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carry-on-my-wayward-butt · 2 years

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Feel free to skip if it's too personal but like girl.... what happened???

my husband was never taught proper emotional regulation nor was he ever modeled a healthy relationship, so instead of airing his grievances and making clear that certain things are dealbreakers for him he just sat on it and bottled it up and let the pressure build and build and build while assuring me that everythings fine perfectly fine we are happy and healthy and in love no worries darling even though i was begging and assuring him that communicating with me is worth it even if its difficult and painful but instead he held it in and let it eat at him until he nearly offed himself and finally got the therapy id been begging him to get for seven years which gave him the external permission he needed to rip my heart out of my chest and blow my fucking life apart.

two months ago i thought i was in a happy marriage with a stressed out dude who hated his job but loved his family. now i know that it hasnt been that way for years. almost since the beginning. hes been processing the death of his marriage forever. ive only had the past month. i have been a terrible burden for years despite having been repeatedly assured of the opposite. i have been a useless leech for years despite being repeatedly assured of the opposite. he hasnt loved me at all for a long time. and allowed me to believe he did.

i appreciate finally getting the truth. i wish id gotten it sooner. now im disabled, deflated, a single mother, and getting rejected from fucking FAST FOOD. who the fuck gets a rejection email from BURGER KING???? like i know i cant safely do fast food anyway with the fall risk but i would have liked to make that choice myself you know?? its a pattern in my life i guess.

i cant be too far from my mother and rent is fucking insane in tampa. the best option i have is 1500 a month before utilities or bills. i have no income, just started door dashing, im down to my last $300 with a toddler and need $580 to pay my college debt so i can go back to school(which is even more money) for a degree in med IT so i can do medical coding.

i cant bring the cats so cabbage and kimchi are getting rehomed, theres some more trauma. everything is a fucking mess. ive lost everything in the span of a few weeks. all i have is Charlie, and at literally any point he could legally take our child because hes the one with a job.

im terrified. im fucking terrified.

#op #anonymous #ask #divorce saga #RR and AB thank you so much for the gas money i love you

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heartachebf · 3 years

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16, 17 (Tweek), and 25 -Batz 🖤💜

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16. favorite behind-the-scenes insight ive actually got 2 answers for this !! first off, i love the fact that kenny is based off a Real Life kid trey knew growing up, who was Also named kenny n wore an orange coat that nobody could hear him over And was the poorest kid in town. and i rly love that kyle is blatantly based off matt stone ^_^ i have a big gay crush on matt so obvi that makes kyle one of my favs

17. 3 things you love about [insert character]

1. the fact that he can play piano And sing And act ^_^ i love that artsy little dweeb so much 2. the fact that his tics slowly got better over the years... sobbing n wailing.... AND the fact that he barely tics when hes around craig.... love wins 3. i love that he can kick ass should he choose to ^_^ he could maim someone so easily and i think he deserves to bonus number 4 bc i love him so much. i love that he can bake ^_^ i like to think that he stress bakes and will try out new recipes n then he'll take what he baked to school to let his friends try ^_^ hes god tier actually

25. favorite episode of [insert season] u didnt specify which season, so ill give my favs of each season (below the cut bc this post is getting long) (id also probs do this even if u Did specify which season bc. peace and love)

s1: i cant pick between episode 7, black friday (bc i Love the feel of all the early halloween episodes) or episode 10, damien (bc damien supremacy ^_^ im forever obsessed w the fact that he, the son of satan, has a super high pitched voice)

s2: EPISODE 17, GNOMES !!!!! i think that was tweeks first introduction and as such, its my fav ^_^ i rly love his voice in that ep <3

s3: episode 5, tweek vs craig, bc duh ^_^ the beginning of an era <3 plus its proof that tweek is tough n doesnt need protecting

s4: either episode 6, cherokee hair tampons (bc i love how fiercely stan tries to help kyle + its revealed that kyle has diabetes ^_^ i will forever cry over the fact that stan didnt hesitate to offer his kidney to save kyles life) or episode 8, something you can do with your finger (bc i love their silly little boy band + i love wendy joining their boy band + kyle wanting to be the tough one of the band + randy backstory/him being a lil insane but in a funny way)

s5: episode 3, super best friends ^_^ the origin of stan n kyle being super best friends ^_^ i also kinda love episode 10, how to eat with your butt, bc kenny is very endearing in it And we finally get to see what kyles hair looks like <3

s6: either episode 9, free hat, or episode 11, child abduction is not funny bc theres so much excellent tweek content ^_^ i also like ep11 bc of how dumb the parents are in that one, thats always amusing

s7: either episode 8, south park is gay (the fact that everyone was acting a lil fruity ^_^ gay rights ^_^ and also kyle rejecting dressing fruity and getting made fun of for that. so funny considering the fact that he Is gay, i prommy, kyle told me himself) or episode 14, raisins (bc butters was very sweet that episode + goth stan was introduced ^_^)

s8: omg this ones so hard to pick. i love episode 4, you got f'd in the a, bc stan having to get in a dance battle??? comedy gold. i love episode 6, the jeffersons, bc we stan n kyle being dads to blanket, gay ptide. and then i also love episode 11, quest for ratings, bc i love the guys having their own news team And i love that craig had a show dedicated to just showing cute animals. dork craig rights

s9: episode 10, follow that egg ... more silly little stan n kyle content ... stan gets rly fruity here and im obsessed w it. that whole episode gives me silly little au ideas ^_^

s10: episode 14, stanleys cup. froths at the mouth. that one anon of mine, hockey fic anon? theyre writing a silly little fic based off an au of That episode ^_^ that ep is so quality

s11: goes insane. episode 8, le petit tourette bc i loved seeing cartman in anguish + dork craig content. episodes 10, 11, and 12 aka the imaginationland trilogy bc. god. just so good. i cant even explain it. episode 13, guitar queer-o bc it gives me Another great au idea + stan n kyle are fruity in it. and finally, episode 14, the list, bc there was lots of good wendy content And kyle got a little unhinged ^_^ as he deserves <3

s12: this is another one where its so hard to pick... episode 1, tonsil trouble, bc kyle got to go in attack mode again. episode 3, major boobage, bc we got silly little kenny content ^_^ episode 9, breast cancer show ever, bc thats when wendy beat the shit out of cartman <3 episodes 10 and 11, pandemic and pandemic 2, bc. craig content ^_^ and also ive already talked on my blog abt how its the best 2 parter ever. and episode 13, elementary school musical, bc stans gang was particularly goofy n their musical number was so fun ^_^

s13: episode 8, dead celebrities, bc kyle and ike content!!! i love them so much!!! and also episode 11, whale whores, bc stan Attacked And Killed all for the love of animals, n i love him for it

s14: episodes 11, 12, and 13, tha superhero episodes ^_^ i loved getting to see everyones superhero costumes in action And we got to learn more abt kennys immortality, which was so exciting !!

s15: episodes 7 and 8, youre getting old and ass burgers. starts sniffling and crying and collapses on the floor while sobbing. thats all i have to say about that, peace and love

s16: episode 5, butterballs (bc stan is so! hes just so !!! yknow. the anti bullying song in it is So good, And i live for butters standing up for himself ^_^ also the song at the end is god tier), episode 6, i never shouldve gone ziplining (its so fuckn funny, and i live for the live action bit at the end), and episode 11, going native (bc of that sweet, sweet butters n kenny content ^_^ i also live for butters Attacking in it)

s17: episode 4, goth kids 3: dawn of the posers. probably my fav goth kids centric episode ^_^ its so good n funny

s18: episode 3, the cissy. starts sniffling and crying again, but this time in transgender mode. i also love episode 6, freemium isnt free bc we get another Glimpse into stans issues w addiction ^_^ peace and love on planet earth

s19: episode 6, tweek x craig. love wins, gay ptide, etc etc

s20: um. i actually kinda hated this season. but ig if i Had to choose one, itd be episode 10, the end of serialization as we know it, bc it finally ended that season ^_^ no offense to any s20 stans out there, i just thought it was so boring

s21: episode 2, put it down. tweek n craig content, gay ptide ^_^ this is also the one where we learned that tweek can sing, play piano, And bake, and we also got to see craig learn how to support tweek better, which was very sweet ^_^

s22: episode 10, bike parade. i didnt super love this season either, so its kinda a case of picking the one i wasnt bored with. plus in a way it kinda felt like one of the original episodes, it was like a lil blast from the past !

s23: episode 2, band in china ^_^ we got stans band, crimson dawn !! it was great learning more abt how stan felt abt having to move to a farm, plus butters ripping it on a guitar was so funny. and then randy did stuff too idk

s24: this season has just been the 2 specials so far, but i liked the vaccination special, episode 2 the best ^_^ bc 1, the brovorce arc started, n im rly excited to see what happens with that. and also the way it ended left me hopeful that maybe the shows gonna go back to the way it used to be a little bit <3 i also liked how we saw stan gettin really mentally ill with freaking out over the pandemic, but that mightve been in the first episode instead...

#collapses into a heap. it took me forever to write this #but thats ok bc ur worth it dude ^_^#honestly i dont super remember s20 and onward so. my favs might change when i get to rewatching those #but oh well ^_^ peace and love #craig.txt #asks #south park tag #baz/ezra/magnus tag

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barnesandrogersfanfics · 4 years

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Saving Grace - Part 3

Summary: Steve leaves you and your son to go back to Peggy unaware your pregnant.

Your heartbroken and struggling without Steve until Bucky Barnes steps up to help you out. With you and Bucky growing closer everyday will he be your saving Grace?

(Takes place after The Avengers defeat Thanos and people lost in the snap are back).

A/N -Sorry summary sucks! If i say too much it will give things away! 💜

(3 months later)

I was sat on one of the sun loungers in the back yard with Wanda as we watched Bucky and Sam running around after Harrison while Clint was working away at the BBQ.

"You seem happier sweetheart" Wanda said rolling her head to the side to look at me.

"I feel a lot better, its still tough but I'm getting there" i told her truthfully smiling as i watched Bucky scoop up Harrison making him laugh loudly.

"Having Bucky around looks like its helped a lot"

"His been great...."

"But?"

"Its just...." i could feel the heat rise to my cheeks and shifted in my seat.

"Just spit it out!"

"My hormones are going crazy!"

"Okay....." she looked confused and shook her head waiting for me to explain.

"Im horny all the time!!" I whispered to her "and he walks around looking like that..." i nodded my head over to where Bucky was now rolling around the grass with Harrison climbing on him, both of them laughing.

"Get him lil man!" Sam was encouraging Harrison as he stood laughing at the two of them.

"Like what? Its not like his naked Y/N" Wanda chuckled clearly thinking I'm loosing mind.

"Okay, you don't think this is real..... take a look"

"You mean you want me to use my powers on you?"

"Its the only way you'll get what i mean"

I could see the red wisps appear around Wanda's fingers and creep over to me, her eyes glowing red and then she gasped sitting back in her seat a little breathless.

"Wow! Thats..... intense"

"I told you!!"

"Hey doll.... you okay?" Bucky asked marching towards us, i let out a whimper at the way he strutted towards me.... i was about ready to throw myself at him i swear to god.

"Hmmm im fine, why?"

"I saw Wanda using her magic on you...."

"Oh that was nothing, just girl stuff" i shrugged holding my hand up "help me up would you i need to pee"

"Of course" he smiled taking my hand and easily pulling me up to my feet.

"Thanks, if im like this now what am i gonna be like by the end!" I moaned as i walked into the house.

On my way back outside i saw Sam in the kitchen grabbing more beers, he gave me a smile as soon as he saw me.

"Hey mama, you want anything?"

"Id love a beer" i said pouting at the fact i couldn't drink.

"How about a soda?"

"Fine! Always gotta ruin my fun Sammy"

As i walked over to grab my soda from Sam and help him with the beers he pulled me in for a hug.

"You doing okay?" He asked quietly placing a kiss to the top of my head.

"Im doing better, theres still alot anger there but im trying my best to push it aside" i admitted to the man who had been like a brother to me since the day i met him, it was always so easy to talk to Sam "i've gotta put Harrison and the baby first. My anger towards 'he who wont be named' isn't going to help anyone, so whats the point?"

"Your a better person than me Y/N"

"Its not gonna do me any good, it wont make him come back to us, he had his life with Peggy just like he always wanted. Even if that meant leaving us behind"

"If he wasn't so old i'd punch him in the face for you i promise"

"Haha get in line darlin, Wanda would be out for blood and Bucky.... well i think he would channel his inner Winter Soldier" i chuckled as i stepped out of Sams arms to grab the drinks.

"You and Bucky seem to be getting close"

"Sam..... don't start" i shook my head knowing where this was going "we're just friends, his helping me with Harrison...."

"It'd be okay if there WAS something there though I'm just saying" he held up his hands "i hate to admit this but Bucky is a good guy"

"I know he is, believe me i know"

"So whats the problem?"

"Erm how about the fact I'm pregnant by his best friend?" I said with wide eyes, it should have been the obvious reason!

"Well actually IM his best friend now since old man Rogers turned up"

"Erghhh you know what i mean! Stop making this weird!" I grabbed the drinks and headed outside away from the conversation.

"Hey, everything okay? I was gonna come looking for you you were gone that long" Wanda asked looking concerned.

"Yeah fine, just chatting with Sam"

"About anything exciting?"

"Nope" i replied popping the P as i shook my head and took my seat again.

"Mama!" Harrison said running over wanting to climb into my lap.

"Hey baby" i picked him up and his little arms held me round my shoulders as he buried his head in my neck "awww is someone sleepy" i smiled running my hand over his blonde hair "did Uncle Bucky wear you out bud?"

I felt Harrison nod his head and heard Wanda chuckle....2 minutes later he was fast asleep.

"Sweetboy just wanted his mama" Wanda said smiling as she looked at Harrison "i still can't believe you have a son and that i missed so much"

"I know me too Wan, at least you'll get to witness everything with this one" i said looking down at my almost 6 month bump.

"Oh Y/N i cant wait! Im so excited"

"Hey Wan, how would you feel about being in the delivery room with me when i have her?..... you don't have to only i really don't wanna do it alone"

"Are you being serious??? You would want me there??"

"Of course! Your my best friend"

"I would be honoured!"

"Thanks, your the best".

"Ladies foods ready" Clint called over and Wanda shot up and rushed over to grab something, i stayed where i was not wanting to disturb Harrison.

"Here, grabbed you a cheeseburger" Bucky suddenly appeared holding out the burger, it smelt like heaven and made me smile instantly.

"Bucky Barnes you are the best!" I beamed making grabby hands towards the plate he held.

"Here i'll swap you.... let me take Harrison while you eat"

"Thanks" i smiled up at him accepting the plate, then I watched as Bucky carefully took Harrison. He rubbed his back soothingly when he stirred a little bit but Harrison cuddled up to Bucky, his face buried against Buckys neck.

"Do you want me to go put him in bed?"

"If you don't mind that would be great, could you grab the monitor from his dresser please on your way out?"

"Sure thing doll, be right back" he smiled at me before heading inside.

"Bucky is so good with Harrison" i heard Wanda say, i turned round to see she was back in her seat with a plate full of food a huge smile on her face.

"He is, I'm glad Harrison has him around. Ever since Ste... HE left, i worry about the effect it will have on Harrison" i admitted "his okay right?.... i mean his young...."

"His fine i promise you, he has the best mommy in the world. Not to mention a kick ass aunt and uncles who love him so much"

"Id be lost without you guys".

"We'll we're not going anywhere so you have nothing to worry about".

The following couple of days felt a bit off between Bucky and me after our friends had been constantly commenting on how close we had been getting, i started to panic and distance myself.

I wasn't blind, obviously i could see how attractive Bucky was but with my hormones all over the place.... it wasn't a good idea to even think about it. Plus he was Steve's BEST FRIEND!!

"Hey" i heard Bucky call out as he opened the front door.

"Hey Buck" i called back from the kitchen where i was making dinner. Bucky came into kitchen dropping his bag in the corner before walking over to Harrison to say hello.

"everything okay at the compound?"

"Same old, Secretary Ross is still against Sam taking on the shield" he said as he come to grab a bottle of water from the fridge "their pressing for this new guy Walker to take on the Captain America mantle"

"Of course they are, they want someone they can control" i rolled my eyes. Ross had always hated that Steve did his own thing, he wouldn't let them decide who he could or couldn't help and Sam was just the same.

"The guy seems like a punk not gonna lie"

"Sounds about right, probably their golden boy"

"We're fighting it the best we can but its tough" Bucky shrugged, i turned to look at him and noticed he looked exhausted.

"Why don't you go have a shower while i finish dinner, you look tired"

"Sounds good doll, your the best" he smiled and placed a kiss to my temple as he passed like it was the most natural thing in the world for him to do.

At dinner Harrison insisted on sitting next to his Uncle Bucky like always! Something that always made Bucky smile proudly. I loved that he had Bucky around but i couldn't help but think of how Steve was gone.... how could he leave his son so easily!

"Y/N you okay?" Bucky asked getting my attention, i nodded quickly and forced a smile.

"Yeah I'm fine"

"You sure? You've been kinda distant the past couple of days" he said as he wiped Harrison's face over and helped him down from the table.

"Just thinking about some things" i shrugged watching as Harrison run back through to the living room to play with his toys.

"Your nervous..... i can hear your heart racing you know"

"Buck thats not fair...."

"Whats going on? Talk to me"

"Its nothing to worry about"

"Is this about what Sam said the other day at the BBQ?"

"About what?" I asked playing dumb.

"I heard him ask about how close we'd become...."

"His not the only one who's mentioned it, Wanda said something too" i admitted shifting nervously in my seat.

"I see" he nodded sadly "you don't want them thinking theres anything going on with us"

"No! I don't care what they think. Its just.... this is so messed up Bucky"

"If I've over stepped in anyway I'm sorry.... i never meant to make you uncomfortable"

"You haven't i promise, honestly I've been so glad to have you here. I don't know what i would have done without you.... it feels so.... it feels right with you here. It scares me how much i need you around"

"Well I'm not going anywhere" he shrugged "i'll always be here for you and Harrison. Its been so long since i felt like i have a home....and... being here with you and Harrison? Im so happy and i can't remember ever feeling like this"

Bucky suddenly reached over placing his metal hand over mine "I don't know how Steve could ever leave you both. If you were mine id never let you out of my sight"

"Thats because your a good man Bucky Barnes" i smiled turning my hand so i could hold his hand better "after Steve left i was broken hearted you saw me" i scoffed "i didn't think it was possible to get past it let alone feel anything for anyone else..... then you came along"

"Is that a good thing?"

"Yeah" i chuckled "its just the timing.... i mean look at me, Im 6 months pregnant, my emotions are all over the place. I just think if we're even considering being anything more than friends that we need to wait. At least until after the baby....."

"I can wait" he nodded quickly "like i said I'm not going anywhere"

"Okay" i nodded giving him a smile "lets just keep this conversation between us for now, i don't want the others getting involved in this. They mean well but...."

"Their not exactly subtle about it are they?"

"I don't think they know the meaning of the word".

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morphineabusee · 5 years

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so for the past couple of weeks id say ive been going on a downwards spiral. works been pretty shit at the minute and everyones feeling it not just me but i feel like when you have constant i guess mental health problems and problems with your thoughts shit like that just hits you a thousand times harder. Since the whole mia thing at work me and shaun dont really talk anymore and shaun has been soemone at my work that has always been therefore me since the day i started at that place and hes defended me so many times and now its like we dont even know eachother on shift i find it quite arwkward as we barely talk only really when we have too we dont have a laugh like we used to like every time i was on shift with shaun i love it cos i knew it was going to be fun relaxed hes not strict so you could basically do whatever you wanted in hindsight you know as long as you was doing your job and i would always be happy on shift with him and hed make me laugh so much id cry with laughter and its like all of that has gone megan bascially hates me now since its all kicked off and she was really trying to help me with my customer service and to be better and all that and she thinks that i betrayed her in this whole situation and she only ever talks to me when she has too and most the time tries to tell me off because shes just being a bitch with me and when megan doesnt like someone like me its super fucking obvious and it just makes me feel uncomfortable to come to work and i dread working with her ive worked for burger king for 2 years now and ive really had enough im a super fucking hard worker like super hard worker and ive worked weeks without days off just to help out at work and help everrything flow while running myself into the ground because i wanted to help out a few weeks or few months ago or whenever now really i get asked to do extra hours or stay behind its the first time in literally forever ive started saying no because im just getting massivlly taken advantage of of the fact that oh yeah dont worry chloe will stay but why the fuck should i stay and exhaust myself countless times exhuast myself kill myself off for a company for people who couldnt give a shit about me like ive done so so so much to help other people out and i get fuck all in return i really just want to quit if im being honest but i cant cos obviously everyone needs a job and im wanting to become a makeup artist so i need to keep putting money into my kit and what not so i cant just quit and i feel like if i do ill just get into a massive depression where i just wont eat i wont be able to get up and shower or brush my teeth or look after myself because ill just be so depressed and i dont want to do that to myself but there just seems like there is no plan for me in life and ive done some pretty fucked up things in my life before ive met james things he and nobody knows and i think is this what i get in return for doing bad things in life being unhappy being depressed wanting to kill myself wanting to just lay in bed and watch my life waste a way no even wanting a life like do i really deserve it and people say oh just get another job so i search and i search for another job and i apply for multipule jobs and its like working for the company i work for must get me fucking blacklisted from every job site ever like im unemployable and it just fucks me off because i feel like i do deserve to do what makes me happy and what i love in life and thats makeup and that is my dream my dream is to become a really really good fucking makeup artist one of the best and lifes just telling me no girl you cant do that youll never do that and you dont derserve to do that well maybe life is right but im sick of having ups and downs in life i cant costantly deal with it throughout my whole life imon the verge of becoming extremely suicidal and thats okay because life has nothing to offer me anyway anymore so im done

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lunadefennec-blog · 5 years

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My dad died weeks ago, now something else takes his place.

So one day, I just got home from school, I was laying in bed watching YouTube on my phone when I heard my mom crying in the next room. I went to see what was wrong.

"Mom, what's going on? Are you okay?"

"Its your father" she said between the tears. "I just got the phone call that he died."

I didn't know what to do in this moment, all i could do was stand there in shock, knowing my father was dead.

"H-How...?"

She didn't answer. She just cried even more. I went back to my room and layed in bed, trying to accept my father, who had raised me all my life and gave me love, even saved me from suicide time and time again, was now dead and id never see him again. That night I couldn't sleep, I didn't feel tired and all I could think about was my father. How better I should have been. He said I'd made him proud so many times but had I really?

That morning, my mom cooked us breakfast and came to my room.

"Luna, breakfast is done."

All I could do was give her a nod with my back facing her.

"I'm calling the school to let them know you won't be back for a few days."

I gave her another nod of acknowledgment. She closed the door and I layed down all day, still entranced by my father's death. I couldn't believe it, he was always so careful. How did this happen?

This continued on and on. I wouldn't eat even when my mother tried to get me to. My mom eventually got a job to try and support the family and either I or my brother had to clean up the house, usually it was him because I'd refuse to leave my bed.

Suddenly I heard the door knob jiggle, I looked at the time. 1:46PM. Mom would still be at work and she had no reason to come home. I got up and went to my mom's room to get a gun my dad had all those days ago. I loaded it and went to the door to set up, I was far too skinny to handle the recoil but I wasn't about to let my brother get hurt.

The door finally opened and in stepped a full representation of my dad. His bald head, his circle beard, almost everything was a spitting image of him...almost. the thing that took my by surprise were his eyes. The part that's normally always white was now a jet black and his eyes always seemed to change every five seconds . First with a red glowing dot in the middle then the color part of the rye would be white and red in the middle.

"Woah, put it down, Luna, it's just me"

My eyes watered up, I imidately put the gun down and went to hug him. I hugged him tighter than ever before.

"I missed you so much...I thought you were dead!"

"Well, obviously not"

He hugged me back and I cried into his shirt. I looked up and now I noticed his eyes.

"Dad...what's wrong with your eyes...?"

"Its okay, Luna, don't worry too much about it, I can see perfectly fine."

He was the strongest member of the family and didn't care about scars, even when he had surgery to take care of his skin cancer, he didn't care whether or not he had scars.

"Is your mother home?"

He put his things on the couch.

"No...after you supposedly died she got a job and worked to support us."

"Well, alright."

He looked at me up and down.

"Why are you so skinny...have you not been eating?"

"No...I havnt...I never got up the strength"

He imidately went to the kitchen

"Jesus, Luna, you need to eat. You look anorexic. Here let me cook you something."

I followed him.

I watched him from the dinner table, being slightly sore from holding up a simple pistol for a short maybe 30 seconds. My legs sore from standing and running, he was right. I probably had anorexia by now.

"Hey dad...what happened?"

I had to ask because my mom never told me.

"Well..."

He put a few burger patties onto a plate. He had always been the best cook in the family, I would even argue his is the best I've ever tasted.

"I was just driving when a big truck ran a red light, I had wrecked right into him and a large piece of glass went straight through my temporal."

He pointed to the side of his head.

"They offered to give me the x-rays but I refused, not wanting to freak you guys out."

When he spoke he never smiled, frowned, always a straight face. Until he turned at me and gave a smile that...didn't feel right.

He sat the patties infront of me and made me burgers.

"Wait...I gotta get cobi! He'd love to see you!"

I started to get up but he stopped me.

"No, you need to eat. I'll say hi in a Bit."

I found that odd but I didn't pay attention to it, I just ate the burgers that he told me to. They tasted just like how he makes them. He just watched me eat with a straight face. When I looked at him he'd pull off that smile again.

"So what has been happening while I was gone?"

"I don't know much...I never left my room since you left...I know mom got a job and me and cobi were left to clean up and help the house."

Suddenly I heard my brothers door open and he came to the kitchen, he looked as surprised as I was when I saw dad. But I think most of it was the sight of my skinniness and I was eating. Cobi had never seen me since dad 'died' so this was a surprise to him

"Luna...who is that"

"Cant you see? It's dad, cobi! His burgers taste the same as Well!"

Cobi seemed skeptical but he took a burger and tasted it, all the while staring at dad's smile. He seemed surprised that the burgers did taste the same.

"But how...you died like two weeks ago!"

"Obviously not"

He said again with the smile and cocky voice.

He looked at me and that's when I saw his eyes.

"Keep eating, Luna. You need it."

I looked at his eyes closely and discovered...his eyes wernt eyes...they were 2-D like a tv screen. I did what he said and kept eating. I looked at cobi who was frozen, he knew what I knew. Then, we both looked back at dad.

"I promise, my eyes are fine. Stop acting so freaked out."

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Hey guys, this story will be cut into multiple parts and I'm even gonna start a Reddit on r/nosleep for stories like these that are longer! Let me know how you like It! ^w^

Edit:my post on Reddit was removed, so this series will stay on Tumblr =)

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not-close-to-straight · 7 years

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Does Bucky ever meet Tony? How does that go? Will Bucky figure out Tony is a vamp and become protective of Steve? Love the vamp AU!

for @lizethemotherlycat as well for a similar question

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“Good Christ, you’re beautiful.” Bucky blurted when Tony walked through the door, and then promptly slapped his hand over his mouth to keep from saying anything else.

“You must be Bucky.” Tony said mildly.

“Right. And you’re Tony.” Bucky reached out and shook his hand. “Sorry about that. Uh, Steve told me what you looked like but–”

“Yes, Vampires are considered very beautiful.” Tony answered and sat down across the table, glancing around the restaurant. “Is there a reason you wanted to meet here instead of at your apartment?”

“I figured we could have dinner and get to know each other.” Bucky took a deep breath. “I dont– I mean, I dont understand what you and Steve have going on, but he’s my best friend and I want to know who’s involved in his life, so–” then he suddenly looked horrified. “Oh my god. Do you eat food? Is this weird?”

“I eat food.” Tony tried not to smirk.

“Oh shit, I picked Italian though. Stevie said you were from Italy but the garlic will probably kill you, holy shit Im not trying to kill you I SWEAR!” Bucky looked about four seconds from a panic attack, and Tony reached across the table to grab his hand, sending a pulse of power through it and instantly calming the big brunette.

“Garlic doesnt actually hurt vampires, but I appreciate your concern. I was only asking why this place because you dont seem like the type to eat Italian.”

“Id rather have a burger.” Bucky admitted and Tony grinned.

“Lets go get a burger then.”

******************

“Two hundred and sixty seven, huh?” Bucky said around a mouthful of the biggest burger Tony had ever seen. “Thats um.. old as shit.”

“I suppose.” Tony ate a fry slowly. “You have known Steve since you were six.”

“Yep. Went to school together, miliary together, college together. You guys uh– are dating?”

“Thats what Steve calls it.”

“What do you call it? What are you intentions with my best friend?” Bucky demanded and Tony looked amused.

“Not bleed him dry and turn him into a vampire if thats your concern.”

“You dont gotta come right out and say it like that.” Bucky mumbled through another bite.

“I assure you.” Tony leaned closer. “I am just as surprised as you are at how Steve and I have progressed. I meant it to be a one time thing and now–” he lifted a shoulder in a shrug. “Here we are.”

“You dont hurt him?” Bucky asked. “With the– the biting? The neck thing?”

“I must say.” Tony ignored the question for the minute. “Its interesting that you are more concerned about our relationship and less concerned or shocked that I am a vampire.”

“When you are overseas, you see alot of things you cant explain.” Bucky shrugged. “You arent the first vamp Ive ran in to, even though I will admit that it wasnt until hearing about you that I realized what I had seen over there.”

“Yes. The vampire clans in the Middle East are–” Tony searched for the right word. “unique to any other clan. And more numerous than anyone realizes.”

“Yeah. But you didnt answer my question. You arent hurting Stevie are you?”

“What would you do if I was?” Tony challenged and without even blinking Bucky ripped a handgun from his back holster and smacked it down on the table between them.

“Id blow your head off.” he patted the gun. “Just because I didn’t know what I was seeing when I ran into those vamps overseas don’t mean I didn’t learn how to kill ‘em. Not afraid of vamps like you.”

“I admire your loyalty.” Tony smiled. “And I can assure you, I am not hurting Steve. I wont tell you the details because I’m sure you don’t want to know, but I would never hurt him.”

“I believe you.” Bucky said. “I still cant believe I’m having this conversation in the first place, talking to a vamp about my best friend, but I do believe you arent hurting Steve.”

“Good.” Tony watched him for another moment, then leaned over the table to place his hand on the gun, warming his palm and letting the heat pour through him until the gun glowed bright red and then melted against the table before burning a hole right in the laminate top and dropping onto the ground.

“The fuck–” Bucky shoved away from the table with his eyes wide and Tony smiled slow and dangerous, letting his fangs run down and flash in the light.

“I can also assure you, that you should be afraid of vamps like me.”

******************

Tony bought Bucky a new gun, a better gun, and had it delivered to their apartment.

Bucky opened the box and grinned and looked over at where Steve was reading.

“He’s alright, your vamp.”

“Im glad you approve Buck.”

#vampire stony #Bucky barnes #tony stark

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my-insanity-is-irrelevant · 7 years

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The same to you - all of them 🎃

200: My crush’s name is: Ryan, Eli, Claire, several others I cant name for complicated reasons

199: I was born in: 1997/a hospital

198: I am really: Intense weather in my calmness or excitement

197: My cellphone company is: T-Mobile

196: My eye color is: Light green

195: My shoe size is: 9 1/2 wide (i usually have to do like a 11 for high heals)

194: My ring size is: ??????? probably big I have chubby fingers

193: My height is: 5′ 6″

192: I am allergic to: nothing unless you count idiocy

191: My 1st car was: A blue 2007 Ford Focus and I LOVED her

190: My 1st job was: A server for Cheddar’s Casual Cafe

189: Last book you read: How to Ruin Everything by George Watsky 10/10

188: My bed is: A king with lots o’ pillows and blankets and is very comfy

187: My pet: 2 cats, 5 kittens, 6 dogs, 2 snakes, 1 bearded dragon, 1 leopard gecko, 4 turtles, 1 bullfrog tadpole, and bunches of fish

186: My best friend: is a boy i met a month ago because i have intimacy issues

185: My favorite shampoo is: Dead Sea’s Argon oil shampoo is so good to my poor dry curls

184: Xbox or ps3: I use an Xbox to watch Netflix but I don’t play video games

183: Piggy banks are: Cute decorations but go unused

182: In my pockets: $2, some lint, a rubber band, and something weird i took out of my dog’s mouth earlier

181: On my calendar: I have nothing written in it but it has cool pictures of bears

180: Marriage is: Cool because of the financial benefits but other than that unnecessary to prove one’s love. I want a wedding though because I want a pretty dress

179: Spongebob can: Make me hate my life a 3am

178: My mom: Died of breast cancer and smoked a lot of pot

177: The last three songs I bought were? I can’t remember ever paying for music but the last three i listened to are: Cherry Wine by Hozier, Strong As An Oak by Watsky, and San Cristobal by Mal Blum

176: Last YouTube video watched: A slam poem by Neil Hilborn called Liminality

175: How many cousins do you have? I have no clue? At least 10 on each side, but i’m sure there’s way more than that

174: Do you have any siblings? 2 older brothers, 2 older sisters, ans one younger sister

173: Are your parents divorced? They were never married

172: Are you taller than your mom? Nope! She was like 5′10′

171: Do you play an instrument? I can play hot cross buns on the recorder and thats the best i can do

170: What did you do yesterday? I slept and ate beef jerky[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: No, but i do believe in lust and infatuation at first site. I think love takes time to grow.

168: Luck: Yes like, as in karma

167: Fate: Catch me in the right mood and i do

166: Yourself: NOOOOOPE

165: Aliens: Yes

164: Heaven: No

163: Hell: Yes, it’s called Texas

162: God: Naaaaah

161: Horoscopes: I think they’re accurate generalizations

160: Soul mates: Yeah but not like the traditional; kind of way, i think we have lots of people we’re meant to be with in various ways

159: Ghosts: Yes and No i go back and forth

158: Gay Marriage: 100%

157: War:0%

156: Orbs: Idk what this is talking about but sure, ill root for them

155: Magic: No, Im a science gal[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs

153: Drunk or High: High, drinking gives me a tummy ache

152: Phone or Online: Online

151: Red heads or Black haired: Red heads

150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes

149: Hot or cold: Cold

148: Summer or winter: Winter

147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn

146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla

145: Night or Day: Night

144: Oranges or Apples: Apples

143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly

142: McDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonald’s

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: White Chocolate is the key to my heart

140: Mac or PC: PC

139: Flip flops or high heels: HIgh heels even though i cant walk in them

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor

137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Burried or cremated: Cremated, the idea of rotting creeps me out

134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing but im bad at both

133: Coach or Chanel: Idgaf

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ??????

131: Small town or Big city: Big city

130: Wal-Mart or Target: Wal-Mart

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: I hate Adam Sandler

128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure

127: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas all the waaaaaay

125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers, preferably potted

124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney i’m scared of roller coasters

123: Yankees or Red Sox: I dont sports[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: Its stupid and bad and i hate violence

121: George W. Bush: Okay, looook, i dig his paintings, okay???

120: Gay Marriage: gimme that shit i want that shit

119: The presidential election: I could be down for violence against trump

118: Abortion: everyone should have safe access to abortions, they save lives

117: MySpace: I never had one? Does it still exist? I may make one for fun?

116: Reality TV: i dont ever watch it, i avoid it like the plauge

115: Parents: Mine were grade A shit

114: Back stabbers: What goes around comes around

113: Ebay: I use Amazon

112: Facebook: Its filled with my racist family, i avoid it

111: Work: I watch my niece and nephew (twins) and i love it

110: My Neighbors: I don’t interact with them ever

109: Gas Prices: why so expensive pls give me break

108: Designer Clothes: catch me in wal-mart clothes i bough 4 years ago

107: College: I want but cant afford halp

106: Sports: no

105: My family: I love them but they fkn annoy the shit out of me with their political views

104: The future: stop.[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: My niece yesterday

102: Last time you ate: I am eating a bowl of mac n’ cheese right now

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: I saw my sister’s in-laws last week and i loooooove them! I made slime with the kids

100: Cried in front of someone: When i found out my ex was cheating on me like two months ago

99: Went to a movie theater: Went on a date with a cute boi like a month ago and w saw Baby Driver it was so good

98: Took a vacation: The only vacation ive ever took in my life was with my ex and his family to Florida last summer

97: Swam in a pool: Less than a week ago

96: Changed a diaper: Yesterday, i change them for a living

95: Got my nails done:last summer

94: Went to a wedding: My oldest sister got married last week!

93: Broke a bone: when i was like 3????

92: Got a peircing: two weeks ago i got my nipples done

91: Broke the law: this morning when i got high

90: Texted: Im texting cute bbs right now[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: My boi Ryan who is a fkn idiot i love him

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: I already left home and only miss having someone else cook and clean because my roomates are hopeless

87: The last movie I saw: The Last Five Years

86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: When i can move far north and start a loving and respectful communist sex cult

85: The thing im not looking forward to: Getting up for work at 5 in the morning

84: People call me: lame

83: The most difficult thing to do is: exist

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: i sure haven’t i’m Safe

81: My zodiac sign is: Libra

80: The first person i talked to today was: Ryan

79: First time you had a crush: i liked a boy named Antonio in second grade

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: no one?

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Ryan last night when we said a stupid Ricks and Morty quote at the same time

76: Right now I am talking to: my cat Beatrice

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: probably cry a lot

74: I have/will get a job: working with kids!

73: Tomorrow: I will be very tired

72: Today: I am very tired

71: Next Summer: I will be very hot

70: Next Weekend: Im going to tie ppl up with rope

69: I have these pets: see 187

68: The worst sound in the world: A baby crying because they’re hurt or sad

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my ex inbox me for his url so you can tell him hes a meanie

66: People that make you happy: My nieces and nephews and also my bff

65: Last time I cried: last night because the damn dog was so cute

64: My friends are: amazing and deserve the world

63: My computer is: slow and bad but i still love her

62: My School: was down the road from a prison, which my mom was in years ago

61: My Car: is old and smells like my mom’s cigarettes

60: I lose all respect for people who: are racist, homophobic, sexist, trans-phobic, Islamophobic, anti-semetic, ect.

59: The movie I cried at was: the beginning of Guardians of the Galaxy

58: Your hair color is: Auburn

57: TV shows you watch: Game of Thrones, Criminal Minds, Sense 8

56: Favorite web site: tumblr.com

55: Your dream vacation: stargazing in Alaska

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i fucked up my siatic nerve in a car wreck in January

53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium-well

52: My room is: cold and messy and covered in kittens

51: My favorite celebrity is: Harry Styles

50: Where would you like to be: on a beach in Iceland with a person playing a ukulele

49: Do you want children: Only if i have more than one long term partner living with me

48: Ever been in love: Yes

47: Who’s your best friend: see 186 its Ryan

46: More guy friends or girl friends: no

45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when my cat comes to me and just lays where shes barely touching me

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: My best friend from high school who committed suicide

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no

41: Have you pre-named your children: I want to name my kid Coraline but id also like to do something not defined by a single gender?

40: Last person I got mad at: My sister because she left the dogs inside all day while i was at work even though shes a stay at home mom and so the poor things had accidents and no one was happy

39: I would like to move to: Canada

38: I wish I was a professional: mom[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: white chocolate truffles

36: Vehicle: vintage beatles

35: President: Alexander Hamilton

34: State visited: Florida

33: Cellphone provider: ?????

32: Athlete: ?????

31: Actor: Nat Wolf

30: Actress: Maise willams

29: Singer: Radical Face/Hozier

28: Band: Bad Books

27: Clothing store: Wal-mart

26: Grocery store: Joe-V’s Smart Shop

25: TV show: Game of Thrones

24: Movie: Swiss Army Man

23: Website: see 56

22: Animal: Monitors

21: Theme park: i dont do theme parks

20: Holiday: Halloween

19: Sport to watch: does Yuri on Ice count?

18: Sport to play: no

17: Magazine: i don’t read magazines but i heard Teen Vogue is doing wonders

16: Book: The Kite Runner

15: Day of the week: Wednesday’s Child is Full of Woe

14: Beach: wherever i was in Florida

13: Concert attended: Warped Tour 2015 there was a band called Onwards ect. it was so good

12: Thing to cook: homemade flour tortillas

11: Food: Cheese enchiladas

10: Restaurant: This cute little place named Marianne’s thats down the road from my house she makes the best tamales

9: Radio station: 94.5 The Buzz

8: Yankee candle scent: Clean Linen

7: Perfume: i dont

6: Flower: Lilies

5: Color: pink

4: Talk show host: Steve Harvey

3: Comedian: John Mulaney

2: Dog breed: Pit Bulls

1: Did you answer all these truthfully? 100%

#ask #nydcreep

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earachne · 7 years

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i was tagged by the amazing @danielhowellsbooty Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag! THE LAST…  1. Drink: water (boring, ik) 2. Phone call: my friend @valentinadunn12 3. Text message: my other friend @kaokaru 4. Song you listened to: Na Na Na by MCR 5. Time you cried: a week ago HAVE YOU EVER… 6. Dated someone twice: Nope, im lonely 7. Been cheated on: Nope 8. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yep 9. Lost someone special: yes, my Grandpa 10. Been depressed: yes and i still am 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nah, im too young LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Blood red 14. Blue IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…  15. Made new friends: yes, i made loads or friends on tumblr! 16. Fallen out of love: i guess, im not sure though 17. Laughed until you cried: yes, almost everyday! 18. Found out someone was talking about you: not that i can remember.. 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your true friends are: yes, i found out that my friends from my old school werent real friends and were actually bitches.. :/ 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no, i dont have facebook 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: still dont have facebook XD 23. Do you have any pets: I have a tabby cat called Bronté 24. Do you want to change your name: no, im pretty happy with my name :) 25. What did you do for your last birthday: I went to Byrons Burgers with my friends, it was a lot of fun 26. What time did you wake up: today I woke up at 6:30 for school with an alarm but i naturally wake up around 7 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was writing fanfiction or reading Shane Dawsons book, im not sure. 28. Name something you cannot wait for: I cant wait for school to break up so i can go to Spain 29. When was the last time you saw your mother: this morning before i left for school 30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i could have changed some of the decisions that i made in my past 31. What are you listening to right now: My teacher talking 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no but i had a friend called Thomas 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My parents not understanding my sexual orientation 34. Most visited website: Tumblr or Youtube ofc 35. Elementary: to be honest, primary school wasnt that great, i was made to be someone i wasnt and pressured into doing things i didnt want to do.. 36. High School: im in secondary school right now and im enjoying every second, ive met some of my bestest friends and had some of the greatest moments of my life 37. College/university: im not in college/uni yet, but i aspire to go to my schools sixth form and then hopefully get into Cambridge University 38. Hair colour: dirty blonde 39. Long or short hair: i used to have v v long hair almost down to my knees but last week i cut it so now its just above my shoulders (there are pics on my blog if you wanna see) 40. Do you have a crush on someone: yes, but it will never happen 41. What do you like about yourself: well i used to like my hair but now that thats gone its probably my eyes, theyre bright blue; but if i was talking about my personality, i like how daring i am 42. Piercings: i only have my ears pierced but i want to get my cartilage pierced and my cheeks 43. Blood type: O (v common ik) 44. Nickname: nel, neleanor, tickles (im ticklish), frying pan (idek with this one) and some more that i probably forgot 45. Relationship status: its weird, but i think ill say im single 46. Zodiac sign: Gemini 47. Pronouns: them/they 48. Favourite TV show: do animes count? Cause right now im watching black butler and i love it, but i also love doctor who 49. Tattoos: no, im not sure if i want any, i guess ill wait till i find a design i like 50. Right or left hand: im right handed but i always choose to go left FIRST…  51. Surgery: never had one unless you count the c section my mum had when i was born :/ XD 52. Piercing: ears 54. Sport: swimming when i was a baby up until now 55. Vacation: Spain, i go every year since my grandma has a second house there 56. Pair of trainers: converses if those count as trainers 57. Eating: i asked my mum and she said she thought it was mushed up carrots, appetising ik 58. Drinking: i havent drunk yet unless you count the tiny bit of limoncello i had when i was 12 59. I’m about to: feed my cat 60. Listening to: my parents talking 61. Waiting for: waiting to eat dinner 62. Want: food 63. Get married: meh, id rather not to be honest 64. Career: i dont have one right now and im not sure what career i want, i used to want to be a doctor YOUR TYPE…  65. Hugs or kisses: hugs 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller, its more comforting 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: i dont mind much tbh 71. Sensitive or loud: loud (but again, idm) 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship, im demiromantic so… 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idk, cause id love to have someone that was as adventurous as me, but i need someone sane to keep me in line XD HAVE YOU EVER…  74. Kissed a stranger?: no 75. Drank hard liquor?: nope 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses?: no but im gonna 77. Turned someone down: yes, last week actually 78. Sex on first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: i think so.. 80. Had your heart broken: no, not really 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend: yes DO YOU BELIEVE IN…  84. Yourself: nope 85. Miracles: depends, but yea i think i do 86. Love at first sight: nah, thats bs 87. Santa Claus: nope, ive seen my parents putting presents in my stocking 88. Kiss on the first date: no 89. Angels: no OTHER…  90. Current best friend’s name: i have a few, Lucy, Valentina, Olive and Siham 91. Eye colour: blue/grey 92. Favourite movie: Coraline and Miss Perigrines home for peculiar children (but the book was wayyyy better)

i cant think of 25 peeps to tag, but i tag: @kaokaru @valentinadunn12 @hamiltonrules @francis-the-fuckface @savannahistrash @spookydaddyjim @scenethefangirl @vgetables @the-tol-one @pansy-parknson @euphoricphil @pan-potato @phanlegs and @nekdepppppp if you are reading this and you want to do it, go for it and just say i tagged you!

#truths #tag #tagged #q and a #yay #i was tagged #i hope this answers some questions #thanks #92 truths

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i-am-mr-gay · 7 years

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everything you havent answered yet. time to kill that attention span :~)

HHHHH ALRIGHT, YOU WANTED THIS

1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?

idk man im rly shitty when it comes to song

2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?

YEA i used to have bunnies and we have chickens ever since i can remember

3.) have you ever been drunk?

yea

4.) have you ever tried drugs?

6.) have you ever made someone cry?

probably

7.) has someone ever made you cry?

yea

8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it.

fuck, when the realization hit all i could do was smile and never stop thinking about them, about a possible future of us together, all that dorky shit

9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?

the chicken fight me

11.) how many siblings do you have?

3 older brothers

12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?

couldnt as in shouldnt? yes

13.) are you a good cook?

i wish :(

14.) what is your favorite tv show?

i dont rly watch any hfjkds

16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)

i cant remember any but i know there are song ive cried to first time listening to them

17.) do you have a middle name?

18.) have you been out of your country?

yes a few times

19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?

hell yeah

21.) what is your favorite album?

i dont rly have a favorite albums bc there are too many good ones

22.) what is your dream car?

idc really tbh

23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?

24.) what is your favorite flower?

idk all are pretty

26.) have you ever been on a blind date?

27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?

NOT IN THE LITERAL SENSE

28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?

ONCE AGAIN NOT IN THE LITERAL SENSE

29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?

uhhh tbh happines but that isnt rly a physical thing either obv

31.) do you have a friend with benefits?

32.) do you want a friend with benefits?

i wouldnt mind one but id prefer a relationship tbh

33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?

either a cat or the richest person in the world so i can help everyone

34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?

36.) how many concerts have you been to?

0 :(

37.) which concerts have you been to?

rude

38.) do you have a hidden talent?

not rly hidden ones i guess?? im kinda good at art i guess

39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?

let the stress eat me alive dont be like me kiddos

41.) how old would you date?

like as in which is the oldest age i would date? 18-19 maybe

42.) have you ever done something illegal?

uhh dont think so?

43.) what is your biggest fear?

being abandoned(TM)

44.) what is an unusual fear you have?

idk tbh

46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?

well i wouldnt be the one to deny the existence of such

47.) do you believe in karma?

48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?

loyality

49.) do looks matter?

not rly

51.) who is the last person you forgave?

my ex which im regretting now lmao

52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?

cookies probably idk

53.) what languages can you speak besides english?

german and a bit russian

54.) ever been on a plane?

yes

56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t?

yes

57.) are there any friendships you regret?

yes

58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?

not rly atm

59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?

yes

61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?

yes

62.) are you scared of rollercoasters?

YEP FKJSA

63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?

64.) do you have any plans this weekend?

the weekend just ended hgfkjsh

66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?

tbh i always wish if was talking to all of my friends bc they make me so happy

67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?

being able to go invisible

68.) who is your favorite superhero?

dont rly have ones

69.) are you dirty minded?

why it that question number 69

71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?

i dont think ill ever want any tbh but if i will probably just one or two max

72.) who is your biggest OTP?

me/my crush

73.) what is your favorite food?

BURGER AND EVERYTHING INDIAN TBH

74.) do you want to be married one day?

i think

76.) do you drink enough water daily?

hahah not even nearly

77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?

no :(

78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?

hell yea

79.) how many best friends do you have?

some

81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?

HKJFAHJK YEAH

82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?

idk i hope so

83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?

norway

84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?

bad, worse, worst

86.) what is your favorite season and why?

winter bc everything looks so pretty and bugs are fucking dead

87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?

yea :(

88.) do you know how to play any instruments?

yes, the euphonium

89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?

doing it a lot

91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?

yea

92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?

can i be korra to get some sweet asami pusspuss or vica versa

93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?

lmao u wont believe me how little i care about celebreties

94.) are you outgoing?

idk maybe

96.) are you a good flirt?

HFJKDAH I WISH

97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?

yes

98.) which planet is your favorite?

honestly im too tired to ask any of these questions at this point

99.) are you superstitious?

101.) are you a good kisser

i hope so but im getting the feeling that im not hjksd

102.) would you kiss any of your friends?

yes. all of them. lov u

#see fucker i made it #ily though #ask meme #plastic-neutered-numb

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themoskabot · 7 years

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Tagged!

I was tagged by @kwamimusings and @powerdragonmoon

Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better!

Name: Moriah

Nicknames: I have way too many to remember right now, but the main one is Moskabot

Zodiac Sign: Cancer

Height: idek anymore…..

Orientation: I guess

Ethnicity: White.

Favorite Fruit: Strawberries, if they’re from the farmers market (those are the best things everrrrr)

Favorite Season: Winter, but fall is a close second.

Favorite Book: The Hobbit, but like….i love so many books?

Favorite Flower: Umm….I don’t know, but my back yard is FILLED with a bunch of cherry and apple blossoms in the spring, and i love it so…..cherry and apple blossoms i guess? if those count

Favorite Scent: Petrichor

Favorite animals: Cats, hedgehogs….i like looking at dogs, but being around them freaks me out

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Cocoa: D) all of the above

Cat or Dog Person: Cat

Favorite Fictional Character: How the frick do you expect me to answer that…..

Dream Trip: Almost anywhere, i just really wanna travel

Blog Created: A little over 2 years ago

Number of Followers: 388

What I Post About: Eh, nothing specific. Whatever i want.

Do I get asks on a regular basis: Nah

Aesthetic: https://pear-cat.tumblr.com/ <everything on that blog

Hogwarts House: My siblings tell me I’m a Hufflepuff, so I’ll go with that

kwamimusings got tagged in two different things, and combined them into one. I couldnt decide which one to do, so heres the second one as well.

Rules: Write 92 rules about yourself, then tag 25 people.

LAST ___:

Drink: Water Phone Call: Idk, probably my dad Text message: My sister Song you listened to: First Day Of My Life by Bright Eyes Time you cried: Last night, while listening to the new bright sessions episode

HAVE YOU EVER ____: Dated someone twice: Never dated Been cheated on: Never dated Kissed someone and then regretted it: Never kissed someone Lost someone special: Yeah Been depressed: Oh boy, yes Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never tasted alchohol

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: Green, Grayish-purple, anything pastel

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU _____: Made new friends: On tumblr, yes. But i have basically no social life outside of the internet. Fallen out of love: Never been in love

Laughed until you cried: Yeah, probably

Found out someone was talking about you: Umm…i dont think so Met someone who changed you: So many Found out who your true friends are: im confused…. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: No, tht would be weird

GENERAL: How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them Do you have any pets: My hedgehog, Toast Do you want to change your name: Nah im ok with what i got What did you do for your last birthday: Just a normal birthday dinner i think. i usually just have my family all together for dinner (never had a birthday party0 What time did you wake up: About 12pm i think? What were you doing at midnight last night: Animating

Name something you cannot wait for: Fancy art school When was the last time you saw your mother: I’m looking at her right now, she’s just across the room. What is something you wish you could change about your life: ….most of it What are you listening to right now: Bob’s Burgers is playing in a different tab Have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yeah Something that is getting on your nerves: I dont have a place i can draw alone, comfortably Most visited website: Tumblr. Elementary: Homeschooled High school: Homeschooled College: [redacted] Hair color: Naturally like a brownish color, but it is currently blue Long or short hair: Quite long Do you have a crush on someone: on a real person? no, not that i am aware of. on a fictional character? yes, many. What do you like about yourself: I….umm…..i guess im a hard worker? im not terrible at singing, or drawing/painting either haha Piercings: Yep Blood type: type O (just kidding, i dont actually know, i just wanted to make a movie reference) Nickname: as previously mentioned, i have many, but the main one right now is Moskabot (or Moska…) Relationship status: Single Zodiac sign: Cancer Pronouns: She/Her Favorite TV show: i….i love so many….dont make me choose Tattoos: Not currently, but who knows what the future holds? Right or left hand: Right

FIRST ____: Surgery: Never had one Piercing: My ears Best friend: All of them Sport: I dont particularly like sports, but im pretty good at badminton. id also really love to do ice skating. (and after watching haikyuu, i kinda wanna try out volleyball….) Vacation: I dont believe ive ever been on one….. Pair of trainers: ??idk??

RIGHT NOW ___: Eating: just finished some tacos Drinking: water About to: either write or draw, we’ll see what i feel like Listening to: bob’s burgers Waiting for: My motivation to arrive Want: dessert, a hug, a roadtrip with friends…. Get married: im joke engaged, but i dont plan on getting married anytime soon Career: hopefully a concept artist for video games

WHICH IS BETTER ____: Hugs or kisses: Hugs Lips or eyes: Eyes Shorter or taller: idk Older or younger: idk Nice arms or nice stomach: idk Sensitive or loud: Sensitive Hook up or relationship: Relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: both, but it depends on the situation and who im with

HAVE YOU EVER ____: Kissed a stranger: Nope Drank hard liquor: nope Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yeah, those were the most panicky mornings of my life Turned someone down: never had anyone to turn down haha

Sex on first date: ….no

Broken someone’s heart: not that i know of? Had your own heart broken: probably Been arrested: Nope Cried when someone died: Yes. Fallen for a friend: nah, i dont think so

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ____: Yourself: no not really Miracles: ummm, yeah Love at first sight: not really Santa Claus: Nope. Kiss on the first date: i wouldnt, but if someone else does, whatever Angels: Ye

OTHER ____: Current best friend’s name: [insert all my tumblr friends here] Eye color: Blue. Movie: i have always loved the lotr trilogy, they hold a very special place in my heart

oh boy ok umm i tag

@kaethemonster @because-katiedid @misskatiegirl @sia-draws @mirasumbra @vibesvaldez @firewolfi @dreamer-day @mayallthebaconburn @thequeenoftacotuesday @johnpeter-remember-thesnowman (if you were tagged and dont wanna do it, just ignore this)

ok i cant think of anyone else who hasnt already been tagged, so if you wanna do it, just say i tagged you

#tagged

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limbsbo · 7 years

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Tag meme thingy

I was tagged by @gay-cacti lets gooo

-most recent-

• Drink: water • Phone call: my dad • Text: dad, again • Song listened to: Partition by Beyoncé • Time you cried: if we’re being completely honest, today

-have you ever-

• Dated someone twice: nope • Been cheated on: nuh uh • Kissed someone and regretted it: no sir • Lost someone special: yep • Been depressed: yeah • Been drunk and thrown up: ive been sober my whole life

-in the last year, have you-

• Made a new friend: i made a fuck-ton of new friends this past year • Fallen out of love: ive never been in love romantically, but platonically yes • Laughed until you cried: omg yeaah • Met someone who changed you: probably • Found out who your true friends are: @gay-cacti, my friend michael, a few others • Found out someone was talking about you: these two girls were talkin shit abt me wearing a green robe instead of a white one at a promotion ceremony and basically just being transphobic assholes. I dont give a shit tho lmaooo they can be ignorant all they fuckin want i have enough problems as is Kissed anyone on your FB list: nope

-extras-

• How many ppl on your FB list do you know irl?: all of em • Do you have any pets?: i used to have two cats but they both had to be put down, Indigo was super sick when i was like 3, dont remember her much, and Tigger was super old & was in a lot of pain so we put him down when i was 8. I had two beta fish named Beauty and Beast (lived up to their names lmao) and they live to be about 6 months old, which sucked bc i remember taking rlly good care of them??? Mayb my lil bros did smthn i have no clue • Do you want to change your name?: nah jamie suits me • What did you do for your birthday?: i dont remember holy fuck! Wowie you woulda thought id remember the big one-five but [insert that shrug emoji here] i think i hung out with @gay-cacti????? Julia help me out here • What time did you wake up today?: i got out of bed at 6:40am i hate highschool scheduling • What were you doing last midnight?: catchin some killer zzz’s • Name something you cant wait for: getting my grubby mitts on a copy of the walking dead season 3 for xbox one im a SLUT for this series please put me out of my misery • Last time you saw you mom: a lil over an hr ago while i was doing laundry • What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: i wish i was happier • Have you ever spoken to a person named Tom: nah but the name tom is weird and i associate that name with voldemort so. No Thnks • Whats getting on your nerves right now?: my parents • Bloodtype: O neg if youre fatally wounded hmu • Nicknames: my fam calls me JJ, J, sibling, sweetheart/honey/etc., my friends call me jamjam, my name in spanish (pronounced hai-me), and one of my friends calls me jim on occasion, that was mostly in middle school tho (also in middle school i was called pajamas bc i always wore/wear sweatpants) • Relationship status: solo sniper • Pronouns: they/them. If you refer to me with she/her i will find you and i will cover your living room with dildos. Every surface of every object in your living room will be smothered with silicone rods of phallic resemblance. Also a 55gal drum of lube will be used to coat them • Long or short hair: short, used to be long af • Height: tall enough to knock your teeth out, short enough to duck and run sucessfully • Do you have a crush?: nah • What do you like abt yourself?: im very funny and pretty • Rigt handed or left handed?: right • First surgery: never had surgery for anythin • First best friend: this girl named Abby in kindergarten, she moved away in second grade. We got along very well, her mom helped us make broomsticks from branches and hay, they were rad as shit • First sport you joined: technically ballet, but if we’re talkin olympics then tennis. I took lessons for about 3 years but then stopped for some reason • First vacation: the first one i can remember is disney world in florida back in kindergarten, that was p lit

-right now-

• Eating: burger, brat, tater tots • Drinking: nothing, last thing i drank was oj i think • Im about to: do my hw • Listening to: nothing really, just the sounds of the dryer and my fam talking downstairs • Kids: Maybe ill adopt a teenager when ive got my life sorted out (30s maybe??? Only future me knows) • Get married: if i dont get married id at least like to live with someone i trust and care about, be our relationship romantic or platonic • Career: im hoping to get into a good art school but i doubt ill be able to afford what i want, i want to be an animator or a character designer. Voice acting sounds cool too

-which is better-

• Lips or eyes: eyes. • Hugs or kisses: why not both • Taller or shorter: i wanna be taller, i like being taller than my friends • Older or younger: there are pros and cons to both, but im gonna have to go with younger. Everything is new and exciting and games are everywhere when youre young, as you get older theres still some of that but its discouraged and that sucks ass • Romantic or spontanious: Why Not Both • Sensitive or loud: i, myself, am a confusing mix of the two, so i must direct you to my previous statement; WHY NOT BOTH • Hookup or relationship: relationship • Troublemaker or hesitant: B O T H calculated troublemakers are always so much fun to hang around and they dont go too far most of the time

-have you ever-

• Kissed a stranger: no • Needed glasses/contacts: bitch im blind without my glasses. No joke. I Will run into a wall. Im basically velma • Broke someones heart: i hope not • Turned someone down: yeah • Cried when someone died: Yes • Fallen for a friend: no

-do you believe in-

• Yourself: yeah for the most part • Miracles: eh • Love at first sight: noope its cute but impractical • Heaven: i dont believe in god but i like to think that theres a place after we die that allows us to be whomever we want. You want a dick? Done. Vagina? Here you go pal. Wanna be a teen again? BAM youre 16. A place where you can be yourself and pursue you passion without fear of consequense • Kissing on the first date: it depends on your history with that person

Im not gonna tag anyone to do this but if you wanna do it then be my guest homie

#tag meme #tag game #this took forever but it took my mind off things so #thx ju ily

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