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#were like what no ofcourse i do but if you can't see it then fine fuck off i give up
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#my dad is so fucking#frustrating i fucking hate him so much#why can't he just stick to one thing? if you've decided to be an asshole then be a goddamn asshole#why these random bursts of affection and caring I HATE IT it hurts me more than you scolding me#because your love is so fucking conditional and fickle and i never know what to do to keep receiving it#and it makes me question everything about myself my thoughts my relationships whether if im actually ever right when im mad at people#it makes me think oh maybe it was me i understoof them wrong i can never fuckinh trust my judgement#like feeling unloved is all MY fault i am the one who can never get enough#i still don't know if that's true#broken three different relationships and I still don't know this about myself everytime i was like i don't feel like you love me and they#were like what no ofcourse i do but if you can't see it then fine fuck off i give up#he said he is concerned about my weight because he's scared i might get some diseases like thyroid (bc mum has it) or pcod or something???#like dude why tf did u not just say that pehle 😭😭😭😭 i spent like 5 days feeling miserable not eating properly because i thought you#hated my appearance all my fragile self esteem it's all broken now i can't eat dinner without thinking about you saying don't you dare have#dinner if you feel hungry just drink water#and the worst part is i can't even skip dinner because it gives me a horrible headache the next morning and then i can't study and work#which btw YOU can absolutely not tolerate i gave up on being happy for your dreams im just trying to make you proud and happiness feels#like a far fetched dream now but i keep going everyday because im so close to the finish line and maybe if i do this you would finally be#happy with me love me#i told him that my first loan file got sanctioned today and he was so fucking happy so proud so soft like eat the dragonfruit i brought for#you okay it's so tasty and take care of yourself celebrate this little win you've worked hard#like just. please. don't confuse me you saying shit like this made me sob so much harder than all your angry words
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blueclownsworld · 2 months
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~Drawing your boyfriend Gojo Satoru~
"Stay still", you instructed as you continued sketching Gojo, your boyfriend, on the paper.
You had gotten the idea to draw him when you two were watching tv and you noticed how handsome he looked fresh from shower, wet white hair framing his face.
You decided you just had to draw him, especially since lately you had been practicing your skills on drawing hair. And who would be a better reference than your always so good looking boyfriend?
Literally anyone else than him, you soon figured. Gojo was too restless, constantly changing his position and talking right the moment you tried to sketch his lips.
"Boooring", he whined with pout, as dramatic as always. "Can't you just draw faster or something?"
"I am trying", you sighed and tried to speed up the process, knowing that too much rushing would affect the end result. "Just stay completely still for two minutes. 2 minutes, okay?"
"Fine.." he nodded and then stayed still like you asked to.
You quickly finished the sketch and then spoke "You're free to move now, I can draw the rest even if you're moving — unless you're jumping on the walls or something.."
A mischievous smirk spread on Gojo's face after your words, seems like he took them as a challenge. "And what if I do just that?"
"So you don't want extra kisses?" you asked innocently, knowing that your kisses were his weakness.
Gojo's eyes widened and he quickly answered to you "Ofcourse I do! What kind of question is that??"
"Then don't go running around and jumping on the walls until I finish this, hm?" you raised your eyebrows at him, noticing the defeat on his face.
"Unfair", he complained before listening to you and staying relatively still until you finished the drawing.
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"Aaand all done", you announced and he immediately jumped from his seat, eager to see the result.
"Awww, I didn't know I look that handsome", he chuckled, clearly pleased by your art as he stared at it for a good while before asking "Do I get my kisses now?"
"You do, you do", you smiled and pulled him closer to you before starting to leave kisses all over his face, eventually getting to his lips.
And as your lips met with Gojo's, he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him. You buried your hands in his hair, caressing his scalp and pulling him even closer to you as the kiss continued. You two got lost in the kiss for a good while before needing to pull away to catch your breaths.
"You should draw me more often", Gojo whispered, his breath mixing with yours as he remained close to your face.
"Maybe I will", you smiled before leaning in for another kiss.
author's note: i have actually lately been practising the way i draw hair, i need him as my reference :(
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surfinminho · 9 months
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》 things that turn skz on
warnings: bladder control(no actual piss), graphoerotica, free use, a little bit of 24/7 dynamic, gun play, knife play, blood play, feminization, taking turns, double penetration, anal, phallic gags, asphyxiation, sex while unconscious(consensual), bulge kinks
male reader/gender neutral reader at some points
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-chan
Sometimes chan feels like he can give people more, yk? Maybe he let's people use him as they please. Tie him to a chair and put a cock ring on his shaft and fuck him in his ass and mouth and not let him cum or you and multiple members can take turns milking him of all he's got. Both options sound just fine to him, he's giving more to them!
-minho
Why do you have a gun? Who knows, but since minho found out he's been fantasizing about you fucking him with it pressed against his head. Maybe it's loaded maybe it's not. Tell him if he makes a sound you won't hesitate to blow his brains out. does that shut him up? Maybe. Let's also say he thought about you actually using the gun to fuck him.
-changbin
Dressing up changbin in such frilly, pink outfits really arouses you. I mean he's such a buff guy with thick thighs. Putting him in a skirt with thigh highs and some makeup can set both you and him off. But when you guys started including a knife into the bedroom you honestly never stopped. You'd cut off the clothes off him with the knife. Ofcourse you'd never cut him right? Wrong. One time you accidentally cut his thigh while trying to cut the stockings he had. You tried to profusely apologize but before you even could he let's out the loudest moan you ever heard from him. Ever since you would cut him only if he deserved it though! Maybe he jerked off without permission and you cut so close to his cock it might've mad him cum.
-hyunjin
Thoughts of free use can really get this man going. When you come home stressed or too energetic and you need a release, hyunjin is right there to serve you :D. Maybe him eating you out for hours or you fucking his face, and when your done you simply leave the room. It's not your business if he doesn't release right? Out of sex too, maybe a 24/7 dynamic. he's only made to serve you. You make all the decisions and he just follows around like a brain dead puppy.
-jisung
Hear me out, teasing him in bed or maybe in the middle of you guys having sex he says he has to pee. Press down on his stomach but oh if he wets himself, he can't cum. Eventually you let him go though, but wheres the fun in letting him off so easily? Obviously he doesn't want to wet himself. But the thrill of it all makes him want too. He's begging for you to let him go, tears brimming his eyes.Maybe right when he's about to cum you let him go.
-felix
Felix knows he's small. He's roughly 5'7 but he has a small waist. Maybe use a dildo that's big- like bigger than you big. And you fuck him with it. The imprint on his stomach can make him bust immediately. But what if you stretch him out? You know you and the dildo at once? Can he take it? Probably. He's a whore for cock ofcourse. Maybe use a phallic gag on him to make him feel full in all holes.
-seungmin
The thrill of his partner choking him already makes him feel dizzy. But choking him until he passes is just :)). When he first brung up choking to you, initially you were scared of hurting him. But when you saw how good it made  him feel you guys kept doing it. Maybe putting him into a headlock once in a while too. But when he asked if you guys can look into choking him unconscious you were immediately down. Fucking him unconscious? Hell yea.
When it happened for the first time, you might've had the best orgasm of your life. And if it was vice versa? Seungmin would love to ride you while you're unconscious.
-jeongin
Having his partner write all over him and make him read it out to himself (if he can see it). Writing "clit" above his cock or "cumdump" on his face while jerking him off or fucking him will make him black out 100%. After maybe take a picture and send it to another member, humiliating him for his elders to see. or maybe make him walk around with it under his clothes and Oops! it shows by accident
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sundays-wing-piercing · 3 months
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Helloooo, I hope you don’t mind that I just hop in here to send some Sunday prompt ideas cause why not (hehe)
A hurt/comfort idea with Sunday and injured s/o, what if s/o escaped a life-threatening situation without his knowledge and returned to him, only for Sunday to realize that theyre bleeding out heavily. Luckily he managed to get assistance before things took a turn for the worse, scolding them for being so reckless and for not telling him, he was just so worried :( (bonus if its a path destruction follower s/o)
Second idea, what if s/o’s running a delirious, high fever, all shits and giggling while Sunday is sitting at their bedside, feeding them necessary food and medicine while patting their hot forehead with a cool cloth, reassuring them that he loves them and that they’ll be fine soon
man i just rlly love me some hurt/comfort prompts 😞☺️
Honey darling don't worry it's what I do LOVE THESE IDEAS OMG
The first one I'd imagine that after you barely escaped death your mind's all over the place but even then one thought outshines the others. You don't know if you're gonna die or not. The unbearable pain along with the trail of blood staining your fingers do convince you to the first option but either way, you'd want to atleast see him one last time. You're practically limping, trying to stay awake just a little bit longer and once you finally meet him your body completely gives up just in time.
You weren't met with the cold floor as you expected. But instead, a terrified man who shouts your name begging you to stay awake. It appears that he had caught you in his arms just as he always did. Though you wonder if it's gonna be his last.
Fortunately Sunday got you help as soon as possible. You were ofcourse unconcious but atleast not forever. Atleast that's what he hoped. Gosh all he felt was rage but to who? Was it to the person or thing that caused this? Was it to you who gave little to no thought wether you'd get out of this battle alive or not? Or was it to him who'd wish he had the time to protect you? Even though theres no way he could've have predicted this, he was still angry at himself.
What kind of fool falls for the same mistake twice. All he could do is cover his face in the blanket that you slept in out of shame. That is until a hand gently stroked his hair. Oh you thought he was gonna start crying? Nah hes straight up scolding you like- actually raising his voice. Although you feel guilty of making him worry like this, you can't help but smile at how much he cares for you enough to get mad about it.
Halfway through his scolding you find how his words seemed to come out more hoarse until it ultimately stops. Hes crying. Ah now you really feel bad. You can't really do much in your current state other than cupping his face making him look at you in the eye. Your thumb brush away the tears that escape the corners of his eye as you blurt out an apology. One that he refuses to accept at the moment but deep down, he loves you too much to be petty. As of now you'll just have to comfort him until you both succumb to the exhaustion.
Second one is just you waking up looking absolutely terrible but you insist that everything is fine. Right as you're about to get ready for work Sunday immediately pulled you back down to the bed as he presses his cold fingers to your forehead. Yup, it's a fever alrighty. A really bad one in fact. And so he decides to take a day off to tend to you and despite your complains he absolutely insist on taking care of you.
But ofcourse you decide to use this opportunity to your advantage. Right as he brings you something to eat you're whining to him about how you don't have the appetite to eat. Theres no way he'll buy into this. Holy shit he did. He's actually and willingly spoon feeding you slowly and patiently and even made sure to stop for a break if you can't take anymore so you don't vomit all over the place.
But incase you do, he's at your side holding your hair and patting your back till you're all done. He gently cleans you up and brings you a fresh comfy set of clothes that are just right for you. And once you're finished he'll hold you close and whisper sweet affirmations to calm you down. Even if you apologize for burdening him he'll deny it all with a gentle smile. Different from his charming public persona one. Even if he has to get up to do the same thing in the middle of the night he'll never blame you. It's not something in your control afterall. Please do the same if he ends up getting sick from you.
Wow. Thats a lotta words. But as always SMASH THE SUBSCRIBE BUTTON. LIKE, COMMENT, SHARE AND MAKE SURE TO HIT THE BELL SO YOULL GET NOTIFIED ON MY NEWEST VIDEO. THIS IS SUNDAYS WING PIERCING, SIGNING OFF. *insert 2017 yt outro of my username with cool effects as playing with fire by blackpink plays in the background* Im so sorry for that
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smrsxx · 1 year
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Enough | Charles Leclerc x shy!fem!reader
|Instagram AU|
Request : Hello!! I adore your work and I wanted to ask if you could write something with Charles Leclerc x shy reader with a little bit of angst and fluff at the end, maybe a secret relationship that people don't approve. Also I'm soo looking forward to what you're about to write with Lewis it'll be great!!! Keep up the good work you're amazing<333!!!
Summary : The reader and Charles have been in a secret relationship for a really long time. But after some unexpected events their relationship becomes public and some people decide to express their opinions via Instagram comments .
Tw : mainly angst , mean Instagram comments , Charles being angry 😈
English isn't my first language so if you spot any mistakes please just bare with me .
Ps. I think that I'm out of the concept but I wanted to upload it. 🥲
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SHOCKING NEWS : F1 Ferrari Driver Charles Leclerc was spotted holding hands and kissing another woman .
Liked by @charlitof1fan @ferrarifan16 and 6,347 others
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@f1addict wtf ? How when where and why ?
@charlitof1fan Well it's not any of your business.
@ferrarifan16 I agree. Hope their happy : )
You visited Italy with Charles at his brake before the Azerbaijan race and thought that everything was going well , until some pictures of you holding hands and walking together were uploaded on some Instagram Account .
And Ofcourse some of the comments were just mean without any reason .
"They shouldn't be together . He is famous and she apparently isn't which makes them different. " , " Why are they even in a relationship ? I bet she wants him only for his money . " , " She can't be that good looking. " , " I can't find any socials that will Mach her. Ew. " , " They ate both so stupid for going out together"
These were some of the comments you told Charles , who he appears to be very angry.
"Just stop reading them baby . " He said to you and took your phone from your hands .
"It's no good . " He said one last time this day and grabbed his phone.
"I am gonna fix this my love don't worry." Charles said to you kissing your forehead.
After a couple of minutes he uploaded 2 new posts in his Instagram account.
@charlesleclerc
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*Comments were off for this post.
" See ? Everything is fine. I just hate it when people do things like that. " Charles said looking at you with sad eyes.
"It's okay my love. We'll be fine. " You said to him and kissed his lips to ease the situation.
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shotgunbunny · 1 year
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cherry wine
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Bunny gets chosen
part 1
[dark! cult leader!Ari Levinson x airhead!Reader]
[warnings: will have dubcon/noncon, cult aspects, 6'6 Ari, Older man and younger woman, reader is over 18!, will have murder, violence etc. air head reader!, busty reader, basically bimbo reader!]
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When you returned home from the eventual day, you were giddy with excitement. You clutched the dress in your hands as you opened the door. You could help but felt a burst of nervousness over tonight. You might have a husband or you might be left with a broken heart over not being the great ones lover.
As you took your shoes off and were about to head upstairs, you were stopped by your parents calling you into the room. You stepped into the room, and saw your parents sitting in their respected chairs. You could tell something was wrong with how the air in the room felt gloomy.
"Sweetheart, you do know what happens if you get chosen don't you?"
"Ofcourse I do dad! I'll be one of the most respected women in this town!"
"It's not just that sweetheart, you need to realise that there's no going back. You can stay at home and not be part of it. Once you're chosen, you can't ever go back. You'll belong to him."
"I know, it's fine. I might not even be chosen so don't worry!"
With that you left the room and bounced up the stairs excitedly. Missing the concerned looks that your parents gave each other. They feared Ari. They knew he had done bad things and the second he didn't get what he wanted then he would crush the town.
There was a story that floated around about how Ari wanted to partner up with one of the local businesses. Yet they denied, and it led to the owners demise. Everyone knew it was Ari's doing yet, they could not prove it. They were terrified of you denying Ari. Who would die then? They needed you to realise but your mind was so clouded by simple things that it simply ignored all the bad things.
In your room you began getting ready. You did your hair and makeup, ensuring that you looked pretty. While a quick check over in your mirror you smiled, and were happy with the results. You knew it was going to be a goodnight you could feel it in your bones.
You turned and began to pull your comfiest and prettiest underwear set on that had the cutest bow on! You wore your thick white tights, and then placed your dress on. You were in awe of how it looked on you. Truly, you looked like an angel. You felt glamorous and beautiful, almost like a movie star. You couldn't help but giggle. With a quick look outside, you saw how dark it was and decided to put a pair of fluffy socks on your tights to keep your feet extra warm. And with that you pulled a cute cardigan out, this one was plain white and would ensure warmth.
And the you pulled out your black Mary Jane's that had a bit of a platform heel. You looked amazing. You grabbed your little bunny bag and placed a lipgloss, your phone and your purse in it. And with a sharp in take of breath to boost you confidence you began you walk downstairs. Slow and shy, you approached the living room where your parents lingered. You made a small coughing noise which drew their attention.
They turned to look as gasped. You were going to be chosen tonight, no doubt about it. They heard how Ari had bought you the dress you longed for, and now you were wearing it to the choosing. You were practically gift-wrapped for Ari. Yes you did indeed look beautiful but the feeling of grief lingered in their bones. They were going to loose you tonight, either by death or Ari keeping you.
Ari was a very private and possessive man. Everything he wanted he owned and he never let anyone touch what was his let alone see it. They knew if you went with him they'd barely see you, due to Ari having a sense of ownership.
"You look amazing Sweetheart."
"You look like an angel, truly."
You broke out into a smile over those words. Your confidence lifting more. You walked towards them and hugged them both saying a sweet goodbye before heading out the door, this time missing you mother letting out a small cry and your father letting a tear out. You were officially gone. They could only pray that their saviour would take it easy on you and lead to this towns destiny of greatness.
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Although it was dark out, you felt at peace. The surroundings were covered in sun making it feel like you were walking amongst a cloud town. It was truly beautiful. You looked behind you and smiled and your footsteps were shown in the snow. It was truly a beautiful scene.
Especially to Ari. He was driving down slowly waiting for you, patiently waiting to pounce before he makes you his. He admired you in the snow. You looked angelic. He could almost get hard at how innocent you look. But he had to wait for your wedding day, then he could devour you and make your pretty pussy his forever.
As you were walking down you became aware of the headlights the shined on you followed by the car that pulled up next to you. It was a huge black SUV, it still shined giving off the feeling it was new. You felt your heart drop in fear, the expensive car intimidated you and filled your brain with horrifying thoughts of being kidnapped. All of those however were wiped clean from your mind the second Ari stepped out of the car and confidently walked to you.
You flashed him a relieved smile, to which he returned a full happy smile, easing your fears to the point you forgot they existed.
"Hey bunny, would you like a lift?"
"I wouldn't want to impose Ari, it's enough that you got me the dress!"
"Don't be silly bunny, I can't allow you to walk in the cold, especially looking as stunning as you do now."
You blushed and smiled, you saw him offering his hand to walk you to the passenger side. You looked back up into his eyes and saw kindness gleaming in the blue of them. You carefully slipped your small hand into his large one. His hand was so calloused and strong. His grip was firm yet so gentle with you. He truly was a gentleman. He opened the SUV door for you and you climbed in. Ari watched you get in, quickly taking in the sight of your ass in that dress. God he was already getting so hard at how well that dress hugged your body. When he was certain you were comfy and strapped in he headed to his side of the car and began to strap in.
And then he began a slow drive to the mansion where the choosing was being held. Yet he saw no point to it. He found his bride, and she was currently sat in his passenger seat swinging her legs happily. God he adored you.
"You look utterly breathtaking you know?"
"You think so?"
"Definitely, I'm so glad you pointed that dress out, you look perfect in it."
"You didn't have to buy it you know?"
"Oh I did bunny. You look like my little bride in it already."
"Ari! You can't say that! You have to meet everyone and choose fairly."
"Bunny, I don't need to meet anyone else. I know for a fact you're the only one. Plus the Gods told me you were to be mine."
"You really think I'm pretty?"
"Absolutely bunny, but you'll be prettier with my ring on your finger and my children in your belly."
After his confident words you blushed. How could he say something so brazen with a smile adorning his face. The way he talked about choosing you and the way the future would go seemed so romantic that you didn't see how insane it was. Where you thought it was a flirty joke, he was dead serious. He was determined to have you as his.
Throughout the drive playing flirting filled the silence leading to Ari resting his large hand on your thigh the whole drive. Yet it didn't bother you, it just helped relax you as you blindly opened up to Ari. Telling him every small detail about your life giving him more leverage, yet he decided to return it by opening up too. Due to the fact you were so enamoured bonding with Ari, you hardly noticed him pulling up to the mansion.
When you noticed you breathe was taken away. It was beautiful. It was like a temple. There were Greek podiums holding the roof up from outside. Candles lingered everywhere. It was truly a temple. It didn't surprise you that a choosing would happen here. It was so beautiful, like it was crafted by God so that it could be brought to heaven where angels could sleep. Ari chuckled at your dumbstruck face.
"So I take it you like my holiday house."
You froze up in shock. You had no idea that people could have that much money. Yet Ari did, and somehow proclaimed this structural beauty a simple holiday house.
"H-holiday?"
"Yes bunny, my house is much prettier. I can't wait to see your reaction to it. It will be so cute."
Before you could even argue with him about it, he exited his car and strolled to your side and opened your door. He bent a little, almost as if bowing to you while offering help out of the car. As you put your dainty hand in his large one, he pulled it up to his lips and left a whisper of a kiss to decorate your knuckles. You felt your cheeks heat. And then got out the car. When he made sure you were on the ground carefully he closed your door. All while still holding your hand.
"I like having you close to me bunny."
"Really?"
"Very much so, which is why you should remain by my side all night. Or else I fear I'll die without your touch and displease the Gods we serve."
You looked him in the eyes and saw how serious he was. You couldn't displease the Gods. No one had ever done it without falling into the hands of death and you most definitely did not want to feel deaths embrace yet. So you squeezed your saviours hand tightly before moving closer so Ari's arm was between the valley of your breasts. Shielding you almost, yet you took no notice and continue looking around in complete awe.
However Ari did notice and couldn't help how hard he felt. You pushing your breasts into his strong bicep looking for protection from the Gods which his family had made up to run this small town was so innocent. Yet so sexual. You were blind to how your breasts were pressed against him though he wouldn't say anything. He'd rather saviour this moment for as along as possible.
"You're such a good girl bunny, if anyone looks at you in a way you don't like, tell me. Especially if it's a man. You are one of the women I am to choose from, I will not have any men attempt to look at you nor have your precious attention stray away from me for some boy. Understood?"
"Understood Ari."
His cock swelled over how you submitted to him. You were so good not having room for a single other man in your life except him. And he was going to keep it that way. With that set in stone, he felt his heart race. He was giddy with excitement. You were going to be his little bride tonight. With your hand in his, he felt confident and strong. He was ready even if you weren't. With that you both began to walk up the steps to Ari's holiday mansion.
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When you were inside, warmth swept over you and held you close. So you decided to take your cardigan only for Ari to stop you, and instead take it off for you, all the while he leaned forward and sniffed you hair while you were clueless. God you smelled so good, he felt himself get harder over the smell alone. When he hung your cardigan next to his large jacket, you took in his outfit.
He dressed casual yet it still seemed like so much. He had dark pants on that hugged his thighs and his bulge which you quickly flicked past, embarrassed that you looked at someone so sacred in such a naughty way. You saw he had a blue top on that hugged his torsion perfectly too highlighting his muscles. And to complete the look he had a flannel on too that hugged his bicep so well it looked like it could tear any second and for some reason it excited you.
Ari returned back to you and held your hand again. Smirking, aware that you checked him out. He knew he was an incredibly handsome man, and the fact that you were attracted to him, boosted his ego so much more. God you were perfect for him, everything little thing about you made him obsessed. From your adorable socks over your tights, to the shy look that passed across your face when you saw his bulge. God he couldn't wait to see what you'd look like when you were face to face with his bare cock. He'd absolutely ruin you.
Fear surrounded you as you took in how many other girls there were. All of them dresses up so beautifully. All of them here for Ari. Self doubt suddenly pierced your heart and you started to let go of Ari's hand, feeling like a dumb kid that one of the adults had pity one. When suddenly Ari held your hand tighter and pulled you closer to him. You looked up at him and he stared down at you almost like his eyes never left your person. You were in awe at how dedicated he looked to you. Almost like his world revolved around you for just a few seconds before you snapped out of your trance and went back to exploring the mansion with your eyes.
With you being so distracted Ari took charge and swept you away into the main room. Never once letting go of you. You saw he was about to walk on stage so you let go of his hand, causing him to look at you temporarily with a dark look before he registered the anxiety resting in your before he grabbed your hands and peppered you knuckles in kisses.
"You stay here for now, okay bunny? You'll be fine I promise baby."
And with those comforting words he took a step onto the stage and stood behind a microphone before calling for attention for all the women that had come tonight. From the very command of his words, the women came flooding in. Immediately drowning your form amongst the sea of ladies, each desperate to hear Ari's verdict of who would receive his love.
"Thank you all for coming, its truly lovely to see such an outcome. Yet my fate was sealed this morning from the second I saw this one girl. The Gods spoke to me, they whispered how this woman was my soulmate and how she would lead to sunshine burning bright in this town. The Gods promised me that the second this woman became my wife, everything will be perfect. The Gods truly hold everything in their hands including love. And I'm thankful that they chose this woman to be my love."
After that pause the crowd stayed silent as they could all see Ari's eyes trail over them all until they stopped on you. Holding you direct into his gaze and reassuring you that he spoke every word for you. He raised his arm and called you onto stage. You walked by everyone nervously, seeing how many smiled at you. You couldn't tell if they were really happy or just masking their disappointment, but before you could figure that out you reached the stage where Ari held your hand so tenderly.
He lowered down onto his knee and fished a black velvet box from his back pocket before he opened it before presenting you with a ring. Not any ring though, the one that was passed down the family for years. Many thought it was a myth and yet here it shimmered before you. You felt tears brim in your eyes and a brief echo of your parents warning rang in your ears before you looked deeply into Ari's eyes and saw only the destiny he promised for you.
It was all happening so fast yet you couldn't question anything or else you would anger the Gods. You had to choose before he asked the question and you stood in silence. It was true with Ari you would live comfortably and the way he was looking at you made you feel like he would also ensure you lived your life loved. Yet on the other hand he might not be who he says.
Ari took a breath and watched as you calculated your answer before he broke you out of your loop of decided and gently asked in his low voice,
"Bunny, my sweet little bunny, will you do me the greatest honour and marry me?"
"Yes!"
You spoke without thinking and yet the pure happiness that shrouded Ari's face was worth it. Infact the entire room combusted into cheers and gleeful smiles.
Ari couldn't contain himself and swept you up into his arms before he smashed his lips against yours. His arm was wrapped around your waist holding you up to his height while his other hand held the back of your head pushing you together. When you both pulled away you stared into each others eyes. Enjoying this moment, before he leaned his forehead against yours. Almost as if trying to connect you two together through your minds.
"Gonna be my little wife bunny. Gonna be all mine!"
And with those words, he peppered your face with kisses smiling.
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leclercloml · 2 months
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Movie night | PG8
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Pairing: Pedri Gonzalez x gf!reader
Summary: a movie night with your boyfriend being all clingy and cuddly
Genre: blurb written work
Warnings: not proofread (because I'm lazy)
Author's note: this one was requested by a beautiful anon<3 idk how to feel about this one but hopefully you like it 🫶🏻
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Pedri's recent injury was heartbreaking, despite trying everything, nothing just seemed to workout for him but he's not the type to give up easily, recently he have been working out a lot trying different diets everything that can prevent injury and because of that in the last few days you both barely spend any time together, so that's why you planned a movie night with your super amazing and talented boyfriend
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y/n <3
When will you be back love?
Pedritoo 🫶🏻
just half an hour more amor
why is everything alright?
y/n <3
everything is just fine
why, I can't check on my boyfriend anymore?
Pedritoo 🫶🏻
No no ofcourse you can!!
Well, I gotta go I have few more sessions to do
see you soon amor, bye<33
y/n <3
bye 🫶🏻, take care.
You only have 30 mins to prepare everything, you immediately went to prepare some snacks and clean the living room, you've already decided what movie you both were gonna watch, it was Little women, the movie you and pedri watched on your very first ever movie date and it immediately became your both comfort movie
You set everything up, the lighting, the candles, the snacks, everything was perfect! The only thing that was missing was your favourite person but it was not long till you hear the doorbell ring of your shared home, you sprint towards the door opening to meet your gorgeous boyfriend, you jumped on him giving him a super tight hug as he hugged you back.
"I think someone missed me a lot, not sure who tho" he said grinning, "yeah keep guessing" i replied looking up at him "alright now stop right here, I have a surprise for you" I said taking his hand in mine as he scrunch his eyebrows tilting head to side in confusion "please close your eyes" he did as i said, i guided him inside the house closing the door behind "Is it what I'm thinking" he said smirking "no." his smirk quickly turned into a frown.
"alright you can open your eyes now baby" I said as he slowly opened his eyes and genuine smile appeared on his lips as he looked down to me, "someone REALLY missed me" he said giving the most adorable smile "oh shut up, you're always at training and we barely get to spend time together, I just thought how about a little movie night to yk... reconnect together? Idk, I just missed you" I said not sure exactly what I was talking about "you don't need to explain yourself to me love, you could've just told me, I can spare any time in the world for you" he said taking my hands in his "you're super cheesy you know that right" I said as he just shrugged his shoulder "for right person, I'm more than okay being cheesy"
"so what movie are we watching?" he asked as we both sat on the sofa putting on a blanket cuddling eachother, "take a wild guess" I replied "Little women?" He said looking at me with a smile "mhm" i simply replied, Pedri smiled fondly as he stared at y/n. He was filled with pure adoration for his beautiful girlfriend, and his heart swelled with happiness. As they sat together on the couch, the movie began playing, and they settled down to watch. Y/n leaned her head on Pedri's shoulder, and he wrapped his arm around her, pulling her close. He leaned down and kissed her on the cheek, and she smiled up at him. At that moment, he knew that he couldn't think of anything or anyone more perfect than her.
No matter how many ups and downs he have on the pitch, off the pitch he have the most perfect woman who's there for him no matter what, Pedri leaned down and whispered softly in your ear "I love you so much." You grinned back at him, eyes sparkling with adoration. "I love you too," she whispered back. The two of them curled up together on the couch, feeling nothing but love and gratitude for each other in that moment.
Their bodies pressed tightly against one another. Y/n could feel Pedri's heartbeat against her chest, and she was filled with a sense of warmth and comfort. The movie, Little Women was a romance/drama, Pedri laughed at the funny parts, and leaned his head on your shoulder whenever something sad happened on screen. The two of tyou were completely immersed in the movie, feeling like it was just the two of them in the whole world.
You love him, you really do, more than anything and anyone in this world and you can say the same for him.
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Motel Whore pt 2
Ellie Williams x female reader!
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A/n: you GUYS the second part is hereeee I hope you lovelies enjoy it!
Warnings: angst, smut just the same that was in the other one practically. Drinking, Ellie being an ass but not for long. Fluff at ze end 😋
Summary: You and Ellie started a fwb. But you want more. She doesn't see that nor notice how you've been acting. You're just her. Motel Whore. (Yes this is based off of the song Motel Whore by Nessa Barrett!)
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Pt 1
You didn't know how. But you did it. You had cut Ellie off completely. You were currently just in your apartment, in the dark with the blankets cuddled up to you. You hadn't spoken to anyone. Nobody. Not even Dina, which made her worry also. You just couldn't bare going outside, going with the friend group in case you ran into Ellie. You couldn't face her, nor did you even want to after the last time you saw her. You went home, crying your eyes out. Cursing yourself for agreeing to this.
You're not a friends with benefits girl. You want love. True love that actually means something. You couldn't keep hurting yourself, but how that didn't even work. If anything you're hurting more. All these thoughts and they're all of her. You were infact inlove with Ellie, and you needed to try get your mind off of it. You just didn't know how.
Ellie texts you from time to time, asking why you don't answer her anymore. You ofcourse don't answer those. You just can't. You were sitting in bed, watching some TV in the dark in hopes to get your mind off everything, it wasn't working that great when you hear a knock on the door, startling you completely. "In a second." You begin to get up bringing the blanket with you having it drape over your shoulders. You go to open the door.
"What the fuck Is going on with you." Said a very concerned looking Dina. You sigh going to walk into your apartment more not even wanting to talk. "Uh uh don't do that." She says following you in. "Spit it out." She says. You turn around. "Just not feeling the best Dee.." You look down. "You know what I think you need. Is to party." You look at her bewildered. "Actually I need my bed." You were about to walk back into your bedroom as you say that but she swiftly grabs your arm. "Nope you need fun, and.. color." She looks around your apartment, looking at the dullness that's overcome it. "Come on, you might even meet someone." You scoff at her comment.
"Fuck that 'someone' I'm not even interested." You sit down on your bed, looking at her. "Pleas, just for tonight then you can come back and mope around about whatever the fuck it is." You sigh once again. "Ugh, fine." She smiles at the response you give. "Right let's get you dressed into something, slutty!" You laugh slightly as she says that. Maybe this could be the distraction. And who knows maybe you could meet someone. You just prayed that someone wasn't Ellie. You did not. Want to see her face tonight.
You had just arrived at said club, walking in with Dina. "Drink?" You think for a second. You weren't a drinker. At. All. "Fuck it yeah why not." She looks at you very surprised. "Actually?" You nod. She then orders, handing you the glass. "Now, you don't have to go fast just-" but you hadn't listened to a word, downing the liquid. "Pace yourself.." She finishes with a small laugh. You shrug with a smile, feeling it burn slightly, not use to this kind of tang.
"Having fun?" Dina yells over the loud music. It had been an hour or two since you had arrived, you and Dina were dancing like there was no tomorrow. "Loadsss." You slur, definitely out of it. But honestly, you couldn't really think straight right now, bit you did feel good. No hurting, no thought, nothing of- "Oh look there's Ellie!" Your eyes go wide, immediately ducking off into the crowd trying to get away from Dina. "Ellie!" She calls out. "That makes another-" Dina wips her head around to try find you. "Y/n?" You were almost sprinting in your drunken state, so much so you hadn't realized you bumped into anyone.
You stumble but thankfully they catch you. "I'm so sorry- I wasn't looking-" You ramble. You look up at the figure. It was a male with light brown fluffy hair, he smiles at you. It seemed to be genuine. "You're quite alright." He was British, saying everything so beautifully. He notices your state. "Have you come here alone?" He looks quite concerned. You shake your head. "Oh, no I'm with a friend, but I just-" you couldn't even remember what you had been doing. "I can't remember-" You let out a choked giggle. "Ok well why don't we take you back to your friend." He gently grabs your wrist when you hear  your name?
"Dont fucking touch her, can't you see she's clearly drunk." Uh oh. It was Ellies voice. You look to see her coming over here with Dina. You were left confused by her statement. "Was just bringing her out of harms way actually." Ellie scoffs. "Yeah sure you were buddy. I don't believe you even for a second." She goes to grab you to take you away. "And what makes you think you could do such a thing." He stares at her. This poor guy, he seemed like he only wanted to help. "Dont fucking do that I know her." No you don't.. you don't know anything about me.. you think to yourself. Everythings all coming back again.
"How do I know you aren't just saying that." Ellies getting angry. But why? Why does she even care so much. "You aren't funny." She spits. "Do you see me laughing?." Dina is now over, just behind Ellie. "What's going on?" She looks at everything that was happening. "Trying to bring someone that's under the influence to her friend, when this bird. Is accusing me of the complete opposite." Dina looks at you. "I know them." He looks at you as you say that. "Are you positive?" You just nod. "Alright, please be safe." You thank the man and go off with Dina. "You alright." You nod. "Jackaas." You then hear Ellie mumble to herself. You can't even believe her right now.
"Let's get home yeah?" Dina speaks breaking the barrier of awkwardness. You agree, and so does Ellie. It was pretty silent on the way back, as Dina drops you off at your apartment. But Ellie gets out too. You shrug it off just wanting to get into bed still slightly drunk. "Oi." You don't look at her as you fiddled with your keys, getting in and setting your bag down. "Hello I'm talking to you-" "what Ellie what." You turn around abrupt and cold. Glaring at her. She mirrors it. "What the fuck do you mean what? You've been ghosting me forever." You turn back around turning the lights on and taking off your shoes. "No no, you're gunna answer me."
You scoff. "Why the fuck do you care so much. You have other bitches." You spat. "What the fuck is going on with you. You're acting like an idiot." You let out a dry laugh. "Im the idiot?" She nods. "That is what I just said, wasn't it?" You wanted to punch her, squinting your eyes ever so slightly at her. Silence took over for what felt like the millionth time that night. "Tell me I'm more." You say softly, trying not to burst into tears. "What?" She looks very confused. What on earth did you mean. "Tell me. Im more." She stands there, trying to figure out what you were saying. "Your more?" She says unsure. "I promise I'm more.. more then a God damn motel whore." Boom. It clicks in Ellies mind. "Now get the fuck out." You spit with absolute venom. She's stunned. But you weren't playing.
As you watched her leave, the water works started flooding back again like a tidal wave. You really are stupid. You had fallen for someone who didn't give you even a single thought. How foolish of you. How stupid. You fall to the ground letting it all out now. Feeling hopeless. Desperate for something. You had no idea what it was but you just wanted to be held. Tighter than you ever would have imagined. But that wasn't possible. Dina was gone. You didn't really have anyone else. Lost. That's the perfect words for this all.
Why can't I be lovely.
Why can't I be yours.
I'm only your babydoll when you get bored.
Sobs, as you lay on the floor. Feeling like your eyes are burning. What is wrong with you. Stop this. Oh but you can't. You can't even stop thinking about her after she hurt your brain. You couldn't forgive but you wanted to so bad. You shouldn't. But you wanted to so bad.
I wanna be precious.
I'm left on the floor.
Crying in desperate.
Darling, what am I for.
It was a few days later. Nothing had changed. You were in your room, dark. Gloomy room. Not even doing anything just laying on your bed. You'd say you were thinking but you had nothing more to think about. Your brain felt fried. Empty. Which was a good representation of your aching heart. Like last time trouble occurred there was a knock on your door. Again. But this time you don't do anything. You don't want to answer it, to whomever was on the other side. You couldn't. They knocked again. "Go away." There was a pause. "I-its me.." You were shocked at first but slowly that turned into anger.
"Leave me alone." You say, shouting slightly. "Please I just want to talk.." You were torn on what to do. Answer it. Be hurt again. Don't answer it. Keep hurting. Either way you weren't changing your mood, so you pull yourself out of bed, not even caring how you look, as you open the door. "I-" She looks at you, softening her look. "I'm so fucking sorry. Why didn't you tell me?" You look at her, not even sure how to respond. Standing there, wanting to sob again. But you didn't, it felt like you had nothing left to let out. "Did your mother raise her daughter, to love a lady like a corpse." You then blurt out the only thing that came to mind. She let's that sink in. "Oh Y/n.. I'm so fucking sorry you have no idea." You nod. "You're right. I don't."
"You wanna know something." You shrug. "Might as well you've hurt me enough." But then you think. You want to rip your hair out at that. It's not even her fault it's yours. You shouldn't of even agreed in the first place. You're the one screwing up. "No Ellie, you don't have to explain. I let my emotions get in the wa-" "and I didn't let mine." She blurts out looking at me. I furrow my brows. "What?" She smiles. "I've always been interested in you. I just never thought you'd ever feel the same." You swallow, still confused. "So you-" She keeps talking cutting you off. "Everything that happened it was my fault. I felt horrible the last night after I left you asleep.. I was realizing half way through what I had just done. It was obvious you weren't comfortable. I felt like a right asshole afterwards. But then you didn't seem upset or anything so I shrugged it off. I shouldn't of I realize that now." She finishes.
You were dumbfounded. "Are you telling the truth?" She nods. "I'll prove it to you. That's if you let me ofcourse." You tilt your head. "I wanna fuck you." You stood there looking at her like she was insane, but she giggles. "That's not funn-" "With so much love and adoration that you'll explode." She says coming closer and rubbing your chin gently. Hearts formed in your eyes, that's all you ever wanted. "Sooo is that a yes?" You smile at her. "Yes that's a yes." She smiles at your smile, missing it deeply. She picks you up so gently you melt into her touch, as she brings you to your bed. "Let me take care of you.. it's what you deserve."
You nod giving her full permission, she slowly goes to kiss all over your face, making sure to keep the soft manner. She gently goes to take your shirt off continuing the soft kisses down your neck, breasts, stomach.. hips. Everything was so delicate. In a way that was making you go crazy for her. This is all you ever wanted. Especially with her. She goes to take her shirt off, something she never really did, you couldn't help but stare. She was beautiful. "You're so pretty Els." You say gently. She gives you a sweet smile at your compliment. "And you're so amazing." She goes to take your pants off still keeping with her soft demeanor. It was all so lovely.
She then proceeds to take hers off. You look at her a tad confused. "More intimate angel." You crumble as she says that, is this even real? You nod at the response regardless. She goes to line up perfectly, sinking down onto your body. You both let your mouths drop slightly at the instant connection and softness. She then begins to move on you, both of you letting out noises of pleasure. "F-fuck, I regret not doing this sooner." You watch her as she keeps going. "Els.." She let's out a grunt. "I love you." She says. You stare at her in pure shock. Bringing her down by her hair and kissing her, she kisses back with so much passion. You felt it, that feeling. "Ellie i-" She just nods. "Me too, me too. Together yeah?" You nod also cumming shortly after along with her.
She flops onto you, laying there playing with your hair. There was a comfortable silence. "I love you too Els." She smiles. And for the first time ever with her. You felt safe with the aftercare. No leaving to go to someone else. Cuz she was yours. And you were hers.
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lazyalani · 1 year
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| Itoshi Rin × [GN!Reader]
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| What are you so scared of?
| Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Secret Relationship Trope, Rin breaks down, Not Proofread
| Summary: Rin thinks keeping your relationship a secret is the best for both you, however, he didn't think the consequences of it over, but it'll be fine.
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In highschool, you always dreamed about moving in together with your partner when you get older. You thought everything through, from thinking about the sweet things, sleeping in, cuddling, movie nights, home greetings, and how to deal with aftermath of arguements.
At 25 years old, you finally decided to ask your boyfriend of 4 years, Itoshi Rin, if you could move in together, in which he declined as less harsh as his moody mouth can.
You had no objections really, although you were a bit disappointed, but you never really dwelled on it because what was important is you have your relationship.
Is what you wanted to think.
Rin has always been intent on keeping your relationship a secret. You had agreed upon it ofcourse, thinking you'd be able to endure until he decides to reveal it. You thought that it'd be fine, that you'd be able to handle the thirsty and wild comments other people gave him knowing he's all yours at the end of the day. You thought you'd be able to handle the scandals he had with models, actresses, other athletes. It turns out you couldn't.
In the 4 years of your relationship, never once have you both go on a date outside. No coffee shop dates, no shopping dates, no cinema dates, no arcade dates, nothing. It was always indoors, in your apartment, and never his. It was safer, he said. Or was he just scared? You thought it didn't matter if all you could do was have couch movie dates, all that mattered was you both could have each other like that. That you could have him in your arms, falling asleep in the middle of the movie, tired from practice.
It wasn't enough, afterall.
It hurt. It hurt to walk by him getting interviewed publicly, surrounded by fans, pretending not to know each other. It hurt to cheer for him during games, knowing no one knows you were his partner, knowing you couldn't announce your presence, the presence of his lover. It hurt to see him at the end of the day, finally being together after not seeing each other for days, weeks, months, just falling asleep because you're both tired. It hurt to see your conversation with him, so plain, like you're just aquaintances. It hurt to open your social media, your feed being continously flooded by news of him, be it interviews, modeling for brands, with his teammates, and scandals. It hurt to hear him saying he isn't in a relationship.
It hurts you that you're tired.
You didn't know what actually sparked you to ask him the question.
Both of you were sitting on your couch, in the middle of your 'date', your mind elsewhere, thinking about everything.
Was it because your patience had finally snapped? Was it because you were tired from work? Was it because of your headache fueled by the constant loud sounds from the movie? Or was it because you knew while you were so worked up about your relationship, Rin didn't care at all?
"Hey, Rin."
He paused the movie, "Hungry?"
You shooked your head. "No, actually.."
He raised an eyebrow. "What is it?"
"Aren't you tired?"
"I am, practice---"
"No, I meant from this." You gestured to everything around you.
"I don't understand, [Name], be more clear." He frowned.
"Of this kind of relationship, Rin." You finally said.
It was silent.
And then he sighed and looked away.
"You said you were okay with this." He replied.
"I was," He took note of the past tense used. "until I wasn't anymore."
He frowned harder and looked away, sighing. "What do want me to do? I can't--"
"That's exactly it, Rin! You can. You just don't want to." You raised your voice a little higher.
"I'm an athlete, [Name]."
"So what?"
"I can't just say I have a partner all of a sudden." He exclaimed, getting frustrated. Everything in his sight was starting to get red.
"Why not? They're not your owner, you're not a dog, Rin." All of his answers didn't make sense to you, but deep inside, you knew exactly the reason why he doesn't want you exposed.
"Ofcourse I know that. It's just that.."
"What? It's just that what, Rin? What are you so scared of?" You shooked your head, your chest starting to hurt.
Silence fell over the two of you, only the small, low background noises of the long forgotten movie being heard.
Rin couldn't bring himself to answer. He'd asked himself the same question a thousand times before too, choosing to ignore because you said it was okay, afterall. You were okay. He never pondered on it too long because he thought he didn't need to as long as you were okay with it. He didn't dwell on it too much because he thought the answer would just come to him one day and all that mattered was that you said it was okay. He chose to be ignorant because he thought he'd be able to tell everyone about you soon and the only thing he cares about is that you were okay.
But everytime he thought he was ready, he couldn't do it.
Now infront of you, as you ask the same question, he asks himself again.
"What am I so scared of?"
Was it of your safety from his fans?
"What am I so scared of?"
Was it yours and his privacy?
"What am I so scared of?"
Was it his brother's opinion of him?
"What am I so scared of?"
Or was it his reputation?
Everything clicked. Sae. Reputation. Fans. Media. Privacy. Soccer.
He was afraid of losing everything.
He was afraid of losing everything he worked so hard for. He was afriad of ruining the career he worked hard for since he was a kid. The career he worked day and night, head to toe, blood and sweat, physical to mental. He was afraid of what everyone would think of the hardworking, serious, amazing, egoist Itoshi Rin.
The praise and recognition he has long wanted has finally come and he was afraid of losing it. The acknowledgement he wanted from his brother, he got from the world, and he didn't want to lose it. And because of his selfishness, you, the only person who knows who he is inside, is hurting. He was greedy. Too afraid of letting go of the fame, and too afraid of losing the only one who truly understands him.
Greedy. Selfish.
Yet, as he stares at your teary eyed self right now, leaning on the hand rest of the couch, why does everything seem so simple? Why is everything suddenly so clear?
Rin does not understand what's happening. So he decides to do what he thinks of first.
He stares at you and asks himself. What am I so afraid of?
His arm encases around your trembling form, wrapping around you like a warm blanket.
Your eyes teared up more. You thought he finally had enough. You thought he thinks you were being too pushy and clingy that he decided to break it off. So why is he letting out gentle, comforting words and caressing your hair so softly. So tender.
"Losing you. There is nothing I'm more afraid of than losing you." He says, breathless. Seeing your breaking form infront of him like that, it made him realize, why was he so caught up in a sport where his obssession came out, born out of spite and love for his brother, to the point that he was prioritizing it over you.
You, who understood him. You, who never turned your back on him. You, who stayed with him through his bad times. You, who was always there for him. You, who he didn't need to ask for attention because it was always on him. You, who he never had to prove anything because you tell him how amazing he is. You, who always recognizes him. You, who loves him despite everything he is. You, who loves him despite everything he is not.
"They, and my career, will never matter as much as you do." He sighs, heavily, but relieved. His eyes sting. "I - I'm sorry."
Your tears finally fall down. You didn't know if it was in joy, in sadness, or in relief.
He kisses the top of your head as you hold on to his arms that were surrounding you. "I'm sorry for being an asshole. I'm sorry for not seeing that you weren't okay anymore. I'm so for being ignorant. I'm sorry for not realizing it sooner."
You shooked your head repeatedly. "I - It's okay. It's okay now, love. I forgive you." You sniffed.
He shooked his head too. "I'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend. And Thank you. For everything."
You smiled, still teary eyed, against his chest.
"I'll - I'll tell everyone about us -- hell I'll tell the whole world about us. I'll, I'll never let you feel that again. Nothing will matter as long as you're here. I'm sorry for being selfish and greedy. I'm sorry for not taking note of your feelings before. I'm sorry for--" He rambled on, his breath hitching.
You break free from his hug and kneel on the couch, now taller than him who was sitting, you brought his face on your hands and kissed his forehead, his hands holding onto the ones on his cheeks. He closed his eyes, feeling your warm hands comforting his panic and you kissed the tears falling down his eyes.
"Shhh.... Everything is alright now, love. I forgive you, and I love you."
"I love you, [Name]. Thank you, thank you, for being with me. Please - please don't leave I-"
"Shhh... We'll be fine, hm? We can fix this. It's alright, Rin. We'll be fine." You continue to hold him, not minding your own tears falling from your face.
Rin felt relieved and happy. He didn't care if you were both wet with tears right now. What matters is that you're okay. You're both okay. Everything's okay. And this time, he'd make sure it lasts. All that matters is you're still here with him. He'll be fine as long as you're with him.
All that matters is you.
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imabeautifulbutterfly · 2 months
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You beautiful Butterfly you ! You know I can not let the 450 followers slide without yelling CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!! You deserve them and oh so many more of them!
I might not be around ( just yet, mind you, I will be back again stalking and all ) but this? I am so hopping on the celebration train with you.
So ofcourse I must add to the requests and see if you get to it ( or not, that is fine too cause you know, celebration!!!!!! )
I am not going with the man I love deeply, but with someone else this time, because well.... I love him too.... deeply ( much like other brothers of his teehee ).
Commander Wolffe x F. Reader
And the prompts? : 10."Youre lucky yuo got away with only a scratch." and: 6. "Im trying to fix your hair, so hold still."
As always, lub ya ! Smooches and huggles ( also from Boba and Jango ) and see ya soon ( or stalk ya soon )
Awww @ladykatakuri. it means so much that you reached out when you are going through things. Thank you so much love. I hope you find this enjoyable and what you were hoping for.
Love oo,
Can't Keep Doing This
Warnings: Injury, concussion, explosion, near-death, hurt, comfort, declarations, slight angst. I think that's it. If I miss any please let me know.
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Your eyes fluttered open, as you took in the ceiling above your head, only to be obscured by the medic droid flashing the scanner right into your eyes and down your body. You groaned as the light from the scanner practically blinded you. 
“Patient is fine, mild concussion. Patient will remain for one more day.” That’s all the droid reported as it hovered over to the next patient.
There was too much noise and too much light, you used your hand to block out some of the light, when you saw a hand reach over your head and turn down the lighting. You let out a sigh of relief, as you heard the privacy screen door close.
“You’re lucky you got away with only a scratch.” Wolffe’s voice boomed over you, you had a feeling he was doing it on purpose to make you realize how easy things could’ve ended for you.
“Isn’t that why you always call me your lucky trooper?” You teased, wanting to push his buttons. 
His brow furrowed as he looked at you crossing his arms over his chest, “You really want to test me, at this moment. You had no regard for your own safety when you pushed me out of the way of that explosion.”
You looked him in the eyes as best you could, “Wolffe … I … I couldn’t just do nothing…”
He let out a sigh of understanding, because the truth was if it was him, he would’ve done the same. Both of you understood there was something between you, yet, neither of you discussed it but you both knew. He was in love with you. You were in love with him. Truly, he couldn’t be that upset, because if it were he and he saw a grenade heading your way, he would’ve pushed you out of the way too. 
“Fine. But … you can’t do this to me … again …” he subtly gripped your hand, squeezing it tight, fighting the urge to kiss you. He wanted to show you how much he cared, how much he loved you but somewhere along the way you both decided without even a discussion you’d wait until the end of the war. Why? He had no idea. At the time it made sense, but now … 
“I promise,” you whispered, as you squeezed his hand back, “Really, I’m fine. It’s just a mild concussion. I still remember you, and your annoying habit of rolling your eyes.” You smirked hoping to ease his stress. 
“Well … as long as you remember the important things,” Wolffe looked into your eyes, saying all the things neither of you dared to speak out loud. 
A soft smile graced your lips as you looked at him, imagining what it would’ve been like to kiss those lips you thought so often about. You tried to get comfortable but the bun on the back of your head was bothering you more than you realized.
“What’s wrong with you?” He narrowed his eyes as he noticed you kept shifting your head. 
“It’s this stupid bun, it’s making it uncomfortable for me to keep my head back.”
Wolffe reached over without even being prompted to help, he gently lifted your head and started to undo the bun on the top of your head, the only problem was it felt as though there was a giant knot somewhere and it was hurting. You tried to shift your head to help him get a better angle.
“Would you stop, I’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still.”
“I’m trying but something’s pulling on my scalp, hold on.” You reached behind you and gently undid the knot that was causing you pain, once you undid it, Wolffe ran his fingers through your hair, loosening it as best he could.
“Better?”
You nodded, as enjoyed the warmth from his hands as he gently rested your head on the pillow again. You leaned into his hand when he didn’t remove it right away. Enjoy the way his rough hand  rubbed against your skin, the way the scent from his wrist filled your nose.
“Much better” you hummed in contentment, feeling the bed shift as he sat beside you.
“You really scared me. When I saw you go flying … I thought …” his voice died as he fought back the tears, “I can’t keep doing this. I can’t just act like it doesn’t matter, when you’re the only thing that does.”
You opened your eyes and looked into his, your hand reaching up to wipe away the tears.
“I don’t want to act like it doesn’t kill me not to be in your arms, or to hold you in mine. I don’t want to keep doing this either.”
Wolffe leaned down, smiling as he gently pressed his lips against yours, memorizing how your lips felt and moved against his. “When you get released, you and I need to actually sit down and talk.”
“Talk?” You smirked.
He grinned a mischievous smile, “Well, maybe a very specific form of talking.” He chuckled as he kissed your lips again.
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lisaas2418 · 8 months
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The overblot boys showing their unique magic to the great seven.
Alright so I can imagine that the overblot boys were explaining their unique magic and the great seven were interested and wanted to see a demonstaration.
Riddle 🌹
So for this to work and 'cuz it's my headcanon, Riddle can only do his spell on those who have magic, since on people without magic like Yuu it wouldn't work 'cuz there is no magic that can be sealed.
So a person with magic steps forward to be spelled on (whoever that is you can decide on your own) and Riddle says and points his magic pen at them "Off with his head".
And at that second the person has a collar aroumd their neck and they can't cast their magic anymore. After the demonstration Riddle let the collar disappear.
The Queen of Hearts was ofcourse very proud of Riddle for having such a useful spell
Queen of Hearts: I know I don't have magic but if I were to have would wanted to have a spell that can actually behead people? 😁
Riddle: With all due respect your majesty......no.
Leona 🦁
Leona just grabbed a nearby plate said "King's Roar" the plate turned into sand and called it a day.
Scar likes that it's called King's Roar but he hides his happyness very well.
Although Ruggie stepped a few steps away as Leona grabbed the plate due to what happened to him in Book 2
Shenzai: Hey what happened there tell us!
Benzai: Yeah yeah come on it can't be that bad
Ed: .......
Ruggie: Leona grabbed my arm used his spell on it and almost turned my arm into sand 🙂
The hyeanas:...........
Benzai: Are you ok?
Ruggie: Well still a little grumpy at him for doing it but yeah I am fine 😁.
(He is not fine, boy is traumatized)
Azul 🐙
Sucks to be him 'cuz no one wanted to make a contract with him, especially not Ariel.
Ursula was sad that she couldn't see it herself buut is still happy that here deal and his spell are kinda the same
Azul: Come on it isn't bad at all 😁
Yuu: Yes it is 😒
Azul: What did you said?
Yuu: You heard me you shady octopus.
Azul: Hey!
Jamil 🐍
Yeah no one exactly wanted to be hypnotized, especially those who have been before......that was until Kalim voluntered so he could give Jami a chance to impress the Sorcerer of sands. Jamil was a little perplexed but he agreed nontheless.
And with the words "Snake Whisper", Kalim was under the spell....again.
Yeah it did impressed Jafar and also a tiny little jealous since he has to use his staff to hypnotize someone and Jamil just can do it with his eyes, but is still impressed.
Yuu: Alright you did now free him.
Jamil: You know he didn't had to. I mean I wouldn't mind using it on you agai since-
Yuu: Try it ever again and I will punsh you much worse then I did then and even more 🙂
Jamil:........alright
(And no Yuu doesn't hate him but they really hate that stunt he pulled)
Vil 💄
Well since he didn't exactly wanted anyone to actually hurt, he just touched an apple, decided that the curse shall be slowely rottening in 10 seconds, said "Fairest One Of All" amd it happned as he wanted it to happen.
The evil queen found that as a valuableand usefull spell, especially in terms for against people.
Ace: I still a little stiff due to that stupid spell
Vil: If you wouldn't have eaten the food in the fridge over nightime it wouldn't have happened.
Ace: We were hungry for crying out loud!
Vil: You ate dinner and decided to have an useless "midnight snack".
Ace: That dinner wasn't enough!
Yuu: Can we move on already?
Idia 🎮
For obvious reasons he can't do the spell at all
But Hades found that cool that he can literally open the gate like that without needing extherna things
Yuu: I really hope you will never use that spell again.
Idia: I am not an idiot.
Yuu: Yet you-
Idia: I was under the blots influence!
Yuu: So were the others!
Malleus 🐉
Yeah he ain't gonna put people into sleep again he learned his lesson.
Well Malefizent did knew about his spell since she is his great-great-grandmother.
Yuu:.........
Malleus:.........Yuu-
Yuu: Tsunotaro.
Malleus: Yeah?
Yuu: I forgave you alright. It's just.....I don't like to remember it.
Malleus: I...can understand that
A little angst on the last part but screw it
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mermaidfanficlibrary · 11 months
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Hi there! Can i request platonic HCS of the Stellaron Hunters x blind teen reader?
So the reader is around 13-14 and was recently blinded by some monsters that scratch their eyes badly
How would the Stellaron Hunters take care of them? How long would it take for them to get attached to the teen?
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Ofcourse! Appologies for this taking so long!
Characters: Kafka, Blade, Silver Wolf
CW: Blood, big injury
Theme: Angst? I am not all that sure
Reader: Young Teen Male Reader
A/U: None
Premise: The reader is now blind and the Stelleron Hunters help them
THIS IS SFW
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Before being blinded:
You were a traveler. Always trying to find your place in the many worlds that you traveled too. It was hard when you were so young and never settled to make those relationships others had. However walking this new land with unknown monsters was not a good idea. Maybe if you went with others it would have been fine, but here you were alone facing a hoard of monsters. You weren't new to monsters, but these kinds seemed way more aggressive. It wasn't what you were expecting. You had basic knowledge of fighting things however this seemed out of your league. Before you knew it it attacked you off guard. Blood streamed down your face; you screamed in agony. You screamed and hopes of somebody would hear you. All hope was diminishing his blood drip down your face. You couldn't see anything anymore your eyes weren't there. However as if all hope was lost a glimmer of sunshine came. The lady with purple hair seem to fight this monster for you well another girl with silverish hair brought you to safety. Here you met the Stellaron Hunters. They were here to save you.
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KAFKA
Kafka is more protective of you
She doesn't baby you however
She knows really well that you are capable of taking care of yourself but she helps when you have things that you can't do
Takes on a mother role however more of an aunt
Takes you on missions however set you aside
You mostly stay at the ship though
Spends a lot of time with you
Teaches you things through speaking and giving you experiences
Tries to tell you that despite you being blind that you were able to accomplish anything
Feels guilty about not getting there sooner
Mostly takes walks with you
She's a very outdoorsy person
Listen to you all the time whether it's something silly or serious situation
Makes others take you seriously despite you being blind
Clever tries to babied you get to punch from her because she doesn't like you being babied for you being blind
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SILVERWOLF
She's very nonchalant about it
Doesn't really make a big deal out of it either
Treats you the same as she would treat anybody
Other indoorsy person so it doesn't really go out with you
When you do we'll go out though she keeps an eye on you through a camera or drone
Not in like a creepy way more of like surveilling you to make sure you're safe and so she can come in and or alert Kafka
Gives you books that are in Braille so you are able to read them or will read them to you
Very much like a big sister
Tolerate you more than anybody else
I'm looking at something to try to describe it to you in the best way possible
Doesn't it really regret not doing something however does regret alerting Kafka to late
You two tend to have a lot of deep conversation about things to try and distract each other from certain things when overwhelmed
Doesn't seem overprotective of you but deep down she does Panic a lot when you go out on your own
When someone tries to baby you she she says that you could do so much better than they could
Whenever given a chance she's slightly brags about how amazing you are despite adversities
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BLADE
Very much like a big brother
Makes it his repsonisbliy to take care of you
Refuses to take you on missions
Let's you walk around the area though unless if there are reports of monsters near by
Is accidentally overprotective of you
Doesn't mean to be but he just wants to keep you safe
Asks Kafka for a lot of guidance since he sees her as a sort of caregiver
He is always there when your in trouble
No matter what he is ready to kick ass for you when you want him too
After a while though does trust you enough to join him on missions
Still really protective and paranoid
Teaches you all he can about martial arts and such
Gets really upset when people baby you for being blind
Glares at people endlessly and silently threatens them
Will always give you affirmations when you doubt yourself and you believe them because he is not one to lie
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Do not repost or translate without my explicit permission! Reblogs are welcome!
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fandomwritingbit · 10 months
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Hi there cutiepie
Thought I'd jump in to request
I was thinking like Michael Afton X reader after a fighr reader sleeps on the couch (sfw)
Ofcourse if your comfy writing that!! I did read rules so I'm hoping for it to be okay. (Also reader can be either female or gender neutral I don't mind either so I'd leave it up to you to decide with what you prefer writing)
Anyways darling have a nice day and don't forget to eat (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡
Ee this request is cute as hell. No one's ever called me cutiepie before, got me blushing over here 😘 Thank you so much for such a lovely ask.
I hope this is alright, I can never judge if this kind of thing is actually decent lol.
Anywhooo, michael x gn reader - Sleeping on the sofa (sfw angst with fluff)
"What do you mean 'no'- it's your turn!" your boyfriend interrogated, he looked more than annoyed, mocking how you spoke the word no.
You snigger as reflex, a little taken aback at how angry he was already, you'd only just walked in the door. You let your shoulder bag slide off and on to the floor, shruging sarcastically, "Mike I called you and said I was going to be late - I've had Hell on at work - you really haven't made plans for dinner?!"
"It's your turn." He reiterates, taking his eyes off you as he realised that he probably was in the wrong, but stubbornness making him double down.
"You could have ordered something- you really expect me to cook right now?!" As you spoke, you approach your boyfriend irritated, holding your watch up for him to see, "It's half ten, Mike. Half fucking ten."
He scoffed, "So what am I-"
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"Find something, Mike. I swear to God." you hiss. You have to walk away from him to stop this from escalating because if he keeps talking to you so entitled you're going to snap. Well, snap more than you just did.
Storming upstairs, you go in a shower which does nothing to calm you down. In fact it does the opposite, making you more heated, replaying the look of 'hard-done-by' on Michael's face. By the time you're done and hop out, you decide you can't even look at him, grabbing your pillows and a blanket off the bed.
He appears whilst you’re mid action, opening his mouth to say something but it dies in his throat when you throw him the dirtiest look he's ever seen. "Fine." he mutters, walking straight past you into the bathroom.
You make yourself a nest on the sofa downstairs, hoping Mike knows to keep away right now, and eventually fall asleep with some tv show blaring in the background.
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Laid in your usually shared bed upstairs, Michael tosses and turns. He felt guilty. Which he supposed was just, really. You had a long day and he didn’t even ask you how it was, just went off on you, took his stress out on you. And now the hunger-fueled anger had subsided, he was sober to that and the guilt wouldn’t let him drift off. 
So he got up, didn’t bother putting a shirt on and went downstairs as quietly as he could, trying not to disturb your sleeping form snuggled on the sofa. But seeing you there, you looked so sweet, your brows not furrowed like they had been earlier, your mouth not pressed into that tired hard line, he smiled a little just at the view before going into the kitchen and getting a glass of water. 
You woke up to the tap running in the adjacent room, the sound obnoxiously loud in the quiet of the house, you peer over your blanket waiting for him to walk back in, “Really? I was-” you start, but he puts his hands up in surrender, one holding the glass. 
“Look I’m sorry... About waking you up but also… earlier, I don’t know why I-” 
 You cut him off, sitting up to talk properly.“You were being a prick, Mike.” It was hard to keep your tone as mean as you wanted it at seeing the sheepish look on his face. 
“I know, sorry.” 
You crack, his apologetic voice working. And so, you scooch back on the cushions, making some room for him and lifting up the blanket for him to get in. Instead he scoops you and all your belongings off the piece of furniture, somehow making it look easy, and bundles you in his arms. 
You giggle, his arms tickling you. Though to be honest you’re glad to not be arguing anymore, even more glad to be able to sleep in your own bed.
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deathbxnny · 11 months
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Hi, this is my first time active on tumblr community, English is not my native language, so please forgive me for spelling mistakes <3
I have an idea for s/o Mitsuri (kny) with Blade, Jing Yuan, Dan Heng and Luocha please. who were dying in their arms and praying for another world, when they were reborn, and were turned into ordinary people with an ordinary past. Before I die, I want the reader to ask: "If we were to be reborn in a more beautiful world where there is no pain and loss, would you be my bride?". I am really looking forward to the reactions of the characters in hsr. Hope this angst idea is good enough-
Pray for you when you go, someone often remembers. When you return when someone is waiting. Pray for you to become the best memories in the world. Wishing you a life filled with love and happiness. I really appreciate you for the quality articles <3 Take care of yourself and I love you so much. Sorry for writing so long. (Sorry for the second post, I realized I forgot to add the character's name, so sorry =( )
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A/N: I know exactly what scene you are referring to here and I'll never recover from it tbh... Also thank you so much for your kind words and for the request! I hope this is okay!<33
Content: Potential Spoilers for kny! (?), Reader dies, hurt/no comfort (kinda), established relationships, angst, mentions of fatal injury, just pain
Reader has no set pronouns! (Though they do refer to themselves as a "Bride" per the request, but that's not outright mentioned here.)
((Not fully proofread))
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》Jing Yuan
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Jing Yuan's usual calm and playful facade drops instantly, when he has your bloody and near lifeless form laying in his arms. He holds you close, knowing that your end is near and that there is nothing he can do now. He tries to still appear so calm and collected like he always is, but it's hard, when the love of his life is dying.
And it becomes even harder, when he hears you utter those heartbreaking words, as you look up at him with pleading, weak eyes. He can't bring himself to speak at first, mainly because he wants to believe that there is still some hope left in saving you. But he is no fool. He knows, that you are doomed.
And so he nods, promising you that he will, his arms holding onto you tighter, when the last breath escaped your lungs and you smile in satisfaction at him, already looking forward to seeing him again.
"Ofcourse, my love... I'll wait eons for your return, if I have to."
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》Blade
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He nearly loses his composure at the sight of you, the blinding rage of the loss he felt in his heart making him nearly dip completely into insanity. Yet he keeps it at bay for a moment, just to hold you in his arms. He's trembling and for once in a very long time, he feels afraid and lost.
Your words make his already broken soul break even harder, burn up into fine ash, until it gets blown away by the wind and leaves a gaping hole in his existence behind. He can't process them at first, wanting to be stubborn even in the face of your inevitable doom. He doesn't want to show, how much this weakened him, just to spite the grim reaper himself.
And yet, it all fails, when he just let's out a pitiful, broken sigh and agrees in pained defeat, just to give you your peace. You smile at him, as the last of your life fades out, your eyes looking right through him. Only then, does he allow himself to break completely.
"Very well... but don't keep me waiting for long... I beg of you."
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》Dan Heng
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Dan Heng didn't know, how you two got to this point. It shouldn't have happened. He should've protected you. And yet, you protected him from the attack. You were bleeding out, your life draining from you faster than he could stop it. Once more, a person he loved dearly was slipping through his fingers and there was nothing he could do.
He felt like a failure, like all of this was his fault. He should've died instead. Not you. And that thought gets only solidified by your heartbreaking, hopeful words. You didn't deserve this fate. You deserved someone much better than him.
And yet, he selfishly agrees to your final wish to bring you satisfaction. Your smile made it worth it, the relief in your eyes before they were drained of their beautiful spark and dulled making all the heartache disappear for only just a moment. Left behind was the emptiness Dan Heng felt, as all he could do was stare down at you in defeat, his heart broken once more. And for good, this time.
"For you, I will do anything, my love. So I'll see you then..."
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》Luocha
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Luocha didn't want to believe, that it was over. That there was nothing he could do for you. He tried everything he could. He was a doctor, surely he could save you from this simple injury, right? But it was no use. You knew it. He knew it. And yet, he still denied it to the bitter end, until you gently grabbed ahold of his arm and just shook your head. A signal, that it was truly over.
And for once, he breaks down, holding you close, begging you not to disappear and yet all you could do was chuckle and utter your last wish for him. It was a promise, that eventually, you'd return to him. You'd find eachother in the next life, you were sure of it.
He was reluctant, still so stubborn and heartbroken to accept your doom, until he did. His soul died with you, when you took your last breath, he swore it. And he blamed himself, for not being able to save you, when he surely should've been able to.
"I'll find you in the in next life and the one after that one too, my dear... I promise you that."
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A/N: I hope this was alright! It was honestly heartbreaking to write... also thank you for the request!<33
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litaeque · 1 year
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Hi! Could you please do Rui + Tsukasa with a reader that has really bad nightmares? No pressure of course, take care of yourself
hihihii!!! you too anon don't forget to eat, drink, and sleep! enjoy<3 , i thought it would be fun to post this on april fools day since i was supposed to post this yesterday.. so uh
SLEEP WELL MY DARLING
character/s: rui kamishiro, tsukasa tenma x reader
cws: comfort with a tiny little angst (i swear), break up (implied and dw its just a nightmare..!!), takes place on their 3rd event!
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rui never sleeps like literally.
he finds sleeping nice but also a bothersome especially if he is very busy and he has a non-existent sleeping schedule anyway so why even bother sleeping?
but that doesn't change the fact that he wouldn't notice you shuffling your bed so much while he was working on something.
he walked towards you while also sitting down on the edge of your bed examining your face, and you looked.. troubled a lot.
so you were having a nightmare perhaps?
he slowly lean down to kiss your forehead to atleast make your nightmare go away (well he hoped it would work-) but instead you woke up even hitting him on the forehead while doing so but that doesn't matter right now!
rui was quick to hold you and kissed your forehead reassuring you that everything's fine
he asked if you had a terrible nightmare and ofcourse you said yes
he then questioned if you wanted to talk about it
if not- he will still comfort you and give you affection reminding you that he's always by your side.
if you tell him your nightmare, he's glad that you trusted him into telling him your nightmare
when you said that he wanted to break up with you, he felt his heart stop for a second right there.
it won't happen right?.. he knows that he'll have to let go soon or later on everything to achieve his dream but does losing you on the process really worth it..?
he quickly let go of those thoughts and pecked you in the lips constantly reminding you that was just a nightmare and it isn't real.
but was it really just a nightmare?
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tsukasa is quite a busy man especially when he's focused into becoming a star.
but that doesn't mean he won't able to make time with you!
so when you both were sleeping, his beauty rest was interrupted by the shuffling and movements on the bed.
he was confused and kind of annoyed but that immediately changed when he saw that it was just you doing that.
he thought you were awake so he tapped your shoulder to ask why you were shuffling the bed
but when he didn't got an answer he sighed quietly sad by the fact your ignoring, so he decided to go infront of you
when he turned on the night lamp he was immediately met by tears dropping down your face
he noticed that you were asleep.. but you were crying, as much as he didn't want to disturb you he had no choice but to wake you up he can't just stand there watching you crying your heart out without you even knowing it!
when you finally wake up he was quick to rush to be on your side patting you on the back telling you that everything's alright.
once you calmed down he wiped away your tears and he cant help but feel so devastated by just seeing you cry.
he then asked what happened, if you don't tell him it's completely alright! it's your choice to tell him so he won't force you he's just worried for you.
if you tell him about your dream, he felt a rush down to his stomach.
why would he break up with you? there's no way that's happening!
he will constantly tell you i love you's and that will never happen because your the light of his life, and what would he do without you?
besides that wont ever happen. right?
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lazyalani · 11 months
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| Bachira Meguru × [GN!Reader]
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| We all need someone to stay
| Angst, comfort, hurt/comfort, short, not proofread
| Summary: He drowns in his own thoughts, so you pull him out.
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Hear the fallen and lonely, cry out
"Ne, [Name]-chan, have you ever thought about what would've happened if you never came to that abandoned field?"
You stopped mixing the batter and blinked at him. "No, not really. There's just no reason to, why?" You stared at him.
He was sitting on the couch, his arms resting on his knees, head down, and eyes blank.
"[Name]-chan, you were the only one who truly accepted me despite my weird antics. Despite me, being me." Oh how much it hurts you that he talks about himself in such a way.
"Meguru, you say that as if there's something wrong with you being you." You frowned and washed your hands, removing your apron.
"[Name]-chan, people don't like me. I'm not popular nor normal. Ofcourse you'd say I'm perfectly fine the way I am but it's really fine, [Name]-chan, I know I'm weird--" You hugged him.
You put his head on your chest and he is confused. "[Name]-chan?"
Will you fix me up?
"You idiot. You absolute idiot. Ofcourse I'd say you're perfectly fine the way you are, because you are!"
His eyes widened at your outburst.
"I don't want those other popular, normal, muscular guys, Meguru, I want you. I want you because you're you."
He peeks from your chest and tried to look at your face, but he can only see your neck, your head is hovering his as you hug him tight.
"Who cares if you're weird? I like you weird! I mean, not bad weird but good weird! Who cares if I get spooked sometimes when you say your monster is sitting next to me or smiling at me? Who cares if I get surprised when I wake up and I see your smiling face staring at me? Who cares if you're overly clingy? Who cares if you're overly lively? Who cares if you're always happy and relaxed? I love those about you! I love you because you're Bachira Meguru!"
A tear falls from his eye.
Will you show me hope?
You feel it and immediately panic, letting him go and thinking you've suffocated him or something. "Meguru! I'm so sor--"
You get cut off as he suddenly hugs you and you get pushed, laying on the couch with him hugging you, hiding his face on your neck so you don't see him crying.
You don't see it, but you feel it. His eyes cascading down from his eyes to your neck.
"What if you never went to that park? What if you never saw me? What if you never talked to me first? What if you never came back the next day? What if we don't meet? Then I'd be lonely all over again. I'd be the boy who gave up making friends and accepted his fate of being alone. Those thoughts always ring in my head. I can still hear the voices of the people talking shit about me, [Name]-chan, and I don't know what to do anymore." He cries on your neck.
You tear up and caress his hair, kissing his head.
"The faces of the people who look at me with those judging looks, their critism whenever I pass to my monster, the hatred in their eyes when I celebrate my victory, the 'whispering' voices of people calling me names, they all still live in my head. I can't get them out. So what if you never came to light me up again, [Name]?"
At the end of the day, we're helpless
"There will be no what ifs, Meguru, because I will always come. No matter what life we live in, no matter how far we are from each other, no matter what storn comes, no matter what comes between us, I will always be there. So just always wait for me at that park, okay? I'll come, no matter what. I will always come to light you up."
He raises himself up with both hands on the side of your head and leans down to kiss you.
The kiss is salty, but warm. It's messy, but careful. It's sloppy, but comforting. It's sticky because of the tears, but loving.
"[Name]-chan, please, help me. I don't want them in my head, anymore." He cries out to you again.
You push his bangs away from his eyes and kiss his forehead, cupping his cheeks. "There is no need to think about them anymore, because what matter is you're here, with me. Let's fill that head of your happy memories, alright?"
He nods, rubbing his eyes, and for a moment, you see him back in the day, when you were both children, crying because of his stupid teammates and ranting to you.
You smile and kiss him again, cherising this side of him, where he opens up and lets you help him.
"There is no reason to think I'll be lonely anymore, is there? Because you're here with me, [Name]-chan."
Can you keep me close? Can you love me most?
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