#ugh. winter is getting to me

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

ik i said commissions would be open like yesterday or today or smth but actually i’m very busy being healed and simultaneously ruined by winter break. so. maybe a day or two more until i open them

#i have most of the comm sheet figured out but i realized i need to start over bc i’m no longer vibing w how i designed it. sigh #whatever #i’ll just make a boring one or smth #and oops i just realized i have a bunch of unanswered asks #u know i have a bunch of stuff to do but tbh i don’t care to do anything rn #ugh. winter is getting to me #that’s annoying #they should make it so u can not be tired all the time and also have the motivation to do things that u need to do #they should also make it so u never have to do anything ever #they should also send me away to the sea for my health bc i don’t remember what the sea looks like and also i want to wear a nightgown #and weakly call for someone to read a book to me while i waste away in a large canopy bed #i think i’d do well to play the role of a sick woman sent away to the sea to regain her health #i would also do well in the role of a mad scientist holding a beaker of glowing green liquid but that’s neither here nor there

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[ Settling In… ]

Part 6.b of 6 🌹

@foxsimthings @anarchosimdicalist

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 challenge #ts4 bachelor challenge #ts4 gameplay #;kmik #sim: daniel #ivor korrapati by anarchosimdicalist #eoin einfeld by foxsimthings #|| #oooo eoin 🥺 he’s alone toooo both of our new guys seem pretty overwhelmed #i wondef what he’s thinking about? #it’s winter now in-game and it started blizzarding the very first night #i’m so excited bc the snow gives everything such a Look ugh #bundlin up our contestants tight #dan!!! really!!! likes!!! considerate!!! people!!!! #especially when its exampled out of genuine goodness and not out of self-interest #just that pure genuine ‘bro i have the money just shut up and tell me what you WANT to eat seriously i’ll get it for you’ kinda energy #and ivor has that in DROVES #he’s always lookin’ out for everyone (i catch him on the phone with julian all the time) #againnn its more that i forgot how many sims to take pics of that these two #got special dialogue moments but do not fret my dear onesss #i’ve got sixteen upcoming all day behemoths for you to enjoy 😉

[chelleisamazing]

IM DECEASEDDD

Mikel give Nick the job lol

#the way he takes any chance he gets to talk about arsenal lol me too bestie #i always knew Nick is an arsenal fan but Anne too?!??! im in love with them please 🥹 #he's such a gunner btw ugh ❤️✨️😫 #and this was before the winter transfer window... he was right about that lol #arsenal #nicholas galitzine #anne hathaway

[magnusthepuppet]

MY GIRLS !!!!

these are my only two OCs rn, haha. i’m not fully sure about their names, but right now i’m calling them Georgia (left) and Mona (right)…

here’s some random doodles of them <3

#erm what the scallop #i’m in chicago visiting my brother rn #let’s just say the only joy i’m getting out of this winter break is having the time to draw #magnus vintriloquism #my art #my ocs #i gotta make ref sheets for them #and actually….choose their names #ugh plz help me pick names in the comments

[ainawgsd]

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#personal whining #ugh this week is the worst (at work) #im feeling better but still coughing #one coworker is sick #the other ones mom is dying #we still have barely made a dent in putting truck up #so our cycle counts are way behind #and expured returns havent even been started #we just dont have enough hours or staff to get everything done #coworker whos mom is dying was supposed to close for me tomorrow so i could go to the kids winter concert #not sure if ill be able to go now #and theyre predicting snow this weekend so sat is going to be stupid busy

[opens-up-4-nobody]

What if I cut together all the terror scenes that go together? One big video of echoed scenes.

#u dont understand. i need to compile and make lists #if i miss anything i might die. but if i ask the public im sure ill just get all the one i know. and believe me i kno thrm all #ugh im just anxious bc i kno i wont b able to go outside for like 4 days bc of winter storm #i might perish. like a cold boy. also im the type of anxious wherre im afraid i might stop breathing #like if i dont track my breaths. makes it hard to sleep like that #terror ramblings #the terror #my thoughts are... flurried somehow

[lonesomedotmp3]

the utter lack of affection or care amongst my extended family is so bleak and miserable

#like I don't get on or chat with fucking any of my english cousins. the few I did #get on well with disappeared from my life out of nowhere because of family drama #the ones left are older than me and they never cared about me lol #and they're all boys which I don't think helped things when we were younger #but that shouldn't matter. I get on with my spanish male cousin fine ! he's lovely! #but the people I'm with every winter and birthday etc are just completely cold and detached #I have no real relationship with any of my uncles or aunts or cousins #it's not like there's even one I can go and talk to while everyone else is ignoring me lol #I've got my brother and that's it and of course he's just a little kid #he's either trying to get attention from the adults or trying to get me to play with him #which is fine. but. ugh. #it's just like I should've had this big network of people who cared about me statistically I should've had at least one family #member who I had some kind of unique or close bond with and I never did I never got it #I grew up with two sisters and I never got it. I think about what it could be like with sisters who gave a shit about me all the time #If I had someone to talk to besides my parents or about my parents it would be such a weight off my back #and all I've got it my brother and he's just too young for me to put any of my life on his shoulders #my biggest fear is that when he hits puberty he'll begin to think I'm embarrassing and stupid and not like me anymore #and then I'll really have nothing

[desperatepleasures]

tryna save money but the used uggs are calling me

edit: I bought the boots lol

#i do need to get a pair of boots for winter cause my existing winter boots leak ugh #winter will be over soonish but it's not like i dont have at Least one more chicago winter ahead of me

[shitty-check-please-aus]

nothing kills a group chat in quite the same way as multiple people getting partners

#I don't want to be a bitch and like I am happy for people #but I can complain a little bit on the internet where nobody can see me #people with partners just get very focused on that person #and then the group chat is just me & the other single person #AND the newest person to get a bf is one of my only local friends #so it's just like. ok you've spent 6 days with your new bf. I will not bug you and ask if you want to go anywhere or do anything. #it's just. UGH I'm trying so fucking hard to get a social life going #and it feels like I missed some mystery window to like apply to have a social life #I didn't know there were auditions and callbacks are already done #some of this is probably the winter depression hitting #just. UGH. fuck. #I really am happy for my friends when they get partners and I'd never say any of this to them #I just needed to complain a little

[evelhak]

I hope I don't get stuck between train cars for another 20 minutes today. Somehow the touch detectors that open the doors have always been really bad at detecting my touch.

#i don't know what else i could do i always try at least ten times with different fingers different pressures and even my palm or knuckles #i think i've tried elbow too #and then someone comes behind me and opens the doors on first try #but sometimes no one comes for a long time... #especially at winter travelling between train cars is not exactly fun #thankfully i don't get anxious in tight places #oh and the reason i get stuck is because sometimes the doors open with a normal button on the inside of a car #but touch detectors between the cars #and sometimes i just somehow manage to get the first door open but not the second one #ugh

[egg-emperor]

I can't catch a break lol just when I'm coming to the end of my current works that I'm gonna post tomorrow I start getting sick haha oh no 💀

#throat is so sore and it's just beginning fuck #this is gonna knock me out on top of my worse chronic pain and fatigue lately #have absolutely no meds and likely won't be able to afford and this always draughty af house can't be fixed so it's so I'm in hell #hell is cold to me #I fucking haaate cold hate autumn and winter hate freezing to death and getting sick ugh #hurts to breathe rn cus just every breath dries my throat out really fast. only using my nose yet it does that lol #I can't even type apparently tf is that

[pinayelf]

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#im super frustrated rn w my sweating #or i guess like feeling insecure bc of it #ive had hyperhidrosis all my life but now that im older and my hormones/body have changed #its just gotten worse #doesnt help that im on ssris #im so tired of sweating rly bad in the winter #i was able to find some temporary relief when i started using lume but maybe bc of switching to lexapro #or just more hormone weirdness it doesnt work for me anymore #I shower everyday and now id have to shower twice a day just cause sweating can get bad regardless the season #im just so so tired of sweating its sort of getting in the way of life w me not wanting to leave the house #things I wanna do #the exhausting business of it all #ugh

[couldthatreallyhavebeenit]

as someone who was born during summer/generally warm month yet generally prefers cold months and the winter, the line "you say you're a winter bitch, but summer's in your blood" is engraved into my being in such a way.

#no reblogs cause its personal #but. i keep thinking about this line and every time it makes me want to cry #because summer has always been a shit time for me for multiple reasons and winter is usually more tolerable #but if i just. wasnt ill and wasnt traumatised to hell and back and wasnt isolated growing up. summer would be wonderful. #and i see it the same way i see music and art and sports. all the things i have once enjoyed so much yet i cant interact with like others do #because i dont have the coordination and playing instruments is painful and my tremors are getting worse and i cant run or dance anymore #and yeah i can learn and i want to so fucking badly but theres always going to be a little thing that makes it harder #and just. ugh. #this fucking line #boygenuis #.txt

[toxooz]

maybe im projecting but i feel like Ollie would have a FUCKING HUGE monstera plant in his house thats taking over his living room

#ollie #anytime someone asks about it hes just ''good camouflage for me :]'' #in fact i feel like he would have a shit load of plants from his home continent that his mom keeps sending him #but again maybe im projecting AHA #like yeah he can forge weapons of war with his eyes closed and can maul a grown man to death but dammit that man knows his PLANTS #anyway i got a monstera over the winter bc ive wanted one for the longest time but i was sO scared of killing it #bc its higher maintenance than succulents and snake plants all that #and brother i aint got the remembrance or energy or executive function to be taknig care of high maintenance plants but luckily #my obsession has taken over and im doin pretty good keeping up with watering and i plan on getting it better soil for fertilization #it seems to be doing well and is even growing 3 new leaves AAOOOOO #one of the juvenile leaves even grew a lil hole in it and im :') #but i still gotta properly repot it and actually put poles in it to climb bc theyre kinda half ass put in there #but sPRING IS COMING i am ready #also have a monster adinsoniiiiiiihowever tf u spell it but same applies #i feel like just having 1 (or 2 kindof) that are high maintenance is goin good bc i can focus most of my energy on that like a pet PFFT #bc unfortunately i fear that if i had a shit load of high maintenance plants i would get overwhelmed and involuntarily make them all die #which SUCKS bc i want my house to be infested with so many plants sOOO BAD ugh maybe one day i wont be mentally ill lmfao 💗 #ANYWAY more pon ti comin soon

[hyperfixation-hideout]

Nora: Turns out Weiss and I can’t make out at either of our houses cause both our families are germophobic :/

Blake: I think you mean homophobic?

Weiss: Oh, no, my father actually considers me to be a virus.

#rwby incorrect quotes #schneestorm #nordic winter #quinpost #nora valkyrie #weiss schnee #blake belladonna #snowstjorm #source: big mouth #judge me all you like that show has more queer rep than any other i've seen and i'll take what i can get #(they listen when they mess up and fix things... we even finally have an ace character!! And an nb!!) #though I do find much of the show not my thing... i'm a sucker for character development and creative storytelling ok #and big mouth shockingly excels in those areas once it became an ensemble cast #ugh i need more shows to watch fdhghj #anyway nora and weiss are in love send tweet

[alwaysmanages]

Season 3 had so much focus on Little My and how she grapples with the concept of family and the kind of love and attention she needs I’m so heckin  proud of this little lady!! 

One thing that I’ve always admired about Little My is how her character in all adaptations follows that unbreakable aspect of her. She always seems unbothered no matter the situation and is able to carry herself and push through each problem with grace and a grin. But I love that Moominvalley goes deeper into her character in believable avenues like ‘who is her father and why does it matter to her?’, ‘what is family really like for a girl who grew up having to be the worst of her many siblings just to stand out?’, ‘what happens when she finally receives the love and attention she so desperately needed?’.

This unbreakable title is something she’s had to build for herself after growing up feeling like she doesn’t matter enough for undivided love and attention. She tells herself to assume the worst so the worst doesn’t surprise her. It’s all so very sad, but very simple, Little My has been hurt many times by the family she’s grown up with and she’s only just now learning to let her new family chip away at her walls, and I’m so so so proud of her!

I feel like this season gave her HUGE steps with being at peace with herself, her family, and her upbringing. The Moomins have taught her so much about patience and kindness that she did something I don’t think I would’ve expected from her in an earlier episode of the series: she forgave her mother for who she is--for how she raises her children, and I can’t imagine how much she toiled with her feelings ever since her mother left the first time. The Moomins have shown her time and time again that she is truly loved and a part of their family, that kindness and patience provides the absolute best results as opposed to violence and allowing anger to keep a tight hold on your actions, and all of this has allowed her to find some peace and common ground with her mother.

I’m so overcome with emotions y’all, she’s so loved by her found family and she’s making so many positive strides I’ve cried 3 times already I love her so much. ;A;

#So many good versions of Little My but they never get as deep as Moominvalley has #There's so much I wanna talk about like #WHY DOES SHE HAVE A WINTER CAVE?? #Did anyone else notice that both her and her brother have their own winter caves and with paintings/drawings on the walls? #OH THAT EPISODE #WE GOT TO SEE HOW THE TWO OF THEM DEAL WITH THEIR ALONE TIMES #Little My feels the loneliness stronger than her brother does it's so evident that she wants to be wanted #but she feels like no one ACTUALLY wants her around so that's why she forces herself into everyone's adventures #because otherwise she thinks 'who would invite me if I didn't invite myself?' #UGH SORRY #I'm so emotional about her #Little My #pikku myy #Lilla Myy #moomins #moominvalley #moominvalley s3 spoilers