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#personal whining
porcelain-sexdoll · 6 months
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how do you find stone tops?
as a stone femme with a lot of sexual hangups i'm trying to navigate, i worry now that i'm trying to date that i'll lead someone on and end up in a situation where they'll be disappointed or hurt that i don't want to reciprocate sexually. i know that it's not my fault and that it's fine to have boundaries, but i'm just not sure how and when to explain that i'm stone. even having long nails doesn't seem to be a good indicator, because i wear press-ons that can easily be taken off. just wondering if anyone who has more experience might have advice. ❤️❤️
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I’m going to be offline today due to attending a protest
First time, as I’m not usually participating in in-person activism (keep in mind I’m in my late 20’s, so not like I have experience “getting out there” besides engaging in political debate, I’m just a bumbling puppy punk for now)
From the posts I recently shared, you might have gathered that I’m German and that Germany’s alt-right party is not only on the rise but also got uncovered as having literal deportation in mind
Someone else put English-language resource links together about it.
Anyhow. I’m new to activism as such and I hope I can not only participate today but maybe also make some connections with the local (punk/ activist/ antifa) scene
I saw that there’s an antifa-workgroup from my college that’s going to be at the protest today
And I assume the club of the local punk bar (a club founded to help keep the bar stay open because the pandemic almost did it in) will also be there, even if unofficially/ not as that club specifically
Anyway, this is much more than I usually say about myself on here but I’m excited and I don’t feel like that’s going to get read of I mention it on my sick-punk blog… idk
If you DM me, I might reveal my side blog’s URL but definitely at my discretion and I block liberally (and I never “soft-block”, if you’re done you’re done)
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ainawgsd · 5 months
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Ugh, hate that feeling when you know you're going to be sick but it hasn't actually set in yet. I'm going to have such a sore throat and nasal congestion tomorrow.
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thesporkidentity · 6 months
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After a few days of ice and stretching I've mostly recovered from the pulled muscle in my neck I got from...pressing the towel against my face slightly too hard to dry it. This is up there with other greatest hits of adulthood injuries such as: rolling down a car window! Coughing too hard while holding a skillet! And sleeping, but apparently incorrectly!
Anyway, aging has been great for my mental health and sense of self, but there's also some bullshit in there lol
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artifactseeker-myr99 · 8 months
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I told both my parents about my walking cane
I bought it while away at college and it was a decision I made on my own by myself because my support splints and support bandages weren’t cutting it anymore.
I told my parents it was a recommendation by my new general practitioner after she asked about my knee problems – a blatant fucking lie but my cane helps me lots and I brought it with me this semester break
Also I’m queer and have been writing fanfic for over a decade now, if I wasn’t used to lying to my parents I would have major problems
Not that they ever gave a fuck when I tried coming out but hey
Which is also to say: if you claim AuDHDers “can’t lie” or are all “sweet innocent beawns uwu”, your local autistic is entitled to knock some sense into you
For the entire laundry list of my queer and disabled labels, please refer to my side blogs
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toburyyou · 3 months
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For real though this year I swear to fuck I'm going to get my medical appointments organized and on track. I will whine the whole time. But I will do it.
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hoeratius · 2 months
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fascinating how living with your in-laws can be fine for years and then over a period of 3 weeks you just want to strangle them.
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sapphicunicorn · 7 months
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I've been gone forever!!!
Did you think I was putting the final touches on my writing and getting published? Because that's what I wish my absence was about! Instead, I was getting swallowed by college life (not parties or friendship, just the immense amount of work involved). Holding a 4.0 at the advanced age of 31 is NOT easy. This brain does NOT work anymore! Not to mention, I've been struggling with brain fog and exhaustion and just a general lack of interest in life or hobbies (but still on antidepressants). So while I've been gone, the only "original" writing that I've gotten done are flash pieces with old prompts from @flashfictionfridayofficial set in the Monster Hunter world. It's been a great way to kind of doodle every day or so. They're not amazing or well-written, but at least I'm still writing!
If you're a fan of lesbians, butch/femme couples, unhealthy relationships, friends to lovers to enemies to maybe friends with benefits, and just Monster Hunter goodness, then you might be interested in my gals. You can check it out on Ao3 here, or if I get the energy, I might start posting them on Tumblr.
Otherwise, school never ends. Reading for fun is impossible when you're neck-deep in literature courses, but I managed a few books recently. We'll see if school allows me to read anything fun this year, but my schedule is still just as crazy as ever. Maybe I'll get some cute pics of my boring books to share this year... and actually stay active on Tumblr again!
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nalyra-dreaming · 1 year
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So. Filming from April to August, right. (I could theoretically get to Prague in that time, have I mentioned that. I am literally sitting on my hands not to give into the temptation, but gosh it's there.)
When does pre-production start?
Asking for a friend...
and hoping we get first news and pics and stuff as soon as they get on it
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chaoticzoomies · 8 months
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I have been trying my best to actually sleep at night like a normal person but tonight apparently my tooth and my ear conspired to put me in enough pain that I can't sleep. Ibuprofen didn't even touch it 🙃
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xcziel · 1 year
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i need a new phone, they're making me get a new sim card and this one's like ... so full
i don't have anywhere to store things to back it up but still have them accessible bc i don't have a desktop and like - my sd card is so full i can't save stuff from the phone to it
but new phones don't have sd card slots anymore????????????????
along with not having headphone jacks
so like i literally cannot buy a new phone and transfer all the crap on this one bc none of them have enough memory????????????
even the really fancy pricey ones are utterly shit in this regard??????????
(for clarity: i am speaking solely of android phones, i know not of iphones, i've given up on apple)
like i want a phone i can do photo edits on AND download mvs AND store multiple instances of 51 fifty-minute long episodes of a single chinese tv show to watch whenever PLUS a bunch of movies and screen recordings?
128GB is NOT ENOUGH for that especially since at least 12GB will end up being OS right?
like i literally was just looking to buy a new phone of the exact same kind i have right now bc it's perfect - it's only flaw is that it's old and full and won't be getting new updates - but i can't bc they're literally only available refurbished and then STILL thin on the ground
most likely bc they're the last phone generation with sd cards and headphone jacks!!! i don't blame people for not giving them up!
i just want to put the new sim card in something else so i don't have to worry about transfering and i can leave most of my stuff where it is and use Old Phone as a music player i guess
but i WOULD get a NEW new phone!!!
if only! they! had! expandable! memory!
we do not speak of cloud storage - if you have to keep paying extra for it, it doesn't count as part of your phone!!!
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solarianvoidthearoace · 9 months
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I know as proshippers we get a lot of “brain rot” comments and shit
But… Uhm… who the ever-loving fuck shat into people’s minds that 80% of the self-ship blogs I saw in the #f/o are anti-shippers?
Excuse me but how the hell does “pro-shippers DNI” go together with self-shipping
It’s right in the name!
If you self-ship, you obviously support shipping characters! And from what I saw many self-shippers are minors or otherwise age their fictional others up/ down
I feel like I’m stuck in the Patrick wallet meme
Pro-Ship is just the shipping equivalent of KINKTOMATO – “your ship is not my ship and that’s okay!��
Pro-Ship means nothing more than “ship and let ship” aka. “if I don’t like your content I’ll stay the fuck away and we don’t bother each other.”
How does “pro-shippers deserve horrible things” go on your cutesy “I ship myself with this character and they are my fictional other” side-blog??
Hello-oh?! Cognitive dissonance anyone?!
I’m just fed up with seeing anti-shippers everywhere and never knowing whether they are the uneducated kind (like most of these self-ship bloggers seem to be) or the dangerous kind who harass and doxx people over something as inane as fictional characters. I have read enough thread containing death threats and doxxing, even swatting! Anti-shippers are dangerously deranged in their fight for so-perceived “justice”. Over fictional characters where age is LITERALLY just a number.
Because they are made up.
Because they aren’t real.
Because they are words/ lines on a page and accordingly their age is just a made-up number as well!
Like, even if – even if – I’m into dirty bad gross disgusting ships, it shouldn’t matter because no matter what fucked-up shit I ship or don’t, it’s literally just lines on paper or a digital artwork on a screen. Pro-ship means “ship and let ship” nothing more and nothing less.
So it’s your business whether you are into stuff I find disgusting. And it’s my business if I’m into stuff you find reprehensible.
Pro-ship is just the stance of “idgaf what you ship, whatever it is you get your rocks off to”. And – I can’t repeat this often enough – we are talking about FICTION. No people were harmed in the making of this media. Characters can be aged up or aged down or aged sideways for all I care, they are characters! They aren’t real! You can not hurt them in a way that impacts the real world!
I know there is stuff in fanfic I find revulsive, that grosses me out and makes me run for the exit-button. But the stuff I read probably does the very same thing for other people. (I’m not going to admit to what precisely I read, that’s my business)
Just, even if we are talking about all that gross, reprehensible, sick, revulsive E-rated shit… let people enjoy the porn fanfic they like, even if it makes you squeamish to even think about it.
It’s not my business what other proshippers are into, whether they wank to it or just like to read it for literary analysis. I don’t give a fuck because all I need to know is Their Ship Is Not My Ship And That’s Okay! Their Kink Is Not My Kink And That’s Okay!
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Aside from possibly attending a(n unrelated) protest in the evening
Do you folks have any suggestions what one could do to celebrate “anti-valentines”?
I might just treat myself to cake if I find nothing better
I don’t have friends who I could spend a “palentine’s day” with and while I’m sort of a romo aro (and certainly partnering aro), I’m in a mood to stick it to the system recently
(That last but feels so silly but no clue how to word it differently)
I will be wearing one of my aro pride hoodies, definitely, and I do have green hair 😁
And I might post some alterous/ queerplatonic pining on my writing sideblog but that’s not relevant
💚💛🧡💙
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ainawgsd · 5 months
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Today sucks
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thesporkidentity · 7 months
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it's too hot, my cat is melting in her window seat
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artifactseeker-myr99 · 8 months
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I’m from the age group that keeps their legal/ real name off the internet but the struggle is real
Being transneutral, I don’t really get to use my chosen names without explaining about them
Like, as both a transneutral/ trans-agender/ agender-genderqueer person and an aroace person I literally *have* to out myself if I want to get gendered/ addressed/ recognised correctly
But that urge to hear/ read my chosen names conflicts with my urge to stay anonymous/ not share too many identifiers on the internet
Which is why my blog description on several blogs is kinda vague, although it is relatively easy to cross-reference my tumblr URLs and figure out the blogs are run by the same person
But so far neither of my chosen names is in any way connected to my legal documents/ my official identity
So I suppose it’s fine if I occasionally mention that my chosen name’s Léonid Yanis
But I probably will go back to some internet-only pseud once I get the legal paperwork into motion
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