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melodymorningdew · 1 month

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Imposter syndrome is a bench

Image description: drawing of a nondescript person with a tired/unimpressed expression on their face right next to a drawing of someone vibrating with excitement

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Me: "I must be faking my illness. I went on a walk yesterday."

Also me: "MY WALKER AND SHOWER CHAIR ARE ON THEIR WAY"

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myalgicencephalomyelitiscfstom · 1 year

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#medical trauma #chronic illness #undiagnosed chronic pain #undiagnosed something #chronicallyill

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cyber-therian · 2 months

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vent (ugh) looking for maybe shared experiences or reassurance that this isnt my fault? cw swearing

this past month or so has been hell for me. ive begun involuntary unmasking (after involuntary masking) and it feels like my world is caving in. i also have horrible “emotional permanence” (for lack of a better term) so feeling like shit for a few mins is the same as feeling like shit all day, and i essentially forget any other feelings i had during the other parts of my day. im completely touch avoidant except in certain circumstances, i feel burnt out despite only having 2 classes, i feel scared and trapped even though nothing is trapping me. my insecure nature from middle school is coming back. im socially awkward and anxious again. i cant tell tone or read body language for the life of me. i dont know how to make my voice sound manly again. im barely passing as male. im so fucking lost and afraid.

(not to mention i can’t exercise which was my main way of relaxing due to my annoying ass hip and knee joints)

#undiagnosed neurodivergent #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #undiagnosed autistic #undiagnosed something #undiagnosed adhd #undiagnosed autism #executive dysfunction #burnout #autistic burnout #mental health #mental illness

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suturaura · 5 months

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#trail camera #mine #cold chamber #forest #cadaver #gothic #skinwalker #deep web #horror #horror video captures moment giant alligator creeps up on swimming children as terrified group desperately try to escape #creepycore #liminal #daniel khalife’s family tell him ‘hand yourself in’ as manhunt for escaped terror suspect enters fourth day #escaped pet skunk ‘fully loaded’ with stink spray and could unleash it if cornered #escaped pet skunk found after the sun reporter dressed as potential mate in bid to lure her out #blood covered danelo cavalcante is pictured in custody after a desperate two week manhunt for the escaped prisoner #hunt for escaped killer danelo cavalcante in chester county ramps up as over 400 cops flood in after chilling sightings #undiagnosed something #underground #grunge #dirtcore #escapism #nihilist #existentialism #sylvia plath #the bell jar #pagan #wicca #unknown #closet

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cyberr-v0id · 5 months

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Results of the autism test I took in English today for funsies, that my bestie @rain-mcgay sent ti me as I took it on their phone for search history reasons

The depression one would be higher but I put neutral on all the emotion ones, because, to quote me ‘that’s a whole bag of cats that I don’t want to untangle’

If these quizzes are to be beloved (and bear in mind that I am still very sceptical of online neurodivergency quizzes, even though every neurodivergent person I’ve ever met INCLUDING MY AUDHD BROTHER has said that I’m probably autistic, and a large amount have said adhd also) then I’m experiencing high symptoms of audhd. Which is swanky

#autism #autistic #undiagnosed autistic #undiagnosed neurodivergent #undiagnosed adhd #undiagnosed autism #undiagnosed something #cyberr speaks

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dizzy-pops · 7 months

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Surprise, surprise, they’re trying to dismiss my disability as “anxiety.” Like bitch, I’m anxious BECAUSE of my physical symptoms, not the other way around. And yes, I know that mental health correlates to your physical health, but if that’s the case FOR ME, why would my physical symptoms only start AFTER I started getting mentally BETTER?? It just doesn’t line up, and if you fucking listened, you would know that.

#medical neglect #disabled #disability #undiagnosed something #undiagnosed disability

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ihhfhonao3 · 7 months

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Is it a neurodivergent thing to have a huge collection of reaction images “just in case” so you can fake being able to communicate properly orrrrrrrrr

(that’s my collection! Ace attorney themed, per hyperfixation)

ID: a screenshot of an image folder, called “look at my lawyer dawwwwg, I’m going to jail” with 75 images in it. The cover picture is a picture of various ace attorney characters with the caption “I am having homosexual thoughts.” End ID.

#neurodivergent #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #undiagnosed something #undiagnosed autistic #undiagnosed adhd

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chronicsymptomsyndrome · 1 month

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Someday I’ll get over my weird panic thing about doctors and needles and get blood work done and a doctor will get my results back and be like “holy fuck you’ve been living with untreated _____ and ______ this whole time how are you just now getting diagnosed are you okay??” and I’ll be like noo lol and then everyone that’s ever called me lazy will be suddenly struck by an all-consuming wave of guilt and shame <3 yay

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consider-your-potatoes-mashed · 2 months

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I finally got my custom knee braces!!!! I’m so fucking happy I just wish it didn’t take this long to get it authorized. I’m so lucky too that my insurance covered them because otherwise they’d be ridiculously expensive. They were 3D printed to match my legs so they fit so perfectly. Getting used to them is hard because they make my leg muscles have to actually work rather than just going along for the ride and my joints don’t hurt as fast during the day. Walking is so much better now. I’m so fucking happy omg. I’m so thankful to my sports medicine doctor who wrote the letter that was hugely responsible for getting my insurance to approve them.

Now I need custom fit braces because of the significant size discrepancy between my thighs and my calves. Every pre fabricated brace I have tried or wanted to try didn’t fit me in so many ways. Either they didn’t go big enough to fit my thighs or they fit my thighs but were too big for my calves or they wouldn’t sit right on my knees or so much else. But I finally have amazing braces that fit perfectly and actually stay on my legs and for that I am so thankful.

These braces have made such a big difference in how active I’m able to be and how I’m able to do physical therapy. With these braces I can actually get my knees and legs closer to where they need to be without the same kind of pain and instability that I have without them.

Now I’m working on getting a disabled parking placard because while walking is easier it’s still hard because of my joints and fatigue and also because of my POTS and just everything else that’s wrong in my body. So I have an appointment with my gp to work on the paperwork and then I’ll go from there to apply. I’m so happy that I’m finally able to get even just some of the help I need and for that I am so grateful.

#disabled #disability #actually disabled #chronic illness #physical disability #chronic pain #hypermobility #pots #pots syndrome #eds #hypermobile joints #knee braces #bilateral knee braces #physical therapy #medical #undiagnosed something

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this-is-where-i-hide-my-bullshit · 2 years

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Me: *explains to doctor that my heart will sometimes start racing for absolutely no reason when I'm otherwise feeling completely calm*

My doctor: this sounds like anxiety. Go talk to your therapist.

Me: *knowing it's not anxiety* *talks to my therapist*

Therapist: That's not anxiety. You should talk to your doctor.

Me: *tells doctor what my therapist said*

Doctor: this sounds like anxiety. You should talk to your therapist.

Me: 😑

#guess I'll just fucking hope it's nothing then.#it's not like I have documented incidents of my brain fucking up and causing shit like vasovagal syncope. oh wait; yes I do.#wonder if these are somehow related in some way.#undiagnosed something #heart problems #would be fantastic if my doctor listened.#getting real fucking sick of trying to sort my own shit out because doctors think I don't know what I'm talking about.#constant chest pain oh boy!

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melodymorningdew · 1 month

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@doctordisco12

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myalgicencephalomyelitiscfstom · 1 year

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https://twitter.com/edoajoeric/status/1578421283817390086

#unexplained illness #medically unexplained symptoms #undiagnosed something #chronically ill #chronicillnesscommunity

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cyber-therian · 1 month

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building up the courage to wear my “please dont touch me” and “please ask before you touch me” pins to school tomorrow. theyre pinned on my backpack straps so theyll face whoever is interacting with me…

cw intrusive thoughts , assault

…however i have reoccurring intrusive thoughts that someone will take the pins as a challenge and in return touch or assault me. and im horrified about it. i take public transport twice a day and have extreme fear of people, mainly strangers, men, and outgoing folks in general.

can i maybe get some encouragement or kind words or anything? /nf of course

#🦅.txt #undiagnosed something #undiagnosed neurodivergent #undiagnosed autistic #sensory processing disorder #sensory problems #sensory processing issues #sensory processing sensitivity #autism #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #intrusive thoughts #tw assault

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daylight-dreams-world · 7 months

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I've been going to school this week, my pain has been a bit worse, but nothing serious. Then two days ago I managed to fall with my bike and since then I feel a lot more unstable physically, especially my ankles and knees :/ The fall wasn't serious either, but today I woke up in a bad flare that I haven't had in months 🫠🫠🫠 Had to stay home because I knew if I kept pushing through the pain flare, I might injure myself further. But I still feel like a failure for essentially "skipping" today because of my health 🥹

#fibromyalgia #fibro problems #fibro flare #flare up #disabled #disability #undiagnosed something #chronic pain #my stuff

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roseflowrrs · 2 years

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i held on til may vic, now what.

#hold on till may #ptv #pierce the veil #pierce the vic #vic fuentes #sal vents #i wanna kms #i am extremely unstable lmao #i am experiencing emotions #not well #undiagnosed something #need to be medicated

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doortongs · 4 months

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oh my god if i could please find my executive function again that would be nice! they left with the milk before i was born though so that might be a problem! hehe :3

i need a schedule but i am wildly incapable of sticking to my own. give me loose deadlines and all hell breaks loose.

#undiagnosed something #probably autism #college student #:3 heehee

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