please use this ask to scream at me when you finish season 1 💜
I want to see your reactions
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUH HOLY SHIT.
HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HIOLY HSIT.
god. so.
i finished season one at like 1am and it fucking tore me apart. i sat in silence and just stared at the wall for a HOT minute. i couldn't actually comprehend wtf i just witnessed.
and holy fuck i have some WORDS
first off.
ASHE WINTERS WHAT THE FUCK ASHE WINTERS HO YMGOD ASHE WINTERS I LOVE ASHE WINTERS MORETHAN ANYTHING ON THIS STUPID FUCKING GODFORSAKEN PLNET. SHES. SO. :((((((((((((((((((
ASHE WINTERS AND DAKOTA COLE/?? TLIKESRERJKHTAWKJR THEY WRE LITERLALY IN LOVE.
HOLY FUCK THE IMPACT THAT THIS IS GOING TO HAVE ON DAKOTA??
AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON WAVELENGTH. MARK LITERALLY LOST EVERYTHING. HIS SON. HIS FREEDOM. LIKE. WHAT THE FUCK. HOLY UFCK WHAT THE FUCK
IT'S SUCH A SUDDEN ENDING AND I LOVE/HATE IT SO MUCH. HOW SUDDEN THE LOSS IS MAKES IT FEEL THAT MUCH MORE REAL
BUT HOLY FUCK ASHEEEE. SHE MADE HTE GREATEST SACRFIICEEEEEEEEEE OH YM GODDDDDD. I GET PHYSICALLY ILL THINKING ABOUT HER. LITERALLY I WAS TELLING SAMMY THE OTHER NIGHT THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT ASHE WINTERS WHILE LISTENING TO A SAD SONG AND NEARLY THREW UP. SHES SUCH A BEAUTIFULLY PUT TOGETHER CHARACTER SHES SO FUCKING. AUTHENTIC. MY HEART BROKE A THOUSAND TIMES OVER.
THE TRICKSTER?? SO FUCKING METAL.
ASHE GAVE UP EVERYTHING TO SAVE HER FRIENDS.
SHE GAVE UP EVERYTHING TO SAVE HER FRIEDNSSSSS
SHE NEVER HAD FRIENDS BEFOREEEEE
SHE LOVED THEEEEMMM
THEY CARED ABOUT HER THEY CARED ABOUT HER THEY CARED ABOUT HER
SHE USED THE THING SHE HATED MOST ABOUT HERSELF TO SAVE EVERYBODY. SHE CARRIED HER GRIEF AROUND, LITERALLY. SHE HAD A PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HER GRIEF IN THAT ONE PAGE OF HER BOOK, THE TRICKSTER. IT WAS ALWAYS IN HER POCKET. SHE COULD NEVER LET GO OF HER PAST CAN YOU HEAR MEEEEEEE
"IM TRYING."
"TRY HARDER."
AND SHE DID. SHE GAVE IT HER ALL.
SHEEE TRUSTED THEMMMM. SHE TRUSTED THE PRIME DEFENDERS TO TAKE CARE OF WHATEVER WAS TO COME FROM THIS.
AND WILLAIM TRIED TO BURN HER BOOK AUUAOGOUAHGOUAHGOU IM GONNA MAKE A SEPARATE POST SOON JUST ABOUT THAT BECAUSE OAOOAOOAGAGAGAGAUGHAUGAKRTEJRK HO,Y. FUCK OH MYOGD
AND DONT. GET. ME. STARTED. ON. WILLIAM. WISP.
HOLY SHIT.
HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
HE DIED. HE DIED AND HE CAME BACK AND HE JUST. HAS TO LIVE WITH THAT. AOGUHOAUGHAOUGHOAUGHA
AND. AUGHUHUHUHUGAHGUAHUGHUAGUHAGU HIM AND VYNCENT. FUCK I LOVE GHOSTKNIFE THEY MAKE ME SO HOMOPHOBIC.
DAKOTA COLE IS MY SHINING STAR HE IS ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL IN THIS WORLD AUHGUAHUUGHUG. FUCK
HE IDOLIZES HEROES SO GREATLY BUT THEY KEEP FAILING HIM. AND HES STARTING TO GET ANGRY. HES STARTING TO GET ANGRY BEACUSE HIS IDOLS WERE THERE. HIS IDOLS WERE THERE BUT THEY WERE TOO LATE. THEY SHOWED UP A MINUTE LATER, NOT A MINUTE BEFORE, THE WAY HEROES SHOULD.
AND OUGH. HOUOUUH. HIS BACKSTORY. FUCK
HE. HE. I CANT EVEN TALK ABOUT HIM I CANT PUT HIM INTO WORDS (SLASH VERY AFFECTIONATE AND POSITIVE)
"BUT I WASN'T DC BACK THEN."
"I CAN BARELY EVEN REMEMBER HER NAME. BUT I REMEMBER HER FACE."
"SHE WAS JUST A KID, TRYING TO GET AWAY FROM SOMETHING TOO."
DO YOU KNOW WHA TTHIS MEANS TO EMEEEE. WHAT HEEE MEANS TO MEEEEEEE. ADKOTA COLEEEEE. BOUCNING HIM AROUND IN MY BRAIN FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER
NEVER BEFORE HAS A CAMPAIGN MADE ME FEEL. SO MUCH. HERATBREAK AND LAUGHTER AND LOVE AND ANGUISH AND JOY.
IM IN PHYSICAL PAIN SLASH POSITIVE. THEYRE. SO. :((((
AND GOD. DEMONKICKS. FUCKCKKKCK THEY WERE IN LOVEEEEE THEY WERE IN LOVE THEY WERE IN LOVEEE
the final 40 minutes of s1 ep24 tore me apart.
absolutely nothing was resolved, but there was so little time left.
and then ashe pulled out that book, and the trickster was out, and ashe was waning, but there were only 5 minutes left.
and she was gone.
she is gone.
ashe winters is fucking gone and im actually going to cry aagain
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HIIIII, I'M EXCITED
‘Come on Thea, daddy’s gonna be here in a minute and you need to be awake so he can say goodnight’ you told your daughter, bouncing her up and down on your knee slightly so she’d keep her eyes open as she let out a big yawn. ‘I know baby, it’s been a long day but you can’t fall asleep and upset daddy on his birthday can you?’ WAY DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY AT THE FIRST LINES😭😭
‘Hey, sorry I took so long. My mum wouldn’t stop talking and then Lew wouldn’t get out of the shower’ he complained as he came into his childhood bedroom. Shutting the door and slowly making his way over to you and the two year old little one you’d made together. You loved the way his eyes lit up every time he saw her and as soon as she noticed him, Thea’s arms were up so Mason could pick her up. ‘Hey baby, I like your pj’s’ he laughed, kissing her cheek as he poked the tiny strawberries that adorned her tummy and she snuggled into his neck as he looked round to you. ‘I like yours too’ he winked and you felt your face flush instantly. OMG MY HEART CAN'T, THAT'S TOOO MUCH🥹🥹🥹
‘Of course, I’m so glad you both came’ he smiled, dropping a quick kiss on Thea’s head. You still remembered the look on his face when he’d spotted the two of you amongst the rest of his family as you all yelled surprise and the joy you felt when he came over to you first. Taking Thea into his arms before pulling you in next so the three of you could have a moment. ‘I honestly didn’t expect it at all, when everyone yelled surprise I was too in shock but I remember wishing you were there. I thought you two were visiting your parents but then I saw this one’s little smile’ he teased, tickling her sides gently until you heard the familiar sound of laughter falling from her lips. ‘Have you had a nice afternoon?’ OH MY GOD, I LOVE THEMMMM
‘She’s grown so much, huh? Every time I see her it’s like looking at a different person and I only saw her last week’ he murmured, pulling her down from his neck as he’d felt her go heavy and knew she was falling asleep. You watched on with a gentle smile as he cradled her in his arms before placing a light kiss on her forehead. ‘Sometimes I look at her and I can’t believe she’s real’ THEA FALLING ASLEEP IN HER DADA'S ARMSSSS😭😭😭😭😭
‘She really is’ he chuckled, the heart melting smile he was directing towards her now landing on you and you gulped under the intensity of it. ‘I still remember the day we found out like it was yesterday though’ LET ME KNOW MOUNT I'M NOISYYY
‘No, I don’t think so’ you told her, the sudden realisation that your last period never came but it was usual for you to skip one when you were stressed and there had been a lot going on lately so you figured there was no reason to say anything. OH POOR GIRL😂😭 I THINK THAT'S PROBABLY ONE OF THE WORSE WAUS TO FIND OUT...LIKE SHE WAS THERE FOR SOMETHING ELSEE
‘I can’t be’ you breathed, your heart in your mouth as you repeated her words in your head but nothing seemed to make sense. ‘Are you sure?’ OMG SHE'S SHOCKED POOR BABY
Mason. OPS
OMG I'M LOVING THAT THEY DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER THAT WELLLLL
‘You’re welcome, you looked like you needed it’ he laughed and you rolled your eyes playfully. MOUNT
‘I can be wild when I want to be’ you teased and you’d be lying if you said you didn’t miss the little sparkle in his eye at your comment. OH🤭🤭🤭GIGGLING
‘Yeah it’s just me and a few others, you’ve probably met a few of them before’ he explained and you could see Ben and a few others now from where you stood. ‘Maybe you can show me that wild side you told me about’ he winked, excitement filling your belly at what he might mean and even though you didn’t know him that well, you weren’t ready to go yet. ‘I promise I’ll get you home safe. Soph would have my nuts if I didn’t’ HE IS A TEASEEEE
You spent the rest of the night talking to Mason and you were surprised about how much you had in common. You never usually had the time to speak like this but he was charming and was really listening to you so when it was time to leave the disappointment must have been clear on your face. NOT THEM LIKING EACH OTHER, CLEARLY
‘You can come back to mine if you want? I’ve got a bottle of white in the fridge with your name on it’ he laughed and whilst the word yes was on the tip of your tongue he could see you needed a little more convincing. ‘You don’t have to, you just don’t look like you’re ready to go home. Thought you could do with a little more therapy after your girls evening’ SCREAMING
THE BOYS HAVING A GIRL EACH😭😂😂
‘I meant like if you had the intention of taking someone home tonight, i probably wasn’t on your list so I hope I didn’t ruin any plans you had’ I THINK YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE ON THE LIST
‘I think you’re gorgeous, y/n’ he told you sincerely. ‘Always have done and I’ve enjoyed sitting chatting with you all night way more than I would have with just some random person. Yeah maybe my intentions were to find someone for a bit of… company. But I’d pick you and this ten time out of ten over that’ BYEEEE🫠🫠🫠🫠
ALL THE SHAG CHATTTTTT, OMG THEY ARE TEASING EACH OTHER SOOOOO MUCH
You didn’t speak much afterwards, just his name falling from your lips in between prayers to a higher being you didn’t even believe in as you spent the next hour or so in his bedroom. Wondering how on Earth you’d even got here but you weren’t regretting it for a second. SHE IS A LUCKY GIRL😌
He was a gentleman though and took care of you in every way possible. Never making you feel like you’d outstayed your welcome as he tucked you into his side so you could go to sleep and the next morning he popped you in an Uber with a kiss to your cheek. THAT'S CUTE
‘Oh no thank you, I think I’m just gonna head home. Sorry for wasting your time’ you told her, picking your bag up and rushing out the door before she had a chance to do anything. OMG SOMEONE PLEASE HUG THAT GIRL, SHE IS IN COMPLETE PANIC
THE FACT THAT SHE LIVED IN DENIAL FOR ANOTHER WEEK CARRING THAT WEIGHT ALONE😭
You weren’t sure how you ended up there, but you found yourself by the baby clothes, eyes scanning all the different vests and sleep suits until you got to the socks and you couldnt help but pick a pair up. There was something about tiny baby socks that always made you feel soft and you were so caught up in your own little world you jumped six foot in the air at the feeling of someone’s hand on your shoulder. Whipping round to be met with the very last person you wanted to see. OH THAT WAS SO CUTE, LIKE SHE IS ACTUALLY MEMTALLY READY TO BE A MOM, SHE JUST NEEDS TO ACCEPT IT NOW
‘Y/n? You alright’ Mason laughed, pulling you into his side for a quick hug. OHOHOH, ILL LIVE IN DELULU WORLD AND HOPE THEY DO THE TEST TOGETHER 🤭🫣
‘Jaz is coming over tomorrow and asked if I could grab a few bits for Summer. Socks was one of them actually so thank you’ he smiled, eyes leaving you briefly as he searched for the right size. ‘What are you doing over here? Someone you know got one on the way?’ He smiled before nodding to the socks in your hand. ‘If so, I’ve got some tips. Don’t get the socks with the frilly bits on the ankle, they basically disintegrate in the wash and if you’re looking for some good baby grows there a place online I found that are cheaper and better quality’ he told you, not noticing how stuff you’d become until his eyes were back on your and his face became concerned. ‘Y/n? You good?’ HE IS A GOOD UNCLE FOR SURE. MOUNT ARE YOU READY TO BE A DAD?
You couldn’t get anything to come out of your mouth and you could feel your eyes beginning to fill with tears but you were stuck. Wishing you could make a run for it but his eyes were holding you in place until the flew down into your basket and made contact with the only thing you didn’t want him to see. OH BABY GIRL,THAKE THIS WEIGHT OF, PLEASE
‘I’m scared, Mase. I don’t-‘ you began to sob, but he was quick to pull you into his chest and rub your back in hope of soothing you but his affection made it all worse. I'LL CRY BUT GOOD JOB, MASE SHE NEEDED THAT HUG
‘it's alright, y/n. You’re safe yeah? I promise you everything’s fine’. He reassured you but you knew from his voice he was trying to process what was happening. ‘Look at me’ I'M REALLY LOVING HIS REACTION, LIKE HE IS HERE FOR HER
‘Get what you need to and we’ll head back to mine okay?’ OH LOVE🫶🏻
Without a word, he took your basket from your hands and placed the tests in his before grabbing your hand and walking you through the shop to the self service tills. All you could do was stand in silence as he packed and paid before leading you to his car and leaving you to get settled in the passenger seat. OK, I LOVE HIM, LIKE HE DIDN'T LET HER PAY FOR THE TESTS AND HE TOOK HER HAND EVEN IF THEY WERE MENT TO MET AT THE ENTRANCE 😭😭😭
‘Can I just ask, if you are… you know. Is it… um. Would it be…’ AHHAHAHAH HE IS STRARTING TO PANIC
‘Shit’ he breathed, squeezing your hand lightly before getting up. ‘Come on we can go to my room so you can use the bathroom he offered, thinking it was weird how he wanted to do this in the same place the potential baby could of been made, but you followed after him and took the test before he could say anything else and sat next to him on the bed. MASON MOUT WHY DO YOU HAVE THOSE THOUGHTS IN THAT MOMENTTT😭😂
‘Two minutes’ you whispered back and when he took your hand in his you gave it a gentle squeeze. OH BABY BOY
Pregnant THEA IS ON HER WAYYY
‘I’m sorry mase, I’m so sorry’ you began to sob, head falling onto his shoulder as you didn’t know what to do but he held you close to try and comfort you. OH BABY,DON'T HE HAS TO APOLOGISE NOT YOU😂😂😂
‘Hey, what have you got to be sorry for?’ He asked, but you were too overwhelmed to respond. ‘Listen to me, yeah? You’ve got nothing to be sorry for. We did this together okay? So we’ll figure it out together too. You’re not on your own in this and whatever you decide to do I’ll back you’ THAT'S A REAL MAN HERE🙌🤗
He didn’t give you a chance to carry on, pulling you up and untucking his sheets before helping you get inside and crawling in next to you. ‘Let’s try and get some shut eye yeah? We can talk when you’ve had a sleep’ THE CARE HE HAS FOR HER....🩷🩷
‘I think this one’s out for the count’ Mason smiled, standing up so he could carry Thea over to the travel cot set up just at the end of the bed and you shuffled down to meet him just as he stood back up. The pair of you looking down at your sleeping girl, full of so much love and to you it almost felt like a proper family moment which was only amplified when Mason put his arm around your shoulder to bring you into his body. OMG I LOVE THIS LITTLE FAMILYYY
‘Well you’re welcome’ he winked, eyes back on Thea like he didn’t want to miss a second. HE IS SILLY
‘Sometimes I still can’t believe I slept with you in the first place’ you laughed, looking over to his shocked and offended face and his expression only made you laugh even more. ‘Not in a bad way but we barely knew each other, Mase. I’ve never done that before, you know?’ THERE'S ALWAYS A FIRST TIME
‘I know I’m just kidding’ he smiled, his arm moving lower so he could tickle your waist a little bit. ‘I know she looks like me but she falls asleep anywhere and in two seconds flat just like her mumma, huh?’ He laughed, kissing your forehead softly and you couldn't help but nestle into him more. I'LL CRY
‘You’re right. My special girls’ he told you quietly, your knees feeling weak as he spoke. I GASPED
‘That’s true actually. Considering how he was in the beginning I love seeing them together’ OHHH SO IS DAD DIDN'T ACCEPT THAT SITUATION IN THE BEGINNING 🫣
‘Of course he does’ he laughed. ‘He told me himself the other day how amazing he thinks you are and how proud he is of you. I know things were rough at first but were all on the same team now’ OHHHH😭😭😭CUTIES, THEY ARE A BIG FAMILY NOW
THAT TEXTS ARE SCARING ME...HE WANTS TO MET YOU...I WOULD HAVE RUN AWAY😌😂
You travelled to Masons the next day, making sure to wear something baggy as you knew you were starting to show and you wanted things to be as normal as possible but you knew as soon as you saw Masons dad’s face this was about to be anything but a normal conversation. OHOHOH, Y/N RUN BABY 😂
‘Well-‘ Mason started but you could tell from the tone of his voice he was about to say something silly. AHAHHAHAHAH, MOUNT NOT NOW
‘Can you blame me? I can't even believe we’re having to have this conversation. Are you not questioning anything? You only found out cause you bumped into her in Sainsbury’s’ he snapped at Mason before looking at you. ‘I mean were you ever going to tell him?’ TONY...I'M MAD AT YOU NOW😒😒😒DON'T TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT MY WOMAN
‘No, Mase. I’m sorry but it’s the truth. This could be detrimental to your career and you know it. I mean how could you be so stupid?’ He asked him before his hard eyes were on you again. ‘Is this really what you want?’ TONY, YOU REALLY DON'T WANT ANOTHER CUTIE NIECE?😌
‘You don’t have to be involved if you don’t want to be. Either of you. I can make this go away-‘ HE DID NOT😒😒😒
‘That’s my baby. Not a this or an it okay? My baby. I brought you here to help, not for you to accuse and be rude. You either do that or if you continue to be horrible you can go’ OMG I LOVE THAT HE STAND UP FOR HIS LITTLE FAMILYYY
‘I can talk to you like this when it concerns my family. Cause that’s what they are now. Part of my family. Part of our family and I won’t have you making y/n feel bad. She’s my friend and I want to be there for her.’ OMG I'M CRYING 😭😭😭I'M PROUD OF HIM
You were friends, so why did hearing him say it sting so much? OH BABY GIRL, I KNOW LOZ, SO YOU'LL GET THERE😌😂
‘I’m sorry if I came across as rude, I’m just trying to look out for Mason’ MM,NOW MAKE IT UP TO HER😌😒
‘Okay, well then if we’re being serious, I have one suggestion’ he told you before his eyes flashed back and forth between the pair of you. ‘We can’t let this get out okay? Whatever you need, we’ll support you but we need to keep this under wraps’ HE IS RIGHT THERE, MR.MOUT GET TOOO MUCH HATE
‘I kind of agree, y/n. You’ve seen how people are with me and I’d never forgive myself if something happened to you. To either of you, okay?’ He told you, turning to face you as he took your hands in his. ‘I know it’s a lot, but I promise it’s for the best and you’ll be so much happier out of the limelight’ I'M WITH HIM THERE Y/N SORRY BABE
‘Are you embarrassed of us?’ You asked quietly, feeling awful as soon as the words came out of your mouth as you watched his face twist into one of shock and hurt. OH LOVE NO😭
‘Of course not, I don’t want you to ever think that’ he reassured you. Cupping your jaw so you could look at each other properly. ‘I’m trying to protect you, okay? All I want for you and our baby to have a normal life. I want you to be able to go outside and not be followed or papped. And it’s not just for you yeah. Call me selfish but the thought of having my own little safe place that only we can visit means more to me than I can tell you. I could never be embarrassed of you, you two are the best things that have ever happened to me’ he told you sincerely, wiping under your eyes as you let a few tears fall from your eyes. ‘At least think about it?’ PERFECT WAY TO EXPLAIN IT MOUNT, LOVE YOU🩷
He didn’t make it easy for you. Long nights spent at each other's place, trying hard to get to know each other even more and plan for the future. There were so many questions and far too many answers to choose from and Mason's lack of concentration never helped. Always asking the baby in your tummy what they thought as he laid his head near your side. Your heart melting as he softly spoke to your unborn child like they were in the room while rubbing small circles on your tummy to sooth the pair of you. You still remember the first time he kissed your bump, hoping to say goodbye to the little one within but the way your heart pounded at the small gesture only made the baby move even more. OH MY GOD, THEY LOVE EACH OTHER THEY JUST DON'T/DON'T WANT TO REALISE IT YET
He was there for you for everything. All the appointments, the baby classes and when it eventually came to the time for you to give birth he was by your side until the end. Crying his eyes out as soon as they fell on your daughter and you felt like you’d hit the jackpot. He was perfect and made sure the pair of you never went without. BYEEEEE😭😭😭
You still remember the day you fully realised you were hopelessly in love with Mason, and the memory didn’t sting any less now. It was a Tuesday and Mason had the day off so he’d offered to have Thea for the day to give you a break and you’d jumped at the chance. OH BABY GIRL😭
You were not prepared for the sight in front of you though, your heart sinking into your stomach as you caught sight of Mason pressed up against the counter, a girl you’d never seen before dressed only in his t-shirt flush against him as he kissed her lazily. NO WAY, FUCK, I WAS EXPECTING A CUTE THING NOT THATTT
It was only a few moments later you felt Mason rush in after you but you kept yourself facing the other way, not wanting him to see you crying and have him asking loads of questions so you spoke first in hopes he’d ignore the state you’d got yourself in. OH MY BABY GIRL😭😭😭🫂🫂🫂
‘I’m sorry, y/n. You didn’t need to see that’ EXACTLY MOUNT😒
‘Can you just take her into her room for now? I’ll get rid of Amy and then grab her’ he mumbled, not wanting to be caught with a child in his house. MMMM, I HATE HIM NOW😡😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬
‘Hey baby, daddy told me he wants to play hide and seek so shall we go find you somewhere to hide so he can come and find you?’ You asked quietly, picking her up and she let out a small excited squeal as you snuck her over to her room. SHE IS A GOOD MOM😭🩷
‘Hi, I’m Amy’ you suddenly heard from beside you and you turned to find the girl from the kitchen coming out of Mason's room now thankfully fully dressed. AMY DON'T
‘Mason said you were the housekeeper?’ HE DID NOT, LOZ I'M HATING HIM
‘Don’t worry, hopefully with me around a bit more we can keep the place a bit tidier’ she smiled and you had to bite your lip in order to not scream. You knew she meant well and wasn’t being mean but your heart was shattered and all you wanted to do was break down. AMY, CAN YOU GENTLY FUCK OFF🤗
‘Wait, can we at least talk?’ Mason called, trying to reach for you again but you stopped in your tracks and span to face him causing him to stop suddenly also. DON'T YOU DARE🤬
‘I can’t. But don’t worry, I’ll be back with my mop tomorrow’ you told him coldly, watching his face fall but you couldn’t look anymore. ‘I told Thea you’re playing hide and seek and she’s hiding in her wardrobe. Don’t leave her in there for too long’ you uttered, finally storming out the house and into your car where you finally let the first few tears fall. YES GIRL, THAT WAS THE PERFECT ANSWER 🫂🫂🫂
You tried pushing the thoughts down but you couldn’t deny it any longer. You loved Mason and the thought of him being with someone else was tearing you to pieces. He was so loving and the best dad to Thea you could ever ask for and the fact he saw you as just a friend hurt you more than you could ever explain. OH MY BABY GIRL🩷🩷🩷
I HOPE YOU CHOCKE WITH YOUR BREAKFAST 😉
You arrived at Masons around nine the next morning. Letting yourself in again but it was Thea’s tiny footsteps bounding towards you that greeted you today. You were more than happy to see her so you bundled her up into your arms before carrying her into the kitchen where Mason was cooking for all of you. Thankfully fully dressed this time. MY GIRLS🩷🩷🩷
‘Please’ he interrupted and with a little huff you gave him a nod. "Look, I’d do anything to protect you and Thea. That’s the whole reason we agreed she’d be secret and I just panicked yesterday. Amy asked who you were and I thought I’d just make something up to explain why you were here but you know I never meant to hurt you. That’s the last thing I’d want to do’ YEAH, THE THING IS THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT'S THE REAL PROBLEM🤗🤬
‘I know, love. Trust me I know. I’d love nothing more than to shout from the rooftops about the two most important people in my life but I know this is for the best’ he breathed. ‘And I don’t want you to think I’ve got random girls over here all the time cause I don’t. I wouldn’t risk Thea being around people she didn’t know or I don’t trust’ LOVE....😒
‘For you’ she smiled, pointing at it and you nodded whilst trying to clear your eyes. ‘Your favourite’ OHHHHH BABY GIRLLLL I LOVE YOUUU🩷🩷🩷
‘Yes baby, turtles are my favourite. Thank you I love it’ you told her, letting her nestle into your neck so she could give you a hug and Mason must have felt left out as you soon enough felt his arms around the pair of you. GOD I HATE MASON NOW BUT THEY ARE A CUTEEE FAMILY😌😭
‘I uh, I only met her that night’ he told you, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly as he shut the dishwasher up and pressed it to start. ‘We’ve texted a bit before but that’s it’ NO WAY SHE MADE IT UP LIKE SHE WAS HERE TO STAY😒
‘I think she just felt a little threatened, was trying to mark her territory that wasn't hers anyway’ WELL
‘Maybe the fact that a beautiful woman has the key to my house and can seemingly let herself in at any time?’ He laughed but his words made you freeze. ‘Don’t worry about her though, I won’t be seeing her again’ GOOD CHOICE MOUNT
Knowing Amy was nothing more than a one time thing made you feel happier than it should, but not for long. Just because she was out of the picture now only meant that the next girl was around the corner and you weren’t sure you could take it. TELL HIM BABE🤗
He’d never once tried to make a move on you, even when you felt like there could have been one he always backed off and it was never spoken about again so the pair of you carried on just as you were. OH BABY HE IS A MAN, THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND
This wasn’t a normal hug, Mason was holding onto you and didn’t seem to want to let go at all as he slowly rubbed circles into skin with his thumbs and nestled into your neck. There was a need on your part to hold him tighter, to reach up and stroke the back of his head like you used to when he’d fall asleep next to you when you were still pregnant. You were unsure if the thumping in your chest was your heart or his but as you finally reached up, it only got stronger as his whole body melted into yours. His nose burrowing into your neck even further to breathe in your scent and you could feel yourself turning to jelly as the content hum emitted from him. OMG ARE WE GETTING THERE????? SCREAMING
‘I love you, y/n. You know that, don’t you?’ He told you, his words sending shockwaves through you and even though your mind had gone blank at his words you managed to stutter out a response. ‘I love you too, Mase’ THEY CLEARLY MEAN THAT THEY LOVE LOVE EACH OTHER NOT JUST LOVE LIKE FRIENDS
You felt him shift, escaping your neck as he ever so slightly stood up. Your hand that was on the back of his head now trailing to the side of his face as you held him by his jaw and stroked his cheek gently. You didn’t know what was coming over you to be like this with him. Maybe the fact you were in the dark so you were feeling a bit braver but when he lightly stroked his nose across your temple before resting his forehead on yours, you couldn’t help but lean up and press a gentle kiss to his lips. OMG MY WOMAN I LOVE HER, GO GIRLLLL
IF HE RUINS THAT 🤬🤬🤬
Any type of reaction would have been fine, but he was unreadable and you were starting to panic. Pulling away from him even further as you attempted to apologise for crossing that line but he pulled you closer, his lips making a beeline for yours but you ducked down so they met your forehead. BABE HE WAS JUST A BIT SHOCKED
‘Hey, what’s wrong?’ He asked, trying to get you to look at him but you were far too embarrassed for that. ‘I’m sorry, I just got swept up I-‘ OH BABE
‘Are you kidding me?’ he laughed, making you look up to see what he found so funny but the look of joy on his face settled you. ‘You don’t know how long I’ve waited for that’ SCREAMING, KICKING MY FEETS, GIGGLING
‘Did you not hear what I just said? I love you. I’m in love with you, y/n. I really am. Have been this whole time. Not just because you’re the mother of my child and we’re forever connected but for who you are as just you. All I’ve wanted this whole time was for us to find our way to each other, please tell me you feel it, like I’m not going crazy am I?’ AAAAAA, GIRLLLL IM EXCITED MY FAMILYYY IS FINALLY AN OFFICIAL FAMILY NO MORE CO PARENTING JUST LOVE AND PARENTING
‘I always got the impression you didn't want me like that but I can't hold it in anymore. I can’t pretend like you’re not all I want’ he confessed and you felt tears spring in your eyes. TOLD YOU HE IS A MAN AND DOESN'T UNDERSTAND 🤗
‘I thought you didn’t want me like that. I heard you call me your friend to your dad once and just assumed that’s all you'd ever see me as’ you told him but the soft kiss to your forehead made you smile. BABY GIRL
‘You’re so much more than a friend to me’ he laughed, reaching up to cup your jaw so you’d look at him properly ‘you’re mine okay?’ Always have been’ I GASPED
‘What, that I loved you?’ He asked and you nodded shyly, not quite believing the words that were coming out of his mouth. ‘I think I’ve always known really. Our 12 week scan always sticks out the most, I just loved seeing that excited look on your face when they finally pointed her out. I know you probably thought I was looking at the screen but I wasn’t. I was looking at you’ he confessed and your eyes stung as he smiled down at you softly. The gentle feel of his thumbs stroking over your cheeks making your heart flutter. ‘And then we were about five months in, and you came over to meet everyone properly. Do you remember?’ NO WAY HE REALISED IT THAT LONG AGO AND NEVER TOLD HER, NO WAY
‘I wanted you. I was just trying to protect myself a bit I guess’ you explained but he nodded sympathetically. ‘I can’t believe we’re having this conversation while I look like this’ you laughed, looking down at his baggy clothes you had on but his smile melted you. YOU LOOK GORGEOUS FOR SURE, CAUSE YOU'RE HAPPY AND LOVED
‘Not even when I was pushing our daughter out of me?’ you joked, trying to deflect a little bit as his words had made your brain foggy and your knees weak and the way his lips were moving against your skin as he spoke onto your forehead wasn’t helping too much either. SILLY😂
‘I remember. I felt like shit when I realised it was you and all I wanted was for you to tell me you felt like shit too but you told me it wasn’t your business. That killed me, you know. I wanted it to be your business. I wanted you to tell me you hated seeing me with someone else cause I was yours and you needed me like I needed you. Like I still need you.’ HE IS REALLY A STUPID MAN, I HAVE NO WORDS, SHE WAS CRYING MOUNTTTT
‘You’ve got me’ he whispered. ‘You’ve got me too’ you replied softly, relaxing into his hand that cupped your face YAY MUM AND DAD ARE TOGETHER
THAT KISS🫠
‘What’s wrong baby? Bad dream?’ You asked and the small nod of her head confirmed your thoughts. ‘Oh sweetheart. How about you me and daddy get into bed so we can have a cuddle. Would you like that?’ You asked her before looking at Mason who was staring at you in semi shock. ‘If that’s okay. You don’t mind staying for a bit do you?’ I THINK HE IS GOING TO STAY ALL NIGHT Y/N AND NOT JUST TONIGHT
‘You really think I wanna go bunk with Lew and leave you in here after everything we’ve said tonight’ he laughed. EXACTLY 😂
As soon as he saw you, Mason pulled the covers back and held his arm out to help you in next to him. Even though Thea was sandwiched in between you she was low enough so that you could still see his face and the shy smile he sent you made your tummy flutter. This is all you’d ever wanted, the three of you as a happy little family and when Mason reached over to drop a quick kiss on your lips you let him. THE PERFECT LITTLE FAMILY IS HERE
‘I think my dad knows already somehow’ GUYS TONY IS OUR SHIP CAPTAIN, WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT AT THE BEGINNING?
‘I can’t go there, I’m sorry. I need to be close to here’ Mason told his dad seriously but the sounds of Tony sighing made you realise this conversation was far from over. OH LOVE
‘No, it’s great, like more than I could ever want but I don’t wanna be away from you’ he confessed quietly. Your heart racing at his words before he seemed to catch himself. ‘The both of you like I don’t see Thea as much as I’d like to anyway and now you’d be hours away I can’t do it y/n-‘ OH LOVE
‘Mason look at me’ you asked, pulling back and resting your hands on his shoulders but the sadness in his eyes hurt you. ‘You’ve got nothing to worry about, okay. Wherever you end up, that’s where you can find us okay? We’re a family and I won’t break that apart’ OH LOVE😭😭😭
‘We’ll come with you, Mase. The only thing that ties us to here is you so there wouldn’t be any point in staying if you’re not here. It can be a fresh start for all of us’ MY LITTLE BIG WOMAN
‘Of course I’m sure. Home is where the heart is right?’ You smiled and your heart broke at his wobbly lip. IT IS
‘When you hugged me, my dad snuck back in the kitchen and saw us. Started giving me the eyes like he knew something was going on between us. I just rolled my eyes at him like he was talking shit but he was right. He could see how I felt from a mile off but I was convinced it would never happen’ HAHAHAHAHHA GO TONY
‘Well I guess they know now’ he laughed, shuffling his way over to you to be closer and you could feel yourself melting into his touch. ‘Apparently Lew said I never came to bed last night and she came searching for me but she’s taken Thea to get her some breakfast’ he explained and you nodded shyly, content in his arms as your legs tangled together before you started smiling at each other lovingly. ‘whenever you’re ready, I want everyone else to know too. I’m done keeping this a secret’ AHHAHAH OPS, OMG THEY ARE OFFICIAL NOW CAUSE HE KNOWS HE CAN PROTECT HIS FAMILY
‘I’m ready for everyone to know’ you smiled. ‘I want everyone to know you’re mine’ ‘And you’re mine’ he smiled softly, hand cupping your jaw so he could gently caress your face before leaning down to kiss you again. GIGGLING
‘I would say welcome to the family but you’ve been here a while’ he teased before his eyes were on Mason. ‘Bloody took you long enough’ TONY YOU'RE OFFICIALLY FORGIVEN🤗
THE IG POST😭😭😭😭
OMG LOZ
WHAT MAGOC DID YOU JUST DO?
THANK YOU FOR WRITING THAT WORK OF ART AND TO BEL FOR GIVING YOU THAT MAGICAL IDEA
THAT WAS REAL PERFECTION
ALL THE ANGST, AND THE GROWING UP OF ALL OF THE, TONY FIRST
LIKE THEY NOT UNDESTANDING THAT THEY CLEARLY LOVED EACH OTHER😭
I LOVED THAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
I FELT EVERY EMOTION LIKE ALWAYS, THW LOVE, THE DISAPPOINTMENT, THE JEALOUSY, THE FEAR,EVERYTHING
WOW GIRL, THANK YOUUUU SOOO MUCH🩷🩷🩷🌺🌺🌺🌺
I LOVE THIS THANK YOU SO MUCH
I’m glad you finally forgave mason, he was just trying to distract himself cause he thought the girl he loved didn’t want him 🥺 and Tony was just looking after his son but it all worked in the end
And I’m so glad you felt all of it 🥺 my poor babies were just a bit guarded but they let their walls down eventually 😂
THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE
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