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snippit-crickit · 1 month
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what were the techniques/brushes you use for the armadillo studies? I love the like, stippled and chromatic aberration effect
AY! Here are my resources! I used some canvas brushes i think... but to be fair its just some random textured brushes, i tried using whatever:] Most of them come from the Lynn Chenn pack
heres the raster/print effect i used on the first illustration with em! I think this is what youre looking for when youre reffering to the stippled/chromatic abberation effect!
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leclerced · 4 months
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Back with more things I think are canon in Charlie's and his ange's friendship.
If he is out with her and anyone tries flirting with her he gets rid of them immediatly (even if lando and oscar are nit there he has got their backs)
One time Angel really can't attend the gp because she really has to be at uni so Charles goes to landoscars room and practically forces them to do masks with him because Angel's not there to do it. After they send her cute selfies of all 3 of them with masks on.
He helps her get more comfy with sexuality. In the sense of maybe when lando and oscar bring something new up and she gets shy abt it, she can't help but overthink abt that and Charles can tell smth is up so in the end she confides in him and he helps her understand that trying things it's ok and that she knows that they would stop the moment she says she doesn't like smth.
In the begining angel was getting quite a lot of hate for her closeness with Charles, we all know how fangirls are but he immediatly cut it all out and made a statement on how he will take action against anyone and everyone that has smth bad to say abt her.
He is one of the few people she is comfortable to let be touchy with her besides her boyfriends( like even when she gets into one of her headspaces)
They don't fight! Nope! Charles will not allow and can't stand to see her sad so they don't fight (also he finds anything she does perfect so why would they even fight)
When exams are coming up for her he does little cards with questions related to the subject she has to study and quizes her (he has no ideea what the questins or answers even mean but she is responding accordingly so he is amazed at his little genius friend)
Gets her a pair of custom made pants just like his (we all know what pants I am reffering) and then she styles an outfit for both of them that includes the pants so they can take photos togheter.
His phone is full of candid photos of her.
As he can't cook she almost always invites him to join her and Landoscar for dinner since she learned to cook things that fit their diets.
At the Monaco GP angel is wearing his number all race weekend, is always by his side, hypes him up and cheers for him( Lando and Oscar also are really supportive and wish their friend to win his home race even tho they are and need to be more lowkey abt it due to media duties)
She is just sunshine and he is sunshine protector
Oh how I love writing this but I will stop again for now cuz this is really long <3
thank u for this i read it at work and it got me thru the day. i love these sm 🫶🏻
i love the idea of angel trying to get charles a gf so they’re going out to clubs in monaco and she’s pointing out pretty girls that are his type. every time he leaves her alone some guy tries flirting with him, to the point he starts bringing her with him to flirt so no one will approach her. the women he flirts with sometimes find it annoying when he approaches with a woman and expects a threesome proposal, and then he’s like “sorry my friend will be harassed if i leave her alone so she is my wingwoman” and they’re endeared by his protectiveness over her and instantly like him, plus he’s hot as hell and his voice is like honey. so they don’t mind a little extra company, especially when the woman isn’t even flirting with him, like he’s arguably the hottest guy in the club and she has no interest. plus angel hyping him the hell up to any woman they talk to when charles leaves to fetch drinks.
angel being asleep while they’re doing face masks so she wakes up to the images and responds with a video of her getting ready for the day, from skin care routine to picking out her outfit, making breakfast.
after the first time they talk about sex and angel realizes she can trust him, she goes to him a lot to ask if he’s ever done it and what it was like, especially if her boyfriends haven’t. she doesn’t like going into things blind, she seeks knowledge about everything and that doesn’t include her boyfriend’s ideas. he always reassures her that they love her too much to hurt her and she has safe words for a reason and she should never be afraid of using them. charles tells her about his hookups or past relationships to reassure her of trying new things. charles is perfect at reassuring her of anything.
charles will defend angel to the ends of the earth!! it’s part of why oscar and lando like him so much, because anyone else might enjoy the rumors but he’s quick to stomp them out.
charles deffo gives great hugs and the best cuddles, he’s her go-to person for comfort when her bfs aren’t there. he’s always petting her hair or her back when they cuddle. she’d ask him to tell her fairytales when she wants to lay on him for a nap, he’d be all smiley and cute like “oh you want a bedtime story for your nap? okay mon ange. my maman told me this one all the time as a kid.”
angel and charles never have disagreements, if they do have any, it’s definitely over fashion and they agree to disagree or charles agrees with angel only because she has a better fashion record than he so he trusts her more.
he’s trying to pronounce the words on the flashcards and is stumbling over the big ones and she finishes the word and answers the question and he’s just like, “how’d you know what i was trying to say? i butchered that.”
she knits them matching tops that go with the pants!!
lets be honest they both have sm candids of each other and if she has social media which i think as a fashion girlie she needs to, she posts charles in every photo dump and vice versa.
she has an entire cookbook of tried and true recipes that she found and altered to fit their diets and every night that isn’t a date night charles is at their house for dinner. he brings wine and dessert and good conversation every time. after people find out about the food she cooks from the three men talking about it constantly, it turns into dinners party with a rotating guest book. they do them once a week when they’re home, and throughout the year when they can make time to get home and host. depending on who is in town, there’s different people. charles is at almost all of them. fans love them bc they get fed sm content from peoples photo dumps from the night.
lando and oscar getting second and third to charles’s win in monaco and she’s waiting with his team to congratulate him, lando and charles are confused where their gf is until they see her being hauled over the barrier by charles and they’re running over to his team to get their gf. mclaren team wanting to congratulate their boys but they want their girlfriends praise more.
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stonyoongi · 2 years
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➙ part one
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WARNINGS: physical aggression, self-deprecating thoughts, reader is lonely, isolation, toxic relationship, self mutilation, emotional dependence, jungkook is a really disturbed guy. i'm sorry I forgot something :((((
TAGLIST: @mwitsmejk @outro-kook @lolitaj
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You reality liked Ms Jeon, she seems what people usually reffer to as a good person. She was kind, said you would always be welcome in her house and she even complimented your clothes. You were internally sad as you said goodbye to her, as you would really like to spend more time with her and maybe, also with her son. You liked Jungkook too, he seemed nice. You could be friends, he was looking at you when he got out of the car that morning.
"See you later, Jungkook?" are the first words that come out of your mom's lips when you walk through the front door.
"I was just trying to be nice," you take a deep breath, before turning back to her with a small smile. The last thing you want is to annoy her. "You told me to be nice to the new neighbors," you justifies yourself once again.
"I know, but not with that boy!", she closes the distance between you. "When you told me you were a couple with kids, I was expecting girls!"
"He's my age, and you say I'm a kid, so I thought.." the slap that follows prevents you from finishing your sentence.
"Are you questioning me?!", her voice sounds indignant. "Yeah, you brat, I know what I said, but you know the rules well", one of her hands goes to your neck, where she squeezes without any fear and you don't react. It's not like any physical punishment from her has a big effect on you, but the intention to hurt you in some way is what really hurts you. You hate yourself for making your mother angry, when all she does is protect you. "You know the misfortunes that boy will bring to our lives if you let him, Y/N, so keep your distance. I won't repeat it."
"Alright Mom, I'm sorry," you've probably forced the thousandth smile since you woke up. "It won't happen again, I promise."
"Go to your room and don't leave until I tell you to."
You like being in your room and you like everything about it. It's the only place where you feel free to be yourself, without fear of breaking one of your mother's thousands of rules, where you can really relax. There is no key to the door, but your mother always knocks before entering and you are grateful for that. You are grateful for many things. You usually read some book, obviously selected by your mother, study or write in your diary. You also have a sewing machine, with which you make your own clothes based on descriptions of what the young ladies in the books wear.
You are about to go to your bookshelf to choose something to pass the time, when you notice something in the window. It's Jungkook, he's doing something in one of those shiny boxes people call a computer, you've never approached one, but it looks like fun. The expression on his face is one of pure displeasure, as he quickly presses several buttons and probably scolds someone inside, you see his lips moving. Before you can peek any further, the sound of knocking on the door gains your attention. Is your mother about to fight you again?
"Come in," you quickly close the curtains. She would be disappointed if she found out who your new window neighbor is.
"Hey Y/N", much to your relief, it's Kim Jisoo. Your first, only and best friend.
You met when you were 5 years old, it was Jisoo's mother, the realtor who closed the deal with your mother to buy this house. You became close quickly and Ms. Kim made a point of always bringing her daughter when possible to play with you, as she felt sorry for how lonely you always were. As you grew up, Jisoo kept visiting you on her own. She is the one who brings you news from the outside world, who explains to you about new technologies, things that are popular among people your age. She is also your confidant, to whom you tell things that happen and cannot write in your journal.
You don't understand what makes her so nice to you. Jisoo is a pretty, friendly girl, the type that everyone wants to be around, as she is a good friend. She doesn't have to, but she still insists on coming to see you at least once a week. She is also so fun and funny, she has a kind of charm that makes people like her. Even your mother sympathizes with the girl, so much so that she is the only person allowed in yourr house. You know that she receives a different child from you, that she attends school, has several other friends, travels on vacation and also uses a computer.
You kind of envy her perfect life sometimes, but you know you're partly to blame for living in such a different way. You don't go to school out of fear, you know people wouldn't like a freak like you. You can't even eat the amount of a normal person
"I like your dress, you have talent," she compliments sitting on the edge of your bed. "You could be a stylist, you know?"
"Thanks Soo, I can make one for you"
"I would love!"
It's the first time you've spontaneously smiled since you woke up this morning. The idea of ​​designing and sewing clothes for people enchants you, but it's just a distant dream, since you would have to go to people, but you can't even leave the house.
"So you have new neighbors?" you confirm with a nod. "Have you met them?" your head moves once more.
You are lying side by side on your bed, staring into each other's faces. You like this position.
"Mom made a pie and we took us to them earlier, an adult woman and her son. He's our age," you explains.
"Oh, a boy?", a smile full of ulterior motives forms on her lips and you know what comes next. "What is he like? Is he pretty? Come on, tell me!" her excitement is contagious and suddenly you start talking as excited as she is.
"His name is Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook.", you like his name. "He's quite tall, black hair and.." you try to remember more of his characteristics. "Oh, of course, and he also has some earrings in both of his ears, just like you."
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“Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck,” he curses, slamming both fists into the wooden stand. Keyboard was too expensive to break like that, although he's really pissed off for his third straight loss in yet another game.
He blames the idiot in his duo for getting in his way instead of helping him. He blames his mother, for being so irritating and coming to bother with this business of getting out of the room a little and getting in the way. He blames you too, for not getting out of his fucking head and ruining his concentration.
He feels the mattress sag as he throws himself on the bed, cell phone in hand. A proud smile forms on his lips as he checks his notifications, and damn, there are 58 missed calls from the same number and 347 new messages. He knows very well who it is, even if it's an unknown number.
When opening the chat, he notices some photos and videos between messages, he clicks on a 37 second file. There's a still forearm, then the image of a trembling hand holding a kind of blade, used to draw on the skin. The first letters are JJK and he knows they are his initials, then a heart, followed by the letters CS, which stands for Cassie Smith, his ex-girlfriend.
'How stupid are women', he thinks, rolling his eyes and glancing at the other images, not bothering to read the messages. He knows that in the end it's all "please come back", "I'm sorry, forgive me", "I miss you, where are you?" Her insistence both irritates and amuses him. There are photos taken in a mirror, sexy poses in beautiful lingerie, others of a face in tears, videos of the girl masturbating, audios with desperate screams.
He met Cassie in high school, they became friends and soon things developed into a relationship. She was too good, too clingy, too needy. The ease she provided for Jungkook to manipulate her made everything boring, she made him too bored and he broke up with her, but to his surprise, from there things started to get really fun.
Cassie threatened to get hurt and instead of trying to help her in any way, Jungkook only encouraged her to commit such acts to satisfy his own sadistic desires. Why bother looking for this kind of weirdness on the internet, when there's someone willing to do whatever he wants exclusively for him? Jungkook wasn't stupid, so he made everything look like she was the crazy one, who wouldn't leave him alone and tried to get him back through blackmail.
"Poor Jungkook, goddamn crazy slut!" was what everyone said.
"please seek help and leave me alone"
He sends the message and blocks contact, when another thought pops into his head: you. He knows you can and will make him feel better than Cassie did.
He goes to the window to find out what you were doing, but is disappointed to find the damn curtain hiding the inside of your room. Damn it!
He picks up his phone again and goes to the gallery, where he's created an album dedicated to you, called "Angel." In it is just the photo he took the day before, but he intends to photograph more and more of you. He clicks on the photo and uses it as the basis for the whole plot he creates in his own head.
He'd sneak into your room, you'd be in that same position writing in that notebook, too distracted to notice his presence, then he'd lock the door before sneaking up on you and then... Aggressive knocking on the door.
"Jungkook, come to dinner!", he huffs, it's his stepfather.
He wants so badly to get rid of this guy.
"You want to break the fucking door? I'm not deaf, I'm on my way!" he growls, angry at the interruption.
"Don't use that kind of language with your father, Jeon Jungkook! Apologize immediately", is now his mother. Excellent.
He stands up abruptly and walks to the door in order to unlock it, when he opens it he sees the two with unhappy expressions.
"He's not my fucking father, stop saying that shit!" Jungkook yells close to his mother's face, before slamming the door and locking it again, leaving the couple baffled.
He picks up his headphones and goes back to lie down, completely ignoring the reprimands on the other side of the door. He doesn't give a damn.
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harperonni · 1 year
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NSR Oc’s!! here we go lads!! I’m gonna put more info about them under read more bc asdfg I just wanna yell about them! might even open up to questions about them bc I just would love love to share more omg, so feel free to ask about them if you like Also all three are trans and very queer
Left to right: Valli Styrene
She/Her, 29, trans, lesbian
Tattoo artist. Farah was one of her first customers, and her popularity rocketed after she did EVE’s thigh tattoo.
Only has one tattoo, as she’s a big perfectionist. She has lots of ideas on what she’d like, but just can’t seem to follow through on them
Often goes to EVE’s art gallaries when she can. She studied Fine art at uni, though dropped out the course on her last year. Took her a lot of retail jobs and apprenticeships before she got to where she is now. 
Fangs run in the family, but she’s not a vampire. 
Her favourite animals are actually snakes. She has a pet Ball python (despite the place where they’re renting having a no pets policy) and her name is Carmilla
Still paints from time to time, likes using gouache the most.
Farah Sol
They/She, 36, Non-binary, Pansexual
Comes from a biiigg family. Two mums, five siblings, and now five nieces/nephews. Is very close to their family, and frequently visits home (Valli and Speckle have been brought into the familly circle too, given how the three live togehter and had been friends since meeting at uni).
NSR artist - ElectroSwing (Still unsure if they have a district in the future, like if they get that popular. Maybe, only because it would be fun to imagine asdfg) 
They’re also a semi-successful author, though they go by a pseudonym (Sol Bacho) because they want their books to be read becuase they’re good, not because they’re an NSR artist. Some of their best sellers include: Vinyl City, a music foundation, RETDEX: What once was, and  Stars Aline (a romance they honestly hadn’t expected to get popular lol)
Adores cats. If she could have cats in their no pet house they would not hesitate. For now though, she goes to DJ SS’s house and snuggles his cats instead lol
(also kinda shipped them with DJ Subatomic as a joke but now it’s not a joke help)
Speckle Darling
He/Him, 35, Trans, Gay
Architect, has worked outside and in Vinyl city and over saw some of the more lived in areas, (as in, homes where people could live lol) and if I decide Farah’s a charter with their own district, is def the man Farah hires to help design their district.
Arcitecture and DIY is this mans passion! He will talk hours over the differences and imporatnace of specific window panes. 
He also relaxes with simulator games, like the sims (this man would only ever build houses, he never plays with any actual families). He would also unironically enjoy truck simulator too. He’s a simple man with simple pleasures.
He uses a cane to help walk, primarily with his left foot which is robotic. He was born without his left leg, and didn’t really get his first prosthetic until his teens years.
Is a single and divorced dad, too. Maybe a year after Farah becomes a charter, there’s a celebration on one of Farah’s songs being a big hit. Speckle drank too much and woke up in another city, married to a guy he didn’t know. The two enjoyed eachothers company, but decided to divorce. Speckle heads home, vowing to not drink again after all that happened. Three weeks later he finds out hes pregnant, and decides to keep the baby. Then, Sandi Darling was born
He adores his daughter so much, and Farah and Valli are co-godparents to Sandi. They’re reffered to as Aunt Far, and aunt Val
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skybristle · 3 months
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FINALLY I HAVE ALL OF THESE CUNTS NAMED. i made a like 10 iterator local group [Echoing Strife] with dear mutual @arti-cat !!!!!!! its crazy !! most of them were born like yesteday so no designs but im gonna dump about them. the whole theme of their group is they're based on the echoes /their monolouges. also some ancients that are important [more info under cut]. rb and comment on my ramblings boy
Metropolis: Clawing at the 'Clouds' [senior] [he/him] Sky Islands: A Second of 'Silence' [they/them] Wall/Silent Construct: Relentless Earthly Cacophony ['Rec'] [any/all] Chimney Canopy: Three Binding 'Feathers' [he/she/aer] Shoreline: A Precipice of a 'Promise' [she/it] Shaded Citadel: Seeing Past 'Ichor' [he/him] Subterranean: Solitude of Uncovered 'Omens' [they/it] Undergrowth: [Undisclosed] 'Vex'ing Desires [he/ve] Farm Arrays: Joyful Envision of Tranquility ['Jet'] [he/him] Bitter Aerie: From the 'Depths' to the Heavens [they/any] + Ancients: A Thousand Flakes of 'Dust', One Resolute Cause [she/her] Tangled 'Kestrel', Clawing Desperately [they/she] Cacophony's Caw, 'Crows' Descend [he/him] [child] 'Cardinal' Descending from Afar [he/him] [child] 'Wrens' Hopping, Blissful Eve [she/her] [BABY]
clouds: no talk him he angy. once again one of my seniors sucks at their fucking job. theres a fire in his heart filled with cancers and poppy tarts /ref hes gonna fuck everything up as soon as shit goes wrong. he gets therapy from a cat though. go shitty lesbians go. sometimes reffered to as claw demeaningly
silence: Old Man /silly . they are the mediator and are very concerned with their younger iterators. ends up really fucking things up with the constant fighting between vex and omens [ill get to that] and vex maybe explodes them [silence has a very weak structure to begin with]. oh also silence can overhear echos. hehehehe
rec: haha dumb IDIOT gave himself the rot!!!! she kind of did it when she was young and dumb and has come to really regret it, but chooses to use the remaining time he has building a better life for the creatures around him rather than concern himself with his infection and past mistakes, much to the dismay of its fellow iterators
feathers: silly little guy!!! had a crush on one of aer techs [kestrel] and grew very close to them. maybe cried like a little bitch when she managed to sneak her kids [crow & cardinal [wren probably wasnt born yet]] down there when she couldnt find someone to babysit. imagine having an iterator be ur nini to help you with your homework . its really silly to me. Sure Hope Mass Ascension Doesn't Ruin Everything! [feathers bioengineers scugs like them to Cope. it does not help]
promise: just kind of bitter and angry. it did so much work for its city, gave up everything, all for nothing at all. just for her to be abandoned in the chase for ascension. accidentally pingpongs vex's beliefs REALLY TERRIBLY while shes just kind of awkward about it because she doesnt like omens on principle but doesnt side with vir either
ichor: funny little guy . loved by his citizens. Knew about the mass ascension before it happened but didnt tell anyone so everyone [especially feathers] is really really fucking pissed at him. oops king.
omens: def the most devoted to ascension and the problem, while also studying past civilizations and Grand Cycles. viewed mass ascension as a good thing and is happy their creators moved on. watches vex spiral in Real Time and is kind of freaked out. theyre somewhat conjoined [not as much as moon&pebbs but they share a lot of systems particularly their comms arrays] which led to lots of fighting between them Constantly only driving them deeper into hatred and resentment. theres only a certain point when omens actually becomes Scared of him, however....
vex: ohhh you mentally ill little boy. fairly normal until Dust [the leader of a very violent and large anti-ascension movement] corrupted him as his mentor. uh. ve likes to believe it was beneficial and 'enlightened' vir but really it just turned him into an angry person, especially when mass ascension happened and dust got ascended which only cemented his beliefs. fights a fuckton with omens and believes in the holiness of the cycle. very unbecoming of an iterator. sure hope he doesnt do anything terrible!
jet: built at sea, collapsed due to a great flood/tsunami before mass ascension. believed to be dead and very distant from the group, they were a source of a lot of drama. hes actually alive though! he was built with Some waterproof measures in mind so hes functioning to an extent down there. in yuri we trust [with depths]
depths: originally built as spectacle + as a lighthouse to work alongside jet, but jet collapsed before they were completeted. oops. feels very hollow and purposeless, until a messenger from the sea shows up with a pearl . otherwise depths is very distant from the group [mainly distance and poor comms] and also when trying to learn about jets clouds found it insensitive with the wound being 'too fresh' and kind of exploded on them. woops.
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mattyalwayssmokesweed · 11 months
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What makes you think Arya is going to be queen in the north?
A lot of things actually. This is going to be long.
First of all, in the first book, Ned tells Arya:
"You," Ned said, kissing her lightly on the brow, "will marry a king and rule his castle, and your sons will be knights and princes and lords and, yes, perhaps even a High Septon." — Eddard V, A Game of Thrones
I always thought that was significant, especially because then she tells Sansa, who at that moment was betrothed to an actual prince, this:
“Sweet one,” her father said gently, “listen to me. When you’re old enough, I will make you a match with a high lord who’s worthy of you, someone brave and gentle and strong.” — Sansa III, A Game of Thrones
It could be nothing, really; to be honest, it could just be Ned trying to make his daughters feel better in the best way he could, but I still find it strange how it was exchanged between the sisters; Sansa will be betrothed to a Lord, and Arya to a Prince— it feels a little too much like foreshadowing. The Sansa part is more understandable because there’s only one Prince at the moment (well, two counting Tommen but he’s a bastard Baratheon, so of course he’s out of the equation just like Joffrey was), but then why would Ned say Arya will marry a prince, when it’s clear he has no intention of betrothing his daughters to the king’s sons?
Maybe because she is going to be crowned queen, and whoever she marries will be a king. How can she be crowned, if she’s in Essos currently training to be a Faceless Man?
That takes me to Lady Stoneheart, who Arya saved when she warged into Nymeria. Arya technically brought her mother back using her connection to her direwolf, and Beric Dondarrion gave her the kiss of life— so the gods decided to accept the exchange between Beric and Catelyn’s lives, but why? Because they (or R'hllor, more likely) are angry at the Freys for breaking the guest right, which is reffered to as a sacred law. If we take into consideration the story Bran is told about the Rat Cook, then we know the gods don’t like it when the guest right is broken, which to me means they brought Catelyn back to avenge everyone who had broken that sacred law— that’s why Lady Stoneheart is so vengeful even though she’s only been brought back once (she was dead for more time, I know, but still) in comparison to Beric, who only really suffered from memory lost and losing himself after six times being revived by Thoros of Myr, Catelyn came back even worse, which makes me believe she’s being used as a weapon by the gods, who are angry at the Freys.
Now, Lady Stoneheart, in the last time we see her, has Robb’s crown
In [Lady Stoneheart’s] hands was a crown, a bronze circlet ringed by iron swords. She was studying it, her fingers stroking the blade as if to test their sharpness. Her eyes glimmered under her hood. — Brienne VIII, A Feast for Crows
She’s holding onto that crown both for sentimental reasons (it belonged to her firstborn) and as a reminder of what the Freys did to her family. But I think she’s waiting for one of her children to appear. Now this is pure speculation, but I think Catelyn knows somehow her children are alive— maybe she met with Ned and Robb in the afterlife (is that how George calls Heaven? I can’t remember lol) and realized none of her other children are there except for Robb.
Now, even if that’s not true because it’s speculation, Catelyn is aware that Sansa was “de-legitimized” by Robb on his official will:
"A king must have an heir. If I should die in my next battle, the kingdom must not die with me. By law Sansa is next in line of succession, so Winterfell and the north would pass to her." His mouth tightened. "To her, and her lord husband. Tyrion Lannister. I cannot allow that. I will not allow that. That dwarf must never have the north." — Catelyn V, A Storm of Swords
So Sansa is no longer the next in line of succession because Robb “took her out” of the will, in a way. So who’s next, now that Robb’s heir, Jon, is also dead? And yes, we all know Melisandre is bringing him back, but between Jon and Arya who Catelyn would choose as the next ruler of the North?
Lady Stoneheart is waiting for one of her children to come to her so she can crown them, and given the connection Arya has with the Riverlands and that both Rickon and Bran are far away. If Rickon is smuggled by Davos, he’d be taken to White Harbor and presented to Wyman Manderly, which isn’t in anyway close to where the Brotherhood without Banners is; Bran is too busy being a tree. That only leaves us Arya.
Why do I think Arya is going to be crowned? Her direwolf is the alpha of a pack of wolves in the Riverlands; the Brotherhood without Banners knows Arya and would support her claim; Brienne and Jaime swore to protect the Stark sisters… it all comes together to Arya being queen, with Brienne and Jaime as part of her Queensguard, and the BwB as her army (and if Edric Dayne ever shows up, I believe he would also support her claim). She will be crowned in the Inn of the Kneeling Man, where the last King in the North, Torrhen Stark, kneeled to Aegon the Conqueror.
I don’t think it’s going to last, however— Arya might like or dislike being queen, we don’t know, but she would give the crown to either of her brothers (Jon, Bran or Rickon) without question. But I think it’s important that Arya, as Queen, leaves the northmen to take back Winterfell and for her to stay there until either one of her siblings comes back— which probably will be Jon since he’s the closest, but maybe it’ll be Rickon once Wyman hears the northmen have taken Winterfell with Arya as their queen. (Wishful thinking again, but we may even get an Arya and Rickon reunion in White Harbor and have the two siblings leaving the armies as queen and king)
Now, how will Arya get to the Riverlands if she’s in the House of Black and White training with the Faceless Men? I think there’s going to be big fallout between Arya and the Faceless Men, which will make Arya go back to Westeros and seek out Nymeria, and maybe even Gendry and the BwB in the last place she saw them. And if she hears her mother is back, she’s going to go look for her. Let’s remember this:
That night she went to sleep thinking of her mother, and wondering if she should kill the Hound in his sleep and rescue Lady Catelyn herself. — Arya XII, A Storm Of Storms
And this:
It was her mother she wanted, not her mother's sister. — Arya XII, A Storm of Swords
We are reminded constantly that Arya loves her mother. If she had the change to see her again, she’ll take it in a heartbeat. And once they meet again, Catelyn will crown her. Also:
"In that one she was always looking for her mother, stumbling through a wasted land of mud and blood and fire. It was always raining in that dream, and she could hear her mother screaming, but a monster with a dog’s head would not let her go save her." — Cat of the Canals, A Feast for Crows
Could be about the Red Wedding and Arya’s guilt for not being able to stop the Freys for murdering her family (which is obviously not her fault— she was just a kid and there was nothing she could’ve done), but it could also foreshadow their reunion.
So yeah, I believe Arya going to be Queen in the North, if not permanently. But I do think she’s going to take back Winterfell and kill the Boltons, especially when we know this:
Dressing her in grey and white serves no good if the girl is left to sob. The Freys may not care, but the northmen… they fear the Dreadfort, but they love the Starks. — The Turncloak, A Dance with Dragons
And:
What do you think passes through their heads when they hear the new bride weeping? Valiant Ned's precious little girl. — The Turncloak, A Dance with Dragons
The Northmen will help Arya and support her claim as Queen in the North is they discover Ramsay married a girl who was pretending to be Arya. I believe that would be the final push that would make them raise arms against the Boltons and go to Arya to help the Stark girl take back her home and her name, which Ramsay took from her and gave it to someone else.
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passed some ocs through the ~break!! character creator matrix~ and out came new characters
Naught Lisron - elf alchemist from the Wistful Dark, currently settled in Taaga, studying the effects of wyrm blood as additives Rigis Lisron - bio-mechanoid found and reactivated by Naught in his travels, was adopted by him as his son, and is now working as a courier along the Pride Coast. made from sky steel, he hovers slightly. wears a wig to try and look less scary Zain Reffere - young elf samurai from House Reffere of the Holy Isles. a lot of expectations weight on her Amae & Ellie Amil - two rai-neko (stretching the definition of "cat-like" to include lions) sisters living in Nyanko. Amae does odd-jobs, mostly lifting heavy things, and Ellie is training as an oldtech mechanic
Nȳon - gruun travelling bard, just living his life day to day. he's more scrawny than others of his kind, and often find himself out of food for a couple o' days Zaza - mundymutt (afghan hound) trying to cut herself a slice of No-Folk Land with the help of her loyal crew. partially controls tobacco trade in the region Darla - unhinged old lady otherworlder who kinda lost it trying to find a way back home Varitas - tenebrate bright witch from Galvanus who's maybe just on the edge of burnout
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moonvis · 3 months
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Hello <3
I thought it was time for a little blog/life update for those who're interested. I've had this blog for a few years now, and have been inactive for the last two years after I suddenly went m.i.a.
I went inactive due to my interest in writing and marvel increased. After Endgame came out, things started changing. My favourite characters died or went old (reffering to you Steve).
Scrolling trough tumblr og writing fiction was always an escape from reality. Whenever I needed to get away due to stess, anxiety or you name it, I found comfort in the alternative reality I could write for myself.
Then life got more busy (and better) and I didn't find the time to write anymore. With the lack of motivation, and the feeling of beeing too busy to prioritize writing, I stopped.
Writing is supposed to be fun, an escape, not stressful. I was studying back then, which I still do, and friends and school became my top priorit. My new friends especially, became my biggest source of joy.
Here I am today, two years older and suddenly back. I'm not sure what broguht me back here, or what qickstarted my marvel obsession again, but it give me such great joy!
I will admit that I have been sick for a while, and I'm feeling alot of stress over it (but it's nothing serious, so don't worry <3). That might be some of the reason for my return on tumblr. I also have an amazing boyfriend that is helping me trough everyhing, so for that I'm very greatful. I'm not the best at listening to my body when it's tired, and that comes back to kick me in the face sometimes.
Therefore, I've been having a break from school and friends this week to just relax and recover. It has given me time to publish two new fics in three days.
It felt good to write again to be honest. I've noticed that I've gotten better at it. Especially the way I formulate my words, english isn't my first language. It's inspiring to feel this love for writing again, and I'm thinking of writing original short stories.
Even though I'm back right now, I don't know how long that will last. Just let me assure you that I'm in the mood to read and write at the moment, so something more will come! I am also pretty sure I'll write for Bucky and Sam when new content comes out trough Marvel Studios.
Anyways, this text got longer than planned, but I felt like I should explain my dissapearance. Especially since those I used to follow before, who were active when I was, seems to be inactive now. It's kind of sad to see, but that's how it is I guess.
I just wanted to write a short message to those blogs, even if they won't see it: Thank you for making my time on tumblr so great! It was lovely being part of the community when the old Avengers were roaming our cinemas. I'll forever cherish those memories.
I also want to say thank you to all my followers, old and new. Every new follower bring me such joy! And I'm so happy to see people still read Steve Rogers fics <3
I also want to thank everyone that has liked, commented, reblogged or just scrolled trough my blog. I appreciate all support and love I've been given. This blog will forever stay, and I hope you enjoy it!
With all this being said, if you're still here, thank you for reading.
Xx Mari
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shimadadoctor · 7 months
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How do you do to draw mecha so well ?? Like your mephone or mepad designs ? I'm struggling to do my own design of them I can draw robot stuff TwT
OKAY SO THIS WILL SOUND FUNNY BUT I FIRST LEARNED TO DRAW MECHA FROM FNAF SINCE I WATCH IT LIKE since 2014
BUT FOR BEST REFFERENCE I RECOMMEND LOOKING AT AND STUDYING PORTAL 2 BLUE PRINTS!!
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arterartthings · 5 months
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Pre-War Arcee concept
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Combination of idea I had flying around in my head:
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I really like this Arcee prototype for the ‚86 movie, but the current is definitely more iconic. It would be still sad tho for still good design to go to waste.
Also I like the idea from IDW comics that Arcee is a trans lesbian. I did not however the circumstances in which she was nonconsensually transitioned (fuck you Furman). Even the retcons were very meh.
So I came up with something more interesting and cohesive for her backstory:
Arcee’s Pre-war Bio
Arcee was originally forged as a male transfomer. He was however characterized by much leaner frame than most male bots. Originally, he was studying as a nurse bot in Prohitex Medical Mechanics University, but dropped out on second year due to overhelming stress tied with nurse’s position.
Instead, he applied for position as communications officer. He was also taking interest in sharphooting, but due to his not very practical frame he started considering modifying it to be more practical. Arcee also started realizing at the time that he might not be really „he”, but „she”.
Shortly before the war, Arcee underwent the frame rebuilding procedures, not only making the frame more practical for sharphooting, but also changing now her identity to Arcee we all know and love today. And she’s pretty happy with that too.
btw, sorry for reffering to Arcee as „him” here. I just wanted you to avoid potential confusion
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podraje · 5 months
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It's my 26th birthday today 🥹 bye, bye nice paycheck, hello paying taxes 😔
Since my birthday used to be a very depressing day for me ever since I turned 20, and it's not any more (the growth, hello?), I want to make a post summarizing the 25th year of my life.
Positive things that happened in my 25th year of life:
I got a stable job. A nice one. Close to what I studied in Uni, so I might say, that I'm almost working in my profession. But most importantly the workplace is nice, the people are very human, the paycheck is (or at least was, gonna see if I get equalization [?]) pretty good.
Reffering to getting that job - I've learnt so much this year! Also, I had the opportunity to travel to some places I've never been to before. Very nice.
I've read 26 (or 27?) books since last November. That's a nice upgrade, since I used to only read, like 10 books a year.
I didn't give up on writing, even tho I had a very hard time this year. I figured out some stuff around structure. I totally scrapped the 3rd chapter, since I won't be doing this person pov (and for the longest time I thought I would). I re-wrote the entire 1st and 2nd chapter.
I got excited about my story again! Or I think I did.
I got my boyfriend to go on a trip with me! Juhu. (He very much likes to spend time at home, and I really want to see stuff around the world. Don't get me wrong, I love being cozy at home, and I'm not some sort of big traveler, but there are some places that I want to see, and some experiences that I want to have. Also, until the end of last year, we both were struggling with jobs = with money, and weren't able to do much of traveling or doing cool things. So the thing I'm most proud of this year, is that we both got decent jobs, with normal contracts of employment! 💚He recently had his 1st year anniversary. I have yet to get to that point, as for today I have been working at my job for 9 months).
What I want to do / accomplish in my 26th year of life:
• I want to buy a car 🚗 and have more summer trips (or any, tbh) around the area.
- By next November, I want to be at least close to finishing up my first draft (God help me, cause I cannot see this insecure, lazy and full of imposter syndrome ass, doing it without some divine help).
- I wanna keep my job 👍🏻(no really, we are having a tough time [or at least I am] and I'm constantly anxious and scared. I don't want to get fired. My anxiety is so high, last time I felt this bad and stressed was 2021. We are planning an event rn, and I've never done it before and things are not going as smoothly, as I thought they would. So I'm pissing myself. After the event is done, it'll be alright again).
• Travel to one of the places from my list with my bf. We really didn't get a chance to travel together in those years we've been together. I think it's time (granted we both are in stable financial situation).
• Read some more. And read books that make me feel smarter.
And I think that's it.
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for new blog viewers, could you explain everything that's changed in your blog?
This is not complete, I'm still writing it, but I'll try to sum it all up.
After the Cell Games, Gohan's immense survivors' guilt, because Goku died. He knows that if he didn't toy with Cell and just finished him off, he would have saved Goku.
Gohan spends more time on the lookout with Piccolo and Dende.
After seeing Goku's sacrifice, Vegeta "Gives up fighting." He largely stops fighing for sport. He still trains to be stronger, because of paranoia and pride.
Android 16 might be revived from the wish to bring back all of Cells victims.
After a month, Gohan starts training again. ChiChi notices this, and after a while, she allows him to keep training if he promises to put his studies first. He agrees and she makes him a Gi (The one you see in the Buu saga.)
After a few months, Gohan goes to Vegeta, asking for help and guidance to control his "Ascended Super Saiyan" form (That is what Super Saiyan 2 will be called until they find out about Super Saiyan 3.) Vegeta agrees under the conditions that Gohan teach Vegeta the form.
Gohan and Vegeta develop a teacher/student and rival dynamics, while still being friends.
Instead of becoming the Great Saiyaman, Gohan becomes the "Golden Warrior." (Videl always reffers to him as 'Goldie Locks' though.
The Slice of Life highschool are rewritten, shifted around, and with stuff being added.
Erasa is Bisexual. (Not much of a reason, she just is now.)
Instead of Videl finding out from the scratch on his cheek from the dinosaurs, she finds out because Gohan fought the Red Shark Gang in base for a bit, and Videl saw it. (This happens after the dinosaurs.)
When Videl blackmails him into entering the tournament, he stays in school because he never slacked on training.
Vegeta is like a father figure to Goten.
Goten and Trunks can't go Super saiyan yet.
Goku is still brought back for a day by Baba.
During Videl vs Spopovich, Gohan intervines because he's so enraged by Spopovich torying with Videl, Goku and Vegeta try to hold him back, but he overpowers them because he's in Ascended Super Saiyan. He breaks away from them, and charges to Spopovich, hiting him into a wall and out of bounds. Yamu grabs Gohan, and drains his Ki. Spopovich and Yamu fly off, followed by the people who followed in the original. Kibito vs. Gohan never happens and the Battle Royale still goes on.
Babidi's Ship, Majin Vegeta, and Super Buu vs Gotenks fight goes mostly the same, I may change it later though.
Gohan breaks the Z sword, frees Elder Kai, gets Mystic, and when he goes to fight Buu, he remains in the Kai outfit.
Elder Kai does not revive Goku.
Gohan doesn't get absorbed by Buu.
Vegito is replaced with Vegehan. (Fusion of Vegeta and Gohan.)
Vegehan gets eaten defuses in Super Buu.
Vegeta doesn't crush the Potara once defused, he just gives it back to Gohan, who puts it back on his ear.
Vegeta and Gohan free Piccolo, Goten, Trunks, and Fat Buu.
Because Goku's dead, Kibito-Kai rescues Vegeta, Goha, Mr. Satan, and Dende from Kid Buu, bringing them to the sacred world of the Kais.
Vegeta, Gohan, and Fat Buu all fight Kid Buu.
Goku still uses the Spirit Bomb to kill Kid Buu. Mr. Satan is still the reason they got enough energy.
Gohan's guilt from the Cell Games is somewhat lifted.
Kibito-Kai lets Gohan train on the Sacred World of the Kais.
Gohan keeps his Potara earring on all the time when he's awake.
Gohan and Videl stay friends with Erasa and Sharpner after they graduate.
Gohan goes to collage to become an elementery/primary school teacher. He wants to ensure his students have a better childhood than he did. He's also a substitute teacher sometimes. (This was a decision made way before DBSSH Came out and he studies bugs, I think that's so cool, but I already fell in love with the idea he's a teacher)
Kibito and Kaioshin unfuse prior to Battle of Gods, since they were uncomfortable staying fused.
Kaioshin taught Gohan how to sense God Ki (Not explicitly on purpouse)
It's Bulma's 45th birthday party
Gohan meets Beerus earlier than expected, because he can sense his Ki and came running over, and spyed on Vegeta's interaction with Beerus. Beerus sensed him and told him to come out of hiding.
Both Vegeta and Gohan know they're walking on thin ice with Beerus.
Super Saiyan God is now called "Saiyan God" or "Divine Saiyan" (Something along those lines) Because there's nothing Super Saiyan about Super Saiyan God.
When making the wish to hear about the "Saiyan God" legend, everyone sees there's only 4 living Saiyans. Vegeta, Gohan, Goten, and Trunks. They then use their 2nd wish to ressurect Goku.
When the ritual still doesn't work, Videl announces she is pregnant, and then they do the ritual.
Goku has the ritual done on him, because Vegeta wants to work for the form and doesn't want the easy way to strength. And Goham doesn't like to fight for sport, and they aren't sure the ritual will work on him, because he's only a half Saiyan.
Goku is a better father to Goten. He doesn't go off training for months at a time on Beerus's world, he doesn't go behind ChiChi's back, and he still shows he loves his family. He reminds Gohan that he's proud of him, and he's apart of Goten's life. He's still a farmer, but ChiChi will let him train if he's not destroying anything. She will also let him train on Beerus's world, if he promises to tell her first, so he doens't just leave without a trace.
After that, I only got a few things for Resurrection F and the Goku Black arc, besides designs.
In ROF, Gohan isn't insanely pathetic like in the original. He doesn't waste all his energy to get goku to instant transmaission, like in the original (Which kid Trunks could do easily in the Goku Black arc???) He instead stalls for time as Whis brings them to Earth. ROF is pretty fuzzy, I need to rewatch it.
In the Goku Black arc, it's still Goku Black (Even though Gohan Black and Vegeta Black could also make sense, I want to spare Trunks.) Gohan goes to the future timeline to, and I think I'll keep Vegito as the fusion of the arc. (Maybe Truhan? Idk.)
The main reason I haven't wrote much of Super is because I think it's kinda… Bad. I don't like the premise of some of the arcs, and I strongly dislike the TOP. It's just kinda bad. It's fine if you like it though.
The designs that differ the most is Gohan's, so I'll put the character sheet things here, I'll do more characters later :D
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lowkeyclueless5137 · 6 months
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So, do I even want to know how the omnitrix users in the Ben 10 AU(aka Riddle, Kalim, Epel, and Idia) plus their allies(Adecue, Jack, Jamil, Vil, Rook, and Ortho) actually feel about Leona’s suggest about kicking them out of the school aka throwing them to the wolves, aka that blunt statement. Even though the school would have definitely trashed if not for them stopping the bad guys?
Hehe :3
You see... When Leona implies to kick out the said alien hero, he is putting it as such: most bad guys come here after the omnitrix and if the omnitrix bearer was out of the school, those bad guys would follow in tow and leave NRC to deal with it's own problems.
As for the other reactions... Well...
Riddle, Adeuce and Jack
These 4 are very awkward, since Leona presented a valid point. He wasn't outright demanding to just hand over the alien hero to the bad guys. He just said that the said hero needs to have activity somewhere else, where the NRC Students would be privated of the chaos resulting.
Ace does call it out as bullshit. Riddle keeps it awkward since HE was the one Leona was reffering to, even if he didn't actually know it. Deuce and Jack do try to cheer up the redhead, but with various results, depending on the situation itself.
Ace still wants to punt Leona for various motives post book 3 so guess there is some personal grudges there too :'3
Kalim
Jamil sees it as a valid concern, but not a proper motive to actually do it. Kalim really holds up to his point that if he doesn't save others how the hell would they expect everyone to be peaceful around. Those bad guys wouldn't know if Kalim moved places, so they would trash NRC first before realising it.
As such, Jamil actually brings counter-arguments while keeping a neutral facade, while Kalim outright denies it as nice as possible. Just because it's an argument doesn't mean you have to be a jerk. Kalim says so. :v
Epel
Vil is definitely not telling to Epel about it at first. He wants Epel to concentrate on his duties and studies, not on simple options. Vil also knows that Epel holds Leona in high regard so Leona's disapproval would hurt Epel a bit more than the disapproval of someone else.
Vil does hold up a neutral position, stating both cons and pros of the situation, but it doesn't take too long until Epel finds out the truth too. Mayhaps some magishift club student asked Leona about it and Epel overheard it. He is hurt at first, ofc, but Rook is more supporting of Epel while Vil tries to cheer up Epel and make him treat such opinions with a grain of salt at least.
Just sum nice hurt/confort :3
Idia
He is absolutely fine with it. As long as no proper action is taken, Idia can just sit back and put the others on mute. He cannot deny it that it spikes his anxiety about being actually found out and the consequences that would follow from the talks of everyone else, but Ortho is there and Ortho supports him.
More than anything, Idia does this for his brother too, so with that 1 simple set goal, he is pretty much on his merry way to mess with Leona by saving even more people. Ya know, just to rub it in his face. >:D
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ikaishere · 7 months
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What's your art story? How did you become as good of an artist as you are today?
kczkxksososkdksk thank you so much for the compliment!!!
to not make it too long and boring, i started taking drawing more seriously in around 2018, and well, it wasnt the best, but it was a start! heres a pick from 2019 and 2020
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okay, so i got my tablet in 2020, im pretty sure. i did some realisim, which has improved! cant find any pics and i changed my laptop this year, which sucks:/ the earliest i could find is steddie art from when the new season of st came out in july 2022
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and, well. it was practice, it was trying out different artstyles, techniques. the only thing that stayed true is krita - homie fr fr.
for practice....refferences, spheres, a lot of just quick doodlesnof the human body to work out the proportions, colour studies. and lots *lots* of sketching. and thats how we got there, really! here is some traditional art for comparasion too (dypthic of patroclus and achilles from early 2023, and a study of alfons mucha from earlier this week)
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so yeah, my story is just - practice. oh and a lot of 'fuck it we ball'. im bot organized at all, my sketches under lineart are messy (insanely messy), my colours are just guessed usually.
thank you so much for the question!! i wish i cpuld provide more pics:(
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byerstyle · 2 years
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Season one, Puppy love
This is my full analysis post of why Mike Wheeler is gay. 
Mike is introduced with the rest of the original party in season one while the him and the rest of the og party are playing a game of dungeons and dragons. He is shown as a regular kid who likes his friends, nothing special. Him and Will have they’re first one on one interaction early one when Will confesses to him that he rolled a seven when the other boys told them not to tell Mike so they could have a chance at winning revealing very early on that these two are closer than the rest of the party sharing a trust bond. 
Will goes missing on his bike later that night and the next day at school Mike is the first one to point out that Will isn’t at school “That’s weird, I don’t see him” but it’s apparent that it’s a different type of concern that the other two boys share because they try to convince Mike that he just came to school early to study and there’s no reason to worry. But of course Mike with the savior complex he has is still worried. (I also thought it was cute that Mike said “will is gonna love this” when they saw the ham shack radio) 
But anyway, when the police show up to talk to the boys about the last time they saw him they all convey their worry equally but afterward Mike insists they have to go out to find will, and they do go out to look but then, that when they find eleven in the woods. I would also like to point out that El had been reffered to a boy several times in the series in the first season, when troy was explaining what happened to his arm he said “she didn’t even look like a girl.” and that’s even when she’s wearing the dress. 
Mike and the kids take eleven to mike’s basement because they didn’t know what else to do with her. Lucas thought she was a boy at first as well. They ask her to change and ya know what happens. But i would like to point out Mike is the one to come up with a plan to get rid of Eleven in the morning getting her to tell an adult without his parents relizing he broke curfew. He didn’t care what happened to eleven after that he just didn’t want to get in trouble because he was so fixated on finding Will no matter what. “They can take her back to penherse or wherever she came from” (the insane ayslum). 
El doesn’t want to do that and then Mike starts to think that she may be connected to Will’s dissaperance in some way so he skips school the next day to stay home with eleven. That’s when they actually start to have some sort of friendship, that isn’t highlighted in a romantic way may i add. They mess around with Mike’s dad’s chair and the tv. They go up to Mike’s room where Mike tries to show Eleven all of his cool things but she finds no interest highlighting their incompatibilty but Mike is blinded by the fact that she’s a girl. She points out Will on the photo and Mike insantly changed his playful demanor and becomes very serious with worry of Will, “do you know him? do you know where he is?!” He is not trying to play around here. Then, he calls his friends over and explains why he has to let Eleven stay with him. Not because he likes her or wants to be friends with her (obviously) but because she knows where Will is and pointed him out on the picture (Mikes main reason for letting Eleven stay in the first place is because she could FIND WILL) 
Eleven tries to lead them to where Will is but just leading them to his house, the boys confused and skeptical start badgering Eleven, not in a friendly way at all, at this point *all* of the boys see eleven as a tool to bring Will home. Lucas was really done lol. But the boys really found out most about the gate and where Will was on there own because Eleven didn’t want them to get hurt. 
Then, my favorite queer coded episode for Mike wheeler. “Holly, Jolly” This is the episode where the fake body is pulled from the water right in front of the party, they are all upset but no one more than, that’s right you guessed it! Mike wheeler. His first immedate reaction to seeing the body is “It’s not Will, it can’t be” Denial, which is very normal for a situation for this but i find it interesting they had Mike say something first, if all the boys are best friends with Will why was there no clamoring or automatic fear? Its because they wanted to portray that deeper connection, that trust bond Mike and Will had, they really wanted to delve into Mike’s perspective of this. Lucas then answers “It’s Will.” no denial from him or the others, just Mike. 
We’re then granted with a wonderful shot of Mike blankly staring at Will’s lifeless body, the other boys were not shown in this shot at all, just Mike with eleven leering in the back, I think they had her in this shot to show Mikes blame on her in this moment. Eleven then tries with no avail to comfort Mike, showing who Mike really cares about here. I would also like to point out that Mike slaps Elevens arm away quite agressively fulling taking out his anger toward her in this moment. Her only use to him, to save Will had been a lie, he kept her with him for nothing. “Mike?! Mike what! You were supposed to help us find him ALIVE!” at this point it’s sinking in just a little bit and Mike starts to tear up, still filled with rage and denial. “You said he was alive! Why did you lie to us!” Mike voice wavers here, he’s not really asking questions at this point he’s just angry. “What’s wrong with you, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU” He never saw eleven as a person not yet, only as a tool, and now he only sees her a liar, there is no love here. “What?” he askes to Eleven before storming away from the others, VERY CLEARLY taking this A LOT harder than Dustin and Lucas. Lucas and Dustin give a weak attempt to get Mike to stay but they don’t take any action and the three of them just stand there and watch Mike get on his Bike and ride away. Also i’d like to talk about the queer coded song playing in this scene for a moment. “and the guns, shot above our heads, AND WE KISS, AS THOUGH NOTHING CAN FALL, AND THE SHAME.” That is just amazing, this song is playing while Mike and his mom hug while Mike sobs into her arms. OVER WILL. That’s for sure my favorite deep queer coded moment. then the episode ends. this is PART ONE OF SEASON ONE GAY MIKE WHEELER ANALYSIS I’ll do part two later <3
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kshitijshukla · 2 years
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Do you know Swami Vivekananda was the member of FREEMASONS in India.. & not only a member he was a 2nd degree master also. I was stunned to see his name on the list ( the list goes on & on from jamshedaji tata to Motilal Nehru etc etc) but seeing a spiritual leader like Swami Vivekananda in this MASONIC LODGE gives me chills, that why? He needed to do that ... Why?
And you know we praise him for his speech in CHICAGO in which he started from sisters and brothers of America... But little do you know that the function was organised by Freemasons & they see themselves as a brotherhood culture ( which is strictly for male) ( but their spouses were allowed in parties) and call themselves as brothers..... That's why he calls brothers & sisters of America.
But but but...
When I read about Swami Vivekananda & dig deeper in Freemasonry then I realised that why did our forefathers or Vivekananda had done that i.e. to promote our culture, to speak the language of Britishers and to have them see that we are also capable of doing things they are doing....
You know their is an ideology i.e. ORIENTALISM i.e RULE INDIA THE INDIAN WAY. In which Britishers acknowledge that Indians were great civilization and prosperous at a time And it was us i.e. ARYANS ( refference to FAKE ARYAN INVASION THEORY which we can talk later) that made them ( Indians ) that great ......but now Indians are mixed up and they can't survive without us and are incapable to rule themselves . So following their typical WHITE MANS BURDEN : it is their ( Britishers ) responsibility to rule India.
And they challenged Indians that you are not capable enough to do things on your own, like the challenge to make a draft of constitution or the one to unite etc etc.....
So to have them ( Britishers) see us that we can also stand where you stand and can do things that you do, even more efficiently. Many leaders & great personalities joined these groups.
Anyway Swami Vivekananda ji is a whole diety which you can study all your life. Also if you read : An Autobiography of a Yogi .. you will come to know him much better + his guru...🙏 Ramakrishna Paramahamsa who attained the great level of consciousness, who himself feed MAA TARA.. their is an ocean to read about them.
& about Freemasons we will see something in another post. Maybe.
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