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I have a rash literally all over me and I'm so itchy not even my meds can knock me out. What is even causing it????? I'm so tired. Please send help.

#mcas #undiagnosed chronic illness #disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic disability #chronically fatigued #fibromyalgia #undiagnosed chronic pain #undiagnosed disability #undiagnosed something #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos zebra #mast cell activation syndrome #pots maybe #pots #potsie #spoonies #spoonie #probably heds #heds #chronic migraines #chronic migraine #chronic fatigue #disabled blog #disabled blogger #young and disabled #degenerative illness #degenerative disease

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Some people's inner voice: You are loved and safe and you are valued. Other people's opinions of you don't matter.

My inner voice: People are mean and I am trash.

#cptsd #living with cptsd #childhood ptsd #complex ptsd #ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #autism #undiagnosed autistic #undiagnosed chronic illness #disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic disability #chronically fatigued #fibromyalgia #undiagnosed chronic pain #mental health matters #mentally disordered #actually mentally ill #mentally exhausted #mental illness #emotional dysregulation #emotional neglect #emotional abuse #verbal abuse #major depressive disorder #major depression #mdd #mdd thoughts

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OMG I NEED THIS

"even if the bloodwork comes back normal that doesn't rule it out." oh my god my new doctor? my new doctor guys my new doctor? is it happening?

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Lol literally don't give me pitying looks bc I cry enough on random days just let me be happy when I can.

me: I'm done grieving, I already accepted my illness and all it brings with it, it's totally ok

also me on a random tuesday: my life is never going back to what it was, I'm never going to be able to do the things I loved the most the same, it's over and I gotta learn to live with that but it's kinda impossible because I'm so young and I had so many dreams and so many things I wanted to do that I can't anymore, at least not without all this pain and suffering

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why aren't ramps the standard? they're so much easier to walk up, like why did society just keep choosing stairs when ramps benefit like everyone?

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unpopular opinion but mobility aids shouldn't cost so much !!

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Me when someone makes a blatantly ableist comment

#disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic disability #chronically fatigued #fibromyalgia #undiagnosed chronic pain #undiagnosed chronic illness #invisible disability #invisible illness #undiagnosed disability #undiagnosed something #chronic migraines #chronic migraine #chronic fatigue #pots maybe #pots #dysautomnia #ableism #angry disableds #disabled blogger #degenerative disease #degenerative illness #stress related illnesses #ptsd #complex ptsd #adult adhd #adhd

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getting disabled over a period of time is so weird, because sometimes i’ll just see something, let’s say about running, and think “i should do that!” and then i slowly realise that i can’t run anymore. i can barely even walk. it’s weird because there wasn’t one event that happened that made me like it. there wasn’t a day where i woke up and couldn’t run anymore. it was slow and gradual. and sometimes i realise how much ive lost that i didn’t even realise because it all happened so gradually. sometimes it feels like yesterday i could run and today i can’t, and sometimes it feels like forever ago that i could.

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the way people can stay on their feet for as long as several HOURS truly baffles me, like i can't even sit up for that long without getting exhausted!

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Me when I asked for a mini fridge from a supposed financial support group. "Wouldn't it be better for you to walk to the kitchen? Because it sounds like you're giving up on yourself."

WHAT IS THE LOGIC HERE??? WHAT PART OF I'M NOT EATING DURING THE DAY DONT YOU UNDERSTAND? JUST SAY NO FCS

Why are abled people so OBSESSED with telling us to go out and exercise!!! I have been in a flare-up for 2 weeks, I can barely move, I am dizzy as fuck, standing is fucking excruciating, GOING FOR A MOTHER FUCKING WALK WILL NOT FIX THAT!!!

[melodymorningdew]

Trying to raise money for a mini fridge so I can eat during the day! Please donate if you can! Every penny helps.

I am often unable to walk to the kitchen and the kitchen where I'm about to move is downstairs from my bedroom, so it will be even harder for me to eat regularly.

I already have a personal microwave thanks to a lovely friend! Just need the fridge now ^^

If you cannot donate I totally get it! But if you can it will be so so helpful!

#disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic disability #chronically fatigued #fibromyalgia #undiagnosed chronic pain #undiagnosed chronic illness #melody morningdew art #undiagnosed disability #dysautomnia #donations #disabilities #accessibility #mini fridge #chronic migraines #chronic migraine #miralax #migraine #fibro problems #undiagnosed something #pots maybe #pots #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos zebra #ehlers danlos syndrome #mcas #ibs c #sibo

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a little comic I drew about my experiences with chronic illness and fibromyalgia :)

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"omg you get to nap all day"

I literally can't control it, I'm so tired and fatigued by doing anything in the day time that I have to nap even of it doesn't really make me less tired.

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"differently abled"

no no, you see we *cant* do things because of whatever reason. a disability disables us from doing so. and that shouldn't be a bad thing in your head

[melodymorningdew]

I will no longer be taking criticism from people I would not ask for advice. 💅🏾 ✨ 😌

#disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic disability #chronically fatigued #fibromyalgia #undiagnosed chronic pain #undiagnosed chronic illness #autistic community #autistic women #autism memes #autistic life #autistic #adult adhd #adhd #audhder #audhd #degenerative disease #disability advocacy #disability #disabilities #disabled blogger #disabled blog #mdd #major depressive disorder #generalized anxiety disorder #anxitey #social anxiety #complex ptsd

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⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️ mentions of bowel movements (again)

Note to self: Don't suddenly start eating a lot of almond butter or nutritional yeast- you will regret it.

#I'm very literally doing hot girl shit #just ibs things #ibs d #ibs c #ibs #irritable bowel syndrome #disabled #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic disability #chronically fatigued #fibromyalgia #undiagnosed chronic pain #undiagnosed chronic illness #melody morningdew #gastroenterology #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos syndrome #probably heds #undiagnosed disability #undiagnosed something #fibro #pots #pots maybe #pots syndrome #potsie #dysautomnia #dysautonomia memes #audhd

[melodymorningdew]

your 👏🏻 worth 👏🏻 isn't 👏🏻 defined 👏🏻 by 👏🏻 how 👏🏻 productive 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 are 👏🏻