i joined the proshipping fandom/space as a sh mechanism. i was quite a strong anti and although i didnt harass people, my moral compass was strong. idk, being a proshipper has honestly helped me get other peoples perspectives, got knowledge of how people can take advantage of others, and not had to worry about whether my ships are ‘good’ or not. its nice to have a place where theres no ‘too weird’ in terms of fandom content
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does anyone else just cvt to the weirdest shit like most of the time i’ll put on a commentary video on youtube or something like that
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I find it funny when the psychiatrist ask if I ever self harm and me lying about it like I didn't just cvt myself before going to see them lol 😎✨
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I hate how they demonized attention-seeking behavior, as if it somehow makes you bad to need attention, especially as a child.
I’ve had fantasies of bad things happening to me and those closest to me, and getting attention, pity, and love because of it, for most of my life. Is this normal? No. Does it mean I am a bad person who actually wants bad things to happen to the people I love? No. Does it make me self-absorbed to crave attention that badly? No.
There’s always a reason that people do things “just for attention”. And it is rarely what people think it is.
I grew up feeling so guilty for doing things for attention, and ended up not getting the attention and help I needed because of that guilt.
Self harm is a good example of something that is often said to be done “just for attention”. And you know what? Yes, I have hurt myself for attention. And nobody understood why I would do something like that to myself.
But when you are so desperate for someone to see you, to hear you, to help you, that you would literally die to get someone to show they care, it makes a lot more sense.
Let’s try to be more understanding about attention-seeking behavior. Let’s see it for what it is: a legitimate call for help. Not a sign of self-centeredness.
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you know when j said that my leo doesn’t take serious things seriously? yeah that.
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when i cvt myself i think about you doing it instead and i get so flustered i bury myself into my pillows and stuffed animals not caring about what i was doing originally
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Saw III is crazy because it's basically just an hour and a half of Amanda getting cock blocked by her dying father so hard that she just Has to relapse
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slightly above the knee is such an underrated spot to cvt tho
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Y’all DO know self-harm is included in body positivity/neutrality, right? You should not be shaming people for self-harming OR having self-harm scars, much less shaming them for their scars being visible.
It’s not “setting a bad example” or “encouraging” self-harm to not be an ass about it. That’s literally in the basis of body positivity/neutrality.
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Sad thoughts suspended like clouds in my head, mute throat tight and distressed
I feel like I'm leaving soon... 🫀
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Comet mail!! Flare!!! And an immediate hug!!!!
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h-hi, flare. careful. theres like. a lot of blood.
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