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[leotssukinaga]

Hi! In my last update, I informed you all that writing is difficult for me right now due to health issues. Well, that’s definitely still the case, but I’d like to continue to do my best.

That being said, I think continuing to write on this blog is affecting me negatively. Given my past performance on this blog (I wrote 50 odd fics in some 3 months), I tend to expect a hell of a lot of myself here, and that makes it even harder for me to write. Not to mention a large number of those following this blog are doing so for content I’m no longer able to produce. Continuing here just feels… a little disingenuous, like I’m letting myself and all of you down. That being said, my tumblr writing career isn’t over! I’m simply planning on transferring this blog to a different account and archiving it- meaning all my past fics will stay up- and continuing to write on another blog. If you’d like to follow the new writing blog, you’ll find it here: @occultish-night. I’m also gonna change the name I go by, to Turin (or Rin for short if you want!)

Moving forward, I plan to write for Enstars and Mystic Messenger still, and expand the list to include Obey Me. Requests that have been sent to this blog will be answered on the new one, so if you’ve sent something in don’t worry- I’m not abandoning you completely. For the time being, though, I won’t be taking new requests. It’s not a promise I feel capable of making, and I don’t wanna let you guys down. So yeah, feel free to follow my new writing blog. I’m gonna try and be a little more active, though illness and uni may affect it still. I look forward to seeing you there!

#scheduled

[leotssukinaga]

Hi! In my last update, I informed you all that writing is difficult for me right now due to health issues. Well, that’s definitely still the case, but I’d like to continue to do my best.

That being said, I think continuing to write on this blog is affecting me negatively. Given my past performance on this blog (I wrote 50 odd fics in some 3 months), I tend to expect a hell of a lot of myself here, and that makes it even harder for me to write. Not to mention a large number of those following this blog are doing so for content I’m no longer able to produce. Continuing here just feels… a little disingenuous, like I’m letting myself and all of you down. That being said, my tumblr writing career isn’t over! I’m simply planning on transferring this blog to a different account and archiving it- meaning all my past fics will stay up- and continuing to write on another blog. If you’d like to follow the new writing blog, you’ll find it here: @occultish-night. I’m also gonna change the name I go by, to Turin (or Rin for short if you want!)

Moving forward, I plan to write for Enstars and Mystic Messenger still, and expand the list to include Obey Me. Requests that have been sent to this blog will be answered on the new one, so if you’ve sent something in don’t worry- I’m not abandoning you completely. For the time being, though, I won’t be taking new requests. It’s not a promise I feel capable of making, and I don’t wanna let you guys down. So yeah, feel free to follow my new writing blog. I’m gonna try and be a little more active, though illness and uni may affect it still. I look forward to seeing you there!

#scheduled

[leotssukinaga]

p k and j for rei please

posted here!  <3

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A,J, N for Isara Mao?

Here you go! <3 sorry for taking so long, thank you for your patience

[leotssukinaga]

K and X with natsume?

Answered on my new blog here! Sorry I took so long :(

[leotssukinaga]

Okay little addition because my ADHD decided to surprise me by allowing me to get back into Haikyuu without fully hyperfixating on it, so I’m going to be writing for it again, just a little. Not as much as I was before, I’m afraid, but Haikyuu content will be back on my repertoire! That will also be posted to @occultish-night (actually, I posted a Makki drabble yesterday :D) if you’re interested!

Stay safe, and Happy New Year! <3

Hi! In my last update, I informed you all that writing is difficult for me right now due to health issues. Well, that’s definitely still the case, but I’d like to continue to do my best.

That being said, I think continuing to write on this blog is affecting me negatively. Given my past performance on this blog (I wrote 50 odd fics in some 3 months), I tend to expect a hell of a lot of myself here, and that makes it even harder for me to write. Not to mention a large number of those following this blog are doing so for content I’m no longer able to produce. Continuing here just feels… a little disingenuous, like I’m letting myself and all of you down. That being said, my tumblr writing career isn’t over! I’m simply planning on transferring this blog to a different account and archiving it- meaning all my past fics will stay up- and continuing to write on another blog. If you’d like to follow the new writing blog, you’ll find it here: @occultish-night. I’m also gonna change the name I go by, to Turin (or Rin for short if you want!)

Moving forward, I plan to write for Enstars and Mystic Messenger still, and expand the list to include Obey Me. Requests that have been sent to this blog will be answered on the new one, so if you’ve sent something in don’t worry- I’m not abandoning you completely. For the time being, though, I won’t be taking new requests. It’s not a promise I feel capable of making, and I don’t wanna let you guys down. So yeah, feel free to follow my new writing blog. I’m gonna try and be a little more active, though illness and uni may affect it still. I look forward to seeing you there!

#will schedule a few reblogs of this before i log out to boost it so ppl see

[leotssukinaga]

Hi! In my last update, I informed you all that writing is difficult for me right now due to health issues. Well, that's definitely still the case, but I'd like to continue to do my best.

That being said, I think continuing to write on this blog is affecting me negatively. Given my past performance on this blog (I wrote 50 odd fics in some 3 months), I tend to expect a hell of a lot of myself here, and that makes it even harder for me to write. Not to mention a large number of those following this blog are doing so for content I'm no longer able to produce. Continuing here just feels... a little disingenuous, like I’m letting myself and all of you down. That being said, my tumblr writing career isn't over! I'm simply planning on transferring this blog to a different account and archiving it- meaning all my past fics will stay up- and continuing to write on another blog. If you'd like to follow the new writing blog, you'll find it here: @occultish-night. I'm also gonna change the name I go by, to Turin (or Rin for short if you want!)

Moving forward, I plan to write for Enstars and Mystic Messenger still, and expand the list to include Obey Me. Requests that have been sent to this blog will be answered on the new one, so if you've sent something in don't worry- I'm not abandoning you completely. For the time being, though, I won't be taking new requests. It's not a promise I feel capable of making, and I don't wanna let you guys down. So yeah, feel free to follow my new writing blog. I'm gonna try and be a little more active, though illness and uni may affect it still. I look forward to seeing you there!

#💎.txt #maintenance

[leotssukinaga]

returning from the dead just to inform you all that I apparently have a type??

#its so specific like what the hell #ensemble stars #tatsumi kazehaya #mystic messenger #jihyun kim #💎.txt

[leotssukinaga]

Not a request lol. I really hope you feel better. Are you sure it’s not just bad sleep and intense stress? I was extremely tired once (and still am just not as bad as before) because of stress and because I didn’t sleep a lot of hours.

Remember to take a lot of breaks and if you have to take a hiatus feel free. Your health is really important and we don’t want anything to happen. Be sure to stay hydrated and rest ^^

Man I wish it was 😭 We don't know exactly what it is, but I've had the issue since I was 9, it's just in the past month or so the rate it's been getting worse at has increased rapidly :( I've got a competent doctor now at least, and I'm getting tests to try and figure it out, so hopefully things will be okay soon!!

Thank you so much for messaging me lovely <3 it means a lot to me!! I'm looking after myself as much as I can, dw 💖

#fr thank you sm 💖 #💎 mail #anon

[leotssukinaga]

a little update on why I barely post anymore (talk of bad health/illness ahead):

I hate to admit it, but my health has been seriously deteriorating recently, to the point where getting up to make a cup of coffee exhausts me, and sitting up for any period of time is agonising. I'm sure that alone is enough to explain why I haven't been able to get much of anything done. I would still like to apologise. I love running this blog, I love writing and I love making you guys happy. that hasn't changed, and I hope that in time I can get back to writing for you again. thank you all for being so patient with me, and in the meantime please keep sending requests in, just be aware that they'll take a while to get out.

I hope I can be active again soon 💖

#if my doctor can't figure out what's wrong I might end up in a wheelchair ✌️ #I am trying to write it's just difficult a lot of the time now #sorry #💎.txt

[leotssukinaga]

Friendship Bracelet

Makoto Yuuki x Reader

A/N: I literally dont know where this fic came from, it just popped into my head a few hours ago and now its here. Disclaimer that I don’t know Yuuki that well as a character so I’m not entirely sure how well I wrote him. This ends so cheesy but its cute so I stand by my choices Summary: Makoto and you have been best friends for years, even when you couldn’t see each other often your friendship held firm. There’s just one issue… Makoto doesn’t know if it’ll survive the romantic feelings he’s developed for you. Tags: Fluff, teeny tiny bit of angst, cheesy as hell, childhood friends to lovers Word Count: 1.7k

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#evening reblog

[leotssukinaga]

Friendship Bracelet

Makoto Yuuki x Reader

A/N: I literally dont know where this fic came from, it just popped into my head a few hours ago and now its here. Disclaimer that I don’t know Yuuki that well as a character so I’m not entirely sure how well I wrote him. This ends so cheesy but its cute so I stand by my choices Summary: Makoto and you have been best friends for years, even when you couldn’t see each other often your friendship held firm. There’s just one issue… Makoto doesn’t know if it’ll survive the romantic feelings he’s developed for you. Tags: Fluff, teeny tiny bit of angst, cheesy as hell, childhood friends to lovers Word Count: 1.7k

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[leotssukinaga]

Friendship Bracelet

Makoto Yuuki x Reader

A/N: I literally dont know where this fic came from, it just popped into my head a few hours ago and now its here. Disclaimer that I don’t know Yuuki that well as a character so I’m not entirely sure how well I wrote him. This ends so cheesy but its cute so I stand by my choices Summary: Makoto and you have been best friends for years, even when you couldn’t see each other often your friendship held firm. There’s just one issue… Makoto doesn’t know if it’ll survive the romantic feelings he’s developed for you. Tags: Fluff, teeny tiny bit of angst, cheesy as hell, childhood friends to lovers Word Count: 1.7k

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#morning reblog

[leotssukinaga]

I hate [tumblr] it rlly went and deleted All formatting on that fic huh

#the whole middle school paragraph was meant to be in italics but. fuck me ig #💎 speaks

[leotssukinaga]

Friendship Bracelet

Makoto Yuuki x Reader

A/N: I literally dont know where this fic came from, it just popped into my head a few hours ago and now its here. Disclaimer that I don’t know Yuuki that well as a character so I’m not entirely sure how well I wrote him. This ends so cheesy but its cute so I stand by my choices Summary: Makoto and you have been best friends for years, even when you couldn’t see each other often your friendship held firm. There’s just one issue... Makoto doesn’t know if it’ll survive the romantic feelings he’s developed for you. Tags: Fluff, teeny tiny bit of angst, cheesy as hell, childhood friends to lovers Word Count: 1.7k

Makoto wasn't sure whether to smile or frown as he stared at the bracelet adorning his wrist, fiddling with it with his other hand. It was a little worn, though you could hardly see where he'd had to mend it when he caught it on that fence last year and it snapped, but even after 4 years of wearing it constantly the colours were as bright as the day you'd given it to him, the green heart embedded in the blue standing out as much as ever. It had been on his mind a lot recently- or rather, what you'd said when you gave it to him had.

-

You hopped up to him at lunch time, a sad sort of smile on your face. He knew why. You were graduating middle school in two days, and you weren't going to the same high school. You'd admitted to him a few weeks before that you were scared to face the world without him, that you didn't want him to stop being your friend just because you didn't see each other every day. He'd been a little too embarrassed to admit that he felt the exact same way. "Hey, I made you something. It's a little silly but... I want you to wear it all the time, okay? So that even when you're old and you can't remember your own name, you'll have a reminder that once upon a time, in middle school, we were best friends." He grinned as you showed him the blue friendship bracelet. He didn't even know you knew how to make them, but he admired your handiwork and held his wrist out for you to tie it on. It was only when you'd done so that he was the green heart you'd sewn onto it. "Not just in middle school," he reassured you, "just because we're going to different high schools doesn't mean I'll forget about you."

-

He'd been right, too. The two of you were in your third year now, and your friendship was as firm as ever. Of course, the different high schools situation had changed once Yumenosaki had opened up the producer course and you'd transferred (something you hadn't told him until you surprised him on your first day there), but even in your first year he'd cycled over to your house every night he had free. You'd always fussed over how he had the energy to do that, with how strenuous idol work can be, but he was insistent that you didn't worry about him too much. And now you were at Yumenosaki, he walked you home every day, just like he had in middle school. He was grateful for your ongoing presence in his life, but recently... He wanted things to change. Not in the sense that he didn't want you around anymore- as if he could ever want that- it was more like he wanted to see you more, if that was even possible.

He'd often catch himself thinking about you in a way he didn't know he could- about holding your hand or waking up next to you, about how nice it would be to be your boyfriend. It was bugging him endlessly. How could he fall in love with his best friend? That was something that belonged in slice of life manga and cheesy sitcoms, not real life. Not his life. Not when you had so many better options out there than him, when half the guys in your year were vying for your attention for less than professional reasons- and he knew that every one of them was likely better suited to you than he was. "Hey, what's on your mind?" Makoto nearly jumped out of his seat when you appeared next to  him, a concerned look on your face "O-oh! Nothings wrong, I'm fine." "I didn't ask if anything was wrong, doofus, but the fact that you answered like I did tells me you definitely just lied to my face. Cmon, out with it." "No really, I-I'm okay!" You frowned at him, pulling out the chair next to him and taking a seat. "When did you start hiding things from me?" "W-what?" "I feel like you don't tell me anything anymore... What happened to the Makoto who'd tell me everything, right down to how long it took you to eat your lunch? When did you stop wanting to share things with me?" You looked sad- heartbroken even- as you stared at your best friend. But that was just it. He'd always be your best friend, and nothing more. He'd thought he was okay with that, but he was beginning to realise he wasn't. "I don't know, I... I guess people just grow apart." He knew, the second he said it, that it was the wrong thing to say, and the tears pricking your eyes as you nodded and silently left the classroom confirmed it.

You didn't wait for him that evening. He arrived at the spot the two of you had used as a meeting place since you'd started at Yumenosaki and found nobody there. You didn't pick up when he called you, either, and the walk home was painfully silent without your company. He'd screwed up majorly, all because he couldn't stand to tell you he was in love with you. And he didn't know whether he'd be able to pick up the pieces or not.

But he knew he had to try.

This wasn't like him. Normally he'd call you before heading to your house, it was rude to drop by unannounced, but this time he didn't even think about it. (You'd likely not pick up anyway.) It wasn't until he turned onto your street that he even realised what he was doing, that he'd cycled all the way here without making a conscious choice to do so. Whether it was the fear of losing you forever or some miraculous bout of previously unfound confidence that saw him climbing the tree outside your window and knocking on it like some anime protagonist you guys would definitely make fun of together, he didn't know. All he knew was that when you opened the curtains you looked like you'd been crying- and that you shut them again the second you saw him. He slumped back on the branch he was sitting on, not ready to give up but feeling a little defeated, when he heard the door open below him.

"Makoto! What the hell are you doing up there?!" "I need to talk to you." "Ever heard of knocking?" "I didn't think you'd answer." "You could've tried!  Ugh, will you just get down from there, please? I'm having horrible visions of you with your head splattered on the sidewalk." He nodded and made his way out of the tree, trying not to think about how cute it was when you covered your eyes so you wouldn't have to see if he fell.

"I...I didn't mean what I said earlier." "I know." "You do?" "Yeah! I mean, come on. I know you better than anyone- if that was really how you felt you’d wanna talk about it, give me the reasons. You’re always so gentle with people, even when you don’t like them." "When you didn't walk home with me today I thought maybe I'd messed up beyond repair." "I was upset. Even if you didn't mean it, it hurt. And you've been so distant lately. I don't wanna lose you. Ever." "I don't wanna lose you either." The way you smiled at him warmed his heart, but your next words put a knife right through it. "Good. You're stuck with me as a best friend forever, whether you like it or not."

Makoto couldn't take it. He knew he wasn't good enough for you. You deserved a boyfriend who could sweep you off your feet, not some dork who's only romantic knowledge came from manga. But... even if it was unfounded, he had to have hope. He had to tell you how he felt.

"Y/N, look, I- I need to tell you something." "What is it?" "I-" The words stuck in his throat. You stared at him expectantly as he tried to get them out, but they wouldn't go, no matter how much he stuttered. Now was not the time for him to freak out and forget how to speak. He'd cycled over here and climbed a tree, for God's sake, and now he couldn't even say what he wanted to. He couldn't help but think that this was why you deserved better than him. "Makoto? Are you okay?" "Yes, I just-” He took a deep breath before finally blurting it out, so fast you could barely make out what he was saying. “I'm in love with you and I have been for like a year and I thought I could be okay with just being your best friend- and if you tell me to shut up and never talk about this again then I will, I'll be happy to be in your life in any capacity- but I knew I couldn't live with myself if I didn't try, you know? You're just so perfect and I know you deserve better than what I can offer you and it's so stupid for me to think I have a chance in hell but-" "Makoto!" "Y-yes?" "Will you shut the hell up and kiss me already?" "I- what?" "Oh, I have to do everything myself, don't I?" He was still processing what you'd said when you pulled him in for a kiss, cupping his face gently with your hands. It took him a minute to come to terms with the fact that you were kissing him, but eventually he settled his arms around your waist and melted into it. You pulled away abruptly when something cold and wet landed on your forehead, squinting up at the sky. As if the night hadn't played out enough like some cheesy romance film, snow began to fall around you.

"I probably should’ve worn a coat, huh..." "Oh my god, come inside before we both freeze to death!" "Will your parents be okay with that?" "Of course they will, it's you." You reached for his hand to pull him inside, but stopped when you noticed something. "Hey... you're still wearing the bracelet." "'Course I am. You told me to wear it all the time." You grinned up at him, giving him a soft peck on the lips. "I guess that heart means something different now, though." Makoto's real heart swelled in his chest. Being with you was... Well, it felt like something out of a fairytale, or one of those dreams that waking up from upsets you because it's not real. "Yeah. I guess it does."

#💎 writes #makoto yuuki #yuuki makoto #enstars #ensemble stars #enstars imagine #ensemble stars imagine #enstars x reader #ensemble stars x reader #makoto yuuki imagine #makoto yuuki x reader

[leotssukinaga]

I don't know if we have knowledge on whether Yuuki can ride a bike or not but for the sake of the fic I'm writing he can and we are all just gonna pretend that's canon

#yes I am actually writing #childhood friends to lovers minor angst yuuki fic dropping soon-ish #💎 speaks

[leotssukinaga]

I made an enstars groupchat, if any of you wanna join!!

Here's the link, please join! I'd love to talk to you guys 💖