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rainydaygt · 5 months

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i’m just so sleepy, y’all

#this might not fix me #but it would make me happy #g/t #giant/tiny #giant #tiny #giant tiny #art from the river #handheld #hand held #g/t handheld #sfw g/5 #sfw gt

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stil-lindigo · 2 months

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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floccinaucinihilipilificationa · 11 months

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#selfie bee #good evening friends!! how are you doing! C:#I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself #I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose #I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years #thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!!#not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ*#but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint #he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it #my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago #as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds #he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where #I think tattoos are super cool (´｡･v･｡｀) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo #it was heath ledgers face as the joker #at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years #a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets #can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street?#I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet #he might have special abilities #I hope you're having a good day friends!! C:#I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week #miss you!! ♥♥♥

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sourlemonadez · 7 months

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My first tumblr post aa throws this unshaded mess at you and runs

#fnaf #fnaf sb #dca #daycare attendant #moondrop #moon fnaf #moon security breach #moon x y/n #moon x self insert #my art #hdbdhwhdbhss #im not used to posting #and i also dont really like my art #but i felt like i could share this #SORRY FOR THE TERRIBLE PROPORTIONS BUT IM FAR TOK LAZY TO FIX #the hearts r so sappy lamsmksjdjd #might delete later tbh #this is very low effort excuse me #lems silly stuff

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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im a simple guy! i think about puppy Barnaby. i promptly explode into bloody heart-shaped confetti

#just a little guy learning to be tall... hard work #now if yall will excuse me im gonna shove my head into boiling water #that oughta fix me #pls enjoy the additional scribbles of his Attempts #they were too important in my mind not to include #godddddd i love himmmmmmm just a little guyyyyyy #i gotta puzzle out how to draw ms beagle #ive never drawn a chicken! much less a chicken puppet!#wait no sorry that was a fucking lie #i have drawn like. 2 chickens previously In My Life. i think... i could be wrong!#ive never claimed to have a working or reliable memory <3 #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #barnaby b beagle #hes just so small and sweet and immmmmm IMMMMMMM #unwell. simply unwell yes yes #there's no saving me! leave me for the vultures! allow me to live up to my url!#puppy barnaby already makes me feel as though my ribcage has been cracked open #might as well let the scavengers have a Taste. im sure im delicious!

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saradiation · 1 year

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HAPPY 413! 🎂

#EDIT: If you saw me mess Jade's space sign no you didn't #omg 🫣#fixed it ^^''#(let it be a lesson that I shouldn't draw late at night )#it might still be a little early for some of you but it's officially April 13th here!#have fun today! :D #john egbert #rose lalonde #dave strider #jade harley #beta kids #god tier #homestuck #homestuck fanart #homestuck art #413 #my art #sketches

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thebibliosphere · 15 days

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Holly Mop really said why be angry when you can go back to sleep and honestly, she’s so right.

#holly mop #yeah #actually #sleep might fix me #undescribed

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lovealwayssay · 18 days

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I would pay an ungodly amount of money for a Supernatural finale where Dean rescues Cas from the Empty and tells him he loves him too, Eileen comes back to be with Sam, and Jack chooses to live with the four of them in the bunker as a happy family.

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shevr · 1 year

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#mlp #rare attempt at putting to (digital) paper a rare occurence of some sort of joke idea #not the funniest and i wasn't fast enough to draw it before it started boring me but there it's out into the world anyway (sorry)#it might seem weird for someone who's drawn 3000+ diary comics but i badly lack experience with comics actually #severe lack of variety in my practice #fixing that this year maybe ?#shevr #my lines

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sad-leon · 1 day

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(good future) Finding Home Pride edition <3

Trans Leo pride is something I see a lot, but personally, FH Leo wouldn't celebrate his gender. He grew up around Gali, who went through a lot of gender struggles, especially in his younger years, and with the brothers being so accepting, it's just another part of his life

But his lack of romantic attraction? That's something that stands out to him. He sees the brothers with their own attractions and crushes and such and realizes he stands out. He's different. But that's okay because he's still him and he's still valid

anyways~ it's pride month, which means i get to be even more annoying about aro pride ^-^

that final shot without text:

#sad•leonart #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rise leo #rottmnt leonardo #rise leonardo #finding home au #aromantic #aromantism #aro pride #featuring future fh designs to give me more motivation to sketch the next update #might do something for agender pride later #gender is hard a system and we think its a fitting label for our system rather than just wren #cuz 'bana isnt a demiboy #but its a good flag so we usually just use that #although fh probably settles more on a demiboy label #he doesn think much of gender #but he prefers when people view him as something mroe masculine #<- a little bit of big mama trauma in that decision #as a treat <3 #shoutout to csp for currupting this whole file when my laptop crashed #and recovering it yeeted a lot of progress #but hey #its done now :D #and i do like how it turned out #even if a few scars are missing but im tired and dont have the energy to fix it rn #tag wall oops #if you read this far down.. hello :D

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ulgapodatkowa · 10 months

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cry all you want but at the end of the day I am forever and always a slut for "the confession comes from the seemingly less emotional one of the two" trope and I will watch it again and again to devour it properly

#something something if I loved you less I might be able to talk about it more #don't get me wrong I still want fix it fics #but the way they've done it is so damn yummy #good omens spoilers #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens s2 spoilers #ineffable husbands #azicrow

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luvrbunni · 1 year

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the URGE to be making out with a big boy while im sitting on his lap and feeling him get hard under me.. letting him feel me up and rock my hips for some form of relief as the tension builds up..

#sorry im becoming a little crazy rn i cant lie #NEED to be kissed and fucked #it might not fix me but im willing to try #mlm nsft #gay nsft #nsft mlm #ftm mlm #ftm nsft #trans nsft #nsft trans #ftm ns/fw

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rain-the-harpy · 3 months

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*You see something glowing.*

- @tangy-tangerine

*I dive down at it and land on a nearby tree, causous*

#Internet is still kinda iffy for me #I might not be able to RP tonight #But I know that everything will be fixed within 10 hours

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taitavva · 6 months

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