#this upsets me

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Hi everyone,

So I found this picture on r/AutismPride. And this was the picture:

This is really upsetting to me, not only is it ridiculous, meme/joke or not. This also makes uncomfortable due to my PTSD from gunshots. So I made it better:

What do you think?

Note:

The rainbow infinity symbol represents neurodiversity.

The golden infinity symbol is represents autism. This is because the element Aureate. Which start with “AU”, which is also the first two letters of the word Autism.

#autism #actually autistic #meme? #this upsets me #tw ptsd #mental health #how are guns related to autism??? #feel free to share

[enspey]

WHY TUMBLR

Oh gawd, I hit refresh. This update. Why. Why is this changed. Give me back my clean space. I hate this. I hate everything about this. Someone hold me. I’m going to have to readjust how I navigate and I do not like it. T.T

#not art #fuck tumblr #this upsets me #tumblr update #tumblr update sucks #i need a hug

[the-stars-sigh-when-i-get-high]

The fact that I can’t even GOOGLE “My Sister The Vampire Ao3” shows just how small this fandom is😭 like I had to manually search the actual Ao3 site to find it😩 I’ve NEVER had to do that before🫠

#this upsets me #like alot #talk about underrated #small fandoms #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #my sister the vampire #mstv #vampire books #vampires #vampire fandom #underrated #vampire story #vampire fanfiction #long lost twins #identical twins #twin sisters #vampire twins #ivy vega #Olivia Abbott #parent trap au #tiny fandom #this is a travesty #starshine mine #i am devastated #google #why isn’t this fandom more popular #yall really missing out here

[linzumi]

my thumb hurts

#i drew this on my phone #this was half assed but why does it look better than literally any of the other drawings i’ve done of him #this upsets me #i’m distraught #dissapointment #in pain #zuko #prince zuko #atla #atla fanart #zuko fanart #i will now on be using this color pallet to draw him and he is half blind #me? draw his scare to resemble a hand pressing itself to his eye? no.. never. #my favorite colonizer #i love him #look at this man #if he chased you around the whole world and demanded that you give up your bf so he could restore his honor while going through #an early life crisis and giving you and your family trauma but in the end eventually becoming one of your greatest friends #would you still say no? #the brush that i drew this with is growing on me. #ibispaint art #i really wanna change my user but i’m to attached bc it’s a rare pair ship name lmfao! #i hate him #he needs to die #zuko is bisexual #honestly i like him better with short hair but the thought of him having luscious long flowing black silky smooth ass long hair is v nice #do i draw more of him tho and risk giving my thumb a blister? #u have given myself blisters on my thumb from using it to much to draw it’s so funny

[fandomlover18star]

THIS SCENE HURT TOO MUCH 😭😭😭

#infinite sadness #tragedy #look at him #i want to hug him #this upsets me #why are they like this #pain #im just 🥺🥺🥺 #CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP #bungou stray dogs season 4 #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd s4 #bsd season 4 #bsd spoilers #mushitarou bsd #mushitaro oguri #mushitarou #oguri mushitarou #bsd mushitaro

[troybarnesbabygirlconfirmed]

troy (it’s s’posed to be fun, turning twenty-one) barnes

#community #community nbc #trobed #abed nadir #troy barnes #troy and abed #nbc community #mixology certification #:( #baby #this upsets me #taylor swift #all too well #he just wanted a good birthday

[nathanprscott]

Please tell me that RE4 Remake learned from 2 and 3 Remake and actually gave their characters a personality... I'm so upset over how bland everyone is written to be. I watched an analysis on how the games compare to the originals in terms of characters and what drives them and I was shocked how dirty they did everyone. I just finished RE3 Remake and Jill literally has no shred of a personality. I'm so tired of the "unphased with a one liner for every situation" writing that has crept into games and tv :/

#yes i return to complain #this upsets me #and resident evil has made this type of writing their thing which annoys me #cause the games would greatly benefit from more complex character traits #they're lucky their gameplay is so much fun tho

[bouncydragon]

If they seriously banned AO3 (or made not accessible) in Germany, I will riot.

#it doesn't show up in Google search results #only the OTW homepage and AO3's wikipedia #it does show up in any other search engine that isn't Google though #so it might just be connection issues #but still #this upsets me #don't take my fanfics away from me #but reportedly Google did take it out of search results in Germany due to child protection laws? (utter bullshit)

[thewilddoghaunts]

"Listening" doesn't mean "blind obedience". Quit saying I don't listen just because I don't obey you. You're not my fucking boss.

#Lem #this upsets me #fuck you pb

[kennysaysthings]

Some of you need to learn the difference between nodding and shaking your head-

I’ve seen far too many people write “he shook his head” when meaning yes- shaking your head is interpreted as no, it’s a way of saying no without saying it. NODDING is yes, which I always found confusing but it was explained as “nodding off to sleep” which I always saw as someone standing up and sort of wavering their head up and down avoiding sleep.

TLDR:

Nodding = yes

Shaking your head = no

#nodding #shaking #fanfic writers #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #ao3 works #writing #sorry everyone #this upsets me #correct me if i'm wrong #but i swear #im right

[jarrodsbowen]

fikayo tomori i will free you from the hell that is the england nt bench 🙁

#itaeng #this upsets me

[rosescries]

My phone got a new update and it completely screwed up A03. :(

Everything EXCEPT the body text is fucking huge. That is, if I want to comfortably read anything anyway.

#this upsets me #why do this to me #rosey's nonsense

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

#ramble #if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands #you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things #some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible #the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think #i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex #this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!! #how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about #yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian #you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate

[alagaisia]

Hey. Why isn’t the moon landing a national holiday in the US. Isn’t that fucked up? Does anyone else think that’s absurd?

#space #the moon landing #I’ve never thought about it before tonight and it makes me VERY upset I’m not sure why #but I’m right!! #lunar landing day

[nymph1e]

On Discomfort and Morality

My father finds gay men uncomfortable.

He's told me before that it's like a knee-jerk for him. Something he doesn't consciously control. He sees two men behaving romantically, and his body reacts with mild discomfort.

In the 1960s, when he was in high school, most of the boys in his form thought he was gay on the simple fact that he wasn't homophobic. He wouldn't participate in insulting queer people, he didn't care if someone was gay, he wouldn't have a problem hanging out with gay people. So people thought he was gay. That's how prevalent homophobia was in his formative years.

When I was 10, my dad told me very seriously that Holmes and Watson were gay. That it was obvious from the literature and the time period that they were meant to be a gay couple. When I was 14 and I came out to my parents as bi, when my mum was upset my dad ripped into her for it. Told her that she was being stupid, that it was my life to live how I wanted to and that she needed to get over herself.

My dad formed my views on censorship: that being that it was completely ridiculous and thoroughly evil. He didn't believe in censorship of any kind. If I asked him a question about sex, he answered it honestly. When I was 12 and I asked him about homosexuality, still young and uncertain, he told me that there was nothing wrong with it. That it was just how some people were. That there was likely an evolutionary reason for it. And that for some people it was uncomfortable on an instinctual level.

He taught me that just because you're uncomfortable with something, doesn't make it wrong. He also taught me that most people don't understand this.

I see a lot of this on the internet as of the last few years. The anti shipping movement, the terf movement, the anti ace movement. It all stems from discomfort that people have crossed wires into believing means wrong. Really every -ism and -phobia out there stems from this same fundamental aspect of humanity.

The next time you see something and you automatically think it's disgusting, or wrong, or immoral, I invite you to ask yourself: is this actually wrong or does this just make me uncomfortable?

#shipping discourse #anti censorship #anti terf #my mum isn't homophobic #she was upset because she thought it meant i couldnt have children or a family #and this is something important to her #she was also not upset around me but to my dad in private

[telltaletypist]

the beatles are an infuriating band to me as a relentless contrarian. liking them is cliche, hating them is cliche, being indifferent towards them is cliche. it's impossible to have an novel or interesting take on the beatles in current year. like how am i supposed to win here?

#telling tales #doesn't help that i've made the upsetting discovery that i actually really like them #it brings me no joy to report this #the beatles