#this is quite literally a nightmare...

[heartoflesh]

I want out of this pain... I want out of this mental torture that suppresses my mind. I've wanted to die. How do you medically induce amnesia?

The only thing worth going through this pain is the gain of heaven some day.

#I never thought I was someone with anxiety or depression but I am now swimming in it and I see why people take themselves out... #I won't do it... I promise I won't but I understand. #The pain is so tremendous... The pain is immense... Greater than any physical pain I have experienced... #I had a brain tumor once and had to go through brain surgery for it #but even that.... I'd experience that 10 times over again if it meant I didn't have to experience the emotional pain I have been traversing #I would willingly experience kidney stones for a third time... a FOURTH time if it meant i didnt have to experience this mental torture... #I'm suffering greatly #and i'm so distraught.. I am so caught up in despair and anguish.. I want to be at home all day praying and reading my Bible... #I want to be at peace because my mind is in disarray #I want to be away from the chaos of life because my mind is chaos rn #I don't need any more of it #tags #im trying so hard to trust God and to cling to Him #But I am literally HOLDING ON FOR DEAR LIFE like LITERALLY #i am so tired of feeling this #I am so tired of my situation #and why it had to happen in this way to me #this is quite literally a nightmare... #poetry #poem #writing #creative writing #writer #writers #writing community #writeblr #writers and poets #writerscommunity #writer community #writers on tumblr

[muffinlance]

Do you get the impression the live action is treating us like utter morons?? Like I thought that making it aimed at an older audience would open the doors for more subtle story telling, but no, they're just using monologues to tell us eveything! Like in the second episode Katara's like 'oh his power isn't that he's the avatar, it's that he ~connects~ to people'. Girl we're not idiots we can see that!! And the first episode with Aang's goddawful 'I don't want this responsibility' monologue

THIS, YES. The word that keeps coming to mind is definitely "subtlety". The show for literal children? Had it. The remake for adults? Not so much.

#This is literally Storytelling 101: Show Don't Tell #I'm sorry scriptwriters I know you were working before your union won minimal staffing in writers' rooms and decent pay and all that #but You Know What You Did #Also cgi artists plz unionize #A few more hours on Momo would have maybe taken him further out of the nightmare monkey puppet category #I know some people are reporting him as cute #But all I can see is a creature from the Magnus Archives #that thing is the skin of Momo being worn by something that doesn't quite move right underneath #And maybe it is looking for a better fit #Don't let it touch you adorable child actor Aang #avatar the last airbender #atla #natla #Anyone looking to block the live action posts I'll be tagging all of these with that natla tag going forward #But yeah not going to post about it much #I came I saw I deemed it not worth the hours of my life it asked #I can literally write a better Avatar AU than this #Anyway back to Toph beating up Blind Zuko! #*write write write" #(their big budget fanfic can't hurt me it can only introduce more fans to the original)

[runningfromevil-mp3]

One of my favourite parts of Slay the Princess is hearing Voice of the Paranoid in the save menu. I don't usually notice if music is playing in pause menus, I'm sure it probably is playing on the menu in this game too, but it just stuck with me and I had to sit there for a few minutes just... thinking about it. The fact that Voice of the Paranoid is keeping you alive in the menu. That you're still there. You've not escaped. That his actions to keep you grounded and calm are just part of the environment... I can't word it well enough but it just stuck with me. There was something so uniquely personal in that moment for me.

#This isn't even talking about how The Hero and The Paranoid have to quite literally swap roles to talk to you specifically. #There's a reason Voice of The Paranoid is high up on the list of favourite characters. #It truly was my 'oh. fuck' moment of the game. Not to mention The Nightmare's own repetition when sharing what is behind her mask. #Also when The Paranoid starts repeating himself even faster. I know the voice actor has skill but... fuck man. It got my feelings. #slay the princess #solitaire.exe #Also hello. I'm posting this so I have something to think about because I'm nervous right now.

[webbelzebub]

spreading the good word of weird elf thing webby designs

#hatchetfield #webby #webby hatchetfield #starkid #fanart #nightmare time #shes so nice but her beady little eyes will stare into your soul quite literally

[leonardcohenofficial]

studying the long sixties as an artistic and sociopolitical era for dissertation research and seeing the exact same tactics used by institutions—especially the "liberal universities"—over and over and over again to surpress organizing and protest while personally still trying to find ways to make tangible and meaningful change is at minimum incredibly fucking haunting

#quite obviously my feelings are not the most important thing in this moment but when there are snipers on the roofs of your university #buildings it is really difficult to not be reminded of kent state and jackson state and the watts riots and the riots after MLK' #death and every single fucking vietnam protest and it is really difficult to feel like things can change but the only fucking thing we can #do is hold the line like. there is quite literally no other way #snipers and riot cops beating people. incredibly dystopian and also history coming back around again. all to prevent an end to genocide #what a fucking nightmare world

[alastyr-not-alastair]

Light “Rainbow is technically my dad” Steve vs Dark “Nightmare is emotionally my dad” Steve

#here’s a minor explanation #light was made with rainbows energy making rainbow technically his dad #but rainbow didn’t want to be a dad so he’s a big brother #and then on the other side #nightmare didn’t create dark #it was elemental who did and just handed him over #and then nightmare had to basically raise him #so imstead of being a big brother figure to dark he was his dad #dark probably is like related to nightmare a little bit but it’s not like how light is quite literally rainbows child #sins of the forefathers #steve saga #favremysabre #rainbow steve #light steve #nightmare steve #dark steve #headcanon

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

i don't know maybe it's the translation i read but i guess i always thought it was made fairly clear that shuro never legitimately hated laios so much as he resented him for being able to be the way he was. much like laios (albeit for very different reasons) shuro's affect is frequently commented on by others to be strange and at a mismatch with the prevailing culture around him, being very reticent to the point of the part where he tells the girl he likes that he likes her being when he Proposed. quite a few characters say something to this effect! shuro was raised in formality and stoicism and i think has a tendency towards not rocking the boat even besides that, and now here's this guy who breaks every one of his rules and he makes it look so easy. it's like a two-pronged frustration of "doesn't this guy understand that you can't just do that" and "fuck, what would it feel like to be able to do that." of course he gets mad! it's frustration, but it's also envy.

#the nemesis speaks #after their fight they're very chill/friendly and in the nightmares chapter laios literally says something to the effect of #''i thought we worked this out already!'' when dream shuro shows up. so he does consider that fight to be Working Things Out #&that like. imo makes it pretty clear that shuro's dislike of laios was never like inherent? it was just another product of him not- #-being able to say clearly when he likes or doesn't like something. trying to keep a lid on that pot until it boiled over #once the air had been cleared and laios was aware of it- i mean the relief of that honesty must have been- #-kind of fresh air to shuro atp regardless after not saying anything for so long. #& i think you can't bare that much of your soul to another person without becoming friends at least a little bit #plus all of shuro's actions after that chap and his demeanor towards laios are much warmer in general #idk where i'm going with this i guess tl;dr it's not even that shuro hates laios' autistic traits it's that they're like- #-out of place socially in opposite directions and shuro dislikes how unfamiliar laios is but also kind of wants to be more like him #this is beyond just the fact that the final line of their fight (in the translation at least) was quite literally #''that's the part of you that i envy''

[goldensunset]

aqua for @star-sworn! thanks for the request!

i think this is my first real attempt at a lineless/paint-like style and it was fun! love this queen so much she deserves the world

#bet you thought i forgot about the requests. bet you also forgot. sike #kingdom hearts #kh #aqua #kh aqua #kingdom hearts aqua #aqua kh #aqua kingdom hearts #wow i love drawing aqua in blue voids apparently fgdhxhcj #i would’ve done like a frame or halo to make it more interesting but i wanted to keep the smooth painting feel to it #it’s ok to be simple sometimes #mine: kh #my art #i’m still kinda conflicted on this but i’m probably judging myself too harshly #like it’s literally fine i don’t have to take things so seriously #blending is a nightmare i gave up in some places i’m sure none of you will mind right #hey look! i got something done after weeks!!!! #arm still hurts but not quite as bad anymore

[kitnita]

wyatt johnston postgame   —   LAK vs DAL   —   01.16.24

[um, not to make more than it maybe should but, like, have you talked to joe about, when you get put on the line that he’s kinda been on, about what it’s like to play with those guys and things like that?]   a little bit. i think, um — not as much, you know, kinda like today or the past couple days but … just kinda, always? just kinda the way that those guys kind of stay tight and they’re always connected, always, um … just making small plays to each other. i feel like that’s one thing that he’s always kinda talked about, and that’s, you know, we try to take that from them, they obviously — um, you know, play really well together. um, so yeah, i just think kinda learning and then seeing them play and then, um, for me, just trying to jump in and, um, do, do the best thing to help them. [playing next to roope, just, what do you see from him and how he’s able to drive a line? he does good on the PK and powerplay too, but, how he’s able to play.]   yeah, um, i mean, he’s a lot of fun to play with, he can, obviously, shoot the puck really well, um … really good vision, can make some really good plays and obviously he’s, you know, one of the fastest players in the league, so, i mean, he can really do it all, which is — you know, makes him a lot of fun to play with. and, um, yeah, i think for me it’s just … um, i mean, trying to find him, i mean, he’s pretty good at finding open spaces and he’s good at finding you when you’re in an open space. um, yeah, i mean i think overall, just a lot of fun to play with. um, yeah, obviously, you have a really special player.

#hockey #stars #dallas stars #wyatt johnston #& the rest by mention: #joe pavelski #jason robertson #roope hintz #wyatt's interviews are quite literally nothing but filler words & phrases in his beyond fried vocal fry and yet ............ i am fond #but it makes putting text on gifs of him a nightmare. #babe so few words in your sentences are of substance but also without that connective tissue your sentences make no logical sense. #ANYWAY i cannot get over this #apparently pavs & wyatt just routinely sit around and talk about how connected robo & roope are!! #they're just like me ........ #z:edit

[elitehoe]

When the storyline parallels and Hangman and the Bucks turn heel against Kenny it will be cinema to me

#when kenny gets a taste of his worst fucking nightmare it will quite literally move mountains #that hangman heel turn gonna hit the streets like some pablo escobar coke fr fr #bucks are at their best when they are at their worst #aew #aew lb

[crimeronan]

why do people say "ronan and hennessy were the only thing that made mi good" as if the book is not literally completely 100% about them with 80% of the plot being specifically their POV and about their interpersonal relationship. yeah ronan and hennessy made mi good because..... it's a good fucking book???? that's about them???? and about how fucked up and upsetting and tragic they are???? "oh if this book about a tragic earthshattering platonic divorce arc had less earthshattering platonic divorce it wouldnt be good" ......OKAY???? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY HERE. WAS HENNESSY NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER??? DID WE READ DIFFERENT FUCKING BOOKS. AM I BEING GASLIT I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING GASLIT.

#this is not about friends it is about people adjacent to friends who are annoying me. #i didnt do literal fucking years in the trenches of being THE ONLY HENNESSY WRITER IN THE ENTIRE FANDOM for you to be like #teehee mi sucks but she makes it better!! THAT'S HER FUCKING BOOK?? #I'D RATHER YOU JUST SAY YOU HATE HER QUITE HONESTLY. THE LUKEWARM PRETEND APPRECIATION SUCKS SO MUCH WORSE #dont pretend to care about relationships and women who suck if you simply don't. just say you didnt like the book cuz it wasnt yours #that's fine. #it's fine for it not to be your book. dont fucking go teehee it all sucked except for the hennessy parts. AKA THE WHOLE FUCKING BOOOOOOOKK #cdth #horrible nightmare trauma pals

[teastarfall]

little nightmares 3’s announcement screwed my brain up so hard that it manifested three little guys in my brain

these are my LN ocs!! They’re apart of this bigger au sorta story that im working on (that will be revealed!!…soonish) . They’re a group of kids with a goal to build a safe haven for other kids who live in/ got stuck in the nowhere, but they also have their own separate aspirations too. ive enjoyed building their characters so far lmao and im absolutely on the verge to infodump all their lore

also they’re stupid (affectionate)

#i feel stupidly anxious about posting this but it’s best to get it out there than to leave it rotting in my camera roll #there’s also a secret 4th oc that’s connected to this au but she’s quite literally dead 💀💀 #+ i haven’t made a ref for her yet #ive made a total of 4 separate note documents for this au btw #i am cooking‼️‼️ #little nightmares #little nightmares fanart #little nightmares au #little nightmares oc

[spaciebabie]

nightmare chica x reader fanfic no mom I'm just googling something it's fine, nothing weird. Wait is this tumblr?

AGAAHAHHAHAHA?? LIVE YOUR TRUTH ANON!!!!!!!!! LIVE YOUR TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!

#spacie splains #there should be more material for chica >:[ #why do all the men get stuff. what if i wanna fuck a mean lesbian wolf (what if YOU wanna fuck a chicken...) #what if man #ATTRACTION TA WOMEN HAS SKYROCKETED IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS HOO LAWD #anybeans i dont PERSONALLY simp for chica (shes moreso a blorbo that i squish in my hands) but i support you #woman of your nightmares in quite the literal sense #dating a manifestation of your nightmares would be interesgting. i shake your hand fellow monsterfucker

[markantonys]

i've been on a taskmaster binge lately and am now thinking about what WOT characters would be like as contestants

egwene: the best at finding loopholes and sneaky workarounds, but struggles with tasks that can't be out-logic-ed and require pure zany thinking

elayne: wins the whole series because she excels at finding loopholes AND pure zany thinking. also excels at "interact with/get information out of this stranger"-type tasks. out there having the time of her life while the other contestants are having existential breakdowns.

mat: similar to elayne but doesn't get as many points because he's more concerned with being funny and committing to the bit than with winning. frequent disqualifications for flagrantly breaking the rules of a task.

nynaeve: wants to win REALLY BADLY, is terrible at most tasks because her intelligence is a completely different kind of intelligence than the kind required to succeed on taskmaster, and is furious about it. has an aneurysm when paired with mat for a team task. frequent disqualifications for flagrantly breaking the rules of a task.

rand: the "won the task, but at what cost?" contestant (i.e. eats an egg the fastest because he just swallowed it raw while everyone else took the time to cook it). quiet and unassuming, but problem-solves in a way that makes you wonder if he's a serial killer.

perrin: goes for the most straightforward and obvious method of accomplishing every task, even if there are faster or easier methods available, and is baffled when he sees the weird shit everyone else did

aviendha: miserable the entire time because she thinks the taskmaster is shaming her like a da'tsang by assigning her such pointless tasks

moiraine: the taskmaster. constantly has to shut down nynaeve arguing that she deserves more points.

lan: the taskmaster's assistant who must stoically put up with a world of humiliations from mat for every task that requires his involvement

#taskmaster is quite literally an aiel's worst nightmare jkdjfg #'move water between buckets w/o using any useful tools' is a real past taskmaster task and also one of avi's Pointless Punishments #wot #elayne would have such 'no one can take away from me that i had an absolutely lovely day' energy

[moregraceful]

something about miro/robo/otter begs for survivalist plot tbh

#my hard task only took 35 minutes. but now i have the easy task but it requires leaving the house. i don't WANT to leave the house #i dream daily of walkable cities and a bart extension AND a light rail extension #and not. driving 6 minutes to get to a place two miles away bc there is quite literally no way to walk there easily and safely #and the bus system is an absolute nightmare to navigate at night and in general #ok i am going. I AM GOING. maybe i will get a cookie for my agonies #fresno oilers.txt

[pepprs]

in april 2022 this phd student researching study abroad experiences interviewed me and my mom bc her dissertation was all abt the return experience and how that impacts the family and ive literaly been looking forward to getting her dissertation and reading it for over a year and she just sent it to me at last and. it turns out she excluded my contributions to it bc her study doesn’t encompass experiences of ppl who were sent home early / had their study abroad cancelled when covid started and the world shut down bc that experience was “non-normative” 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 i get it but i am also feeling murderous rage

#purrs #like. i was rly looking forward to being part of it bc at least SOMETHING good would’ve come out of that absolute nightmare of an experience #and it turns out i didn’t get to be part of it at all despite pouring my heart out in the interview and being so excited because… i had a #nightmare of an experience!!!!!!!!!! 😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻 awesome. love how i still have not healed from that and never will and this is rubbing salt #in the fucking wound lol. she asked me for my feedback and to see if my experience is represented and i don’t even know how t reply to it bc #it’s like… you quite literally say on page 51 that you are not representing my expeirence so 💖 #delete later #brighton #i feel bad for complaining bc she was really nice and i loved talking to her and im sure her dissertation will be an eye opening read for me #but it fucking sucks like. can those of us who got our experiences ripped away from us not have anything in this world <3 #like why did she interview me if she wasn’t gonna include me in it 😭 i did all that just to get let downnnnb