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strawnarrries · 1 year
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no one asked but heres a tfln where you and harry are sexting while out with friends even though you're in the same room as each other
Harry
You
Baby you look so fucking good in that dress
baby you look so fucking good in that unbuttoned shirt
My mind is going crazy I can't focus on anything but you
what are you thinking about
What's under the dress and what I'm gonna do to you when we get home
what if i told you there's nothing under it
You're not making this easy for me. I'm struggling to hide a boner over here
you're not doing a very good job
it's huge
Thanks for that
I can't get over how good you look. I just wanna rip that fucking dress off you and take you right here
is that what you're gonna do to me when we get home
Yes I'm gonna make you feel so good just like I always do
I wanna kiss you right now
and never stop kissing you
I do too. I wanna kiss you everywhere
everywhere?
Yeah I wanna taste you. You always taste so good for me. I could taste you for hours on end if you'd let me. It's my favorite thing to do. It's why I've written so many songs about it
oh gosh harry please dont let anyone see your screen
ugh that's so hot though
I love watching you squirm when I put a couple fingers in and suck at the same time. Your pretty face gets all scrunched up and your thighs start to shake around my head when you're about to cum. It's my favorite thing in the world.
you're so good with words harry im so wet
I know you are. I can tell by your stance that you're dripping for me
only for you
That's right baby
and then when you're finished with me its my turn to make you feel good
You always make me feel good. Just thinking about how sexy you look with your lips wrapped around me drives me mad
Especially that one time when you had red lipstick on and it got so messy that was so hot
it got everywhere!!!!
It was so hot though babe
Tell me what you wanna do to me
i'll start slow and kiss you for a little and then i'll touch you and get you nice and hard for me. i like to tease you a little bit too and hear you whine for me to put my mouth on it. and then when i do give you what you want, you'll wrap your fingers through my hair and moan my name over and over again it gets me so hot
Damn baby
You give the best blowjobs
and then usually when youre about to cum you push me away and say you wanna cum in me
and then when you are in me, you get so deep and it feels so good and neither of us wanna ever stop even though we both know you'll only last two seconds
Heyyyyyy
Not all the time
It's not my fault I married the sexiest woman alive
i cant argue with that
It's because you clench around me. You're always so tight I can't help it. You fit so perfectly around me it's like you were made for me
can you take me home
The night is still young babe
you can't tease me like this and then expect me to not want you
I'm just kidding I want you too
So bad I feel like I might explode
Make up something and come get me
Okay
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Corrupt Girlfriend part 5
Day 4
You wake up in bed after a long night and see your girlfriend isn't next to you you go to the bathroom and find her in there.
You see your girlfriend texting someone.
You're intrigue and jealousy continues to grow as you think of how quickily your relationship has changed.
"Hey baby"
Your girlfriend answers you nervously but still fixated on her phone
leans over the sink.
"Oh hey Honey, Im just texting my friend, we have plans to go out shopping later.."
"Oh really who you going with?"
You get closer to her
"Oh you wouldnt know them.. Enjoying the view?"
She changes the subject
"Oh yes ma'am"
You get closer
"Oh what am I going to do with you?"
Ashley Pushes Her ass against your face
Your girlfriend starts to grind agaist your face
"I think you owe me for all these perverted fantasies I let you experience."
You try to speak with your mouth full of her ass and pussy
"MmHnhm"
She picks up pace
"mhmmm, so I saw cuckold in your search history.."
"I looked it up and now I know how perverted my little man is. mmm"
"Is that really how you look at your girlfriend?"
"NnnMmHnhmm"
Your girlfriend is grinding on your face frantically
"ohh, you fuckking bitch. MMMmm"
She Lifts off you and starts to squirt on your face
you both take a minute to catch your breath
"oh that was good, I love you."
"I love you too.."
Once again, you get ready for work and leave thinking of everything that has happened the past few days.
Later that day You receive a video from Ashley of her shaking her bare ass in a gym.
Hey babe, I miss you!"l
Oh wow! I love the video
Thanks babe he loved taking it, too :)
He?
Just my friend, babe, dont worry!
Im not
I'm going to finish my work out ill talk to you later!
Okay, have fun
2 hours pass and you are on your break so you try to face time Ashley.
"It's unlike her not to respond for this long"
You send her another text
Hey baby, are you okay
Yea, sorry baby, im still busy..
I'll tell you later
You decide to give her a call to make sure she's okay
Ring.
Ring.
Ring.
the phone picks up to loud gutteral moaning and fast breathing
"Oh fuck oh fuck"
"Your boyfriends calling should i pick up"
you can't see anything yet
"No, please, I dont want him to know right now. hmhmmmmMM"
The wet pounding continues
he chuckles
"so whos cock do you like more?"
"Ugh yours its so much thicker, I love it when we get to hang out"
"what a slut fucking another man behind her husbands back"
"I know Im a whore i cant help it UHhgmm"
she starts to shake and cum with him
"IM CUMING IM CUMING AGAIN!"
you see her laying on the bed shaking
"I'll see you again soon"
"Mhm yes sir"
I think it's time i installed some cameras
you come home to find your gf in the bedroom
she acts as if nothing happened
"Hey honey welcome home!"
"Did you have fun with your friend?"
"Mhm, almost too much im exausted!"
"So what did you do after the gym"
"Oh, well, we watched some boring movie on the tv, then he had to go.."
"Hey, can you do me a favour and move your panties to the side?"
she looks nervous
"Oh Honey, Im not up for sex right now.."
"I dont want sex. Just move them."
she slowly moves her panties to the side
she looks at you with regret
"Im sorry, baby.. I dont know what's wrong with me."
You feel an erection start to grow
"What did you do?"
"We came back home to watch a movie, but as we sat there, i saw his hard dick bulging through his pants, and i had to touch it."
you use your imagination
You get more excited, and you pull out your dick.
Your girlfriend looks down and gives you that devilish smirk
"then what happened?"
She starts to rub herself with you.
"We started making out, Grinding on each other, till i begged him to fuck me.Mmm"
Your already getting close, you always cum quick to her story's.
"Keep Talking. ughh"
"Then he took me with his huge cock, and pounded me like i wanted him to all day. I came so many times it was amazing."
"he finally filled me up and made me cum i had him reply back to you so you were not worried"
You replay the text in your head
"your a dirty whore sneaking around me you know that?"
she moans
"I know.."
"Was he that much better than me?"
she looks up at you and nods lustfully
You shoot a huge load all over her.
"oh fuck babe that was alot.. I would love to make new storys to tell you."
"mhm"
You think about everything that happened.
you feel anxious and excited.
You decide to set up cameras to keep track of Ashely.
Shes getting more daring everyday and you want to make sure you get to see it all.
You finally lay down in bed and go to sleep.
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bwobgames · 1 year
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The man makes a phone call
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"Vivi! Turn on your location. I am coming over!"
"Wh- dont say it like that! No, we didn't do anything, just chatted"
"I wouldn't say disappointed. I mean, it's too early"
"That is an old nickname, and it does not reflect the man I am today"
"Lovingly: shut up, I am going there with him, so be nice"
"Yes, yes, bye!"
"... nickname?"
"Due to my poor decisions in previous years of my life that I do not plan on repeating, I was known as 'Goatman' for being 'Hornier than someone with horns'
I am now regretting giving her this information"
Oliver tries very hard not to laugh
"Ok, I know where she is. Let's go"
They get to a corridor
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"Well well well, if it isn't Ángel and a little buddy, what bussiness could you two have with a lady like me?"
"So his name is Ángel"
"Job bussiness sadly"
"Man, and here I thought we would have a new person for our dnd campaign"
"That could be arranged"
"Before we start being boring, have any of you seen a photobook anywhere?"
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"I wanted to take pictures of the storm, but without a photobook, they will get all crumpled in my pockets! I have been obligated to use my phone's camera like a measly instagram influencer, Do you see what that does to a vibrant soul like me? The pain? The shame??"
"I'm sorry, I'm sure we'll find it eventually"
"A lost photobook, that's another mystery.
Logically, I know it's probably just a misplaced item, but
Something feels bad about it
Dangerous
What if it was stolen?
By someone with bad intentions?
What if something bad happened?
What if something bad will happen?
What if it's happening right now?
Is there someone behind me?"
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"No. Of course there isn't. I must be on edge from what Ángel told me. Ugh, this is not the time for new phobias to be created"
"Time to get into business"
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"Excuse me, We were actually here to ask you about Eugene Coli's speedrunning incident. Do you happen to know about it? Why would he do that?"
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"Yeaaahhhh no, I only know what happened afterward, I mean, I wanted to know! But the guy didn't want to give any interviews!
And then the guy went to jail for like, a week, only to disappear from public eye until this party, so he's probably here somewhere. If i find out, I'll tell you!"
"But you are then one who found out first, can you tell us about that?"
"It was an anonymous link sent to the place i work at. It led to a speedrunning website with the mans run in a video"
"Did you watch the video?"
"Yeah! It was taken off the site days later, but i managed to download it! It was like a tour to the man's factory. You could see him talking to whoever was recording. Although the sound was replaced with some techno music for some reason.
The video even had accidents! Like, blood and burns! I have no clue how the moderators accepted it, I'm blaming money"
"It was listed as a satisfactory gameplay ironically enough."
"Did you know that the guy used to be a speedrunner? He used the same account to upload this one"
"I don't have any knowledge on psychology, but maybe this guy is just obsessed with speedrunning"
"Well, this does tell us some things. Thank you for your help"
"Also, we must warn you, we think this event might be some kind of disguise for crimes that could hurt us"
"That blows"
"You don't seem very worried"
"I've reported dangerous situations live. This isn't my first rodeo, mister"
"Yeah, but this is more serious. You might be killed here"
"Well, if it's my time, then it's my time"
"Don't say that. You're sending yourself to an early grave if you're this careless all the time"
"Me? Aren't you the guy who can't be two days without injecting cancer gas directly into their lungs?"
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"That's not the same"
"How is it not the same? Is that and your crazy stunts of dubious legality not also sending you to an early grave?"
"I quit that! And I can quit smoking anytime! I just don't have the need to"
"Right, right, of course, I'm just being careless unlike you, mature and responsible man"
"Is, is this a fight? A friendly fight? Should I intervene, or is it more like a sibling fight where this is a normal thing that happens. Can we leave?"
"Listen, I get it, I was stupid and unsafe, and I probably should've died thrice by now, but I don't want that life anymore!"
"I want to be safe now. I dont want any of us to be in danger"
"I don't want us to die"
"... It's going to happen eventually, you know this"
"I don't want it"
"Yeah, alright, I'm getting involved"
"...It is normal to fear death. It's unknown and out of our control, but only with death, we have life, yeah?
So let's not waste it by bickering, and let's keep going"
"I've never been good at pep talks, but if we really are in danger, then there's no time for existentialism"
"... Right, keep your location on Vivi"
"Maybe I will. Maybe I won't"
"... I'm sorry for calling you careless"
"...Ugh, Fine, I'll keep it on, stop looking at me with that mopey wet cat face and leave already"
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"Well, we didn't find motive, but we have some information.
Do you know anyone else who might have something on the speedrunning stunt?"
"... Someone comes to mind"
"Alright, we'll go now, bye Vivi!"
"Yeah, yeah, run along, bunny boy"
"Did she just ...assign me a fursona???"
"She does that"
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purp-yam · 1 year
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The World Engulfed Pt.3
Tainted Ancients AU - purp-yam
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CW: language, violence, slight blood mention, kidnapping, slight non-conensual touching
Y/N - Gender Neutral
<<Part 2
"Damn!...Shouldn't you be in a nursing home already?!" Cherry Licorice Cookie was dodging almost every attack thrown at him. "Ahahaha! Such a smart mouth for a boy so young!" "I'm a grown ass man, goddamnit!" "You cannot avoid me for long!" "We'll see about that old lady!" As Cherry Licorice and Poison Hollyberry Cookies battled, Healer Mushroom Cookie hid, he didn't know what to do but watch. "Reader Cookie! Take Healer Mushroom to safety! Quick!" Taking Healer Mushroom by the hand, you ran into the nearby trees watching your friends fend of the Tainted Ancients. "Light Enchantress, dearest why do you make it so hard for yourself, I mean aren't you tired of fighting and for what? The sake of the 'greater good'? Oh please! Be realistic!" Tainted Vanilla Cookie held her hand, caressing it. "Wh-what is this..! What games are you..playing with me! Stop it!" "Remember the olden days when you where called-" "Don't you dare! Don't you dare say that name!!" "-Wilted Lily Cookie." "I am not...her anymore. You know that, you all know that!" You paused as you realized Tainted Vanilla didn't lie to you. He was telling the truth all along but she's changed you thought as the conversation went on it gotten more intense..it almost sounded like a marriage falling apart. "My dear, my queen, my pretty, you know that we belong together, to rule the entirety of Earthbread!-" "NO!" Light Enchantress pushed him away which made him angrier.
"Ugh!! This is why you're hopeless! Friends, kill them, strangle them, stab them, whatever just get rid of them!" "Hahaahh...he's not getting tired or anything, I don't know if...I can keep going on!" "Don't give up hope just yet, I'm coming up with a spell, hold out a little bit longer.." "You're skill is inadequate, tacky, unworthy of a fight such as this!" "You were never there for me, father!-" "Don't you dare call me your father! I was ashamed of you from the very start!" "I'm almost done! Just keep going!" They were in a dance of death, Milky Choco nearly being decapitated, his body tired and bruised at the constant speed of dodging and swinging his sword. "I...I cant..go...on..." Exhausted he fell before the cold king himself. "MILKY CHOCO!" Fudge Icecream Cookie screamed. "It's too late, saving him is a waste of time, traitor-" "SHUT UP!" Fudge Icecream concocted a poison spell, "By day by night you feel my might, by night by day you feel yourself drift away!" Burnt Cacao fell on his knees, feeling the effects of the spell. "A-ah! Milky Choco Cookie, are you alright?" Milky Choco turned on his back, staring weakly at him, "Yes..I just need a little rest is all." Fudge Icecream sighed in relief.
"Uhh guys!! Need a little bit of help here if you don't mind!" Cherry Licorice was still battling with Poison Hollyberry Cookie. "Do not worry Cherry boy. I've got ya!" Sliced Pomegranate Cookie appeared showing off her two-blade style accompanied with the grace and beauty of a ballerina. "Oh ho! Two against one? Isn't this gonna be some battle! Hahahahah!" Cherry Licorice, and Sliced Pomegranate were working in unison while also retaining their own fighting style. Cherry Licorice more of a potion guy (much like Fudge) but also fights using his staff, while Sliced Pomegranate used her agility along with her two-blade fighting style despite her small size. Watching this, you wondered why can't you do anything? After all you have been trained in situations like this.
You looked into Healer Mushroom's eyes, they looked so innocent and scared. "Hey, everything is going to be okay. No need to be scared." "B-but everyone..fighting..I dont like fighting..." You couldn't just sit there, hmm..ah! "Hey! Can't you like..I dunno heal others?" He perked up a bit, looking with confusion. "Urmm..yeah but I dont know if it...will work." "Be confident, I know you can do it! Try Milky Choco over there." "Oh..alright I'll give it a try." Healer Mushroom Cookie walked over to Fudge and Milky Choco Cookies. "Child, why are you here at this time? You're too young." "I-i wanna help! I...don't wanna just be in the sidelines watching my family get hurt! I wanna prove that I can heal!" Both of them were astonished by Healer Mushroom's bravery. "Since you're so passionate about it then..give it a shot." He had second thoughts but he couldn't back out now! "'Shroom! Give it your all!" You shouted, boosting his courage. When looking at Milky Choco closely, he had small cuts that bled little by little, it made him sad. "Okay! Shroomie...shroomie...shroomie!!" And just like that, multi-colored shrooms encased Milky Choco, releasing a chemical smelling of pancakes. "Is it...working?" Fudge shared a small smile. "Yes, you did it, Healer Mushroom Cookie." "I..I really did?! Yay wahoo!...Reader Cookie, look!"
Inside the castle...
Tainted Vanilla Cookie was just chasing Light Enchantress at this point. "Oh sweetheart, why do you have to be a FUCKING NUISANCE!" Tired, she couldn't run anymore and had no choice but to confront him. "Stop it! I've already made up my mind! You can't tell me what-" "YOU PATHETIC BITCH! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU COULD EVER WANT AND YET YOU CHOSE THE WORLD INSTEAD OF ME!-" Moldy Cheese Cookie interrupted the intense moment. "Erm, boss." "WHAT? WHAT COULD YOU POSSIBLY TELL ME ABOUT RIGHT NOW?" "They're beatin' us up really bad and I think...uhh..what was I gonna say again..?" Tainted Vanilla growled out of anger, "IDIOTS, IDIOTS! How dumb can you be!?"
"Pssst! Light Enchantress Cookie, come with me." "R-reader Cookie, how did you.." "Shh not right now." As soon as both of you were at the doors, Tainted Vanilla Cookie was holding both of you by the neck. "You have annoyed me for quite some time child, it's time for you to join Light Enchantress punishment." And just like that you tried to speak but your throat was too tight to even mutter a sound. For a moment it was dark, are you dead? No, you were just knocked out. "Ughh...Reader Cookie..? Oh my goodness Reader Cookie are you okay?!" "Huh..Oh yes my queen, but..where are we?" She sighed, "I'm afraid we're in his chambers." "What?WHAT?! Not again!" "Shhh I know but stay quiet." As soon as she said that, footsteps can be heard just beyond the door. "Oh sweetheart, trying to comfort your little naive scout of yours I see?" "It's none of your concern, tainted one." "Aw you're still cold towards me after all these years?" Putting on a hurt face, stroking her thighs.
. . .
It was quiet, not a normal quiet but a quiet that can send chills or make you uncomfortable. The others started to noticed that you and Light Enchantress Cookie were missing. "M-momma? Where are youu?" "READER COOKIE! DEAR LIGHT ENCHANTRESS!!?" "COME ON READER COOKIE, DONT DO THIS TO ME AGAIN!" "AWWH COME ON! NOO!" "THIS ISNT GOOD, THIS ISNT GOOD AT ALL, PLEASE IF YOU'RE PLAYING A PRANK, IT ISNT FUNNY!" Fudge Icecream thought of someone, someone he knew a long time ago. "Ahem! Everyone! I (possibly) know someone that could help us"
"And who might that be?" Sliced Pomegranate Cookie being skeptical as ever. "Hey it's better than nothing!..so who is it?" "Yeah yeah..please I want to see Momma Light Enchantress again.."
"It's a stretch but...Blueberry Cake Cookie...
TO BE CONTINUED >>>
Writers note: I hope the wait was worthwhile!
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kirazdaha · 1 year
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HAHAHAHA Every Turk Family has one of those names and unironically mine does too 🫡 Tell your mother thank you she is a very lovely lady
I know all of the artists you listed below because my dad blasts them on the radio everytime we go out... I call it old people music but hey I never said it was bad, they're awesome and I might have memorised some of the artist's songs from how much I listen to them... Barış Manço is a classic without a doubt! Fun fact my parents were able to go to his concert and got a signed picture with him I will always envy how lucky they were 😭 I love how women in the industry made the most iconic songs I hear them often in weddings too! Or clubs, even though I only went to one once I'm not very fond of them...
My questions were do you have any tips or inspiration with how you draw! I love your art and artstyle and it's honestly what I've been trying to achieve for a while, I can't believe I'm learning how to draw men because of a silly lawyer show it's a disease...
(We are just having a conversation at this point) (I feel like those people who speak out loud in public) (I hope you and anyone who's reading this is having a good day :) be kind to yourself and others everyone)
OH MY GOD i envy them too😭😭 also omg that sounds like heaven to me. the other day i went out partying and i felt sooo out of place because i only knew like 3 songs. omg it was so so bad.
hmmm tips and inspiration…. my number 1 tip would definitely be to look at a lot of other artists you like and analyze what exactly you like. and then try to emulate that in your own work. i try to look for inspiration everywhere - artists online, traditional artists, old masters, 3d artists, even theatre and poetry, etc. - doesnt mean that i am equally inspired by them all (because all these things at once sound so scary and big but they really arent!) but rather, i try to be open for anything and that helps me find inspiration :) 
ill try to explain my thoughts more under the cut because this got long:
for me for example, so far i only posted some art i made that was lined (which, i would say makes up maybe half of the art i draw - i mostly sketch and recently have been building up the courage to paint more) and one of my inspirations is meltow. i think if you go over and check out their art youll definitely see it lol. but also i love the clean look some comics have and my friends tell me my art looks like it belongs in a comic which, i guess yeah :) when it comes to colors and composition i LOVE this artists works. i still have a lot to learn and just looking at their works inspires me so much!!!
i will say i have ALWAYS struggled with lineart. its probably the worst thing in the world to me because it never feels right!!! i like lining on paper with harsh inks and stiff ink nibs that allow for like. very little variety in line weight, but i havent done that in over 3 years (i hope i can get back to that). but yes, something about lineart makes me feel so icky when i use any brush that reacts to the pressure you put on your tablet LOL i just hate it. ugh. i havent been able to work it out.
it was only in 2020 i think that i decided to try it out with a thick brush with some texture and no pen pressure. that probably was the first time i got actual lineart that (at the time) i liked done. and then later on, discovering that other artists are able to achieve beautiful drawings with similar brushes AND that lining with a very simple brush can feel so satisfying helped me evolve a lot! until 2022, i actually wasnt able to give my art the kind of finished look that i wanted. so what people consider my style is really just born out of my limits and working with them. that obviously doesnt mean that i dont try to challenge myself as much as i can. i do and i think everyone should! thats what makes art so fun
if theres any good advice i can give to a beginner itd probaaaaably be. okay this is difficult and i feel like im not really qualified for this. as a hobbyist much less so because a lot of the knowledge and skills i acquired was through an intuitive process (i could never stick with habits such as regular studies or warmups or whatever is meant to be good for you) which definitely isnt the most “productive” way but i mean it doesnt have to be. its just a hobby! you dont have to perfect art. but yes, i would definitely say dont stop drawing. youll always be your harshest critic and at the beginning, and especially if you begin at an older age because youve been training your eye your whole life but your drawing skills for only a relatively short time you will notice a lot of mistakes. and youll think you wont achieve the image you have in your head. and maybe you wont (because youll always strive for more and youll never really be satisfied as an artist bla bla) for a while. but you have to keep drawing! try out different strategies, find out how other artists draw, watch speedpaints, try out different papers and pencils, try everything that makes it more fun and keep going! it will all pay off!! 
in my eyes theres also no point in saying “i should wait till im better to draw this idea i have” because if inspiration strikes you you should use that. even though i still sometimes catch myself thinking like that. you can always redraw things later on!! if theres anything that will keep you drawing you should use that! like getting into shows and games that make me want to draw helps a ton LOL people are not joking when they say getting obsessed with one character is the quickest way to improve. i 100% agree!!! if you saw my first nachos you wouldnt even recognize him. not kidding wow this got long. thank you for the questions though!! i hope some of my rambling can help you. feel free to talk to me whenever!
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warpspeedgirl · 3 months
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You really don’t see how after I said no “I cant help with this today , I’m dealing with a lot and it’ll be better for you to handle this one on your own” and you responding with “ No thats why I just wanted you to ask Joseph what to do and you can tell me what he says” and “I just wanted to know if you could ask him for me if you could” is pushy?? I already said I can’t. You saying since I’m at the apartment with my boyfriend it would be better to have someone there because you have classes all day. We were on our way out to go talk after we had that telehealth appointment concerning my baby. You don’t know our schedule but you were assuming we were just going to be around not doing anything. And even if we were that's okay. I’m hosting and I cant help you. It was like my one day off too. You replying to previous messages saying “this was the question to ask Joseph” and “this was all the information and the location of the sound is in the video” after I just said I can’t help you is so freaking pushy and translates to you thinking I should’ve just done it, feeling like you needed to understand why I couldn’t, and that you already sent all the information so  I know as much about your experience as you do which is RIDICULOUS and selfish. You dont need to explaining why it was “just one thing you needed’. It doesn’t matter because I already said no. You said 'its okay i got it" but everything you said before that made it clear that you weren't expecting me to say no and didnt respect it. It doesnt matter if youre busy and had to make time to do it, I was busy too. There's no reason to keep explaining that you "just needed" when I already said no, its so beyond pushy and bratty. I said I cant help you. Nothing has to be wrong or off for me to say no. It doesn't make any sense. I can't explain your experience for you and I don't have to. I said no. It just wasn’t what you were expecting to hear and you confirmed that when you later admitted you couldn't understand why I said no and that “there was no reason for it to be an issue” "there was no reason for me not to be able to ask" Okay??? You asked and I said sorry I cant and went about my day. pressing that it was an issue for the entire apartment when it wasn’t. The reason why It turned into an issue was because I said no. It wasn't an issue before that. No one said you couldnt ask or that it was a problem that you did. Its coming across like youre just saying that implying that I'M being difficult because I said no and you wanted me to do it. There was no issue. You asked, I said I cant help, you went on and on and on and on. “There was no reason for it to be an issue”- your projecting and its showing a lot about you. Who says stuff like that in response to a previous no??? Its so high handed and ugly and dismissive of my feelings and opinion. Oh my god. It’s bratty. Youre not the deciding factor in what’s an issue or not, especially when there was no issue.
You only started saying that because me saying no and my reaction to you pressing me about it made you feel like you asking ‘for just one thing for both of us’ was an issue. I dont not care that you're hearing disturbing sounds in your room but the problem and solution, effects you. Your behavior after I said no was the issue. I have my own stuff going on, and I don’t need to explain my life in detail to you in detail for you to hear and understand “I cant help you, it'll be better if you handle this on going problem (in YOUR room), on your own”. If I said yes you wouldn’t have kept pushing any of this. It was an ongoing issue in your room that you needed to find out about. I’m not going down to the leasing office and explaining your situation with videos and messages for you the morning I found out about it. Like seriously? Ugh. The way you originally sent everything was a lot and I was never going to relay all of that. I’m busy and it’s not my business or responsibility no matter how much you kpt trying to convince me that it was retroactively and with third party opinions. Because I didnt respond th way you were expecting/assuming me to. 
So it was not unreasonable to think that they’d ask for other info pertaining to why you think it’s rats if I went down there or called for you. That’s why you originally sent me all that information. There was a good chance they were going to ask for it and I wouldn’t have known what to say because it’s not my experience. You couldn’t have known “you were not going to have to explain all of that Adisa”. It doesn’t make any sense. It was not an issue for “our apartment” yet in the least and you kept trying to get me to agree with you on that when it was clear that I don’t. I wasn’t trying to get you to agree with me that it’s not because I know how you are. I just said I couldn’t help and dropped it.
What is there to genuinely understand or if you’re trying to get your quick across don’t keep saying there’s no reason. It was just one thing that I needed you to do. I knew you could do it. There’s only so many places for the conversation to go after all of that, especially if you’re not respecting someone boundary I was still trying to understand you after all of that and I really need to like what are you expecting from people? You can’t talk to people like that and then expect them not to have a reaction especially when you’re standing in the fact that you thought I should’ve done it or you thought it wasn’t that big and especially when you keep saying that “please don’t think it’s just my thing, I knew you could do it”. No you’re telling yourself and trying to tell me that you knew I could do it because I wouldn’t. It was just one thing I need” like there’s only so many for the conversation to go after that. clearly You weren’t genuinely understanding and I didn’t accuse you about shit even though it was very clear I thought maybe at first this was all misunderstanding but after time I know I don’t think it was misunderstanding I think you didn’t wanna understand and if I said yes, none of this would’ve been happening.
I never said you asking me was a big deal. The task itself was out of the way and everything after that turned into a big deal. My response was no. If it just ended there this wouldn’t have been a big deal. The fact that you told me again and again that asking the question wasn’t a big deal, just said a lot about your character and how much of this is flying over your head. Me saying no shouldn’t equate to- this is a big deal to ask. “It’s not a big deal to ask” who said it was? You asked and I said no. Should be end of story.
And okay if you say you’ll handle the things you need to, I know that too, so do that. If you already handled it why are you still saying HOURS later that it was just one thing you needed and you couldn’t understand why I didn’t do it and bringing up that your therapist also said it wasn’t a big deal to ask.
“It really does. I only was answering you what you were asking. After you told me what it was I didn’t have any more questions really.” -What??? This is so confusing and yes the way you word things in your texts are OFTEN confusing. I didn’t ask you anything, there was nothing for you to answer. You asked ME if I could help you and I couldn’t. There shouldn’t have been a discussion or accusations and passive aggressive comments and your opinions about why I could’ve done it and not understanding why I said no after that. Why is this something along the lines of “I didn’t have any more questions really” about?? I said no. Stop. This really feels like YOU just don’t want to understand because you weren’t expecting me to say no and not agree that it’s a whole issue for the apartment that I needed to handle as soon as you wanted me to. This is so so so ridiculous.
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massive vent underneath the cut. i dont know i just started typing and couldnt stop. you can read it if you want, but honestly, i recommend you dont.
i miss the days of when who was going to be in front was predictable. now we've gone through a few day period where there was a new person in front every day. it fucking sucks, especially because all of our old hosts are inactive, even the one that was frontstuck for 2 YEARS! and she WANTED to be! i havent seen her in weeks. one of them tends to front whenever his name is mentioned but even when he DOES pop into front, he always just goes "wow this is so boring. you live like this now?" and leaves. and i think its because the one sense of stability we had for a while is now just. bloop. gone. and the fact that it was our fault too really just adds the cherry on top of everything. speaking of that sense of stability, some people refuse to accept the fact that its even gone! so then we have to deal with delusions that are straight up UNREALISTIC, that we still have that support system when we don't really have anything outside of ourselves and pouring all of our thoughts into this damn website. every fucking day we wake up and think about those people who offered us comfort, it's almost become a routine! and last night before I went to bed I talked about it with a friend, and guess what. i had another fucking dream about them. about *him*. and it was REALISTIC too, it was him messaging us, checking in on us, and then leaving again. it reminds me of the first time something like this happened. and guess what! it was with HIM! IT WAS HIS FAULT! because we were immature and couldn't be expected to take responsibility and now WE suffer from the choices HE made! and instead of trying to figure out the real issue, he tells us hes tired of helping and boots us out, expecting us to move on? really? us? the ones who waited for so long, for you?! our mindset was that a month was nothing. it's somehow carrying over to this but only in the sense that "he'll come back", not in the sense that time goes by quicker even when he's not here.the past month has been the longest month ive had in the past.. i don't know. 3 years? especially with school. and before i had friends to talk to that could hold me over, people i could always turn to, but now those people are gone because of ME. because of US. fucking great. occasionally ill snap and stalk them on social media too! and be self aware during it! they have me blocked on tumblr (THANKFULLY), but there are some they either can't block me on, haven't blocked me on, or didn't even know i had an account there. it fucking sucks, it makes me feel so much worse and triggers a pretty massive relapse every single time (which is what happened 2 days ago) AND I JUST HAVE TO DEAL! we just have to deal with it! WE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT EXCEPT FOR WAIT. and waiting does nothing, because all of our process gets RESET OVER AGAIN EVERY SINGLE TIME WE SO MUCH AS REMEMBER SOMETHING ABOUT HIM. i can't even tell whether or not i want them back in my life or not. i genuinely can't tell oh my fucking god UGH, and even if i decide that i do there's no fucking WAY it'll happen! because when i went back to them the first time i fucking exploded and they told me that they would never let me back it's like.... i reach a point of acceptance. i relapse. i decide that i'm better than them. i decide that they're better than me. i decide that i don't deserve them. i decide that i need them. i decide that i'll just pretend they're here. i decide and over. and over. i hate it. i just want to live. let me LIVE. LET ME LIVE! FOR FUCKS SAKE! I JUST WANT TO EXIST BUT MY LIFE HAS TO BE ABOUT PEOPLE WHO LEFT ME AND RENOUNCE ME AND NEVER WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN! BECAUSE WHY? BECAUSE WHO FUCKING KNOWS! BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM, BECAUSE WE NEED SOME SEMBLANCE OF STABILITY WHEN THE REAL FUCKING STABILITY CAN'T BE FOUND FROM OBSESSING OVER THEM! OH MY FUCKING GOD. i just want our lives to be about us. to live for ourselves. for no one else. and when that's possible, we just make up someone to have our life be for. i fucking hate it. please let me live. let us live *clears throat* anyways how is yalls thursday going
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parents: tell us what happened
kid: okay :)
parents: wow. that's stupid and you're an idiot for doing that
parents: why wont you tell us what happened
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Dont be shy write smut of the parents from turning red,mei's mom is fine as hell
I've been having a shitty week, so thank u for letting me do this-
"Now I trust her, really I do, but I mean! A slumber party? With a BOY? Even if it's Tyler! Even if he's. Well. Y'know. Am I doing the hand thing right? I don't know!"
Mei Mei was having a sleepover at her friend's Tyler's house. And despite how much of the leash she was loosening, she was still a worried mother. It was her first sleepover with a male friend, and she was worried something would happen to her 'delicate petals'. Even though Tyler constantly talked about how dreamy 'Z' was. Just a mother thing, he supposed. She ranted and raved, and he just listened as he was working in the kitchen. She was so upset, so worried, she wouldn't shut up.
Not that he ever minded. Her feelings were important, and he liked giving someone the spotlight. Especially his wife. Even as she sat there, in her nighttime robe, arms going this way and that as she scolded the air around her, he loved her. He plated the cake on the plate, added a dollop of freshly made whipped cream, and topped it off with a sliced, candied blood orange. Perfect. He walked over to her, silent as to not upset her.
"And another thing-that Priya! Her and her books with vampires! All that sucking euphemisms are just-"
He offered her the plate, cutting herself off immediately. She looked at the plate, then at him.
"I made your favorite."
"...Jin..."
He could tell she was touched. He let her grab the plate, before sitting down next to her, and gently putting his hand on her thigh.
"You will always worry about her. That won't change. But we need to trust her, so she can trust us. If something DOES happen, we'll know. Besides, Tyler has a type, and it's not Mei."
That brought a smile to her lips. That was what he liked to see. She helped herself to a bite of the cake, before resting her head on his shoulder.
"I still can't believe this was how we met. You remember?"
"I can't ever forget."
Cooking class. You'd think she'd ace it, being as disciplined as she was. Sure, rice and dumplings were fine, but her bane? Desserts. It was so awful, she growled as she threw yet another failed cake into the trash. You'd think spending so much time after school would perfect her craft. You'd be wrong.
"Ugh, that one tasted AWFUL! It was like licking ashes off a SPONGE!"
She just had to make one fucking dessert to pass this class. What If she failed? Oh if her mom saw she failed ANY class. She dug her fingers in her hair, feeling herself start to breathe oh so quickly. Oh no, she can't have an episode, not here, she didn't have the time to-
"I think it might be too much cinnamon."
She looked up from her counter towards the voice. He was a shorter, sort of 'tubby' boy. Pair that with his glasses, and he honestly looked like he needed protection against the more stupid boys in school. She studied him for a moment, raising a brow at him.
"What?"
"You said it tasted like ashes from a sponge. Might be too much cinnamon. And you might be...mixing too hard. I get decent grades in this class, can I uh...teach you?"
She probably shouldn't get advice from some rando. But at this point, she'd take anything. She nodded, scooting over her counter to make room for him.
"Thanks. If I fail this class, my mom is going to lose her MIND and she'd yell at me at-"
Before she could finish, he reached over to hold her hand. His hand was big, soft as dough. Without speaking another word, he started to mix dry ingredients into a bowl. He went slow, letting her follow rather easily. When he poured the coffee and chocolate, he smiled at her, offering a spoon in her direction. Instead of taking it from his hand, she leaned in, and licked it right off the spoon. His face was as red as a panda, and he cleared his throat.
"Is it...good?"
She nodded eagerly, licking the chocolate off her bottom lip.
"Very."
"...I'm Jin."
"Ming."
"You were so nervous around me."
"You were the prettiest girl I knew. So talented. But also...lonely."
His thumb gently rubbed at her leg as she kept eating, lost in thought.
"I was. I didn't have time for friends. But you had all the same classes with me, it was easy. Remember all the 'tutoring' you did for me?"
He felt red creep onto his face at that look in her eyes. Tutoring was really...hands on, if you caught his drift. He rubbed the back of his head, chuckling.
"You were uh...really good at your oral reports."
"JIN!!"
That got a real good laugh out of her. She swatted his shoulder. She swore under her breath as she got crumbs on him, clearly embarrassed.
"How DARE you make me laugh like that! You know I hate my laugh!"
"I like it."
She looked up at him, glanced at his hand, then back up at him. He couldn't resist her, not with a face like that. He leaned in, kissing her forehead. Didn't matter how long they'd been married, still getting to kiss her would be the highlight of his day, week, month, year even. She caught his lips before he pulled away, and he swore he melted on the spot. He loved cake, but it tasted even sweeter from her. She pulled away from him, and seeing her blush, as if it was their first kiss all over again, it only made him want her more. He took her empty plate, put it on the coffee table, and leaned In to kiss at her jawline. He'd understand if she didn't want to, but could you blame a guy for trying? She pushed at his chest weakly, clearly not really trying to push him away.
"Jin, stop it, you're embarrassing."
"Loving you isn't embarrassing. How long has it been, Ming?"
She thought about it, before wincing at the thought.
"Three years. At least."
It wasn't that she wasn't attracted to him (at least he hoped not) anymore, she was just so distracted by life, it hadn't crossed her mind. Sure, he missed her, but it wasn't an absolute need for him. He was a father, a husband, life just came at you like that. Her hand was still at his chest, and her fingers gently strummed at his shirt, clearly in thought.
"I'm...sorry. I know I've been preoccupied with Mei. It's bad enough I've been a bad mom, now I've been a bad wife-"
He wrapped his arms around her, and pulled, till she was right up against him. Jin loved to talk, but he realized pretty early on, that actions helped her more than words. He felt her grip onto his back, and take a shakey exhale. Perfection was a flaw in his wife, always had been. He sat there until she had her fill, and she looked up at him.
"I can't take back all I missed. But I can do something now. If you'll have me."
He nodded. He always would have her, no matter how busy and in the weeds she was. That's what love did to you. She motioned for him to get up, but he hesitated.
"Could...we do it here?"
She looked appalled at the notion, hand on her chest.
"On the COUCH? REALLY?"
He shrugged.
"I just...uh. Always wanted to."
She hesitated, and he was about to just follow her upstairs, before she just pushed him onto his back, and sat on his lap.
"Fine. Just. If there's a mess, YOU'RE cleaning it."
Fair enough. She laid on his stomach, wrapped her arms around his neck, and started to kiss at his cheek, and his neck. Her hand buried itself into his hair, gently combing through his scalp. He missed that. He missed his hair being played with, being messy. He put his hands on her thighs, and the soft fabric of her nightclothes felt REALLY good against his fingers. He was usually pretty respectful, but he couldn't resist bringing his hands up to cup her ass. Well, groping was more like it (what? He liked a nice butt, and his wife had it). It surprised her, given the little sound she made right into his ear.
"Jin!"
He could only chuckle. She wasn't really mad, she just didn't know how to respond to him being so...forward. She seemed to like it though, given the little pinpricks of her teeth against his collarbone. He started to slowly grind her against him, and to his delight, she moaned, right into his ear. It had been so long since he heard such a sweet sound like that from her. With a little bit of squirming, he pulled his cock out of his underwear, sort of just now realizing how hard he was.
"You're...REALLY excited, Jin."
She sat up, looking down at him. She pulled away from him, and he thought that she was put off. But when she knelt in front of him, little hands parting his thick thighs, he could tell that wasn't the case at all. He let out a shakey breath, just so damn nervous and excited, all at once. She hadn't blown him in...well, they're out if practice, to put it bluntly. He's always wanted it though, Ming always had such full, soft lips. They reminded him of a freshly bloomed flower. Her lips kissed his tip, cascading down his length. He wasn't huge, but he was 'fat'. He was...well, so so, if you asked any other woman.
But if you asked Ming, he was just fine. He could see it in her eyes as her peach colored lipstick smeared against him. Such sweet, plentiful, lovely kisses. He was embarrassed that he felt himself throb, and painfully. He put his hand on her head, and with a bit of prompting, pushed her head down. He felt himself slip down her throat, and he felt his head hang off the side of the couch. It was everything, it was absolute heaven.
"M-more Ming, please. That feels SO good, I can't-"
He didn't want to offend her, but he had to push her head off of him. He was so close, and he didn't want to wait for himself to recover for this.
"I know what you want, Jin."
She stated, wiping drool off her bottom lip. The intense look in her eyes, the lust in her voice.
"Then give it to me."
She sat up, peeled her underwear off and letting it fall to the floor. She sat on top of him again, and was about to push himself into her, before stopping.
"W-wait, should I go get a condom? Do we even have any ar-"
"I want another baby."
She looked at him, totally taken aback. He couldn't believe himself either. They stared at each other for a moment, and he was about to apologize, when she, absolutely red in the face, spoke.
"I want two."
He knew he had a big, star struck look in his eyes. Could you blame him? His beautiful, usually uptight and worried wife was on top of him, messy hair and flushed face and looking so absolutely adorable?
"How about three?"
"Why not four?"
"Fours bad luck, we should do five."
He couldn't help himself anymore. He couldn't be sweet anymore. Suddenly it was HER turn to be on her back, and he was on top of her. He held her in a tight embrace, and pushed himself inside of her. She was so wet for him, and just so perfectly tight. He started to thrust into her, throbbing cock absolutely thriving inside her tight walls.
"J-jin if you don't s-slow down, I'm going to-!"
"Go ahead. I won't stop. I love you, Ming. I won't ever want to stop."
He was a big fella, he was well aware. It was why the force of his movements made the couch slightly squeak, and made his wife run her nails down his back. She wasn't holding back ANY emotions, and it was the sexiest thing he'd ever seen her do.
"Oh my GOD Jin, I LOVE you!"
He reached in between her legs, rubbing at her clit, and making her gasp. It didn't matter how long it had been. He could ALWAYS remember how to rub it, just right. It was just what she needed to finish, and watching her shake from it all, was just enough for him to finish. He poured himself into her, and he knew it seeped onto the couch below. He had never been happier at the idea of cleaning a mess. They sat there for a moment, and she was sweet enough to run her nails through his scalp, immediately making him drowsy.
"I...forgot what that felt like, Jin."
"I can tell. You never let me ruin your pretty hair."
"Ugh, I bet I look awful..."
He kissed her cheek, softly sighing. He was still inside of her, and he never wanted to leave.
"You look like you. Which is beautiful."
"Oh hush."
He met her eyes, and they looked as tranquil and peaceful as a koi pond.
"Ming?"
"Hmm?"
"We could...you know. Plan this sort of thing. Maybe once a week?"
She thought about it, biting into her knuckle in thought.
"I...oh what about Mei? I can't do it with her in the house."
"We could have her sleepover at one of her friend's house once a week. It'd be good for her, good for us. Unless of course, you DON'T like this."
He loved watching her face as he pushed himself into her. She missed it just as much as he did. She nodded quickly, biting her bottom lip.
"N-no, I do, I do. We uhm...could do Fridays. She could stay for the weekend, even."
"Someone is trusting so suddenly."
She didn't want to admit it, he could tell from the furious blush on her face. She cleared her throat, trying to keep her composure.
"Mei Mei is a...grown woman. She could handle it."
He kissed her forehead with a soft chuckle.
"We'll give her the news tomorrow when she comes home. For now, would you like me to make you a tea? And a towel?"
"Tea is fine. You can...uhm...clean the mess later."
He loved his wife, his daughter, and his life.
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A wedding!| Crosshair
God this frame is so smooth
Reader: female
Warnings: nope
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"I can't do this! Im backing out!"
"Hey! Hey!" Echo spoke hands out in a calming notion, "calm down Y/n. You can do this."
"I look ugly- ugh..."
"You look magnificent Y/n." Tech spoke.
"I-I don't know."
The two boys sighed, Howzer and Gregor rushing in closing the door behind them, both dressed up nicely in there tuxs yet missing there jackets as they had been rushing around.
"We're gonna be late!" Gregor spoke.
"I can't Im sorry..." Y/n spoke, "H-he'll think Im ugly."
"Y/n." Howzer told her, "Its Crosshair. You cant possibly be uglier than him-"
"Howzer."
"Sorry...tried to copy his humor usually calms you." He apologized walking over, "Now. Tell us. Your brides boys whats wrong."
"Y-you don't think I look ugly?" Y/n asked the group, "Im so fat looking, look at my hips Howzer!"
"You look smokin to me!" Gregor stated with a smile, "I'll marry you if he doesn't! Look at you!"
Gregor came over as he turned her around to look in the mirror.
"I see a strong! Will minded! Individual! Shes taken bullets! She's taken lightsabers! Shes taken on the galaxy with a single blaster!" Gregor spoke with a large smile, the other boys coming behind her with a smile, "Shes strong! And will walk down the isle like a trooper! Just to reach the end to realize she doesnt have to be a trooper anymore."
Y/n slolwy nodded as the boys cheered, "Thats the Y/n we all know!"
"Im sorry! General called me! And then I had to rush in here! And I found your coats! Ashoka is here too and found the bouquet!" Cody rushed in Ashoka rushing in, the Tortuga holding the flowers.
"I think Cody's more worried than Y/n." Tech spoke as she chuckled.
"You look beatiful Y/n." Ashoka spoke.
"Thank you..." She spoke.
"We have everything then?"
"I have her the extra shoes."
"I have vodka. "
"Echo-"
"Okay. Come on Come on. Anakins waiting to take us!"
"Anakins driving?" The group asked Ashoka.
"Maybe not the best idea, yeah." Ashoka responded.
"Well?"
"What?"
"GO! We're gonna be late!"
"Shit right!"
They helped Y/n down the palaces staircase where anybody who seen the two congratulated her telling her she looked beatiful, she thanked each person gratefully as they got to the speeder.
"Wow." Anakin spoke, "might have to steal you for myself."
"Not if I get to you first." Pademe spoke sitting in the front passanger seat.
"Thanks guys. I need it." Y/n spoke with a smile as she stepped in the others following her and they were off and going through the Naboo streets.
"It looks crook-it." Crosshair spoke fixing the boutonniere.
"Its fine." Hunter spoke, fixing Crosshairs flower, Crosshair checking himself in the church hall mirror for the 100th time.
"You look amazing!" Wrecker spoke patting his brother roughly on the back causing him to jolt forward.
"Well Y/n has to like it. Thats all that matters." Crosshair spoke.
"I think you look good! On the fly!" Omega spoke , the little girl in her own suit matching the brothers, with the exception of her only have a vest on.
"Uh huh." Crosshair spoke looking down at the kid, but back at himself.
"Im here." Rex spoke walking in with a small box he also in a suit, "Y/n had me pick this up last mintue, guess they couldn't finish it until last mintue."
Crosshair turned around as Rex handed him the box, Crosshair grabbed it from him, with a small thanks as he opened it.
"What is it?" Omega asked curiously.
Crosshair chuckled as he pulled out a necklace a shard of glass covered the egdes to prevent it from cutting anything.
"Is that the shard of glass she pulled out your side?" Hunter questioned.
"Yes it is." Crosshair smiled, pulling it over his as he tucked the necklace away in his shirt.
"Thats the mission we found you both making out in the medbay!" Wrecker spoke.
"Oh yeah!" Omega spoke, "You told her, 'I love you, and I dont even love my brothers so deal with it,'"
Crosshair chuckled ruffling the kids hair.
"Hey! Hunter just did this!"
"Well then you better scram and fix it with him" Crosshair teased as Hunter and Omega rushed off, Hunter to go find some water to help slick back Omega's hair and fix her string of beads she wore on her head.
"You too are surely perfect for one another." Rex spoke, then someone came over.
"Sir. It's almost time."
Crosshair nodded.
There was no turning back, even if anxiety racked the deepest part of his body, he knew beneath all of that (way beneath) he was more than ready, and hope Y/n felt the same.
So there he was waiting, his palms sweating, the back of his neck sweating, his whole body, he had been lucky enough he brought some toothpicks, but soon ran out as they snapped, the room filled with clones mostly, some generals Y/n were friends with, and some of the friends they had met along the way.
He slightly calmed as he reflected on the past, the war, it was over, the Republic had won. It was odd saying that. They had won the war.
But he'd be the only one winning today.
"Im so excited!" Omega cheered as Hunter chuckled.
"Crosshair deserves it the most out all of us." Hunter spoke the young girl infront of him, both Crosshairs groomsmen, along with Wrecker and Rex.
Over on Y/n's side was Echo, Tech, Gregor and Howzer across from them, Cody coming down the isle with the rings, and Ashoka carrying both baby luke and leia who tossed flowers and the people rather than the floor.
"Oh maker...." Y/n breathed heavily, "I-I can't. Look at me!'
"You look beatiful." Fisto spoke, "You're nervously is all."
"I-" Y/n spoke, "what happens if he does like the dress? Doesnt like the way I walk-"
"My padawan." Fisto spoke as Y/n sighed looking at him, "There is no need to be so worried, he loves you. Very much."
Y/n flushed as he smiled, "Now! We will celebrate such a beautiful day! With?"
"A beatiful smile." Y/n answered as her master smiled at her, Y/n smiling as the music started playing, people rising and the doors opening.
She froze, was the isle always that long? Her anxiety taking over.
"Calm yourself, this is a happy day for you." Fisto responded as they started walking.
"I-I know Master, and I know I want this. Its just...alot at once." Y/n responded there pace steady as they pasted by the Jedi and clones.
"Thats! Our General!" A clone shouted as the church roared in short laughs.
"Oh maker..." Y/n whispered embaraced as they made it to the half way mark.
"And you have many supports of your decision." Fisto spoke complimenting the shouting clone, and gesturing to the many same faces on one side of her, they waving smally to her.
"General! Its me! Fives!" Fives whispered softly with a wave as she chuckled waving smally to him.
"Yes hello Fives." She whispered back as they contuined.
"But then again," Fisto contuined his lesson, "on both sides."
She looked towards the large group of Jedi, Anakin besides Padame as they waved, both happily openly married, Deepla nodding with Obi-wan, and Caleb waving with some other smaller padawans.
"But they'll be people who don't support you. And not everyone can support you." He spoke the two looking forward again as they reached the small stairs leading up the the alter.
"General Fisto." Crosshair greeted.
"Crosshairs." Fisto replied with a smile, Fisto holding her hand looking at her.
"But remember my padawan, no matter which I agree or disagree with you, I will be with you." Fisto spoke as Y/n nodded, attemping not to start crying, "You have become strong jedi, but an even stronger Woman. And I? I will forever be proud of you."
The last of his lesson broke her into tears as he smiled, "T-thank you master."
"Now. Go. Go and live for yourself."
Her hand was handed to Crosshair as he helped her up the small steps, Y/n looking up at him, the music coming to a hault as they stood infront of one another, Crosshair wipping her cheek of any tears carefully.
Y/n smiled at him, "thank you."
"Anything for my Cyare."
Y/n flushed as the ceremony started, did she listen to any of it? No. Not really, and neither did Crosshair.
The two continously stealing small smiles and stares from one another.
"Crosshair, do you take Y/n to be your wife, in deaths arms and through health?"
"Objection!" Wrecker shouted.
"What?" Y/n questioned.
"The council must discuss first!" Rex spoke as Y/n stood there shocked, her bridal party trying not to laugh, but the people attending didn't mind laugh as they let out a storm of laughter.
She watched Crosshair and his groomsmen party huttle up.
"Is this for real?" Y/n questioned looking at her men as they covered there mouths trying not to laugh.
"The council has reacted its decision!" Omega shouted as Wrecker highfived her on her loudness.
"Hell yes." Crosshair smiled as Y/n face palmed, but found it funny none the less.
"Uh...the rings."
Cody held out the pillow with the rings on it as Crosshair held her hand.
"What am I gonna do with you?" Y/n whispered to him with a smile.
"Marry me?" Crosshair questioned.
"And do you Y/n? Take Crosshair to be your husband? In deaths arms and through health?"
"Don't know might have to speak with my council." Y/n responded.
"Oh hell yeah!" Gregor shouted as they pulled her back, Crosshair smirking as they huddled up.
"Yep they're definitely ment to be together." Hunter whispered to Rex.
"Agreed, can't lie though, its fun to watch them go at each other." Rex spoke.
Y/n returned to her post infront of Crosshair.
"Yeah sure why not." Y/n repsonded with a smile.
The large room was filled with more laughter as Crosshair and her looked at one another. Laughing fits stuck in the pits of there stomach as she put the ring on Crosshairs finger.
"You may kiss you bride-"
Y/n grabbed Crosshair, by the back dipping him over as she kissed him.
"Why do I even try anymore..." The preist spoke with a sigh.
The room was filled with cheers and clapping as Y/n helped Crosshair stand back up. Pulling away from the kiss the two laughed, hand in hand they rushed down the isle together, Y/n hiking up her dress in one hand as they laughed happily.
Exiting the area the doors were closed behind them.
"You think your funny? Huh?" Crosshair teased.
"I must get it from you." She smirked as he chuckled, kissing her again as they made there way outside and into the city of Naboo.
Walking into there speeder Y/n smiled at Crosshair.
"I've waited so long to do that." Crosshair smiled, holding her cheek as she flushed, "and just with you."
He kissed her again, pulling her closer as she kissed back.
"I love you." Y/n told him.
"How much?" Crosshair teased.
"Mhm. To the inner rim and back." Y/n smiled.
"You must love me a lot then."
Y/n laughed as they kissed again.
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zozophoenixxx · 3 years
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Serotonin Booster :D 🐉
How to train your dragon edition
Here are some things I had forgotten or little details I just noticed on my rewatch, maybe even Unpopular Opinions 🤭👀
✨Race to the Edge ✨
SEASON 5
Meatlug and Toothless messing around in ep1 when Hiccup and Fishlegs are trying to figure out how to stabilize the island 🥺
I remember when I first watched this I was actually in bio and hearing Ruff and Tuff talk about symbiosis was like " WOW IM LEARNING THAT" 😂😂😂
Symbiotic relationship - symbiosis is the interaction between organisms living in close physical association to the advantage of both
It can lead to -> parasitism - a non-mutual symbiotic relationship between species where the parasite benefits at the expense of the host
- Hookfang and Snotlout have a parasitic relationship JAHDHAHSHA
wait I like that instead of calling a relationship toxic now imma be like "this shii is parasitic peace out ✌🏼️"
HICCSTRID FOREHEAD KISSES OMG😭
I like how Barf and Belch are incredibly strong, I feel like it's a fact that's usually ignored about them
Astrid: *talking about Garf* that dragon has a lot of fight in him
Hiccup: *while placing his hand on her shoulder* he's not the only one
I can't ok I love them too much 🥺
WAIT I JUST NOTICED THE FORESHADOWING WHEN THE TWINS WERE REFERRING TO JOHAN AS A PARASITE OMG 😳
THE BETROTHAL NECKLACE 😭😭😭
Fishlegs licking Astrid's hand is hilariousss nonono it's just that scene in general when Fishlegs is trying to help Astrid find the betrothal gift for Hiccup and she judo-flips him and then sits on him like 🤔
Sandbuster - doesn't like the light. Lives underground.
Astrid riding Toothless to save Hiccup. Just badass.
Hiccup giving Astrid the betrothal necklace and telling her that it's ok that she didn't get him anything bc she's the best gift in the world 🥺
And their hug and the way he moved her out of harm's way whenever Snotlout threw the sword
Still sad abt Shattermaster being replaced by the Triple Stryke
I really liked ep3 whenever they were in Berserker island bc we got to see them actually fighting in battle without their dragons it was pretty cool
The beginning of ep4 is also hilarious I can't with Astrid and Snotlout fighting and then also Astrid beating him up JAHDHAHSHA
- I also always wanted to know what Snotlout said to her 😭😭😭 all of them were just extremely concerned and shocked and Snotlout even had to leave the Edge UGH AHZHZHAG
Atali and the Wingmaidens 👏🏼🤩
"Males would neither understand, nor would they be helpful." Atali is a queen
Vanaheim - the last resting place of all dragons
"Sadness is a matter of perspective. It is how you choose to view something that makes it happy, scary, intriguing, or sad"
Ok so is Stormfly a tracker-class dragon or a sharp-class dragon?
Sentinels - Know all the dragons so they know how to deal with each of their tactics. Run Vanaheim. Have never encountered night furies. Good trackers. Blind. They tend to the island
OMG I FORGOT THAT VANAHEIM IS THE SKELETON OF THE KING OF DRAGONS
HAND HOLDING AND KISSES UFFF THANK U
Hiccstrid kiss count: 3😘
It's the way it's so realistic too, the way he smiles at her, the way he holds her hand and looks at her, the way she puts her hand on his chest and he lightly touches it with his free hand I just can't they're too perfect
Snotlout's excitement to see that Fishlegs was Fishlegs again and not Thor Bonecrusher- I mean the dude went running towards him🥺
I love how Hiccup just knows when Astrid's thinking about something
SPARRING HICCSTRID UGHHH I LOVE THIS SCENE
The way he's just in such a good mood afterwards 🥺
The scene leading up to the moonlight flight in ep7. I love them so much.
Hiccstrid Scene: ep7 min 5:42 -> 7:24
Meatlug's shot was the first to free a Singetail from a dragon flyer
Just realized that Johan not being able to get Hiccup's oil was probably also part of a plan to get them away from the edge to attack
Ok but Snotlout actually taking the initiative to be the leader while Hiccup and Astrid were away
The edge 🥺and when he destroyed his own Hut 🥺 I can't 🥺
I love how Mala and Throk were both trying to put the gang in a better mood
Silicates makes Meatlug drool
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Tuffnut's Spanish is amazing we love to see a bilingual king✋🏼👑
Just realized that Krogan's name is well... Krogan. I never actually paid attention to the dude.
OMG WE GET TO SEE DRAGO IN THIS SEASON THIS IS CRAZY
I really like the twins in the Wings of War Episodes, the way they attempt to speak Spanish and start pronouncing the Rrrrrrrrs
Spitelout too lmao the way he helped Hiccup 🤩
It was also Spitelout the one that figured out that the Singetails don't like the altitude
I really love how Hiccup actually found a way to fight the flyers without hurting the Singetails, OMG IT REMINDS ME OF AANG when everyone was telling him to just kill the FIRELORD he found the right way
Tuff has a feet fettish
Stormfly and Garff messing around is too funny I love them sm 😭
Snotlout can be so sad sometimes
The twins singing >>
And that hug between Stormfly and Garff, they're just adorable 🥺🤧
HAHDHSHAHA THE WAY ASTRID LOOKED AT FISHLEGS WHENEVER THE SLITHERWINGS SHOWED
Slitherwings - very poisonous dragons! Even their skin is coated in poison. Like snake appearance. Not much is known about its poison and how it works but there is an antidote -> combination of angel fern root, pine sap and Slitherwing venom. The skin coating protects them from Garff's amber
Stormfly is such a badass omg I love her sm the way she protected Garff
Garff is an excellent shot according to Fishlegs
Fishlegs telling Astrid to look at him is just adorable, the way he wanted her to feel better 😭
Have I mentioned how much I love lil Hiccstrid moments? They dont even have to be romantic but just them? Like he just lightly touched her shoulder and told her to be strong and be there for Stormfly 🥺
Snotlout actually being worried about Astrid 🤧
I will never get over Astrid and Stormfly's relationship and how close they are, they would do anything for each other and Astrid just proved that by going up to the Slitherwing and PUNCHING THE LIL SHIT just to get Stormfly the antidote. AND WHEN SHE STARTED CRYING!!! As Tuffnut said "no one has ever prepared us for something like this"
And the Ruffnut being there for her and protecting her 😭😭😭
Astrid can actually draw
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Still pissed about the fact that Hiccup never knew Astrid got poisoned NOW I NEED TO READ A FANFIC ON IT
That scene in Snuffnut [ep11] where Throk arrives to take Ruffnut as his wife is too funny. The way Astrid is pissed since the beginning and both Hiccup and Fishlegs are like "umm nope" AND WHEN HICCUP TAKES ASTRID OUT OF THE SCENE AND ALL YOU CAN HEAR IS HIM SCREAMING AND THESE RANDOM NOISES 😩😩😩😂
It really bothered me that Astrid had to stay behind in Looking for Oswald... And Chicken [ep12] just to take care of the twins when we could've had some Hiccstrid 😩😭 but it makes sense because Astrid is the only one Hiccup can actually trust on to keep things under control because even though Fishlegs is kinda sane neither the twins nor Snotlout would listen to him and Snotlout would definitely join the twins or just make things worse somehow. I mean they've both proven themselves to be fully capable but well- yk... Astrid is just Astrid
Astrid and Stormfly's faces whenever the twins said they needes a dragon that loves tracking and chicken😭😂😩
Chicken covering her tracks and Snotlout as narrator 😂
Omg Dagur saw Oswald's dead body... He even had to bury him and wow-
Grim Gnashers - hunters that prey on the sick dragons in Vanaheim.
Chicklet🐥🐥🐥🐥
SNOTLOUT'S TAN LINE OMGGG
"Please let me hurt him. Please? Just-- just a little?"JAHSHAHAJAJ I LOVE AGGRESSIVE DAGUR
Fishlegs saying that "Snotlout can actually be pretty handy in an air battle" is so true. Like we mostly see Snotlout as this dumb, sarcastic, rebellious dude who doesn't care about anyone but himself and but that's actually not true he's actually caring and will fight for the ones he loves but he won't say that because he cares too much about what others think of him 😭
I really dislike Johan sm u guys don't understand like I used to like him and feel bad whenever ppl cut him short but ughhhhhhh it's the subtle things too like him telling Heather to give them the dragon eye, him screaming in Snotlout's ear, not extending his hand to grab Heather, and him putting his hand out to "grab" the lens but just causing Snotlout to drop it
The way Heather jumped to get Windshear and the way Windshear kept telling her to leave and save herself
Archipelago gold = The clouds of corn = pop corn
I can't believe I'm about to start season 6 this is actually so sad
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tastyykpop · 3 years
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𝑆𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝐶𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑢𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛-ρ† 2
Pairings: enemy, student, barista!jaemin x student, barista!reader, (very small) taemin x reader
Suggestive, slight angst (you have to squint), fluff
<previous- next>
Warnings: dom!jaemin, brat!reader, brat taming kinda, possessiveness, degradation, praise, thigh riding, choking a lot, pet names, jealousy
a/n : here we go again👨‍🦯
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"Is it true? Her and jaemin?" Students whispered amongst themselves and thats all you heard today, wondering why they were even talking about you and him. It was strange really, jaemin was nicer and there were very little pranks and even then, they weren't as bad as what they used to be.
"Y/n! Oh my god I can't believe it!" Yeri jumped with a smile plastered on her face, "Are you and jaemin together?"
You twisted your face in confusion. Is that what people think? "What!? No! Where did you even get that from?" You questioned.
Yeri smirked and leaned closer, "I heard from jeno that you both fucked." She leaned back, "is that true?"
"I- well thats not entirely wrong but what does that have to do with him and I dating?"
"Jaemins been nicer with you and there's rarely ever pranks. I mean, anyone with a brain could tell that something is up." Yeri pointed out. She raised an eyebrow as you glanced around, making sure no one can hear you.
"Okay yes me and jaemin did have sex, but seriously we aren't dating. And I'm just as shocked as you about the way he's acting." You whisper-yelled at your friend. She mouth fell into an 'o' shape as she nodded, then attempted to walk away until you grabbed and brought her back, "wait im missing something." You squinted, "please dont tell me everyone in the school knows."
"Okay I wont." She shrugged and tried to walk away again but your hand gripped her arm tighter, "Ow, did you get stronger?"
"Yeri I'm serious! No one was supposed to know and now everyone knows!" You slowly let go of her and stared at the ground, "i swear Im gonna kill that boy!"
Yeri snickered and patted your shoulder, "Dont you mean fuck him?"
"YERI!!"
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Order after order, customer after customer, you began to wear down after a hard days work. Irene stayed for a bit at yours and jaemins station to help since it was so busy. And it still wasn't fast enough for all the orders that just kept coming. It felt like you weren't going to finish and the shop closed at 8:30, it was currently 8:17.
"Ugh why is there so many orders at this time?" Irene groaned from exhaustion, jaemin snickered.
"Just be happy we get payed after this." He said and you all agreed.
Everything seemed to suddenly slow down at the cafe as it was beginning to close. Only a few orders were actually left and after that, you could close.
Irene and jaemin cleaned up the stations. Of course Irene left first afterwards, and you counted the money at the register. And since youve been working here for almost 2 years, counting money was just as easy as walking. But since its been super busy today, it took you a while to count some of the coins. Only once while you counted did you mess up, but you brushed it away and started again.
"Can you be any slower?" Jaemin commented, having just finished his part.
Putting the money away after counting, you put your hands on your hips like a mom scolding her child, "Whats the hurry all of a sudden?"
He only giggled and ruffled your already messy hair, "I wanna spend time with my baby."
You tried your hardest not to blush.
"No way." You swatted his hand off your head.
"And why not?" He quirked an eyebrow as you and him walked to an empty table in the cafe.
"Cuz you told jeno what we did last night and now the whole school knows. I'm kinda mad at you right now." Groaning, you hid your head in your arms trying to avoid his gaze.
You couldnt see him, but you heard the sigh and knew he was pouting at you, buy you didn't bother looking up.
"Why can't I brag about how good you were?" Jaemin questions, leaving you to groan louder.
"This isnt what I wanted..."
The boy shifted in his seat and pulled your head out your arms, his hands holding the side of your cheeks, "then what did you want?"
Your cheeks puffed as you tried to find the right words, "...to not have done what we did last night."
"So you regret it?"
You shrugged.
Jaemin leaned back and stared at you with a cold face. He has a hint as to why youre now suddenly saying this, not only because of him telling his friends, but also because of his past with you. If he wasnt pranking you, he was making fun of you, if it wasn't that, he'd make you flustered with his words or actions. Jaemin was annoying, yes, but your reactions were priceless to him. You got annoyed by jaemin and you hated him. He didnt blame you even after all this.
"I guess im not really mad at you telling him, just more confused on why you had sex with me." You started playing with a strand of fallen hair and waited for his answer.
"I did what I wanted to do from the beginning; fucking you dumb. If you think there's another reason, there isn't." Jaemin crossed his arms with a half smile.
You stopped playing with your hair and glared at him, "No no there has to be more! You're way to nice to me now for that to be it!"
"Do you think I like you?" He suddenly leaned forward. You didnt bother saying anything and sat back in the chair, "Why would I like you?"
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Its been a week since your last interaction with jaemin. Literally. Theres been no pranking or anything. It was odd, but you couldn't stop thinking back to what he said when you both were alone in the cafe. Something about that kind of stung. You dont know why but, you thought maybe, just maybe, he'd actually like you. And maybe, jimin was right about about you liking him.
"Hey how was work?" Jimin asked getting up from the couch. You noticed taemin was here too and it wasn't surprising anymore as he's been coming over recently this past week.
"It was a bit busy actually." You smiled, nodding your head in taemins direction to acknowledge him and he smiled in return. Cute.
Jimin came back to his seat on the couch and handed you and taemin a clas of iced tea, "Jaemin didnt do anything again huh?"
You shook your head, "You don't understand how weird this is. Like he completely stopped interacting with me." You sighed taking a sip and seat next to taemin before ranting again, "Wait...oh my god! Did I get played? Was he really just trying to fuck me this whole time?"
"Fu- what?" Taemin zipped his head at you.
"Its a long story-"
"No its not," jimin cut you off, "basically hes kind of a bully to her and hes always doing pranks and saying some provocative things, but magically," he started flailing his hands, "jaemin started being nice, said he wanted to 'fuck her dumb' and then she was in his bed."
"....so you just...let your bully fuck you??" Taemin squinted his eyes at you and you nodded slowly. "Interesting. "
"I dont even know why. Like it just happened." You stuck out your bottom lip and laid you head on taemins shoulder, "I can't believe I did that..."
"It was bound to happen." Jimin sipped his tea.
You lifted your head slightly off of taemins shoulder and stuck your tongue out, "You know what fuck you!"
"You both are like kids." Taemin said, moving to get up.
"Hm?" Jimin looked up from his iced tea, completely obvious to what taemin said and taemin shook his head.
"I need to get back home. Jimin don't stay up too late." Jimin whined at his friend as taemin got up, "y/n, be good." You gave him a thumbs up and watched as the black haired man left.
"Jimin hes cute." You frowned.
Jimin rolled his eyes, "tell him that next time then."
You rolled over so now you were laying on jimins lap and he gave you a look of disgust, but you ignored it, "Mans is too cute for someone like me to say something."
"Dude he literally called you cute the first day he met you." Jimin said a matter of factly.
"How do you know he wasnt lying?"
Jimin scoffed, "Taemin lying? Thats like me and you dating. It just doesn't go together."
"I dont know if i should be offended or happy." You glared.
"The latter." He averted his eyes from yours and continued watching the show on t.v.
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2 classes in and your were already tired. If you hadn't had stayed up so late with jimin, crying over some k-drama, maybe you wouldve gotten a good night sleep. But because of that you looked dead. You didn't even try to look your best this morning, only throwing on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt and brushing your hair back. You thought you looked okay to some extent at least. Maybe not your normal self but at least you were presentable.
There's was only so much you could handle in your class right now too. Trigonometry was definitely not your strong suit and you wondered how you even got in this class.
People were hunched over doing their work and you were struggling with question one. It was a bit embarrassing. You looked to your right for answers but they were just as lost as you, so your left was your next move.
"I dont appreciate you cheating off my paper y/n." Jaemin whispered, making sure the professor didn't hear him.
"Sorry I'm just confused.." you grumbled, placing your pencil down, jaemin gave you a look.
"Maybe if you used your head you'd get it."
"Im not dumb jaemin."
He exhaled and rubbed his face with his hands, "Come over later ill help you."
You looked at jaemins partially completed paper then back at your blank one. You needed this if you wanted to pass but you also didn't want to be with jaemin at the moment and you weren't too sure what tricks the boy had up his sleeve.
"I dont think-"
"It wasnt a question." Jaemin then went back to his work, ignoring whatever protest you had as you were about to open your mouth.
It was at this point you even planned on not going later. The only thing is he really didn't like being disobeyed and you found him a bit scary when mad. It wouldnt be right to miss out on him tutoring you anyway because jaemin was a smart guy. With his help you should be able to pass easily given a few months.
The professor ended class a few minutes early. Jaemin and you both headed to your next class when someone tapped on your shoulder, making you curiously turn around.
"TAEMIN!" you leaped up and hugged the guy around his neck as he giggled with full cheeks. "What are you doing here?"
"I changed colleges since it was closer to where I was living, but I didnt realize you were here too!" He beamed.
Jaemin stood watching you both converse and giggle over small things. He wanted so badly to drag you away from taemin but he knew you weren't going to like him very much after that. But something about the two of you laughing and subtly flirting didnt sit right with him and he didnt know why. It wasnt jealousy because why would he be jealous with you? He didn't care about you in that way. So why was this making him angry?
"Y/n lets go to class." Jaemin interrupted the two of you.
"You can go ill be in shortly." You brushed him off as if he was nothing and began talking with taemin again. Jaemin despised it but listened to you and walked away.
You were happy taemin came to this school because now it gave you a chance to get closer with him. It was definitely the small crush that grew over the week that made you feel like a 14 year old girl whenever he said something remotely sweet.
Taemin and you stood just outside of the classroom door and you gave him a quick hug and good bye before heading into the room with a big smile.
Jaemin stared at you as you walked up the steps to your seat that was a few feet away from him. The smile plastered on your face made jaemin see how much of an impact taemin really had on you.
Seulgi and sana kept glancing back at you, snickering here and there. Something your not fazed by it anymore. Probably them planning another prank or something. You also felt another set of eyes behind you and looked back to see jaemin glaring at the back of your head. Wondering why he was doing that, you crooked your head to the side then faced the front again after not receiving any response from him.
Ten minutes passed and the professor never came. Students were still all around the room talking to each other and the room was noisy. You decided to just ignore everyone and focus on any work you could, everything other than trig. You were saving that for jaemin.
"Hey nana," jaemin looked away from you and gazed up at seulgi who was now standing in front of him, "theres a party later at Wendy's and joys house. You coming?"
You put the pencil down and started biting your nails, wondering what he would actually say, not that he would ditch on you, but still.
"Im working later." He simply said, seulgi rolled her eyes playfully.
"Ill come pick you up after just bring clothes."
Jaemin raised a brow, "ill be too tired to go."
He was starting to get on seulgis nerves as she grit her teeth, "Then ill come over after school."
You scoffed and rolled your eyes wondering why she was trying so hard. Clearly the boy didn't want to go, or at least go with her. You didnt understand how she couldn't see that.
"Can't im helping someone with trig after."
She leaned over his desk, jaemin not really fazed by anything as she kept coming closer, "I have a feeling you're lying nana."
"Why would I lie?" He replied stoic. "Y/n is coming over for help."
Its the way that literally everyone in the room looked back at jaemin and you. Such a weird pair. Now they really would be questioning the two of you.
You anxiously looked back at him, seulgi was up in his face, nose flared, jaemin remained still and not intimidated by her or the class. But you were ready for someone to say something.
"Whats with you and y/n all of a sudden?" Seulgi asked. You could tell she didn't want you to go over his house, that was pretty obvious, but its not like she could stop you.
"Nothing, she just needs help in trig."
The class was still silent, even after a good 30 seconds. Now you just wanted the professor come in and talk about some WW2 stuff so people would ignore this. But your were pretty sure your professor just didn't want to teach and stayed home for the day.
"You dont need to help her." She faked a smile when she glanced back at you. "Shes a smart girl."
Jaemin was just about ready to get up and walk away, "I want to help her pass, now I do believe your seat is over there." he pointed over to the middle row of seats, just a few before yours. Seulgi actually took the hint and walked away. Her eyes were trained on yours and she looked as if ready to say something but decided against it.
God, now you just wanted to leave.
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Jaemin placed a notebook and an open textbook on trig in front of you. His eyes watched as you hesitated to do your homework. You would get ready to write then lean back in confusion. For you, something was just not clicking with the whole trigonometry thing. You even started to wonder why you were taking it.
"Look this is what you have to do." Jaemin sat up and took the pencil out of your hand and went through the steps. Despite him being shockingly good at explaining and teaching, you found yourself lost at his words and just started staring at his side profile. Admittedly, you had to say he was pretty. And his lips as he was talking made you hypnotized. They looked soft and you wondered if you'll ever be able to feel them again.
"Repeat what I had just said."
You snapped out of your thoughts and hesitated, looking back at the paper then slowly began going over what you remembered until you started stumbling over your words and then stopped when he placed his hand on your thigh.
Jaemin exhaled loudly, sounding very disappointed in you and the only thing you could do was wait for whatever he had to say, "Why aren't you paying attention to nana?" His voice remained the same, but his nickname was a complete contrast.
"Im sorry I was distracted..."
"Distracted." Jaemin raised an eyebrow, "Theres nothing here to distract you."
Although you wanted to say he's been distracting you, you most certainly didn't and spared yourself the embarrassment.
"Y/n whats distracting you?" Jaemin set aside the pencil and gave you his full attention. Yet you remained silent and let him figure it out himself. But he knew, you were pretty easy to read. This is why he tapped your thigh, trying to get an answer out of you.
"You already know. Why do I have to say it?"
"I wanna hear it come out of your mouth." Jaemin shrugged.
"Jaemin..." you mumbled staring at your blank notebook, "Can we just move on?"
"Say it first." Consequently jaemin only made things worse by moving his hand up and down on your thigh in a taunting manner. One way or another he'll make you flustered.
"Youre clearly the distraction now can we please move on. We only have an hour and a half until work." You blushed.
A playful smirk found its way to his lips as he hummed in agreement. His hand still rested on your thigh and he once again tried explaining the problem in front of you. Granted, your phone went off in the middle of his second attempt of explaining.
"Taemin texted me hold on." You reached to grab your phone but jaemin was faster. He took your phone and threw it on the bed behind him.
"Pay attention." Jaemin had said. But you decided to be a bit stubborn and decided to get up and grab your phone, but jaemin had other plans. Hence why now you were stuck in a death grip on his lap with a hand to your neck. You couldn't see his face, but you knew it was cold. Jaemin didn't like to be disobeyed even for a second. "You only listen to me when I make a move, so do I have to keep you in this position for you to do your work?" You quickly shook your head and tried to wiggle out of his strong grip, but jaemin wouldn't let you go. Particularly because he figured you'd try and grab your phone again, which in that case, wasn't going to happen. If you so desperately wanted to pass, hes going to make you pass. Jaemin doesn't care even if he has to go as far as disciplining you either. As long as you pass, he'll be fine.
"You dont want to disappoint nana right?" You shook your head again. "You have a voice, use it."
"N-no.."
Jaemin hummed and let go of your neck, still keeping you on his lap. "Now be a good girl and listen. This is the last time I'll repeat myself."
So then you listened. Certainly because jaemin would not hesitate in making you regret any decisions you had.
After his third explanation, you understood the whole process a bit more and began doing your work. Jaemin was happy to see you do the problems, only pointing out a few mistakes, but praising you after for getting them right. You'd try your best not to smile or blush by putting your head down or looking away. Jaemin found it cute and couldn't help but smile himself.
"Lets get ready for work." Jaemin tapped your thigh for you to get up then he made his way to the closet to find clothes.
"Do you have a white t-shirt I can use?" You asked and jaemin threw you a shirt. Luckily for you the dress code was white on top, black on bottom so you didn't need to worry about the pants.
The both of you changed swiftly, not really caring about each others presence as you've already seen each other naked.
Without warning, jaemin dragged you out the his car, not bothering to give you a chance to say you wanted to drive yours. And you both were off.
It was a silent car ride besides the soft music playing on the radio. Jaemin kept you occupied with a hand resting on your thigh. He had a nice hand, you weren't gonna lie, but besides you gawking at his hand, it really did keep your mind focused. Not even the streets filled with so much activity could make you stop staring. It came to the point where you ended up grabbing his hand and played with his fingers.
"If you like my hands so much maybe I should use them on you again." Jaemin said, your breathing stopped for a second and you faced him.
"I just... find your hands nice thats all. Nothing sexual nana." You emphasized his nickname with a mocking tone. But in reality it was a very lowkey sexual desire to have him feel you up again, or even finger you. Whatever it was, you didn't want to admit it.
Parking the car, you and jaemin went inside the cafe to find it was again very busy. Irene was at the register helping a customer with their order and when she glanced up, you could've sworn she saw a ghost.
She finished the order and looked between you two, "Am I missing something?" She asked, pointing a finger at you guys as if accusing you, "you never come in together nor even walk inches next to each other."
"Y/n was at my house because I was tutoring her for school, so I drove her here too." Jaemin responded and you nodded in agreement. Still, irene found this crazy.
"Okay...just get to work then..." she squinted her eyes. Jaemin was the first to get to the stations, followed by you who made sure to look at the orders on screen.
After a while of making coffees, teas, and such you decided it was time for a break, so you asked irene if you can just take a seat for a bit to which she said yes.
Only a few tables remained empty, you took one near a window so you could see what was happening outside. Nothing different. Some teenagers fooling around on the sidewalk, couples passing by, and people rushing to get to their jobs. Meanwhile you never noticed someone sitting in front of you until they blew into your ear.
"Ahhh, what the fuck taemin!" Frowning at the sudden intusion, taemin laughed at your shocked face and sputtered many apologies. Many of which you knew he didnt mean.
"How long have you been sitting there?" You leaned over the table asking.
Taemin naturally leaned over too, getting closer to your face, "Just got here." He smiled, "I texted you that I was coming but you never replied."
You pouted in realization that that was when jaemin decided to discard your phone on his bed and not allow you to get it back. "Sorry I was being tutored for trig."
"Its fine." He pinched your cheeks, the smile never left his face once he finally saw a shade of red on your cheeks. Moreover, the two of you kept conversing for about 5 more minutes. Taemin talked about how jimin was bored all day from not seeing you at home so he went over to comfort him. You chuckled at the thought of jimin sadly laying against his friend and playing video games, trying not to feel bored. It made you happy that you had that kind of impact on him, knowing damn well no matter how much he said he said you weren't fun, that was a lie.
"I have to go. I'll make sure to come by later." With that taemin and you stood up and gave each other a hug. What surprised you was the lips on your cheek, giving you a bunch of butterflies in your stomach. "Bye y/n." Taemin winked and walked out the cafe.
Alarmed and flustered by what happened, you steadily walked back to the counter and just stopped there.
One might consider that to be a cute thing to see in a cute little cafe but jaemin thought otherwise and he was quite literally done with this.
"Come here." Jaemin made a finger motion to you and took you to the back of the cafe, away from the bustling people. "Whats with you and that taemin dude?"
"Why do you care?" You tilted your head up at him with a smirk. If you can manage to successfully push jaemins buttons and walk away with it, this would be the best day ever.
Jaemin took your chin in his index and thumb, bringing your face closer, "I asked you a question. I expect an answer."
"I dont have to answer if I dont want to." You tried swatting his hand away from your chin but he only moved down to your neck, causing you to gasp at the sudden squeeze. Basically, jaemin was choking you out of jealousy. "H-hes just m-my friend." You stuttered as you told the truth expecting jaemin to now let go, but he only softened his grip.
"I hate him."
"You dont know him." You mocked back and jaemin lazily rolled his eyes.
"I dont care if I dont know him I hate the fact that hes with you." Jaemin growled, letting your neck go.
You took the chance to let out a laugh at his frustrated face. This was entertaining to you and for once you had the upper hand, "so youre saying you're jealous?"
Roughly, jaemin slammed your back against the building with his face only mere centimeters from yours. You could smell the scent of mint in his breath too. "Maybe I am." Jaemin pushed a knee between your legs. "Shouldnt mess with my girl. And you shouldn't have let him kiss your cheek." Jaemins lips hovered over your lips. His hands harshly gripped your hips, moving you them over his thigh. Hearing the sound of you moaning out in shock, jaemin captured your lips in a kiss, a rough one at that.
His anger was through the roof and he showed that. "Youre mine and only mine. I'm the only one who can touch you like this, kiss you like this." Jaemin kissed down your jaw, still grinding your core on his thigh. You tried silencing your whimpers by biting your hand, but jaemin was quick to stick his fingers in your mouth, causing you to gag and choke.
Without a moments hesitation, jaemin pulled away from your neck to watch you suck around his fingers and he laughed through an angry aura, "If only taemin could see how much of a slut you are for me, maybe he would back off." You whined around his fingers and he pushed deeper down your throat. Your hips stuttered a bit, but kept moving forward, trying to get more friction.
"Such a stupid little girl for nana." Jaemin ruthlessly began fucking your throat with his fingers, "Are you gonna cum out here? What if somebody walks out and sees?" Your eyes rolled back and jaemin hummed still keeping the pace with his fingers and helping you move your hips. "Aww but I bet you wouldn't care. Since your so eager to cum and all." You gripped his wrist becoming more and more desperate to reach your high. Indeed you were so close that you started seeing stars, but jaemin pulled his thigh and fingers away.
"Were you about to cum?" He laughed in your face sadisticly. Your face heated up in embarrassment. "Stupid girl."
Cooing at your red face, jaemin brought you into another kiss, much softer than before but enough to know who's in charge.
"Lets get back to work, yeah?" Jaemin tapped your cheek with his two fingers and walked away leaving you hot and bothered.
Naturally you wouldve followed but you literally almost came in your pants just outside of your work. What were you thinking letting jaemin do that to you? And why did he have such an affect on you to the point that you forgot about what happened with taemin. You couldn't stand out here any longer and went inside. Jaemin was calm as if you didn't almost just get off on his thigh and sucked his fingers off. God this boy was doing something to you and you couldn't take it!
Working next to him seemed even more difficult. You were a hot mess, plus you were horny and honestly jaemins existence wasn't helping. And now, especially now, you realized that lasting until 8:30 was going to be a train wreck.
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The school day was normal, yeri was hyper as always and cracking jokes making you spit out your banana milk. And her constant teasing about jaemin was nothing different. Of course you told her what happened the other day, she's your best friend, and she was blown away. Yeri wasn't expecting such news to be dropped on her like that and you couldnt blame her, only shrugging your shoulders and sipping your banana milk.
Stopping mid sip, you saw the boy you were subtly looking for; jaemin. Your reason? Well even you didn't know but your for sure were going to come up with something.
For the past few days jaemin never left your mind. Even when you saw him he always lingered. You could say you missed him. Besides that, taemin was never on your mind anymore. Just jaemin. It was like your mind needed him.
So you got up from your seat, yeri looked up confused and watched as your legs took you to your destination. Your heart was beating rapidly and you weren't even sure how this would go. Either you'll die from embarrassment or be the happiest girl alive. It was the anticipation.
You sucked in a deep breath once you got to him, jaemin peered up at you with curiosity, some other students even found your boldness interesting, until you spoke, "Wanna go out with me?"
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syubub · 3 years
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BTS SOULMATES WORST HABIT/ QUALITY
Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purposes and only my interpretation of the cards. Do not take it as fact~
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Anon, I love this very much!! Thank you for requesting it!
Seokjin
I got: 7 of wands rev., Take a fucking trip ( Go see some shit. Do some new things. Talk to people cooler than you.), Stop obsessing ( You are not the centre of the fucking universe)
So. This person tends to get overwhelmed easily and can be a bit of a workaholic at times.
This is someone who gets so so so focused their failures and faults and stuff that they kinda become blinded by that
I pulled a clarity and got 9 of swords.
This really is someone who spirals in anxiety when things aren't going well and likely snaps at the people around them.
Its absolutely unintended but when they get overwhelmed they kinda detatch from the world and they can only see as far as their nose.
Likely gets so in their head that they forget things about other people and it can come off as being very self-centered, cold, bitchy ect.
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Yoongi
Lol
A lot of cards came out.
We have: 2 of cups, Drop the fucking ego. (Vulnerability is hot as fuck.), Ask a fucking expert. (Don't rely on your friends or the Internet. Listen to a damn professional.), Stop fucking whining. (No one wants to listen to that shit. Complaining makes you weak. You have the strength to change your world-so do it.), You need a good fucking cry. (Get the ugly cry on. Let that shit go. Your soul will thank you.)
They tend to romanticize life to the point that they think that something will come and change their life for them
But that isn't how shit works
They have mad issues with getting vulnerable and admitting that they are struggling or that they aren't happy where they are.
Emotionally constipated lol
Definitely has a hard time letting other people in bc of trust issues
They don't really outwardly emote often so it all builds up.
They think that independence means you can't look for guidance and thats bad
Very much ignoring the work they have to do to get to where they want to be but still pretending like they are getting closer to it
Ugh
They have a lot of shit to work out in the emotions department
They also seem to just have a general lack of grounding.
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Hoseok
Oki
I got: 10 of swords rev., the tower, Stop talking. (Shut your mouth and listen.) Winning. (You got a good thing going. Don't ruin that shit.)
This is someone who can't keep their foot out their fucking mouth.
Dear god.
Its all good intentions but they say way more than they need too and it can ruin things for them.
They also can be too open.
They also resist change too much.
They fear self change.
They couldn't give a shit about external change but breaking old habits and old patterns is something they just don't like to do
So as a result they don't ever challenge their views internally.
This can leave them with a shaky foundation (putting off that tower moment) of old views and outdated information.
This can make them pretty damn judgmental at times.
They just need to let the tower moment happen and reasses all of their beliefs to figure out what they truly stand for and who they are, not just what has been forced in them (societal, parental. Even friends)
Also likely gullible
EMBRACE INNER CHANGE
Jesus, you're gonna give me a fuckin migraine
Its frustrating because THEY KNOW WHAT THEY HAVE TO DO BUT THEY JUST DON'T WANT TO
I feel bad for your guides, hobi's soulmate.
JUST DO IT
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Namjoon
...
I got: Hanged man rev., 2 of swords, What the hell are you waiting for? Get that shit done. (If you were waiting for a sign-well, here it ucking is.), Don't believe every shitty thought you have. (Thoughts can be lying, sneaky bastards)
This is a procrastinator.
They tend to avoid things when they are faced with things that are unpleasant or even really good.
They are frustratingly doing nothing.
Big big big avoider.
STOP DOING THAT
Doesn't really want to do better.
They are content where they are for the simple reason that they don't want to experience discomfort by actively going after what they truly want in life
THIS DOESNT HELP ANYONE
They are also VERY passive when they are procrastinating
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Jimin
Bring it.
We have: The magician, You are loved. (You are here for a reason. Don't fuck it up.), Have you eaten? (Your acting like a big ass baby. You need food in your belly. Either fucking taco.)
Well okay then.
I think this ties into jimins soulmate reading so I won't go too indepth about that part. You can read his soulmate reading here (x)
BUT
The thing that makes this their worst quality/ worst habit is because they have every tool and all of the want to help their situation but just don't?
And specifically another thing is that no matter how much someone tells this person that they love them, that they are important and that they matter, this person DOESN'T BELIEVE IT. The actively try to convince themselves otherwise.
Actively
On purpose
Because they don't know what else is a personality trait.
Again go read jimins soulmate read.
It's not that anyone blames them for this or anything but they actively reject help at times and get pissy about their situation.
You know what you need to do to fix your shit. Do it. Don't use it as your fucking personality.
You are more than that.
Dear god.
Theres a lot to say here.
Whatever situation it is, they are so stubborn and determined to do shit on their own and they have every resource but they are scared to lose a defining trait.
Ugh
I have a lot I want to say about this but I'll leave it here.
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Taehyung
Oki oki
10 of wands, 2 of cups, you're giving too many fucks. (Give zero) and figure shit out on your own.
So this is someone how tends to overwork themselves.
They don't really know when to quit? They seem to be very determined but to their own detriment at times.
They also tend to carry the burden in any social relationship. People tend to use them?
They go along with it because they have a lot to offer and a lot to give and don't always have the boundaries to keep people from taking advantage of them.
They honestly just give too many fucks.
They value human connection so much that they will let themselves be a fucking doormat.
They feel very isolated even though they aren't (when I do the second soulmate read I think I'll have some more about this then)
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Jungkook
Oki
We have: the tower, 7 of swords, eat your fucking vegetables. (Eat some shit made by mother nature), dont talk to anyone. Don't look at anyone. (You need some fucking time alone. And you know why)
First thing. I heard, "The diet of a child" and then "gamer girl" umm.
I have 2 things.
1. They take bad care of themselves when they go through a rough patch and the trend sneak away from everything (probably lie to get out of whatever obligations or do some sneaky shit) and eat fucking lunchables and kids cuisine microwave dinners with energy drinks exclusively
2. They tend to be ridiculously picky irl. Or just can't cook for shit so they only eat coffee pot Ramen.
Pull yourself together.
Their worst habit is withdrawing from everything when things get rough.
They don't take care of themselves and they drink Monster energy drinks like a scene kid from 2010.
That's gross.
Pls stop
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Emma and Gaudi(um)
(Safe, Soft, Unwilling, Vore, accidental fearplay.)
Original idea by @mangotangovoredango. I just put my own spin on it and used my own oc's
"Owww." Emma woke up, her back was killing her. "Every God damn night." She muttered to herself still half asleep, she tried to grab one of the blankets to cover herself and fall back asleep as the morning sun crept in. She flailed her arms to no avail, looking down to the foot of her bed Emma realized she had kicked off all her blankets trying to get comfortable in her sleep... again. Every night was the same, waking up in weird positions and her muscles aching from working and resting. She didn't have to work, she didn't have to do anything. She was the CEO of a nationwide electronics/shopping chain and didn't have to work in store but, she wanted to help more than shoot ads and work as a telephone line between the board of directors. She still had to work as the CEO while also working in store and it was starting to catch up to her.
She didn't want to fall into the category of not having to work a day in her life so she worked retail in her own company. After laying in bed for almost an hour, waiting for the alarm to get her out of bed she was not expecting a knock at the door to be the thing to fully wake her up. "Why is anyone out here, and why right before work." She thought starting to sit up. Putting her slippers on. Emma lazily walked over to the front doors. She wasn't expecting anyone and she lived a few miles out of town so nobody should be here. "Hey! I told you this was her house." Emma could recognize the voice immediately without needing to see their face. A few of her work friends stopped by with a car parked out front. That would be great if she didn't have to take a shift in an hour. "Hi, work starts in an hour, what are you doing here?" Emma said trying to sound as awake as she could. "You signed up for the carpool, remember? It was a four person pool and you signed up as the third person in ours. Also why aren't you ready for work yet." Hope said, a bit confused and concerned.
Emma started to remember, she just thought it was another paper for her to sign and now the pictures started to make more since. She didn't want to let her friends down so maybe a week would be ok before she stopped to not hurt their feelings. "I... guess it just slipped my mind, I'll get dressed really quick." Emma said closing the door and walking back to her room. "MAKE IT QUICK, WE GOTTA BE THERE SOON!" Paige yelled threw the closed door. Emma started to get dressed as quickly as she could. Stoping only to grab a small tied bundle of physical cash she put into a side pocket in her purse. She was still so tired, she couldn't keep going to work with how she's been sleeping, mostly less than an hour or two a night. She also refused to drink coffee, it was too bitter and it only made her feel even worse after a while. She walked out the door, just barely remembering to lock it as Paige basically dragged her to the car. "WE GOTA GO NOW!" She yelled as Hope started to drive off before Emma could put her seatbelt on.
"What is your rush, we have over an hour and a half before work starts." Emma said finally getting her seatbelt on. "No, it starts in half an hour and we're 10 miles away AND we have to pick someone else up!" Paige said as she frantically looked threw map and clock apps. Emma couldn't help but peek over the seat and look at her phone, and then she realized something. "You remembered daylight savings, right?" Emma said tiredly, showing her phone to Paige. She looked at the time on her phone, then the time on Emma's phone, back and forth until editing her time. "My time was off." She quietly said. Hope started to laugh her ass off. "Looks like we'll be able to stop and get coffee too." Hope said as her laughter started to die down. "Oh... cool." Emma said, a little annoyed that she couldn't go back to sleep for this. She tried to drift off, her head resting into the soft cushion. She almost fell asleep until the car stopped and another person got in the car. The briefcase they were carrying hit Emma in the legs and she winced in pain. "What the, why's there a forth person. Who... Faith?" Emma exclaimed rubbing the side of her leg that was hit by the briefcase.
"Oh, sorry Emma. Were running late and looks bad when the manager shows up last." Emma slightly glanced at her, annoyed that she couldn't sleep. "Did you-" Emma tried to talk before she was interrupted by Paige. "Daylight savings was last week and we were late but Emma showed me that my clock was fast and now were heading to the coffee shop because were early, is your clock fast?" Paige said. She didn't seem to need to breath when she talked. "Oh, I guess it is. That's embarrassing. Where are we going for coffee?" Faith asked as she started to settle down. Emma couldn't believe it, this was the first day of the car pool she didn't remember signing up for. They were uncoordinated and didn't plan for time, and she wouldn't expect anything less from her friends. "Theres a coffee shop on the corner and the new guy there makes amazing drinks. Should we go there?" Hope said, turning the corner before anyone could answer. "Guess that's a yes." Emma said under her breath. They all talked and waited in line and Emma just tried not to fall over. "Hi, what can I get ya." Gaudi exclaimed. "Hey your the new barista that Hope has been talking about, didn't you just move here because the old coffee shop you worked for closed and you were transferred here because you were so good and did you know Amy she was a regular there." Paige said, a giddy smile on her face and no falter in her breath. "Like a walking plot machine." Emma said under her breath. Gaudi slightly laughed at it, but no one else heard it. No one was supposed to hear it, she knew she said it quietly enough so nobody could hear it, let alone someone on the other side of a glass pain while she was in the back of a crowd.
"Ya, I knew Amy. She always got a hot chocolate instead of something caffeinated." Gaudi said, his face going from concerned back to chipper in an instant. "Anyway, what can I get you all?" He said. Everyone ordered their cups and last was Emma to order. She had never ordered coffee before and she didn't want to start now. "I heard something about hot chocolate, could I just get that." Emma said, her eyes were too heavy to hold open for very long. "Its not my specialty but I can load it with sugar if that's going to help you threw the day." Gaudi said, slightly laughing. "If can get me threw the day I might come back tomorrow." Emma said, placing 100$ on the counter. "You can keep the change." She said walking back to her friends. Gaudi was shocked, he looked at it and back at her. He wanted to make her drink perfectly, would it be so selfish to use a bit of magic to help her and himself. She seemed nice and she was cute so why not have her around sometimes, and maybe she might give him another big tip someday. He started to work on all their drinks, once he got to Emma's drink he made it as normal before lightly scratching something into the side of the cup. Emma couldn't stop looking back at him, there was something about him that she couldn't shake. It wasn't bad but she didn't trust it.
"Here you go everyone, and we hope you come back soon." Gaudi said while handing everyone their cups. Emma took one sip and immediately her entire body seemed to wake up. It was super sweet and she took another sip. Once she finished she felt like she had slept an entire day. When Gaudi wasn't making anything or helping anyone Emma came up to talk to him.
"What did you put in my drink? I haven't felt this awake in months."
"Magic."
"You put magic in my drink?"
"Ya, a small awakening spell."
"Come on, what did you put in it. I need to put it in my own drinks at home."
"If you won't accept magic then it's my personal secret."
"So you want me to come here every day to get your drink."
"I'd be able to see you every day and that would be nice."
"You want to see me? Can't tell if that's flirty or stalkerish."
"Well you said you would come back if the drink woke you up."
Emma started to talk once again before getting cut off. "We gotta go now, work actually starts soon." Hope said walking out the door with the others. Emma walked away without saying anything, trying to catch up to her friends. "Guess I'll see you tomarow then." Gaudi said with his head on his hand and a big grin on his face. Emma spun around, her cheeks were slightly red. She was about to say something before turning around and following her friends out. They all got into the car, everyone was eerily quiet. Emma had one last glance at Gaudi threw the window, he was helping a customer and was able to slightly glance back at Emma for just a second before Hope drove away. "So... You like him, don't you?" Faith said looking over at Emma. "No. Quiet, I'll fire you if you dont be quiet." Emma said, her cheeks brightening. "You do, you think we didn't notice." "Of course you do, and I think he likes you." They kept talking about how cute it would be if they were together, Emma just buried her head in her hands until they got to work.
Timeskip: Next Day
"Ugh" Emma's back was killing her... again. This time she had to get up even earlier for the car pool. She got up, got dressed, and waited outside for her friends. Her mind started to wander, she thought about what would happen at work, what the board of directors would be arguing about and all that. Then she started to remember what happened yesterday, Gaudi, the drinks, her friends, and how they would probably bring her back there. Oh and speak of the devil's, her friends pulled up at that moment. She lazily got into the back seat and they drove off, Hope and Paige were talking about her. "You were more productive yesterday and you seemed happier." "Maybe its because of the new barista." They kept pestering her about it. Soon they picked up Faith and she joined in, joking about her and the new barista. Not even five minutes later and they were at the coffee shop. They all gave their orders, leaving Emma to talk to Gaudi at the other counter.
"So, your back."
"I said I would be."
"Well, what can I get you today."
"Another hot chocolate."
"Will do."
Gaudi got to work making her drink, once she sat down he put another scratch into the side of her cup, covering it with the sleeve. Emma took a sip, her body started to wake again. If it kept waking her back up she was going to come here every day without complaint, other than her friends annoying her. They all talked, Emma actually able to commit to the conversation now. Before they left Emma put 200$ in the tip jar, smiling at Gaudi on her way out.
Timeskip + Brief Summary: 4 months later
Emma continued to go nearly every day. She stopped going in the car pool after a while but still met up with her friends there. She gave a sizable tip to Gaudi almost every day, but his coworkers were starting to get annoyed. She experimented with the drink, staying up for almost two full weeks with no sleep and no repercussions. She kept wondering and pestering Gaudi what he put in her drink but she never got an answer more than "magic". They started to get to know each other more, eventually Gaudi got her number and they watched a movie at her house. He was amazed at how big her house was, he didn't believe it when he saw it. Eventually, Emma had to go on a business trip and couldn't take Gaudi with her.;
Gaudi was glad the day was over. His shift was getting long and he just wanted to get home, well, as much of a home as it was. Working at a coffee shop didn't pay much, Emma's tips did help but it wasn't enough to buy a house. He walked down his normal route to home, letting his mind wander on the day. He was sad that Emma had to leave today but she told him what it was for and it made enough sense. He only had to wait 2 more weeks before she would be back and they could watch another movie or something. He walked threw a back alleyway, and into the nearby forest. It didn't take more than 30 minutes to walk to the small clearing in the forest. He could feel his wings and tail getting restless, whenever he turned into a human all of his draconic features turned into a shadow of what they were. He could still feel his tail, wings, the horns on his back, etc. They weren't invisible, but they weren't not there. Either way they needed to move, every night he turned back to a dragon to sleep and he never needed to worry about someone seeing him because they believed that there was a monster in the forest. He was a little bit sad though, his friends were getting mad that he was getting huge tips from a single customer. They all split the tips so he didn't understand why they were mad. He didn't really think on it too long before falling asleep, surrounded by his collected "treasures".
Timeskip: next day (again)
Emma couldn't belive how boring this was. She thought this work trip would be a little more fun but it was just signing more papers and agreeing with the board of directors and signing off with the marketing department. She wanted to leave and go back home, even being with her family would be more entertaining than this. She did read that 2 people went missing on the same day in her home town and that would be fun to look into. If she did have to go threw this, she wasn't going to do it tired. She called Gaudi, his phone rang for a few seconds before he picked up.
"Hey Gaudi"
"Hi, how are you"
"I was wondering if you could tell me how to make the drink, everything is so boring and I'm to tired to deal with anything."
"You know I can't tell you how to make it, it's my secret."
"Come on, how long have we known each other."
"Long enough to say that I will tell you someday, but i can't today."
His voice sounded broken and sad, she couldn't see him but she knew that he wasn't happy. He was always happy about something so this was different.
"Are you ok, you dont sound too good."
"Oh... ya, dont worry. Everything's fine."
"Well, ok. See you when I get home."
Emma couldn't stop thinking about what might have happened to Gaudi. He was never sad, he always seemed to be happy about something so hearing him like that worried her. This was going to be a long trip if she couldn't stop thinking about it.
(Before the call) Gaudi walked back to his work, he was always the first there to open shop. He never had any trouble before and he always did everything right, if he got fired he wouldn't know where to go other than back home. Once he got inside he unlocked the doors and started to turn on the heaters for the drinks. Soon enough his colleagues started to come in. They were all staring at him and watching the windows, eventually the boss came in and called Gaudi into his office. He started to get worried, the boss only ever called someone into his office if something was wrong. He sat down on the other side of the boss' desk, his leg shaking. "Gaudi, your track record and work ethics are astounding, but we've been getting complaints about you." The manager said, his face still as uncaring as when Gaudi first saw him. "Who put in the complaints?" Gaudi chocked out, his throat felt swollen. He feared the worst from what his boss would say, he didn't know why but he knew that something bad was about to happen. "Your coworkers have all been complaining about you, that you haven't been working as hard and that you have been fraternizing with a customer. We are sorry to say this but were letting you go. By signing this form you will be given a full year's pay as compensation if you leave today." He said. Gaudi's mind raced at this, where he would go, what he would do, how he would explain why he had to leave to the only friend he had here. His mind went darker and he wanted to turn into his dragon self and bat the manager around, like a cat and a ball of yarn. It wouldn't be hard and the manager did resemble a ball.
"Yes, I'm sorry sir and have a good day." Gaudi said sadly, signing the papers while holding back tears. He walked out a few of his former colleagues were smiling at him as he walked outside while the others didn't seem to care. He walked home finally laying down defeated, on the verge of tears when his phone rang. It was Emma, he didn't want to talk to her despite her probably being the only thing able cheer him up right now. He answered after letting his voice return to normal and calming down a bit. He didn't want to worry her so he wouldn't say anything about his job right now. He reassured her that everything was fine but still couldn't explain how her drink worked yet, especially over the phone.
Timeskip + brief summary: 3 weeks
Emma got threw the excruciating 2 weeks of mindless board meeting and peptalks to a camera. Once that was over, she reunited with her family for a week. Her youngest brother had finally made a friend and she believed she saw a dragon at the edge of the forest her brother was running to. She tried to stop him and ran after him only to find his new friend with cutout of a dragon and a flashlight. He did seem a bit confused while he was holding them tho. Gaudi was miserable, still sad over losing his job. Sitting in the parks most days to feed off the joy of people walking in the park. He started to use it more as a drug than a food source at this point. He couldn't stop himself, until he got a call from Emma.;
Emma got up from her seat, tiredly stumbling off the plane. A limo pulled in next to the private jet and the 2 other people on the plane started carrying bags from the plane to the limo. Emma got in, trying to go back to sleep. Eventually the limo started moving, jolting Emma back to consciousness and the man driving it started to talk. "Where should I take you mam." Emma tiredly mumbled to him before showing him the address of the coffee shop Gaudi worked at. After a few minutes of driving they arrived, Emma got out of the limo and stumbled into the coffee shop looking for Gaudi. After a bit of waiting she walked over to one of the counters, the persons face was ecstatic that she was walking over.
"Hi, how can I help you."
"Is Gaudi here today?"
Their face slumped a little in disappoint when they heard that the rich CEO that gave out hundreds of dollars in tips was asking for a specific barista.
"Gaudi? He was fired almost 3 weeks ago."
"What! He didn't tell me he was fired."
"Ya, he was fired a few days after you stopped coming in. Is there anything I can get you?"
"No, I'm leaving."
Emma walked out, getting back into the limo and driving off. She called Gaudi to ask where he was. It took a while for him to pick up. He told her he was at the park and she immediately started to head down there. It didn't take long for Emma to find him but his usual smile was replaced by a cold frown. For the first time ever she saw Gaudi sad. It started to break her heart and she walked over, sitting next to him on the grass.
"So you were fired?"
"Yep."
"And you didn't tell me? I talked to one of your colleagues and he said it was the same day I called awsking for your drink recipe."
"Auctly, it was after I was fired. I just didn't want you to worry."
A tear started well in Emma's eyes, rushing in for a hug. She was able to force herself from crying, and she saw the smile return to Gaudi's face. He couldn't hold back his tears as he returned the hug, he felt a wave of emotions wash over him.
"I... I have to leave soon, I just wanted to stay and say goodbye to you."
"What! No, you can't leave. Why are you leaving?"
"I wanted to get away from my family, to live my own life and now that I'm out of a job I need to go back."
"Wait, because you dont have a job you have to go back home? What if I hire you."
"For what? I was fired from the only thing I'm good at."
"That's it. You could be a personal at home barista. It would pay your what your monthly salary of your last job daily, you would have a new place to stay, and you wouldn't have to go home. You could stay with me, here."
"You would do that?"
"I could print the documents in the limo and we could hire a moving team to get everything from your home."
"I don't own a house."
"Your appartment?"
"Nope."
"Where have you been living?"
"In the forest neer the lake."
"You've been... what did you have, is there anything you need to pick up?"
"Nothing important."
"Do you just want to go home?"
"I could make you your drink."
"Or we could finish watching the movie series we started."
"That would be nice."
After a few silent minutes they eventually got up from where they were sitting, Emma had forgotten how tired she was. The adrenaline she had from needing to help her friend was enough to forget she hadn't slept for the past few days. Gaudi sat down next to her, some tears still pooling in the bottom of his eyes. She typed away on the computer she had in the car until they got to her house, Gaudi silently watching the entire time. When they got home she printed out the papers and Gaudi signed them. Emma showed him his new room, it was massive, deffenetly big enough for him to sleep in his dragon form. She showed him where the supplies he would be using were until she could get a full side bar set up somewhere. Gaudi immediately began to work on a quick drink for Emma, the soothing taste and the quick energy fix was needed. Soon the day came to an end, he had unpacked the one bag he was going to use to bring his minor belongings home. Emma had put on a movie in the private theater in her house. Soon a scene came on, a monster showing it's true form to their friend with them immediately accepting the monster as they had known each other. Gaudi couldn't help but want to tell Emma. Gaudi stood up from his seat and motioned Emma to follow him. She followed Gaudi into the front yard of her house. She didn't know what was going on but she thought it was going to be fun.
"So the monster scene that was just on in there, this is kinda that. I'm... I know its weard but I'm... I've wanted to say this for a while that... I know what im trying to say here."
Gaudi kept getting caught up in his words, wanting to just show her. Emma was confused but more happy than anything, it was cute.
"Ok, I'm just going to show you, but I want you to know that I really like you and that I would never do anything to hurt you and I will only ever try to protect you."
She didn't know what he was talking about but it didn't really matter, but her calm face soon went from calm and happy to horrified in just a few seconds. Gaudi's skin started to shift and ridges soon formed, and those into scales. His limbs started to extend as his clothes started to undergo the same process as his skin. Wings and a tail started to form from nothing and grow with him. And in a matter of seconds, a full dragon stood in front of Emma, the dragon of Joy. His pink scales glistened in the moon light. Gaudi fell onto all fours, accidentally shaking the ground with his weight. Emma instinctively took a step back, her face only held one emotion, fear. She was to afraid to move, her muscles were frozen and her heart was racing. Gaudi, tried to keep his smile, but his face was burning with worrie and confusion. Emma took a step back towards the house and Gaudi's instincts started to kick in. He lowered his back closer to the ground as if to pounce on Emma while his face stayed the same. They stood in silence studying each other for a few seconds. Emma made the first move, running toward the front door to get to the safety of her home.
Gaudi jumped, missing the door and jumping past her, trying to reach out his claws to stop her from entering the house. He tried to tell her to wait but she ran threw the door without listening. Emma grabbed her phone and started to unlock it as Gaudi reached threw the open doors and grabbed her. She screamed as a claw came up and flicked the phone out of her hands. He gently pulled her out of the house, holding her in front of him so they could talk. She was punching at his claws, screaming and begging to be let go, trying everything to get away. Gaudi knew she was making to much noise, trying to calm her down. "Please, I'm not going to hurt you. You wanted to know how I make the drink and I told you, magic, It's ok, your safe just please be a little quieter for just a minute so I can explain. " Emma kept screaming for help, her voice barely able to travel to the nearest house. Gaudi kept trying to reassure her that everything was fine when something caught his eye. The neighbors light a ways down the road turned on as a silhouette walked near the blinds. Gaudi ducked between the house and the lake as Emma kept screaming. There was a scene in a older movie that had a monster eating something whole and making it completely silent. He had swallowed a few squirrels and birds when he was younger and put them in his storage stomach to transport them so his mother who could heal them but nothing as big as a human. With a sorry look on his face he shoved Emma into his open maw, making sure not to hit his teeth. He gulped again and again, the sound of Emma's pleas getting quieter and quieter. The taste of chocolate was so strong and he couldn't help but let out a sigh, his eyes widened as he did. He forced himself to gulp faster to stop it from happening again. Eventually her head reached his stomach, a thin shallow liquid pooling at the bottom, covering her already drool covered face. Gaudi closed his mouth, one final powerful gulp and he let gravity do the rest of the work. Gaudi held his throat high, he let out a sigh as his stomach started to expand, a tear started to well in his eyes as he thought about what he had done. His ate his only friend who helped him stay away from his family, and it felt amazing. He knew it was safe but he didn't know if Emma knew, he wanted to help her but he didn't know how. Emma slowly slid into his stomach, the mussels of his throat and stomach started to crush her and she had to pull herself into a ball. After a few seconds of contemplation she started kicking the walls of his stomach and stretching as far as she could when she was fully in. She begged him to let her out, offering money and whatever else, she was fully crying and hearing her cry started to make Gaudi cry.
She couldn't believe it, her friend, the only person she felt she could auctly confide in betrayed her. Gaudi didnt know what to do, his mind raced as his stomach started to hurt. Maby he could make it all seem like a dream, marking a sleep spell into the dirt and raising his hands to his stomach. The clear liquid pooling around her started to glow, more of the liquid started to seep from the muscles of Gaudi's stomach even faster. A blue dust was mixed into the new stomach fluid. She touched a bit, her mind started to swirl and the tips of her fingers went numb. She tried to stay away from the new stomach fluids but it was no use, she begged gaudy not to digest her. A small amount of the liquid driped onto her head, her legs and mid torso were already numb and she couldn't think anymore, she kept awake for as long as she could, but her mind was falling and she couldn't help but drift off.
Gaudi started to calm down, he could feel Emma slowly drifting off to sleep, she stopped fighting his stomach walls and her begging turned into quiet mumbling and sobs. He started to think of how he could spin this so she wouldn't remember what had happened. He could clean up and stay in his human form, putting her back in bed and pretend it was a dream when she wakes up. His mind started to drift and his eyelids were heavy, he laid down on the grass between the house and the lake. He started to think about how he could help her, and if she found out would she let him stay. The grass was so soft, Gaudi's mind started to swirl as he unknowingly let the sleeping spell take him.
Timeskip: Morning
Gaudi woke up to the sound of birds chirping, he looked over to his side and saw a house, the morning sun bounced off his scales and onto the white walls of the house. His gut felt amazing, he hadn't felt this full ever but he didn't remember eating anything. He rolled onto his back, the weight of whatever was in his stomach pressing onto his back was nice but he wanted to know what happened. He rubbed his distended gut for a while, it was so sensitive he almost passed out from the feeling and went back to sleep. As he massaged his stomach he thought he could feel it moving. He sat up, his claws lightly dug into the ground as he watched his stomach. He held his breath for a second watching his stomach slowly, ever so slightly expanding and contracting. If his stomach was moving while he was holding his breath then what did he eat. He laid back down and extended his neck around the corner of the house, there was a limo in the driveway and the doorway looked familiar. He realized he was at Emma's house, had it worked, did he tell her that he was a dragon, but if he was out here than were was..... EMMA!
He rolled over, immediately grabbing his stomach and pushing it forward and forcing himself to get her out. His stomach started to hurt as he pushed Emma up his throat, he couldn't stop thinking about what he had done. If she was awake she would deffenetly call the cops and he would have to leave, and if she wasn't awake how would he fix this. Gaudi was finally able to push her out, he positioned his tounge over his teeth and she slid off of it like a slow sticky slide and onto the grass. She was still somehow asleep but covered in stomach fluids. Gaudi picked her up and hastily blew off all the fluids that were on her, he couldn't feel anything in his hands or claws when he set her back down on the grass. He quickly shifted back to his human form and cafully picked her up and carried her inside. He put her on the bed in the middle of her bedroom with her head resting carefully on her pillows and lazily threw the covers over her before he quickly walked out of the room. He started to make her drink, it was still his job and he would only be fired if she remembered. He worked as fast as he could and looked for a cup, eventually finding a water bottle and peeling one of the stickers down to scratch in the rune. He put the sticker back on and as he poured the drink into the cup he heard slight movement from Emma's room.
Emma woke up slightly moving her arms, somehow the blancket was still on her bed when she woke up. She was getting ready for the surge of pain whenever she wakes up but it never came. She opened her eyes expecting them to stay heavy and her not wanting to get out of bed, but she was fully awake, she sat up in her bed and looked over to her clock seeing that it's an hour until she has to be at work. She got out of bed already dressed, but her clothes were a bit wet for some reason, oh well. She walked out of her room seeing Gaudi pouring a drink into a water bottle. He was already smiling and it only grew as he saw her walking out of her room.
"Goodmorning, it's nice to see you awake"
"Morning Gaudi"
"I tried something new for you. A white hot chocolate, courtesy of your new personal barista Gaudium"
"Thanks, it's nice that... wait, Gaudium"
"Right, I've never told you my full name before"
"I thought your name was just Gaudi"
"Ya, well... I put my full name down for my last job and no one wanted to call me that so they called me Gaudi and I've just been using that ever since"
"After all this time I'm just now learning your name? Why didn't you tell me before"
"I guess it never came up"
"Huh. Well work starts soon so I should get going"
"Alright, when you get back we could finish that movie we started last night"
"Right... it was getting good to, why did we stop watching"
"Oh umm... I don't remember"
"Well I better get going, thank you for this and I will see you when I get back"
Emma walked out of the house, Gaudium was still smiling at her as she walked out. Whenever he smiled it made her happier. She walked down the intricate brick pavement to her car but, something to the right caught her eye. It looked like a liquid splatter, it was thick and was left in small clumps around her tree and on the lawn. She walked across the lawn and knelt down to get a better look at one of the bigger clumps. There was tiny blue specks in it and it looked like they were glowing. She stuck two of her fingers in it and brought a small amount of it closer to her eyes to get a better look. It was sentless and it was silky smooth but also sticky. The blue specks in it started to move closer to her fingers and once they touched her fingers it started to numb them. Her mind started to swirl as she couldn't keep a thought strait. She flicked the substance off her fingers and wiped the rest off on the grass.
Once she got into her car she took a sip of her drink, her mind started to straighten and she kept thinking about the substance. She had seen it before while she was terrified, she thought hard on it and eventually it clicked. The pink scales, the flesh surounding her, falling into his stomach... Gaudi's stomach. She rubbed the pocket of her pants leg, it was still slightly damp. Once she felt it her face slowly shifted to pure terror and she started to shake, he eyes quickly started to well with tears. She looked at the window to the kitchen in her house, Gaudium was silently sweeping away at the floor. He seemed focused and scared but once he looked out to Emma his smile reappeared. Emma couldn't help but smile back, it was involuntary but she still felt happier when she looked at him. She pulled out of the driveway and started to think about everything that happened, shaking all the way. She was eaten whole, how was she still alive, she should have been digested, why did the slime make her numb, how could he do this? She had so many questions she couldn't think strait, all she could think about was how her friend betrayed her. She instinctively parked not realizing where she was, her mind still raced as she looked up and, all at once, it stopped.
She instinctively parked outside the coffee shop and when she realized it her mind slowed to a stop. She sat in her car for a while just trying to process what she was doing and slowly her mind became more active. She started thinking about how he worked there, her friends forcing her to meet him, the happy times they had together in and out of this shop. He was a friend, he always looked out for her and he thought he could trust her enough to tell her something probably nobody else knew about him. He may have ate her but she was fine, and for the single second she remembered not struggling it was almost peaceful. Like the biggest hug he could give her, and somewhere deep down she felt protected, almost enough to stay there. She started to remember what he said before he was a dragon and as he was a dragon and like he said, she was safe. He fully trusted her and she trusted him. She started to drive to her work, she thought about what she would say to him when she got home, maybe he'd be willing enough to show her again... and possibly eat her again.
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leotssukinaga · 3 years
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Friendship Bracelet
Makoto Yuuki x Reader
A/N: I literally dont know where this fic came from, it just popped into my head a few hours ago and now its here. Disclaimer that I don’t know Yuuki that well as a character so I’m not entirely sure how well I wrote him. This ends so cheesy but its cute so I stand by my choices Summary: Makoto and you have been best friends for years, even when you couldn’t see each other often your friendship held firm. There’s just one issue... Makoto doesn’t know if it’ll survive the romantic feelings he’s developed for you. Tags: Fluff, teeny tiny bit of angst, cheesy as hell, childhood friends to lovers Word Count: 1.7k
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Makoto wasn't sure whether to smile or frown as he stared at the bracelet adorning his wrist, fiddling with it with his other hand. It was a little worn, though you could hardly see where he'd had to mend it when he caught it on that fence last year and it snapped, but even after 4 years of wearing it constantly the colours were as bright as the day you'd given it to him, the green heart embedded in the blue standing out as much as ever. It had been on his mind a lot recently- or rather, what you'd said when you gave it to him had.
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You hopped up to him at lunch time, a sad sort of smile on your face. He knew why. You were graduating middle school in two days, and you weren't going to the same high school. You'd admitted to him a few weeks before that you were scared to face the world without him, that you didn't want him to stop being your friend just because you didn't see each other every day. He'd been a little too embarrassed to admit that he felt the exact same way. "Hey, I made you something. It's a little silly but... I want you to wear it all the time, okay? So that even when you're old and you can't remember your own name, you'll have a reminder that once upon a time, in middle school, we were best friends." He grinned as you showed him the blue friendship bracelet. He didn't even know you knew how to make them, but he admired your handiwork and held his wrist out for you to tie it on. It was only when you'd done so that he was the green heart you'd sewn onto it. "Not just in middle school," he reassured you, "just because we're going to different high schools doesn't mean I'll forget about you."
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He'd been right, too. The two of you were in your third year now, and your friendship was as firm as ever. Of course, the different high schools situation had changed once Yumenosaki had opened up the producer course and you'd transferred (something you hadn't told him until you surprised him on your first day there), but even in your first year he'd cycled over to your house every night he had free. You'd always fussed over how he had the energy to do that, with how strenuous idol work can be, but he was insistent that you didn't worry about him too much. And now you were at Yumenosaki, he walked you home every day, just like he had in middle school. He was grateful for your ongoing presence in his life, but recently... He wanted things to change. Not in the sense that he didn't want you around anymore- as if he could ever want that- it was more like he wanted to see you more, if that was even possible.
He'd often catch himself thinking about you in a way he didn't know he could- about holding your hand or waking up next to you, about how nice it would be to be your boyfriend. It was bugging him endlessly. How could he fall in love with his best friend? That was something that belonged in slice of life manga and cheesy sitcoms, not real life. Not his life. Not when you had so many better options out there than him, when half the guys in your year were vying for your attention for less than professional reasons- and he knew that every one of them was likely better suited to you than he was. "Hey, what's on your mind?" Makoto nearly jumped out of his seat when you appeared next to  him, a concerned look on your face "O-oh! Nothings wrong, I'm fine." "I didn't ask if anything was wrong, doofus, but the fact that you answered like I did tells me you definitely just lied to my face. Cmon, out with it." "No really, I-I'm okay!" You frowned at him, pulling out the chair next to him and taking a seat. "When did you start hiding things from me?" "W-what?" "I feel like you don't tell me anything anymore... What happened to the Makoto who'd tell me everything, right down to how long it took you to eat your lunch? When did you stop wanting to share things with me?" You looked sad- heartbroken even- as you stared at your best friend. But that was just it. He'd always be your best friend, and nothing more. He'd thought he was okay with that, but he was beginning to realise he wasn't. "I don't know, I... I guess people just grow apart." He knew, the second he said it, that it was the wrong thing to say, and the tears pricking your eyes as you nodded and silently left the classroom confirmed it.
You didn't wait for him that evening. He arrived at the spot the two of you had used as a meeting place since you'd started at Yumenosaki and found nobody there. You didn't pick up when he called you, either, and the walk home was painfully silent without your company. He'd screwed up majorly, all because he couldn't stand to tell you he was in love with you. And he didn't know whether he'd be able to pick up the pieces or not.
But he knew he had to try.
This wasn't like him. Normally he'd call you before heading to your house, it was rude to drop by unannounced, but this time he didn't even think about it. (You'd likely not pick up anyway.) It wasn't until he turned onto your street that he even realised what he was doing, that he'd cycled all the way here without making a conscious choice to do so. Whether it was the fear of losing you forever or some miraculous bout of previously unfound confidence that saw him climbing the tree outside your window and knocking on it like some anime protagonist you guys would definitely make fun of together, he didn't know. All he knew was that when you opened the curtains you looked like you'd been crying- and that you shut them again the second you saw him. He slumped back on the branch he was sitting on, not ready to give up but feeling a little defeated, when he heard the door open below him.
"Makoto! What the hell are you doing up there?!" "I need to talk to you." "Ever heard of knocking?" "I didn't think you'd answer." "You could've tried!  Ugh, will you just get down from there, please? I'm having horrible visions of you with your head splattered on the sidewalk." He nodded and made his way out of the tree, trying not to think about how cute it was when you covered your eyes so you wouldn't have to see if he fell.
"I...I didn't mean what I said earlier." "I know." "You do?" "Yeah! I mean, come on. I know you better than anyone- if that was really how you felt you’d wanna talk about it, give me the reasons. You’re always so gentle with people, even when you don’t like them." "When you didn't walk home with me today I thought maybe I'd messed up beyond repair." "I was upset. Even if you didn't mean it, it hurt. And you've been so distant lately. I don't wanna lose you. Ever." "I don't wanna lose you either." The way you smiled at him warmed his heart, but your next words put a knife right through it. "Good. You're stuck with me as a best friend forever, whether you like it or not."
Makoto couldn't take it. He knew he wasn't good enough for you. You deserved a boyfriend who could sweep you off your feet, not some dork who's only romantic knowledge came from manga. But... even if it was unfounded, he had to have hope. He had to tell you how he felt.
"Y/N, look, I- I need to tell you something." "What is it?" "I-" The words stuck in his throat. You stared at him expectantly as he tried to get them out, but they wouldn't go, no matter how much he stuttered. Now was not the time for him to freak out and forget how to speak. He'd cycled over here and climbed a tree, for God's sake, and now he couldn't even say what he wanted to. He couldn't help but think that this was why you deserved better than him. "Makoto? Are you okay?" "Yes, I just-” He took a deep breath before finally blurting it out, so fast you could barely make out what he was saying. “I'm in love with you and I have been for like a year and I thought I could be okay with just being your best friend- and if you tell me to shut up and never talk about this again then I will, I'll be happy to be in your life in any capacity- but I knew I couldn't live with myself if I didn't try, you know? You're just so perfect and I know you deserve better than what I can offer you and it's so stupid for me to think I have a chance in hell but-" "Makoto!" "Y-yes?" "Will you shut the hell up and kiss me already?" "I- what?" "Oh, I have to do everything myself, don't I?" He was still processing what you'd said when you pulled him in for a kiss, cupping his face gently with your hands. It took him a minute to come to terms with the fact that you were kissing him, but eventually he settled his arms around your waist and melted into it. You pulled away abruptly when something cold and wet landed on your forehead, squinting up at the sky. As if the night hadn't played out enough like some cheesy romance film, snow began to fall around you.
"I probably should’ve worn a coat, huh..." "Oh my god, come inside before we both freeze to death!" "Will your parents be okay with that?" "Of course they will, it's you." You reached for his hand to pull him inside, but stopped when you noticed something. "Hey... you're still wearing the bracelet." "'Course I am. You told me to wear it all the time." You grinned up at him, giving him a soft peck on the lips. "I guess that heart means something different now, though." Makoto's real heart swelled in his chest. Being with you was... Well, it felt like something out of a fairytale, or one of those dreams that waking up from upsets you because it's not real. "Yeah. I guess it does."
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qweeby · 4 years
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Nine Lives To Short Part 2: A Hero Confronts the Hypothetical
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Paring: Hitoshi x Reader
Genre: Angst
Tag @foxypuppy
Plot: You only have 9 days to tell him how you feel....but maybe 9 days just isn't enough
"Please be ok please be ok!" that plea kept replaying in the mind of Histoshi Shinsou as he is sitting in the waiting room of the hospital.
He thinks about your soft touch, your sweet voice and your unforgettable laugh as tears stream down his eyes his voice breaking "please be ok....please..."
The entire room is quiet....tap tap tap tap is the only thing that can be heard and its coming from Shinsou as his left leg is violent shaking.
"Shinsou....?"
The entrance to the waiting room opens it's Kaminari and Mr. Aizawa, Denki rushes to Shinsou then begins to pat him down, patting his face and chest "YOU'RE OK RIGHT NOTHING IS BROKEN RIGHT!"
Shinsou brushes Kaminari off, " I'm fine it's not me you should me worried about....it's y/n she's the one in real pain".
Aizawa puts his hand ontop of Shinsou head rubbing his hair making it messy. "Yeah but that doesn't mean you aren't hurting to kid... it's ok to cry it won't make you any less of a hero.
Shinsou looks down " I just need to see her".
Kaminari sits next to Shinsou asking "How long have you been here, Hitoshi?
"About 5 an hours, after I ran Y/n to her parents and they called the ambulance, we came here and the doctor said that the parents can come with them but friends and other relatives were to stay here".
Suddenly Hitoshi sees your parents walking down are walking down the hall he jumps up quickly and makes his way towards them in a panic.
" Is y/n ok! What happened to her! C-can I see her please!" Hitoshi is frantically blurting out all of the questions that been on his mind of the pass 5 hours until your dad stops him.
"Woah woah calm down there Hitoshi, Y/n is fine she just need rest we actually came out here so we can take you home".
Shinsou tenses up shocked that after all that waiting he's just going home with seeing you.
He was not gonna let that happen.
" Home?...... HOME! THERE NO WAY IM GOING BACK HOME AND I DONT HAVE A CHANCE TO SEE IF Y/N IS DOING OK! I-....I have to see for myself.
Aizawa steps up, " Last time I checked Recovery girl was sent here to help Y/n with her injuries so she should be up"
Kaminari holds up his hand trying to put his two cents in " Plus he's been waiting 5 whole hours".
Your mom hangs her head "Yes that is true but....y/n is gonna need more than just kiss to feel better".
Your father begins to sweat as Shinsou glares him with anger in his eyes, everyone in the room begins the feel Shinsou's uneasiness.
"Let me ask you a question sir".
Your father gulps "Yes, Hitoshi?".
His pupils begin to dilate as Shinsou uses his quirk and asks the question " What's happening with your daughter".
Kaminari quickly grabs Shinsou pulling him back, " Dude! Are you crazy you can go around using your quirk on people!".
" IM NOT GONNA STAND HERE WHY THEY LEAVE ME IN THE DARK! I NEED ANSWERS!"
" Y/n's quirk....is hurting her shmmh-" before your dad can finish his sentence Aizawa stares at Shinsou erasing his quirk while simultaneously your mom covers your dad's mouth.
" Hitoshi! Control yourself Now"
Hitoshi shoves Kaminari back as her runs pass the three adults to y/n's room.
" Wait Toshi! You...don't even know where her room is...".
Aizawa sighs " Leave him Kaminari, right now I'm gonna need you to step outside" he angrily glares at your mother and father "I need to a meeting with some parents".
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Meanwhile Hitoshi is running though the hallway is he searching for your room " Where is it..HA! Found it!.
Hitoshi kicks open your the hospital door.
" Y/N!" You jump and scream " AHHHH! What the HELL HITOSHI YOU CAN'T DO THAT WHAT IF YOU BROKE IT".
Right now all Shinsou wants to do is to hug you and hold you and never let you go but...
He just stands there and yells.
"You're such a God Damn lair!"
"...who told you-".
" APPARENTLY NOT YOU! WHEN THE HELL DID YOU GET S QUIRK FROM! HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN HURTING YOU?!"
You sit up and take a beep breath, "My quirk developed last week I didn't know how I was gonna tell you".
" LAST WEEK!? THEN THAT MEANS.....t-that means..."
-Hitoshi thinks back to last week after school when he was training with Aizawa-
" Hey Mr. Aizawa Hey hey" you eagerly jump around the tired teacher circling him. " What is it now kid?"
" Can you use your quirk on me?"
Shinsou spits out his water " ppppfffft why would he do that it literally won't do anything".
You turn to Shinsou pouting " yeahh but sero says when that when you get you quirk erase it's like your soul leaves you body".
Shinsou squints his eyes at you " I think Sero was high when he told you that".
Aizawa rubs his eyes and grunts.
"Ugh! Fine come here kid but after this I don't wanna hear anything come out of you mouth until we are done training".
You nod while standing still as Mr. Aizawa uses his quirk on you but no it looks like nothing happened.
Hitoshi chuckles " See told you it would work" he looks at you and see the look of utter disappointment and defeat. " What's with the face cat?"
" I was just really hoping that something....anything would happen but...oh well".
You smack you face as you give Shinsou a big thumbs up " You gotta ge back to training-mmmpfh-!"
Aizawa wraps you up his his cloth like a mummy and gives you to Present Mic
"Here Hizashi here hold the kid"
" YOU GOT IT SHO!"
Shinsou could help but laugh at the whole situation while you freak out the Mic's arms.
-He then thinks about how you acting at lunch during that same day-
" Hey Y/n you not gonna eat?" Kaminari askes while shoving fish sticks in his mouth.
"Oh umm I'm not really hungry"
"You aren't? But I haven't seen you eat anything all day are you sure?"
"Yeah Hitoshi I'm ok".
Bakugo the reaches across the table to get in your face " HUHHH THE LITTLE KITTY DOSEN'T WANNA EATTTT? I BET IF CAT BOY OVER HERE FED YOU, YOU WOULD EAT IT ALL UP!"
You and Bakugo clash foreheads.
" SHUT UP YOU FERAL POMERANIAN"
"GRRRR....THE FUCK YOU JUST CALL ME YOU QUIRKLESS LOSER!".
Kirishima walks to the table smiling simultaneously as he sits down saying "Man it looks like it's raining cats and dogs over here".
" SHUT YOUR TRAP YOU POINTY TEETH DIMWIT!" You Bakugo scream at Kirishima at the same time then go back to arguing with each other " STOP COPYING ME!".
Shinsou watches as you don't eat anything but shrugs it off as you going on a diet.
Hitoshi falls to his knees shaking, his voice breaking.
" THAT FUCKING QUESTION WASN'T JUST A HYPOTHETICAL WAS IT!"
You get off your bed as you sit in front of him, "No it wasn't ".
"I so fucking stupid Y/n..."
You slow reach your hand to grab Hitoshi "No...don't say that..."
"But it's true! Can't you see!
Shinsou raises his head looking at you his eyes bloodshot red, see him like that startled you , so you back up but then hes says something that made you hate yourself.
"....How can I ever be a hero if I can't even save one person...I'm so weak"
Tears begin to fall down your eyes seeing your best crumble apart by your actions, you jump into Shinsou's arms crying repeatedly saying " I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry".
You feel bad for Shinsou as he may have come across one of the most hardiest trail of being a hero.
How can a hero save someone that doesn't wanna be saved....
You and Hitoshi press forehead's and stare at one other but then...you look at Hitoshi but his face begin so switch between blurry and not until everything is completely blurry in your left eye.
"S-shinsou..."
He sniffs and rubs his nose, " Yeah y/n".
"I....I can't see"....
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Y/n has lost her 2nd life as another day draws near. Jow can Shinsou save the unsaveable? Will y/n ever confess in time and end her suffering.....will y/n's eye sight be the only thing she loses?.... 9 days won't be enough
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