#weird symptoms

[stillfuckingtired]

Uh-oh. Am I regular sick, or am I new and differently sick? The world may never know.

#chronic illness #fibromyalgia #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #disabled #disability #young and disabled #ouchies #nausea #weird symptoms

[dapperenby13]

For the last week my symptoms have tremendously calmed down, and it’s fucking TERRIFYING.

Like I can go to multiple stores and not crash, I still have some symptoms but they’re not as bad and at different times than normal.

Like we started trying a few new things and that’s probably causing it. But I hate it.

It feels like my pain and suffering is invalid, like I was making it up. And I know that’s not true, I know this is probably just a fluke or something. But it’s scary.

I don’t know how to process any of this.

Has something like this happened to anyone else? I’m really freaking out

#v says things #chronically ill #undiagnosed chronic illness #pots #postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome #chronic fatigue #weird symptoms #I hate this

[hauntedpearl]

m so dizzayyyy (tw: stupid health stuff in the tags)

#if they diagnose me w somethjng stupid terminal what will anyone do #it's scary!!!!! #i have #weird symptoms #and also so much bad healthy in fambly #like i WANT to thinn its nothing obviously #but like im scared to get an ultrasound bc WHAT IF LOL #ANYWAY pray 4 me #etc etc #mom's coming back esrly so i gotta start getting some appointments lined up so i can get this done #like IM SO SCARED BUT MAYBE IT'S MAYBELLINE AND NOTHING ELSE #like tmi was on the loo and got dizzy i was like i cannot die on the toilet seat like elvis i cannot do thag #anyway. they want ke to do spreadsheets when i am like this #life is so unfait #unfair** #i slept for a bit and now im up again sorry i will go back and try to sleep some more (lies) #personal #tw health stuff

[awolgina]

paxlovid antiviral treatment my own experience after 3 days with update ...

paxlovid, wasn't sure it was worth the agony but I can breathe for 1st time in many months so it fixed more than covid, but with my sinuses it became worse, antibiotics needed, but on the mend since.

#paxlovid #covid isn't over #eye snot #weird symptoms #worked #i can breathe again #Youtube

[hydrangea-blues]

today i am experiencing multiple lines of text as... having texture? or depth? like some are closer and some are further away. like looking at a series of hills or ridges from above.

#tristantalk #weird symptoms #no idea why; i slept pretty well #but i thought i'd start a 'weird symptoms' tag as a memory aid #so if it comes up again i'll have a record

[literaphobe]

imagine marinette getting told by friends and family Hey Girl. we think you might have adhd. and they cite symptoms she shows but she accidentally connects them to stuff she started doing after she became ladybug and now shes like OH NO… if i deny this disorder they will suspect my identity… YEAH I TOTALLY HAVE ADHD YOU GUYS!!!! so she thinks she’s keeping it up for her superhero life and nods along to all the tips and tricks for adhd people her loved ones find on the internet. she flashes smiles as they hand her meds that could help and only pretends to take them because she’s Lying About It Right. but then one day at patrol chat noir tells her hey um recently a friend of mine was diagnosed with adhd. have you heard of it? because i think you might have it. and her eye twitches

#text #miraculous ladybug #marinette dupain cheng #ladynoir #IDK #mlbposting #he took one look at her strange lucky charms and bizarre complicated akuma plans and connected the dots to the symptom list he saw #‘weird roundabout way of thinking…. going from A to Z in a way only mostly she understands that i only get because of our special love bond’ #-> is also neurodivergent #six months later she asks him if he might be autistic #onekplus

[chaoticbooklesbian]

Human: *crying, in pain, experiencing minor neurological symptoms* This is delicious, what's in it? Alien: ...our strongest, deadliest poison. Human: How much for a bottle to send home? My mom would absolutely love it. Alien: If you let a team of our finest scientists deliver it and study her reaction, it's free. Human: Sweet, I'm sure she'd be up for that, let me give her a call--

#pedanticblah #humans are weird #humans are space orcs #this post brought to you by my dinner tonight #there were no minor neurological symptoms #unless you count the temperature fuckery spicy food causes #but i had tears streaming down my face #and my only concern was not dripping them into the sauce #(it was garlic sauce for anyone curious)

[ink-the-artist]

blood animals

#ask to tag #blood #blood painting #creatures #i get a lot of nosebleeds i thought id give blood painting a try #it was weird i never feel sick or weird at all from the sight of blood #and i didnt really while painting this but i felt kinda like i was going to feel sick? #if that makes sense #so im prob not gonna do this again unfortunately #idk if it was the smell or the texture of it as it clotted #ive gotten sick at the sight of blood exactly once before when id accidentally squeezed a bunch of blood out of a blister #got super nauseous and p much expirienced all the symptoms of a panic attack minus any actual feeling of anxiety or panic #just the physical stuff #weird

[seithr]

#sticks my hand out of the ground to give a thumbs up. #sorry a lot came down on me and I've been more than out of it and needed to stick my head in the freezer. #probably better I not say More but buhgh. still fuzzy. its been a long week. i always come back to dimitri. i guess hes a comfort character #whenever I get stressed to physical symptoms i end up with a big block of photos in my phone...lockscreen... pfp...dumb but. it works. agh. #pass the mitri... #armour clanking #fe3h #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #is it weird to put my tag-admission of life in a character tag? probably but i'm half-aware at best. i wish other dimitri fans a very mitri

[stillfuckingtired]

Panini pressing my body between a heating pad, an electric blanket, and a weighted blanket in hope it will fix me

#chronic pain #chronic illness #fibromyalgia #disabled #chronic fatigue #disability #ouchies #young and disabled #weird symptoms

[bunnieswithknives]

asdfghj

#dhmis #two of us AU #two of us!Roy #two of us!Red #art #digital art #doodles #comic #one of the symptoms of reanimation is craving raw/living meat because of weird left over ghost instincts #that being said Do not let them eat raw meat... they WILL get a tummy ache #animal death

[inkskinned]

i've been in pretty much constant pain for the past 4 months. i have a slipped disc. the mri this weekend finally confirmed what i'd already suspected. mostly, i just put up with it.

i've been in a pretty bad mental space since winter began. my brain is leaking out from between my ears. i just don't care enough to listen to the rabid wet whispering of hope. i'm mostly just bored of being here, the swaddled joyless apathy.

the back pain ebbs and flows, but it's there, so i take care of it. i do my physical therapy. i get in with a specialist. i'm lucky - there's no immediate need for surgery. it's bad, but it could be worse. when i talk about how i did it (it was a very bad sneeze), i usually start laughing. it's funny! i am never comfortable, but hey. i'm young. i'll bounce back, or so they keep saying.

i just found out it's not normal to wake up every night with a category-five panic attack. i'm lucky if i am still able to remember how to spell my name right. i spend my days in a weird blank haze, exhausted, desperate for respite - only to be unable to rest during the night. i say with a laugh - i really hate it when my mental illnesses start working together. i mean, sure. unionize. it's fine. i have lost all sense of myself. there's nowhere that's actually warm in my mind.

i feel bad how often i complain about my back. my friends immediately shush my apology. dude, you slipped a disc. continue complaining.

as a kid, i think i only really admitted to the bad things... twice. for some reason, when he didn't just dismiss it - it made my dad angry. he slammed a door at me. you're fucking ungrateful. what do you have to be sad for?

what an odd delight: the slipped disc gave me the oddest wave of relief. i'm allowed to actually hurt about this thing.

i have chronic conditions which aren't "real" things. i could write a novel on the weird ways people respond to my POTS & the rest of my fun physical acronyms. i am kind of ashamed to admit - i like the way it feels to be able to say well, because of a slipped disc. a slipped disc is a real thing. a slipped disc is serious and painful. there's diagrams and infographics about slipped discs. upon my diagnosis, they immediately offered me narcotics.

i haven't been able to get up out of bed for more than a few hours. i do less and less and less and less. i have started to sit down in the shower. sighing my way from deadline to deadline. this again. in one day and out the other. people tell me i don't really need my meds. i have run out of times saying i have depression, it's become almost transparent. it's so bad my therapist suggested meeting more than once a week, but i don't want to worry her, so i never finish setting up a second meeting. every creative spark in my soul has been entirely ravaged - but that's just capitalism, baby. i don't even take the day off of work. i just show up and do a bad job and get yelled at for it.

it's not real, after all. the pain is just imagined.

#spilled ink #warm up #is this clear? #i have chronic pain & illnesses which i will not be discussing on this blog #and i will say that the way i'm treated about those is often just as bad #but since i don't have the room to give it justice on this post #it's ... about that weird sensation of... #''oh this is a real thing that actually hurts people'' #when u have spent ur life in pain and being told that pain isn't real #feeling like you are '''allowed''' to finally ACTUALLY feel pain #that sense -- oh thank god it's actually bad #idk maybe im a bad person #but sometimes i do like to write about. the actual symptoms of mental illness #and sometimes the Illnesses Do Make Me Think Bad Thoughts #so if this is weird just tell me i'll bring it up w/my therapist ig

[gayvampyr]

forgot for a second that oscillopsia is in my brain and not external and i almost tried to record what it looks like to me to show people what i mean

#the best i can describe it is like. when you spin around in circles with your head on a baseball bat and the world feels like it's #spinning sideways and you lose your balance #except im sitting and instead of the world rotating its shaking back and forth and i don't have very good motor control cuz #i cant sense where things are #i honestly think it's related to MS. it'd be one thing if this was an isolated symptom but i have so many others that align with it #especially the weird/obscure ones that aren't listed in mainstream descriptions. like i had to go onto MS forums to find people who knew #what i was talking about and had the same experience #and its not like i started there or typed 'MS' in my search. its just the only accurate results were from people with MS blogging about it #not to self diagnose but itd be nice if i could at least get tested and not immediately dismissed #ive also been dxed with peripheral neuropathy which could be related #idk #this got very off topic

[sheltershock]

Sasha is absolutely a “do what I say, not as I do” type of person. In the exact same day he’d lecture Raz about getting enough sleep, citing memorized research and journals that kids his age should be getting a suggested 10 hours of sleep each day. And encouraging him that when he gets older he’ll only have to sleep about seven, so he’ll have more time in the day eventually.

And then hours later, he’d turn to Milla and go “it’s suggested that adults sleep 7 hours day…. which would make sleep a suggestion-“

“Sasha, please, don’t do this again.”

”But if you actually think about it, I get more time in the day and I can multitask on testing the results of that study of how long a human can stay up-“

“Sasha.”

#psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #milla vodello #sasha nein #i do actually think that Sasha goes way too far on not sleeping to get extra work done or because he’s been fixated on something #to the point that sleep is impossible #like pushes himself until he realizes the world is getting pretty weird but also that he’s well within the range of sleep paralysis #so he has to go to Milla to be in the same room as her to help alleviate the paralysis symptoms while asleep #she never refuses but she always wishes he has a better- no actual sleep schedule #Milla does enjoy the sight of him finally being at rest so there’s some perks to being a bodyguard

[calware]

i hate that it costs money to get tested for adhd because even if i DID get tested and i DO have adhd i don't think it would even help with anything so it's a general waste of money in my eyes but at the same time i need to know how my brain works and why so so bad

#like are all the 'weird' things i do a me thing or a symptoms disorder thing

[literallyaflame]

every time i go to the doctor it seems like there’s always one (1) thing about my blood work/exam/medical history/whatever that confuses and upsets them. there’s always something SLIGHTLY wrong. i for one have accepted the fact that my body is weird and doesn’t make sense, so it’s always kind of fun when they’re like “wow. you shouldn’t be like this, but there’s no explanation for it, and you’re not dying, so. carry on i suppose”

#on today’s episode the nurse called my symptom bizarre and i watched the doctor pause to google something twice #fhsjfhd #it’s just an allergy problem i’m not dying #nothing will ever be as funny as the time that my blood pressure was so weird they did an ekg #and the ekg was so weird that they sent me to get an echocardiogram #at which point they were like nah you’re just Like That #i was originally at the doctor for a routine checkup ghsjfhdjdh