#this sounds so stupid

[the-moth-from-elsewhere]

A very random Scene 0 theory

Okay, hear me out.

Everyone keeps saying Mabayu looks/acts like an OC, being thrown awkwardly into the main cast, and retconned into existence. I’m here to propose that that’s intentional.

Mabayu wasn’t supposed to be part of the main cast and was just “edited out”. Mabayu WISHED to be part of the main cast. She wished to be a protagonist. That’s why everything is film reels, that’s why she has scissors. She isn’t cutting scenes out, she’s PASTING HERSELF IN. She’s splicing herself into a group and a series of events that she was never supposed to be involved with. She’s an editor, not a deletion. Note, too, that her magical girl outfit is centered around the film reels. If she was just a normal magical girl thrown out, why would her magical girl outfit reflect that? Shouldn’t she have made her wish beforehand? Shouldn’t it have been based around the wish she had pre-cut? Unless, of course…the film stuff related to her wish. In the era of film, most editing amounted to literally cutting and pasting on a reel…and she has a pair of scissors. She’s the one doing the editing. She’s the one with the editing tools.

That’s why her color scheme is wrong, that’s why her outfit is different, that’s why her involvement is so freaking forced. She’s a self insert OC of HERSELF.

Anyways that’s my theory of the day have a good night y’all

#mabayu aki #madoka magica #pmmm #holy quintet #madoka Magica theory #homura akemi #scene 0 #scene zero #magia record #theory #magireco #Magia record theory #Ramble #this sounds insane out of context #this sounds so stupid #but i digress #sorry lol

[secretaccountfordumbquestions]

Alright I've deleted everything on this side blog so I could ask dumb questions without my friends seeing

So here's my first odd question that I can't find the answer to on Google

Why the hell do I want to be a creature

Like a non-human beast

Don't get the wrong idea, I'm not a therian, I don't identify as non-human, I'm well aware that I am and that will not change

But like I wish I had ram horns, goat like ears, a long tail, and walked upright on digitigrade legs

Like a faun or a satyr but with paws instead of hooves, with sharp predatory teeth as well

And I find that when I walk on my toes and pretend I have paws, or I stretch with my arms out like an animal, or shake my head like one, I feel content

But again, I don't identify as an animal, think I am one, or anything else, I just find that when I act like this or pretend to be this one particular made up beast, it makes me happy and comfortable, but I don't understand why

I never do this in front of anyone, this is kept to myself, but I figured I'd just ask if anyone else does this

#dumb questions #nonhuman #non human #beast? #i dont even know what to tag this #acting like a mythical beast? lmao #this sounds so stupid

[the-homeschooled-dude]

Stupid Ezekiel headcanon(s): when Ezekiel was bitten in world tour he started making animal noises due to an infection that a rat had, it bit him on the neck and it slowly started to swell up due to it, he couldn't really breath that good so he started to wheeze a bit

The bite caused his skin to turn green due to the infection in his neck spreading around his organs, and his liver... he got liver failure lmao

When he got to boney Island radiation started to get into his lungs, (which caused him to spit acid) which gave him lung cancer kinda...idk idk, the acid also slightly made his mouth melt a bit.. not really melt but just got a lot more droopier than the normal mouth, which causes him to have trouble speaking, (I like to think the acid made his skin scaly and droopy, his mutated verson looks like a frog in my eyes)

#total drama #td ezekiel #ezekiel td #headcanon #your honor i think his mutated design shouldve looked like a frog #<- or a toad eitheir way works #<- i just want him to look more slimey... if this makes sense #this sounds so stupid

[mysteryofthemoon]

it happens, it always does. it’s a natural part of life.

i clung too hard, and they always leave

but i never imagined you would.

You, a queen of everything, left the ones you loved.

or maybe you never did, it’s just online afterall.

#pathetic poetry #this sounds so selfish #this sounds so stupid

[judjira]

ok hear me out now

scooby doo au

complete with homosexual tension

plus there's a dog

(sometimes, i scare myself with how amazing i am)

#this sounds so stupid #but also AMAZING

[futur3lov3r]

Did you read the book I recommended? Do you understand now, my Dorian?

There were so many ways you could’ve spun the end of us, and you chose to paint me as a liar? Well, I suppose I shouldn’t worry how you paint your words. You were never the artist you portrayed yourself as; too technical and logical, you never stitched your very skin to what you create like I did. You could’ve easily shown your work to anyone, without feeling like it bore your very soul. Maybe you made the right choice in separating yourself from your work, my heavy involvement, no, my obsessive entanglement with my work, has only been a deficit. I think there’s quite a bit of truth in the saying that the muse longs to be the artist, and the artist yearns to be the muse. For years I prayed to be in your spot, to exist in the world beautifully, I paint my face 100 layers thick and am considered as much as art as plain grey wallpaper, you’re considered worthy of sculptures in your honor without effort. I longed to have your ability to convince others that your whims were their very own, to have those who you simply consider amusing occasionally, writing hundreds of poems, even entire books about you. But I could never give up my devotion, even if it meant a beautiful youth like yours. I am unfortunately the most known artist to display you, I have burned my paintings and ground my sculptures to dust, now all that is left of the works of you, are my words.

#you will be known from my words and still call me a liar #this isnt about my boyfriend he’s still great #this is who I wrote about mid last year making a reoccurring star role #artist muse relationship #the artist wants to be the muse #the picture of dorian gray #dorian gray #basil hallward #this sounds so stupid #over complicated prose #i apologize #poem #poetry #nostalgia

[mizukiakiyama-tdi]

Since Ao3 is acting up lately(for me), would it be okay if I started doing fics on wattpad instead?

#this sounds so stupid #and corny #Ao3 hates me guys #/hj #wattpad #Ao3

[wyrm-with-a-why]

Does anyone else get those shivers up their spine from certain pleasant noises like sometimes I listen to like these crystal harp thingies and the sound like makes me body feel better

#not transformers #this sounds so stupid #but I can’t explain it any other way #sometimes noises give me goosebumps #in a positive way

[farfromstrange]

Funny story…

I was telling my mom about how I wrote 670k words for a single fanfiction series, which is more than a novel or two, I think. Not to speak of the reader inserts and everything else I’ve got going on.

Anyway, she then asked me if she could read it. I told her that it’s not as innocent as she thinks my writing is, and it’s dark as hell. She told me she doesn’t care, she just wants to know what I’m working on. Problem is just, she doesn’t speak English, so I’m over here translating the godforsaken first chapter into German and boy does it sound stupid. I don’t know if I can show her that without cringing.

Like, what is it with my mother tongue and having such complicated grammar that I need to sometimes change entire paragraphs to fit the actual meaning behind them. I know that’s basically how translation stories works, but with German it’s just… it’s hard, man. And I don’t know if she’s going to like it, which adds to my anxiety, so now I’m just staring at my screen and questioning my existence.

I was born here and my written German is worse than my English, and that says something.

So I made this and my friends absolutely lost it when I sent it to them:

The “sign” on the bottom right roughly translates to “sweeping week”. We basically have to clean our apartment building (if they’re not a huge high rise or owned by people who can afford weekly cleaners or something) every week, and every week a different apartment gets the sign so they know it’s their time to clean the building. It’s not that big of a deal. I’m usually done in about thirty minutes if all goes well. It ensures things are relatively clean, so that’s good. But it’s a German thing and I thought it was fitting.

Bonus from my friend:

#matt murdock #charlie cox #daredevil #lizzi talks #writers of tumblr #i read this in a very aggressive German accent #i know these are all stereotypes (the emojis) but they’re basically true #in my mind at least #german core #this sounds so stupid #but I’ve been hollering for the past 10 minutes #foreigner's god #bilingual problems #like mom just learn english smh 🙄 #just kidding i love her #but english is easy compared to german

[faerociousbeast]

yaoi and yuri IS very funny but whenever theres a game or show or series or whatever the heck that genuinely depicts the gay experience idk it hits me sometimes

#this sounds so stupid #like........ its such a simple thing to want to love someone else but people get so PRESSED and for WHAT #im not even that interested in romance for myself but by god i will fight for the rights to be yaoi yuri in public #.....sorry for expressing my stronger emotions as a joke. i was playing dreambound and it just really hit me especially after playing #the other silly yaoi games #what he wanted was SO simple. hes in hecking highschool all he wanted was to be in the same class as him #every time he got shit for it and all he kept repeating in his mind was #'i just wanted to be in his class' like..... its so simple its such a small request yet people cant handle that #or at the beginning when his dad said he wanted his son back #he never meant it in terms of seeing his son suffering #if he did he wouldnt have let him stay like that so long #he meant he wanted the son he THOUGHT he had the one he never had bc he never knew the son he actually did have #so he mourned the loss of one who never existed #you cant have him back you made him up all you had was your actual son here but you rejected him #you discarded him for not being the son you thought you had and NOW you want him to crawl back? #after all hes been through? #im GLAD he didnt feel anything im proud of him even

[silveryloneliness]

Something bad happened

Now I am sad

#this sounds so stupid #but it’s just what’s going on #idk #me irl #that’s just #how it be sometimes

[simstoyourdismay]

okay that's it. told myself i can't post until i fix this damn desktop theme. only then can i start posting equi/cholia content and hopefully some non-oc related sims 4 content :(

#this sounds so stupid #and wimpy #but that's me right now. sigh #honestly i just want to interact with more people but i have to fix my blog first #cause who do i look like inviting guests over when i don't have furniture.. #that was a useless analogy i'm done #i'm just biding time.. goodbye #atlas speaks

[sabrebash]

Celebrity Lookalike

#i sound so stupid but in real life she looked way more like inuyasha than even in my art this is so dumb #ah #embarrassing #art #comics #shitpost #basically

[fanatsrit]

all the words im reading are slightly muffled in my head for some reason i think its because its raining

#this sounds so stupid #fan's postings #bro i actually forgot i typed this 😭😭

[thankstothe]

this show rewires you fundamentally in 60 seconds and then just goes on to have more seasons. audacity

#house md #gregory house #james wilson #hilson #screencap #s03e02 “cane and able” #imagine bringing the receipts to the ceo of bodylanguage #“does sound like you though” #“worried your wings would melt” #“god doesnt limp” #are you kidding me? this is rapid fire and im already dead #havent stopped thinking about this #I do like that Wilson is wrong about House's ego here #he tries but he doesn't really get house #idk being worried and so wrong then doing stupid shit with all that is just very human #house isnt even mad and goes along with it #long post #longpost

[inkskinned]

hey btw if you're in the USA at  2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.

if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.

additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.

i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."

"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.

#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!" #to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid'' #like..... gets me #yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai #and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that. #you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time. #dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem. #these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly. #they arent meant to be fun and exciting. #OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off. #but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X #dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was. #i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill. #the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT. #like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU #for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...