#this live version changed my life

[lokimobius]

And you wanna scream Don't call me "kid," don't call me "baby" Look at this godforsaken mess that you made me You showed me colors you know I can't see with anyone else

​ILLICIT AFFAIRS TAYLOR SWIFT: THE ERAS TOUR dir. Sam Wrench (2023)

#taylor swift #the eras tour #tsedit #tscreators #tswiftedit #tswiftgif #tswiftdaily #dailymusicedit #dailymusicians #dailymusicqueens #dailymusicsource #mine #this live version changed my life

[sunshades]

Obviously a complicated subject to navigate but the theme of "a person's worth" in the canto is a very interesting adaptation of the book and I'm enjoying it very much.

Heathcliff's attitude towards and understanding of his own upbringing shapes how he acts with the second generation- it's a sort of experiment for him, as he sometimes likes describing it in scientific terms. Talking about the boys with Nelly he draws this distinction between Hareton and lil Linton, that Hareton is an incredibly smart child and very aware of his own situation and degradation- especially as he meets other people his age, namely the younger Cathy, for whom he quickly develops feelings for, and love becomes yet another thing he cannot be allowed to participate in.

While in game it's someone else who ends up saying these lines, what they're actually referring to + what they represent in the book is actually shown through Hindley, the degradation, relegation to servant and denial of education as well as the condemnation that to Hindley is the most cruel and most important: losing the worth "necessary" to be loved.

In the end book!Hindley's efforts go through in making Heathcliff a horrible person just like him, though neither his nor game!Hindley's plan ever manages to actually deprive Heathcliff of his sister's love (though they certainly work in making him believe that!), but book!Hindley's plans are further defied by Heathcliff becoming rich and educated, and book!Heathcliff's plans go off the rails even further as Hareton is not only smart, but also manages to become a legitimately good person- which is where I think it's very clear how game!Hindley is inspired by Heathcliff's book self. This line describes game!Hindley's behavior towards Heathcliff and Catherine just as much as it describes book!Heathcliff's towards Hareton and young Cathy.

But in the end the point is there's this awareness of being hurting and turning a person into something they're not, something worse.

I think it's also very important to note those first rate qualities he talks about are very heavily referencing Hareton's ability to learn. While Heathcliff doesn't talk about this when referring to himself by this point it's obvious his own learning abilities are something he's quite proud of, all through the book he's adapting and changing to what he's faced with (from his first appearance as a child, where he doesn't even speak the same language as the family, but learns soon after, to his final plan for his own burial) and by comparing himself to Hareton he's recognizing those same qualities in him. And I feel like with what we've seen of game!Heathcliff ever since the first chapter, and what we see of him in the different identities and mirror worlds, this is gonna be quite important in part 3- all the abuse has never deprived him of his ability to improve, to learn new things, to trust in new people, just as it's never deprived him of the love he no longer feels worthy of. So! Hope we'll get to see you realize that soon, Heathcliff!!!

#bell.txt #limbus company #canto vi spoilers #canto 6 spoilers #I WAS LIKE IM GONNA TYPE A SMALL THING REALLY FAST AND INTEAD I BURNED MY HAMBURGERS WHILE WRITING THIS #this is also part of why heathcliff? is not book!h and specifically he isnt part 2!h. #his revenge is turned completely inwards instead of being outwards which makes them completely different characters #heathcliff? is specifically a deviation of timeskip!h: i was planning on doing justice on myself; until i heard your voice #it is a version of him thats never heard cathys voice again- it is the version of him whos never realized he was loved #that voice changes him! it is the reminder that she (and her love! and a future happiness!) existed- and that i have lost her! #that is a very important point in all his further behavior: all that rage is because he KNOWS they couldve lived a life together if they #hadnt been separated by circumstances and injustice. he KNOWS that was injustice that was done to him. okay im done. THANK U FOR LISTENING #edit: added alt thumbsupemoji. made me remember the extra Cycle moment in cathy mentioning the cudgel #while heaths log mentions earnshaw presumably beating hindley w/his cane. i believe hindley also fights w/one in the rabbit fight doesnt he

[webvampzz]

why is nobody talking about him broooo 😭😭😭wheres the bill appreciation

#doawk #I FUCKING LOVE BILL #hes my wife #my pookie wookie #my little meow meow #i need him so bad #oh yeah. movie is diary of a wimpy kid rodrick rules (the live action version) #go watch it its so cool and amazig and changed my life and its amazing and copl and

[irafuwas]

Fujii Kaze - 「Hedemo Ne-Yo」

野菜ばっかの生活しょんのに 腹が立つことちょっくらあんのは カルシウムちと不足しとんじゃわ おどれ、おどれ、おどれ、おどれ

Even though I been living a vegetarian lifestyle There's still something that's pissin' me off Maybe I got calcium deficiency or something God damn it, God damn it, God damn it, God damn it

慎ましやかに生きていきょんのに いつもなんかが邪魔をするんじゃわ こんな時ゃ人目もはばからずに 踊れ、踊れ、踊れ、踊れ

I'm just tryna live a modest life here But there's always something gettin' in my way Times like this you gotta stop caring what other people think And just dance, dance, dance, dance

かと思いきや正反対 とても平穏な新世界 願うはここへずっと居たい もう限界 神様 力をちょうだい あんたがいれば無問題 変わらぬものにしがみついてたい

But it turns out I had everything all backwards This is such a peaceful world All I wanna do is stay here forever. I can't take it anymore God, please give me strength As long as you're by my side, then everything will be okay For once in my life I just want to grab hold of something that isn't going to change

あんたの軽ぃキック へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃパンチ へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃブロウ へでもねーよ へでもねーよ バカじゃねーよ あんたの軽ぃディス へでもね��よ あんたの軽ぃヘイト へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃマウント へでもねーよ へでもねーよ それでえーの?

Your weak-ass kick / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass punch / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass blow / I couldn't care less! I couldn't care less. I ain't a damn fool. Your weak-ass diss / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass hate / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass flex / I couldn't care less! I couldn't care less. We done here?

帰れ うちへ帰れ 黙れ しばし黙れ 騒げ よそで騒げ 騒げ、騒げ、騒げ、騒げ 帰れ うちへ帰れ 黙れ しばし黙れ 騒げ よそで騒げ 騒げ、騒げ、騒げ、騒げ

Go home, just get outta here Shut up, just shut up for a while Go wild, but do it somewhere else Go wild, go wild, go wild, go wild Go home, just get outta here Shut up, just shut up for a while Go wild, but do it somewhere else Go wild, go wild, go wild, go wild

かと思いきや急展開 自分次第で別世界 作り変えられるみたい 信じたい 神様 力をちょうだい 一人じゃ何も出来ない 確かなものにしがみついてたい

But then everything suddenly changed This is a brand new world, everything's up to you You can turn it into whatever you want. That's what it seems like. That's what I wanna believe in God, please give me strength I can't do anything on my own For once in my life I just want to grab hold of something I’m sure of

あんたの軽ぃキック へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃパンチ へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃブロウ へでもねーよ へでもねーよ バカじゃねーよ あんたの軽ぃディス へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃヘイト へでもねーよ あんたの軽ぃマウント へでもねーよ へでもねーよ それでえーの?

Your weak-ass kick / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass punch / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass blow / I couldn't care less! I couldn't care less. I ain't a damn fool. Your weak-ass diss / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass hate / I couldn't care less! Your weak-ass flex / I couldn't care less! I couldn't care less. We done here?

あんたの軽ぃキック あんたの軽ぃパンチ あんたの軽ぃブロウ あんたの軽ぃディス あんたの軽ぃヘイト あんたの軽ぃマウント へでもねーよ

Your weak-ass kick Your weak-ass punch Your weak-ass blow Your weak-ass diss Your weak-ass hate Your weak-ass flex I couldn't care less

#song tl #my tl #fujii kaze #i couldn't find a video with this version of the song that wasn't either a live performance or the MV so i just chose the MV #anyways this is a Leona song for me #cause on the surface it just sounds like fujii is telling you to go f yourself hdfjkgh but if you look closer at the lyrics #he's telling you that HE is in charge of his own life and there is nothing you can to do him to change that #but there's also the undertone of how much he's struggled so far and he's asking god to make things better #so there's like a dichotomy in the song of fujii realizing he can make his life how he wants it to be but he's still so scared #which i feel fits leona's character well

[unsanctitude]

ough im thinking about my Otter

since i have an interest in making characters from extinct ice-age era species i may make him a fake species of sea otter! whom absurdly larger than extant sea otters! which is why hes so fucking big

#giant sea otters........ #there are actual giant extinct otters like enhydriodons #the thing is most extinct giant otters seem to be largely terrestrial or freshwtr & id like him to functionally be a sea otter But Bigger #(ignore how he technically is terrestrial given he is a Man Who Walks i wanna make a feral version OK) #regardless i may make some funny changes to him to reflect a distinct species #is it anachronistic to build a world of extant species living alongside their fossil relatives PROBABLY but that wont stop me #i want giant beaver in my life. i want smilos in my life. i want mastodon in my life. i want megalodon in my life.

[butwhatifidothis]

Me: Man, even if I prefer other ships, I can at least appreciate Claude///leth for finally having a lord/leth ship have the two be on equal standing with each other growth wise, where the two actually show off traits to the other that signify them as nice stand-alone characters that also happen to grow with each other quite well. It’d be a shame if any spinoff media were to completely fuck with the one thing I like about this ship-

Hopes: *heavily implies, if not outright state, that Claude only has any semblance of curiosity, morals, or trust if and only if he is in the general presence of Byleth and that he’d be literal garbage without them giving him good traits through osmosis*

Me: 

Me: well that’s unfortunate

#Fire Emblem Warriors Three Hopes spoilers #Fire Emblem Warriors: Three Hopes spoilers #anyway 3H!Claude///leth >>>>>>>>> Hopes!Claude///leth you cannot change my mind #Hopes' version is literally why I don't like Dimi///leth or Edel//eth #because so much of the lord's growth is strictly given to Byleth while Byleth themselves barely exists as a character #is was GOOD that Claude///leth was different!! that Byleth made distinct choices for Claude that they didn't do for others!! #Claude is legit the one non-Nabatean other than BYLETH'S DAD to ever learn of Sothis straight up living in Byleth's head #He helps Byleth find Rhea for his own curiosity AS WELL AS Byleth's sake (and their ACTIVE WANT to find Rhea) #They joke around with and open up to each other MUTUALLY #It's not just Byleth acting as a brick wall for others to dump their backstories onto - they share parts about themselves to Claude #And in return Byleth encourages Claude's ALREADY FUCKIN' EXISTANT curious nature - they don't CREATE it #''I feel a pull towards you'' and ''different personalities without Byleth/Garreg Mach'' RUIN Claude///leth imo #because it gets rid of their unique and equal dynamic #for the typical and boring ''Byleth Stood There and magically changed [insert character here]'s life forever'' #and fucks over Claude's character so that he's a completely and utter shitstain #who somehow COMPLETELY CHANGES ENTIRELY if Byleth is within a 500 ft radius of him #anyway just wanted to rant a bit lmao ignore me being madge over a ship that's not even an OTP of mine lmaoooo

[maraeffect]

really long quasi -spiritual post below cut

i just got this sharp, weird, specific ache in my chest seeing a cute little art about good days... wtf....i always get these weird flashes of this place that feels very familiar and bittersweet, but idk where it's from. and i think i just unlocked a different flash after like 6-8 months. i think what i'm seeing flashes of are images of the life i idealized for myself; from an amalgamation of daydreams and things i saw elsewhere that were beautiful and sweet to me.

idk what the images mean. i still don't know where they're from. one is just me standing in a snowy street in the middle of the night. there's huge trees lining each side of the road. i think maybe it's from a memory in Asheville as a child? on our way back home.

tonight what the new one was a flash from inside a car, that was driving through a historic/brick town district in the snow. the wipers were going to get the snow off the windshield. idk why, but i instantly felt so....sad. in the image i felt like things were calm for me. like there was a life there that i'd always dreamed of, where everything came easily and things were always beautiful. and then i snapped back to real life and felt so, so sad.

i'm not ever going to have these memories or flashes in time back to myself. i can hardly remember them anyway. but it feels like at some point, my life took a very sharp turn away from the things i had dreamt about. and that some ghost of me, in some alternate universe, might still be living life on that pathway. and they get to experience the version of my life that wasn't so traumatic. idk. as much as the images are so beautiful, and interesting. they hurt just as bad or worse when i realize that they're never going to come back for me.

#i think the sharp turn was when i got cancer the first time #granted. things are very different but in ways that gave me some of the best things ill ever have #i would have never met my soulmate uf not for the first cancer battle. its what made my parents move to Florida #nd thats where i met her. its really soothing to know that maybe it all actually went to plan #nothing ''changed'' or '' #''diverged“”*** but. it just set the stage for the wonderful things i experienced despite everything else sucking #it's just weird now how it feels like ive been living a double life against the version of me that never got sick. #it makes sense though. i think that part of me died when i got sick. and ill never get it back. #my innocence or my childhood or the part of me that hoped that everything might actually turn out okay. #we all keep going and move on bc time stops for no one. but i still think about her sometimes. #the one that died back in 2013. #chatter #long post

[sovonight]

,

#ohhhhhhh i really do dislike the tonal shift in bg2/tob so much........ and by that i mean mostly in xan's mod 😭 #i mean maybe the sense of betrayal and disappointment is immersive but it really leaves me with No idea what to do with him #in my version of radri's story. like. do i do my best even with all the parts i find ooc? do i cherry pick what i want and forget the rest? #and even after all my complaints i keep thinking back to his author. the fact that somehow this is the *intended* experience #currently feeling like the necromancer who resurrected their wife and is convinced she came back wrong but who just never truly knew her #i keep going back to 'estel'amin'. the fact that xan named charname his hope--and then quickly stopped using that name for her #once her bhaalspawn nature continued to affect her life after the conclusion of bg1 #so--basically--i'm to assume that he changed his mind? she's no longer his hope; his light; and if she is it's rare #he just calls her beautiful now; something far more shallow #and the fact that in tob he vacillates between subtly criticizing her for her nature which she has no control over #(and which in radri's case she has never even willingly given in to)-- #and attempting to comfort her after her nature makes bad things happen to her & around her #--but then his comfort is once again undermined by the aforementioned shallow compliments #it's coming across as 'i love your body despite what you are in spirit' and really isn't a great look at all #look maybe i'm crazy but in bg1 i got the impression that he was able to accept and move past it fairly quickly #like 'ok you're a bhaalspawn so now let's move into problem solving. obviously i have to quit my job and travel with you full time' #but in bg2 he spends most of his time lamenting about how hard it must be for her to live like this #while also pointing it out as a personal flaw of hers. as if she'd had any say in who her father was #like there are npcs literally shouting 'i hate all bhaalspawn!' and here he is--supposedly her closest supporter-- #also subtly saying 'i hate bhaalspawn' right to her face #when literally as a neutral alignment and as a companion of 1-2 years-- he should actually have THE most nuanced take on her??? #in bg1 he says murder is unavoidable in the life of an adventurer. then in tob he comments that charname kills everyone haphazardly-- #--as though in another jab to her nature. meanwhile as a constant companion he should know better than anyone that it wasn't so simple #idk. i'm almost feeling gaslighted by the narrative in a sense #because when everyone else talks about xan in bg2/tob--including charname via the dialogue options/written internal dialogue-- #they say that he's ~gray~ and calm and collected and emotionless etc #meanwhile he's literally the most emotional guy in the game. like. he's freaked out SO many times #so?? how am i supposed to take anything here genuinely?? how am i supposed to engage??? SIGH #anyway today's my first day at my new job and i have to wake up in 2 hours & im certain that i'll be too nervous to eat today #my goal for today is just to not be fired 👍 12 hours from now it will be over...

[kuroshirosb]

Pokemashe unova is to pokemashe sinnoh as persona is to smt

#No I won’t elaborate outside of #Sinnoh was meant to have themes of memento mori initially #just like P3 #but then it moreso became sort of attack and kill god SMT tone #with alignments and everything #whereas unova shares a lot of themes with P3 LOL #unintentionally #cuz #(motions towards Hilbert dying at the end) #(having lived as full of a life he could of had and changed peoples lives for the better) #bw2 is BW’s version of the answer /j /j /j #also I keep saying this but pokemashe kuroship is very joker and akechicore lol #although that was my intention from the start #unlike unova as a whole sharing themes about death was not as intentional in the beginning LOL

[gideonisms]

sometimes I like to think that maybe there is an older version of me who has different problems and understands why I was the way I was and is able to have pity for this version and maybe would come back and sit next to me if she could. I'd like for there to be a sexy 40 year old version with silver streaks in her hair and glasses. I'll probably be obsessed with myself if I get that old. I've always wanted to look like the one random lady general from the first 30 minutes of any star wa rs movie

#sometimes i think! you know i felt bad about my religion for the entire first 18 years of my life and then it just. stopped being a problem #well it didn't stop being a problem it became an entirely different problem opposite to the one i had #i felt weird about liking women for ages until once again. it became a totally different problem! #idk there are so many things about me that probably are just going to be different someday. i never like to assume i won't change #maybe one day i'll even muster some compassion in my soul for the version of me who lived from 2013-2022. idk. that one's difficult #it's easy to look at yourself at age 11 and be like aw she was trying! give her a break #ages 17-27 are harder. she was grown up all of that was cringe and fail #being kind to your past self is for people who never actually did any harm #i've been kinder the past few years by just leaving a situation when i get angry or sometimes prematurely before i can make anything worse. #but it's not like i'm a better person i just take myself away until i can be nice #i kinda hate that bitch (me) but like what are you going to do. it's wildly impractical to live in that emotion #better to have other emotions instead so you don't think about that one

[glennmillerorchestra]

even that wretched bastard was not beyond redemption!

#heard the live version of this on my college radio station while cooking dinner the other night and it changed my life where it matters

[26labrd]

What do you think of Jamie Bell's version of Tintin in the 2011 movie? I personally find Jamie's delievery of his lines and the facial expressions he makes to be satisfying and attractive so I love it. However, I do recognize some differences in the way movie Tintin acts compared to the comic version.

In the comics Tintin has an easygoing personality and is rarely annoyed. He's very patient yknow. While the movie Tintin looks very done with everyone lol. He's patient too, except that it's the bitch-im-this-close-to-snap kind of patience lol. I don't have a problem with it, I think it adds great comedy, plus it's a realistic & relatable reaction considering how the guy is surrounded by airheaded/distracted characters.

They got his curiosity/obsession and quick-thinking and some other tiny personality details right though. The movie Tintin doesn't feel far away from the original one, it just seems less "childish" and more relatable? Movie Tintin feels 25+ years old to me, meanwhile comic Tintin feels 15-20 years old because of how happy/energetic and "unbothered" he seems with many problems? (Although I think Tintin being 25+ makes more sense even though I know Herge thinks of him as 16-17, smth like that)

A scene I can think of where Jamie's Tintin acted so much like the comic version was when the captain asked him how much he knew about the unicorn and he replied with "Not a lot, that's why I'm asking you" he looked & sounded so cute and very comic Tintin-ish imo.

All in all I love Jamie's Tintin and ngl watching him makes me feel butterflies lol. But I can't help compare him to the comic Tintin and be reminded of their differences. I wonder if that's because of the script or just Jamie's way of portraying him?

Anyways, I wanted to know what you think. Maybe you can write a comparison post about Jamie Bell and Jean Pierre's portrayals of Tintin? Not like a "this one is better" comparison, just an analysis. Yeah just a suggestion.

Thanks for reading this far and I'm excited to read your thoughts on this topic!

sorry it took a little while for me to answer this! it was hard to organize my thoughts – which, it turns out, i have a lot of, so i’m putting this under a cut.

overall, i liked his performance, yeah! i think he’s a fine tintin. i think they did some things really well with him, like his curiosity and drive, as you mentioned, as well as his confidence and self-assuredness (the scene that comes to mind for these is the “we’ve got one bullet” scene). i know jamie bell is a dancer, too, which helped him nail the physical aspects of playing the character.

as for the differences, i think the main ones you listed – his impatience, annoyance, and less easygoing nature – just have to do with the stories they chose to adapt. in crab with the golden claws, tintin is indeed often shown losing his patience with the captain; in unicorn he gets cranky when barnaby and sakharine don’t stop pestering him, and when the woman hogs the phone booth in the rain. it wouldn’t be my personal go-to for a tintin portrayal to have these traits so forefront, but it provides more depth to his character/gives him more of a personality and makes him more well-rounded.

bc like. tintin in the comics is kind of bland LOL. which i'm pretty sure was mostly by design. we see him develop and gain more of a personality as the series progresses but for a lot of it he is kind of left blank. so the script writers had to fill in these gaps and round out the character in order to make the sort of protagonist that could carry a feature-length film. and i think they did a decent job! generally i think movie-tintin’s traits make sense and feel like a natural progression of the comics character. he is still recognizable as tintin, but just an older and more grown-up version of his comics counterpart, like you said.

that being said . there is just something about this version of tintin that is just a little bit off. and i cannot put my finger on it. this section will be more incoherent because i'm really struggling to put it into words lol. but he just doesn’t Feel like tintin to me... like. i think he’s a little too serious tbh . i wish they had let him get a little playful with it, but tonally i dont think it would have worked. and i think there’s just a lightness and a warmth that’s missing from this portrayal. not that i wanted him to be happy all the time or whatever, but he feels closed off in a way that tintin never has to me, so it feels just a little off to see him portrayed like this. like there’s a difference between closed off and reserved, and i think movie-tintin is closed off, whereas comics-tintin is just reserved. i don’t know if that makes any sense. at this point i'm just going off vibe rather than anything concrete that i can cite lol im sorry this is so nebulous

AND HONESTLY i think for me it also has to do with the fact that they made him do that posh english accent 😭😭😭 it just feels so wrong to me. like maybe i'm just too used to hearing him with a canadian accent (shoutout to the 90s cartoon) but. yeah. and i know that’s not jamie bell’s natural accent either, so it feels doubly weird

all this to say yes, i do like jamie bell as tintin and i think he did a wonderful job, and i think that this version of tintin makes sense, even though he doesn’t quite fully Feel like tintin to me

i don’t know that i'll write a comparison post, just because it seems kind of daunting and because i'm not super confident in my grasp of tintin as a character. which i know is ironic to say, given that i just wrote a bunch about tintin as a character, but this post is largely just opinion, and for something as “official” as a comparison analysis i’d definitely have to go back and reread/rewatch to be able to say anything with any confidence. it's certainly something i'd like to do at some point! i have a lot of thoughts about jean-pierre’s tintin as well and would love any excuse to talk about him. (spoiler alert: i think jean-pierre feels like tintin way more)

but anyway, thanks for your question!

#huge disclaimer it has been a while since i’ve watched the movie #changed my mind a lot while writing this and honestly i still don't know that i'm 100% sure about everything #i always second-guess myself when it comes to this movie lol #i don’t think i could pinpoint whether the differences are script vs performance tbh #idk how much input jamie had but surely they influenced and informed each other on Some level #ask #i could also just make a standalone post gushing about jpt's tintin. he's literally everything to me #i do think another thing that makes the movie and comic versions feel so different despite being very similar on paper #is just. the nature of their respective mediums? like the tone and the look of them #the comic version with its cartoon style and vibrant colors is automatically going to give off a different impression of tintin #when compared to the life-like realism of the movie #which is. kind of the point. it's an Adaptation it's bound to be different #that being said i think 60s tintin manages to nail the vibe of the comics despite being a live action medium #because that's what it was going for! and the 2011 movie wasn't trying to do that #ANYWAY. need to stop before i write another essay in the tags #long post #why am i scared to post this 😭 i just hate sharing my opinion #thoughts #liittleghostt

[wp100]

happy MJ day <3

#man he wouldve been 65 #i feel like if he didnt have all the shit happen in his life he would still be here #makes me sad to think about but hey he changed music forever #and he lived the life of like 2 or 3 people. with the shit he went through im honestly #surprised he made it to 50 #people are hoping the estate releases remasters or at LEAST HD versions of his other music videos #i am NOT holding my breath on that #im not expecting anything from the estate #but it WOULD be nice. yknow. pretty please. Haha #itd be funny if someone dropped a whole live show we've only seen in amateur footage #anyway. happy bday to the king

[arthur-r]

had a really good night. feeling a little bit sick to my stomach but what can you do

#met seth from poolboy again today!! twice if you count each occurrence how i did the first time #so i’ve seen poolboy twice and theoretically met seth five times. i mean that’s how many conversations i had so. pretty fucking awesome #however i feel a little bit ill. cause of listening to my recording and hearing how awfully annoying i am #the keyboardists fiancé was actually standing right in front of us and so after the show he talked to us #cause me and my two friends who were there we were singing along to all the songs and poolboy is not a very famous band #so after the set was done the guy was like asking us questions and then he’s like yeah i’m actually engaged to jp from poolboy #and anyway that was really really cool in the moment. i just feel a little bit ill hearing myself talk to him? #like ‘poolboy is my fAvorite band .. ‘ ‘..my favorite song of theirs tOtal is corrections’ #i dont know. i think i’m just dysphoric and autistic so i have to feel bad about conversations when i have them recorded #but. um. i met jp dreblow’s fiancé that’s Pretty Cool. and i talked to seth and he gave me a free CD!!!! #cause i only had a $20 or a $5 and it was $10 and they didn’t have change and so he said it’s fine just take it for free!!!! #this was after i told him that they’re my favorite band and the absolute coolest and that we had seen them before back in january #and all of that. and i did meet him three times that day (shdhdf it’s a silly way to count it) but also got his autograph so. i’m really #lucking out with these interactions. secret to a dream life: have the most random guys who live in your state be your favorite band #it can’t go wrong. these guys are absolutely incredible and i have had so many random opportunities to say hi and be really excited #anyways i have a year of the weasel vinyl from the january show (with autograph) and a good orchard CD from today (free and with lyrics) #and i got a photo with seth today. i’m pretty sure what i said was ‘could i get a photo with you if that’s normal?’ and he said yeah sure #i feel like my relationship with poolboy is like. the opposite of a parasocial relationship. or like the most amplified version of that #cause i think of them as super cool unattainable celebrities but it’s like. some guy with a masters in library science who i’m probably the #first person to have asked for an autograph or a photo or anything like that. but see there’s the funny thing is that it’s both kinds of it #on the one hand i think of them as fancy fancy when they’re just some guys. but i also think of myself as The Only Poolboy Superfan which is #not necessarily true. who knows really. but they’re sure pretty freaking awesome and i sure got to see them today!!!! #anyway i’m real tired but i was really happy to see poolboy today. even though i feel a little bit sick about how i speak and sound #cause that’s not going to change. and it’s not like anyone said anything about it so i can assume they didn’t notice #i just have this creeping feeling at all times that everyone i meet is just treating me nice cause i’m too obviously autistic #like they hear what i say and they hate me and they judge me but they say well clearly something’s wrong with this kid so i’ll let it slide #but hey. some people love me. so hopefully your average stranger doesn’t hate me as much as i’m scared they might. i sure hope they don’t #anyway i had a good night it was really good i’m just being me a little bit. i hope everyone is well i’m about to go to sleep #friends only #i’ll be around in the morning this is my last tag i love you all very much and see you tomorrow goodnight

[dark-magical-ships]

Ooooh Seto love of my life what would I ever do without you

#🐉💙 cocoashipping 💙🐉 #snuggling the absolute living hell out of my husband tonight ❤️❤️❤️ #why? because I can and because he loves me as much as I love him and because I’m proud of him and because I am just never gonna get over him #he is the love of my life. being fictional never changed that and being a system member doesn’t either #I love this man more than life itself. both his canon fictional self and the version of him that lives alongside me #I just. gods I never thought it was possible to love someone this much but every day he surprises me and I find out I love him more

[facelesspassport]

It kind of pisses me off that people still hold the assumption that those with extreme feminist views are just "bitter single women". This stereotype should have been buried right alongside gamer-gate.

#You think that all the trauma that would lead someone to political extremism will just magically go away once a nice man asks them out?? #like yeah let me just #put my rape trauma in the garbage can so that im more marriageable for you chad. #i feel like this is very male-brained. the idea that the only thing strong enough to lead us to want change is the desire for sex.. #ya know what is way stronger? the desire for a better world. #this is just a reskinned version of “feminazi” discourse (if you can even call it discourse) #“a woman would only take feminism seriously as a cope for being single or ugly” #nope lots of us are actually just unhappy about misogyny. #and even when our lives are good we still (hopefully) realize that there are millions of other people out there who need these politics #no matter how good my life gets i will always be a womanist with “extremist” views #for all of the women who are being harmed in this world #human beings. not caricatures #womanist #womanism #feminist #god i hope this isnt just incoherent rambling because im like 10 pills deep #feminism