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bitchywaifuwu · 1 year
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Could u do a Do Shik request? Please
Where he and y/n used to date but then y/n broke up with him because he was being to clingy/possessive. So as a result of then breaking up he kidnaps her and keeps her in his basement. Few months later when y/n escapes and has do shik chasing her down she gets hit in the head with something hard and gets knocked out. When she wakes up in the hospital not knowing or being unable to recall what’s happened for the past 5 years or so the doctors diagnosed her with amnesia. Do shik takes advantage of that and tells y/n that they are lovers and have been dating for 5 years successfully tricking y/n and taking her back home like nothing ever happened.
im so sorry this has taken me so long to post, ive had to take a bit of a break for my mental and physical health and i stayed away from writing for way longer than i thought i would. i will try to put loads out now to make up for it though
do-shik x fem!reader
warnings : manipulation, kidnapping, forced starving, short coma, memory loss, abusive relationship, assault?
the grip on your wrist was strong - tight - and do-shik clearly wasn’t planning on letting go of you any time soon.
“you can’t leave me! i won’t let you!”
over the few years you had been dating do-shik, he had slowly become more and more possessive. it was hardly noticeable at first and whenever he told you that he “just wants to spend more time you, after all you’re always so busy with all the work your boss dumps on you,” you would brush it off and take his word for it. however, him calling your workplace and quitting your job for you with no discussion about it beforehand was too far. him not letting you answer your phone anymore was too far. and him not letting you see your friends or family was way too far.
you were finally fed up and you couldn’t just ignore all of the red flags that had slowly been popping up everywhere. you needed to get the fuck out of that house, and more than anything, you needed to get the fuck away from your boyfriend.
little did you know that decision would be the worst you would ever make.
three months. three months since he broke into the tiny house you and your mum were staying in and stole you away in the middle of the night. three months of worrying about her - not knowing what had happened to her and if do-shik hurt her. three. fucking. months of being borderline starved to death until you have to grovel at your captor’s feet, begging him to bring you even the smallest crumb.
even though he was almost a complete stranger to you again, you were easily able to identify that the expression stretching across his face each time was one of glee.
it took a lot of work but over the time you were hidden away within the depths of his home, you had gained his trust. not much, but enough for him to let you have free reign over your room and wander freely while he was away. you waited for him to leave late at night, most likely to find his next victim, and began planning your escape.
you had memorised the layout of the room, what was in it and where everything was so that when the time came for you to leave, he wouldn't be able to find you. most of your plan had been perfected; you would find the makeshift key you had made out of hairpins and scrap pieces of metal, pick the lock, and leave about ten minutes after hearing the car out front pulling out of the driveway.
you weren't sure where you would go but you did know that you would run as far away as you could. maybe even change everything about you. just so that you could be free again.
fresh air had never tasted so good, never smelt so different from the humid, musky air you got down in the basement. you finally felt free.
instinct kicked in and you ran. you ran as fast as you could through the winding roads and alleyways. priority number one was find a crowded area - somewhere you could get help and finally have do-shik locked away forever. the rough roads hurt and your bare feet were burning from the open scrapes on the soles.
the city was close. you could smell it, hear it, taste it on your lips. the sound of people shopping late at night, the scent of food from stalls on the street. you were so close. it was just a bit beyond the corner - only a little longer.
and then everything faded, a sudden sharp pain in the back of your head spreading across your whole body and as you lost consciousness you heard somebody shout for help.
when you came to it was bright. too bright. you could feel needles stabbing your brain over and over millions ever second. someone was holding your hand in a soft, clammy grip. you didn’t recognise him but by god was he beautiful.
“y/n? fuck i thought i lost you. why did you have to worry me like that?”
tears fell from his eyes onto the hand he still hadn’t let go of. his shoulders shook as he sobbed and you felt bad for not knowing who this man was. why didn’t you know who he was when he seemed to care about you so much that he would worry about you?
“who... are you?”
your voice was quiet and scratchy. how long had it been since you had used it? you couldn’t tell but your hair looked longer than you liked. the man’s eyes glistened with more tears and he looked hurt.
“you don’t remember me? i’m your fiance. we were going to get married 4 months ago - you went into a coma not long before the wedding. do you really not remember me?"
a simple shake of your head told him all he needed to know and he looked dejected, like he had lost all hope.
"but i'm willing to try and remember you. i'm sure you were important to me before."
his former expressiom morphed into a grin. it was a good thing you mistook the twisting feeling in your gut as a side effect of the medicine.
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dianneking · 1 year
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In Her Arms - Queerplatonic Miranda/Robin (Top of the Lake)
This is my entry for @duckprintspress​‘s May Trope Mayhem 2023 Day 1: Queerplatonic Relationship. As soon as I read the prompt/trope, I thought of my favorite underrated pairing, so I hope you enjoy! Crossposted on AO3 - if you prefer reading it there, link is in the title below.
Tags: Spoilers for Top of the lake: China girl season finale, Hospitalization, Gunshot wound (mentioned - not graphic), Coma, Jealousy, Infidelity, Angst, Angst and Fluff, Angst with a Happy Ending.
Fandom: Top of the Lake: China Girl - Pairing: Miranda Hilmarson/ Robin Griffin - Wordcount: 1052
In Her Arms 
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It's a split second decision: she doesn't stop to think, she doesn't - for once - let the voice of reason convince her that she shouldn't, that coworkers that barely know each other don't simply jump into each other's arms. She just jumps, as instinctually as Miranda has opened her arms, expecting nothing less than for Robin to trust her. 
Surprising even herself, Robin does. 
That's why Robin is now enveloped by Miranda’s strong arms, being held against the blonde's chest and being deposited so very carefully on the warm sand. 
Miranda’s arms linger a little longer than would be normal, and at the same time they leave too soon. It all lasts too little, and yet to Robin it feels like a lifetime. She can still smell Miranda’s delicate soap scent lingering around her, mixing with the saltiness of the seaside air. It is as if Robin has found something in those arms, something she didn't know she had lost. 
"There you go!" comes the cheerful voice from up above her head, and Robin tries to once again focus on her job, on her professionalism, pulling her usual mask back on her face. But as she looks up, she can see a warm understanding in the deep blue eyes above her, and that shakes her even more than the unexpected hug did. 
*
"What is she to you?"
Adrian looks at her accusingly from across Miranda’s hospital bed, pain and regret distorting his face. For a man who's still married to his wife while trying to build a family with Miranda, he sure doesn't make much of an effort to hide the jealousy in his voice, Robin notices. 
Hypocrite. As if he was the only one allowed to care. 
But Miranda wouldn't want her to lash out at him, however much Robin wants to - he was supposed to be the one directing the mission, he was the one supposed to have contingency plans and safety measures in place, he was the one who should have kept Miranda safe - so instead she focuses on his question.
What is she to you? 
Robin thinks of the ease with which Miranda reached over and held her hand while they walked side by side. She thinks of the tears that they have shed together. She thinks of Miranda’s arms around her, holding her, grounding her, keeping her together. She thinks of the special, secret smile that lit up the constable's face when her eyes found Robin's from across the room.
"She's my friend." The word feels wrong in her mouth - to reduce what she had with Miranda to simple friendship feels unfair, especially now - and yet, theirs was not a romantic relationship either, was it? Miranda had Adrian, after all, and Robin...well, Robin didn't need anyone else.
"A friend she'd take a bullet for."
"As I would for her."
"I wish you had." 
Robin's eyes travel along Miranda’s body, looking so uncharacteristically small under the bandages, the tubes and the wires that keep her together - that keep her alive - and finds that his words don't hurt her as he probably wanted them to. 
"I wish I had too."
*
He stops visiting after a while, and Robin is both relieved and angry. Relieved not to meet him anymore - the tense silences in the hospital room wore her out more than the loneliness does - but angry, because how dare he abandon Miranda. Word around the station is that he patched things up with his wife and Robin can't help but think how heartbroken Miranda will be when she wakes up and hears the news. 
Because she's going to wake up. 
Robin squeezes the long, slender hand she's holding, as Miranda used to do with hers when she could feel Robin was upset. 
She's going to wake up and Robin will be there when she does. 
The nurses stop trying to make Robin leave the room when visiting hours end. The people from HR stop asking her how much longer her carer's leave will be. Robin stops counting the days. 
It feels as if her whole world is waiting with bated breath for Miranda to wake up. 
Robin keeps holding her hand, waiting. 
*
"Hey." 
Miranda’s voice is rough and crackly, her lips are chapped and her cheeks are sunken in, and yet her small, tentative, tired smile is the most beautiful work of art Robin could imagine admiring, her voice the sweetest song ever heard. 
She can now admit to herself that a part of her had been terrified to not be able to hear her voice, to see her smile anymore. 
She squeezes that soft hand once again, and this time the long fingers wrap around hers. 
"I had the weirdest dreams." 
And it's such a Miranda thing to say after being in a coma for weeks on end, that Robin can't hold herself back anymore and - carefully, delicately - hugs Miranda around her shoulders, and what starts falling from her lips as a laughter quickly turns into sobs as all of her fear, her sorrow, her guilt finally come out. Miranda’s hands come trembling up - even this small movement is such an effort for her - and land on her back, soothing, comforting.
*
When the doctors clear Miranda to go back home, with strict orders not to tire herself out too much, Robin puts her foot down and convinces her to come stay at her place - only for now, she reasons, until you get your energies back.  Miranda accepts, looking at her with that soft, understanding look that makes Robin stammer and bluster and remind her that it's just because Miranda needs someone to keep her in check otherwise she would overexert herself within five minutes of being home. 
Miranda doesn't say anything, and just smiles down at her, her eyes crinkling up as if they had just shared a secret joke. 
That evening, when she sees Robin bringing her pillow and linens to the couch, she's the one putting her foot down, and telling her not to be ridiculous and just come to bed. She holds her arms open, welcoming, and as Robin curls up against her side, she can't help but think of how perfectly she fits into the blonde's embrace, and she allows herself to simply bask in the happiness that she only finds in Miranda’s arms. 
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sortofanobsession · 1 year
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So of course the plot bunnies have taken over my brain after that episode. A fic has already been started and I'm stuck on mobile otherwise I would add a read more.
SPOILERS!!!!
That picture of Christopher beside Buck has given me ideas...
6x10 In a Flash Coda Preview (WIP)
Dread gripped Eddie's heart as they walked into Buck's hospital room. It's quiet as Christopher sits beside his Buck.
"Hi, Buck," Christopher says. Eddie's heart shatters at the silence that follows the words he has heard his son say so many times. Eddie has to blink a few times to fight back the tears threatening to fall as he stands behind his son. He balls his fists to try and stem the shaking that has started. He needs to keep it together. He has to for Christopher. He has to for Buck.
"Dad's here too," Christopher says, glancing back at his dad. "Right, dad?"
Eddie nods, and has to clear his throat when his son looks at him.
"Yeah," Eddie says, "I'm here too, Buck."
"Dad?"
Eddie's gaze snaps to meet his son's gaze as Christopher asks, "Do you think it helps?"
"Does what help?"
"This," Christopher looks back at Buck. "Talking to him."
Eddie thought about it. He didn't know. No one really could know how much damage was done until Buck wakes up. If he wakes up. But could talking to him help? Knowing Buck, he wouldn't care if it helped him or not. If it might help Christopher feel better, then Buck would encourage it. If it helped Christopher process and deal with Buck being in a coma, Buck would say do it. So Eddie nodded.
"I don't know for sure, bud. But I do know that it can't hurt," Eddie admits. "He loves hearing about your day. He loves when you talk with him. He loves when you complain about my cooking. So I think you being here will help him feel better in some way. It might help keep him calm or help him maybe wake up. I can't tell you if it will work or not, but it can't hurt to at least try right?"
Christopher is quiet for a moment, seemingly considering his dad's words.
Full fic on AO3 for now (full post here tomorrow)
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kyuusou · 1 year
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Izumi HC - DANGOS!!
When Izumi woke up from her coma and was eventually able to eat more tangible food, she right away asked for a dango. Sadly, she had to wait for several weeks before she was allowed to eat her favourite dessert. It was such a gleeful moment when she took the first few bites. Her caretakers all laughed as she had been talking nonstop about the moment when she would finally eat a dango again. But in all honesty, being bedridden and going through thorough therapy made talking about dangos something lighthearted. 
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ninjastormhawkkat · 1 year
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Dr. Two Brains dying is a very strong possibility. There is also the option that Two Brains can go into a type of brain coma due to neural shocks from ripping Squeaky out violently. He could recover but still retain some lasting brain damage or it could be a lifelong affliction. 
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fullstcp · 2 months
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@unitcd said: 🤕 - ej
The constant beeping of a machine is the first thing she hears while she's waking up. It's muffled, like she's underwater or something. She swallows, hoping maybe her ears will pop or something to unmuffle the sound. But it doesn't work, which is frustrating to say the least.
She pries her eyes open the tiniest bit, but regrets it immediately. She winces against the bright fluorescent light of the room. It takes a few more seconds for it to register that she's not at home. She's not in her room at Ashlyn's and she's not swamped by the thousands of blankets tucked into her bed.
She peeks her eye open again, starting to panic slightly. The lights are still harsh, but she needs answers. A clue to lead her to the most logical explanation. She's definitely in a hospital, that much she's sure of. But the rest of it is a little fuzzy. She groans, but it's a small thing. Almost under her breath, actually. And it's then that she realizes her heart is super dry. God, how long has it been since she had a drink of water?
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She shifts in the bed slightly, and every part of her body screams from soreness. She's been here a while, hasn't she? She turns her head to try and find anything, really. Someone to answer her questions, a glass of water to cure her scratchy throat. She figures she's going to come up empty, but she doesn't.
EJ's cramped up in one of those uncomfortable hospital chairs at her bedside. And he's fast asleep. She's not sure how he managed to find sleep in a chair like that, but she's impressed. It's almost endearing. But, then again, everything about him endears him to her lately. He shifts in the chair a bit, rubbing at his eyes as he tries to find sleep once more. But she figures this is her chance to strike, her chance to figure out why she's here in the first place.
"EJ." She tries, but her voice is far too quiet due to her lack of hydration. She clears her throat, hoping she can muster up enough vocal energy to get herself out of the dark. "Eej. What happened?"
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planetary · 7 months
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25 SHOCKING TRUTHS ABOUT YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD TV SHOWS😱
1. POKEMON - ash is in a coma and the show is he's dreaming
2. RUGRATS - the babies are on drugs
3. edd edd eddy - they died in 1962 (tuberculosis)
4. scoopy doo - theyre on drugs too and the dog cant really talk :(
5. rugrats - angela is in a coma and the show is her dream
6. spongbob - songebob is in a coma and the show is his dream
7. spongebob - spongebob and his friends are the christian hell sins
8. spoinegbob - squidward is heroin?
9. COURAGE THE COWARDLY DOG - it was real it was all real none of that was a dream or a nightmare everything you remember is real
10. rugarts - angela is on drugs and all the other ones are dead
11. jimmy neutraon - jimmy is weird because he is gay
12. fairly oddparsnts - timmy is in a coma and the show is his dream
13. spongebob - sandy is taxidermy
14. higgly town heroes - higgly town is all cannibals and they eat other people and thats why they do that . how could they do that..? my heroes..
15. max & ruby - they are bunny rabbits and thast because thrre was. an apocalypse and max is a real human little boy but there was an apocalypse and his parents died and he's with ruby but he got hit on the head with a steel pipe because of the apocalypse so now he's in a coma and the show is his dream
16. disney aladdin movie - the tiger head cave is really really scary
17. danny phantom died - this one really happened they tell you in the theme song and you can see it happen in blood and gorey detail if you watch that one scary episode that only comes on at 3am. does anyone else remember that episode
18. dora the explorer - dora is on crack
19. faaiely odd parents - the fairies are drugs and timmy takes drugs and maybe goes into a coma for this reason and maybe has a dream that they're his magic fairies
20. caillou - hes bald. this theoru explains that cailiu has no hair because he is bald. and perhaps his parents are nice to him because he is bald. this could also explain why he has no hair (because hes bald)
21. courage the cowarsly dog - courage is a dog and he's in a coma and
22. the magic schoolbus - its magic because the bus was on drugs and then it blew up (becasue it was high) and they all went to purgatory and clones took their place
23. tom and jerry - tom should have been allowed to cook and eat that baby chick. and its fucked up that the show didnt allow him to. me and my friends watched it and we were all clapping and cheering for him to cook and eat it and we were so excited but of course the writers pussied out and didnt let him do it
24. finding nemo - that thing in the beginning didnt even happen but the dad made that story up so people would feel bad for him
25. sponegbob - in the latest season patrick says "Ok boomer!" to mermaid man and barancle boy
CHILDHOOD = RUINED 😫
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 4 months
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Hope you dont mind an angsty request but
Can i request Kieran, Carmine, and Drayton see (or heard for Drayton’s part) the reader in a comatose state after taking the blow that was meant for Kieran when Terapagos went out of control. Like they, in the moment, sacrifice themself for Kieran and was somehow still standing after taking the hit but after they caught Terapagos, they immediatley fainted and havent woken up ever since.
(Btw i enjoy your posts!)
Ough this hurts, it's an absolutely devastating concept <//3
(and thank you!!!)
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Kieran
Instead of summoning your 'raidon, you shoved him aside and took the full brunt of the tera energy-infused blast, not caring what happened to you.
As long as he was safe.
He couldn't understand why you'd do this for him.
Even after going on that angry tirade about you, even after he caught Terapagos with a master ball solely to "get even" with you....you chose to save his life when you could've just saved yourself, Carmine, and Briar.
How could you be so kind and selfless to someone like him? Who's done nothing but talk about how much he envied you?
And somehow you're still standing, convincing him to fight by your side so you could both quell the legendary's fury.
Seeing the light return to his eyes made you smile as your pokemons' combined strength defeated it, with Kieran deciding to let you properly catch it.
What nobody expected, though, was for you to pass out shortly after you picked up the pokeball you used..
Your 'raidon got everybody safely out of Area Zero, but you still haven't woken up and were rushed to the hospital.
The attack left you in a comatose-like state, according to doctors, and there's no telling when you'll awaken...if ever.
There was overwhelming tera energy coming from your body, which caused any Pokémon within the room to start terastalizing themselves. So you had to be isolated, having only human visitors.
Of course, Kieran was the most devastated.
Now he might never get the chance to apologize to you..and it's all because he got obsessed with defeating you and was willing to use a dangerous legendary to do just that.
This was all his fault.
If you were to die thinking he still hated you...he'd never forgive himself.
He definitely doesn't wanna think about you reincarnating into a Phantump and haunting him for the rest of his life.
He visits as often as he can, holding your hand while he talks to you.
While he's not sure if you could even hear what he was saying, but somehow he believes you're listening.
"I went too far, [y/n]..I only ever wanted to be like you. But instead I....I-I did this to you. I did this to someone who still believed in me. Someone who still saw me as....a-as a friend..." His voice breaks, never having felt such remorse in his entire life. "I'm so, so sorry...please wake up soon."
Although he had let go of his bitterness towards you entirely, his bad sleeping/eating habits are still there, and there's not much that anybody can do to help him cope.
With every visit, he grows more desperate for a positive update on your condition, chatting with you and always ending with a plea for you to wake up.
Hell, he's even willing to become friends with Drayton again if that's what it took to see your eyes open.
When you do finally awaken after the tera energy readings have dropped to practically zero, you see Kieran asleep in the chair beside you, his hair messy and reminiscent of what it looked like a year ago.
You muster up enough strength to lightly ruffle it, and that's what makes him jerk awake, shocked.
At first he thinks he's still dreaming when he sees you're now conscious...but when the doctors confirm you're gonna make a full recovery, he just collapses into your waiting arms and sobs into your shoulder, having held back all of his tears until now.
You simply comfort him, reassuring that you didn't blame him at all.
It was you who chose to sacrifice yourself.
And you'd do it all over again.
Carmine
Seeing you take that devastating hit for her brother shocked her to her very core...and even moreso when you were still standing despite the powerful blast.
But when you pass out shortly after capturing Terapagos, she's quick to snap Briar for pushing Kieran to terastalize it, blaming her for the reason this all happened.
She doesn't care if she gets in trouble for backtalking a teacher.
Her obsession with this "hidden treasure" ended up hurting a student, someone she was supposed to protect...and now you may never wake up.
At the hospital, Carmine sometimes visits you alongside her brother, and other times the two go in separately, leaving their pokemon outside.
When it's just her, she mostly talks about how Kieran has been doing, mentioning how you literally brought the light back into his eyes and how he wasn't some battle-crazed stranger anymore.
You saved him in more ways than one, and she cries a little just thinking about that, wishing you'd wake up and see that he was willing to let go of the past.
Whether it takes days or weeks, she never stops visiting you.
What you did for her brother was noble...and something she wishes she could've been brave enough to do.
The day you finally wake up and start to remember everything, Carmine quickly tries to cover up the fact she was crying.
But when you start talking, she's quick to breakdown as she (lightly) berated you for doing something so reckless, making you swear to NEVER do that again.
Soon Kieran rushes in the moment he hears you're awake..and he starts crying, too.
You just comfort the two siblings in your groggy half-asleep state, wondering how you'll tell them that this wasn't your first near-death experience...
Drayton
All he hears is that you were involved in an accident down in Area Zero...and it feels like a punch to the gut when he learns it put you into a coma.
Now he wishes he went with you. Maybe he could've kept an eye on Kieran just in case he did anything stupid for the sake of defeating you in-battle.
But he didn't, and that's exactly what ends up happening.
Despite not knowing all the details, he 100% believes Kieran is at fault for your condition.
Even though Drayton only knew you for a short time, he cared enough to frequently visit your room, trying to stay his chill and relaxed self while he talks to you about whatever came to mind (in case you were listening, he didn't want you to worry over him).
But it gets harder with every passing day and no clear confirmation on when (and if) you'll wake up.
Carmine was afraid he was going to strangle Kieran if he saw him...
Yet whenever they so-happen to visit you at the exact same time, words are seldom exchanged between the two.
Although Drayton will often glare at him, thinking to himself "only now he's sorry?"
Even so, he doesn't verbalize it.
There's no bitter reminders of what Kieran did. No petty insults to get the other ex-champion riled up.
They just sit in silence, although seeing the tears in the younger boy's eyes and the way he holds your hand made Drayton's gaze less icy the more he saw it.
Whenever you wake up, he's one of the first to know and brought you a Dragonite plushie as a gift, relieved to see you talking, his eyes slightly stinging and a huge smile on his face.
Once you recover more, he'll ask you what you remembered of Area Zero....and becomes shocked after you explained everything that happened down there.
All this time, he thought Kieran used Terapagos to attack you directly, but to learn it actually got out of control and turned its back on him??? And you chose to push him out of the way???
Drayton isn't sure if you're brave or dumb, but he's glad you're okay now.
When Kieran comes in, he leaves you both be to update the Elite Four, although he'll be back to help you on the long road to recovery.
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kiillerthighs · 2 years
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“I’m right here. I’m not leaving you, alright?”
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HARLEY felt the embrace of Boomer when she finally woke up from her coma. She has no idea how long she had been sleeping, it passed two months. The jester was fragile and paler than ever, however, she was happy for seeing Digger out of all people. For some reason, she thought nobody would come to see her. She was wrong, her hand reached to hold his, intertwined their fingers as a timid smile appeared on her face. ❛ So, do you promise never leave me? ❜
@captainboomer
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jegulusofwesper · 2 years
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guys i’m not gonna lie i’m fucking struggling at the moment.
i was talking to eileen(my sisters friend) on tuesday about old school friends and i ended up talking about josh and how he was in the exact room jam was when he was in his coma and how hard it was for me to see another one of my friends in that exact position in that exact room and how it was 9 days before jams 3rd anniversary
and then i told her about what i whispered to jam and how i told him that if the fight to stay was too hard then he had to be selfish and let go because i didn’t want him struggling for us and that it’s okay because we’ll all be fine eventually and i was sorry for everything richard put him through and i’m proud of him for standing his ground even though he was only 10 and i’m so so sorry then richard was my dad and tried to make him do that to my mum who practically raised him
and then when kota told me about him being turned off i felt like it was my fault he died and that i haven’t been able to see char since because i felt like i had accidentally killed her son (i know it’s irrational i was 16 shut up) and how i am scared of loving people incase they died because people i love have a habit of dying or leaving and i can’t handle anymore people leaving me
and i’m ngl i still to this day blame his mum. he started getting better. his heart started beating by itself and he started breathing by himself and he could’ve woke up. HE COULDVE WOKE UP. but she turned off the life support. if only she would’ve waiting another couple of days
and i didn’t cry once but as soon as i got outside of her flat i burst into tears and this man was looking at me like i was crazy because i was walking down the street crying
(josh is a guy i went to school with and i really fucking fancied him because he knew what i was going through and he just got it not questions asked. he got hit by a car and was taken in as a john doe then his cousin had to identify him and he was in a coma for 4 days. 4 days of me not knowing if he was going to survive and he was in the exact same room as jam and it threw me back and it fucking broke me. i mean this was last september. september the 30th to be exact. i know this because it was my nans birthday and i had to go into her flat from the communal area because i was so close to breaking down)
i’m just fucking broken man
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the-magpie-archives · 2 years
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You see, Martin says 'I grieved for you' to Jon, but this doesn't do justice for just what he would have gone through.
As most people know, having a loved one in hospital is horrible, but Jon's case is an entirely different thing. Assuming Jon was initially taken to a hospital in Great Yarmouth, it would've taken Martin a while to get there, even if he left right away. He might have missed Jon's emergency treatment, but he certainly didn't miss the worst of it.
Many people assume that CPR is a quick, simple, lifesaving procedure, it is not. Jon was found not breathing, and without a pulse, so he would have had at least 20 minutes straight of CPR, and that messes up a body. On a person as weak as Jon it would badly break ribs, and cause a lot of bruising. Even if Martin didn't have to watch Jon's chest be crushed to no avail, that type of damage is often visible.
I don't know if you've ever seen a dead body, but it's different to an unconscious one in every way. Jon of course, was not dead, but he would absolutely look it. As I'm sure you know, blood being pumped is what keeps the body warm, and breathing accounts for a large part of what we perceive as living, so the absence of both of these, especially in a loved one, is jarring, and likely to send anyone into shock
In lots of TV shows you see doctors calling deaths, but in reality it's actually quite a difficult thing to diagnose. It's not a quick check of the pulse and you're done, there's a lot of tests; there are many conditions that can look like death. In Jon's case his mind and nerves were still active, meaning it would have been picked up on fairly quickly, but Jon would have been assumed dead until these tests were completed.
The thing with a case like this, is there's nothing the doctors can feasibly do; as Elias says, it's an unknown quantity. The most likely course of action would be to make him as comfortable as possible, and redo the death checks every so often. There would be no hope for his recovery, but legally the hospital would have to do this, and would be able to offer very little comfort.
Although of course you want your loved one to survive, many family members of coma patients confess to hoping that they'd just die. The limbo of waiting is impossible to process, and having them there but having no way to communicate with them can be excruciating. There's no way to properly grieve for someone if you always have it in the back of your mind that they could wake up.
Giving up on someone like that is terribly and awfully painful. You can tell them you're sorry all you want, but you'll always be thinking about how they'd have wanted you to stay. Having to create both sides of an interaction like that when truly you're in control of neither is simply impossible to recover from.
Every action Martin took after Jon's death was justified, logical, even. To succumb to the lonely after leaving the man you love, sentencing him to die alone?
It feels right.
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skullinacowboyhat · 1 month
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[also, important to note, this is not sexual. leiko and nuri are both ace and sex-neutral - as an ace person myself, i love exploring non-sexual physical intimacy in my art. they're just vibing, guys, and enjoying the sun and each other's company]
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sortofanobsession · 1 year
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Terror and Time (911 6x10 In a Flash Coda) spoilers!!!
A/N: The one I previewed and put on Ao3 yesterday. But I always post here and there. So here it is.
Summary: "In a Flash" coda fic. I'll say it once more. Spoilers. Based on the image of Christopher sitting beside Buck's hospital bed. Eddie's POV and emotions. Spoilers for the newest episode: season 6 episode 10 "In a Flash".
Dread gripped his heart as they walked into Buck's hospital room. It's quiet as Christopher sits beside his Buck.
"Hi, Buck," Christopher says. Eddie's heart shatters at the silence that follows the words he has heard his son say so many times. Eddie has to blink a few times to fight back the tears threatening to fall as he stands behind his son. He balls his fists to try and stem the shaking that has started. He needs to keep it together. He has to for Christopher. He has to for Buck.
"Dad's here too," Christopher says, glancing back at his dad. "Right, dad?"
Eddie nods, and has to clear his throat when his son looks at him.
"Yeah," Eddie says, "I'm here too, Buck."
"Dad?" Eddie's gaze snaps to meet his son's gaze as Christopher asks, "Do you think it helps?"
"Does what help?"
"This," Christopher looks back at Buck. "Talking to him."
Eddie thought about it. He didn't know. No one really could know how much damage was done until Buck wakes up. If he wakes up. But could talking to him help? Knowing Buck, he wouldn't care if it helped him or not. If it might help Christopher feel better, then Buck would encourage it. If it helped Christopher process and deal with Buck being in a coma, Buck would say do it. So Eddie nodded but added a shrug as he answered.
"I don't know for sure, bud. But I do know that it can't hurt," Eddie admits. "He loves hearing about your day. He loves when you talk with him. He loves when you complain about my cooking. So I think you being here will help him feel better in some way. It might help keep him calm or help him maybe wake up. I can't tell you if it will work or not, but it can't hurt to at least try right?"
Christopher is quiet for a moment, seemingly considering his dad's words.
Christopher shifts in his seat and slowly reaches over. "It'll be okay, Buck." Christopher says as he puts his hand on Buck's. "You bounced back before, you can do it again. Dad says we'll get through this like last time. We'll do it together. All of us. You, me, dad." Eddie has to grip the back of Christopher's chair and remind himself to breathe. "Dad's worried, but I think he thinks he's hiding it." Christopher glances at his dad. "Anyway…" Christopher goes on to tell Buck about any little thing that crosses his mind. His hand wrapped around Buck's like it often was.
Eddie thinks about how much has changed recently. How they don't get as much time for just the three of them anymore. Eddie has to sit down. Remind himself that he's lucky. He might still have a chance to fix that. Buck is still here. He shifts the seat closer and without really thinking he reaches over and grips Buck's leg. There is a blanket and sheet between his hand and Buck's leg, but it is enough. Enough that he can feel the form of his partner's leg as proof he is there. That they got him down. It helped fight the icy grip of terror that threatens to swallow him whole. The same terror he had felt after picking himself up off the ground and looked up and saw Buck hanging motionless from the ladder. It was worse than anything he'd seen in a long time. Real terror he had only felt a couple times since moving to LA. One thought keeps coming back to him. He could not lose anyone else. He lost Shannon. He lost everyone he'd dragged off that damn helicopter all those years ago. And those losses nearly destroyed him. But this. This was threatening his already slipping grip on his sanity. Losing Buck would be something Eddie wouldn't bounce back from. He was his best friend, his partner, and the only other person on this planet he trusted his son with beyond a shadow of a doubt. The only person he ever wanted to hang out with anymore. The only person he truly needed other than Christopher. They were his world. Anyone else, it would hurt to lose, but losing Christopher or Buck was unfathomable. It would be like part of his soul, his heart, would be irrevocably broken. Never to heal. He would choose to face down his own death a thousand times over losing either of them.
He startles slightly when he feels a hand on his arm as he leans on the edge of the bed. He looks up to see his son looking at him, concern clear in his young features. Eddie realizes he other hand has a white knuckle grip on the blanket.
"Dad?" Christopher says. His grip heavy against the slight tremor in Eddie's frame.
"Yeah," Eddie manages around the lump in his throat. He clears his throat and tries again. "Yeah, bud?"
"Are you okay?" Christopher asks.
And Eddie is nodding. He has to be okay. Christopher needs him. Buck needs him. His family needs him to be. "Yeah," Eddie manages to say.
"You don't have to be brave just for me," Christopher tells him. And Eddie doesn't know if he should be ashamed that his son is having to say this to him. Or beyond proud of how smart and caring Christopher has grown to be. He thinks part of it has been learned from Buck. His Buck. He can't help but smile as Christopher continues. "Buck said he'd never leave without a fight, and he's still here. So he must be winning, right?"
"Yeah…yeah he is," Eddie feels hope push back against the dread and darkness that has been a constant since he picked himself up off the ground in that storm. "He's too stubborn to give up now," Eddie nods and lets out a breathy laugh. "Far too stubborn. He'll keep fighting, he always does."
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kyuusou · 11 months
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In "Verse: What If...", Izumi's Mangekyou Sharingan manifested itself right before she fell into a coma. The scene which played in front of her triggered it. She was thirteen years old.
It took another eight years before she could activate her Mangekyou Sharingan again after three years of rehabilitation. From the eight years, she was five years in coma.
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lambsville · 18 days
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꒰:alimentos que estimulam o metabolismo
abacate: ꒰ com moderação ꒱ queima as gorduras e estimula o metabolismo, porque é rico em gorduras boas.
amêndoa: ꒰ com moderação ꒱ contém altos níveis de magnésio e cálcio, o que auxilia que o corpo possa queimar mais gordura.
atum: é um alimento rico em ômega 3 e melhora o metabolismo da glicose.
brócolis: é um alimento antioxidante que fortalece o sistema imunológico e ajuda no funcionamento do intestino.
café: rico em cafeína que auxilia na queima da gordura.
canela: é um alimento antioxidante e anti-inflamatório, com ação termogênica, que ajuda a controlar o diabetes, colesterol alto e queimar a gordura.
chá verde: contém cafeína e flavonoides que estimulam a queima da gordura no organismo.
gengibre: é um alimento termogênico que aumenta a produção de calor e melhora a digestão.
guaraná: ꒰ não o refrigerante ꒱ estimula o metabolismo e contém cafeína.
pimenta: promove o emagrecimento por ser termogênica.
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