#thought id post this here as well :)

[horrorlesbians]

merch arrived!

#🦌 #my person suit #thought id post here as well #ethel cain

[drbtinglecannon]

The implications of Darius being to the Hagsquad what Willow is to the Hexsquad is making my brain spin

Does this mean Darius was "the late bloomer that became extremely powerful"?

Or was "bullied but found a supportive peer group & eventually gained confidence"?

Or was "the muscle of the group, both with & without magic"?

"The first to realize the protagonist & love interest's feelings for each other"?

"The one that caused the slightly older dorky boy of the group (Hunter to Willow, Alador to Darius) to blush constantly"?

"SUPER passionate about their preferred magic that's naturally very talented with it"?

How about "the voice of reason but also actually Super Unhinged & always ready to kick ass"?

Or maybe they both have very similar 'end of friendship' stories with a certain A. Blight.

IT'S SO! AHHHH. Like Willow is the PERFECT choice to be the one he mirrors for the group but also ALL THE WAYS HE COULD BE HER MIRROR ARE SO INTERESTING TO THINK ABOUT. IS HE ANY OF THESE? ALL OF THEM? A MIX?

We know both are complete badasses among their peers (Willow is arguably the strongest of the group, and Darius is arguably the strongest Coven Head) but now I have so many ideas for how they could mirror each other further.

#toh #willow park #darius deamonne #bdehdkk huntlow is dalador if it actually worked out. gd am i really gonna step further over to ''maybe polycule dalador is ok''? #anyway i actually have hc'd for a while now that darius & aladors falling out is JUST like willow & amitys w it being familiar pressure & a #huge blowout. except couple things: i imagine alador thought of it like 'here i can help you prove theyre wrong!' which greatly offended #darius that alador wouldnt defend him. no bullying afterwards just LOTS of coldness & passive aggression (more so from darius) #alador maybe doesnt really get the issue for a while. & they never get the chance to actually talk it out before graduation thus dont #rekindle their friendship for decades if ever. it would also lend well w how darius went so far as to become CH. proving hes the best #but yeah DARIUS YOU ARE SO INTERESTING TELL ME YOUR COOL BACKSTORY ALREADY. I NEED TO KNOW #if we ever got teen raeda show & we saw darius was any combo of these willow traits id lose it #tc posts #toh analysis #dana terrace

[sonknuxadow]

idk how to word my thoughts so sorry if this is incomprehensible but its really cool seeing sega portraying shadow as like. heroic and cool and highlighting his positive traits and making him the protagonist of an upcoming thing. after so long of just reducing him to asshole rival and even occasionally going as far as to label him (and the rest of team dark) as a villain or place him in the same category as characters like eggman. please for the love of god let sxs generations be some good shadow food

#like maybe his ways of doing things arent exactly the same as characters like sonic but hes not straight up evil either .... #actually i dont think sonic really fits the traditional idea of a hero either but thats a topic for another post i think #originally i didnt care about sonic generations remaster and i thought having shadow be a focus was a weird choice #but the second they dropped that trailer and i saw doom's eye and what shadow's stages actaully looked like i got soo excited #got even more excited when i read the description that said black doom is the main villain and we're going into shadows past again #ive always wished theyd done more with the black arms but just assumed id never see black doom again . Well here he is . somehow . #now that i actually know what theyre going for yeah i think it makes sense to place it during sonic generations #because the whole time eater thing is the perfect setup for visiting shadows whole deal again #and retelling that story in an easily accessible way for newer fans or people who dont have access to older games/consoles

[skitskatdacat63]

Fernando Alonso × Unconventional Drinking Implements

#if i had a nickel for every time nano drank out of a trophy id have two nickels. that's not a lot but its weird it happened twice #dont ask me if theres more i didnt have the mental capacity to look up all his podium pics...theres 20 years worth #but if you do have more somehow miraculousy do of course hit me up #this is one of these things i think that youd have to experience by watching a lot of races bcs finding it by keywords is impossible imo #though i did look up various trophies and now i want to make a tier list of trophies by drinkablity 😭 #but yeah some people in the tags of the pics i posted were like 'he did exactly what i wanted to do![drink from the big cup basically]' #so this is like: hey! not the first time hes done it 🤭 #but like if these are the only two times hes done it thats hilarious #bcs its been 18 yrs so was he suddenly like 'oh my god wait i just remembered what i can do with this' #but like the 2005 is the wcc win so it makes sense why he did smth so over the top #but this one i really really feel like he let the impulsive thoughts win and was just 'this looks like a giant cup....' #not pictured: flavio also drinking from the trophy. he was so indulgent of his boy 🥹 #also i wonder if theres footage of him pouring in the champagne in 2023 cause i didnt even know he drank from it until i was looking at pic #cause thats my fav thing about the 2005 one is watching him trying to aim and pour it from way too high hahaha #oh also there is the brazil 2005 gp as well but he doesnt directly drink from it so i dont think it fits well here #but at the same time he really is looking at trophies like 'hmmm how well would this work as a cup' #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #2023 dutch gp #2005 chinese gp #fa14 #we do a little bit of f1 #formula one

[rains-pace]

in honor of the new spider-verse movie i did a quick study of one of my favorite shots from the original !! <33

#my art #spiderverse #spider-verse #into the spider-verse #miles morales #i know everyone in the world has studied this shot! now i have too! #id like to spend more time on it next time i stopped after about 30 minutes so i mostly just carved shapes in #i think id also like to ! get some more different painting brushes bc i couldnt get a lot of the shapes i wanted #but it was fun trying to study this without color picking or directly drawing over the composition and everything #so i was just eyeballing it . ive been trying to figure out color relativity by Feeling it out so i wanted to do it this way #comparing them has been interesting ! i can see where i compressed some spaces of the composition #anyway it HAS been almost a year since i posted art here HAHA but well i just post for fun so it doesnt matter #if i posted ocs id have more art here but i prefer not to so you just get stuff whenever i make fanart #i would LOVE to do studies from the new movie but i dont have access to high quality screenshots yet #i actually did this as an exercise with one of my friends from college hehe we exchanged spiderverse screenshots to study #i also added some chromatic abberation you know just for fun . i made a version with it over the full piece but i thought well #i preferred it like this #anyway ! bye !

[sneez]

some posters for conrad veidt films with my cat mole edited in in mspaint

#i have been watching. A Lot of conrad veidt films recently #the man who laughs is now one of my favourite ever films ive watched it three times in the past few weeks and i cry violently every time #i love all of them though hes so much fun to watch and so lovely i wish i could have met him #also hes like the best actor who has ever existed and im a homosexual so can you blame me #anyway ive been having fun putting mole on the posters. shes a star :) #i havent talked about her much here but my life basically revolves around mole she is my world 4 ever #i wish you all could meet her she is very small and old and i adore her with every part of my being #i hope you are all doing well friends i am very almost on holiday (yippee) so will hopefully be around more often #yippee 2 #ghost post #id in alt text by the way i thought it made more sense for a post like this

[mariemariemaria]

Does anybody else feel like mental health awareness has done very little to help them in material reality

#i was gonna say done nothing to help but that seemed too harsh #like there definitely is more knowledge about it now. maybe more people feel comfortable speaking about it which is good #but personally i don't feel that. like idk. workplaces will post about mental health awareness and then do nothing to help employees #the same w universities. my uni cut back the already meager mental health support #and then the government is doing absolutely fuck all as well #like idk im just back in a place i thought id gotten out of long ago and i still don't feel comfortable talking about it with people #maybe that's a me problem or maybe it's cultural or something idk. but in the 10 years ive been depressed (🫠) i don't think it's gotten a #whole lot better. teenagers are still dealing with the same shit i did and they're still not being taken seriously #women's mental health is not even spoken about.....anxiety depression sh eds etc are still ignored or seen as hysterical behaviour in women #or just normal esp with disordered eating. society hasn't changed people still want women to be stick thin and weak #like i know 10 years is a short time and there has been massive improvements in mh awareness if we look back over the past 50+ years #but idk i just think that it hasn't gotten better for a lot of people #i think specifically of belfast and like god. the amount of trauma there is the amount of homelessness the amount of substance abuse #drug abuse in particular that has gotten visibly worse over the past decade or so* #and i connect the dots n see the 2008 recession + a tory gov defunding the nhs + dehumanisation of homeless people & addicts + the troubles #+ ptsd + generational trauma + a negative peace + classism + paramilitary drug dealers + parties linked to those paramilitaries #and its like hmmmm i think we live in a society. and a mental health approach based on individual actions like journaling and meditation #isn't the way to go. or at least is not the be all and end all which is what a lot of mental health awareness raising seems to promote #*visibly worse on the streets. it was always a problem ofc but even a decade ago my parents never imagined it would be as bad as it is now #and it's become so normalised. i do think there's less individualism here than there seems to be elsewhere which can be good and can be bad #but i think we are becoming more and more individualistic. slowly. there's still a sense of community here but i do think it's changing #and callousness towards homeless people is one of the most obvious examples of this. #love when i put a wee asterisk in the tags of a post. like i have A Lot To Say lol

[cappydoodle]

sketches for my other fic, this one's for rise of the tmnt :)

#rise of the tmnt #rise of the tmnt movie #rottmnt #rottmnt movie #rottmnt au #rottmnt casey jones #casey jones jr #(technically lmao) #rottmnt oc #oooo boi i never thought i'd use that tag ehehe (this isnt meant to be mean im just usually too shy to post fandom ocs or aus like this) #my arts #my fics #id in alt text #figured that since i shared art of one of my fics here i might as well share some of the other one ehehe #these are all from october/november while i was planning out some of the bigger points of the fic i just didnt post em cause.im shy lol^^;; #deja vu all over again au

[bare1yart]

Long time no art, my music taste peaked in middle school

#hatsune miku #kagamine rin #kagamine len #kagamine twins #vocaloid #vocaloid miku #vocaloid len #vocaloid rin #rin kagamine #len kagamine #miku hatsune #accessible art #id in alt text #I made this to use for a YouTube playlist I want to make later #thought it’d take me like 15 minutes but it took me all day >^< #this is the first art I’ve posted here in months I’m sorry ghfkfhf #I’m making a lot of art but it’s on my d*r sideblog #so if you want to see it go there! though you might be subject to my reblogs as well #yes martin queue are my reason

[purpleshadow-star]

I think Nora wasn't 100% certain about Nicky’s character until after the first book. When you think about it, book 1 Nicky and book 2 and 3 Nicky are very different.

In The Foxhole Court, Nicky said and did awful things, but then in The Raven King and The King's Men, it's almost like he's a new character. If we think about Nicky’s backstory (provided to us mostly in book 2) and the way he is after book 1, he seems so out of character in the first book, which is funny because that was our introduction to Nicky in the first place.

Additionally, I think Nicky's book 1 behavior was mostly a plot device used to show Andrew's protective behavior and foreshadow his opinions regarding consent.

By the end of the series, we know Nicky as the guy who left his chance at a good, happy life behind in order to ensure that his cousins wouldn't have to live with the person who made his life terrible. Nicky left behind the love of his life, his chance at a new beginning, and he fought for the twins when he was barely an adult himself. Then, he proceeded to work multiple jobs to make ends meet and to get the twins through high school. And even after that, he stuck by them for college, despite the fact that neither of the twins thank him or show any gratitude towards him whatsoever.

By the end of the series, we know Nicky as the boy who just wants his family to love him or at least acknowledge him. He tries so hard to make up with his parents because he wants them in his life, but then, once they put Andrew in an unforgivable situation, Nicky doesn't hesitate to turn his back on them in favor of Andrew and Aaron.

By the end of the series, we know Nicky as the guy who just wanted to be friends with everyone. He wanted the team to be unified, and he was so happy when, by the end, everyone was able to mingle and act as a team.

Past book 1, we never see the predatory side of Nicky that we saw in book 1. He doesn’t make any more awful comments, and he doesn't make any more moves on anyone. It's not because of Andrew's influence. If Nicky was really a predator like that, he would have done stuff regardless of what Andrew said or threatened, just like how he did in book 1 at Eden's. Sure, Nicky probably says a few flirty things here and there, but that's part of his personality. He's a flirty guy, but the really creepy and downright awful comments and actions he makes and does in book 1 really don't reflect his character at all in books 2 and 3.

So, I think Nora was going to go in one direction with Nicky (which is what we saw in book 1), but then changed her mind and decided to get rid of the predatory, creepy stuff, which honestly made Nicky as a character make more sense based on his backstory. If Nicky was truly a predatory character, we would have seen more evidence of it after book 1.

All in all, it is possible to like or love Nicky while also hating his character in book 1.

#here's the nicky analysis post i mentioned in a previous post #tbh i love nicky but i also do hate his chatacter in book 1 #i never thought id be doing an aftg character analysis (well... for anyone other than neil or andrew at least) but here we are #i hope this makes sense lol #aftg #all for the game #nicky hemmick #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #nora sakavic

[skyburger]

"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die

#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf #because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game... #to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series #anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know. #well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years #fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself #but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary #and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS #so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it! #anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post #MY POINT HERE. my point here #IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY #its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again #and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w #she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all #and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations) #so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭 #my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only #anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level #and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game. #this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change #anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat! #imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level #I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post #anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today #scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died #muffin mumbles

[milkbreadtoast]

...hey guys completely random but i made a youtube channel 🚶🏻

#i never thought id be doing this but #after encouragement from some followers/oomfs on twitter... i finally did it... #i recently got a mic so... after i finish uploading my impromptu twitter voice covers #im gonna hopefully start recording and posting proper covers.....!!!!?!!?? #lmao #anyway no i dont think my voice is that great but #this is smth ive lowkey wanted to/fantasized abt for a while (uploading covers to youtube) #and ive already gotten bold enough to share them on twitter/here so #and ive been encouraged by a few nice ppl (bc else i would never do it skfbdnd) #so here goes nothing #🫡.....🏃🏻💨 #btw if u have any advice for how to set up my channel/what to put in the description kdhfdk #oh also i put a new username bc milkbreadtoast(fluffberries as well) was taken... #might change it tho... #my singing #<--my singing tag btw LMFAO #edit: o sidenote this is smth personal but #ive also wanted to record covers with my pre-T voice #so that if/when i ever go on T... I'll be able to look back on them #idk if i ever will go on T but if I do this is smth i def want to do before that #o btw... im not... ive never considered myself a 'singer' and ive never sang in front of ppl irl either or taken classes/joined clubs etc #but this has become a lowkey hobby the past couple yrs #and its rly fun to try to find ways to improve my singing... ive def improved bc #when i listen to covers i recorded a few yrs ago im like oh my fking god my ears... hell no... #like even just 2 yrs ago #i think i improved a lot in the past 2 yrs... or since graduating...? #/since covid/quarantine lmao

[orcelito]

OK so I have an inkling of an idea for a trigun ficlet. A one-shot, really. Not really any plot, but I just have the urge to write my own interpretation of Weird Plant Shit. Like for how much ppl tag this stuff as xeno, most of it's honestly pretty tame. Which kinda makes sense, considering a lot of this is being based off of the plants in stampede, which While uncanny are not NEARLY the amount of inherent horror of the plants in the manga. There's some FREAKY shit going on there. So like. You know. What if I took more inspiration from That for Vash's freaky shit?

#speculation nation #YES this is for a smut idea. dont judge me #ive never posted smut b4 bc ive exclusively been writing akeshu & theyre teenagers #im not interested in writing smut of teenagers #but i have my interests 😭 and i am an undeniable monster fucker. we been knew. #just. vague idea. ppl have run with the plant idea. & id wanna too. but in a different sort of way. #thinking more. venus fly trap kind of situation. NOT easily translatable to human biology #the kinds of shit that may trip even the most adventurous man up. but we all know he would take it in stride in the end. #idfk so much of the allure of this pairing to me is the inherent inhuman nature of vash's physical form. and how that manifests everywhere #the human and the angel. for all that entails. #i dont have an idea for an actual story for these characters yet. my brain is spinning them but it hasnt come up with that yet #but a lil smth self indulgent to just play around with Fun Ideas? i reaaally wanna go for it. #we'll see if i end up writing this. & if i end up posting it. #im both somehow Very solidly kinky and VERY solidly shy about it. aka why i barely post about that kind of stuff. #face in my hands just talking about this here. who knows how i'd fare with posting it. #but if i go thru the trouble of writing it you BET id go thru the trouble of posting it #and you B E T itd be angsty. the inherent longing and unsaid words. what am i if not an unrepentant angst writer lol #thoughts & ideas r spinning. i will have a merry little time. #uhm. do i need to tag this as anything. is this too tmi? i dont even know #WELL if u read the word 'xeno' and keep reading that's on U. sorry #here just in case if ppl r worried i will tag this as #tmi/ #sorry lol

[yanderespamton78]

ARG addis voice headcanons because i have nothing to do with myself but i also feel like im gonna explode

Turnon - N from Murder Drones (might be biased since they act very similar but even so). also after hearing Turnip voice that lil animation i think Turnips voice fits him very well too

Addon - LOOK. HEAR ME OUT. Winter from The Nursery Nurse. Cant find a good example so no link

Slick - idk what the voice filters called but the voice filter on the spooky black dude in this animation. he looks a bit like slick too lol

Pinup - Ok this was how i read it in my head for the first few pin posts but i feel it needs to be updated, even so either the chikn nuggit dog or Crumb's (cuptoast's) voice. again i do think this has changed and i dont read his posts in that voice really anymore but that was my first thought lol

Clickon - i dont really have one for clickon i seriously just cannot think of one for the life of me idk. if i had to pick then itd be Alexis from Schitts creek tho that could be since i was watching it earlier. Or maybe David from Schitts creek hmmmm,,, idk heres a clip of them lol

#sorry if any of these are inaccurate or arent how the creators pictured them this is just how i voiced them in my head #if the creators of these guys already have voice headcanons for them then id love to hear them :D #this has been something bouncing around in my brain for a while and idk what to do with myself atm so thought might as well post it #im waiting till 2am to see if a defrag comes out #thing is i do not have enough brain power to draw or play video games so im kinda just sitting here #i have energy but not #if that makes any sense #just desperately trying to keep myself awake atm lmao

[malwarechips]

i just think she's neat

#lev.png #hyperfixation.txt #hk #hk divine #ive been drawing her a lot lately so i thought id make myself a ref for my design of her lmao #and i might as well post it while im here #i thnk shes fun to draw . very shaped

[ashiyn]

rare ashy post about their private life but im gonna start getting regular infusions at the hospital and im honestly quite anxious and i just need to get it off my chest. ive had my diagnosis of an autoimmune disorder for a year now and i still often catch myself thinking "what if im just imagining it" or whatever, which YEAH, its normal especially after years of struggling and having people constantly not listen/believe your struggles but this just kinda hit me like a rock despite already having been on cytostatics for quite a while (which is already insane). cause you don't just simply go to the hospital to get your meds that can lead to life threatening situations if handled incorrectly for a disorder you've just imagined right. and idk it's just surreal that i went from almost wishing there was something "wrong" just so i could have an explanation to my struggles and now that i've gotten it, im struggling so hard to accept it that im belittling my struggles cause i almost feel ashamed. and i know for a fact that a lot of chronically ill people experience the same thing but it absolutely fucking sucks that it is like this. that i get to this point of an illness and i still struggle with feeling "disabled enough" and asking for accommodations. like who put this shame in my head and how do i beat the shit out of it

#dont know really where i was going with this but man. i never thought id be in this situation #1am posting might not be my brightest idea but here we are #and if anyone has any kind of experience with infusions themselvs lmk!! #i have a godawful needle phobia and ive had weekly injections that absolutely killed me and im hoping this might be a better solution #cause i take blood tests very frequently and they tend to go really well #it's just the 'time to voluntarily stab myself and knowing the meds feels like it's burning under my skin' that fucks me up too much #so hopefully??? its not the same?? #.post