#that iconic dead apple scene

[sulliedsorrow]

dazai looks at chuuya like he’s found god

#kalu rambles #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #especially when he’s fighting #or when he’s using corruption #the entirety of the lovecraft fight #that iconic dead apple scene #like bro….. you know we can all see your face right #he’s only like that when chuuya can’t notice #it’s. reverence. he’s so obsessed i’m embarrassed #bsd #chuuya #dazai

[luvvixu]

how to tame your boyfriend

content: bf!gojo, mentioned of sex and sexual stuffs, 16+, fluff, drabble, does not contain any smut, i think gojo's like this can't blame me

wanna know how to tame your annoying (and horny) boyfriend when your flight is delayed?

that's very easy. just buy him some lego and he would go on instant mute.

"i can't believe you really bought satoru—a full 27 years old ass man—a set of legos?" your friend from the other line, shoko, wheeze and at the same time confused for your action to tame your boyfriend.

sighing hardly while massaging your temple, you answered. "i had to, sho. he won't stop bothering me to have a quickie since our flight was delayed and he was bored."

your flight overseas was delayed for three hours because of some maintenance needed to be checked in the aircraft. now, satoru thought it is a good idea to spend those three hours having a passionate fornication.

of course you immediately dislike the idea even though you are tempted too. you value your morals, ethics, and dignity. unlike your boyfriend, he has no shame and would even proudly tell some random people that you are his by some marks solely created.

"could've played with his phone but seriously, why lego?" shoko was still laughing, now that you opened your camera and showed her your boyfriend who's literally sitting on the airport floor with bricks of lego on his hands.

satoru looked so focused and unbothered, which is an extremely good thing—like he couldn't stop whispers in your ears, whining about how needy he is right now and how badly he wanted you. but now he's occupied, it is the greatest relief for you.

"first, his phone is dead and was tempt to buy a new fucking phone just because he said charging using a power bank takes a lot of time. had to smack the shit outta him and force him to get out of the apple store."

yep, the idiot forgot to charge his phone before you left for the airport. now his phone is dead, the desire to buy a new one instead of waiting for his phone to be charged in a powerbank is crazy. although, money is not a problem for the head of the gojo clan—he got figures that cost more, more, more than your annual salary.

"second, lego made him focused and entertained on building it, not for having scandalous sex with me. i feel like he's being my child than being my boyfriend at this moment." you joked, lowering your voice so your big baby wouldn't hear you.

"you said it yourself that satoru is a full package." shoko rolled her eyes, but she's not wrong tho. satoru is everything, he could easily afford things and could even make some things impossible to possible.

"touché."

shoko let out a laugh. "anyway, gotta go now. got a client in an hour so bye my boo, mwa!" sending also a virtual flying kiss to your platonic friend, you both bid a farewell to with sweet smile on your faces.

as you ended the call, you turned your attention to your boyfriend who's now almost done on his lego that he's been occupying himself for like an hour now.

you made to take some photo of him and post it on your close friends in instagram because this scene of your boyfriend is literally a wholesome and definitely iconic. satoru glanced at you when he heard you giggle at some adorable shots of your boyfriend.

"what are you laughing at?" your boyfriend glanced up to you, confused and warily.

you shook your head, holding your laughter to not raise any suspicion. "nothing babe, just focus on fishing your lego instead of other things."

satoru showed you the figure "oh but i'm finished and we still have like an hour before our flight…" he paused. your mouth hangs wide, questioning about how the hell he builds almost five hundred tiny pieces in just an hour?! truly your boyfriend was really something but this is wild.

"how did you—"

"can we have a quickie now?" satoru smiles sheepishly.

your face turns more sour at his shameless request. although you understand that satoru is a man in need, but his neediness sometimes is really out of place and it took a lot of effort just to stop him from doing so.

"no, satoru. instead, we're going to have a quickie stop at the lego shop to buy you some more entertainment."

your boyfriend pouted at your answer like a hurdled puppy. "but i'm enjoying it more when i'm inside you."

that completely took you off guard.

"... tempting but no."

©luvvixu2023

#GOJO LOVES LEGO #this man is adorable (horny) #gojo fluff #gojo satoru x you #luvvixu #fanfic #fluff #gojo satoru #gojo satoru x reader #gojo satoru x y/n #gojo x reader #anime #jujutsu kaisen #jjk satoru #jjk fluff #jjk gojo #jjk x reader #satoru x reader #satoru gojo #jujutsu satoru

[kaptainandy]

Hello gay people (Re-Animator fans)...

I bring news. We have been bamboozled. Hoodwinked! By whomst you ask? Well, ourselves...

So, we all know the iconic scene where Herbert beheads Dr. Hill with the shovel, and spits the iconic, "Plagiarist!" line. It's funny and very in-character for Herbert West.

It's been included in many-a-gifset, for example:

screenshots sourced from these posts (from left to right):

@astralbondpro [post link]

@oldschoolteenflicks [post 1 link] [post 2 link]

@horrorfilmgifs [post link]

Well, what if I told you...

Nope...turns out the entire time he says,

"Laid to rest."

I discovered this when putting together an integral cut of the film with CC (DM me if you want the link!). I sourced all existing clips and CC from the Arrow DVD release from 2012 and when I got to this scene was shocked to see, "laid to rest," and not "plagiarist." I thought maybe it could have been an error in the CC, so first I took a closer look at the clip:

When Jeff delivers the line, his lips don't touch to make the "P" sound.

Okay, well I could be hearing wrong, it could be off-sync audio, or it could've been ADR/looped incorrectly in post. All valid points. Which is why, I cross-referenced the CC on other platforms. And...

Both Tubi (top) and Apple (bottom) caption it "laid to rest"

But we don't stop there! For further confirmation why, let's check out to see how the novelization did this scene. And...

"...Laid to rest."

(shout out @nemeyuko for the Apple screenshot and novelezation screenshot; they made a post about this as well here!)

And if you're still not convinced, I regret to inform that going back to THE SOURCE - the original screenplay - is a dead end. The scene was not originally scripted with dialogue so this line was either improvised by Jeff, or work shopped between him and Stuart Gordon on set or in-post.

In conclusion:

Pack it up boys, we have Mandela Effected ourselves.

This is the biggest Reani fandom scandal since the Fellactio Tapes™

#we fucked up #an iconic line and we all heard/remembered it wrong #reanimator #re animator #reanimator 1985 #herbert west #jeffrey combs #stuart gordon #horror movies #80s movies #kaptainandy's log #shit post #long post

[suffarustuffaru]

terrible ideas for rezero matching icons (arc 8 and ex spoilers)

spica going :D while julius and otto plot to kill her. this can even work extremely well without spica. here is some concept art. im gonna make this one real bc me and a pal wanna do it

^^ add in rem and subaru matching icons if you want (they’re screaming in horror)

felix / fourier / crusch but fourier is Deceased and felix and crusch are bawling

felix and julius………………………….. from That Scene in pride if

rowan, cecilus, and the heavenly sword.

cat garfiel and cat heinkel from garfiel’s theatre dream

rabbit. and subaru.

normal julius icon paired with a gluttonyed joshua.

pandora. and theresia. and a white bird

a set of astrea icons but louanna is eepy and theresia is just a jar of ash

greed if ottosuba icons but it’s a transparent otto going “gay gay homosexual gay” and subaru going “FUUUCK I CAN STILL HEAR HIS VOICE”. add in a matching echidna icon too

greed if subaru / a half-dead echidna. if you know you know

gluttonybaru / random ass book of the dead. like the matching icon to subaru is just a whole ass book

todd and subaru but like this:

^^ alternatively the same as the above but with louis and subaru

main route otto / a literal wall / greed if subaru

cute 🫶 matching icons but one is subaru and the other is satella’s shadow hands

emisuba icons but its them dead and holding hands from arc 1

anastasia, ram, subaru, and patrasche………………. from the miasma tunnel scene

meili / pushing amnesiabaru down those stairs

subaru…………………. and an unwashed cup

cute icon of emilia kissing subaru / subaru being FUCKJNG DEAD

arc 3 julisuba duel

julius / reid beating his ass

normal natsuki family icons!!!! with naoko, kenichi, an empty frame ("Subaru, where are you?"), and a jar of mayo.

subaru + getting stabbed/jumped by rachins, camberley, and gaston (the three guys from arc 1) + a hot woman watching them bc camberley has the dp of bedroom wiles—

cecilus / halibel / subaru (wrath if edition)

subaru, rem, their children, and appa man raising an eyebrow and asking him whether he is fine (sloth if subaru returning back to the arc 3 save point after dying of old age)

rem and “who?”

the barbie and ken meme with otto and subaru bc theyre definitely the kind of people to get arrested together. they literally have in a lost in memories if route

pridebaru doing half a hand heart / reinhard too busy crying to do the other half / emilia killing pride

little kid otto, otto’s cat crush, and the cat’s crush

joshua. and an apple. if you know you know

louis / rem strangling subaru LMFAOO

subaru flinging paperwork off frame / otto drowning in paperwork

the three idiots crossdressing! :) this is the most normal idea on this list.

EDIT BC I FORGOT TO ADD THIS ONE: regulus and reinhard in arc 5 being launched to the moon :)

some of these are ideas from my pals (you know who you are). also if you have more awful ideas or wanna see some of these become real feel free to say so 🙏🙏🙏

#rezero #re:zero #these ideas are all so horrible lmfaooo 😭😭😭😭 #i need to make cat garf and cat heinkel real….. #i have awful merch ideas also btw. my favorite idea is pride if themed birthday card #and journal covers inspired by all the canon journals in rezero <3 #but i think the awful icon ideas are funny af too wkdnd you could make them half and half charms or buttons if you wanted #can you imagine. rezero death/injury inspired charms. otto getting sliced in half by garf but its a linked keychain bc his body is literall #split in half #literally put me in charge of rezero merch at this point LMFAOO

[bsdtual]

Analyzing the most recent bsd events based on skk relationship!!

Hi, hope y'all are doing fine. I spent my whole day reading and creating some theories, so I thought abt sharing it with y'all~

To start, we'll go back to Fifteen days. Recently we got this iconic scene of Dazai saying "I love you" to Chuuya (or kinda) on a non-joke way!! and Chuuya's reaction wasn't happy at all, so Dazai just accepted. Chuuya's personality is a bit explosive and that's fine, Dazai's used to it, he spent his teenage days dealing with it after all

With that in mind, let's go to the present days: We talked a lot abt Chuuya's "drowning scene" for months. I saw a lot of people saying Dazai was rude there, and I used to think the same, but let me show you another perspective

Dazai grew up with Chuuya, seeing him being defensive and almost aggressive in every situation, telling Dazai how much he hated him in every chance he got. So, when Dazai stopped to remember everything they lived together, he simply thought it all meant nothing to >>Chuuya<<. We know that Chuuya sees Dazai as a best friend, but Dazai himself, doesn't know

When he said they didn't have any good moments together, he said that bc he thought Chuuya saw the things this way, he thought he was feeling it all alone all those years. He wasn't trying to sound heartless, he was trying to not sound too emotional

And lastly, for today's chapter, we had no focus on Chuuya, but we can clearly see Dazai has lost the control of the situation

But this "no Chuuya focus" got me thinking... he's TOO quiet, isn't he? I mean, what represented his change into a vampire were the eyes and now we can't see them. I really think he's conscious again and is just waiting to save the snow white again (sorry, I'm a Dead Apple simp)

Anyways, summing up, in soukoku we trust, they will turn the table amen 🙏

Sorry for any grammatical or continuity error, I'm always up to discuss theories (mainly in my ask box hehe) so feel free to send something. Adiós

#i'm sorry for all the text #but i really felt like I NEEDED TO- #their relationship is so special to me #and i trust in them #maybe i'm taking a story too seriously #but i can't help #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd theories #bsd thoughts #dazai #chuuya #dazai osamu #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #bungou stray dogs manga #manga icons #mari.txt #mine: theories

[itsame-ariana]

Reading atyd and I have like a full apple notes page of screenshots of moments that made me either happy squeal/scream or giggle, be in pain in the good books/tv way, or go I understood that reference(which leads to either of the above)

Like the first 6 or so times Sirius or anyone said anything for our moony

Or iconic scenes like “no. You were beautiful”

jqgjsahkshshsksghsjsgs

Or just random really good or reference-y or just made me smile or dramatic paragraphs/sections

I love my dead gay wizards sm

#wolfstar #jegulus #jilly #jegulily #remus x sirius #grant chapman #sirius black #remus lupin #anything for our moony #anything for my moony #marauders era #marlene x dorcas #all the young dudes #70s aesthetic #dead gay wizards #dyslexic gay werewolf #remus my beloved #Remus lupin ah

[gothlisteningclub]

Goth Listening Club Day #57: Plastique Noir - Dead Pop

"Iconic album from start to finish One of the best from Brazil goth scene imo I love the songs Phantom in my stereo and Shadorun"

LISTEN ON: SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC / BANDCAMP

#plastique noir #goth rock #darkwave #5/5

[kaurwreck]

What characters/references do you hope to see in a possible Order of the clock tower arc of what do you think Agatha will be like? Based on the few appearances she has I think she’ll be a MoriDazaiFyodirSasaki type but you know.

Kafka Asagiri, by his own admission, draws inspiration for his characters from their namesakes' works and lives:

I draw inspiration not only from the author themselves, but also from their works. I like to look at particular scenes from those works of literature to then come up with the character [for my story]. For example, if we take Fyodor and look at this character, he is completely different [than the real-life author]. He has absolutely no similarities to Dostoevsky. I took inspiration from Dostoevsky's book, The Brothers Karamazov, in which there is a scene where Ivan has a conversation with the devil. I based Fyodor off of this.

I've noticed that his Western characters tend to resemble more closely their namesakes' works than their namesakes' lives. Which isn't to say the Japanese characters do not also borrow from the namesakes' works (they do, prolifically; I can cite the source material for much of Dazai's more iconic dialogue).

But in addition to Fyodor, who Asagiri acknowledged above more closely resembles a character than the author himself, Francis resembles Jay Gatsby; Louisa resembles Jo March; Steinbeck resembles Tom Joad; HP Lovecraft resembles Cthulu; Bram Stoker resembles Dracula— etc.

To some degree, the distinction isn't especially meaningful. Scott Fitzgerald, for example, clearly drew from himself and Zelda for Jay and Daisy, even using quotes from Zelda for some of Daisy's dialogue. Further, I'm sure my impression that the Japanese characters more closely resemble their authors might be related to the popularity of autobiographical fiction in modern Japan. And there are, of course, exceptions (such as Ranpo).

All of the above to say: I'm almost certain that most of Agatha Christie's personality is drawn from Judge Wargrave from And Then There Were None rather than the author herself, who preferred to project a more understated, self effacing presence. (Although, bsd!Agatha's title is a reference to Dame Agatha Christie's, and her reclusiveness could be modeled after irl!Agatha too.)

I'm not sure how familiar the fandom is with Wargrave; I studied And Then There Were None in middle school, but I don't know if it's still commonly taught or not. He's decisive, commanding, cold, calculating, and deeply sadistic. He acts as the narrative's detective, judge, jury, and executioner but only as a pretense for satisfying his own self-admitted lust to kill. He claims he only desires to murder the guilty, but he also appoints himself the moral arbiter of guilt and meters out suffering relative to the degree to which he's decided the others are guilty.

It's nakedly apparent that he is not interested in justice but in pageantry. He curates the setting and plays with the others like they're dolls, or more aptly, like he's a well-fed outdoor cat and they're the local bird population. In that sense, he isn't like any of the characters you mention above. He's a mastermind like them, sure, but he lacks Mori and Dazai's self awareness and insight, and Fyodor and Sasaki's ideological passion. There is nothing he seeks to protect, like Mori and Dazai, nor any institutions he seeks to destroy, like Fyodor. While he wants you to think he's avenging unpunished crimes like Sasaki, the justice he delivers is more arbitrary.

He just wants blood and artistry, but he also wants moral authority over those he deems beneath him even though he knows he isn't innocent. I think we've already seen that in bsd!Agatha. In Dead Apple, she sits in her ornate throne and, with serenity and pleasure, informs Ango that she will destroy Yokohama at dawn. She has her perfunctory justification (to stop the spread of Shibusawa's fog), but her eagerness, projected authority (over a foreign government, no less), imprecision (bombing the entire city rather than seeking to subdue or execute the perpetrating skill user), and method of execution (launching a convicted skill user to suicide bomb the city) speak to her bloodlust and sadism. When Shibusawa is killed and her attack is recalled, she openly pouts because she was looking forward to the destruction.

Quite frankly, I'm not convinced Agatha would make a compelling primary antagonist. She doesn't have any interest in Yokohama absent the opportunity to enact mass murder from a distance, and only if there's some national security justification, however superficial. She's modeled after a mastermind, but her position is too high, and her sights too macro to make use of Judge Wargrave's detailed pageantry.

The One Order may be enough to coax her attention, but again, her attention is too impersonal, and her sadism is too broad for the relationship-based conflicts on which bsd is built. She will not engage directly if she does engage, but by proxy. It's interesting to watch Fyodor and Dazai play their hybrid 4D chess-Go game because of their chemistry and understanding of themselves through the other. Agatha will not descend from her literal and figurative tower to meet them on any meaningful interpersonal level; Judge Wargrave certainly doesn't. Instead, she works best as a specter over Yokohama; an existential threat from a more powerful foreign power.

There are more than a few reasons to involve her more in the plot, but not on her own; there would need to be another, more intimate antagonist for bsd's structure to work. That said, I would love a secondary conflict based on foreign policy and statecraft; I thrive there, and I've been so hungry for more information about the bsd universe's distribution of powers and interests. Maybe a foreign conflict will erupt and new characters who can match Agatha's level of state power will be introduced because of the One Order; or Ango's treason; or the sudden global spread of vampirism that crippled several national governments; or the leggy calamity that was just extrajudicially released from imprisonment by a 10 y/o to whom he's now loyal; or the internationally notorious political assassin Mori is hiding in his basement; or the prior collapse of Standard Island; or Chuuya's mass murder of MANY foreign military guards in Meursault ft. his feral poses for the camera; or the destruction of what seems to be the most prominent if not only prison equipped to contain skill users given they transported Russian and Japanese nationals to its location off the coast of France; or the assassination of the general of the one world army the United Nations just formed and now can't dissolve; or that said general was assassinated within, like, a day of his appointment by someone who should not be under public scrutiny given he previously assassinated multiple Japanese leaders; or any number of recent canon events.

So, there's certainly fertile ground for a higher level conflict, and Agatha might work if set against other, similarly positioned state actors, but I'm not sure how interested in or equipped Asagiri is to write political intrigue. Or where the international community and Mushitaro should even begin re: addressing what just happened.

Notwithstanding any of the above, I do hope bsd!Agatha has a much younger trophy husband just like her namesake.

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd agatha

[colourme-feral]

Inspired by this amazing post on the Rosewood Bangkok, one of the locations for the main family’s home,

I decided to make a list of filming locations I’ve found in Kinnporsche.

This is in no way completely accurate, nor complete.

- The boat where Kinn asks Porsche to be his bodyguard and Porsche jumps off instead

- The we’ve-got-company bridge

- Hum Bar (Yok’s Bar)

- Kinn running for his life before getting to Hum Bar (Yok’s Bar) and asking Porsche for help

(- Minor building cameo: the Atheenee Hotel, which is beside The Deutsche Bank building)

- Ferry pier first kisses

- Ending their first date at their first kiss spot + Kinn's first love makes his unwanted appearance

- Kinn and Porsche on their honeymoon in the jungle

- The quarry part of Kinn and Porsche's honeymoon (and probably the truck and not-Not Me jump)

- Entrance to the minor Theerapanyakul family's home

- Vegas tries to go on a date with Porsche but gets cockblocked

- The Theerapanyakul horny jail

- Arm's work room, aka Team Porsche's HQ

- Porsche and Tawan talk about... milk

- The first bathroom Kinn and Porsche make memories in, together with Kinn's assassin

- Kimlock Holmes' home

-That first sex scene

- That auction

- Room where the main family strategises + the mafia prince declares his love for a certain bodyguard

- Kinn and Porsche play footsie

- The undercover casino scene

- Post-shoot out party at Vegas' home

- The back of Hum Bar (KP's first meeting & declaration of love + VP's meeting after Pete's escape)

- Their "mutual masturbation" scene

- "Jom" takes Kinn's watch

- The hospital, where Tankhun is iconic and dramatic, Kinn and Porsche are loving and Vegas, Pete and Macau have a group hug

- The underpass tunnel that Kinn and Big run to while being pursued

- Kim's personal rehearsal room

- Porsche's instagram boyfriend era + Kinn and Porsche's cafe date

- Mes' house + Kinn makes an animal friend

- Vegas and Pete's poolside scene

- Scenes at the fictional Ananthamekha University

- Porsche’s Mulan training sequence with Team Porsche + Kinn and Porsche’s underwater kiss

- Kinn and Porsche celebrate their relationship + Kim protects Chay who is in his unhinged era

- Kinn and Pete watch Porsche and Vegas zoom away on Vegas' bike

- Have no fear, Kimlock Holmes / Detective Wikachu is on the temple case!

- Porsche and Porchay's home

- The shooting range where Kinn made Porsche put an apple on his head to shoot at

- Mr. Don makes gelato talk with “People say I’m more like my mum” Kinn

- The iconic scene where Tankhun hits Vegas with a tray

- Either Pete needs more lessons on how to follow or Vegas and Macau just have great observational skills

- The minor family's torture chamber

- Tawan's room

- Porsche and Pete's bedroom

- Porsche and Pete's room minus their bedroom

- Porsche catches up on sleep during his training with Chan

- Porsche's orientation and introduction to the main Theerapanyakul's other bodyguards

- Vegas' clothing-optional office

- The minor Theerapanyakul family's home

- Kan getting ahead of himself and prematurely celebrating Korn's death

- Kinn and Porsche make merit together but are interrupted by a not so dead Tawan

- Part of the main Theerapanyakul house

- The room where Namphueng was kept (featuring the players on the chessboard)

- The one and only Deutsche Bank (Not my post)

- Jeff Satur's Why Don't You Stay music video

- Kinn goes to meet the loansharks, who were making Porsche pay back his (fake) uncle’s loans

- The finale scene on the boat with visual call backs

My alternate masterlist sorted by the IRL filming locations

- A quick wrap up of the locations that were not included

#kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche the filming locations #Thai BL/GL/QL location spotting

[disabledstraydogs]

your icon is so incredibly cute. Is there a reason you chose fyodor for it? Or any reasons you like having fyodor on it?/things you like about having fyodor on it? (it is so real btw. I dont know if I'd call him canon disabled for...reasons, but fyodor is one one if the most disabled coded characters in bsd ever. He's disabled in my heart. To me. The vibes are all there..)

Haiiii anon, we saw this last night while sawifying BSD and it made us so so happy I'm sorry we didn't answer it then but it wouldn't have been coherent.

The story of this icon is that we were thinking of 'canonically' disabled characters and Fyodor came to mind (although if he is disabled in canon is up for debate to me just because anemia isn't technically a disbaility and we will touch on the mental health stuff later) although we were going to use Chuuya we saw the art on a charm and knew we had to use it.

Fyodor is one or our favourite BSD characters (tied with Chuuya) although that's because of the system Fyodor headcanon, specifically the scene in dead apple with Crime and Punishment makes me insane. However I understand that this can be seen as a problematic thing due to Fyodor's actions in source but honestly, we feel more seen by systems who have done/do awful things.

I won't talk about our trauma but we were very much brought up in a 'dog eat dog' environment surrounded by Catholicism and hypocrisy but that does mean that even as a child we never got the chance to be a good person and because of that have always related to 'shitty rep' more than different system with different trauma would.

Back to Fyodor in my mind he displays behaviors of someone raised in a similar situation to us (although I do think that- given that we don't know what era he was even born in and the history Catholicism in Europe is insane- I don't think he knows that by modern day standards he was raised in a cult or cult like situation) and because of this he developed low empathy and ASPD/NPD through years of abuse (which also possibly shaped his world views- although I don't think Asagiri will agree with me).

Again, I know that this is another issue entirely (people with cluster b disorders deserve more rep than just having criminals) but again it means different things to us than others in our situation.

Sorry for the rambles I get ill about this man.

#text #thank u anon (gives you a cookie) #cult mention #cult tw

[clown-demon]

((I must have dreamt that I went thru Dead Apple and got all of Fyodor's scenes... but I didn't... I have none and now that I recall it closely, I did not do that.

Edit: I guess I DID do Dead Apple.. Cuz I have icons from it.

#Ti speaks

[emoxxzombie]

Masterlist - Other

A masterlist for all of my posts that don't fall under a specific fandom with an already created masterlist.

Dark Pixie Aesthetic Moodboards

Talena Atfield Icons

Fallon Bowman Icons

Amy Lee Icons

Brody Dalle Web Find

Shirley Manson Icons

Gothic Fallen Angel Figurine

90s Mall Goth Web Find

Mall Goth & Black Cat Web Find

Nailed Apple Alternative Web Find

Vampire Rose

Janey Belle Glitter Graphic

Emo/scene Photography 00s

Edgar Allan Poe Romantic Quote

Type O Negative Dead Again Band Tee

Last Update: 5/31/2024

#masterlist #other #etc

[geronimomo-spd]

Here is my Marwood (played by Paul Mcgann) collection from finishing Withnail & I to escape from my broken heart!

cossy warm sweather!! fluffy blanket and some patchy facial hair!! lovely!

(more screenshots under the cut!)

iconic scene in general, but espeshelly for the glasses

more sunglasses action and looking so good

they look like tow explorers walking about in an ancient tomb, but no these are just two idiots coming in from the rain

him in his little blanket

the glasses really work on him!! also just the messy hair in general lol

walking around the country side!! with the famus red sweather!! also an iconic scurff (or fabric choker??? maybe?? wtf is that) and a very good hat!

eating an apple and looking eextra snarky about it

he just looks cute an dead inside, and absolotly terrified at the same time

leather jacket and cigarette action

SMILING IN HIS SLEEP!! and also laughing!! just like the doctor uwu

pleaseeeee, they look like character from a victorian period piece here

Montey looking like he is about to marry them

RED SWEATHER APPRICIATION!! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!!

(trying to ignore the absololte devestating scenes these are from)

and finally, him finally getting some god damm rest

#withnail and i #peter marwood #good dead inside boy!! #a least he got a good ending 😥 #paul mcgann #paul looked so good in this movie i am so happpy i wacthed this #fave

[mocacheezy]

Got tagged by @quetzalpapalotl !😄✨

Relationship status: Happily taken💖

Favourite colour: Purple

Favourite food: THESE!!!

I wish I knew the translation, but they are essentially flakey dough, vannilla custard (I think?) and small canned apricots. I crave theseeeee, haven't had them in ages 😭😭😭

Song stuck in your head: Schnappi, das kleine Krokodil

All thanks to THIS TIK TOK ! IT'S THE BOUNCING THAT WON'T LEAVE MY BRAIN.

Last thing you googled: Name of the above song XD, I put "Scniff Snaff Snoffee, Snoffee snoffee snoff" in the search bar (and then realized I saved the damn video with this audio when it was on my Tik Tok FYP!!)

Time: 21:30 (9:30pm)

Dream trip: To be honest, traveling anywhere with people who are also interested in the sights is a dream for me. Atm tho, America, and in future whereven me and my dear go.

Last book you read: I can't recall any book I actually finished reading ^^;

Last book you enjoyed reading: Transformers: Exodus. I need to get back to it, THERE WAS GOOD SHIT HAPPENING

Last book you hated reading: a "Put your mind to it!" style book. It resonated with me for about 30 pages and then I reached the 42nd and nearly chucked the damn thing across the room. I tried picking it up again, and felt physically sick when trying to read on, soooo. Yeah, wish I could remember the title, but maybe forgetting it was for the best XD

Favourite thing to cook/bake: Burnt pancakes. They are easy, fast and delicious. Though I really really want to bake pies again. Apple pie is delicious and I KNOW that I could make bitching raspberry pie once I clean up the kitchen and look up the proper recepie for the crust.

Oh and garlic bread. Or honey bread. Bread in general is delicious and relaxing to make.

Favourite craft to do in your spare time: craft huh... It's been a while since I did any, but I suppose embroidery. It's very relaxing. Might actually search for some fabric now that I think of it.

Most niche dislike: Not sure what counts as niche tbh, but I do hate people quoting "Alas poor Yorick, I knew him well," in plays while holding a skull, ever since I've learned that was a different scene entirely AND YORICK DESERVES BETTER, DO NOT TAKE HIS HEAD OUT OF THE CONTEXT DAMMIT, I know it looks cool, I know it's become iconic now but it, is, wrong. Leave Yorick in the graveyard with Hamlet and the gravedigger conversing.

Opinion on circus(es) now and in history: Used to love them as a kid, I found it fascinating and horrifying when I learned how people with deformity or uncommon generic traits were treated and used as an attraction in freak shows. I haven't been to one in ages, and I am not sure if they are even still traveling around our parts, but the ones I've seen had horses, acrobats, clows, strongen and I think there was even one with a lion or a seal.

I do think that the traveling circus from my childhood won't be possible to experience as often, especially with the high expectations of modern audiences (and 'Rona of course). You can search up a contortionist online, and some people find this entertaining enough. Animal cruelty and protection laws mean that the animal attractions are no longer a selling point. I might have too little faith in other people, but I think stopping people from vlogging during the show would also be nearly impossible.

All in all, I adore the grim aestetic that their existence brought to the horror genre, and macabre sights and preservation of oddities, both animal and human, - this was one of the ways I discovered my fascination with grim things after all - but I am glad the inhumane parts of it have been stopped. It's one thing to show dead specimen, and another to torture a person or animal of any kind for amusement of "nomal people".

I don't know how the buisness is nowadays, but I would love to see more shows similar to Cirque du Soleil - even if on a smaller scale.

Do you have a sense of direction and if not what was the worst way you ever got lost: I usually use a GPS if I have to go anywhere, because I am an anxious wreck. But I can usually remember the path I took, so if I'm just wandering around I can easily retrace my steps. Just don't ask me what route I took by street names XD

Tag 10 people: @spomincica , @morska-trava, @macabreblublu, @sangheilihoes, @helioskitschcabinet, @homeosloven , @wayward--dragon, @bees-self-ships, @solpinesparadise , @optimusprmesdisapprovingeyebrows

If you don't want to be tagged in games like these the future do tell 👉👉

This was great fun tho, thanks Barbie! 8D

#moca talks #tagged for me

[neillien]

Untitled | story section from no place like Home. February 2019 …

So   … I dreamed I met Judy Garland [she’d aged] but then she always looked haggard to me - older people generally do, don't they? Especially when you're a boy thinking about age gaps, looking at grown-ups! Startled by their misery, scared of it. Let's just say today, Judy looked her worse and then bad some. How we met is by pure coincidence in the suburbs of the Emerald City, there was no technicolour, only squalor, no signifier of any importance other than Judy and the shambles of Oz fallen into dereliction.. The whole place looked pretty disgusting. Smelt rancid. The yellow brick road tarred-over. The little dog Toto had been dead years. I stood with Judy at the cairn terrier’s graveside. Its Tin man's axe crudely substituted for a gravestone, it's then when I realise we're in the apple orchard which wasn’t as it had once been. Not as it is presented in the film. A bypass cut through most the land. Cars and trucks roar by trailing flumes of polluted air. A few remaining trees are blighted, coppiced, half gone. Horrible, prescient tree-voices lay hold of my weakening attention. They sound like ghosts in my head, I try to ignore them; get immersed in my scene with Judy, try not to be scared. We, my newest buddy Judy and me, we're mourning the immemorial Toto. But easily distracted, I notice it might rain. Bad air permeates and a miasma risen from the soil, which drew my attention away. My junkie Judy was in thrall to a song. Judy sung of exploitative men; it dragged on a lot. I grew impatient. Wanted to go. I was like; ‘yes, yes, …show me something good: show me off. I might wake up any minute,’ but Judy carried on crooning, lost to her own voice. I felt lour cries, thrumming with murderous intentions …At some point during the singing I've involuntarily grabbed the Tin man's axe from the graveside, realising this only when beginning to scrape salient clumps of hard plastic from my sleeve. I spit red shards of plastic that hurt my throat, make me cough, followed by tiny brass cogs which taste rhythmical, if taste were to rhyme it would taste sweet like I have a sonnet regurgitating. I think I was throwing up my own timepiece heart that also stopped long ago. Now nestled closely, Judy and me lovingly wept for Toto.  When the crying dried. I turned to Judy and ask courageously, ever so nicely, ‘May I try the Ruby-Slippers on, you know, just for size, they're so iconic?’ BAM! A flash technicolour moment. Judy comes back as her younger self … moreover as the sweet, self-effaced, polite Dorothy dressed in her spotless gingham dress… Judy had been wearing a creased silk, off the shoulder evening dress and pearls: ‘Oh yes! Says Judy/Dorothy all southernly, blustery, [that kid had the dynamics of a tornado in her throat]  '…why of course, of course.’ So, we slip off our shoes and swap them over. Laughing as Judy squeezes into my Nike trainers.  The Ruby-Slippers are soon on my feet, a size too big, …but divine , I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. I cry ‘Oh Dorothy … Don’t please…! [I think Judy is about to cry, again] Please don’t believe in friendship, luck. Don't believe in love either. Honestly, don’t give a fuck. [Judy looks rattled, sad as fuck] Believe me there isn't anyone who cares. I don't - most of all. Think for a second… ['ve really warmed to my monologue] think how the good witch Glinda warned you… ‘ Keep the power of the slippers to yourself…’ she cautioned you Dorothy. NO Judy, don’t look at me like that, don't give me that look of consternation. The Ruby-Slippers are all I ever wanted.  And, now they're on my feet.

…Fuck-off.’

Judy’s face, dropped-dead. I pushed old Judy faghag from my floorspace   … I swirl to the upbeat tempo of Lizzo's latest hit, clicked my heels, sashay through the throng of dancing men: NEWSFLASH … The young and unaccompanied take precedence on the dancefloor, bitch.  

#february 3 #2023

[writer59january13]

Chief garbage taster as fifth grade Halloween gag

at Henry Kline Boyer Elementary School

interestingly enough landed me a grubhub grab bag.

I rooted thru poetry anthology of mine,

and came across an unpublished poem

by one obscure poet (me), whose trademark

wit and wisdom hallmark

cardinal characteristics

of posthumous fame and fortune

largesse most likely

tabby bestowed upon grand kittens -

appended courtesy Facebook

since none of my two (both

twenty something aged) darling daughters

opted to be fruitful and multiply.

Courtesy brainchild of dear old dad

(actually when alive

and in his prime, he happened to be spunky

as an overgrown lad),

unanimous assent between him and mother

(she also when young, his junior by a tad)

both agreed their quiet natured son

(yours truly plus younger sister)

best be outfitted as rubbish.

Anyway, as a Halloween costume,

one year during early grade school,

my father got the brilliant idea

for his sole son to be dressed

with one of a kind getup.

Missus Shaner – long since gone to dust

(the talon clawed, shriveled

relic of a dinosaur,

who taught fifth grade)

gave me first prize,

and subsequently felt so convinced

about authenticity of this kid

being “privileged white trash”,

she notified another kid

dressed as a janitor

to dispense with me

in the school dumpster.

The sanitation disposal company

drove me (and subsequently

dumped yours truly

among the real rubbish

in the dumpster)

to nearest landfill

loaded with all kinds of junk

such as food scraps, recyclables,

and soiled diapers.

Over a short span of time,

the detritus commingled

into one noxious brew

of a despicable fly haven,

whereby jiggling lifelike maggots,

jumpstarted, lunched, and nursed putrescence

re: reeking and teeming vibrantly

with yum zuck for a swamp thing,

I seemed to be metamorphosed

into sewer rat as if by some cruel hoax.

Nothing prepared, neither sickened

nor violated senses

of smell, sight, taste, and touch

to the maximum factor

intolerant of odoriferous odious stench.

Each pestilential assault

issued an appalling refrain

courtesy Fiona Apple's:

The Idler Wheel Is Wiser

than the Driver of the Screw

and Whipping Cords Will Serve You

More than Ropes Will Ever Do.

Before mine myopic bespectacled eyes

(smarting from constant comet drubbing irritants

(which glasses – rather bifocals –

caked with smudge good as naught),

stayed wide shut from inundation

of said corrosive gaseous shaped

oxbow lake comprising wreath like wisps.

Liberty vis a vis in sight

envisioned visibly threatened offshoots

of tendril spikes; snaking sneakily,

sordidly slithering silently,

yet straightaway as a scene

from some spooky sideshow

or “haunted house”.

This ugly slop

splashed upon mine formerly

pristine academic uniform

appeared near identical

to the grub hub (the lunch lady served)

splattered sundry speckles

sans sundry detritus,

which found me writhing with nausea.

Thee nasty muck and mire

found this formerly introverted boy

transformed into a sponge bobbing

squarely panting creature

from the black lagoon,

whose skinny sea legs

sought semi-solid surface

to stand upright position amidst

variegated flotsam and jetsam.

Dishabille appearance acquired

a fresh splattered coat of rancid slimy

green eggs and ham with bacon

covered gangly arms

(among other bit pieces of moldy clothes,

food and iconic library oddment)

ricocheted unpredictably as trash truck

violently shook up and down

all night long en route on this highway to hell

found me thunderstruck

(before being buried alive in Moyer’s Dump),

which toxic brew would be declared

a SuperFund Site

and shuttered in the near future.

Once Robert Hall wardrobe

affixed with a capital one fancy feast

of grateful dead roadkill,

kickstarter from some automotive contraption,

and plenti of fish heads

(with thine spongy bobbing square pants

trimmed with lovely bones),

I felt indistinguishable

from regular riffraff riding shotgun.

When random trucker parked and stopped,

the awful bin laden made ready

to empty contents within the mountain

of olfactory noxious material.

A thought occurred,

that now might be the golden

(or rather gook steeped) opportunity

to extricate myself

from morass of mish mashed,

spud nicked mine

linkedin kindled juggernaut,

icky first class bric a brac.