding his gaze, she frowned hard at him. If it wasn’t college and it wasn’t grief, she wasn’t sure where to go next. He didn’t have any romantic partners that she was aware of.
Unless…
“You haven’t fallen out with Alice have you?”
He looked away suddenly, shaking his head in a dead giveaway, “No, not really.”
Like his father, Virgil had always been a terrible liar. 
Lucy was glad she’d had a chance to catch up on some of the IR reports handed over to her that week.
“You know she’s been offered a place on the next intake of engineers?”
His nod was quick as he pursed his lips, “She’d mentioned that she had applied. Wasn’t sure she’d got on it yet.”
Lucy shrugged, “I got sent through the prospective successful applicants, the academic board are just waiting on me to sign them off.”
The way his eyes snapped up to her, quick and wide and full of a sudden panic she hadn’t expected. 
Oh. 
“I only had chance to look at the astronauts and engineers this morning,” She told him, pretending not to watch his reaction, “They’re always the shortest lists.”
It was a lie, she always went for the Basic Training list first, eager to complete the most thorough of checks on those that hope to one day work in the field as an IR operative. 
He sifted next to her, so clearly uncomfortable and not at his usual ease. It didn’t take much guess work to try and figure out just what had him so pent up.
Tilting her head she eyes him, “Any idea who might have applied for the basic training program? The board said there was a good selection this year.”
He still wouldn’t look at her as he shrugged, hands fiddling with the seam of the cushion. 
“Please don’t be mad.”
She was quick to shake her head, mad was anything but the issue. When she had been presented with the list of thirty-eight students that had the qualifications to join IR, only one had been flagged up as undergoing further investigations before being offered a place on the course. 
Augustus Taylor. 
It was only that she had seen Virgil’s newly cropped hair the previous evening that had allowed her to place the man in the ID photo. Cleverly photoshopped, chin more rounded, eye colour just off in the wrong tone of brown, and so subtle that the initial team hadn’t caught on to the edited image.
“I’m not mad Kiddo,” She frowned, reaching out to his arm, “I mean… I want to know why, but I’m not mad.”
He sighed and leant into her touch, hesitating for a long moment before he shook his head and everything came tumbling out, “I didn’t want it to be on the basis of who I am. Just because I’m a Tracy I shouldn’t have automatic rights to get onto the program, especially if…” 
He trailed off suddenly, pulling away as he sat straight again, eyes going to the deepening orange glow on the horizon. 
“If?” Lucy prompted gently, slipping her arm around his broad shoulders. 
Sniffing, he shook his head, “I wasn’t sure I’d be good enough for the tests to get in. I didn’t want to disappoint you if I screwed them up.”
She had more faith in him than that. All her boys had a certain degree of common sense, of logic and Virgil the most caring nature of them all. Maybe she was biased, but she knew he needn’t have worried.
“You really think any of you boys could disappoint me?”
He swallowed as he shrugged, “Scott gets his badge next week.”
Lucy shrugged in return, “And what has that got to do with you getting on to the program? Have I not told you before? You are not your brothers. You are entitled to your own path in life with your own successes and failures that are of no comparison to anyone else's.”
Looking down, he nodded, cheeks a deepening colour of read as he smiled a little, ‘Yeah, I remember.”
She turned to him, taking both of his hands in hers and waiting until she knew she had his full attention. He needed to hear her words for exactly what they were, without them being filtered through the doubt that had clearly settled in his mind. 
“If this is what you want to do, then you go for it son. If you change your mind or it goes wrong or it’s harder than you anticipated nobody is going to be disappointed. You do this for you, okay?”
Taking him in her arms as he sniffled again, she hugged him tight, “We’ll always be proud of you kid, don’t forget that.”
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aweirdkindofyellow · 4 years
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The Royal Invitation, Pt. 7
Aerowyn Matilde George Rothchester might seem like a very long name, but it definitely is not for a royal in the Kingdom of Dalewin.
After her grandfather, the beloved king, passed away, Aerowyn (also known as Winny) is called back from her art school in New York. She’s thrown back into her royal duties, expected to know what to do.
But with the Royal advisor on tour with the new king, Winny is left to figure things out with his stepson. The only problem, he has no idea what he’s doing, after all he’s only the lead singer in a band.
Co-written story with @scream-tears.
Chapter 7
Winny’s POV:
“Alright, Mr. Gaskarth, what’s up next,” I asked Alex as we walked back inside through the front doors to the castle. My heels clicked loudly against the marble.
He looked down at the clipboard in his hands. “Well, it seems your schedule is open until dinner, Miss. Rothchester.”
“Very delightful.” I clapped my hands together in satisfaction and gave him a forced smile. “But it is actually Her Royal Highness, Princess of Dalewin, or Princess Aerowyn.”
“Well I’ll be damned,” he shook his head and scanned his document as if he had missed an important point, “I’ve got a princess on my hands.”
“A princess with a shitload of free time all of a sudden,” I snorted. My dad was getting ready to go on his tour and slowly but surely I was getting all these responsibilities that I had to take over now. There was no time for myself.
“What will she be doing with this time? Maybe some sowing or playing the piano?” Alex suggested in a horrible posh accent.
“Hmm, no… she thinks she’ll go out in the sun and play some tennis.” My high heels continued to echo in the hall as I started towards the stairs. “Oh, and she requests your presence.”
“My presence?”
“Yes, your presence.” I stopped to turn around and nod at him before stepping up the stairs. “I’m done talking in third person. See you outside at the tennis court in fifteen minutes.”
“Wait! I don’t know where the tennis court is!” He shouted out.
“Outside!”
I went up to my bedroom to get changed. My feet were more than glad to leave the cage that was my heels. I used to be able to wear them for ages without feeling a thing. It was like I had trained them. But New York has softened me in that aspect. Sneakers were my go to there for everyday attire. Heels weren’t exactly the best to paint in either.
Usually, I had somebody who would lay out the clothes I needed to get changed into, even if it was just getting into pajamas or changing out of formal clothes. The thing was, for somebody to do that, they would have to know. I was assuming that Alex hadn’t notified anybody. I only gave him fifteen minutes to meet me. Given how panicked he was about not knowing where the tennis court was, I guessed he wasn’t going to waste any time.
Not that I minded. I had gotten very used to doing things all by myself and I really enjoyed it. Privacy, who knew it was a thing?
I had a very nice generic tennis outfit to wear. Pretty sexist, if you asked me. You know, the white skirt, white t-shirt, white long socks, and white shoes. Oh, and don’t forget the white visor cap. Although... I was pretty thankful for that one, it was quite sunny outside.
I brought two rackets with me to the court. Alex wasn’t there yet. Granted, I was two minutes early, and he probably had more than just changing to do beforehand, but I still didn’t know what to do. Everything was already set up to my surprise. Two towels, two bottles of water, and even a sunshade with two chairs available.
I wandered around the court aimlessly, only holding my racket. It was in the position you’d expect a guitar or ukulele to be. Although it obviously wasn’t an instrument, I still let my nails rake against the strings as if I was. It made some awkward scratching noise. Nothing like a nice melody.
“Wow, you’re good at playing the guitar,” Alex said behind me, catching me off guard.
I turned around and smirked at him. “I am the lead singer of the world-famous band All Time Low!” I ‘strung’ the strings again dramatically. “The crowd goes wild!”
“Well, aren’t you funny.”
“I know, I’m hilarious,” I agreed and started holding my racket normally, pointing towards the right side of the net. “Your racket’s over there.”
He walked over and picked it up, twirling it around. “Thanks, but I must warn you, I have no idea how to play tennis.”
“You at least know how to hold it, right?”
“Yeah?” He nodded and clumsily put his hands around the handle.
I took a peek at his grip and sighed. “It’s good enough, let’s just play. Rules don’t matter. Yet.”
Alex went over to the otherside of the net as I went to grab a ball. I bent over and bounced it a few times before I got to serving. It always helped me focus on the ball and track it easier. When I looked back up at Alex, I saw him staring right at my but with a hint of amusement on his face.
“Ay!” I called him out and pointed my racket at him aggressively. “Disrespectful!”
“What?” He quickly redirected his eyes back to my face and held his hands up in defense.
“I’ve worked hard for this ass, it deserves to be appreciated, but I’m a princess. That’s the highest level of insult!”
Alex whistled lowly. “Well, I apologise.”
“You better!”
I served the ball, making it wizz across to Alex’s side. He was unprepared and jumped out of its way to avoid getting hurt. The funniest part was the weird yelp he let out as he noticed the ball was zooming right towards him. I couldn’t hold back my laughter.
“I wasn’t prepared!” He whined.
“That’s what they all say.”
I went easier on him afterwards. There was a fine line between messing with him and it being funny and messing with him until it turned into borderline bullying. I actually did need a partner to play with, even if he had no idea what he was doing. The ball went out more often than not and I was racking up points like it was nobody’s business. It was so bad that we had to get rid of the entire point system.
Technically, the game would have gone forever like that, but Augustus interrupted us by simply showing up.
“Somebody told me a pathetic match was being played.” He opened the gate and came sauntering in.
“Umm, excuse me,” I scoffed, “we’re just playing for fun.”
“You’ve just gone soft.”
“You wish!”
“I am feeling a competition coming on.” Alex slowly backed away over to the shade, “so I’m just going to take a break now.”
Augustus and I did not turn down the offer of playing against each other. It was one steamy dramatic game. There was one sport we played avidly in our family and that was tennis. Why? I don’t know. It wasn’t some prestigious sport, but our parents got us started early on. Technically, I had a 4 year headstart on Augustus, but I didn’t play back in New York.
We were going head to head. I would get a point, then Augustus would. It was a constant battle between who would break the tie. There was a heightened suspense all the way up until match point. It was all or nothing.
I served the ball, throwing it up high into the sky. It managed to go back and forth between us for quite a while. We both tried to trick the other, making us run all over. My heart was pumping so quickly. The beat of the ball hitting the ground was drumming in my ears. And then Augustus was the last one to hit it.
“Yes!” He screamed out.
“That was out.” I shook my head.
“No it was not.”
“Umm, yes it was.”
“You’re just a sore loser,” he mocked.
I crossed my arms and gave him a disappointed look. “Am I? Am I really, Gus-Gus?”
“Yes.”
“Well, then, why don’t you just let me win if you’re the better loser?” I challenged, to which he looked at me with wide mad eyes. “Maybe you are the sorer loser.”
“No, no, no, you aren’t tricking me! I’d win this easily whether or not that point was given to me.”
“So you’d be down to ignore that point and redo?”
“Umm, yes.” He rolled his eyes as if it was the obvious answer.
I put my hands on my hips and turned to Alex in one swift jump. “You wanna play the winner?”
“I think I’m good,” Alex declined with a small wave of his hand. “Watching you is entertainment enough.”
“We’ll see about that.”
I reserved the ball and the game started again. Augustus was so focused, I could just see it. He kept his eyes on the ball. It was like a puppy following a treat. Part of me wanted to let him win. But what was the fun in that? I couldn’t simply do that. He was the one that agreed to a redo.
I swung harder than I had the entire game, causing the ball to zoom right past the end of Augustus’ racket. It loudly slammed into the metal fence behind him, stopping the ball from rolling down into the gardens, and bounced back towards us.
“What. The. Fuck.” Augustus panned his eyes from the ball to me with his mouth open wide.
I shrugged and gave him a smile. “I was holding back the entire time, sorry.”
“That’s unfair!” He whined and kicked the tennis ball. “You tricked me!”
“It’s all about making your opponent think they have a chance and then swooping in for the kill, Gus-Gus. You should know that by now.”
He repeated my last sentence in a high pitched mocking voice.
“Who’s the sore loser now.”
He glared at me. I had learned to deal with losing, Augustus hadn’t that much. He was more taught to deal with it the same way all kids were. Just told to get over it. I was drilled about it. You can’t have some butthurt queen, can you?
“It’s okay, though,” I decided to cheer him up a little, “you’ll always be better at sparring.”
“I fucking destroy you in that,” he emphasised.
“Okay, now don’t go murdering me in my sleep like some power hungry second born,” I told him sternly while simultaneously brushing him off. I had something much more important to ask Alex. “Wanna play again?”
“Umm,” he frowned with uncertainty.
“We can play as a team against Augustus.”
“I will most definitely make you lose.”
“Why do you think I just got myself a win?”
Alex couldn’t continue to argue with me. I knew he secretly liked playing, so he didn’t need that much convincing. He may have been trying to hide it, but I saw that he was having fun while it was just the two of us playing.
So, we started a new match. The plan was for me and Alex to switch position occasionally, while Augustus just did as he usually would do by himself. I started out in the front and Alex started in the back. Alex was right, we were losing by a lot. The ball would often hit in his zone, and he wouldn’t be able to reach it fast enough. But it didn’t matter.
The longer we played, though, the more focused I got. Good thing for a normal game, not so good when I wasn’t really properly playing in teams. Usually, it would work out perfectly. But, with Alex, it was just a bit all over the place. The ball was flying towards the other side of our half of the court. I rushed towards it, but rather than my racket colliding with the ball, it was my body that collided with Alex’s. I tripped over and found myself on the floor.
“Oh, shit, I’m sorry!” Alex quickly apologised.
I just laughed and rolled over on my back. “That was all me.”
“Everything good? No broken bones?” He immediately started worrying.
“I’m all good,” I continued to giggle and sat up, brushing off all the sand on me. “Calm your tits.”
“I’d love to, but if you get hurt, it’s on me.”
“Live a little, Gaskarth.” I slapped his leg and stood back up.
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Dear Harry / Forever Yours, Draco - 6 Augustus 1992 - by Alinda
6 Augustus 1992
Dear Harry,
I hate my father. I genuinely hate him. This morning Hedwig arrived at our house carrying your letter. I was excited to hear from you. However, my father took the letter and I never got the change to read it. Father threw the letter into the hearth with a small smile on his face. I could only watch how the parchment went up in flames, destroying the words you had written to me. It made small tears fall down my cheeks. Father told me to stop acting like a small child. He said it was better this way and that it was time I started to forget about you. According to him, I should start focusing on my homework for next year.
I’m not proud of what happened next. I lost my temper and yelled at him. I screamed at my father. I’ve never done that before and it goes against all the protocols of behaviour that I’ve learnt. It is just that I couldn’t stop myself. You wrote to me, you had found a way to let me know how you were doing. This must mean that you miss me just as much as I miss you. Because I do, miss you. You’ve been the person I would go to now because I know you would be able to cheer me up. Just like your words in your letter probably would have. And I hate father for taking that away from me. For stealing your words before I could even read them.
You will not believe what I told my father. I told him I wished he was dead. That I never want to speak to him again. I even threw my plate with my unfinished breakfast at him before I stormed out of the dining room. He shouted after me, saying I was not to leave my room until he said so. Well, he doesn’t have to worry about that, I’m not planning on having any more meals with him, ever again.
Dobby just brought me something to eat. Not that I’m hungry. He says I shouldn’t worry, that father will forgive me my behaviour once he realises that he loves me. That it will all work out for the best. I’m not sure if that’s true. Father still thinks he can make me heterosexual, that I only have these feelings because of you. Only he’s wrong. I’m not sure if I should tell you this, but well, you will never read this anyway, so why not.
You are not the first boy I feel attracted to. One summer before I met you at Madam Malkin’s I used to go out flying over the woods around the manor. And one day I spotted another boy hanging around at one of the hidden ponds. I landed and went to talk to him. He was a muggle and didn’t know he was on our lands. I didn’t tell on him and we spend almost every day together at the pond. I loved watching him splash around in the water. He was so beautiful with his long dark hair and green eyes. Back then I thought they were the most enchanting eyes I’d ever seen until I met you. Your eyes are like a green ocean, I drown in them every time you look at me. The way they shine when you smile, or how they seem to darken when you are sad.
And don’t worry; I never felt for Gerald what I feel for you. I just loved watching him and dreamed about him a couple of times. With you, it’s more than just the way you look. I love you. I wish I could tell it to your face to face. That I love you. I really do. It hurts my heart whenever I think of you. There is nobody else I will ever want besides you. Like I wrote before, you are the one I think off before I fall asleep and I wake up with you on my mind. I want to spend every day of the rest of my life with you. And it breaks my heart that this will never happen.
There is also something weird going on with Dobby. He keeps looking at this little diary I’m writing in. I found it in my room in the first week of the holidays. It’s amazing. Every word I write disappears after it has been written, so no-one will be able to read my thoughts and know just how much I love you. This way my feelings are safe from my father’s wrath. Only Dobby seems afraid of the diary. He says I should stop using it, that it is not safe. And he just walked out of my room mumbling ‘Master Malfoy will regret it once he knows what will happen to young Master Draco’. I don’t know what he means. I’m sure he’s exaggerating again. Dobby only thinks and does things in extremes. He’s one of my favourite house-elves. He’s always in trouble because he’s clumsy and makes a mess of a lot of things, however, he’s kind to me, even when I’m in trouble. And well he’s a good laugh. His hands are all bandaged up again. He said he had to punish himself because he went against his master orders. He said he had to, that it was all to stop terrible things from happening. Sometimes I feel bad for him, but it’s like he likes punishing himself. He even does it when we haven’t even noticed he did something wrong. I think you would like him. He thinks the world of you, saying your greatness and goodness are unheard off. And for once I kind of agree with him. You are the kindest person I know. You’re even hesitant about hurting Theo and Vincent when they go after you. And the way you had forgiven me my foolishness and let me into your life, well that just shows how kind and loving you are.
I can’t seem to stop writing about how amazing you are.
Mother came to talk to me this afternoon. She is worried about me. She and father have been fighting again, I’m sure of it. She told me to start behaving myself when I was around father. That it was for my own good. She doesn’t want me to go to Durmstrang, however, she is afraid she won’t be able to stop Father from transferring me there this time (he also tried to send me there last year) if I don’t start listening to him. So I will try to behave for the rest of summer, for mother and for you. Because I need to go back to Hogwarts in September. I need to see you again. And then maybe I can somehow let you know why I never wrote to you and that it is not my choice to stay away from you. However, it is the only way for now. Maybe you will be willing to wait for me when I ask you. Maybe we can survive with only looking at each other for the next five years until we come of age and my father won’t be able to stop me anymore. Would you do that for me? I think I can do it, stay away from you, as long as I know you are okay. And that there might be a chance that one day I’m free to show the world how much I love you.
Forever yours,
Draco Malfoy.
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thehaemanthus · 5 years
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here’s the smut.
Note: Please read, but if you don’t I can’t stop you I guess. I had this idea turning over in my head because it’s a scene in a larger fic. You’ll notice that some details are not addressed. When this takes place, for example. The larger story was the AU where the end of Golden Son did not happen and Darrow became the Augustus heir. But. I felt like writing smut on Valentine’s Day. And the people demanded to read it.
So if you are confused, if you are like, “hm, what is happening, why is it this way,” that is why.
Also, it’s rushed and not Hot™ and a little throw together on a whim. So I’ll guess I’ll be back soon with some more smut. Darrow/Mustang sex demands more oral, I think.
The glow of morning filled the room like water, shimmering and thick. Nothing escaped the sun’s gentle touch, and for a breath the world was still.
Silence was shattered, though it was a welcome disturbance. Darrow watched as inches away, Mustang sighed, stretched, woke to great the new day. Half-awake and sleepy, she was uncharacteristically vulnerable and open. Not that he hadn’t seen her vulnerable before. They had held each other in their weak moments, they had put their worst fears into words and shared whispers with each other. But there was nothing quite like watching the woman he loved wake slowly, layers of armor absent.
With a sleepy noise, Mustang brushed hair from her face. She settled back into her pillow. “What time is it?”
“Still early.” Darrow reached over and tucked tendrils of hair neatly away, letting his fingers drag along the back of her neck, to her shoulder, down her arm, until her skin disappeared under the blankets.
A small quirk of her mouth was all the signal he needed. Darrow brushed his lips against her shoulder, more feeling the soft skin under his mouth and breathing in the soapy scent of her than a proper kiss. Mustang tilted her head, just a little. An invitation.
Darrow’s mouth skimmed her shoulder, dancing up her jaw until he captured her lips in a gentle kiss. Mustang rolled onto her back, raising a hand to his hair and tugging.
Against her lips, he chuckled. “Yeah?”
Mustang’s mhmm  was muffled but audible. With her silent request, Darrow slowly rid her of her nightdress. Naked below him, he let his mouth and hands wander to where he knew he would get the best reaction. Not to be outdone, Mustang took the initiative to rid him of his shorts, a little more rushed than his own movements had been.
Darrow skimmed a hand up her thigh, across her stomach, lower. Body reacting eagerly—by habit at this point, really—Mustang spread her legs. Twin sighs broke the air as Darrow’s hand found her wetness. He kissed her neck, careful not to leave any marks.
Sometimes they filled the air with words, sometimes with laughter. With Mustang, Darrow learned how to be free in a way he had never quite experienced. There was a depth of emotion and connection that seemed to break him apart, no matter how many times they did this. He had loved Eo, but he had never known that he could be this entwined with another person or feel like his soul was in sync with another. But he also knew that no matter how long he knew Mustang, how much he loved her, how often he had her, there would always be times when she surprised him.
“Your mind is wandering.”
“I’m thinking of you,” Darrow nipped her neck, continuing his work. “But I suppose I’m not doing my job well enough if you can still talk.”
“Clearly.”
He heard the mirth in Mustang’s voice and couldn’t help grinning, nuzzling against her neck a little. In return, she gently scraped her nails along his scalp. “Get to work, Reaper.”
“Yes, ma’am.” Darrow loved every noise, every expression, every move that he coaxed from Mustang. Squeaks of surprise, moans of deep pleasure, giggles and heady cries. He catalogued them all. There, when he crooked his fingers inside her, her breath caught and her hips thrust. There, when her circled his thumb just so, and her hands clenched on whatever had found purchase and she made a low, pleading sound.
Sometimes he required instruction, and he was only too happy to follow her orders. Sometimes, like that morning, he gazed at her face and seemed to know exactly what to do. When Mustang’s breathing became heavy, when she gripped his arm, he worked his fingers faster and bent down to suck at her breast—and there.
Mustang was not loud, but she did not need to be. The keening noise she made as she came was enough for Darrow to know he had done his job well, along with the way she clenched around his fingers. He kept moving them, working her through until she relaxed into the bed. A gentle push on his arm, and he slowly removed his fingers, bringing them to his mouth.
Through heavy-lidded eyes, Mustang watched him. Darrow wasn’t sure if her biting her lip was unconscious or an effort to arouse him—as if he needed the assistance— but it called for retaliation. He kicked the sheets away, exposing all of her skin that he wanted to map with her mouth. He started at her breasts, and was just about to make his descent when another gentle touch stopped him.
Mustang’s next moved of flipping him over to his back was less gentle, but he didn’t mind. She straddled him, expression telling him that he would have to wait to taste her. Mustang was a woman who took what she wanted when she wanted it.
Not that Darrow was complaining. No, it was impossible to complain when his love was on top of him, sinking down on him with pupils blown black and hair mussed with sleep.
She rode him sinuously, hands spreading over his stomach, his chest, as Darrow gripped her hips. Mustang sighed in pleasure, closing her eyes and throwing her head back. Sometimes, words would spill from Darrow’s mouth, telling her all the things he loved about her and all the things he wanted to do to her and the things he would do for her. But other times, like now, all he could do was say, “I love you.”
Maybe it was that morning, maybe it was a dream, or a memory, or the day before—but something made Mustang falter. Just a second, then her hips resumed their movement. But her eyes were slightly narrowed, and she gazed into his soul. It was not a look Darrow was accustomed to seeing on her. Her movements slowed, then stopped.
Concerned, Darrow sat up. A hand on his chest made him refrain from wrapping his arms around her and pledging to fix whatever was wrong.
Mustang had a look on her face as she stared down at him. Wondering, a little worried, a little shell-shocked. When she leaned close and closed her eyes, he met her for a kiss. It was not hesitant. But something in the way she held his face was.
Slowly, as if afraid of breaking the silence, Mustang rose. She turned, keeping one hand on Darrow to bring him down with her as she lay on her back.
Darrow felt comfortable in saying that they were both generous lovers, giving more to the other and asking for nothing in return. Giving pleasure was just as satisfying as receiving. But, well, there was a trend. Mustang liked to take her pleasure, liked the control of it. She was not shy about asking for what she wanted, though by now she rarely needed to.
Of course, their couplings had taken multiple forms. Once Mustang wrung herself out, Darrow enjoyed seeing how much farther he could push her, how many more times her could make her come. But—speaking frankly—it was rare for her to start out laid out before him.
Nevertheless, Darrow followed her silent request. Something told him to be slow, to act as cautious as the woman beneath him was. Still, his first thrust into her made him groan and close his eyes. He waited a beat for control, and then started a deep, slow rhythm. A moment later, Mustang’s body joined the dance.
“What do you need?” Darrow’s lips brushed her ear. He adjusted to support himself with one arm, the other hand slowly working its way down her body. Mustang reached down to stop it, bring his hand back up. They maneuvered, fumbling without words, until he was supported on his elbows and her arms were wrapped around his torso and they were entwined and pressed so close together that Darrow almost lost control there.
Close. They were so close. And maybe that’s what Mustang needed to feel. The intimacy and truth that two bodies could not hide.
Darrow started moving again, and this time there was no avoiding the drag of Mustang’s breasts against his chest, his pelvis on her clit, stomachs sliding together, breaths shared in the rapidly lightening room. Her skin glowed in the golden light.
He kept his pace slow, making her feel every movement he made, thinking about how much he loved her and what he would do for her—trying to put an emotion that was unspeakable into the thrusts of his body.
“Darrow,” her voice was a whisper.
His nose skimmed her jaw as he raised his head, pausing again. And again, that look on her face.
“Darrow,” she said again. “Say my name.”
His brow furrowed. Had he done something wrong? Did she think he had been thinking of some other time, of a dead woman? His heart froze and broke, shattered at the thought that Mustang could have ever doubted his love.
But no. The way she had said it, the emphasis on the words. Say my name. Not Mustang.
“Virginia,” he rasped, watching her face. She closed her eyes, something between pleasure and pain gracing her face. A thrust of her hips prompted him to resume, join her rhythm. “Virginia,” he said again, accompanied by a kiss to the corner of her mouth.
Darrow faltered yet again when his lips met a tear falling down her temple. “Don’t stop,” she gasped, sensing his hesitation.
Darrow always did what she asked, so he dove in with more enthusiasm. He repeated her name, as if he could brand it and everything he adored about her into her skin. Then she would stand in front of everyone and the mark of his love would be there to protect her, though she did not need protecting. But sometimes, Mustang did need reminding.
Virginia was Mustang, was Augustus, was the woman he loved. And Darrow would never reduce her to anything less.
“Darrow,” she said, gripping him tight. He sped up just a little. He wanted to be sure the only thing she could feel was him.
“Virginia,” he groaned it into her ear. “Virginia.” He moaned as she cried out, more vocal and wild than he had ever seen her.
Though her hips bucked under him, Darrow kept up his steady pace. Mustang made no effort to quiet the high-pitched gasps and choked-off moans and sounds that sounded like sobs. Her nails scratched, his hips bucked.
Darrow kissed her deeply, messy with tongue and clashing teeth and all the feelings they could not say out loud, not then. His rough hand scraped down her side, and this time she let him wedge his fingers between them, bringing her to the end.
Head throw back, mouth wide open with cries spilling out unheeded, Mustang clenched around him. Darrow watched as pleasure overtook her face, different from the desperation a moment ago. He kept his fingers moving, though he exerted considerable control in trying not to move his hips, least he finish too soon.
But as well as he knew Mustang, she also knew him. With a smile that betrayed none of the angst from earlier, Mustang ran her hands through Darrow’s hair, tugging gently. “Come on, Darrow. Let go.”
At first he returned to that steady deep pace, but her gentle hum and touches and encouragement made Darrow lose his mind. Mustang prodded him along until he was taking his pleasure, roughly thrusting between legs that were spread open for him.
His mouth started to spill all the endearments and nonsensical words that filled his head when he was in her, when she surrounded him and consumed him. Darrow was too far gone to know if they made sense.
“Darrow,” Mustang said, holding him close. “I don’t need words to know how you love me.”
That undid him. He buried his head in her neck, howling his pleasure as he spilled inside her, and he did not relinquish his hold until Mustang asked him to.
Sometimes Darrow knew exactly what to expect in their bed, and sometimes he was surprised by it. It had only recently dawned on him, what an entire lifetime with her would mean—and not a short Red lifetime, but decades to grow and change together. Every day he felt like he made a new discovery, had a small realization. Mustang would never stop surprising him—in ways that were good and bad and, sometimes, altogether unable to be categorized or explained. But it was all her, it was them. Sometimes, Darrow marveled at that love.
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writtenbybigoceans · 6 years
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Just you and me pt.5
This is a long one. Lots of drama. Should only be one more part to go. enjoy! x Earlier parts available here
*
You’re the first to break the silence, speaking out from your corner.
“I think I should go,” you say, eyeing the couple’s tense posture. Your words seem to free Shawn from Abigail’s gaze and he meets your eyes, his wide and dumbstruck.
“You don’t have to,” he says weakly.
“I think this little guy is ready for lunch and a big nap,” you persist, speaking to the dopey toddler on your hip. He grins sleepily and drops his head on your shoulder. “It was really lovely seeing you all again,” you say to the rest of the crew, smiling particularly at Nick and Charlie.
“No worries,” Nick tells you. “Make sure your mummy brings you back soon, ok?” He says to Noah, rubbing the boy’s cheek affectionately once he’s strapped back in his stroller.
He stretches his tiny, stubby arms around to Shawn and makes a grabby motion. Shawn extricates himself from Abigail’s hold and crouches down in front of his son, murmuring a promise to see him soon.
He stands and looks at you, eyes like molten caramel.
“I’ll call you sometime,” he utters. You nod and shoot the rest of the team a final smile before pushing the pram out of the door.
You don’t realise you’re shaking until the lift doors close behind you. Then your legs go weak and it’s all you can do to stay standing, clutching the handles of Noah’s pram like they’re your lifeline. God, why does your chest hurt? It feels like shards of glass have lodged themselves in your heart, pricking and stabbing with every beat.
You can’t get the smug look on Abigail’s face as you left the room out of your mind. You were sure it was smug, her arm wound tightly around Shawn’s waist. Or maybe you were just imagining the ghost of a smile playing at her mouth.
Stop being silly, you tell yourself. She was so shocked and you felt a little sorry for the way she found out about Shawn’s estranged son. Or at least, you told yourself you did. You didn’t know where this coldness for her came from but you were sure it had something to do with that stupid little hopeful feeling you’d had following Noah and Shawn down that hallway. This should teach you not to have silly fantasies about Noah growing up with a mum and a dad under one roof. Life isn’t a fairy tale, and it sure as shit isn’t – in the words of Augustus Waters – a wish-granting factory.
Toughen up, Princess, you tell yourself as you wheel Noah onto the homebound train and endure the usual confused looks of the other travellers at the sight of such a young girl with a toddler. Your son needs you to do what’s best for him, and if Abigail is going to be a part of his life, so be it.
*
It’s two days of Noah endlessly nagging you about when Shawn is going to come over before you finally get a call from him. You leave Noah with his toy truck in the living room to answer the call.
“Hi, I was wondering when you were going to call,” you say, unable to stop yourself from smiling.
“Sorry, it’s just been so crazy over here. I meant to call earlier,” Shawn apologizes. His voice sounds so husky through the phone.
“Don’t worry about it. How did Abigail recover from that shock? I felt so bad about her finding out that way,” and you actually meant it this time too.
“She was annoyed but she’s coming around now,” he says with a nervous chuckle. 
“Noah won’t stop nagging me about seeing you again,” you tell him.
“Oh,” he says. “Um, there’s actually something I need to talk to you about with that.” His voice has definitely changed now, turning hesitant and guarded.
“Oh?” You can feel your stomach twisting at his words.
“Yeah, I don’t want this to come off in the wrong way but James- well, I guess I agree with him on it,” Shawn rambles. James what? You think, panicked. James wants you to go through the courts to get custody? James wants you to go on another long trip to do promo for a few months? James says you need to cut all ties with Noah?
“Shawn, please spit it out before I have a panic attack,” you plead.
“Oh, well, don’t be offended,” oh god, you think. “But James suggested we get a paternity test done with Noah to, you know, make absolutely sure.”
“What.” An icy shock rolls over you, like you’d been plunged into the Antarctic ocean.
“I wasn’t so sure at first, it seemed unnecessary, but I talked with Abigail and she thinks it would be a good idea. And I guess it would. That way there’s no doubt about- “
“About who Noah’s dad is?” you interrupt, finishing his thought.
“Well, yeah,” he agrees. “What do you say?”
“Shawn, do you realise what you’re implying?” you ask.
“No, I’m not implying anything,” he answers, his confusion obvious even without seeing his face. You can imagine it now, eyebrows bunched together, plump, pink lips turned down at the corners.
“Yes, you are.” You push yourself off the wall in the hallway and begin pacing, unable to stay still with this electric anger coursing through your veins. “If someone wants a paternity test, that means they doubt that they’re really the father, which means you think that at some point in our year-long relationship I was unfaithful. So, really, I have every right to be offended because what you’re accusing me of is not only cheating on you but lying to everyone I know and you about who my son’s dad is. Is that really what you think of me?”
“Well no, I never thought you did cheat. It’s just- “
“James and Abigail aren’t so sure.”
“They don’t know you like I did,” he replies, which is as good as an admission.
“So, if you don’t believe it, why are we even having this conversation?”
“Because you just appear back in my life after so long with a kid you’re saying is mine and story about text messages that I never sent!”
“So, you really do think I’m a liar.”
“Those kinds of things can be faked,” he argues.
“Three years in advance? Those messages have dates on them,” you retort. “I don’t understand why you believed me before but now you don’t!”
“I don’t understand why you’re being so defensive!” he bursts out. You must have struck a nerve.
“Because you’re accusing me of being a cheater and a liar! I loved you more than life itself and you think so little of me?” you nearly shout before containing yourself again. Your mum pokes her head around the entry to the kitchen to look questioningly at you. You turn away from her.
“Well, if you have nothing to hide, you shouldn’t have a problem with taking the test,” he says after a long silence. “Can you at least understand why I want to have it done now?”
“I can’t believe this,” you whisper, all fire draining from your body. “I can’t understand it unless you really think I’m the kind of person who would sleep around while my boyfriend is away, and if you do, then we know less about each other than we thought.”  
You hang up and slump against the wall, sobs wracking your body. You barely even register your mum’s arms circling around you and her soft voice in your ear, whispering comforting words that don’t ease the burning hurt scolding your insides.
**
The email catches your eye immediately, stalling your spoonful of cereal halfway to your mouth.
James Robertson reads the sender name. James?
It takes a few seconds to work through your shock enough to open it.
Dear Y/n,
I believe some well-intentioned advice of mine has caused you a great deal of hurt and embarrassment and led its recipient astray. I would very much like to meet with you and apologise. It would mean a great deal if you would let me explain myself as I never meant to imply anything unsavoury about your character.
I eagerly await your response,
Sincerely yours,
James Robertson.
You stare at the typed lines until they turn into blurred squiggles on your phone screen. You exit the email, then open it and read it again.
It takes you a good few minutes before you can process his request, let alone formulate a reply.
Hi James,
I appreciate your email, it means a great deal that you would reach out to me. I’m free this Saturday if you’d like to meet then?
Thanks,
Y/n
He responds within minutes.
Fantastic, my assistant will be in touch to arrange a time and place.
Well, this will certainly be interesting, you think to yourself as you hurriedly finish your breakfast.
**
You’re a little early to the café where you agreed to meet James so you order a cappuccino and settle yourself in a table outside so you’ll spot him when he arrives.
He doesn’t take long, appearing maybe five minutes after you sit down, deeply immersed in a phone call as he strides up the pavement. You wave to him to catch his attention and he says something into the phone and hangs up.
“Y/n, hi,” he greets you warmly, blue eyes creasing at the corner as he smiles at you. He sits down opposite you, unbuttoning his expensive blazer as he does. This is the first proper look you’ve gotten of him outside of the photos in the lobby. He’s a little balder now, his sandy brown hair thinner and wispier on top than when the photos were taken. And he’s wearing a pair of rectangular frameless glasses that do nothing to soften his square-jawed face. “Thank you for agreeing to meet me.”
“Not at all,” you answer him reservedly. “You seemed really eager to explain and I needed a morning off mum duty.”
“Yes, and I’d like to start off by saying I’m really sorry. I really didn’t mean to imply anything like what it ended up being,” he says. As he speaks a waitress approaches and slides a small shot of espresso onto the table in front of him. He doesn’t acknowledge her beyond giving her a nod.
“Well, I can’t really blame you. I can understand why you would be suspicious of a random girl you’ve never really met before. I was more annoyed with Shawn than anyone else,” you admit.
“But that’s why I should be sorry. I didn’t stop to realise that maybe I was being suspicious for no reason, and Shawn would know who is and isn’t trustworthy in his personal life.” He lifts the tiny glass to his lips and sips on it, grimacing at the taste. “But, after all, it’s my job to look after his interests. I’m only looking out for him.”
You nod, dragging a spoon around your cup.
“Although, I did want to be sure for the kid’s sake too.” Your hand freezes, your brow furrowing into a confused frown.
“What do you mean?” you ask. He looks surprised at your sudden question but sets down his cup with a slightly amused, if baffled, smile.
“Well, the kind of lifestyle he would be thrust into if he really is the son of a world-famous pop star. You know, constant media scrutiny on his life and yours, speculation over your relationship plastered across tabloid magazines. Just the news that Shawn Mendes has a secret son he didn’t know about is going to be sensational, we’ll have to have security around your house and his day-care,” he lists them off like he’s seen it all before and it means nothing but when every word he says the pit in your stomach grows bigger. “And once he’s older there’s the excess of money and all of the partying and drugs. So many children of big stars go through it, it’s a wonder more people don’t realise. No, if it were me, I’d want to keep my child well away.”
He slurps from his cup again as you spiral into your own thoughts. He catches your eye as he lowers his now empty cup.
“Oh, I didn’t mean to frighten you, I’m sorry,” he says, a sympathetic look overtaking his features. “But I don’t believe someone shouldn’t be aware of what they’re getting themselves into. Listen, no one will judge you for walking away from this now. We can arrange financial support for you and the boy.”
“What about Shawn? He said he wanted to be a part of his life and I can’t take his son away from him,” you remind him.
“You’ll think I’m cruel for saying it, but Shawn doesn’t even trust that Noah’s his son. Wouldn’t someone who supposedly wants to be a part of his life fight a little harder against everyone’s doubts if he really wanted it?
“And what about those text messages? Wouldn’t he be trying a bit harder to find the person who’s meant to have deprived him of seeing his son’s first years? Who’s to say he really didn’t send them and he’s not a fantastic actor? No, I think Shawn is looking for any plausible way he can to get out of the situation.”
How could someone confirm all of your worst fears with such a casual tone? Whatever was left of that newfound hope was crushed. As much as you wanted to dismiss his words, it made sense. Shawn’s distrust of you, the not telling his girlfriend or friends about his son, the lack of answers about the messages. And as genuine as he had seemed, who’s to say it wasn’t all an act until he could find a way out of his responsibilities.
“So, what do we do from here?” you ask James with a slow breath out. James beams at you, already leaning forward with a sparkle in his eyes.
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theoddcatlady · 7 years
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Online Dating
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“His name should be… Augustus Payne…”
“Holy shit, Mike.”
I covered my mouth to muffle my laughter as my friend typed in the name. He grinned as he contemplated what to put next. “We’re a millionaire…”
“Mike!”
“We own a houseboat…”
“Mike!”
“We love walks on the beach…”
“Holy shit Mike, you are putting way too much effort into this!”
Mike laughed and sat back in the desk chair, steepling his fingers. “Hey man. If this gets us nudes, it’s worth it,” He said.
I had to agree. I took a sip of my soda and thought for a second. “Augustus also writes poetry. He’s looking to get published,” I offered up.
“Chase, you beautiful bastard. I could kiss you.”
I grinned before I went back to looking through profiles on a modeling website. This was probably one of the stupider ideas Mike has ever come up with, pretend to be this hot guy to get some hot girls to talk to us, but there were stupider ways to spend a Friday night.
I stopped scrolling when I saw this model with some European name I couldn’t pronounce. Generic hot white guy, high cheek bones, ruffled dark brown hair, light stubble. Perfect for what we needed. “Hey man, I found a face for Augustus.” I turned my phone so Mike could look.
Mike nodded. “Got it, gimme a sec to play in photoshop though. Just to touch him up.”
“He’s a fucking model, Mike, what kind of touching up does he need?”
Apparently ‘touching up’ meant changing a few backgrounds, adding a small scar under ‘Augustus’ lip, and turning his dark brown eyes very bright blue. I had to admit, Mike was good. If I didn’t know better I’d say I was looking at a real person.
Mike added the pics to the profile and sat back.
“And now, we wait.”
We didn’t have to wait long. One round of Overwatch later and Mike was shouting, “We got a girl! Holy shit she’s hot!”
I had to disagree. ‘Justine’ could afford to lose a few pounds and had a bit of a lazy eye, but Mike was focusing on one thing… er, two things if you get the hint of my drift.
“So, Justine…” Mike spoke aloud as he typed. “What do you think about sailing?”
I snorted. The poor girl ate every line up. Mike wasn’t exactly a looker, given he was thirty pounds overweight and had a serious case of pizza face, but he had one thing on me and that was he knew how to schmooze. Meanwhile I looked okay, but I was terrible with the ladies. I’d get this terrible stutter and forget my own name.
An hour in and I was already bored, wanting to go kick some more ass as Genji, but Mike was just getting started.
“Here.”
He had jotted down the password for the account. He pressed it into my hand and grinned.
“Get some practice talking to chicks. It might do you some good.”
The next morning I picked out Janette. She was a little older, past forty, but I figured a hot guy like Augustus would get her attention. Plus, I like them mature. I sent off a message telling her hello and complimented her necklace.
Aren’t I a little old for you, sweetie?
The best part about online messaging, I found out super quickly? I could take my time formulating a decent response.
I don’t think the age difference is a big deal, really. You’re like what, thirty two?
I patted myself on the back for that one. And Janette’s response declared me the winner.
We’ll go with that. Feel like sharing your poetry with me, Augustus dear?
I thought I’d drop this within a day, maybe two or three. But as days went on, I met more and more amazing girls. There was Janette of course. We’d sext at around three AM, which I was a bit clumsy with at first but thankfully she seemed to brush it off. Valarie was a cheerleader at a nearby college, very perky and I didn’t have to ask twice for boob pics. She sent me a lot more than that. Patti was a starving artist who liked to smoke weed and talk about her newest vision with me.
It was so much fun.
Mike had a few girls I noticed he’d talk to frequently, Lauren, Heidi, Mallory, but as an unspoken rule to each other we never looked at each other’s conversations. Some things were best left to the imagination.
Course when stuff really got good I got fucking mono. Yup. Mister ‘never kissed a girl’ clearly drank from the wrong water fountain and was out for the count for three weeks. I was in no mood to talk to girls or even look at nudes. I was just not up for it. I told Mike he better have fun without me and he laughed.
When I finally felt better, I decided to see if I could repair any of the relationships I’d let grow cold. I logged onto quite the surprise though.
My conversations had seemingly continued on at normal.
I snapped out of feeling sorry for myself to read through the conversations. It was like nothing had changed. ‘Augustus’ conversed with these women as normal, sharing new poetry and sending body shots from new modeling shoots.
I got annoyed. Mike had gone through my convos, which is something I hadn’t specified he not do, but it was a little uncomfortable to say the least. I was practicing my dirty talk on these chicks! Not cool man. Not cool.
Then I read the last messages sent to Valarie.
I’ll meet you on the lakeshore. We can take a swim.
hehehe! maybe a lil skinny dipping ;)
We’ll have to see, my pixie. I imagine you look even more ravishing in person. I can’t wait to meet you.
I slammed my laptop shut and picked up my phone. Furiously I punched in Mike’s number and waited for him to pick up.
A few rings and he answered, “What’s up my man? Still dead?”
“Dude, are you serious?”
I could hear Mike pause what he was doing. “Serious about what?” He asked.
I wanted to pitch my phone across the room. “You’re meeting Valarie? I don’t think she’s gonna not notice that you’re not six foot six with washboard abs!”
Mike paused. “Dude, the fuck you talking about?”
“The dating website, you moron!”
He was quiet for a bit before he laughed. “Seriously? Chase I’ve not been on there in days. Too busy trying to find a new roommate. You up for that by the way? I know you’re kinda jobless but we could make it work!”
Too irritated to play games, I hung up and went to bed. I still felt pretty fucked up and I wasn’t in the mood to be awake anymore.
The next morning I scrolled through my Facebook feed to be barraged with news of a murder.
“Isn’t it terrible? She was only twenty one!”
“She had so much to live for.”
“She had a FULL RIDE through college! Who could do this to her?”
I was confused. We might’ve lived in a college town, but other than the vandalism during pledge week it was pretty quiet. Murder was unheard of. I clicked to an article where the victim was named.
It was Valarie. But not quite the Valarie I knew.
She had the same smile, but she was a little chubbier, wore glasses, had not as shiny and full hair… and she was in a wheelchair.
I scrolled through the photos she’d sent me, I’d never realized I hadn’t ever seen her standing up before. I was more focused on other body parts… which were a little touched up. Something I hadn’t bothered to notice.
And yeah, it was murder. She was dragged into the lake and drowned. She didn’t stand a chance.
I looked up news from the past few weeks. Although another murder hadn’t rocked my town, there were quite a few missing girls and dead bodies in cities surrounding us. And I began to piece together who each one was.
Patti wasn’t a stoner, she was a meth addict and apparently got more money for drugs by whoring herself out. Mallory, one of Mike’s girls, didn’t have a yacht, she was apparently an avid canoe lover though. Lauren was ten years older than the pictures she posted. I could go on and on.
My best friend had gone serial killer on me. All these girls we’d talked to, they were maybe as fake as we were, but Mike had apparently taken personal offense to that.
I was wondering what the hell I could do when I realized that I was getting messaged by Janette… and I was apparently messaging her back.
“So, tonight? At the docks?”
“I cannot wait, Augustus. I’m going to be honest with you though.”
“Oh?”
“I’m... working on separating with my husband. It’s a very tough process, given our kids and all, so it isn’t legal yet.”
“Ah. I see. You omitted the truth… some might call that lying.”
“Is our date still on?”
“Sure.”
My heart was pounding in my ears. I had to stop this. Janette was actually a great person, I couldn’t let her get killed by my friend turned psycho.
I hurriedly began to type out a warning.
Janette don’t go it’s a trap!
When I hit send, my stomach dropped as the message didn’t go through. No matter how many times I tried, over and over, the message wouldn’t send. I must’ve sent a dozen warnings before I realized that Janette had gone offline.
Not sure what else to do, I got on my bike and began pedaling.
It was dark by the time I got to the docks, where Augustus supposedly kept his boat. I figured this is where Mike meant. I knew Mike was seriously out of shape, so I had the advantage. All I had to do was get him away from Janette and she could run and call the cops.
Foolproof.
I ran down the dock. Where the hell was Mike? I knew he didn’t own a boat, the guy worked at McDonald’s. Did he borrow someone’s? Heck, was he even on a boat?
I skidded to a stop when I read the name off of one of them.
Narcissus.
I don’t know why that name caught my eye, but then I heard the water splashing. Not just the soft splashes of it washing on the dock. The kind where someone’s thrashing about and trying to escape.
I ran down the docks, searching for the source, when I caught a figure kneeling out of the corner of my eye. I stopped and flashed the light on my phone on him.
The man was leaned over the edge of the deck, pushing someone’s head below the water. Someone who was no longer struggling. I could make out a dark blue jacket, I recognized it as Janette’s from her profile picture. The man stood, kicked her body into the ocean, and faced me.
I dropped my phone when I saw his face. It smash and the dock and the light went dead.
We were quiet. Then he walked forward. I couldn’t move. My legs were frozen. I could only make out his muscled silhouette in the dim moonlight. He was ten feet away. Then five. Then he was right in front of me.
I recognized that face, those eerily blue eyes. He leaned in close to me, smiling.
“Hello, father.”
He clapped a hand on my shoulder. His grip was like iron.
“I got rid of another liar for you. Don’t worry, you won’t have to deal with it. Keep trying, I’m sure you’ll find me a mother soon.”
And with that, Augustus hopped onto the Narcissus and sailed away into the night.
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Wonder (Luke 2:1-7) - Sunday School Stories #13, preached 12/1/2019
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Almost a year ago, one of my husband’s friends told Mike about the great deals his family had found at Niagara Falls in Canada over American Thanksgiving. Because it’s out of tourist season, and because Canadian children and workers don’t get a break for an American holiday, the prices and the crowds are both pretty low. Mike said, “Why don’t we go to Niagara Falls for Thanksgiving next year?”
 I’m pretty sure I rolled my eyes. I may have laughed in his face. Because Niagara Falls – in November – with children… all I could imagine were all the ways things could go wrong. It could be frigidly cold. It could rain the whole trip. We could get snowed in and not be able to go at all. Our kids might look at the waterfalls, shrug their shoulders, and say, “Meh. What else you got?” - - and we might not have a good answer.
 But Mike was persistent. Our girls were, at that moment, fascinated with waterfalls; they’re growing quickly, to the point where we no longer have to travel with strollers or plan around naptimes. We looked at prices. We discovered all kinds of indoor back-up options. And we booked a hotel we would never, ever, ever have been able to justify splurging on without the off-season deals – a hotel overlooking the Falls. We made a countdown calendar, and our kids have been crossing off the days until our trip ever since before Labor Day.
 Finally, finally, it was time to go. Our girls were nervous about crossing over into another country, only to find that Ontario, Canada looks an awful lot like Michigan. We drove past farms and forests, and lots of wind turbines, and strange foreign restaurants and shops with names like “Home Depot” and “McDonalds.” Our ten-year-old was pretty excited when we saw our first sign for Shoppers, the store mentioned in the musical Come From Away, and our five-year-old was excited with every Canadian flag we saw.
 And finally we started seeing signs for Niagara Falls. We could see the towers of hotels rising on the skyline. We could see the mist rising from the Falls, and the girls rolled down their windows to see if they could hear the water’s roar. We checked into our hotel, rode the elevator to the tenth floor, walked into our room, and the girls immediately ran to the window.
Their jaws dropped. There really is no way to prepare yourself for the Falls: they are just so big; there is so much water, rushing, pouring, constantly, unendingly, more and more and more. And the mist gives a sense of magic and wonder to it all.
 Our oldest looked. And looked. And looked. She excitedly pointed out to her sister the Horseshoe Falls, and the American Falls, and the little Bridal Veil Falls in between; she pointed to the Rainbow Bridge, and the wrecked ship which has hovered above the falls for over a century. And she said, with a contented sigh, “I don’t think I could ever get tired of that view.”
 And then she said, “Can I watch something on the iPad?”
 And we all started laughing. It became a joke this week; every time we returned to our room, one of us would look out the window, and say, “I’ll never get tired of that view… I wonder what’s on TV?”
 There we were, on the brink of one of the wonders of the world – there we were, with all the people we loved most in the world – there we were, in a place people travelled from the world over to see – in a place where explorers would fall down and pray in terror – in a place where kings and queens have walked, where daredevils dreamed the impossible – there we were, and it was amazing… but it was also amazing how quickly we just got used to that beautiful site.
 “I don’t think I could ever tired of that view… I wonder what’s on TV?”
 How quickly we lose our sense of awe; how quickly we take even the most incredible wonders for granted. I remember the first time I ever heard of electronic mail; I was amazed by the idea that I could send a message to someone and they could see it immediately. But now many of us use email daily without a second thought. I remember when our family got our first remote control for the television, and I was intimidated by the idea that you could change the channel without even standing up. And I remember our first VCR, the novelty of being able to record a program and watch it later. These days, my husband can set the football game to record on our DVR from his touchscreen pocket telephone; we don’t have to be in the house or even in the country at the time. And speaking of phones, when I was a kid, video phones were science fiction right out of the Jetsons or Star Trek – and now it stuns me to realize that my children will never remember a world where video phone calls weren’t a thing.
 And we just take it all for granted. We don’t think twice about the once unimaginable wonders around us. Machines that wash our dishes and dry our clothes. Groceries delivered right to your door. Flying machines and even a car that could travel hundreds of miles in a day were once inconceivable.
 I don’t think I could ever get used to those wonders, we say… and then we turn around and ask, what’s next?
 And nowhere do we see it more than every year at Christmastime. And I’m not even talking about the kids who count down the days until Christmas morning only to be bored with their new toys after five minutes and forget them entirely after five days… no, I’m not just talking about stuff. I’m talking about the story of Christmas itself.
 We hear the story every year; we know it so well that we take it for granted:
 In those days Caesar Augustus issued a decree that a census should be taken… and everyone went to their own town to register. So Joseph also went up from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to Bethlehem the town of David… He went there to register with Mary, who was pledged to be married to him and was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn child, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.
 We know the story: a Caesar, and a census; a little town, a man, a woman, and a baby in a manger. We wait for weeks every year to hear the story again; to sing the carols, to light the candles, to bask in the glow – and then we walk away, asking, “What’s next?”
 We know the story; we know it so well, maybe too well – so much so that we can shrug our shoulders, and say, “I’ve been there, and seen that; I wonder what’s on TV?”
 We can become numb to even the most amazing wonders – and this story is one. This is no ordinary story. This is the story of God entering into the world. This is the story of a God who so loved the world that God just could not stay away. This is the story of God entering into the world – not with fireworks and fanfare, but so quietly that, if you blink, you might miss it. This is the story of a God who surprises us, the story of a God who shows up in the lives of people who are being buffeted and shaped by kingdoms and powers out of their control.
 While everyone is looking at Caesar, God is looking to the ordinary people. While everyone is bustling to arrive first, God is looking towards the latecomers, the ones who show up when there seems to be no more room.
 There is a lot on our to-do lists for the month to come: shopping, wrapping, decorating, baking, travelling, taking pictures, sending cards, making calls… But my hope and my prayer is that we will take some time to enjoy the view, to remember what it is that brought us here in the first place. The story of Christmas isn’t about the presents or the decorations: it’s about a God who surprises us, who shows up in the times and the places we least expect it. Where is it, that God would surprise us today? Where are the mangers, where children have no bed? Who are our neighbors, whose lives are thrown into disarray by governments and laws beyond their control? Who are the strangers, looking for shelter, looking for a friendly face? Who are the people outside, longing for a place to belong?
 Do we see them? Do we look? And do we believe that Christ is still being born, that God is still showing up, in humble and surprising ways today? We tend to associate this story with Christmas Eve candlelight services, but the story of Christmas is about as far away from stained glass and organ music and new clothes by candlelight as you can get. The story of Christmas is about a God who shows up in real life, in the messy and difficult stuff of our every day.
 I want to encourage us to make a different kind of to-do list this year. And put on your list things like: smile at your cashier; over-tip your server on purpose, even if they’re having a bad day; donate to the giving tree; give non-traditional presents;
volunteer in the community; bake a pie for your neighbor; buy coffee for the person behind you in line; make it a point to compliment someone every day; donate pet food or old towels or blankets to the animal shelter; offer to babysit for some exhausted parents; visit a nursing home; donate new socks and underwear to those in need; volunteer to serve meals to those who are hungry; bring new coloring books and crayons to the children’s hospital; shovel your neighbor’s walk, or if you hire somebody to plow you out, ask them to do the rest of the street while they’re there; write another letter or make another call telling our leaders to stop separating families and get kids out of detention camps this Christmas; ask a family with a loved one in the service how you can help make their season brighter; pay for someone else’s groceries; invite your neighbor to share a meal with you – do whatever you can each day to find a way to show God’s love and bring hope into the world.
 The good news is, just like the waterfalls which never stop, which keep flowing and flowing, noticed or unnoticed, appreciated or not, night and day, season after season, year after year – God’s love keeps flowing and flowing, and God keeps showing up; hope keeps being born into the world. The good news of Christmas isn’t just about a story that happened long ago; it’s the good news that God is still being born into the world in unexpected and surprising ways.
 My hope and my prayer is that we won’t grow numb, that we won’t grow weary, that we won’t look away. May we have eyes to see Christ in the world this holiday season, and may we have hearts that never tire of seeking God’s presence and sharing God’s love.
  O God, let your love roll over us like thundering waters; let your justice pour out around us, and your grace flow through us. Teach our hearts to be still this holiday season, to bask in your presence, to gaze on your grace. And help us to remember that being present is so much more important than buying presents;
help us to follow your lead, and to show up in the most humble and unexpected places. May we show your love to struggling families, to immigrants and refugees, to neighbors and strangers, to the hungry and the homeless – to all those looking for a place to find rest. In your peace, by your peace, for your peace we pray; amen.
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