#tw: refusal to eat

[transmascrage]

TW for discussion of eating disorders and body shaming

Since I had this exchange with @krispykrememothnuts I thought I'd look more into this:

And yeah, the fashion industry has an issue with making clothes that fit short men and fat men.

This is something that affects transmascs and cis men.

The fashion industry isn't friendly to any fat person but I think it tends to be more lenient towards short women because it's more acceptable for them to be short.

Meanwhile, men should be tall according to the beauty standard.

We know that eating disorders are extremely common among cis men and transmascs (Cis men: Source 1, Source 2, Source 3. Trans men: Source 1, Source 2. Gay men: Source 1, Source 2, Source 3.)

And it doesn't help that all the representation in fashion that we get are tall dudes with abs that can (usually) only be achieved through dehydration, restricting diets and intensive work-outs. And that it's considered acceptable to make fun of people for their height, weight, hairline, face, as long as it's men.

And as I mentioned in the comment, not being able to find men's clothes that fit me I have to buy women's clothes that make me dysphoric and usually show my bra or binder straps, which immediately clocks me as not-a-man.

It's also important to note that a TERF talking point is that transmascs transition because of eating disorders. While it's possible that gender dysphoria and eating disorders have a link, it's not a cause-effect situation, i's more of a comorbid condition.

Looking into transmasc eating disorders could disprove this TERF theory but alas no one cares enough about transmascs to do a research only about our experience with eating disorders and trans people are usually treated as a homogenous group.

#lgbtq #lgbtq community #transmasc #transunitism #transandrophobia #tw eating issues #tw ed #fatphobia #tw body shaming #vs cis people who get to have nuance in the discussion #or rather cis women #and i refuse to look up on tumblr oh no satan you won't have me

[theloveinc]

plagued by thoughts of bakugo losing his mind if pregnancy makes you food averse for w/e reason

#i think if bakugo ever sees you wrinkle your nose at something food wise he's getting concerned #and like not like. oh are u okay. concerned but like ... full on . hold the phone. what did you just say??? #he suggests your favorite for dinner and you're like ... ehhh idk sounds kinda bad for some reason and he's almost calling 911 #maybe this is how u find out ur pregnant in the first place lol #he's so like. mad-worried about you not eating. nearly gets a hernia and is so ready for the fcking baby to arrive so you'll eat again #he has phamtom preeclampsia with you LOOOOOOL #honeslt y i was thinking abt this bc i was like. we all know bakugo likes to. cook but when does he have time to get better at it??? #when you start refusing to eat normal *ss things and he needs to make you something strange for every meal just so he can see you put #something in your stomach #but now that i'm thinking abt it can u imagine bakugo cooking in the dorms #.......my landlady just gave me a bunch of green oranges and i was like. ok guess i have to make marmalade i guess LOOOOOOL #and that's how i imagine bakugo #deku is like what are u cooking and bakugo is like. your rotten vegetables #anyway bakugo sympathy pains ON MY MIND #shii posts #gen #pregnancy tw

[miss-perfectly-fine13]

my calorie intake today 🎀🎀🎀

1/2 cheese quesadilla and salad 250

1 cappuccino 65

tofu, rice and veggies 220

535 calories total

(I’m so proud of myself my max was 600 today)

#i refused food so many times today!! #an0r3c1a #ed not ed sheeran #ana rant #tw bul1m14 #bulim14 #ed rant #tw ana bløg #tw disordered eating #i wanna ⭐️ve #⭐️rving #tw ana diary #ana trigger #ana tricks #ana bllog #ana meal #anatumblr #analog #tw restrictive ed #tw purge #ed behaviour tw #tw ed diet #th1n$pø #th1gh g@p #thinspø

[shouts-into-the-void]

Just read a Facebook post from the parent of an autistic child who would only eat a few specific foods in which the gist of it was:

"We couldn't get him to try anything new 😞 We tried sneaking things into his safe foods, force-feeding him, and starving him but nothing worked! Then, we had this amazing idea to try actual parenting and he miraculously started trying new foods!"

And my instant reaction was to go "Wtf is wrong with this person" but the entire comment section was full of "Omg so inspirational 🥹" as if this parent's first option being to starve their child over treating them like a human being was not horrifying and a great example of the dehumanizing of disabled and neurodivergent children

#some people shouldn't have kids if they are not ready for that child to not be neurotypical #starving your child because they dont exhibit what you deem as “correct” behavior is abuse #its not like the kid was refusing to eat or their safe foods were super expensive or anything #autistic community #self diagnosed autism #autism #neurodivergent #afrid #tw food issues #safe foods #food #food issues

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

reading a medical document about indications for hospitalisation for anorexia and realising i hit multiple of the suggested criteria aaaaaaa

#certainly the blood pressure and heart rate stuff last week falls into that category but bc it dropped just enough my doctor was okay w it #but ig if its like that this week Well #Hm #anyway. #tw ed #my parents i think are somewhat scared because this is the worst theyve seen me #like im refusing SO much bc i cant handle it and i feel so awful #personal #prayer request #ig??? if you would #prayers that the medical team choose the best things for to happen for me ig #like i would describe it as uncontrollable at this point it no longer feels like a choice #like sooner and sooner lately i run into a wall that is just a big NOPE #not even 'i will eat this and feel horribly guilty' but 'i Cannot Eat This' #ive been getting more actively distressed about eating as well #i dont even understand why im hitting the medical indications either like ive been havingpretty close to recomended intake i think #idk whats happening and i am losing control #( <- chronic not acute sense) #(do not worry for me in the immediate short-term)

[brosif40]

Mmm caek :3c

#when u befriend a scary scary man and get some cake :3 #the sugar wouldn't effect them bc their core would just incinerate it instantly after they eat it so >:3 #my art #the fool #off enoch #(specifically a friend of mines Enoch :3 -> turtledumpster) i love him sm GSJSGD #eye strain tw #it is kindof weird eating it while knowing what it really is... but itd be rude to refuse

[non-un-topo]

No one talks about this so here's a small reminder to keep your eyes on your own plate. If a skinny person is refusing food, it does not necessarily mean a) they have a restrictive eating disorder or b) they are calling you fat. Mind your business.

#food tw #ed mention #i think about this a lot because i've been having a lot of health issues #and just yesterday i was diagnosed with something to do with my stomach. and i am a skinny person. #i can't tell you the amount of times i've refused something that will undoubtedly irritate my stomach - #- and the people around me (always women bc they're taught to hate themselves) always say 'oh i shouldn't either actually' #or they tell me their whole life story like 'yeah i actually can't eat a lot in the morning either' 'i have trouble finishing sandwiches' #and????? congratulations?? like it's none of my business and what i eat is none of your business so..? #it really is annoying and i don't want to be that skinny person who complains but no one talks about this. #i'm not this way by choice. but if i was that also shouldn't matter. i'm not judging you by refusing food?? #literally eat whatever you want. all food is food. i don't subscribe to the 'pure' or 'good' food bs. don't involve me bc i'm thin. #((disclaimer. i very much know how ED brain works and i'm very aware of how low self-esteem works and screws with your head.))

[mcrcki]

she'd gotten separated again, turning left when she should have gone right and soon sophie found themself wandering the maze all alone again, mind starting to grow foggy and stomach beginning to hurt. gods, she needed to eat soon.. how long had she even been in this maze by now? a day? but as she moves, debating grabbing the corn right from the stalks, she stumbles into another, about to apologize for the distracted mistake until they see who they had ran into. "you--"

@tragcdysewn for qi rong ( prompt 17 - characters are hit with a sudden strong sense of hunger. though there is corn all around them it would take time to cook. on the other hand there is fresh meat right in front of them in the form of their company in the maze. )

#tragcdysewn #so. interactions #sophie || qi rong #so. event #hwevent16 #event || horror maze #food tw #food mention tw #eating tw #i refuse to be yelled at idc

[featherymainffins]

*Trigger warning for eating disorder talk*

I hate how whenever I eat anything my brain is like "You should kill yourself. Now." Like what's your fucking problem

#tw ed #it's like bitch the body needs nutrients to function. idiot. that's how flesh vessels work. what are you an alien? #but my brain is always like 'booo you are a disgusting ugly bitch and as a punishment you can't eat at all tomorrow.' #like...ok then. i guess. #the funny thing is that it's also like two people fighting because like i hate what i see in the mirror from both sides #like one part of me is like 'ahhh we are far too skeletal it looks kinda creepy and Not Good' #and the other is like 'wow ew we're so disgusting and big and our bones aren't visible enough. what would our family say?' #so there's like no winning at all because if i don't eat one side will get mad and refuse to look in the mirror #and if i do eat the other side will go into total hysterics and I'll have to sleep completely covered up and will have to avoid #all mirrors because it will completely distort our perception of ourselves and will claim changes that aren't there and it will #force me not to eat for a day or two and probably also to walk everywhere #it also sucks because i think not eating enough might be contributing to me feeling so shallow and fatigued and disinterested in everything #but i have no idea because I don't know how many calories I'm actually getting #and it's really Bad™ for me to count because I'm a little bit too competitive and my brain has historically always made it #a challenge to eat as few calories as possible. because I'm insane and treat literally everything as a competition that i have to win

[littldolli]

u deserve to eat even if u think you've done something bad

#posivity #mental health #tw ed #?? #mentalwellness #wrote this for myself since i refuse to eat when i think i've done something bsd as punishment #*bad

[buck-yyyy]

and the crowd goes wild!!!!

*1 halfhearted cheer can be heard from the other room*

#anyways. i’ve been eating normally for three days straight #not cutting stuff out. not only eating half my lunch on purpose. not only getting the bare minimum. not refusing snacks. #so. that’s something huh? #still kinda feel nauseous after i eat sometimes #and the nausea is worse if i feel bad about myself after #but. yk. #anyways i’m on the verge of tears after making myself a milkshake and i can’t tell if they’re good or bad but they’re there #tw vent #tw disordered eating #sigh

[indiangp]

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#sorry ranting again but #tw weight #i shouldn't eveb have checked my weight yesterday #i feel so disgusting doing anything today #like everything that i generally donr associate w weight is now reminding me like oh youre doing your daily walking but ur still overweigt #i cannot do anything normally without thinking about it #and its been so long since i hated myself this much this is so annoying #im scared whike filling uni forms because i think oh they will reject you cuz youre fat #even though it has nothing to do w my appearance at all #i didn't feel like cleaning my room today but then i was like oh youre ugly and disgusting at the same time ??? atleast clean your room #im trying to reason w myself but it's just not working #i skipped class today but i have to go tomorrow and im so scared cuz i dont really have friends there #but theres some nice girls i talk to once in a while and they have told me things like 'youre so pretty' 'i love your hair' etc #and i know because i usually do well in mock tests and dont annoy anyone... nobody really hates me #theyre pretty chill #but im still like oh these guys are gonna laugh at me or talk like did you see her today she couldn't have gotten worse #thankfully our break time bw classes is shorter now so i wont be eating during break because i always refuse when someone else offers me #i think the one girl i do share food w and talk to quite often is skipping tomorrow so im extra scared #i dont eveb know anymore #og

[try-and-try-and-try-again]

I ate breakfast and now I hate myself.

#refused yesterday #couldn’t find the guts to refuse again #coward #cue curling up in bed and pretending to not exist #tw eating disorder #psych ward

[sk1nnysuccubus]

am i the only one that refuses to go over my absolute daily cal amount, even if my net is much lower than my limit?? like if i ate 900 calories that day, but my net is like 500, i will not go over 1,000 overall, no matter what. even if my net is below 1,000.

#tw ana bløg #tw ed sheeran #tw ed but not sheeran #tw disordered thoughts #tw restriction #i wont lie it IS tempting to eat more when my net from exercise is really low #but if i ate a lot that day #regardless of my actual net #i refuse to eat anything else

[corruptmango]

The disorder is disordering fr

#almost passed out mowing the lawn but I refuse to break my fast with an electrolyte packet #tw ana diary #ed without the sheeran #tw disordered eating #ed bullshit #tw ed rant #pr04n4 #notprojustusingthetags #@n0r3xia

[my-name-is-mine-to-know]

GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS!

I COOKED A THING

I do this kinda frequently and am usually quite good at it, but you need to understand please you must know...

I did not have a recipe for this.

I pulled shit out of my brain (tablespoon butter, quarter cup freshly cut onion, 1 stalk thinly sliced celery, tablespoon flour, half cup parmesan, cup milk, torn up hamburger patty that I didn't want in sandwich form so I bullshat this instead, rice) and I made something that tasted good! It was technically modeled after another recipe, but given that I did not reference it and estimated the measurements, I'm still so proud guys!

This gives me hope for my adulting capacity!

#in retrospect it could've used salt and a lot of pepper but still #cooking #recipe #sorta #i'm gonna employ it frequently #at least #I'm literally so happy rn #my computer refuses to accept parmesan as a word unless I capitalize it #how mean #adulting #tw food #food cw #i do have some trouble eating because my appetite is never on #so I have to make things actually taste good if I want to eat them #otherwise I get nauseated because I am neither hungry nor enjoying the flavor #not a good combination #but I could eat this because it tasted good! #I'm so fucking cool #my thoughts are yours to know